#50!!! Omg thank you so much T_T

[nuka-fugu]

I got a bit of free time to finish my sketch of our Hancock husband who's just chilling and laughing at some jokes.

[studyblr-perhaps]

Always always always feel free to rant on here! We are here for you! :) Also, if those pics are of your campus, it is gorgeous <3

I hope you have a great day and are able to study and still have time for yourself, I know it feels impossible these days <3

Thank you so much!!!!

And yes! It's our campus! It's really pretty with a lot of flowers dsfkslfjsdkljfs. The flowers are the best in the summer, but sadly the temperatures reach 50 deg C and it's basically boiling so nobody can appreciate the flowers during the day T_T

Thank you so much omg I hope you have a wonderful day too!!!! I have almost completed my to-do list for today and I am very happy! I hope you have a fulfilling day too!!!

[just-some-random-blogger]

hello angel! it's not night this time!! hope you're maybe just a little bit proud of your modern!nonnie. 'your shaving off time from your sleep to respond to me' nah i'd never sleep this time anyway. i was doing math... 'CHEW YOUR HEAD OFF' how would i read 10 parts of the modern au then??? bite off my cheeks instead. 'IM NOT THAT CREATIVE WITH NAMING THINGS' it's ok!! i'm honored to have a name in general hjhajhs okok so i feel like now i've really irritated you and made you angry. i'm sorry. genuinely. not teasingly or emotional. i can be too much at times, and i'm sorry it annoys so much. oh no you made me cry again TT I love you SOSO much!! thank you so much for tolerating this shit. you're the real angel! loveloveloe you!! bite that shitty thought and insecurities off me instead TT ok it's a joke... probably. no it's my problem. you don't owe me anything. bite whatever you want. 'MINUTE MEANIE' hgkfhadjkhdaha it sounds SO hilarious and CUTE!! yeah you are. love you for this. but you're still too mean to my heart... 'i want to change the world with music' i believe you will. big brain does big things. i believe you're doing great and will improve yourself into a music meanie!! (srry it was s a compliment in my head) maybe i'm a little hurt you don't care about me reading pt3. ok maybe. bc it's an empty threat anyway bc i'll read all works you' will ever publish. but i'm hurt but i love your works. and you. kisskisskiss 'you think people without big brains could get hints i think not' i'm bad with hints sister... 'I WOULD DIE IF I WENT TO YOU' i did die when i was out TT i need to pass only about 150 metres and i've been like 'frozen'. and a girl who studies with me needs to pass 600 metres?? and she passed it ON FOOT. crazy. INSANE. and tomorrow (11.01) it's going to be -50° C. lovely isn't it <з 'part of having a sibling is annoying them endlessly' why do we have only this part TT 'i figured youre younger than me' big brain. i see i see. you're really big brained. 'i will protect your heart always but not from my works' it's cute but MEAN. cutie meanie... i'd gladly read all the '100000 DOCTOR WHO FANFICS'. i love matt smith. i love doctor who. i love you. it's a perfect match. i care about your mental stability!! TASTE YOUR OWN MEDICINE Because tears taste good. give them a try. andand!! i've been really obsessed with cats since the very childhood! but i'm terribly allergic to them TT so i loveloveLOVE your pictures and gifs with cats so much!! they make me smile soso bad according to my calculations, it must be 22:49 for you rn so ig i'm late. and what about the timeline of my asks?? just like in dw hehehe. mysterious time yk have a nice day/night/morning/life!!! love you!!

OMG HI MODERN!NONNIE! you caught me just before i went to bed (im writing a fic rn lol)

LOVE LETTER TIME

hello angel! it's not night this time!! hope you're maybe just a little bit proud of your modern!nonnie.

YAYYYYY SLAAAAYYYYYY BESTIE SLAYYYYY

'your shaving off time from your sleep to respond to me' nah i'd never sleep this time anyway. i was doing math...

T_T HSADFLAHFHASHAH GOOD LUCK MY LOVE im kinda good at math ig so im sending brain cells your way (ok nvm i thought of what would happen if you asked me to teach you and idk if i could actually help so nvm what i said lol)

'CHEW YOUR HEAD OFF' how would i read 10 parts of the modern au then??? bite off my cheeks instead.

😤😤 i do what i want kid

'IM NOT THAT CREATIVE WITH NAMING THINGS' it's ok!! i'm honored to have a name in general hjhajhs

lol

okok so i feel like now i've really irritated you and made you angry. i'm sorry. genuinely. not teasingly or emotional. i can be too much at times, and i'm sorry it annoys so much. oh no you made me cry again TT I love you SOSO much!! thank you so much for tolerating this shit. you're the real angel! loveloveloe you!! bite that shitty thought and insecurities off me instead TT ok it's a joke... probably. no it's my problem. you don't owe me anything. bite whatever you want.

