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cherriegyuu · 2 years ago

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Let’s Talk Boys Planet | Elimination 2

The second round of eliminations is finally over. We’ll go through the top 9 and then a few other contestants that deserve some attention (good or bad).

#1 Hanbin – I mean, nothing new to see here. Will he pull a Cai Xukun and be center, place first throughout the entire competition and then be center and first place again? Probably and honestly I don’t blame people for it. If we have to compare to PDX (we don’t have to but I want to), I think Yohan was a bit more charismatic but Hanbin is overall more well rounded, but Yohan had been a trainee for a very short period of time back then.

#2 Zhag Hao – I mean, the centers be centering idk. He is very good, and does his best always. I think he will look great in the final group.

#3 Yujin – I have no doubt he will debut and I honestly think he did a good job in Law, where did that low voice of his even came from? However, his mental health really concerns me. I don’t know how much of the way he acts is him being an introvert (and this kind of environment doesn’t helpt at all) and how much is because that stupid judge decided that it would be a good idea do talk a fucking teenager like he was a 35 year old man. I hope that as time goes on and he realizes how talented he is, his confidence will come back. I know a lot of people are against him debuting because he is so young but honestly most people don’t actually give a shit, if they did Wonyoung wouldn’t have debuted in Izone, Dohyung wouldn’t have debuted in X1, Somi wouldn’t have been in I.O.I and so many others that didn’t go through a reality show like this. People are making a big deal out of it but they don’t actually care. And let’s be clear, once the show is over and he does make the cut, people will not say “I won’t stan this group because he is too young”. I bet whatever you guys want that in less than six months someone will have written filthy smut with him as the main character and will sexualize everything he does. So please, don’t be hypocrites, if you don’t like him just say so, okay?

#4 Matthew – I like him, I was voting for him but I’m not crazy over him. The second I had to drop someone from my voting list he was the first one to go. This doesn't mean that he is bad, it just means that he doesn’t do it for as much as he does for other people.

#5 Jiwoong - Like I said before, sometime I am a basic bitch. Comparing to PDX (we don’t have to but we will), Jiwoong gives me very much Wooseok vibes, in the sense that he looks very cold and sometimes it makes me wonder if he even wants to be there. He isn’t the best singer but he’s a good dancer in the idol form not like a dancer, dancer. In these few last episodes we were able to see some of his personality and he longer seems to cosplay Elsa.

#6 Gyuvin – Sometimes the basic bitch doesn’t get it, okay? I don’t personally think that he is handsome, he hardly sings in the songs that he was given, and he is an okay dancer I think. I can’t even remember which song he chose in the second round (after much though, like 2 whole minutes, I remembered that he was in Love Killa). So, again, comparing to PDX, he gives Jungmo vibes but with a Minhee lookalike face.

#7 Taerae – I knew that was going to make it into the top 9 and I’m sure he won’t be getting out of it at all, Koreans do love him and he deserves it. He is such a good singer. His voice is so calming and beautiful and he has the sweetest smile. Him and Keita were the only one who made into top 9 without any benefits and that’s very hot of them.

#8 Keita – dude is outstanding. He can sing, can dance, can rap, is super talented (YG is a dumb bitch). Apparently his only negative point, according to Kntez, is the fact that he isn’t tall but he love a short king. I don’t how much his rank will fluctuate now that we can only vote for 3 people but I hope he can debut because Rain is basically selling his group out.

#9 Gunwook – HE MADE IT!! By a short margin, almost didn’t, but he’s here. I hope he stays here and doesn’t go anywhere at all. I love him so much, from the first episode. It seems that Mnet wants him debut so I’m assuming that he will get a lot of positive editing in the next episodes so try and get him to rank higher. People think that he is scary but he is actually just a giant baby who knows that he is good GOOD. The fact that he gets in the top 9, if we just consider the Korean votes, makes me really happy and hope that there’s a chance of him making it.

And now onto the trainees that didn’t made it but I want to mention:

Hui – I called it in my last post, he dropped and he won’t be getting back up. I have a feeling that since the Hyuna and Dawn thing people have a personal vendetta against Pentagon and the members, Hui most of all. I remember how during RTK all the other groups voted for Pentagon but their votes were actually very low when it came from the audience. So yeah, he is great but he won’t make it here. I hope he can debut solo, for real, and have everyone by the balls like B.I did with BTBT.

Jongwoo – I decided to give him my third vote even though he didn’t make it the first and second round. Dude is crazy good, a born leader (I loved to see him chewing up Ma Jing Xian’s ass, that guys really need a wake up call and that was so hot of him). I hope he is the dark horse of the season. From the current top 9, I would take out Gyuvin and get him up there, but realistic he is probably against Gunwook which makes me nervous. I guess it’s a good think that I’m voting for both of them.

