#911 episode chatter

[after-nine-at-the-oasis]

I'm sorry W H A T

[catmomjudy]

Flicky 9-1-1 Rewatch.

Sponsored by Science Diet and The Association of Retired Firehouse Dalmatians.

[poobur79]

So I’ve never watched SWAT, but from the chatter I’ve seen Lou is only in a handful of episodes?

Can one watch only those and still have an understanding of what’s happening? 🤣

Because I’m normally not into procedurals. 911 was a rare exception and then they burned us.

God why do Star Wars and Star Trek have to have such long hiatuses. I miss my pew pew shows, those are where I was born.

Also, television give lfjr a leading role challenge.

[missmagooglie]

Ngl, I would 100% not be mad at a 911 spinoff centered on Lucy Donato's air rescue team.

And it would be a production nightmare, so it would never happen, but I would LOVE if rather than awkwardly shoehorning 1 or 2 "major crossover events" where core cast from OG appeared on air resue and vice versa, they shared backing cast.

Like, we routinely see the 133 coordinating with the air rescue team, and Mehta pops up every so often. The same extras in police uniforms show up at scenes in both shows to do crowd control type stuff. All the dispatch background folks are the same. While JLH remains exclusively on OG, Linda becomes the default dispatcher for air rescue, and Sue, Josh, and Terry all have small supporting roles on both shows. Maybe every once and a while, we see the 118 trucks show up at a scene but it's C shift so the only person we recognize is Ravi or Julie.

There's random easter eggs buried in radio chatter or news coverage about things that happened on the other show, or characters will make reference to a major city-wide disaster that appeared on the other show. Big events like the tsunami and the blackout would have coordinated episodes that aren't precisely crossovers, but cover the same disaster from different angles.

Nothing that would make someone who only watches one or the other feel like they're missing something, but lots of little details that just make both shows feel like they exist in the same city.

Logistical nightmare? Maybe. But I'd still love to see it.

[lemotmo]

https://x.com/diazscowboy/status/1831767668116033907

I mean i have definitely found the timing of the bts cut off to be extremely side eye worthy.

While I’m sure there is some truth in whatever situation happened to cause multiple shows to be like no more, most of the chatter seems to be in agreement it was something related to the rookie that got out, and I fully believe 911 with the episodes they are working on now, just used the opportunity it was now presented on a silver platter to be like no more bts to keep it on lockdown.

That is interesting indeed. I didn't even think of that. 👀

Thanks for the link Nonny. Just Hat I needed: another thing to obsess over. 😄

[lazlolullaby]

Batman Beyond episode idea: fun with fan fiction.

if they just go directly back to high school shenanigans - Batman RPF. Self-shippers. Fangirls and fanboys. The writing club slipped that one of the prompts was "batman" and it just ran wild. I know Batman isn't considered "good" by society but teenagers are like that. Getting attached to "bad role models" and such.

I'm talking full gamut of "batman saved y/n" and "batman is my bf/gf" AUs, and NSFW/Smut.

(teens are allowed to have sexy thoughts. It doesn't mean they're evil or secretly suddenly mature adults. they gotta grow into it. It's natural.)

This almost ends Terry's career as Neo Batman.

With all of this school chatter there's renewed interest in OG Batman and Neo Batman among the teenagers. Compiling sightings, known fights, and personality traits. It comes out that Batman does hang around the teenage spots - Terry and Max will point out about the school counselor AND a coach being Rogues but no one will listen.

Bruce and Terry are worried someone is going to put together the pieces. But the days go on and it's less "who is Batman (under the cowl as a real life person)" and more "Who is Batman (that I can assign a personality to and play around with as a character)"

Terry is immediately singled out for being "un-schway" with talking about either of them. He just - gets flustered, stumbles over his words, never wants to talk about the Caped Crusaders at all.

The idea throws him off. It puts him in position to try and imagine what Neo Batman (and even Bruce!) is like off the clock based on the actions in the cowl. And he just can't, it's not computing for him.

Terry can't separate himself from the Batman persona - at least in personality - and it's just - why are they writing him like that? He'd never kidnap anyone out of misguided love? He'd never have a three way with Dee Dee! stop writing Jokerz romances for slag's sake!

Bruce attempts to help him by trying to imagine the OG Batman instead of himself. He just identifies OG Batman as Old Man Bruce and that's somewhat better. But not much.

He brings it up with his mother and Mary goes to her old records and pulls out a bunch of Zines, some disks/USBs of Batman fanfiction. "Well, if your friends like it so much, you could share." Terry just buries his head in his hands. "Thanks ma." There's even a section for Robin and Nightwing focused stories. Matt almost grabs them but Terry and Mary both have to sort through the right ones for the little kid.

It's all fun and games until teenagers start to get into trouble to meet Neo Batman. Baiting Jokerz. Calling in fake 911 calls made Commissioner Barbara Gordon reach out to the school.

The school attempts to do a crackdown. The writing club basically goes "Not Safe for Work" rules. Anything that you'd get a higher rating than PG-13 just don't bring it. Keep it in your house. Don't ruin it for the rest of us. The school gets even stricter on texting. The writers in class have to resort to pen and paper notebooks that get passed around in lunch/in the halls. Terry interrupts a "dead drop", flips through the book and drops it like he was burned.

It takes some soul searching, but eventually Terry does accept that Batman has to have a separate persona than him. Even if it doesn't feel like it from the inside. So. Terry plays up the "horny teenager" aspect in his response. (thank you billionaire playboy Brucie!).

"Yeah I've been weird about it. We've met face to face so he could stop me from taking revenge or some stupid slag like that. Look, Neo Batsy busted up the illegal weapons project that got my Dad killed. If we ever met again. Fancy dinner at least. I'd kiss him on the mouth if I could find him. A thanks if he doesn't want any of that."

The school paper armchair analyzes and comes back with. "Yeah he was a criminal, maybe his flirting could be considered going after a partner that has a strong moral compass and can fight him if needed."

People start writing "reformed bad boy x Neo Batman" fanfic based on that sound bite alone. "Be Bi, did crime" is another fun meme. Terry as Robin was probably the worst, especially the implications with the OG Batman and the OG Robins.

Like all fads, it dies down after another month. Sure, there's some diehard fans, but they keep to themselves.

(Max keeps a file of her favorites anyway.)

[littlerosetrove]

5.10 (spoiler) Thoughts

- I’m surprised I haven’t mentioned this before, but Eddie’s voice? 👍 - Damn, the Diaz boys have a lot of decorations. - *squints* Is… May seeing someone? Just a hunch. - Oh Chris, having nightmares about his mom? =(((( - Do I even have to say it? Do I? *Taylor appears on screen* Me:

  -  Wooooow. Buck and Taylor have been together how many (gosh forsaken) months? And they have zero clue what to get each other for Christmas. Freaking Taylor was asking Bobby, of all people, if she should get Buck a sweater. (if she knew Buck, she’d ask his best friend Eddie for advice, but hey…..) - Buck asking about Chris. That’s the co-parent right there. <3 - Chris =((((((( My god, if the writers don’t put Eddie and Chris into therapy, together, idk what I’m gonna do. Chris is learning to repress things, like Eddie does. Oh these two. 🥺 - That was really sweet of Bobby coming up with that, helping the people displaced celebrate Christmas/the holiday. - I could see Buck in the background with Chris!! Twice!!! - me saying under my breath “I don’t care, I don’t care” when Buck and Taylor were kissing and “””being sweet””” - AND THAT ENDING THAT I KNEW WAS COMING. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! - Whyyyyyy are so many people leaving?? (though I do know Eddie is not actually going anywhere because we know Ryan is still with the show, that’s confirmed)

[fictional-worlds-are-exquisite]

damn......this person L+ratioed them....like they said ur mum FIVE times....they even said you fell off..... and get a real job! i bet THEY’RE the murderer!!

this episode is so funny

[saberstars]

I'm Here

Pairing: Gender Neutral Y/N & Loki

Fluff, angst, implied smut

Warnings: Mentions of depression/mental illness, epilepsy/seizures, mentions of sex, as always if I missed anything feel free to let me know

Summary: Loki & You have a pre-existing friendship with benefits & one night you have a seizure after some spiciness. He cares for you helping you afterwards & makes sure you rest easy & safe. Reader is portrayed to have seizures more so during changes in sleep phases, not awake. The wake seizures or more of a medium ish absence/ focal aware seizure that only occur on occasion & can be “fought” through.

Word Count: 1796

Notes: This was intended to be a gender neutral reader. I think I removed all he/she pronouns.