I'LL BITE OFF YOUR INSECURITES!!!! i dont want you to look down on yourself! TAKE HEART! THE WORLD HAS BEEN OVERCOME! YOU DO NOT HAVE TO FEEL THIS WAY. you dont annoy me. i find it annoying that YOU think im annoyed by you ///: girl-- has anyone ever put effort into something they hated? perhaps out of spite, but not me. i love you so pls dont compensate by hating yourself.

'MINUTE MEANIE' hgkfhadjkhdaha it sounds SO hilarious and CUTE!! yeah you are. love you for this. but you're still too mean to my heart...

'i want to change the world with music' i believe you will. big brain does big things. i believe you're doing great and will improve yourself into a music meanie!! (srry it was s a compliment in my head)

thank you my love T_T

maybe i'm a little hurt you don't care about me reading pt3. ok maybe. bc it's an empty threat anyway bc i'll read all works you' will ever publish. but i'm hurt but i love your works. and you. kisskisskiss

HAHAHAAHHAH is it an empty threat? HAHAHHAHAHA im so honored that you'd want to read all my works my love T_T thank you so much that means a lot even if you dont actually do that AHHAAHAHHA

'you think people without big brains could get hints i think not' i'm bad with hints sister...

CRYING HAHAHHA maybe you're not as big brained as you think HAHAHHHHAHAHAHHAH im kidding i jest i jest

'I WOULD DIE IF I WENT TO YOU' i did die when i was out TT i need to pass only about 150 metres and i've been like 'frozen'. and a girl who studies with me needs to pass 600 metres?? and she passed it ON FOOT. crazy. INSANE. and tomorrow (11.01) it's going to be -50° C. lovely isn't it <з

me. dang i hope that girl is ok T_T i send you an extra warm hug so you can hug her for me. i cant believe you still have to study in the cold T_T they should just let you sleep under warm blankets. but oh wait that's right you barely sleep anyway ///:

'part of having a sibling is annoying them endlessly' why do we have only this part TT 'i figured youre younger than me' big brain. i see i see. you're really big brained.

WHAT DO YOU MEAN WE ONLY HAVE THIS PART! i shower you with compliments more like my cat than my siblings (i compliment my kitty more readily than them) also yeah ur 100% younger than me therefore you MUST listen to me when i tell you to do smth (like sleep properly, straighten your back, eat your vegetables, drink water, exercise. 🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬)

'i will protect your heart always but not from my works' it's cute but MEAN. cutie meanie...

lol ok

i'd gladly read all the '100000 DOCTOR WHO FANFICS'. i love matt smith. i love doctor who. i love you. it's a perfect match. i care about your mental stability!! TASTE YOUR OWN MEDICINE Because tears taste good. give them a try.

HAHHHAHHAHAAHAHAA YOU SAID YOU CARE ABOUT MY MENTAL STABILITY BUT THEN URGE ME TO WATCH DOCTOR WHO HAHAHHAH WHAT A NUTCASE LOLOLOL asflahsfasf idk if i will, i really want to but hnnNNNNNNGGGGG IDK IDK IDK

andand!! i've been really obsessed with cats since the very childhood! but i'm terribly allergic to them TT so i loveloveLOVE your pictures and gifs with cats so much!! they make me smile soso bad

ITS SO FUNNY HOW I MENTION SOMETHING IN MY RESPONSE TO YOU and then by then end you talk about it. like the cats???? omg are we soulmates? i just use whatever meme i find that feels appropriate tbh. lol i reply to you on my pc, and i have less memes here than on my phone, so i sometimes have to download memes so i wont keep repeating them. its so sad ur allergic to cats. i have two! yushi and his son jinjin. i love them so much.

according to my calculations, it must be 22:49 for you rn so ig i'm late. and what about the timeline of my asks?? just like in dw hehehe. mysterious time yk have a nice day/night/morning/life!!! love you!!

I THINK YOU WERE RIGHT!!!! its currently 23:58 now and i only stayed up this late to reply to you. thats how much i love you.

i keep reading dw as dont worry before realizing you mean doctor who lol. ~~~mysterious time LOLOL

have an amazing day baby cakes

xxx

[hyunverse]

I MISSED U TOOOO <333 pls do show me a pic i wanna see which ones you have ^_^

IKKK he looked so cute 🥲. i thought his hoodie had his own paint marks on it and i was like omfg that’s the cutest thing ever but i think it actually just comes that way <//3 STILL CUTE THO 🙏🏼. RIGHTTT like excuse ?? weren’t you the start of this mister 🤨

yup yup yup silver lix just does it every time. but he rly pulls off any hair color tbh. don’t they all tho ?? like i don’t even understand how literally every single color looks so good on all of them. everyone’s always hating on angry bird channie but i thought it was cuteee 😭😭

