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28th Feb 2024, 12:24
I'm back lol sorry for dropping off the face of this blog. that's what IB does to you I guess
Some very cool things have happened since I was last here in writing. I got all five offers back, and I've accepted a firm and insurance choice to two wonderful places!!! Their creative writing departments were wonderful, and the lecturers at my firm were genuinely inspiring to listen to. To get in, I need a 6 in English, and 36 points overall. I think I can do it. My current goals/predictions are:
HL English LangLit: 6 needed for uni, and I managed it in my one mock since switching up. If I get a 5 I can still get into my insurance just fine, but I REALLY want to get into my first choice if I can.
HL Psychology: 7 is the goal. I really want a 7, and there's no excuse barring a lack of revision to not get one. My psychology department is genuinely incredible, and I've done very well in all my mocks. I really want to make them proud so I'm hoping the essays they give us are kind.
HL Global Politics: 7 suggested by the mocks so far, but I'm not the most confident in my politics abilities. I do want a 7 in it if possible though because I really like my politics teacher and also want to make him proud lmao
SL CompSci: 7 almost certain considering my mock grades thus far. I'm not worried tbh.
SL Maths Analysis: 7 PLEASE Maths is so easy to revise and it's easy points!!
AB German: 6 is probably more realistic than a 7 because too many minor slip ups can sink the grade completely, but I really want a 7 too.
Core: 2 is what I'm expecting tbh. My EE and TOK were both fine but I don't think they were WOW yk. I'm expecting a B for my EE hopefully and a B for my TOK, but if I've made my corrections well then hugely maybe I can get an A, which would give 3 points????? That's assuming my EE is in fact B-worthy which I really have no clue about.
Obviously I want to get as high as I can, but if I get a minimum of a 6 in everything, that's still more than enough with Core. I know I'm extremely likely to get a 7 in at least CompSci, so at a minimum I'm thinking I'll get 39 unless core flops?? My goal is to get over 40 though:))))
I'm terrified of making some kind of mistake that gets me disqualified. I know that's irrational but the fear is still there. My English teacher kinda spooked me by saying someone once failed their diploma because they didn't put page numbers in their EE so uh.......................... woooooooo. I'malso terrified about AI writing affeciting me. I haven't touched AI for anything I've done for school ever, but I'm nervous that the AI checker will be bad:( And what if I haven't cited something correctly?????? aaaaaaaaaaaa:(((((((((( Also as a heads up, for this exact reason, I won't be liveblogging my exams lol. I don't want to risk saying anything I'm not supposed to regarding the exams, so I'll make notes and post about them after results day or so. If I post anything during exam season, it'll probably be good-luck posts and nothing more lmao.
We've finished content in pretty much every subject now, which is exciting!! IAs are nearly done -- just waiting for final confirmation that a handful of them are ready for submission, and I've got my computer science IA to finish correcting. The end is scarily close.
Feeling terrified, but as long as I keep my head down and work hard, it'll be alright. Less than 11 weeks left. Let’s do this.
75 days until.
#studyblr#study blog#ib student#ib studyblr#ibdp#further from maths#further from feelings#ib psychology#ib global politics#ib english language and literature#ib computer science#ib maths analysis and approaches#ib german ab initio#I’m back lamoooo#gonna post more regularly again#they say#75 days until
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It’s almost Spooky Season™ 🎃
#halloween is the best#halloween#feeling hype#good vibes#fall#autumn#october#pumpkin#spooky season#spooky time#I say almost because it’s been 75+ degrees here#EVERY DAY#spooky season doesn’t hit right until the 60s