Additionally, I know that not everyone experiences seizures the same way, and that epilepsy can affect people differently. This is all written from my experiences with it, so I ask that you do not tell me I portrayed something wrong. I can and will accept constructive criticism, But I will not accept someone telling me blatantly that I am wrong with my experiences. Therefore please keep that in mind when reading. I genuinely hope this fic brings others comfort if you suffer from epilepsy or any disorder that causes seizures. Thank You <3

It’s been three years since you found out you suffered from epilepsy. A diagnosis that came late in your life to be fair. As a young child up until you reached adulthood, you suffered from eye shakes that would eventually turn into stuttering spells that made it difficult to breath or not breath properly at all. You never passed out though, you got close a few times, but you managed to stay awake and “fight it off.” You started to notice over time that you’d also get a strange taste in your mouth, almost like metal or as if you were sucking on a battery and it had that zing flavor. You knew that was a precursor and would panic on cue rightfully so. You hated when you had your mini stutter fests because all you could do was hope it didn’t happen.

Of course you complained to your parents as a child but they didn’t think it was anything. They said it was just a panic attack. So you took their word for it. That was until you started having grand mals in your sleep. At first you thought they were just a part of some strange dream, that wasn't real to you, not yet anyway. You would wake up exhausted, sore, sometimes unable to move properly, walk, open and close a fist, and you just overall couldn't stay conscious sometimes. Again you complained to your parents about it, but they said it was nothing. You probably had night terrors or some form of minor sleep paralysis. So you dumbly believed them.

When you moved out, You sought answers, and eventually got them. You were grateful. The medication they prescribed helped tremendously though, it did make you tired but it was worth not having your episodes. Thankfully your case wasn’t as severe as others and it was manageable so long as you took care of yourself and took your medications. Though you were warned, breakthroughs were common, and missing your dose can and would cause a seizure.

Despite having such a diagnosis, you kept it to yourself. You never really told anyone. It wasn’t until you started sleeping with a friend, that you finally divulged your secret too in the event that it ever happened whilst they were with you.

It was someone you randomly slept with on and off with. A friend with benefits, his name was Loki. You had met the god shortly after his father had passed and his home, destroyed. You found comfort with each other despite it being more of a sexual comfort. You both used sex as a way to fight your own demons, a distraction, a quick grab at serotonin. Despite the sex you both developed a very deep friendship. You’d read together on occasion, have very interesting debates on current events, history, as well as other nuances, and a lot of other things. You even met his brother and the avengers at one point.

You both slept soundly after spicy events had taken place 2 hours prior, Loki had come over desperate for attention of any kind. He didn’t say why, but you knew it was a rather serious topic he wished not to discuss and rather lessen the pain with ecstasy. Little did you know, on this day a few years ago he indirectly murdered his mother. He blamed himself dearly, he knew if he would have kept his mouth shut for once in his life she may be here today. So he needed a genuine distraction. One of any kind. Preferable you. Due to the spicy events that took place you missed your dose, due to falling asleep promptly after, which cost you dearly. Missing doses always caused this to happen no matter what.

You gasped for air like usual, your body contorting outwards first with a thrust. You were awake, conscious, and terrified for the few seconds you normally were given before blacking out. You began to stutter violently all the air leaving your lungs as it happened. Until no sounds were made and it was just you chattering. Loki woke immediately, with a completely calm exterior despite a raging mixture of emotions internally. He knew you never called an ambulance for these things because you were normally alone & unaware until you became conscious again. She made him promise to never call 911 unless it was over a certain time length, to save her medical expenses, or unless she stopped breathing for good.

Loki dare not touch you though as you shook and curled up. The last thing he wanted was his godly strength to crush you somehow or cause you more pain. Instead he watched and hovered until you finally stopped. It was a short 50 second one, which was under your time limit, but he still debated calling. It’s not like You would’ve known he lied.

His breathing hitched as he went to check your pulse and airway, ever so delicately, which were both clear and strong.

“Oh thank you.” he whispered

A few hours had slid by with still no response from you. Loki sat next to you, staring down at you, to the point where he would fight the urge to blink, waiting for a stir of some kind from you. He did give the courtesy of redressing you though, in a nightgown from a drawer after an hour slid past. He even went as far as ensuring that you were adequately covered by the blankets to avoid being chilled. It has been 3 ½ hours now, with no stir of any kind from you. He knew it would be awhile before you showed any signs of movement possibly but this worry tore him to his core. In the midst of waiting he refused to just idly go back to sleep next to you, he was determined to stay awake until you were conscious again, so that you knew, he stayed there waiting for you. Loki didn’t know when he found himself talking to you as if you were awake, but all he knew was that it made him feel a bit better, and he hoped that when you woke it would make you feel better too.

“You know, I’ve been reading this really dumb gothic romance novel. I think you’d like it because of how naive the girl is. I know you like to criticize and pick on how they make decisions.” he spoke with a chuckle in his voice thinking back to how you’d flail your arms and drop your book to scream about how dumb some main protagnist could be.

“I'll have to buy you a copy or give you mine when I’m done.” Loki shifted his weight from his right to his left brushing your bangs out of your eyes.

“I don’t know why you keep those so long, all they do is get in the way of your gorgeous eyes.”

It was in that moment you rustled, you shifted your neck ever so slightly, Your eyelids twitch. Loki leaned forward parting his lips as he watched with a heart of hope completely overwhelmed with joy when he saw the color of your iris’s. He exhaled a shaky breath cupping your cheeks which caused you to flinch sending a wave of shocks through your body. It was at that moment you knew. You knew what he saw, what he had gone through. Your heart sank and you immediately berated yourself internally despite your exhausted state.

“It’s ok you don’t have to say or do anything. I’ll stay, I’ll take care of you for as long as you need.” Loki assured you, wanting you to know that you didn’t have to go through this alone. You never really had anyone stay, let alone worry about you. Your eyes began to water as tears rolled down your face.

“I’ll go grab you some water, you’re probably parched. I’ll also grab you a banana. I read that potassium can help with the cramping.” Loki said leaving to yourself for a moment. He also grabbed tissues for your eyes and nose just in case. Upon returning her placed everything at your side offering help to sit up. “Do you need to use the bathroom or help sitting up?” He asked with a gentle tone.

You nodded trying to take a good deep breath so you could speak a bit. “I’m so sorry you had to see that… but thank you. Thank you for staying, for helping. I do need the bathroom and I would appreciate help. My legs are still...” you mustered out with all your might but after a point your tongue refused to work with you.

“Of course, I may be a monster but I’m not entirely cruel. If it helps… you can just think to yourself and I can listen that way. So that you're not struggling too much.” Loki admitted with a tone of self depreciation.

“You're not a monster just because you're different & have made mistakes.” you thought as Loki picked you up bridal style walking you to the bathroom. Of course he placed you down on the toilet and waited outside for you to do what you needed. Since he had only added a nightgown to your previously naked body it made things easier. It was exhausting to just sit up and do everything but you pushed through. You even pushed yourself up and limped to the sink best you could to wash your hands. Upon hearing the faucet though Loki came back in standing behind you offering support if needed.

“Catch me~” you thought before falling back into his arms with a snort.

“You're lucky I have godlike reflexes you minx.” He replied with a hint of flirtation. You had used more than you had in you to wash your hand. Loki caught you obviously and carried you back to the room placing you back on the bed. “No, more like I knew you were ready to catch me.” you slowly thought as exhaustion tugged at your consciousness again. Loki noticed the pill bottle on your dresser before prompting you to take it. Instinctively opening it and sliding one into his hand.

“You should probably take this before you fall asleep.” You took it mentally saying thanks drinking the glass of water with it.

“Yeah that would probably help avoid some added breakdancing.” You joked trying to use humor to lighten the situation. Loki stared plain faced trying not to entertain your joke though, despite finding it secretly witty. Maybe he’d laugh at it when you felt a bit better. Soon after you began to dance between awake and sleep. Loki took note based on how your thoughts jumbled around between multiple things, laughing to himself a bit before minor intrusive fears began picking at you. Loki immediately jumped into action in an attempt to squash them soothing you a bit.

“You can sleep soundly, please get some rest. You don’t have to force yourself to stay awake out of fear or guilt.” Loki spoke in the most caring and sweet tone he could muster up. Trying to convince you that it was going to be ok & it worked. Somehow you knew he was right & that you could trust him completely. You drifted back to sleep peacefully thinking about how for the first time in your life, you didn’t fear sleeping in your bed. You didn’t have intrusive thoughts about whether or not you’d wake up in the morning or not. Which honestly brought tears bubbling their way up and out of Loki's eyes. The amount of trust you had in him in your thoughts, at that moment completely took his breath away. And that was something he wasn’t going to break or ever lose.