UR MY FAVE HOW COULD I NOT ENCOURAGE U ???

thank youuuu lovely <33 i hope you have a good rest of ur night 😋 happy to see u back hugs and kisses 4 uuuuu

- 🐈‍⬛ oh and happy hyune day oh yeaaa ^_^ it’s not the 20th yet in the us BUT STILL 🙏🏼 i’m gonna celebrate it today and tmrw 😎

i still havent taken a pic of it </3 intended to but forgot </3 also omg funny funny story... my new roommate has a photocard hung on her board, so i was like, "hey! is that taehyun from txt?" and she was like "no... its heeseung from enha" PLEASE I WAS EMBARRASSED??? and then i was like "ooo i like hyunjin!" and she (while looking at my hyune filled board) said, "i can tell..." LIKE PLSSS the delulu was showing too much </3

wait ure telling me, thats not actual paint marks? I THOUGHT ITS A HOODIE HE USES FOR PAINTING T_T I FOUND THE THOUGHT SO CUTE STOP </3 in my head it is a hoodie he uses to paint in my head thats the fact in my head its so real...

THEY SLAY EVERY COLOR EVER BUT TBH... orange chan isn't my fave </3 its cute!!! but i feel like bright colours doesnt suit chan the most, i think he looks best with darker tones tbh!! him with dark hair mmm it's giving chase atlantic the weeknd boyfriendddd u get me? the kind to hold ur thigh while driving at midnight (feeding into ur delusions rn)

hehe its close to 1am rn! just got back from a 10 hour event 😵‍💫 the girlboss was truly girlbossing today! (i slept through 50% of the event but anywayz...) what have you been up to, angel? any interesting plans soon?

sending u all my love ^__^

[littletxt]

Hii it's 🍰 here ! I'm glad to see that you're back and taking on requests again ! Also sorry for not replying, I ended up having pasta that day hehe. I hope you don't take on too many requests at once though, keep some time for yourself <3 anyways head full of soft caregiver huening kai atm (you should know why.... all these Kai talks got my head thinking only abt him ;-;) imagine how sweet he would be !! And all the plushies he'd buy you omg <//3 have you got any soft thoughts for today? - 🍰

Aaa ilysm 🍰 anonie 🥺

I know you know my head is always full of Hyuka <333 Lunar new year Kai!! T_T (but actually head’s a little empty because I’m working on a Beomgyu request so I hope this is alright😵‍💫)

💚🐧💚🐧💚🐧💚🐧💚🐧💚🐧💚🐧💚🐧💚🐧

🐧💚🐧💚🐧💚🐧💚🐧💚🐧💚🐧💚🐧💚🐧💚

I’ve been thinking…

💚🍰💚🍰💚

Daddy Kai feeding you your favorite dessert and every so often he’d be teasing and stealing bites >:( just because he’s all soft and sweet doesn’t mean he doesn’t like to play with you hehe…

He’d be doing his best not to giggle at how cute you’d be grumping and pouting to yourself, him having stolen a bite of your dessert. And just to further the babie grumps he’d definitely “accidentally” get a little on your nose.

“Oh no! My baby is so messy!” As if it wasn’t his fault 🙄 <333

💚🛁💚🛁💚

Leading to bath time!! He probably could have just wiped your face off, but how could he miss a chance to play with you and your toys during bath time?? Your giggles are music to his ears. More bubbles?? Obviously!!

Daddy will be doing extra laundry tonight because the floor had to be covered in all of the towels after the water fight you most definitely get into. (50/50 chance he started it)

💚🧸💚🧸💚

As for plushies?? You’re probably gonna need a whole room just for plushies! You both love plushies so they’re gonna be everywhere. Ten in the living room, a ceiling net full of them, where’d the bed go?? I only see stuffies 😵‍💫!! Every time he sees a plushie of your favorite animal, or one that reminds him of you, you get another little friend to name. And we’ve already gone over this, Daddy would never forget a plushie’s name, not if you had 100, not if you had 1,000.

🧸End note: as much as Kai is my #1 Daddy, this didn’t come as easy as normal 😅 lots of little Beomie thoughts thanks to 🌙 anonie💕

🧸Masterlist🧸

[calpicowater]

Week 45/53: November 2nd - November 8th 2020 | New Piercings !! 