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#personal#it feels like im not allowed to complain about my own life on my own blog#or at least that if im allowed to that it seems very firstworld problem very selfish very not appropriate with all thats going on#that people will and do think less of me for expressing my own sadness and frustrations because theres no way it compares#to a lot of peoples very big and very real problems#but im so fucking sick of being poor and small. all ive had to eat today is 2min noodles roughly 10 hours ago#and all ill get tomorrow is a bowl of 2min noodles but ittl be another 15 or so hours until its the most reasonable to eat that#thats the real girlmath and then thats the last of my noodles. that leaves me with one (1) small tin of tuna#which might end up being tonights intermediary food if i really cant wait 15 nore hours for my next noodles but is supposed to be#the one meal of the day after tomorrow. so if i eat it too soon then i have even more time that i just dont fucking eat#im so sick to death of being in this position. like its literally killing me and theres fuck all i can do to make it better#ive tried. and i try and i try and i try but i can never afford anything#my landagent keeps sending me textx asking when theyll see a patment for my $50 water bill#i have to stop myself from texting back every time. youll see payment when im not spending literally 75% of my pay on rent alone#when i can afford to buy food and bills at the same time. whn i dont feel like kms-ing would be better than paying you my rent every frtnite#i crave a burger so bad i cant make myself do any tasks. i cant start or continue any crafts or chores because all im thinking about#is a burger like a blorbo rotating in my mind alongside the background noise that i wont get a burger and will only get noodles but not for#hours. a whole days worth of hours almost#my shitawful roomate is back and i have to play nice but he gives me the same feelings my abusive mother did. im scared to leave my room#in the safeplace house ive spent the last two years building for myself. this feels awful. things were all going so right and now#all of a sudden theyre all going as wrong as possible and im struggling so much. with no one to help. no one cares enough to help#the few people i do have are wrapped up in their own lives. which i get. but it doesnt take away the hurt of dealing with it all alone again#lot of momma trauma coming up with the end of eclipse season and i thought i was handling it. now i just feel fucking awful all the time#like ik healing isnt linear but the roomate triggers so hard things i thought i had processed and was on top of#would a burger fix that? no but itd atleast give me something to emotionally lean on for strength though it. but all ive got is noodles#24 hour apart one meal per day noodles. and tomorrow is my last pack. my only solace lately is that ive been invited to my first ever rave#or my first real rave anyway ive only been to one other 'edm event' that was not really a rave of any scale it was like 25 people#but its a halloween rave so im hoping for spooky fun dancetimes at least theres that. im out of data and spotifyprem so i havent been able#to take my silly little mental health walks bc theres zero chance im doing that without music and so itll be noce to get outside fr the rave#anyway. im doing very poorly i appreciate you few who reached out while i wasnt active but i expect ill continue to do poorly for some time
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Mentally i am shaking my boss (dm) and the people in charge of the company i work with
Mild fit of rage rn, sorry
#cuz like how the fuck am i actually applying the “tips” yall suggest anyway. and still just barely not reaching#the percentage yall fucking ask for after quietly changing it on everyone#NOT TO MENTION YALL DONT TAKE IN ACCOUNT OF THESE STUPID. BROKE HALF THE TIME. ASS MACHINES WE GOTTA STRUGGLE WITH#THAT YALL WONT FUCKING ACTUALLY FIX OR STRAIGHT UO REPLACE#“oh you have to be hitting this percentage as company policy in 90 days or we'll have to let you go”#THEN FUCKING FIX THE DAMN THINGS#MAYBE MAKE IT EASIER TO CONTACT HR?????? OR TO BE ABLE TO ASK ABOUT HELP OR ACCOMMODATIONS???????#cuz I'm stiiiiiill pissed that our employee pages have a fucking tab. FOR HR. BUT IT DOESNT ACTUALLY HAVE A WAY TO CONTACT HR?????#what do you meeeaaan we have to go to the Public webpage to be able to do anything hr related????????#WHY HAVE THAT TAB THERE THEN#ugghhhhh#and the worst part is. i really do enjoy my job actually. its just bullshit with the machines and the harrassment to “be better”#that fucking sucks#and like. i didnt know until a couple months after working with the company that they changed to uph requirement to 75% vs the 65% when#i was hired initially. that was a silent change some of my coworkers didnt know either#and the fuckign print outs they make for orientation still say 65% to my knowledge#cuz they havent updated that shit since like. 2018 or something like that#anyway. ranting over now dhkdhkdhe i just get very heated over this cuz its not something me or my coworkers have any control over#even when we're already doing all the things in the very not helpful tips pdf sent w the reports
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sorry for googling "is shadow of the erdtree hard" do u still think im cool....
