#7/16/24

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[klaudia2646]

Little man has certainly enjoy the trip so far, tried a cherry and liked it, and played with Jorge who’s the same age as him, his mom, Dilenia, helps clean and cool at Pachy’s house. They’re from Haiti so he mostly speaks Haitian Creole with his mom and Spanish with an accent with everyone else.

[am-3w]

Did I impulsively buy a sneak peak test because I'm miserable and need something to look forward to in this pregnancy? Yes. Yes I did. 7+4 today. I had a follow up to my last ultrasound, my hematoma has gotten bigger. But so has baby so that's good atleast.

[and-the-world-goes-on]

7/16/24—–- TUE

I don't write enough, it's a good outlet, it helps organize my thoughts and get stuff off my mind. I think I'm gonna try to stick to a loose schedule, maybe once or twice a week, this is all for me anyway.

I've been applying to jobs recently, I've applied for jobs before but I've been applying to So. Many. Jobs. It's exhausting, it's soul sucking, but I'm sure not at soul sucking as actually working. It's not even the applications themselves that's the problem (well kinda) it's mostly going to so many sites and seeing that places aren't hiring, you don't qualify, their website is actually unusable, or the many many many other issues I run into, it's discouraging seeing my list of possible places slowly dwindle.

I know I said I'd start actually working hard on studying for my GED and yet here I am applying for jobs. I always thought I was better for the working world rather than the academic one, that's why I dropped out in the first place. Well that and a few other reasons.

I've always wanted to get into a natural science job, I'm fascinated with nature and the world around us, I've always wanted to get to know about things like that more. Be a marine biologist or entomologist or something.

Unfortunately I don't think I'll ever be able to get into that field. I'm hopeless when it comes to math, and I don't think it's very worth going to college and wasting my life trying to pay off student loans, and I'm definitely not brilliant enough for a scholarship. There's also no guarantee that if I spent 4+ years in a collage and somehow managed to graduate that I'd ever get a job involving it.

Honestly last ditch resort options are either going to work on a commercial fishing boat or an offshore oil rig. But even manual labor jobs require a highschool equivalent.

And so that whole train of thought and possible life paths trace back to the same damn task that I'm so unwilling to do. I don't hate studying. Really. There's just so many more interesting things I could be doing, so many more fun things I could research about. Or art I could be making. Or music I could be enjoying.

It's just the getting around to it that's the worst, and finding resources, and sticking to it for longer than an hour.

-Goldfish

[hornypostingcelibacy]

He has chestnut brown hair, chin length & thick

He has pretty brown eyes, long lashes & just enough stubble on his cheeks to feel

He's always smiling, so brilliantly

He has such a bubbly personality - perfect for his position

The last day she saw him, he asked for her number so they could go out sometime.

First date was at the movies a couple weeks after that.

They drove in separate cars.

Then they shared many glances and almost a whole tub of popcorn.

After the movie, they walked slowly toward the parking lot, discussing some of their favorite parts of the movie and keeping their hands to themselves the whole way.

Stopping at the driver's side door of her car, they simultaneously turned and reached toward one another for a small hug.

[compaculaaa]

Happy Halloween from the little bots!💕🎃

[samara444]

everything i learnt during my break (ie all you need to know about manifesting)

hi guys, i took a months long break from tumblr. i used to be depressed, suicidal, constantly looking for results, having only failures, whining, being affected by the 3d every turn, crying almost everyday, to now not being affected by the 3d at ALLL, knowing my true power, and having it all easily conform in the 3d, i dont have anxiety/depression anymore and i feel so blessed, now i literally cry happy tears.

i used to be someone who used to spend my whole day on here, morning to night, looking for answers and the final "key" to manifesting/shifting, taking a break was much needed. here are the things i finally learned after so long.

dont be double minded // i would like to start by saying, see its a choice. we have 2 very distinct sides in this world, one full of lack, negativity, failures, sadness, losing, wishing, wanting....and the other of fulfillment, belief, positivity, determination, persisting, having, being, awareness etc. and whatever we choose, stick by it. i see so many people complaining and trying to say manif/shifting isnt real, and yes thats true FOR YOU in your reality. whatever you have choosen, a life of suffering or one of happiness through the law, please stick to it. if you want to say the law doesnt work, great, but if you have even a slight hope that its true and real, then give it a shot, and dont doubt, and with faith watch how it changes your life.

no circumstance can stop you // be it time, or the past, or trauma, every condition and circumstance only exist because we identify with it. the difference between a broke guy working a 9 to 5 that they hate, no purpose in life, debt and all relationships failing and a multimillionare, who doesnt have to work a single day in their life, life full of luxury and happiness, people who love them etc who probably doesnt even deserve their money but still gets to enjoy it, is simply their beliefs. believe better for yourself.

thinking from your desire and not of it // wishing and wanting and creating up fake scenarios is very different from knowing you HAVE your desire rn. the former is daydreaming, the latter is creation. you can waste years of your life thinking you're manifesting but its just us THINKING OFFF our desire. the results only show up when we HAVE right now. not to get, not to change the 3d but haveeee right now.