Bb gave me another book!!! WOWOWOW. This time is a list of 50 reasons why she’s grateful for me ;_; she wrote it all in like less than an hour and she said she wanted to give it to me as soon as possible because I’ve been sad lately T_T IM LOVE YOU!!!! I love these books so much!!! THANK U BEBE <3

I went to T&T to buy hair dye again lmao this time I tried the Hello Bubble in Vanilla Gold and it lightened my hair up by a lot more. Maybe because I used 2 boxes this time. I still want the ends to be lighter because my roots are still lighter than the rest of my hair LMAO so I’m not sure what to do??? HJKSHKJSFS I feel like my hair is never going to be light enough for me unless I go out and bleach it ;-( maybe soon LOLS. I made an appointment to get industrial piercing this week but when I got there they told my that because I wear glasses, the stems (???) of my glasses would hit the piercing while it is trying to heal so unless I wear lenses for the next 6 months it’s not going to be possible T_T ;; so I just decided to change into a regular helix and then a second lobe LOL. I was supposed to get a third lobe too because I thought that it would be too imbalanced :-\ but now I regret it LMAO I should have just gotten the third lobe!!! >: ( ANYWAYS it didn’t hurt as much as I thought it would. Totally tolerable. Also the needle pain is highkey addicting?????? When my piercer was done he was like “omg~ it’s so cute” HAHAHAHAHA LMFAO and it was! I’m really happy with them LOL I want more already but need to let these heal first~ :’( 

I had two interviews on Friday lol they both went relatively well minus the part where I had a six hour gap...... so I just went to eat 热干面 (been wanting to try the place at President Plaza and my interview place was right beside it so I just went finally...... the noodles were okay lol not as good as the ones in China but nothing ever is LMAO), buy some qtips/hair ties/powder/agift4somecatctussbday, and went home and napped for an hour just to leave my house again for my second interview LOLS..... it sucks here. I went to see bb after my second interview and she gave me long bread (!!!) again!!!!!! SO YUM I STAN :P THANK UUUUUU MY LOVE <3 

[empty-dream]

Just watched 13 Reasons Why S4

Ended up making a full blown commentary per episode because this is finally the last season and I’ve been enjoying this mess since S1. I even forgot that it was released until a friend brought it up to me. So in short,

Ep1

OKAY WHO DIES AGAIN HUH??

Clay, narrating: *I'm good at hiding shits so my parents don't notice at all." His parents: *concernedly looking at him pale and mushing food on the dining table*

The concequences of investigating murder cases and creating conspiracies instead of studying your ass off because it's a damn school really caught up huh.

Charlie holy shit I love you he's so chill and good.

It's been years I still can't believe Justin is really adopted by the Jensens. Funny that now the table is reversed, with Justin finally actually doing better and taking care of the increasingly-ill Clay.

SCOTT!! OH MY GOD! SCOTT REED!! OH MY FUCKING GOD!! AAAAAAAAAAAAA HOLY SHIIITTTTTTTTT AAAAAAAAA!!!

Wow my headcanon is approved, he already graduated by S3. No reason he didn't hang out with the gang after all the shits in S2 if he was no longer around in the first place.

He's still so nice even in Clay's trippy nightmare. Is that what Clay remembers about him? Well not really surprising, considering Scott actually was worried about him in S2.

Good god finally Clay meets a therapist- Wait a minute that's the guy from CSI:NY?!?! Isn't Clay just gonna get clobbered instead.

Okay I knew they are really close and I do adore their relationship so much but HOLY SHIT THEY ACTUALLY GO AT IT WITH ALEX AND ZACH???

Alex: *panicking over the kiss* Zach: Ayy don't worry let's just continue perhaps-suicidally hanging out on dangerous rooftops that you were almost fall to your death from. Alex: ????

Ep2

That narration of Clay ranting about college applications. I'll drink to that bruh.

Ya I too make my applications and other supposedly important matters at 3AM instead of any other more sensible time.

Oh my fucking god that is the creepiest smile I've ever see.

I feel like as Justin gets better and better with his life, Clay goes worse.

Justin is so excited about going to college! You deserve the future man. 

The old-time stoners and drunkards are rehabbed or dead. Enter Zach.

Winston: *eyes and ears up to your shit 24/7*

Nobody likes Tyler in S1 but now everybody likes him.

Okay. Cops doing shit jobs at protecting. This feels too real with this situation right now.

Clay's adventure to put the trash into the trash bin.

Omg they got the paint to the lab this is going real CSI.

Idk about u but at this point I don't exactly want to pay attention to Jessica/Justin problems anymore.

I know Zach and Clay don't get along and that's why I need their adventure together.

Clay drunk-puking on Justin. Well well well how the turntables.

The return of Monet!!

"I have 2.8. If I work hard, I'll get 2.9" Winston omg same.

Tht held gaze between Alex and Winston.. Is this slow burn fanfiction???????

Yes Mr. CSI it will definitely get worse.

I know writing about your feelings can make you feel better but probably not in your college essay form.

Ep3

I'm starting to think Clay is the one who dies in the end? Idk tho.

I guess the toll of busting ass trying to save everyone by yourself is catastrophically high, huh, Clay? Funny that he now goes from 100 in S3 to 0 in here and that's actually realistic.

Alex and Winston are really pining each other with Zach in the background lmao.