[after-nine-at-the-oasis]

AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH STILL FREAKING OUT OH MY GOSH

Y'all I'm losing it

HUAAAGHAHHHHHHHHHHHHH FIRST DATE

LOL YEAH I'M TENSE TOO

AUGUHAH HE'S ADMITTING IT FIRST DATE WITH A MAN OHHHH MY GOSH I'M NOT OKAY LOL

THIS BETTER BE AN ACTUAL DATE BC THAT WOULD BE AWKWARD

SPFIENAIMCLS IT'S A GROUP DATE

AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH EDDIE'S HEREEEEE

OR IS IT ON ACCIDENT MAYBE O.O

IS HE GONNA THINK THEY'RE JUST THERE AS BUDDIES O.O (BUDDIE LOL)

OR IS HE GONNA THINK HE WAS BI THIS WHOLE TIME BUT BUCK WAS THE ONE WHO DIDN'T KNOW

Oh my gosh I'm freaking out

I'm not okay

What the heck

(edit starts here)

Ope a guy with his hand

OPE OH GOSH

That's not good o.o

Not really matching your message sir xD

Oh goshh o.o 😳😬

OH GOSH BUCK

Me when I saw the promo again a little while later: OH MY GOSH HOW DID I FORGET THAT BIT

Gosh. Wow

(end of edit)

Okay, that's the last of my last thoughts, now it's time for the. . .

REVIEW

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I'm not okay

I LOVED THIS EPISODE SO MUCH!!! OH MY GOSH. This is the anti feeling to last night when I watched tgd and the end killed me for an entirely different reason THE GAYS ARE WINNNINGGGGGG!!!! I'm not okay. Anyway IT WAS ABSOLUTELY AMAZING!!! Genuinely though all the plots throughout were really good and there were a TON of good moments. Plus the crossover with The Bachelor was GREAT lol. I need to go back and watch those first two minutes but I will update the post slfjdfhs. Now, I'm going to make a quick celebration post and maybe rewatch that clip if possible, and then I'll be back because I can't possibly put off this review xD. Oh my gosh I'm having so many thoughts.

OKAY AAHHH HI ME FROM THE NEXT DAY I was literally freaking out so much (and still am) that I couldn't do it and I kept procrastinating and then I fell asleep lol xD. I have continued to procrastinate (and I had things to do) but!! Here I am :)).

First though, I'm going to go back to the promo bit and add the second half because apparently I completely forgot about it, and I have since watched it a couple of times xD.

Okay!! Now, let's talk about some other bits of the episode xdd.

The Bachelor crossover was so fun!!! I've never seen The Bachelor lol but it was a great story, great call xD. And everyone freaking out SLFKGHDKS!! Maddie and Josh fighting over the call to Chimney giving them spoilers to Eddie siccing the girls on Buck to Bobby and Hen going 👁️👄👁️. And that poor girl xdd. Also the "Do I have to?" "I wouldn't" just killed me xDD. Glad she's okay though :)). Sucks she'll never have her chance lol. But hey, she got to talk to him :)!! Wild xD. Anyway, I think was a super fun thing to throw in there for the 100th episode :DD. It's also interesting to see a reality show crossover with a fiction show xD. Had a fun time with it!!

Maddie and Chim!! They were so funny at the beginning xD. Her sending the 118 was wild lol. Also I loved her face to him later when he was talking about how cool Tommy was right after Buck was complaining about him (😏😏) xDD. They're idiots your honor lol <33. Anyway, Chimney slayed on the calls today 🥰. Especially figuring out the head trauma for that poor woman! Nice job my guy :)). Also, I didn't notice it until I saw subtitles later but "I'm your basketball beard" AUGHWUOGIH!!!! XDD SLFJDGLKDS HE'S SO WILD FOR THAT O.O. Anyway he did genuinely slay, loved him supporting Buck lol :)). I'm sure there was some brother in law bonding in there xD. Maddie slayed on calls too!! I really loved her conversations with Buck though :D :)). The brunch one was sweet and kind of silly, plus the "Is it circled with a heart?" line was SO GOOD LOL SLFJDHS XDD. Idiot <33 (Buck more than anything but it's all affectionate I promise). Also I really loved Maddie's reaction to Buck talking about maybe accidentally purposefully injuring Eddie. It completely makes sense for her character and I'm really glad it was in there, it added some great depth <33. Though the storyline itself has depth!! Especially after the ending lol. Anyway, poor Maddie with her story about the Sarah's :(( xd. That sucks :'(. I do kind of know how it is (not quiiite as close) and it really can be awful xd. Dyeing your hair is a wild step xD. Plus SLFKGJDS "I would've changed both names" oh my gosh XDDD 💀. Also nice on her for calling Buck out for acting like a teenage girl lol. Anyway, love her, and Chimney <33.

Hen and Ravi!! We didn't see much of either of them this episode but they were great :DD. Poor Ravi xD. Bro had no clue what was going on with anything ever lol. He didn't even know who Tommy was! After all the drama he caused!! Poor guy's out of the loop (well for the drama he would cause, is what I meant) lol. They both slayed this episode though :DD!! Hen was great on the house invasion call and the Bachelor call :)). Love them <333.

Bobby, Athena, and Harry!! AYYY Harry :DD!! Welcome back man 🥰. Seeing him greet Athena and Bobby was so nice :'D. It's nice to have him back :')). Sucks to have a change in actors (Marcanthonee will be missed!!) but I'm sure he's gonna be great :)). Elijah, I believe his name is? Welcome aboard dude :DD! Anyway, his return isn't under the best of circumstances o.o. Love Bobby knowing, or being suspicious yk, and called Michael (they are my besties your honor 🥰🥰, I love them <33). Also really glad he told Athena immediately and didn't turn to hide it or anything 😬 :)). Anyway, glad he was so supportive <33. That whole thing was wild though o.o 😬😬😳. It really sucks so much that that happened :((. Harry didn't deserve that, and he was totally valid in his anger and wanting to respond. I don't think he should've beaten the guy up, but I get it. It sucks that he was to be a representative but that's how it is :'((. Hopefully it'll change one day. Also his conversation with Athena about it all and whether she cares more about being a cop or his mom OOUFGH O.O. That bit hit HARD 😬😭. He did have a bit of a point, but I'm glad he apologized <33. And that Athena was more understanding the second time. On a lighter note, her waking up him by pouring a bucket of water on him was amazing LOL xD. Anyway, seeing his reaction to the video hurt so much :((( 😭😭😭💔. It really is awful to see yourself angry. I only tend it see it in writing and it still sucks and is hard xdd. But HALLELUJAH YAYY he's not being charged, at least with prison time that is :')). And he's sticking around :DD!! I'm sure it'll be difficult with Athena monitoring his community service and such but I think it'll be really fun storyline wise :)). Also Athena having to tell that mom that she shot her son 😭😭😭💔💔🥺🥺. That was so awful, I'm so sorry honey <33? And that poor lady 😭😭😭😭💔💔💔. Her acting was amazing <333. It's such an awful situation and I hope she manages to be as okay as she can be :'((. Pooe guy <33 he seemed great :'( :'). Anyway, love them all (the three I said lol) <33 🥰🥰.

It's time.

Well time to talk about the rest of it besides that one part of the ending lol.

Buck and Eddie, and Tommy!! BROOK this was so wild o.o xD. The jealousy was painful 😭, but I also kinda loved it, it was hilarious xD. It really sucks that Buck was feeling left out, and I do think they were kind of leaving him out, but I don't think it was at all intentional. Eddie invited him to basketball several times, and the other things were things he and Tommy already had plans for. He even seemed excited when he thought Buck was going to come to the fight with them (which that bit HURT by the way lol 💀)!! He did seem kinda shady asking Buck to watch Chris but I'm sure it was an accident xDD. He's just an idiot your honor lol <33. I do wish he was a little more obvious about not blaming Buck when he got injured, but like, he was in a whole lot of pain with a possibly broken ankle xD. It's understandable lol and I don't blame him. I also don't think Tommy was trying to exclude Buck! H was happy to see Buck throughout the episode, he gave him a tour, planned to give him flying lessons!! It was just a really unfortunate situation and Buck wasn't communicating (as he admitted at the end lol). Poor Buck though through all of it 😭😭💔🥺. I know it was kind of on him for not communicating but it just sucks being left out :((, I totally get it. You don't wanna say anything and be told you're overreacting or for people to think it's weird, and you don't wanna be possessive or anything, but it sucks and you miss them :((. I know how it feels xD xd. Still, I'm really glad he was getting aware of it, and he listened to the help from Maddie lol <3.

I think the conversation at the end was a really good way of wrapping it all up. Seeing everyone's side (Eddie's opinion given by Tommy but honestly he wasn't really as involved in the problem lol), and having everyone apologize. Also then them hyping each other up :')). I do find it interesting to see and outside perspective to the 118! We're so used to the family that is the 118 and the 126 that we don't really think about the fact that it's probably not like that for most people xdd. It wasn't even really like that when Tommy was there. And it makes sense for him to be jealous over it!! It's completely understandable and a really cool perspective to see :)). Although I will agree with Buck lol, he's pretty cool on his own lol.

