#7th grade i understand
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ill forever adore going through my old sketchbooks because its like going through memories i never knew i had
#dpdr my beloathed<3#memory gaps i hate you !!#like what the fuck do you MEAN i cant tell when somethings real and somethings not#its ironic how my longest lasting memories are when i was drunk#like you would THINK that would be the most forgotten thing#but nope!#maybe because msot of the times i was drunk deeply affected me as a person#and i wont stop reminding myself about it#but!#brain if youre gonna fuck up my memories please let me forget the oens i want to forget pls n thanks#ugh#vent post#vent#dolirants#i love projecting onto laurens though if you couldnt tell#riddling that bitch with anxiety and paranoia and dpdr and rvery problem ive ever faced#honestly i think my mind starting blocking out just..everything#like everything ever#8th grade wasnt even bad ?#likr maam could i like#idk#remember that pls?#7th grade i understand#but like ?#can i remember the rest?#ughh#me ranting in the tags again
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is this too niche.
aka i SWEAR i've seen a total drama life series art thing but when i went to go look for it i couldn't find any SOOOOOOO i made it myself
Bonus:
Alenoah as that one desert duo scene because i was stumped on who i should've drawn for that scene
#trafficblr#life series#grian#goodtimeswithscar#desert duo#should i tag total drama too?#yeah sure whatever okay#total drama#noah td#alejandro td#alenoah#not really meant to be shippy but i can understand if it is taken that way#i will not be surprised if this kinda flops#7th grade total drama fixation came back and so obviously i melded it with my other favorite thing#eh they're both practically death games#if you do not fit into this niche but you found this i'm sorry but there is so much i need to explain if you don't get that second photo#and just so little time#my art
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Trump making all people legally women was not on my 2025 bingo card, but with how much of an idiot republican politicians seem to be, maybe it should've been.
#i fear they havent check what that law means with ANY biologist. surely we can do better the 7th grade science class knowledge#trump#us politics#for context if you dont understand:#all people at conception develop female reproductive bits. your sex is not the first bit of you created.#male parts come later.#so.#congrats to everybody on becoming a woman ig
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maomao🤝song qingshi
making me wish i understood medicine
#if only i knew how chemistry and biology work#unfortunately these two require math#and my understanding of math came to a dramatic pause in 7th grade#maomao#the apothecary diaries#song qingshi#mistakenly saving the villain#misvil#kusuriya no hitorigoto
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If I start speaking French more often here I fear it is the remarkably quick effect of living with 1 francophone. Rn irl it's about a 1:10 ratio of French to English mais deux de ses amis vont être ici pour une semaine et ils ne parlent pas beaucoup d'anglais alors on va voir lmao
#look anika's talking!#and the other person who lives here speaks some french as well#its interesting cause like. her vocabulary is better than mine and she's FAR better at understanding it bc ive only had anglophone teachers#but im a lot more natural sounding and i dont have to think as much abt what im gonna say#+ she knows more grammar than me bc she like. actually learned it very by the book.#whereas i was just told in 7th grade that i could only speak french in class so my dialect is just a bunch of 12yos making it up together#+ 6 years experience 💀 so ive got less of an english accent than hed#*her#okay rambling done!
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when people say death of a bachelor was the last good panic album im like hm okay when was the last time you even listened to it. its hard to sit through most of those songs
#diary#You were 12 when it came out i understand but we can't act like albums we loved in 7th grade are universally good forever
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me talking about what's happening when I first started to learn about it: well there's clearly a lot of layers to the conflict :((( I hope everyone makes it through okay
me talking about the genocide happening in palestine now: if you still say "BUT HAMAS-" I would like to personally invite you to swan dive into your nearest cement mixer
#mine#its one of those things where it only gets clearer the longer it goes on#free palestine#gaza strip#i first heard about it in 7th grade but i had no understanding of it bc my teacher didn't explain it well at all
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i wish i was less like. hyperdependant. i don't think my parents did this to me on purpose but I also don't think I'm the one at fault. you know.