Shuaibo – Please tell me what you guys see in this dude, PLEASE. When I said that I don’t get the hype Gyuvin it wasn’t hate, I don’t get it but I accept it. With this guy is pure hate. Like, I watched his fancams and I don’t get it. He half asses everything. HE WANTED Feel Special, he chose it from the started, said it was the only song he wanted, and then proceeded to boycott his own team. Woongi carried the whole performance on his own and for some reason Shuaibo still placed first, still placed higher than Woongi the overall rank. You can’t say that you’re voting for him because he is handsome, because he is not. So what the hell is it? Is it pitty because he didn’t make it to the chinese show is was part of of? TELL ME WHAT IT IS! People say that he is great but I’m yet to see anything from him. He is low-average at best. My hate comes from the fact that he is trying to be in a group but he is not a team player and he doesn’t even try to hide it. I saw people commenting on the fact that that Mnet always cuts his speeches but honestly, thank god. He ranks this high being bad and having a bad edit on his back, imagine what he would do if he could have a single chance to do anything that isn’t hateful.

Wang Zihao – He has no chance of making it into the group. Mnet hates him, dude never even got a mic during the recordings but he is sooooooo good. H was someone I paid attention to during Kill This Love and then again in Law. Mnet, you piece of shit. H will probably be eliminated in the next round since he had very little votes in Korea (the lowest of them all 30k only) but I still want to see him kick some ass in the next round.

My three votes for this round go to Gunwook, Jiwoong and Jongwoo.

It’s really interesting to see how much the ranks change if you take into consideration only the Korean votes or only the Global votes. One of them has 5 global trainees and the other one only has 2. Any wild guesses?

I guess that’s all I had to say. I’m looking forward to see which song will be the song of the season, like U Got I and Move were for Produce X. The song that the group will carry with them once the show is over.

I talked so much about X1 and PDX in this post. I’m going to hate myself but I’ll go back and watch of the performances again.

#boys planet #mnet boys planet #boys planet mnet #boysplanet #i didn't think i has this much to say #yujin and shuaibo really made me go crazy here

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cloudcons · 6 years ago

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xukunstellation · 7 years ago

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Wide Awake || Cai Xukun

Title: Wide Awake

Pairing: Reader x Xukun

Genre: Soulmate!AU + fluff

Word Count: 1862 words

Summary: It’s hard to be awake when everything you’ve ever wanted exists in your dreams.

A/N: You can’t tell right now but I’m internally screaming because my favorite au?? with my favorite boy in the whole world?? I’m having heart problems. Bless the anon who requested this. I went a little heavy on this, so everything is under the cut! I hope you all enjoy this as much as I loved writing it!

The first time you dreamed about him was when you were 14.

You can still recall every vivid detail of the dream with accuracy. It started off hazy and dark as if someone was holding a blindfold over your eyes. There was a low hum lingering in the air. You didn’t know where you were, but you had a feeling that you were alone. However, oddly enough, you didn’t feel scared. Instead, you felt completely calm like you were meant to be there.

Slowly, a light emerged among the darkness. The light started from the center of your vision before completely engulfing you and lighting up the entire room. For a few seconds, you were blinded by the intensity of it all. As you struggled to adjust your eyes, the light dimmed down to a soft warm glow. Although there was light, it was still extremely hazy.

But then you saw it. The shadow of silhouette standing a good distance away from you.

Due to your foggy vision, you couldn’t make out any distinct features of the silhouette. Judging by the shadow’s height and body structure, you guessed that it was a boy approximately the same age as you. When you tried to take a step closer to the boy, your body refused to move. Your feet felt like heavy weights were forcing them down by some unknown force. You tried to use your voice instead and shouted towards the boy, but nothing came out of your mouth.

His back was completely facing you, so you couldn’t tell what he looked like face to face. Just as he was beginning to turn around, the light surrounding you began to dim and the world turned black, taking the image of the boy with it.

Then, you woke up.

You didn’t understand what just happened. There are times where you did dream in your sleep, but you’ve never had quite a dream like that. There was something different about this one. Something you couldn’t put your finger to. But most importantly...

Who was that boy?

When you went to talk to your mother about it, all she did was give you a knowing smile. “You were most likely dreaming about your soulmate,” she stated.

“My soulmate?” you repeated in confusion.

She nodded and explained to you, “Everyone is destined to be with a soulmate. When you reach a certain age, you start to have what we call soulmate dreams, giving you little hints here and there about what your soulmate is like. The dreams start off vague at first. The closer you get to meeting your soulmate, the stronger the dreams become.”

“I have a soulmate,” you murmured to yourself in wonder.

After that initial dream, you’ve never been more excited for sleep. You spent every night praying that you’ll catch glimpses of your soulmate again, knowing that each dream would get you one step closer to knowing who he was.

Unfortunately, the dreams were a lot harder to come by than you thought. According to your mother, there was no way to guess when soulmate dreams would occur. They were completely random. Sometimes it would take weeks, months and sometimes even years although that was very rare. Whenever you did dream, you constantly woke up in a state of disappoint when your soulmate wasn’t a part of it. Over time, you eventually gave up on waiting for the dreams to happen and slowly forgetting about the mystery boy altogether.

It wasn’t until a year later when you dreamed about him again.

This time around, you weren’t surrounded by darkness anymore. Instead, everything was left in that same warm glow you remembered. You still had the same crappy vision in the last dream, so that was annoying. You tried to shift your body to see if you could move this time. Nope, not even an inch. Couldn’t even wiggle your fingers.

“That’s annoying,” you grumbled under your breath.

Startled at the sound of your voice, you gasped loudly. You could actually speak and hear yourself. That was new. You felt excitement bubble in your chest. Did this mean you could hear your soulmate? And would he be able to hear you?