Now, seeing as I was freaking out and forgot half the previous lines, I'm going to say what I thought/my reactions to a few specific lines and everything as it started to ramp up xD.

By the way, I have watched this scene (or at least parts of it) like. 20 times now. And some of it I'm still trying to remember as I freak out once again right now lol xD. So keep that in mind lol.

When they were talking about the mouths static was hilarious xD. In all fairness, it wasn't great lol.

And then the Muay Thai (I think that's how it's spelled?), the after flying lessons bit and "Not in the same day"??? AAAAHHHHHHHHH!! That's where I started to really get stressed and suspicious and in shock xDD. I was like um. what was that. XD.

And then. Buck admitting he was trying to get TOMMY'S attention o.o. I genuinely wasn't expecting it but looking back on the episode it all makes sense yk o.o. Honestly I don't think even Buck really realized that was it until during that conversation, especially given his tone shift. And the Tommy's face afterward 😭. Bro is surprised xD. And I'm going to be completely honest, I thought Buck was saying "I didn't mean my best friend" there and not "I did maim best friend" until like the tenth time I watched it o.o xDD. The first one was wild, a self denial of Buddie because he's oblivious xDD. The second one makes more sense but is equally as wild o.o lol. He's realizing that just before he says it xD. And maim is dramatic but he did injure Eddie 😬🥺. Anyway, the next bit.

You know.

The moment.

"My sister says there's better ways to get someone's atten-" AND HE K I S S E D HIM!!!!! WHEN. I. TELL. YOU. I. LOST. MY. MINDDDD!!!!

It was so wild oh my gosh. You can look at my liveblog for more freaking out about that xD (and probably later in this post lol. And also in anything I've reblogged about it xD). I can still barely believe it's real. That it happened xd. I realized a little while ago that I have no idea what I'd do if Buddie actually got together, and I felt some of that feeling here. We thought for SO LONG,l we wouldn't have it, had kind of lost hope, and then BOOM!!!! I know I had hope for this episode but it wasn't SERIOUS, not really!! Hope but "I expect it.not to happen, no matter how hard I hope xdd". And we may not have gotten Buddie BUT WE DID GET BISEXUAL BUCK!!!!!!! I'm genuinely still so happy about that oh my gosh. I meant to make a post earlier but I was grinning in the hallway at school xD.

Now, AFTER THE KISS WAS SO WILD TOO AAAAHHHHHH.

OKAY I'm back for a third time lol, later in the day xD. Had a lot to do but now I'm here!

Anyway AAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!! I barely even registered the sus stuff they were saying beforehand because I was in such shock, and the same goes for afterwards xD. I was just SCREEEAMING!!

But!! Some of these being my thoughts having watched it 20 times, and some of them being what I thought at the time, THE MOUTH STATIC COMMENT 😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️🥺 XD. Also we love Tommy asking if it was okay 🥺🥺🥺❤️🥰 :'). Anyway, it's the way Buck is just absolutely speechless. The only thing he has is the mouth static comment and that's it xD. All he had laid out lol. It's so cute to see him flustered and speechless :')). Also the fact that some of it comes from this revelation he just had (not just being a bi disaster, but discovering he's a bi disaster) is so good <333. And I just- YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND!! HE'S F R E E!!! AT 8 ON SATURDAY SURE BUT HE'S F R E E 😭😭😭😭😭💔❤️❤️❤️❤️🥺🥺🥰🥰😎!!! ACCIDENTAL SUNGLASSES BUT WE'RE KEEPING IT. LIKE THE WAY HE SAID IT AUGOAUHUGIH HE. IS FREE!!

I'm so not okay over that <33

Anyway I love that Tommy does all the talking lol, he knows Buck can't and is short circuiting but he still has a conversation with him xD :).

And just AAAAHHHHHHHH THEY'RE GOING ON THEIR FIRST DATE!! IT'S SATURDAY AT 8 BRO!!! YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND AUUUUAGHHHHHH!!

I mean I know you all do but you know lol.

Also Tommy telling Buck to call Eddie xD. Yeeeah, honestly seems like a good time to call and talk to him if he's on pain pills lol. Buck might have trouble speaking though, given he's still having a queer crisis xD. Kinda crisis, kinda discovery. Skipped some of that stage lol.

Buck's final look of the episode just destroys me :')). He's so baffled and happy your honor <33.

Now here's someone I'll say that I've been thinking of about the whole thing. Buck's tone changed, his vibe changed, something in his eyes changed, during that scene. Around the flying lessons bit xD. You can tell. I think he felt it, he just wasn't exactly sure what it was. And whatever he thought it was was probably terrifying (assuming he guessed correctly or knew lol). I think, if Tommy hadn't done something, he would've just let it go, let the moment pass. And, especially if he's done the same thing before, I think he would've pushed it away enough that he stopped thinking about it. I don't know if he has ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯. But it makes me think of a Buck who had Moments, who Wondered, and then dismissed them immediately because there was no way, he Couldn't. Or it was something he couldn't quite place. So he left it alone and forgot about it.

Idk. All I know is I don't think he would've made a move if Tommy hadn't lol, even if he was feeling the vibes xD.

Anyway, I've been genuinely so ill over all of this for literal days now. It's just past midnight on Friday for me lol. I'm just going so insane over it.

Today a question of the day in one of my classes was "What's a moment from tv/movies/musicals that impacted you?", you know something wild or epic or emotional or whatever, that impacted you. And, though it's far from the first time it's happened to me, I said this. Buck realizing he was bisexual. I don't think some people realize (though surely most of us on Tumblr do): This is a masculine, main character (honestly the main character) on an extremely popular mainstream television show, that after 7 seasons realized he was bisexual, and he's not a trope. It is profoundly impactful. Still definitely give credit where it's due to shows that have been doing it since the beginning (Lone Star, for example), but this is huge. They finally CAN do it. And I'm so happy for them, and proud of Buck :')).

Also quick note I just love how much Oliver is committed to and knows his character. The fact that he withdrew media wise because he agreed with us?? Wild. But he genuinely loves Buck so much, probably more than any of us, and he fights so hard to do him right <33. I'm so proud of, but more importantly, happy for him :')). He's been waiting so long for this and he totally deserves it, he absolutely slayed it <33. His acting was AMAZING, as always. I mean it's always great but this was just top both xD :'D. Anyway, thank you Oliver <3.

And thank you to everyone else on the show who worked to make this happen!!! And everyone in the fandom who fought for this!

I still genuinely can't believe it xd. It's just- amazing <3.

Also, quick think on Buddie: I do still want Buddie long-term. But I think Buck and Tommy could be cute, and no matter what I'm just excited to see where it goes for now :)). I actually kind of think it's better that Buck doesn't date Eddie first, for him and for us (a likelihood of them staying together). He needs to discover/explore/understand this new part of himself, and that might require branching out a bit :). Plus it's just good for him to get to be out there and live how he wants to, not worrying about endgame right now. I think Buddie will happen one day, but for now I am absolutely happy with this <333. I think it's gonna be great, and I am so excited :D.

One last scream:

AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

Overall, I really enjoyed this episode! It was sooo good, and not just The Moment. All the calls were cool and interesting, including the crossover, which was fun. Everyone's individual storylines were good, and even through a lot of silly moments, packed and stuffed with emotion :'). Plus all the little throwbacks to episode 1, and the series in general, were great and really awesome :'DD. Also, just thinking about the impact of the kiss being in the 100th episode <33. Wow. So insane (me) <33. Anyway, Buck and Tommy was wild but they were cute, I'm glad Buck and Eddie are doing better. I'm also glad everything got worked out between Athena and Harry <33. The situation sucks but I think we made the best out of it :')). I loved the Buck and Maddie interactions and moments this episode, they were great <33. I wish we got a few more team moments, or full family moments, for the 100th episode, but that's a small thing :) ❤️. I still THOROUGHLY enjoyed it and I thought it was just absolutely amazing.

So yeah! I loved this episode, I thought it was super great. There were a bunch of fun storylines, which I don't want to forget about in light of the last scene. I'm so excited for the next episode! This has been my review of. . .

9-1-1, Season 7, Episode 4: Buck, Bothered, and Bewildered

It was so amazing. I'm so excited but so nervous for the next episode! I'm sure it'll work out fine but it looks wild. I'll be back here next week for my review of. . .

9-1-1, Season 7, Episode 5: You Don't Know Me

See you next week!!

[satashiiwrites]

Make a list of your favorite ships with your favorite tropes for them.