#the whole middle school dropout thing + no one willing and able to help me learn to drive#and i get told im the one who shouldve just taken initiative but i was. a kid and therefore their responsibility.#and idk if i'm gonna be their caretaker when theyre older or not but i'd at least like a choice in it. right now i feel trapped and behind#i understand that im my own responsibility and it's up to me to try and catch up now but god i wish i didn't have to#i don't wanna live with them forever. stupid housing crisis and inability to drive :(#and i don't BELIEVE them that i do have the base level of education required to do well in college#after 7th grade i just didn't go to school!#and ppl like freshly out of school or currently in school think thats great for me when i tell them but#ehh it was cool when it was happening but ultimately it did more damage :/#but you know what. i'm one of the few people who can truthfully say Sorry i didn’t learn about that in school 😔 abt very basic history
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An. An, beloved, why are you struggling with 珍 of all things. An that is N2 level kanji. An please
#jay rambles.txt#Japanese language levels go in reverse to the European ones#eg A2 is more advanced A1 for Spanish for example but in Japanese it's N1 being more advanced than N2#therefore N2 is the second most advanced word. just around English C1 or high B2#but you are a native speaker An. An you were supposed to learn this word in 7th grade. why are you like this#(<- loves her to death)#I guess there's something freakier than my N5 level mind can understand going on because she literally repeats the same thing while trying#to understand the meaning the kanji she's reading. I think. it's actually written in hiragana but the explanation has the same word in 珍しい#in other words I have given up but she is still silly
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i read the hunger games books multiple times over as a kid, and i didnt like katniss' ending at first, bc my hyperlexic ass could read the words long before i could REALLY Comprehend the concepts, but as soon as i got a firm understanding of aromanticism and trauma and and etcetc... i like it a lot now
#^bro had the most subtleeeee learning delay !!!!#it kind of disturbs me because like. i just. didnt have a teacher that really helped me UNDERSTAND stuff like themes? i was shy#and i was REALLY good at guessing on questions like theme and mood based on what the teacher said#but i didnt. GET them i usually got half points or missed those questions or wasnt detailed enough#same thing with character motivation#unless i was intimately familiar with the story#and even then stuff like hs and su and mp100... it took multiple times over and also participation in fan discussion to Get what was happen#idk what happened or why it clicked#it was like. slowly thru junior year and into senior i had 2 great teachers in a row#the texts we read were interesting and were about things i could identify as giving a shit about from a fairly surface level#i dont know what made it click..#which is what makes me think its hyperlexia#it was really like an epiphany? or a set of epiphanies#but i could read a LOT of words really fucking fast#i was reading on my own when i was 4#which apparently isnt normal#and they said i read at a 7th grade level when i was in 3rd grade#and by the time i was in 7th grade i was reading at a college level#which! at my school was pretty much just based on knowing vocab!!!!#and damn did i know vocab. i just couldnt.. see.. the bigger picture....... Um. *gulps in missed autism diagnosis*#just connected that thats a manifestation of focusing on the details..#but yeah its weird#i was always pretty sure i didnt have any major developmental delays#just trouble communicating and socializing etcetc sensory issues whatever#im p sure i hit all my milestones on time or early as a bebe#except that... also i was (am...) a wanderer. i got the cops called on me by my family cause i wandered to a neighbors house (there were#kids a little older than me there and i had an older neighbor friend from another house so i thought it was chill. plus they had video game#and i lived w old people so i didnt get any games until i was 7 (dsi))#im pretty sure they wouldnt have called the cops if it was a white family -_- they would refer to them as Them Patels -_-#but regardless i was pulling the irish goodbye before i shouldve LOL
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my amrev mooties watching me mass reblog the outsiders stuff and probably being extremely confused or something
#im hoping you guys read the outsiders in school#ive actually read the outsiders twice in school ?#urgg my outsiders phase in like 7th grade comin back around#two very conflicting fandoms might i add#but also im not very invested in the fandom#i just think dallas is cool#shameless dally apologist#i KNOW he was a shitty person throughout the book and whatnot#and he was probably a horrible influence#but he hit. kinda close to home#that mutually obsessive relationship w/ johnny ohmmygod#its just :(#ME TOO!!#trying to kys over your fp is extremely real and unfortunately i completely get it#and his IMPULSIVENESS#AND HIS PUSHING AWAY OF EVERY EMOTION AND BASICALLY BEING A TICKING TIME BOMB AUGH#i will SHAMELESSLY say that dally is my favorite#i like johnny and pony and two bit and soda and whatnot#but dally just hits WAY too hard#imcrying over his entire dynamic with johnny actually#because i GET IT#i udnerstand it way too hard:(#mutual obsession and then fucking destroying each other in the process is VERY REAL#AND I HATE IT#BECAUSE I TOTALLY UNDERSTAND IT!!!#ive said id kms if my fp died way too many times and i 100% meant it#COUGH because girly tried COUGH#okay im just lore dumping in yhe tags#moral og the story is doli is insane and relates way too hard to dally to be normal#dolirants
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My Journey from the Closet to Acceptance
Growing up, I always felt different. As a closeted gay girl, I carried the weight of my identity in silence, knowing from a young age that my family might not accept or understand me. The fear of rejection loomed over my childhood, casting a long shadow on my heart. I learned to hide who I was, masking my true self with layers of conformity, all the while longing for the freedom to love openly.