imagination is the only reality // we live in a multiverse, idc if people believe in that or not because its true for me, and every possible circumstance is possible and already created. already done. all our job is to HAVE it, and to CHOOSE to live in the state of having. and being fulfilled in our imagination instead of looking for in the 3d. if we look now we'll forever be looking, but when we close our eyes and know its done because our minds is the true consciousness, thats when it actually shows up.

stop manifesting with the intent of changing the 3d // physically trying to change the 3d is so hard, its so tiresome, its futile and useless, but being fulfilled and in the present moment, not worrying about the past or the future. just focusing on staying in the state of the wish fulfilled with our eyes closed is the key, dont worry about what you see with your eyes open. the 4d is the creator, the 3d will AUTOMATICALLY follow.

stop overconsuming/more techniques and enjoy life // you know already what you have to do. most of us know that living in the end means being the person who already has it. so does your dream ideal self do a million techniques trying to get? does you ideal self spend their whole day scrolling on tumblr looking for another technique? another magic affirmation? subliminal? post? that will fix it all? no. they enjoy their lives knowing its done. their wish is in the greatest hands and its all done. so really, stoppp STOP with the overconsumption, trust that you know everything that you are supposed to. everything is within you. stop searching for it outside.

i yap a lot. i love to write so dont blame me, but i wont make this post too long, my dms are always open for help/ or to make friends. ily guys, i feel so happy now being on tumblr, i used to read others success stories and now i have my own hehe so yes slay. bye

-love, sam <3

[vnynv]

Life is a beautiful thing, as long as I hold the string I'd be a silly so and so, if I should ever let it go

[ray935sworld]

I really hope part of Marc's psychological pressure against the Italians is/ was sending Alex out eating tropical pizza infront of them.

[viv-annelore]

[god-blues]

some barnabas & clive thoughts: you know what i like most about this unhinged little man, and what i think is a common misconception about his character in fandom, is that he actually wasn't obsessed or impressed with clive from the jump at all. the complete opposite actually

like, during their cutscene duel in kanver, barnabas appears amused at clive's attempts to fight him, but pretty much trounces him completely and seems very much unimpressed otherwise ("you are as weak as all the rest"). then, when clive fights him a second time at the bottom of the sea, barnabas continues to mock and taunt him during their duel ("all this fire and fury, and for what?" / "you know naught of this world nor of our place in it")

up until this point, basically, barnabas thinks clive ain't shit, but he's going along with ultima's plans because he would never disobey his god. but on a personal level? yeah he just thinks clive is naive, overly idealistic, weak, and struggling in futility against fate. he even refuses to use clive's name and only refers to him by mythos up until the very end of his boss fight, because that's all he is to barnabas: a tool to achieve his god's ends. nothing less, nothing more

it's only when clive starts beating him back and breaks his sword during the final fight, that barnabas gains respect for him ("you are not the fool i took you for", as well as using clive's name for the first time at the end of the fight). and, you know, that whole memorable scene of losing his mind with joy at having found a worthy rival happens

i think that part is so impactful that it tends to rewrite canon in people's heads as "wow he's pretty much the obsessed rival archetype huh!!!" and like, kind of, but only after clive proves himself. by continuing to defy barnabas and ultima, continuing to fight, continuing to prove his strength and thereby also proving the merits of his ideals, because make no mistake, the fight against barnabas is as much an ideological one as a physical one

the interpretations and depictions that i sometimes see of barnabas just being obsessed with clive at first sight are pretty much misunderstanding what it is that barnabas values in clive to begin with. he's not just some floozy who gets taken in with the first best protagonist that walks through the door, alright, clive had to WORK for that!!!

[klaudia2646]

When we got to Santo Domingo we stopped at Adrian tropical to eat mofongo, we were all starving as they only give you a little snack on the plane and we didn’t eat at the airport, little man was so excited to see the ocean, he wants to go to the beach.

Monday little man had fun playing with toys that my mom and sister gave him and he certainly had fun playing outside. He saw a lizard while trying to take a nap and amazingly enough he did t freak out. Then in the afternoon we went to the big mall, it was a slow outing because my mom went with us and she walks very slow. He had a good time playing on some games.

[jtl-fics]

Desperate for more TBD 🥺 👉👈

7/3/24 WIP Wednesday (OPEN) | TBD

They drive in silence other than Andrew’s phone directing him to a spot more on the outskirts of the city, near a large park. Josten’s still staring down at his phone and Andrew asks, “Why do you still have that?”

“Has my high-score in Snake.” Josten returns almost immediately, a canned response. “Was there something you wanted to ask me about one of them?” Josten asks, making no attempt to hide that he was changing the subject away from his phone.

Andrew looks at him.

“My scars,” Josten elaborates, “you were staring so I figured something caught your attention. I don’t remember what you know.”

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[mothonice0]

Their eyes are so pretty, like why was this even allowed omg…

[poorlittleyaoyao]

I truly don't understand why anyone takes literally anything in Empathy as fact if we've seen it before. Every single time I sit here like "DA-GE PLZ. DA-GE WE SAW THAT EPISODE UNFOLD FROM A THIRD-PERSON OMNISCIENT VIEWPOINT AND THAT EVENT DID NOT HAPPEN." Someone get Daniel Molloy in here ASAP.

[hornypostingcelibacy]

- He's taller than me

- He's walking

- He's wearing a flattering pair of pants & sunglasses

- I think to myself, I may not be his type, but I wouldn't mind giving him a try