Tagged by the lovely @radio-chatter​—thanks for the tag!

1.  MReyder (Mass Effect Andromeda) is going to forever be my favorite ship of all time and the one i go down with until somehow BioWare retcons everything in some horrible way (please don’t take that as a challenge). I think the fact that we just get the barest of bare outlines of Reyes and Scott is my preferred Ryder sibling to play as… yeah.  None of the other ships compare.  I’m not big on having Scott date within his team and Reyes just has so much potential.  He’s a character that lives in the shadows and has unclear canon goals. So yeah… of course i’m going to write a 600k and counting fic about them (An Andromeda Tale). If i had to pick a favorite type of thing it’s probably some of the quieter moments between them. I kinda see them as not being showy about who they are to each other in public due to their respective political affiliations/positions. Another thing I really adore in fics is when Reyes goes absolutely feral because someone did something to Scott—either because of his relationship with Reyes or just because he’s the pathfinder…. I’m not picky here.  I mostly don’t read a ton of other writers fics nowadays but if i’m daydreaming of fic ideas it’s 90% of the time about these two. 

2.  Buddie (911) is the other ship that’s been preoccupying too much brain space as of late.  Like what seems the majority of tumblr, I too have become a regular watcher of this little wee-woo show about first responders and Evan Buckley and Edmundo Diaz are my preferred couple (non-canon).  If i got pushed for canon couple i suppose it would be Bathena but really i’m just a sucker for Buddie family stuff and don’t go looking for anything else.  Or NavySeal!Buck fics hence Family, Familia, ‘Ohana.  I’m blissfully about half a season behind on this show and my brain likes to be stuck back on either their first meeting in 2x01 or the tsunami and it’s aftermath. Someday i might move on to more recent events but there’s just so much to explore….

I also seem to have a thing for shower sex scenes… see Exposure Therapy or the Kiss Cam series.

Comfort fic recs: Leading with the Left by letmetellyouaboutmyfeels; Those Two Firefighters by Dark Fairytale; Leave the Light On (I’ll be Coming Home) by HMS Lusitania

3.  McDanno (Hawaii 5-0).  *sigh*. Why couldn’t they have been canon?  I’m going to pretend like the majority of like the last three seasons doesn’t exist okay?  The carguments.  The saying ‘i love you’ casually.  The calling each other pet names. The freakin’ cuddling on the couch together. The way that Danny likes to sit on the counter and talk to Steve.  The heart-to-heart discussions on the beach… the way they met and Danny got Steve’s respect by punching him…    That being said i still think my favorite episode is the one where Steve sneaks onboard the Missouri (I think it was the Missouri) and the old vet asks him if he’s talking to his wife (IIRC this is like the third or fourth episode…) and he’s just talking to Danny.  Some of my favorite comfort read fics that I still circle back to are about these two impossible idiots. I also adore them in crossovers with Buddie. 

Comfort reads: Signal Fire by Kaliadawn; War Dogs by Cattraine; Love’s a Battlefield (and the Navy Didn’t Train Steve for this Shit) by Cyerus  

4.  Sterek (Teen Wolf).  I mean… who doesn’t have their vampire or werewolf phase?  I’ve had both.  When it comes to TW there’s a lot out there but the only thing that I really look for is Sterek when i’m in the mood.  I’m also not a huge fan of Scott in general.  I could potentially go for more peter/Chris/sheriff stuff but there’s not much out there. My ideal Sterek fic is usually either an AU or set in the future where Stiles and Derek are older and finally get together after everything they’ve been through.  I also prefer Alpha!derek and Emissary!stiles in general with a side of not Scott friendly because woof dude… you’re a terrible best friend. Oh—another side couple there’s not enough of would be Dackson (Jackson/Danny) and I’m not opposed to Marrish in general either. But Sterek for life *waves flag*

5.  Bradnate (Generation Kill, HBO war).  Mostly because Stark Sands and Alexander Skarsgard just know how to stare at each other in the most intense marine way. My favorite fic out there is the one where Brad visits Nate in graduate school and Nate’s entire study group thinks they’re together when they’re not.  Cue the whole fic being where Nate finally figures out Brad’s okay with being more than just friends (Tiptoe Through Our Shiny City by Dira Sudis).  It’s just perfect okay??  Also there’s not enough fic out there. 

I have a bunch of other fleeting attractions in other fandoms but these would be the ones that i read the most of.  Other vague trips i’ve taken in the past include Mark Watney/Chris Beck from the Martian, Bagginshield, Stony, Ironhawk, ineffable husbands, Nathan Stark/Jack Carter from Eureka, anything from White Collar, Brian O’Conner/Carter Verone from the FF series, Brian/Dom, 00q, then there’s that whole Suits thing I had for Marvey that didn’t last…yeah.  Everyone has there random asides. 

Tagging whoever would like to play along… 

[fcntasmas-archive]

This is absolutely the deadest my dash has ever been during a 911 episode and it’s filling me with dread, especially considering all the chatter leading up. Did we peak in episode two?

i honestly just think we need to get through this storyline lmao babe it's. Bad

[agentdouble0]

Because tonight’s 911 Fox Episode gave me an idea. Here is a snippet for something that just came to me. OR just a short. Because my brain just can’t.  Warning-contains spoilers from 911 Fox: First Responder’s Episode. 

They are all gathered at the Grant-Nash residence when Athena brings up the case that happened a few days prior. Buck is all to quick to chime in with how Sue is doing, although everyone knows, that she’s back with the welcoming she got via walkie. Chimney tries to chime in as well, having also heard the same update from Maddie, but then Athena brings up the dumpster diving issue.  And Bobby frowns and whines, “I said I was sorry!”  About the same time Buck chimes with a “But I didn’t really do it!”  Then Bobby is turning to Buck who is shoves the rest of his sandwich in his mouth and is refusing to look at anyone at the table. “Buck,” Bobby says, “would you like to share with the class?”  Buck shakes his head and then points to his mouth, cheeks all puffed out like a chipmunk. “Yes, Buck, please share,” Hen grins, “I have a feelings it’s going to be great!” “I uh...Taylor and I uh kinda had a inkling about what might've happened and we we were going to go look through the dumpster,” Buck mumbles.  “You know that’s almost like interfering with an investigation,” Eddie adds  “Well, I know that now, I just....I wanted to help,” Buck explains, “besides it’s not my fault”  “Oh yea,” Bobby says, “then who’s fault is it?  “Well, you did it!” Buck yells out, pointing his finger at Bobby, “You did it, so why can’t I?”  Chimney looks at Buck confused, “How is it Bobby’s fault, he wasn’t there Buck, last I checked in this story of yours Taylor was there.” “Look, my thought process at the time, was probably not the brightest of ideas. But the dumpster was there. Taylor and I were on the same mindset,”  Buck rants out and continues on, “ And then I remembered Pops did it too, so-why are you guys looking at me like that?”  “You just called me Pops,” Bobby says, shocked Athena gives Bobby a look, “Didn’t I tell you, like father like son.”  “Oh this going to be so great, look out Athena, your Husband and Son are going to give you grey hairs,” Hen laughs out.  Eddie shakes his head, “Here I thought that it was Taylor’s fault.”  “Excuse me! But I am not responsible for what Buck does in his own time” Bobby cries out, tone defensive  “Hey! I thought, you guys wanted to hear my story?” Buck interrupts.  “Go on”  “As I was saying, Pops.....”  Athena turns to her husband and tunes out Buck as he retells the story of nearly dumpster diving with Taylor Kelly. The rest of the firefighters too engrossed in his story to notice the side chatter.  “He called me Pops,” Bobby whispers  “OH please, you know that we basically adopted that boy,” Athena says  “It’s just...it’s nice hearing it you know.” “Yes and now that it’s out in the open, no more stupid, reckless impulsive decisions.”  “Hey,” Bobby grins, “Not my fault. Like you said, like father like son’ 

[dontshootmespence]

Supernatural AU: Episode 4 - Devoid

Part 5

In the split second the car hit the water, dream-walker Dean felt the air knocked out his lungs. He’d been hit by wendigos, werewolves, vampires, you name it, but nothing could be worse than this; seeing the two people he loved most in this world so afraid – it tore him apart inside. Because this wasn’t just some supernatural bullshit that they could make go away with the right lore or weapon, this was completely in the universe’s hands and the universe had never been kind to them. “I thought we weren’t supposed to feel anything because we’re in a dream.” 

“Where did you get that?” Sam asked, heartbeat racing as water started to seep into the vehicle. “You watch too many cartoons. We have to think fast. How do we get out of here?”

Reaching down, Dean grabbed a crowbar and handed it to Sam so he could smash the window out. The icy water knocked the wind out of both of them – the pain like a thousand needles at once. “What are you doing?” Dean cried. “Go!”