#jk if u know me u know difficulty doesnt faze me i hope its a rl fuckin challenge#but just realised i prolly shouldnt start my ng+/2+ runs for all ending achievements until after ive played sote..#bc otherwise my first sote run will be on a ramped up difficulty. when the base dlc is supposed to be harder than the main game already..#and i might wanna complete it across multiple new games anyway if there are duplicates of stuff i wanna get hmm.....#well. in my current elden ring save i literally only have 5 more altered armor pieces to farm before starting ng+#so ill finish that. and finish upgrading all weapons to +24/+9. and then take a tolerance break to play a few other games#and THEN ill buy myself sote and play that and do the ng+ stuff after#also one of the main things delaying me getting sote was bc i thought theyd add new achievements for it which would lower my completion%#but they haven't??? so thats fine then#anyway i need to sleep. at least playing er has been helping me cope w how pissed off ive been again. we <3 violence#yaaaawn. sad i couldnt go to the gym tho i hope i feel better in a couple days time#i did go to work in the end which was fine lol. glad i didnt take the day off tbh#but yeah 👍#.diaries#also not being able to get any sote stuff yet is annoying me bc im using a spreadsheet to keep track of all weapons/armour etc#and i have virtually everything except a couple armour alt variants n the remembrances i didnt get first time. but my total percentages#are capped around 75-80% bc the remaining 20-25% of items are sote exclusive.....#thats an insane amt tho damn. sote must be fucking HUGE
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whoever said country music is bad is a fucking liar
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trust me, no one wants me to be writing my prompts more than me, but unfortunately
#it’s just not realistic#I’m going to be doing this 30 days challenge until I’m 75 years old#I know no one cares one way or another I’m just being stupid#okay bye
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Dude my job scammed me
#they said they were going to give me a raised when they rehired me. they still want me working minimum wage.#if I stay on until I graduate they’re gonna be giving me a raise?? but they’re also only scheduling me 5 hrs a week for the foreseeable#future??#$75 a week??? and they said I was gonna make like $125 per day during the interview#what the fuck
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75 days remain
have another mappi milcord emoji!! she’s applauding!! woo!!
#i love you countdown#milgram project#milgram#ミルグラム#mahiru shiina#shiina mahiru#75 days until i love you comes out!!
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the plus side is i get to work from home tomorrow and monday
the downside is i still gotta clock in at 5:45am ヽ༼ຈل͜ຈ༽ノ
#today was Very Busy sorting out our clinic closure#i'm hoping tomorrow will be easier since we wont be scrambling to contact half the patients on the books for day of and next two clinic days#still lots of people to call but only to bother the ones whi havent already been sorted#it's amazing how 75% of my job can be done remotely#as much as i shouldve asked if i could start an hour later tomorrow#i think i'll be content to sit on my phone that whole time like i would if i was in clinic lol#i'll be on standby but you can't make me do real work until the sun comes up#narrating my life
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I don’t mind working but it’s miserable to only have 2 days off each week
I feel like once i’m done doing my errands/cleaning and maybe hang out with some friends it’s already over and I’ve done nothing for myself and i’m still exhausted
#4 day work weeks really should happen at this point bc i'm like........going to kill myself if this is going to be my life#up until the point where I either die or turn ...like 75 and get to retire
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So... From what I can tell from @thefoxdelusion blog, Moachow's name wasn't even his actual name! He just rolled with it, now I'm curious of Moachow's actual name. I'm mostly asking here cause uh... You're more popular than them XV
Oh..
Huh
Well popular or not, you can still send asks their way??
#i dont even care about my popularity i just post what i want and go along with my day#hell i dont even expect asks 75% of the time#until recently at least#answering the inbox#shepard/vian here!#off topic
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#going on about how the ‘writing was on the wall’ & lavendar haze/ midnights ‘indicated this’#then immediately posting about how no one in the fandom knows Taylor any better than anyone else & it’s annoying when they act like it#is deeply deeply goofy#like you BOTH are being annoying can’t you see that BOTH#it’s annoying to pretend like her setlist indiciated it’s annoying to pretend like we know how she’s feeling onstage#it’s annoying to pretend like not wanting to be a wife in lavendar haze is a sign it was already over#and#on the one hand this is the talking about site and people are allowed to blog whatever they’d like#on the other hand I need more swifties to realize that 75% of the things they COULD post right now they should. probably not post.#NONE OF US KNOW HER!!! btw!!#being sad/ feeling for her is very very normal and no one should feel bad#about feeling bad#but if you are genuinely inconsolable or sobbing right now or need a ‘whole day to recover’ maybe it’s time to take a step back#again. WE DONT KNOW HER.#okay x#logging off until tonight happy easter everyone :)#ts
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Pokemon Scarlet and Violet use Unreal Engine
I develop my games in Unreal and I’d recognize those janky-ass lighting bugs anywhere. You can only have a limited number of lights rendering at a given time, or else the engine just starts aggressively culling them.
(And you don’t have to take my word for it - Game Freak was specifically hiring people who had experience with Unreal a few years back.)
#Pokemon#Pokemon Scarlet and Violet#basically: 75% of the game's jank can be traced to the engine's shortcomings#unreal is also a bitch to render nice trees and rocks in#rocks look fine until you import them and then the normal maps get random crispy-fried sections#trees are just weirdly reflective#the skybox and the day/night lighting are out-of-the-box Unreal rendering too#and the dithering on the grass when it's close to the camera
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Finished chapter 1 yesterday, and chapter 2 today, i'm on a ROLL, BAYBEEEE
#it's 97 days until the event deadline#but my personal deadline is 75 days#I think i'll be fine#and that i'll hit 30k
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