"You don't wanna go on the Valentine Dance with me? Even as friends?" Well sometimes there are moments when you just don't go back to being friends. It's an actual normal thing.

And besides the last time Alex goes with Jess for something she wanna do, he ends up murdering somebody. So.

"Hey Zach. Hey punch me. Hey you pussy now? Hey hey. Bitch." *poke* *poke* *poke*

No Zach he's trying to save all of your asses. You can't just say that.

Charlie is really just there trying to do his best in this shitshow and like Justin I wanna laugh but also am proud.

Everyone: *being paranoid and unto each other* Alex and Winston: *having the date of their life*

I wish everyone doesn't have this level of trust issues but then again we won't have a shitstorm drama like this.

When did this become "what is love?" philosophy class?

"You know love but you love so fiercely and sometimes it hurts."Wow Mr. CSI you hit the mark.

How many parties can the Liberty High hold in a year?

"You go with Charlie to get back to Justin, right?" Wow Diego you HIT the mark.

I still have problems with Ani as a character, but I do like her casual banters with Clay.

You know, with all these trust issues, I'm surprised nobody actually tries to peek on other's phone. Like, I know that's low. But, you know, faster solution. And better than having mass hallucinations.

Oh God the football team really is a bunch of jerks. Good fucking thing Scott is outta here.

Alex and Winston almost die like couples in a cheap slasher movie.

"Fuck Love." Clay Jensen, 2019 (according to the movie timeline)

Ep4

Why is Charlie talking? Why is he wearing the football jersey? Who on earth dies?? Is it Zach? Justin? Somebody else from the football team? But the content of your speech man...

Ah yeah. Clay did survive a great big deal of many ugly shits. Single-handedly thanks to adrenaline, mostly.

Jess got a point tho. Ani could have followed Clay to stop him, by herself or with the gang. What did she do? She spied on Winston and Alex, and then went back to the dance. So much for handling anything themselves.

Or maybe, the gang shouldn't have let Ani and Clay take care of it themselves.

Does anybody in this show ever figure out Clay has dead people hallucinations?

Domestic Jensen family is my everything.

Charlie really out there bribing Zach with his homemade cookies I-

Ah yeah, I kinda forgot that in reality Alex and Winston have a really difficult situation. With Bryce and Monty stuff.

"Looking back on your time at Liberty, do you have any regrets?" Really? Isn't that all they have?

"Who do you trust most in your life and why?" Everybody: *immediately side-eyeing each other*

Clay c'mon wtf Justin is really just worried sick and trying to help you. Aaand he's gone.

Jess you don't put your hands into something without checking it first...

Why would you only send 2 adults to supervise 30-50 kids on a camping wildlife trip? They wouldn't be able to do shit.

"I thought you were a football player!" "I AM a football player! And so are YOU!" Gold.

Dream!Monty and Dream!Clay really sit like that and I almost laugh were it not for the fact that I do that too. It's strange to see that for once, they talk normally, heart-to-heart, without the usual snickering, chiding, all that venom.

Oh shit they really make Monty and Clay mirror each other like that. They both protect people they love but have tendencies to snap, one way or another.

Zach, dude, I know you've been a real good friend. But Alex almost died. Twice. Because of your drunken ways. And you laughed. Didn't you spend an entire season trying hard to not let him die again? What's wrong with you?

When did this become a horror movie?

The Standalls :((

CHARLIE MY MAN WITH HIS COOKIES. And incidentally, a wild Zach appears.

"So are we gonna fall apart or trust each other now!" Justin my man.

Clay dude that would have been an amazing entrance were it not for the fact you looked insane.

I can't fucking believe they just go normally at campfire like that. Two people almost died. Several got beaten. What the fuck.

Does it come from the bottom of your heart or it doubles as a threat, Clay?

Alex you had us at the first half not gonna lie.

GR A NO LA CA MP C O OKIES? ??

Wait. So who has been fucking around with the football team? Who moved Clay?? Huh??

Ep5

GUYS THERE IS A THING CALLED GPS ON THE PHONE?? What are you? 3?

Justin finally breaking down after 5 episodes being the most decent and healthy person around. Well Charlie is too but he's new, so.

Finally an obligatory meeting at Monet.

CYRUS AND THE PUNK GANG!!! God I love you guys where have you been. And you guys are computer geeks?!?!?! Perfect.

My question exactly, Clay. Good replies tho, Cy.

I'm still thinking how for a nerd, Clay knows A LOT of people and knows who to ask what.

"How am I even friends with you?" Ya Alex that's my question too. How are you suddenly bff with Zach? I don't remember you two being close in S1?

Hm. If you aren't holding his family at stake, there is no way Tony would even think to rat out.

Mr. CSI starts going CSI on Clay.

I almost forgot Charlie's last name is St. George. The cast goes by Charlie mostly so.