“I can’t yet,” he said shivering. “If we go now, the force of the water pouring in will pull us back into the car. The water has to level out first.”

“So you mean we have to freeze our asses off?”

Basically yes. The car filled up inch by inch, making their clothes cling to their skin, impeding their ability to breathe. Shallow breaths only exacerbating the fear. Sam and Dean watched Bobbie’s dream play out before them, panic setting in for all of them with each gush of water.

The car was almost halfway full. Before their eyes, Bobbie slipped out with the same crowbar Sam had used before in her own hand. She maneuvered toward the back window where the little brother in her dream sat reaching out toward her. With every ounce of strength she had, she managed to break the window and passed the crowbar to Dean who broke his own.

While it all played out, Dean and Sam glanced around for the Baku and saw nothing. If it was going to show up, it needed to show up soon. From what she’d told them, the dream was nearly over. What if it hadn’t worked?

As a vice grip began to form around their lungs, both Sam and Dean sped to the top of the water to catch their breath before heading back down. “We have to get back down there,” Dean sputtered. “We need to help her.”

“We can’t help her in the dream. It’s her dream. We have to find this thing.”

“Dammit!” Dean’s teeth began to chatter against the cold and frustration.

They both dipped back down under the water and out of the corner of Sam’s eye, he saw the chimera-looking creature swimming toward them. He torpedoed toward it as fast as he could with Dean right behind him.

When they’d fallen asleep, both of them made sure to have various weapons on them, hoping that whatever was on their person would be at their disposal once they arrived. Thankfully, they’d been right.

With knives in hand, they closed in on it, leaving the image of Bobbie hauling Sam’s body out of the water behind them. As they powered through the nerve-numbing pain of the water, the stinging sensation made their movements heavy, like they were swimming with concrete blocks. Sam readied his knife and went at the monster’s throat, but being underwater didn’t allow for the force necessary to do any real damage. It swatted Sam away like a fly and bounded for the shore, passing Dean in just a few quick strokes of its powerful legs.

When Dean found his bearings again, he spotted the Baku speeding toward the bank of the river. Beyond it, Bobbie swam upward to break through the water with Dean’s lifeless body at her side.

The brothers followed the Baku out of the water and onto the grass, shivering as the cold air hit their skin. “I thought she said we died in the water?” Sam said, teeth chattering. The Baku had already bolted away, probably to return in a matter of moments. One had to wonder whether or not a Baku enjoyed watching the nightmares play out before they took them away. Not putting Bobbie out of her misery seemed particularly sadistic.

Dean stated the obvious, wondering why he didn’t call it earlier himself. “She lied. It’s what I’d do if I wanted people to drop it.”

“Sam!? Dean!?” Bobbie screamed, her heart palpitating wildly as she smacked at their faces, trying anything and everything to get them to wake up. “Sammy wake up,” she cried. They could see the steam from heated tears coming from her face as she bent down to give Sam mouth to mouth.

Over and over again, she turned between the two of them and tried to bring the air back into their lungs, but nothing was working. She’d gotten them out of the water, the air around them crystallizing the dripping water and anchoring her brothers to the ground, each lost degree pulling them further and further away from her. She thought she’d saved them and still lost them. That’s why she hadn’t told them about this part. Even in her dreams, hope was torturous and elusive.

During the few minutes they’d been underwater, someone called 911, red and blue sirens catching the boys’ gossamer forms and highlighting the Baku once again as it was hiding amongst the trees.

“It’s there.” Dean grabbed Sam’s shoulder and motioned toward the forest. As they ran toward it, they were barreled over by it again, their heads knocking into tree trunks before they could find their footing. With his head throbbing, Sam followed the sound of Bobbie’s screams to find the monster.

“Your brothers are gone, Miss,” he heard the EMT tell his sister. “It’s over.”

“No!” She cried, her voice hoarse from the cold, rasping screams sending shockwaves of Sam’s spine. “No! They can’t be. They’re all I have!”

She tried to break free from the arms of another EMT, but he held her tight, telling her over and over again that she couldn’t do anything to help them. “Please, Miss. Let them do their job.”

“They can’t be dead!” She screeched, collapsing into the ground before crying out. The sheer intensity of her cries rolled through everyone in the surrounding area, including the dream-walking brothers, so much so that it almost froze them in place.

Finally, it seemed as if the Baku was here to stay, inching closer and closer toward the horrific scene before them. Rushing forward, Dean readied his knife, jamming it into the monster’s side. As it turned around, it growled at him, almost overshadowing the voice that Bobbie had spoken of. “You’ve failed me.”

Bobbie looked toward the sky where the voice seemed to come from and cried. ‘I’m sorry. I’m so sorry. I’m so sorry.” Her body shook with the pain of each breath and doubled over, vomiting all over the ground in front of her. “I’m sorry.”

“What are you doing?” Sam cried. “Kill it.”

“But what if it can help her?” Dean asked, torn between killing it now or waiting it out. “She deserves to be free of this.”

“We can’t risk that thing disappearing once it does. We have to kill it now!” Despite the pain this vision brought her, she’d want them to kill the monster while they had the chance.

Sam rushed forward and stabbed the dream-eater in the throat. Following suit, Dean ripped his own knife from the Baku’s side and struck the other side of its muscular neck just before it collapsed to the ground with a hefty thud.

“You’ve failed me, Bobbie.”

“You’ve failed me.”

“No!” Bobbie sat up in bed, tears flowing down her cheeks as Sam and Dean snapped awake at her sides and tried their best to comfort her.

Turning toward Sam, she pressed her shaking palm to his cheek, feeling the softness of his baby face and letting it anchor her to reality. She was awake. They were alive. She wasn’t there. That wasn’t real.

Dean grasped her hand and squeezed it. “It’s okay. We’re okay.”

She stared forward toward the blank TV, her voice flat. “Did you kill it?”

“Yes,” Sam whispered. “It’s gone. We need to go check on Thomas.”

Not now. She couldn’t right now. Eyes bloodshot and wide open, the nightmare still played out even though she was awake. She knew where she was and that it wasn’t real, but it still haunted her all the same. “It’s the middle of the night,” she said, pointing toward the clock, which read 12:30 AM without glancing at either of them. “We won’t know if it worked until morning when he wakes up.”

Dean collapsed back into the bed. “So we’ll check in tomorrow morning before the kids leaves for school.”

“Sounds good to me,” Sam replied.

Bobbie slipped her boots back on and strode across the room to grab her jacket much to her brothers’ dismay. “I need to get out. I need some air.”

“Do you want-?”

“No,” she said, cutting Dean off. He meant well, but she couldn’t. “No, it’s okay. I just…I really need to be alone right now.”

Before either of them could say anything, she closed the door behind her and made her way down the block where she’d seen a bar. Her brothers had gotten an up close and personal look at the demons that plagued her. They’d seen themselves die because of her. They might have killed this thing, but they didn’t even know that for sure. If it did work, it was a big fat load of dumb luck.

“Is she going to be okay?” Dean asked.

Sam didn’t want to think about what would happen if she wasn’t. “She has to be. We have to talk to her about what happened.”

“I know,” Dean said with his head in his hands. He looked toward the door forlorn, racking his brain for anything that could help her, but there was nothing – nothing but time. Time could help or it could atrophy her heart and eat away at her until there was nothing left. “What do we do now?”

Sam pulled off his shirt and slipped onto the couch, wanting to leave a bed open in case Bobbie did decide to come back tonight. “Sleep. Bobbie will probably need us to do the talking in the morning.” He knew what she’d be doing; she handled pain like Dean did.

-

Though it wasn’t that cold out, Bobbie clutched her leather jacket to her chest, attempting to keep in the warmth she’d managed to hold on to. As she stepped into the bar, she made eye contact with the bartender, holding up three fingers. “Bourbon. Your cheapest.”

A few other people were at the bar – a couple of frat boy looking guys that Bobbie could tell were going to try and make a move, the bartender, a lonely-looking blonde and a couple that seemed to be enjoying some time away from young and exhausting children.

“Bad night?” The bartender asked, setting the light auburn liquid in front of her. Bobbie downed it in two large gulps and asked for another before replying.

“The worst.”

Alcohol slipped through her system, warming her, numbing her in just the way she needed. After the second glass, she switched to beer, knowing she’d need to be somewhat coherent in the morning to see the Nostrand family. She only allowed herself that split second to think about the job. She wanted numbness. She wanted to forget. That’s why she was here.

Nearly 30 minutes passed before she asked for another beer, making eye contact with the lonely blonde she’d seen earlier. “You need to forget too?”

“Yea,” Bobbie replied somberly. “Majorly.”