The light of the room began to shift as different colors began to emerge and transform the room. You found yourself standing in the corner of what you guessed was a practice room judging by the sound of hard and quick footsteps on a wooden floor moving along to the slow r&b track being played out loud by a nearby speaker. You thought you might be seeing mirrors lining the wall but your poor vision wasn’t too sure.

The one thing you were certain about, however, was the male figure dancing in the center of the room. He didn’t seem to notice your presence, though you faintly remember your mother saying something along the lines of your soulmate not being able to interact with you at first. Instead, he looked completely entranced by the melody playing through the room. Even through the haziness, you could tell he was an extremely skilled dancer, moving his body with precision.

However, your jaw nearly dropped the moment he started rapping. The words slipped smoothly through his lips without missing a single beat. His voice was only something you could describe as the feeling of wrapping yourself in a thick blanket on a cold winter day, warm and comforting. It was the type of voice you could imagine reminding you that everything would be okay. This voice belonged to none other than your soulmate and you felt your heart accelerate at that fact.

To your disappointment, the colors faded back to black and you found yourself awake once more. Sitting up in bed, you held your hands to your heart, feeling it beat erratically against your chest. You smiled softly to yourself at the fact that you could still clearly hear his voice echoing in your mind.

From that point on, the soulmate dreams started to occur more frequently. They usually occurred every few months or so over the course of the next few years. You eventually developed the ability to move in them as well. With each dream, you found yourself learning (and falling) for your soulmate. You’ve learned that he was extremely talented and hardworking. Many of your dreams consisted of him either dancing or singing/rapping to some form of music. He liked to play basketball and was the star player of his team. He also had a fear of heights (you almost had a heart attack one dream when he was riding a roller coaster by himself as a dare and guess who was in the empty seat next to him?).

Despite learning so much about him throughout these dreams, you still have yet to learn his name. For some reason, every time you should have heard his name, you would hear it sound completely distorted. Although you can make out his general figure, your vision never got better so you were still unable to make out his distinct features. But you didn’t need perfect vision to know that we was incredibly handsome. Another thing is that you were never able to touch him, only being able to be near him. You assumed you still haven’t gotten to the point where he could interact with you yet.

You were having another soulmate dream, but something about this time seemed... different. It was hard to explain. You were standing in the same familiar warm lighting as you normally did, but you couldn’t spot your soulmate. Something inside you urged you to take a step forward. This was followed by another step until you were fully walking. To where? You didn’t know, so you let whatever force that was leading you guide you.

A hand grabbed yours from behind, effectively stopping you in your tracks. Your breathing hitched from the action and you felt nerves rise in your chest. Feeling your heart beat echo in your ears, you slowly turned around. Little by little, your vision began to clear until finally, you were faced with (quite literally) the man of your dreams.

Soft brown eyes looked at you with nothing but wonder and adoration. Lacing your fingers together with his, you couldn’t help but think his hand molded perfectly with yours. You laughed breathlessly in disbelief, sharing the gleeful grin he was giving you.

“You’re even more beautiful than I imagined,” he admitted shyly, his eyes crinkling up into crescent moons.

“That’s funny. I was going to say the same thing about you,” you replied sheepishly, your cheeks turning pink at his words.

He hummed, pleased with your words. His thumb grazed the back of your hand gently. “I’m speechless. For years, I’ve rehearsed everything I would say to you once I got the chance to talk to you. Now that you’re in front of me, I can’t seem to remember,” he explained. A little pout rested on his lips which made him look absolutely adorable to you.

You smiled, swinging your interlocked hands lightly. “That’s alright. You have all the time in the world when we ‘meet’,” you said, reminding him that you were both still dreaming.

“When do you think we’ll see each other again?” he asked.

The familiar sight of the light surrounding you beginning to dim out again was brought to both of your attention, signalling that you were about to wake up. You should have felt sad that this short dream was coming to an end. Instead, you felt nothing but hope, hope that you’ll be one step closer to being with your soulmate in the real world.

“Soon,” you thoughtfully answered, “I’ll be waiting for you.”

When you woke up, the day carried on like it always did. You got ready and went to attend your classes. When that was over, you felt compelled to take a trip to a nearby park you used to go to as a kid. It reminded you of a soulmate dream you had a few years ago of your soulmate playing with his friends. Heading over to the empty swing set, you situated yourself on one of the two seats. Gently, you rocked yourself back and forth, staring at your lap as you did so.

“Do you mind if I join you?” That voice.

Digging your heels into the ground to hastily stop the swing, you whipped your head up to see the handsome face you’ve already imprinted into your mind. The dark haired male laughed delicately at you in amusement at your shocked face. You couldn’t believe it.

When it clicked in your head that your soulmate was indeed standing in front of you, you threw yourself at him and tackled him to the ground. He let out a small ‘oof’ at the impact but caught you nonetheless, simply letting you lay on top of him as you hugged him.

“Hello there, soulmate. I’m Xukun. It’s nice to finally meet you,” Xukun introduced himself with a chuckle.

“Hi, soulmate. I’m (y/n),” you grinned, burying your face into his chest. “Are you sure I’m not still dreaming?”

“Oh, I’m sure. You’re wide awake, babygirl/boy.”