Justin really shows up at the party with the angry mom pose and disappointed look at Clay. The turntable, people. Flynn's voice got raspy.

Oh no no Clay you don't go there. Please don't split my Jensen-Foley brothers like that. Meanwhile the punk gang be like just watching there.

C O O KI E S??? Goddamn Charlie do you bring cookies everywhere you go??

Charlie my boy you T_T I was kinda suprised that the cookie baking actually had a sad backstory.

Clay-Zach bonding that I fucking wish for oh yeah. I definitely didn't expect it with piano and drunk singing tho.

While Clay is having the time of his life, Tony is seeing life flashes in his eyes.

Yassss he winssss!!!!

Caleb's expression when the sherrif hugs him lmfao

Nice try Sherrif but Tony knows your tricks.

"What of any of this is okay?" Wow things you'd never hear Justin says in S1.

Meanwhile, Charlie and Alex are high on weed cookies as fuck. Their conversation is the most interesting thing I've seen beside the Scott cameo till now.

The look on Justin's face when Clay pushes him :((

MY DUDES HAVE YOU FORGOTTEN ABOUT JEFF'S DEATH? WHAT HE WAS ACCUSED FOR?! You do not, under any circumstances, drive drunk.

Ep6

Clay be spitting truth.

They really be discussing Clay's chronic hero syndrome huh.

Okay. Operation Clay-Zach failed.

Weren't Zach all fuck it all yeah! kinda guy? Guess when you are the one who faces death it's not that fun anymore huh.

"One Clay Jensen is enough" Jess truth.

Do Alex and Charlie really study Spanish in front of Tony who is not helping at all? That would be embarrassing lmao.

Clay: Fuck off. Hallucination!Monty: *sits next to him*

Gotta hand it to Timothy Granaderos. He could go venomous to puppy eyed in 1 second. Amazing.

Man. School shootings are fucked up. There are many things I wonder about mankind and one of them is why is school shooting even possible?

Hallucination!Bryce: Hi I’m sorry I’m late. I hear this is time for Clay’s dead people hallucination party.

"Are you a hero or a martyr?" Wow they really throw the question.

And here is Clay sitting under the desk between his two most hated dead people hallucinations whispering moral dilemmas to him.

Meanwhile Winston and Zach got high.

Charlie helping Alex to breath.

The talk with Estella and Tyler.

"No offense, you are cool, but I don't wanna die with you." Zach chill lmao.

Are.. Are you sure outing that to Winston is a good call, Zach? For a guy who was super paranoid that his gang would narc him, he sure is loose mouthed himself.

I like how everyone from Tyler to Zach to Winston, admits that Alex is a really kind guy.

Wow Tony did you really expect anyone could do anything in that situation, in fucking Evergreen situation, for that matter?

Charlie is a great friend wow.

Cl-CLAY DON'T GO OUT that is EXACTLY what you are NOT supposed to do!!!

Goddamnit Clay. Holy shit Clay. 

Dylan Minnette really worked hard in this scene.

.......... WAIT A MINUTE IT'S NOW ACTUALLY CHARLIE ALEX????? Tony be just walking in.

Ep7

Clay really got into a psych ward. Talk about darkest hour. And it’s only ep 6?

Wow Ty that's some brave lines.

Which hallucination-induced person is Clay talking to before Ani gets there?

Ok that therapy session made me tear up.

These kids are having college interviews at the worst time possible. They are all fucking breaking down one way or another.

And Charlie just, really never gives up on Alex huh.

What's most important to Clay is his friends. Real quick to answer that question huh.

God Justin lashing out at the Jensens. It's the first time he does it and it hurts.

Zach holy fuck. I appreciate you didn't out it but holy fuck you didn't have to do that are you trying to die

Clay-Tony combo is back baby I miss them so much. Although perhaps Tony you would mind a bit about Clay's health because clearly he was out of it.

This is so short. I too really don't like application essays and interviews and the inevitable revisit of the sadder parts of my life because of them.

Ep8

When did this become sci-fi apocalyptic story?

God I miss the time when Clay's dreams are just Inception-styled trippy shit with Scott randomly says hello and gets him water.

Okay. Everyone's got their own way to cope with existential and moral crisis huh.

You know what, I would like one movie out of this sci-fi dream.

I knew it Tyler was a bait to smoke out illegal gun dealers. Is that... An okay thing to do for a high schooler? Sounds fucked up, all things considered.

Yaaay Justin's got the college! I'm super happy!

Wow Estella good question.

Wow Tyler good statement. If they trust each other a bit more, everything would have been a bit better.

Ah shit. Justin relapses again.

Does Tony need to be pummelled first before he finally goes all off to finish his opponent or what?

Is this going Big Brother Is Watching

What the fuck. That locker fight scene is disgusting.