She didn’t want to talk about it and the other woman, who introduced herself as Lila, could tell, choosing to ask her about random tv shows and movies instead. One conversation led to another and when Lila asked if Bobbie wanted to come home with her, she found herself saying yes despite her better judgment. Anything to numb the pain for another night.

-

The following morning, Dean and Sam woke up to see Bobbie just strolling in with coffees in hand. “You just get back?” Sam asked, taking the welcome drink from his sister.

She nodded in response and guzzled down a few sips of the burning liquid to hopefully sober herself up a bit.

“Where were you?” Dean asked.

“You’re not my mother, Dean.”

“But I’m your brother and I’m worried. I know how you get.”

“Exactly,” she snapped. “I get how you get. Where do you think I went? I went to the bar down the street, got drunk, got picked up and got laid. That enough for you?”

Dean shuddered slightly at her tone and let it go. “Yea…yea. Just…” He was about to tell her he was here, if she needed a shoulder to lean on, but she shot him a death glare through tired eyes so he stopped.

“You have to talk about this,” Sam said. It needed to be said and he knew she was less likely to yell at him than Dean.

“Not now.” Her curt tone said the conversation was over. “Let’s go to the Nostrand house and check in with Jenna.”

The three of them slipped in the confines of the Impala and found themselves at Jenna’s doorstep within about 10 minutes. She was already out on the porch watching Thomas kick a ball with his dad before the bus came to pick him up for school. Bobbie allowed a hint of a smile onto her face; the boy seemed happy.

“How’s he doing?” Dean asked.

Tears sprang to her eyes. “It was like a complete 180,” she said, waving to her son. “He got up by himself and started talking about career day next week. Then he asked Gavin to play before school.” She hesitated a moment, a modicum of doubt holding her back. “It’s gone?”

“Yes,” Sam replied, holding out a card with their numbers written on it. “We killed it, but we needed to see Thomas to know that it actually worked. It looks like it did.”

“Thank you,” she whispered, her gaze lingering on Bobbie. “I’ll never be able to repay you.

It was the job. Moments like these were all that kept them going. “If you need us, don’t be afraid to call, okay?” Bobbie asked, resting her hand on Jenna’s for a second.

“No offense, but I hope I don’t need to.”

“That’s always the goal,” she said, the forced smile fading away quickly.

With their goodbyes exchanged, they got back into the car to start driving to who knows where. Bobbie had no desire to talk to anyone, but their uncle needed to know they were okay. “Hey B,” he said as he answered the phone, his gravely voice taking some of the edge off. “Did you get it? Are you all okay?”

“We got it.”

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[petuniatom]

Dangerous Animals || Chapter Two || Tom Holland/Reader AU

Pairing: Tom Holland/Reader

Summary: Two bodies were found at the local lake, and somehow you and your best friend have managed to find yourself in the middle of the investigation. Meanwhile, your boyfriend, Tom, has a few things he wants to talk to you about. 

Warnings: Death, murder

A/N: He looked so angsty in “Edge of Winter.” But sidebar, this chapter is still setting up some things. Can’t wait to dive in some more. (And this is all coming in a day early!)

Word count: 2.7K 

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The ride in the police cruiser wasn’t thrilling. You always thought that riding in a police cruiser in some way was different, but after actually riding in the backseat, you realized how bland it was.

Zendaya shot you a meaningful look next to you. It was silent in the car, except for the occasional chatter from the radio.

The female officer, whose name you learned was Detective Hazel Swain, had asserted the fact that you and Zendaya were both people of interest, but in no way suspects. More so, you were two people who could have potential information. You weren’t sure why the Leawood Police Department would think so, but Hazel stated they’d explain later at the police station.

The two detectives let you sit in a conference room in the back. You sat silently in the chair, your best friend next to you as you waited.

“I’m worried,” you confessed. “Why aren’t they telling us anything?” Zendaya bit her lip.

“I don’t know, but just keep it together. Let’s see how it goes, and we’ll make the lawyer call as soon as we notice something is off,” she stated. You nodded your head.

Within a few minutes, the door propped itself open. A woman, different from Hazel and the previous officer walked in. She looked at you both meaningfully, as she plopped in the chair across from you. You knew immediately who she was, you’d seen her plenty of times in local newspaper clippings. You glanced over at Zendaya, who also held the same look of recognition. 

The expression on the woman’s face was confident and determined. You knew she was the type of woman to get shit done. If you weren’t so nervous at the moment, you probably would have looked at her with more admiration.

“Hi ladies,” she greeted. “I’m Alina Delos.”

“Hey chief,” Zendaya greeted. Alina let a small smile perk up on her lips.

“So you two know of me,” she stated.

“We’ve paid attention to your work over the past year since you’ve taken over,” Zendaya explained. 

“You completely changed up everything in the department,” you added, and the bit of admiration snuck its way into your voice. Alina looked at you both with appreciation.

“Then, I’m sure you can understand why us meeting at this moment is so vital for a variety of different reasons,” Alina stated. “We’ve built a lot up this past year, and we can’t afford to be losing it now. I need you guys to work with me here and tell me everything you know.”

You and Zendaya both looked at each other and shrugged. “There’s not much we can say,” you admitted. “We barely know anything. We just saw the article from Lancaster and my boyfriend called me because he was worried when he got the news alert. Then Officer Swain showed up and now we’re both here.” Alina nodded her head.

“Have you gotten any weird messages lately?” she asked. “Anything strange in your inbox?”

“We get hundreds of emails per day,” Zendaya answered. “It’s not really easy for us to say also whether anything is weird. We get odd messages all the time. I haven’t checked for a while, and I don’t think Y/N has either. Usually Tom is the one to kind of look over that.”

“Sorry, but who is Tom?” Alina asked.

“My boyfriend,” you answered. “He’s also our producer. We all do our different things on the show, but Tom edits the show for us, helps with our microphones, and usually is the one to go through our tips.” Alina nodded her head and toyed with the manila folder in her hands.

“I suppose I should let you to know how you got roped into this. We got a 911 call at Kinakee Lake this morning from a mother who was going on a late night hike with her kids, and they’d found the two bodies on the outskirts of the lake.” You winced at the image. While death itself was gruesome, it was even worse when children found their way into the mix. 

“So they were officially murdered?” you asked.

Alina nodded her and responded, “Above their bodies, someone signed it, AOM, which is the initials to your show.” And while Zendaya was about to cut in, probably to say that was a bit of a reach, Alina held up her hands and continued, “And one of the victims was Samuel Hodges, who you two specifically mentioned in your episode on the Glendale ripper.” 

Zendaya’s face scrunched up, “Wait, hold up? When did we mention–” 

“He’s the one everyone thinks who did it,” you spoke quietly. “Who was the other victim?”

“A Jane Doe currently,” Alina answered. There was a brief pause in the room. Alina watched both your faces temporarily and then proceeded to ask, “Where were you early this evening? At around 5:00 p.m. or so?”

“Zendaya came over so we could record our show. Harrison Osterfield was there, too,” you replied. “We were together up at my house until the officers came.”

Alina jotted your response down on a notepad in front of her. She then lifted her head up and asked, “And what about your boyfriend, Tom?”

“At his place. He has a deadline tomorrow, so he’s been working all day.”

“And Tom was the one who called you worried right?” she asked. You nodded your head. “Do you know where he is now?” 

“He was on his way to my home right before your officers picked me up. I don’t know where he is now, maybe with Harrison?”

Zendaya gave you a warning look with her eyes. You bit your lip as you started to realize that Alina was taking more notes as you were speaking about Tom, then while the two of you were talking about your own alibis.

“So, if we gave you a ride home now, it’s possible we’d be able to get Tom in for a questioning easily as well?” You and Zendaya nodded your heads. 

“Tom wouldn’t do anything if that’s what you think,” you blurted. Zendaya shot you the warning look again, and you knew it was time to stop speaking. Alina gave you a knowing smile and shrugged. 

“It’s just procedure,” she stated nonchalantly. “I think we’re done. One of the officers will take you home. We’ll both be in touch.”

She moved over to the door, propping it open for you both. You practically scurried out, cursing at yourself for putting Tom in the position of being a possible suspect, but also acknowledging that you only said the truth. As you both moved into the hallway, you saw Harrison’s head peak up from the front of the police station. He nudged a body next to him and mumbled something, then stood up with a big smile.

But your eyes immediately moved over to the person standing next to him. The curly haired brunette, whose coffee eyes were wide with concern as they stayed steady on you. You practically leaped to the end of the hall, nearly jumping into Tom’s arms. You relaxed as you felt his firm grip come around your waist as he tugged you into his chest. His face buried itself in your neck.

“Fuck, I was so worried,” he mumbled. 

“Tom,” you spoke urgently, slightly pushing back to where you were still in his arms, but you could at least look him in the eye. “I think they’re going to question you.” Tom raised an eyebrow, glancing around.