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jiu-jiemei · 6 years ago

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Cai Xukun: Want some coffee?

Justin: No, I don’t want your bean water

Cai Xukun:...

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seungkwanslowqualityenglish · 6 years ago

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Boyfriend!Xukun

Who: Cai Xukun

Word Count: 3562 Words

Genre: Fluff / AU

Request: Yes. “ I love your boyfriend!Chengcheng post! If it's okay, may I request for bullet points boyfriend!Zhengting and boyfriend!Xukun please? Thank you!! “

Sorry this took a while, it was supposed to be posted yesterday, yet, I was feeling unwell and couldn’t finish it. Yet, I hope you enjoy this.

Boyfriend!Chengcheng ll Boyfriend!Zhengting

You and Xukun met at a restaurant.

You were waiting for your date, a blind date your friend had set up.

And they were running late, really late, like 3 hours late.

You were literally tempted to just leave, go home, cry to your pet, eat ice cream, and complain about how much people suck.

You were also considering staying, since he might just be late, like work may have kept him or something.

Since your friend hadn’t given you his number, there was no way you could text him, so you texted her instead.

She finally replied to you after your 2 hours of constant texting, with just a simple sorry, and a long paragraph.

After reading some of the paragraph, you decided you would leave.

Part of you was angered that this person had the audacity to not even say he was leaving, just because he in his opinion you were ugly.

Like you, ugly, this person needed glasses.

The other part of you was angered that someone could be so vain.

Just as you were getting ready to leave, someone slid into the seat across from you.

Xukun and his friends had just arrived about ten minutes before, and while the group of 9 were waiting to be seated, he noticed a person that seemed to be alone and texting someone.

As they were finally making their ways to their table, he overheard a waiter telling another waiter, that it had been about 3 hours and they were going to kick you out of your table so they could seat another couple.

For some reason, after he watched your face fall as you read a text, he felt compelled to dine with you.

After he told one of his friends what he was doing, he moved over to your table, and sat down.

He sat down as you were grabbing your stuff to leave, and you just looked at him confused.

“I thought you could use some company.” He simply says, after seeing your confused look.

You then decided that your day couldn’t get any worse, so why not eat dinner with a complete stranger.

At least he had more manners than the guy you were set on a blind date with.

It was a few minutes of awkward silence, before a waiter had came back to your table, giving Xukun a dirty look, assuming he was the blind date you had been waiting for.

After the waiter made a snarky comment about making sure you aren’t three hours late next time, Xukun finally spoke to you.

“Three hours?” He asked, he personally knew himself if his date had stood him up for over an hour, he would have left.

Nodding your head, you just looked down at your plate. “Yeah.” You simply replied.

He was honestly just really confused, since like who would stand up someone like you, he personally knew he never would have.

“I can’t believe someone would stand you up.” He said, which made you feel sorta better.

Since at least he had the decency to sit with you, while your blind date couldn’t even tell you to your face that he refused to go on the date with you.

After that the conversation just sorta flowed, and soon you two were talking like old friends.

You two were enjoying yourself so much, that it wasn’t until the restaurant was about to close, that you realized you should probably leave.

He gave you his number, before saying that he’d like to take you on an official date.

You two started texting, and just the next day he asked you out, and you of course said yes.

The next two days were honestly mildly nerve wracking, since you actually wanted to impress him.

When it came to the day of the date, part of you wanted to call and cancel, but you didn’t.

To say he was captivated by your beauty when he picked you up, would be an understatement.

If it wouldn’t have probably freaked you out, he would have literally stared at you for a good five minutes, but he knew that would probably freak you out.

He’d probably use some stupid pick up line he heard Yanjun or Justin use once, like, “Does the Louvre know their most beautiful sculpture has escaped or am I just blessed?”

He would probably take you to a restaurant for dinner, yet the date wouldn’t end there.

He would make sure that you eat dinner early enough, so that you can go get coffee.

He would probably take you somewhere cute, like this little cute cat cafe or sheep cafe, some sort of cafe that happens to have one of your favorite animals.

You two would honestly have such a great time, Xukun would probably order a ton of pastries and little sweet things like that, for you two to share.

You two would enjoy your coffee or tea, pastries, and talk, before starting to pet whatever animal the cafe is for.

He would honestly love it since he would just find it so adorable, how cute you were petting it.

He wouldn’t let you pay for anything, he feels the need to treat you since he’s the one that asked you out.

If possible, you enjoyed this date more than the first, even though the first wasn’t really planned.

It would lead to a third and fourth and fifth, before you two are just dating steadily.

Xukun would probably take it slow, like really slow, he’s not gonna try anything unless he’s 110% you want it also.

It would be your tenth date when Xukun finally kisses you.

You honestly would be like why hasn’t he kissed me yet, since you’ve been dating like a good two months.

It happens when you two were standing on your doorstep, as he dropped you off at home, and he’d probably be staring at your lips and mutter something about wanting to kiss you.

He doesn’t realize you heard him, but you are just like “Do it then.”

And he does.

You two would probably make it official about a week later.

He would be really shy about it too, he probably wouldn’t really ask you until you ask him, what he thought you two were.

Despite wanting to take it slow, he definitely says I love you first.