Then came the day that changed everything. It started as a moment of innocent affection, a fleeting kiss with my girlfriend on the school bus during 8th grade. We were young and carefree, lost in our little world, unaware of the storm brewing around us. But someone, a boy in the 8th grade, took it upon himself to capture that moment without our permission. He secretly recorded us, and before I knew it, a video of that innocent kiss began circulating around school.
When my principal caught wind of it, the consequences were swift and harsh. He called my father in, and I felt a knot of dread tighten in my stomach as I walked into his office. There, in front of my father, my principal pulled out his cell phone and showed him the very clear video of me and my girlfriend locking lips. The shock on my father's face was palpable, and I braced myself for the inevitable explosion.
When I got home, I feared the worst. I half-expected my father to unleash his anger, possibly even resorting to violence. But instead, a heavy silence enveloped the house. His disappointment was more cutting than any words could have been. For weeks, he wouldn’t look at me, wouldn’t speak to me, and I felt the chasm between us grow wider. It was as if I had become a ghost in my own home—his little girl, now a source of shame.
In those dark moments, I often thought about the "conversion camps" I had heard whispers about. If only I had said I was confused, maybe I could have avoided being thrust into that scrutiny. But deep down, I knew I was not confused; I was simply me, trapped in a situation that felt unforgiving.
Fast forward to when I turned 25. The distance between my family and me had always felt insurmountable, but then came a conversation with my mother that opened my eyes. She casually mentioned, “I’m glad that was just a phase!” I couldn’t help but giggle at how out of touch she was. “What phase, Mom?” I asked, feigning ignorance.
“You know… the phase of kissing girls.”
With a smile, I replied, “Mom, I’m an adult now. I make my own choices. I’ve always liked girls, and I’m not going to hide in the closet anymore. You don’t have to like who I am, but if you love me, you’ll keep your hateful opinions to yourself and accept me for me.”
To my surprise, as time passed, my mom began to change. She started sending me pride-related gifts, small tokens of acceptance that felt monumental. It was a journey fraught with challenges, but knowing that I had finally begun to carve out a space for my true self was liberating.
Reflecting on my journey, I realize how far I’ve come from those fearful days in the closet. Embracing my identity has been a powerful act of self-love, and while my path has been littered with obstacles, I’ve emerged stronger and more authentic. In the end, love won out over fear, and that’s a victory worth celebrating.
#understanding#real life stories#coming out story#coming out#closet#closeted#self accepectance#acceptence#middle school#8th grade#7th grade#talking about myself#my portrait#my progress#true story#true and honest#self love#happy pride 🌈#lgbt pride#bisexual#i like women#i love women#principal#mean boys#without permission#tell all your friends#i am cringe but i am free#to be cringe is to be free#girls who like girls#girls who love girls
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I love how kind u are and i too have such a hard time letting go! Like im still hurt over something that happened in elementary school and while it wasn’t too bad to others it was hurtful to me
being hurt over something from elementary school is so real, sometimes I get mad at myself over something I said or did in middle school, like girl you did not need to be rude that day in 6th grade to the boy who was dating your best friend/girl you had a crush on
#the turtle gets asks#it's worse cause he came out as gay when we were in 7th grade#and like we became friends when I was in 7th grade too#so i am probably the only person who still thinks about the day I was rude to him because he started dating my friend the day before#and they broke up like two weeks later - it's stupid for me to obsess over it#and yet on a bad day I'll look at that and be like ''see you are actually a terrible person''#and it's like no i was just 12 and didn't understand what i was feeling so I was rude to him on one day
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dookie has been one of my favorite records for nearly 13 years but i'm only NOW noticing this cool little black sabbath easter egg on the album cover

#i'm having a very green day week#vaaya moodu#idk sometimes i think about who i'd be if i hadn't listened to green day that fateful day in 7th grade. they were so foundational to my#thoughts my individuality my personality my critical thinking skills my rage everything#idk. they helped me understand myself. i'm so fond of them#black sabbath#green day
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I JUST REMEMBERED THERES GONNA BE NO MORE HOT-SEAT FRIDAYS ONCE SCHOOL STARTS🥰🫶
#i hated that day in english 1 it was so AAAAAAAA#luckily my teacher liked me so if i didn’t wanna do it he’d let me sit out💪#he was probably the most understanding teacher I ever had lol#along with my 6-7th grade math teacher - that guy was AWESOME bro#dude was the only teacher who actually helped me understand math lmao but then he quit;_;
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Oscar Wilde said, "In this world there are only two tragedies. One is not getting what one wants, and the other is getting it." And I somehow learn this better with each passing year
#it's like this cruel curse from 7th grade in miss zeglin's class when I said I didn't understand the quote#my seat was up against the wall closest to the door 3rd row from front I think#it haunts me#this is not about my baby but other things
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