“Who is?”

“Chief Delos. I told her about how you were gone and she got suspicious and—“

He cut you off, “Calm down, darling, it’s okay.” He started rubbing your arms. “We’ll figure it out.”

“Tom, I’m worried,” Zendaya added. You both turned over to your other two friends who were with you. In the midst of your reunion, you’d briefly forgotten they were also there. “These police departments, they’re good but sometimes just telling the truth doesn’t cut it. Sometimes, they’re just desperate to pin it on someone.”

Harrison nodded his head. Quietly, he suggested, “I might start lawyering up, mate.”

Tom didn’t know how to respond for a moment. He glanced over at you, as if seeking some reassurance that they were just exaggerating, but you bit your lip again, concerned.

“Lawyers don’t make you look guilty,” you tried to comfort, but there was no use. Tom moved away from you, plopping into the chair and burying his head in his hands. You looked at Harrison and Zendaya, feeling at a loss for what to do and Harrison nudged his head in Tom’s direction, almost as if silently saying go on over. You sat in the seat next to Tom and gently rubbed his back.

“There was an email,” he finally said. “I saw it right before I called you. It said that you and Z had a surprise at the lake. I thought that maybe for a second that you and Z may have gone and then the headlines came up and…” His voice drifts off as he looks up at you. You gulp, knowing what he was about to say, but thankful when he doesn’t finish the thought. 

“Why don’t you just go in and see how it starts out?” Harrison suggested. You all nodded your heads in agreement.

“You definitely should tell the police that they were trying to contact us,” Zendaya said. Tom lifted his face out of his palms.

“Yeah, I know,” he agreed. You pushed back his hair with your hand and gave him a small smile. 

At that point, Hazel Swain came back over to your group. She blinked as she saw the two additional members to your party.

“I’m assuming one of you is Tom?” Hazel asked, holding out her index finger to quickly gesture in between Tom and Harrison.

Tom raised his hand and quipped, “That would be me. Uh, you need me for questioning?” Hazel nodded her head.

“Follow me to the back please.” With that, Tom followed her to the conference room that you and Zendaya were previously in.

You were anxious as you waited for him. Zendaya and Harrison both plopped on the left side of you, and started making small talk about a lot of the events in the town. For the most part, you were tuned out of the conversation; your brain was only focusing on Tom. 

Finally, he sprung out of the room, a neutral look etched on his face. You gave a quick glance at Harrison and Zendaya then promptly stood up. 

“What did they say?” you asked in a rush as Tom approached you all.

He glanced back and whispered to the group, “Well, I forgot I had cameras in the house, so I was able to confirm my alibi that I was working when it all went down. But I brought forward the evidence I had, so they’re currently working with that.”

“That was it?” Zendaya asked. Tom nodded his head.

“She asked some other stuff about my relationship with the podcast, but it was short. I don’t think it’ll turn into anything more. Or at least, I hope not.” His voice, though quiet, remained energetic throughout the statement. You felt yourself inflate with pure relief, knowing he was off the hook. But then, Tom gave you a meaningful look — the look that he usually gave you when you had to talk about something, and you knew that there was a lot left to unpack this evening.

You all piled into Tom’s SUV on the way back. It was mainly silent in the car, though not uncomfortably so. Everyone in the car had different worries coursing through their heads. When you all stopped at your house, you all went your separate ways. Zendaya strode off to her car, with promises to call you when she got into her apartment. Harrison lingered for a minute, but then Tom seemed to have a silent conversation with him through eye contact. He quickly waved a quick goodbye to you and told Tom he’d meet him up at the house.

It was quiet as you approached your front porch, with Tom following shortly behind you. You both stepped into your home, but you were a bit surprised when he didn’t take off his shoes at the front door as he normally did. You glanced down at his feet briefly, frowning, and then asked, “What’s going on?” 

He let out a long sigh and then leaned against your wall. He fluttered his eyelashes, and his eyes looked at you almost solemnly. “I’m worried, Y/N. About all of this. You know that the last thing I ever want to do is lose you and tonight scared the shit out of me, because for a second, I honestly thought I did.” He stepped off from the wall and grabbed your hands. “Please promise me you’ll stay out of this. I know it’s interesting, but just please. I’m worried that if you do something it’ll provoke whoever killed that couple.”

You gulped and whispered, “Tom, I’m already in it.”

“I know that, but after this, if we can in any way, let’s please just avoid this situation.” You thought about it for a minute. Internally, there was that instinct to find the truth. Your whole podcast was all about ensuring victims of cold cases were never forgotten, so their families could find truth. Yet, Tom was also right. Doing so could come at the risk of your own personal safety. As much as you wanted to get involved, to out more of what was going on, anyone who tangled with someone bold enough to murder was probably going to end up dead themselves.

So finally, you nodded your head in agreement and stated, “Okay, I will.”  

He then cleared his throat. “Do you feel comfortable staying here, or would you like to come to mine tonight?” 

Without hesitation you said, “Yours. Without a doubt.” 

Tom let out a long sigh of relief. “I was hoping you would say that.” He pushed back your hair from your face, and your lips curled up at the edges for a small smile. “Do you want to maybe grab just your things for tonight? And then tomorrow, we bring over more, yeah?” 

You slowly nodded your head. “Yeah, I’ll get started.” So you moved to your room, and shoved some clothes and toiletries into a small gym bag. Before you left, you filled your water bottle and went with Tom out to his car.

He was more careful than usual throughout the drive. He was cautious and slow as he approached stop signs, and his eyes darted around a bit more than usual. Even stranger, the town was almost completely empty at this point. Usually, you would see a few people oddly walking around the streets this late, but tonight, there was no one. By this point, everyone had probably heard the news and quickly darted into their homes.

When you pulled into Tom’s garage, he stopped the car and looked at you for a minute. “Are you okay?” he questioned quietly. “I never asked earlier.” You shook your head. 

“I’m freaked out, Tom.”

He moved his hand to squeeze yours comfortingly. “We’ll found out who did this, okay? This will be over soon.”

And God, you hoped so. You really wanted Tom to be right, but something inside you knew that this whole incident was only the beginning. 

When Tom took a quick shower that night, you scrolled through Twitter, seeing a whole batch of tweets from Colton Lancaster. You cast a quick look at the the door, then opened his first tweet to start reading the full thread.

At that point, the shower stopped running. You quickly typed out a tweet from your podcast account. You’d already agreed with Zendaya to start recording the episode again tomorrow.

Within seconds of posting, Colton Lancaster retweeted, and you soon got the notification that he sent you a DM.

You bit your lip, reading the message over and over again. You glanced at your bathroom door, remembering your conversation with Tom earlier. And then you typed, “Yes.”

[littlerosetrove]

5.09 (spoiler) Thoughts

- “Come by any time, call first.” ATHENA. Ahahahahaaha that entire scene. 😆 - Buck knows how to cook. And yet? He said “I’ll make you frozen waffles.” 👀 And Buck knows that food means love, so 👀. Yeeeaaaah these two are just, not right as a couple. Not just the waffles, but literally everything. And my gosh this Taylor actress is struggling with the more emotional scenes. - That entire scene in the firetruck with the 118 family gave me LIFE. There’s so much good stuff there!! Eddie laughing at Buck’s relationship issues with Taylor. Buck with his cute little smile when Eddie was teasing him. Eddie being his beautiful smiling self. Hen saying, “I know you and Athena had some fun, Cap.” =D - ….So I was kinda zoning in and out with Taylor’s little emotional scene with Buck. This actress is not working for me, and the character has never worked for me, so…. - See now that was cute. Bobby and Athena’s little mystery scene. That was cute. - EDDIE LOVES GOSSIP AND TELENOVELA’S. PASS IT ON. Hen and Eddie sharing that (queer) knowing look. - The way Buck seemed torn that Taylor did not break up with him. Dude is weirdly...clinging to a relationship that is definitely doomed (dear god be doomed). - Athena looks amaaaazing in her orange dress. And again, her and Bobby are so cute. - That was just weird, the “comforting” scene at the loft . Seriously, Buck and Taylor don’t have chemistry. The actors (at least Oliver) are trying, but nothing about that looked comfortable. It was just two people, two actors, playing a part. Buck, any time he’s with Taylor, he just doesn’t really seem like Buck. It’s like he can’t even be fully himself around Taylor. - Shush now. I really like Hen and Tori’s relationship. - Ahahaha Athena and Bobby keeping it fresh in the bedroom. ;) - Oh good, more awkward stuff with Taylor and Buck. Taylor’s actress is not up to snuff, and wow Buck does not actually love Taylor. That is not the face of a man who is in love with that woman. - The two women with the driving test story had more chemistry than Buck and Taylor.