Like he’s honestly pretty sure about his feelings for you when you’ve been dating for like three months, but he just didn’t want to say it that early, since he thought it might scare you off.

Says he isn’t cute.

Is actually the cutest.

But don’t tell him or he’ll spend all day trying to prove to you he’s manly.

Or you know, maybe tell him, since he’ll spend all day trying to carry you around and prove his strength.

Maybe just tell him he’s cute if you don’t mind being carried around all day, as he tries to prove he’s manly.

When you two are walking near a road, he always has to have you on the side away from the road, like he won’t allow you to walk by the road where vehicles are going by.

If there is a puddle, you can bet he’s picking you up and carrying you over it, or he’s gonna put his jacket down over it so you can walk over it without getting your shoes wet.

But more than likely he’ll just carry you across it, since he doesn’t really wanna go through the hassle of getting his coat dry cleaned.

He would always be a gentleman.

He has to open the door for you.

He’ll run around the vehicle just to open the door for you and close it.

He’ll always go wherever you want to go.

Even if he’s extremely extremely tired, he’ll still go with you.

Even if it’s somewhere he doesn’t want to go, he’ll still go with you.

He’ll always be willing to go shopping with you.

He won’t admit he likes shopping, but honestly, he likes shopping.

You’ll never pay for things though, since he’s like no no no it’s my treat; yet, if you fight him, like no, I’ll pay, he’ll let you.

He lowkey loves seeing you be independent and pay for yourself, since like damn they are just with me for the money.

He’ll also buy you little pastries and ice cream and stuff that you like.

But he’ll often just buy one so you two have a share.

Like you know that couple that shares a milkshake, that is you two, since he’ll buy one, you’ll share it.

Yet if you are still hungry or thirsty, he’ll buy another for you to share.

He’ll always let you steal his food, but to start he’ll feel bad about stealing your food.

That is until you are like “I steal your food so you can steal mine” and then he’ll sorta start doing it.

It’ll take a while before he will do it without your encouraging, since to start he will think he might take something you like or want to eat.

If you are ever stressed, he will literally take a whole day off work, just to help you destress and calm down and all.

The type of boyfriend to see you sad and text you like “Don’t be sad, because sad backwards is das, and das not good.”

When you are sad, he’ll do everything in his power to make you happy again.

Once he ever said he’d sell his soul if that was the only way to make you smile again.

Your happiness and health, he feels is more important than his.

Yet, you feel his happiness and health are more important than yours, so you two balance each others out.

He’ll really do anything to see your beautiful smile, especially when you’re sad.

He would do things like play with your hair, if you allowed him too.

He would especially love it if you laid your head in his lap, so he could pet your hair.

He won’t admit it, but he loves it when you do it to him also.

Like let him lay down and rest his head in your lap, and play with his hair, and he’s literally just like how did I get such an angel.

He’d probably falls asleep also.

He would love to just hold you in his arms.

Like going out for a date, nice.

But staying in and cuddling while watching a movie, even better.

Like he loves showing you off, while going out on fancy dates.

Yet staying at home, ordering way too much take out, and just cuddling all night, the best date to him.

He literally has 3 moods.

Cute as hell, while saying he’s not cute.

And rude as hell, while probably doing some moves from Mack Daddy or I Wanna Get Love.

Along with the usual all the above, honestly it’s not that rare, it’s how he usually is.

He’ll act all cute then start singing I Wanna Get Love to you.

He loves just pulling you into his lap.

He’ll often do it.

Like you’ll be hanging out with Nine Percent and there is a completely empty seat, but Xukun is like “Well, no empty chairs, guess you gotta sit in my lap.”

And you’ll be like “There is one there.”

And he’s just like “No empty seats to be seen.” and just pull you into his lap.

He loves holding your hand.

Like whether in public or private, he doesn’t care.

He’s that boyfriend that will hold your hand and lead you around when in public.

He won’t admit it, but if he sees you getting closer to another one of the Nine Percent members, he’s gonna swoop in and steal you away.

He gets easily jealous, like it’s not that he wants to be really possessive of you, he just doesn’t trust other guys around you.

Except Linong, he trust Linong because Linong is a baby.

Zhenghao too, since Zhenghao might as well be his child.

He won’t be a petty person when jealous though, he’ll just pout all cutely until you kiss him and remind him that you love him, not whoever it was you were with.

He probably has a whole playlist dedicated to you.

He has many, like to be honest.

He has one of soft songs that makes him think of you, one of songs he think you might like, one of songs that can be used for date nights that he thinks you’ll like, and he probably has a sex playlist, I Wanna Get Love is probably on it.

When he does takes you out for dates, he goes all out.

Like suit and all, nothing basic for you, only the best.

He’ll also buy you something fancy to wear for it.

Like you’ll get home and there will be a bag on the bed, and he’s just like “Wear that for the date tonight.”

He would take you to an art museum or a really fancy restaurant.

He probably orders the most expensive thing on the menu like only the most expensive for my baby.

But then it taste horrible and he’s like only the best tasting food for my baby and orders something else.

He honestly can make outfits better than you can.

You’ll just let him loose in your closet and he’ll make you like a week worth of outfits.

He will then lowkey make his outfits that week match yours in some way.

He’s not into big couple outfits, but like coordinated items.