Jess and Clay might throw shades at each other but together they share one brain cell.

"I think it's a walkout, Sir" Tyler lmao

Wow Zach and Alex heart-to-heart.

Cyrus really steps on some pedestal to make his point.

Aaand Zach and Alex really go all out on "doing it right" huh.

They really have students vs cops riot at this time. Talk about timing.

It's nice to see the punk gang enjoying the fighting again.

Dude what happens if you don't have anything on your bag tho.

Aaaah the punk gang with Tyler again!!

"Why are you with me and not with Charlie?" Zach ouch that hurts.

Zach no no no Zach get out of there too Zach pls

Clay really becomes 2nd in command to Jess huh.

Charlie tries to save Clay but gets whacked on the head instead. 

Tony you came back!! Oh so that college scout was.. Oh.

Oh shit Clay. Oh. Shit. I should have realized that. Goddamn.

Ep9

"I like sleep." Charlie me too. 

God Alex and Charlie literally sleep together jaldjwaownaljewoalsj that some cute shit.

Wow Clay really takes Mr. CSI's advice to round up the gang and confesses. That's a step.

Charlie sometimes has a good idea, huh.

The Jensens meeting is probably the reason why the idea of parenthood scares me.

Also Clay and Justin really put the practice of "tell the parents the less-harsh-but-still-harsh truth, then ask them to get prom back" by the book. And it's awkward.

Aww Charlie coming out to his dad and the response he gets... When you put the rich fams like Dempseys, Walkers and Saint Georges together, the last one is really the only healthy one huh.

Way to go Jess!

Ah I forgot Alex has an older brother.

Aaaahhh Charlie has dinner with the Standalls! Their reaction is so sweet!

"Does he make you happy?" "Yeah. A lot." AHDKWJWOAKDUWLAOEL I mean after everything that has happened to Alex, man I am so happy he can say that with a fond smile.

WHAT THE FUCK HAHAHAHHA CHARLIE WHAT THE FUCK HOLY SHIT LMFAO I THOUGHT THIS WAS JUST AN TRIPPY ANIMATED IMAGINATION THING and Alex is so done with his extra shit.

Wow Ani you do karaoke good, asking Jess out even better.

OH MY GOD IT ESCALATED. Also Alex is right that one is creepy Charlie.

I thought by special doughnut Caleb means some diet-related stuff fit to Tony's menu for fighting. Why didn't I expect a literal Will You Go To Prom doughnuts?

CHARLIE PLEASE STOP AHAHAHAHA you dumb rich kid where did you get all those lamps and prop candles.

"Would you love me any less?" Aww Clay knows Justin loves him.

"You three all look adorable" Ya Jess, same.

Tony really out there doing the "I'm here because he's here" to Caleb.

Clay, Alex, and Charlie be like judging Zach hard.

Oh right that one kid from Cyrus's gang is gay and he brought his boyfriend!

Zach: You two sitting here like it's a funeral. Also Zach: *proceeds to continue sitting as well*

"We deserve to live." Finally something from Zach's mouth that I can agree for this season.

I love that Tony and Caleb are such good friends to Clay.

And now it's Winston turn for dead people hallucination.

..... The door to the other side again.. :'''((

CHARLIE AND ALEX WON THE PROM KINGS AAAAAAHHHHHH I mean with all those extra efforts, it'd be hard to not to. And there goes Alex finally giving in to dance.

I don't like Luke the football guy when he's the enemy but I like him when he's a friend. He's a hype man lmao.

Alex I'm so happy for you man. I'm glad you are finally happy. My heart was tight at the dance part .

Everyone: *dances* Clay: *sits there, monologuing philosophically*

I like that Clay and Ani finally being honest that they don't fit each other romantically. As romance goes there is not much romantic tension between them. And they have way too many flawed traits that when paired, would turn the relationship sour and possibly toxic in the end.

Justin do u like to show up and make everyone step aside for you or what.

I like that Clay was just watching from a distance. Then at last minute decided to join the crowd with his mother, whom he had a few trust issues with in all seasons.

Charlie: "Foundry's gay?!" Alex: "Mind's blown" Me: Same.

There has been nothing wrong going on in one episode, aside from the Zach one that's timely stopped by Charlie and Alex. I'm suspicious.

Ah. Yes. Of course.

Oh my god Justin's the one dead huh?

Ep10

Oh thank God he hasn't died. Yet.

Oh God Justin no. No no no.

Get your shit together Zach. Even Charlie tells you that.

No no no not like this not after everything oh god.

Somebody would you actually please run after Clay too.

Oh my god Clay.

Oh my god Alex you. Even when he admits it to Winston, he still covers for Jess. I- oh god.

It's been only 15 minutes and it hurts.

Charlie and Alex, the moms of the group.