Like you both wear red sweaters but nothing else is the same.

Or he’d be into little couple items.

Like you two have couples phone cases.

Or matching lockets with photos of each other in them.

He can and will celebrate all the little couple holidays and anniversaries.

Like happy one month, six months, one year, 400 days, and all.

He probably celebrates Pocky Day also, and you are just like we don’t live in Japan though, but he just wants a reason to kiss you other than just wanting to kiss you.

He’ll deny it, but he lives for your attention.

Like if you don’t give him attention at least once every twenty minutes, he thinks he’s dying.

Like even if it’s just a peck on the cheek, he needs it.

Texts you numerous times a day.

90% are just him saying I love you, and the other 10% is good morning, good evening, good night, and just all the other stuff.

He’ll spam you with text and photos and memes often, which is mostly just him saying I love you.

He will take you to fairs and win you all the stuffed animals he can.

He’ll spend like $100 to win you the animal you wanted, but when you ask him how much he spent, he’s like “Oh only $10.”

For your first White Day as a couple he buys you a huge teddy bear.

He’ll literally buy you the biggest one he can.

He’ll then be like, when I’m not hear, you can cuddle it and think of me.

He will kiss you often too.

Like after your first kiss, he ain’t probably gonna ever stop kissing you.

Unless he’s sick, but he’ll probably kiss you without realizing he’s sick and he’ll get you sick.

He’ll always be sorry about it however.

His kisses go from 1 to 100 real quick.

He’ll go from kissing your nose softly, to giving you hickeys on your neck, to you better hope none of the babies in Nine Percent enter the room since this might seem like something it isn’t.

If you two are on a sofa, you will more than likely end up being pulled on top of him, as you kiss him, since he likes that contact when you two makeout.

Like you’ll be cooking and you’ll go from him softly kissing your neck, to you on the counter him between your legs, trying to pull you as close to him as he can get you, while you two make out.

His favorite place to kiss you is definitely your neck.

Like he’ll just pull you into his lap and start kissing along your neck.

To start he’s like ‘this is sorta weird’ but then five seconds later he’s like ‘wait no this is nice’.

He can and will cover your neck in hickeys, and probably laugh later when you complain about having to cover it all.

He’ll always offer you a scarf, or offer to help you cover it with makeup.

He can help you cover it with makeup, but you’ll have to redo it, since he’ll be laughing so much he’ll mess it up.

He can do your makeup really well, but don’t expect it to be good if he starts laughing.

He loves playing with your hair, yet other than basic ponytails, he can’t do your hair.

He’s a prince, and so he probably calls you princess/prince.

He also has other pet names he likes to use with you, like kitten, babe, baby, and stuff.

He probably has you saved in his phone as something like ‘My Princess/Prince’ with like 5 heart emojis.

He loves picking you up and carrying you around.

You can be taller than him or weigh more than he does, but he doesn’t care.

If you are like “No I’m too fat/tall.” he’s just like “What, who told you that, give me a name so I can beat them up, you aren’t fat/too tall.”

If you say something bad about yourself he’s just like “I said I’d fight the next person that said something bad about you, so square up babe.”

When you two sleep, you two always sleep in each others cuddling.

It’s honestly really cute, and if you fall asleep at the dorms, you can bet the other Nine Percent members are taking photos and sending them to you two.

He will always wake you up with a kiss, and then probably act like the prince from Snow White like he’s awakened you from your eternal slumber.

If you don’t want to get up, he’ll literally pick you and just carry you into the living room.

Yet, if you wake up first and try to wake him, and he doesn’t, just kiss his face repeatedly and he finally will.

If you try to be like “No don’t kiss me, I have morning breath.” he’s like “So, I don’t care, I do too.”

He would enjoy watching the sunrise and sunset with you.

But he is never up early enough for the sunrise.

So he just watches the sunset with you.

Constantly says stuff like, “The sunset might be beautiful, but you are more beautiful.”

He honestly can’t wait to meet your parents.

Even if they speak a total other language, he will learn as much of it as he can, before meeting them.

He’s probably the one that brings up meeting your parents first.

He also can’t wait for you to meet his.

Like his parents practically already know all about you, since he calls his mom daily just to tell her that he loves her, and always ends up talking for a good hour about how much he loves you too.

Just like how you will try you best to impress his parents, he’ll try his best to impress your parents, but really neither of you needed to try, since they already loved you.

He’ll google himself, and then show you photos and videos that come up.

He’ll probably also complain about something like the top photo doesn’t look that good.

Doesn’t want to admit it, but he’ll laugh when you trip or fall, but immediately after run over to help you up.

He will cook with you, but he’s not the best cook.

Like leave him to chopping, measuring, and mixing.

But don’t trust him to use the oven or stove unless it’s for something like ramen.

If you let him pick a recipe to make, he’ll pick something really difficult and fancy, just so you two can cook together for a long time.

He’ll love just coming up behind you as you cook, wrapping his arms around you, kissing your neck, and then rocking you back and forth, as much as he can without disrupting your cooking.

Food either ends up perfect or burnt, no in between.

Yet, if it’s burnt, he’s always willing to get take out.

Arguments are rare, but when they happen, they happen badly.

Like he won’t speak to you for a week, until you apologize or he realizes he was wrong and apologizes.

You can always tell when he’s mad since you don’t get your usual 50 I love you text a day.

While some people might want others to help them, he doesn’t.

Helping him or trying to makes it worse.

Just leave him alone until he calms down himself.

Since if you try to help him, he can sometimes explode and say things and do things he didn’t and doesn’t mean.

He’d honestly just be the sweetest and most loving boyfriend ever, since like while he might get rude sometimes dancing to Mack Daddy or I Wanna Get Love, he’ll always be the sweetest to you.

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tacendaletter · 6 years ago

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Mauka & Makai Chapter 6

In which life was what happened while everyone was busy making other plans – and life didn’t need to be gentle to anyone.

Pairing: Yanjun? x OC || uni!au

Genre: Angst. A whole lot of it. Also, not a genre, but Li Mei and Zhengting are friendship goals.

Chapter 5 | Chapter 7 | Masterlist

Chapter 6 – “You do know you’re an idiot, right?”

It was two in the morning when I let myself fall back into the cushions of the sofa, handing Yanjun a glass of water. I was tired as fuck, and I would need to get up at six to get ready for university. But here I was, studying Yanjun’s face instead.

Sad look in his eyes, said eyes still rimmed red, looking just as tired as I felt, the corner if his lips tugged downwards as he thanked me before taking a sip, his skin was pale, almost sickly pale, and considering his normally sun kissed skin, it was alarming.

“Yanjun,” I leaned forward, trying very hard to keep my eyes open, “what happened to you? Why weren’t you answering my texts? I was so worried about you and did show up but… The way you look only makes me more worried.” I droopily blinked a few times, hoping it would keep me awake. I felt like I would fall asleep any second. Yanjun yawned when I had to yawn, and a small groan escaped his lips before his gaze fell back onto my face. “Can I stay over… for tonight?” he didn’t answer my question but instead posed his own, tiredly. There was hope in his eyes, but also hurt and sadness. Where did the latter two come from? “You really don’t want to tell me what happened, do you?” I questioned instead.

Intently looking at him, I was hoping that something in his eyes would give it away, that it would tell me why he looked the way he did. But Yanjun just stared at me for a few moments that seemed too long. “I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have come,” he abruptly got up and headed for the door. In my state, I needed a moment longer to process this, but the second I did, I jumped up from the sofa and ran to the front door. There, I saw him putting his shoes back on and grabbed his arm, roughly turning him to me. “You do know you’re an idiot, right?” I inquired with hurt evident in my voice. Yanjun’s eyes widened.

I took a deep breath. “You just vanish into thin air, don’t answer me at all, make me worried about you, aren’t even at home, don’t give me a single sign of life, let me keep wondering if you’re okay, show up at my doorstep at midnight looking completely broken, cry into my arms for almost two hours, don’t want to tell me what’s wrong, making me only more worried, I let you stay even at two in the morning even though I have to get up at six, just to keep you company because I care about you, and you still think I wouldn’t let you stay over? Just how much of a fucking idiot are you, Lin Yanjun?” I wasn’t sure if it was the worry of the past few days, or if it was because of how tired I was, but tears threatened to spill by the time I was done with my small rant. While I was trying to keep myself from crying, Yanjun just stared at me in disbelief and possibly shock, too. I took a deep breath, and that was when the man seemingly came back to his senses.

He stepped forward and embraced me again, using his hand to lean my head against his chest. I strongly grabbed onto his shirt, burying my face into the exposed skin right below his throat. “I am sorry for worrying you,” his voice was silent. His skin was warm. It was comfortably warm, calming me in some weird way. I took another breath and there was silence for a moment. I could feel him lift his head, possibly looking forward into the apartment somewhere. “I am sorry. You have so many other things on your mind, someone else to take care of.” It was then that I realized that he was looking towards Kun’s room. “But I still made you worried about me. I am sorry, Li Mei.” He lowered his head again, burying his face into my hair, taking a deep breath himself. “You’re right. I’m an idiot.” My grip on his shirt only got stronger, and I bit my tongue. “Yes, you are,” I mumbled into his skin, eliciting a small dark chuckle from him. I felt the vibration of it with my nose brushing against his throat.

“I’ll try not to be as much of an idiot from now on, okay?” Now it was me who chuckled. A moment of peaceful silence passed between us. There was nothing else but Yanjun holding me in his arms for a moment, me feeling his warm skin on my face and taking in his scent as I closed my eyes, reveling in this moment, trying to cherish it. I wanted to freeze time, just for a little while. This was perfect right now. I wished we could’ve stayed like that. “Will you go to uni tomorrow?” I asked. I had to ask, because I didn’t have a definite answer to this question by just thinking about it. Especially considering his state right now. Was he? Would he? Yanjun didn’t answer for a few seconds. Just when I thought he wouldn’t answer at all was when he spoke.

“I will.”

“Then let’s go to bed. We’ll have to get up in a few hours- and you won’t be able to shower for hours on end. Just a heads up,” I said as I broke the contact between us, taking a step back. Yanjun only smiled down at me with a small nod. I went to my room to look for a pair of clothes that might fit him, but I needed to get some of Kun’s in the end.

Four hours of sleep left.

Let’s see how dead the two of us were going to be in the morning.

Yanjun definitely wasn’t an early bird.

Neither was I.

I wanted to smash my alarm clock against the wall the moment it rung, and bury myself under my blanket. Like a zombie, still half asleep, I went to wake up the sad boy and took a quick shower, Yanjun showering right after me. While the two of us were sitting at the table in mutually wanted silence during breakfast, Kun woke up. I wished I had my phone ready the second he had laid eyes on Yanjun. His face was truly priceless. Kun came into the living room rubbing his eyes, and stopped short once he saw the two of us with grim and tired faces, confusion crossing his features.

“Um… good morning?” he threw into the round that was responded with a mumbling from the two of us as he sat down at the table with a yawn. “It’s been a while, Yanjun,” he smiled at the older one, who put all his effort into smiling back. Reaching out, Yanjun patted Kun’s head. “Good to see you again, kid.” While the black haired resumed with his breakfast, Kun glanced at me when he was sure Yanjun wouldn’t notice. I shot him a look that was sure to tell him that I would tell him later. Kun seemed to satisfied with that and went back to talking. I normally wasn’t a morning person since I needed a while to really wake up and have some energy, but Yanjun was truly the kind of person who just had a black cloud above his head and a “don’t talk to me” vibe in the morning.

He was worse than me. He hated it when people tried chatting him up in the morning, though I could see him seriously trying with Kun. It kind of warmed my heart, because I could see that he cared about the younger boy and didn’t want to be mean to him, so I just watched them during their conversation until Yanjun and I had to leave for university.

“So… are you going to go to uni like usually or just today?” I looked at him as I tried to keep up with his step. He was going a little fast. Faster than usually. It was like he wanted to escape – probably because he thought I was expecting him to spill all the beans, but if he didn’t want to, I wasn’t going to push him to do so. It also took him a while until he replied, like he needed to choose his words carefully, “Yeah… like usually. Last week was just… you know… special. I couldn’t really go. Got permission to be away.” He furrowed his brows, looking sternly ahead. I kept Zhangjing’s word in the back of my mind. He is sick. It sure as hell didn’t sound like it right now, but if he didn’t want me to, it was none of my business, so I also had no right to snoop around and squeeze it out of Zhangjing. I would still try one last time for Yanjun to explain it to me. This would be the last time I asked.

“And also the reason why you suddenly turned up at my doorstep.”

But he didn’t even spare me a glance.

Instead, he just sighed, hanging his head for a second before looking ahead again. This time, his gaze looked a little colder than before. “Let’s not talk about it. In fact, let’s forget last week ever happened.” I stared at him. I didn’t know what my face looked like but I could guess that it somewhat resembled his, with the scowling and everything. He really didn’t want me to know. I guess I would have to accept that. Even though we had known each other for quite a long time already, I guess trust wasn’t there completely. Would it ever be? “I can live with that. As long as it’s nothing bad that will influence you in a negative way… You know where to find me if you need me.” And with that, we parted ways and went to our separate faculties on campus.

His goodbye was short and very Yanjun-like, but I felt a certain distance from it. I felt a certain distance in his tone.

Maybe I shouldn’t bother or text him anymore at all today and just… let him be. It was what he had always preferred. Being left alone. Sometimes that solved things for him by itself; by just giving him enough time to think, to be by himself. Hopefully this was alike to those kind of situations. Well, I guess it would be. With that thought in mind, I went to my first lecture of the day, but I felt weird. My gut was telling me that it might not exactly be just that. There might be more. But this could also just be my mind playing a trick on me, my anxious mind too occupied and confused. Or was it really what my gut was telling me? I sighed as I walked into the room, looking for Zhengting’s familiar face. Free your mind, Li Mei, for you have a long day ahead and need to concentrate. We can over-analyze this later.

“Let’s meet up for dinner,” was the first thing Ting said to me as I sat down. “Good morning to you, too, Ting,” I gave him the side-eye. “Good morning, Mei,” he chuckled as he bore his elbow into my side when I flopped my bag onto the floor. With a hiss, I slapped him arm, and when I looked up, he had a big grin on his face. Oh, how much I wanted to erase that stupid grin off his face right then, right there. On a side note, he was acting weird today. Was everyone going to be out of character today? It weirded me out.

“So you up for it?”

“For what?”

“Dinner.”

“Oh that… sure. But why?”

“My parent’s project has been received way better than we had expected and our stocks have been rising immensely, so they wanted to have dinner tonight. I wanted to invite you and Kunkun.”

“Oh. Wow, congratulations.”

“So…?”

“Sure. It sounds really nice. Kun would probably be very happy to see your parents again, too. I’ll see how he is feeling once I come back home. He was pretty lively in the morning, but who knows how long that is going to last.”

Ting gave me a sobered smile, like he was slowly coming down from his high of the happy news from his parents. Reaching out, he ran his hand through my hair, but only once. “Sure. See how he feels. You know that I know very well that it doesn’t work out if he’s not feeling well. You won’t need to explain it to me. Actually… you never need to. I know about the situation, so just message me if you guys can come or not. Dinner will probably be at around 8. My parents aren’t completely sure yet where we’ll be going out to eat at.” Ting rolled his eyes and I suppressed a laugh as the professor walked in.

That wasn’t something new.

Some things never changed and would never change.

Hopefully.