You know, for a guy who says he doesn't love Justin, Alex gives a lot of shit about him. I guess you can still be around people you don't like?

I know the kiss is huge news Charlie but that's not the issue here lmao.

Zach: *hugs Clay* Clay: ????? Alex and Charlie: ?????? Zach: *pats Tyler's head* *leans on Clay*

The Padillas :''')

Clay Jensen. Class speaker. Wow.

Yeah Mr. CSI's voice is really calm, rather chilling, actually.

"You've looked at death too many times for a young person." Damn right Mr. Jensen.

Ah so that's the reason why Zach stole that letter. Makes sense, emotionally.

You know, I did say Idc anymore about Justin/Jessica problems but when it gets to this point, I can't not care.

So many people come to the hospital...

Clay and Justin's talk. I'm sorry I can't hold it in anymore. I'm fucking sobbing at this moment.

He's dead. He's dead. He's dead just like his mom. But he died not in the same way. He died holding his bro's hand. He died surrounded by his family. He died with people who loved him around.

"After everything, this is how it ends." Fucck

DID HE HAVE TO DIE??? DID JUSTIN FOLEY-JENSEN HAVE TO DIE?? Did you really have to put yet another sucker punch in the last episode of the season?? Yeah I know real kids and people do die from AIDS but really? After a whole season of Clay screaming kids wants to live to the point he lost his mind???

I spent the entire funeral screen crying. I couldn't even scream again when Scott is present in the funeral. I know he'd be there but god I can't right now.

Mr. CSI sure knows super effective ways to make Clay react.

"If Justin's dead, the none of the rest of it matters. " Clay..

He opens up.

Oh yeah I forgot Charlie is a junior.

AAAA COURTNEY AND RYAN ARE HERE!!! I MISS YOU GUYS!!!!!

SCOTTTTT!!!!!! And CHLOE TOO!! It’s nice that they come together. But they aren’t like, together, right? I mean if he is her boyfriend she would say his name right away to Zach instead of a mere ‘would you like to meet him? He’s outside.’

These 4 are such good friends to attend their friends’ graduation ceremony.

The punk guys in toga are so... Refreshing to look. Such hype men.

"It's easy to hate. It's easy to fear. It's goddamn hard to love. But it's not optional. It's essential." Jessica Davis, everybody.

Jeff, Hannah and Justin really died in the span of 2 years. Add to that is Bryce and Monty, whose deaths left uncountable traumas on top of existing traumas. Yeah. It was hellish time.

Scott’s proud small smile when Clay gives his speech. Im love.

"Choose to live. Even on the worst day, life is a pretty spectacular thing." Clay Jensen, everybody.

Ma boi Zach really teared up at Clay's speech. 

Luke and one of the punk kids talking about some geek thing I am not familiar with I-

“No offense Luke. You’ve got great arm but you haven’t been known for your brain.” PETER That BURNS LMAO

Poor Winston just being alone. OH HELLO RYAN YOU ARE FAST.

Zach is gonna study music! Nice foreshadowing since he plays a lot of music this season.

Clay having a gratitude moment with his parents and Scott be like munching cupcakes in the background.

Oh god Hannah ...

Wow the old tape gang is here!! The nostalgia hurts.

They bury the tapes on the same hill again asdfwosaiofai.

Kinda salty Sheri and Scott aren’t here. But then again I guess back then Scott was just helping Clay and co when he could and mostly minding his own business. HOWEVER isn’t Sheri like in the tape and pretty prominent too :(( Like she was really cool with Clay (despite the whole guilt over Jeff), tried to make amends and really helped with the polaroid cases.

Also you can't just insert Scott in Clay's dream and then not have them interact in the end. The dream was such a perfect bait. Like we know at least they apparently get along well.

Everything in Jessica’s final conversation with her Bryce hallucination. Everything in it.

Ryan: “Gordon Lightfoot?” Ha Ryan you miss a whole lot of drama.

Fuck I'm tearing up again at Justin's essay. He deadass makes an entire essay about Clay and how he is his savior I- 

Oh my god they end it exactly like S1 with Tony and Clay riding away. They are really each other’s ride or die.

That’s it. It’s over. It’s been a long trainwreck. So the 2019 class graduates, so does Justin, they are doing uni right now and keeping in touch with everyone. Bye.

[cheolbooluvr]

OMG CONGRATS TO 90 FOLLOWERS :D

You'll hit the 100 soon, I'm sure! srsly it makes me genuinely happy to see your blog growing 🥰 so, how do I go on now? first, I LOVED the confession part of Wonwoo? It's so cute and fluffy and just really relaxing to read 🥺 Actually, I love your entire confession series so far :'D I can't speak for others and I have to admit I have your notifs on but I guess in general a tag list could be helpful? Then again you could find everything in your pinned idk tbh anyway I'm really excited for your other wips especially those you gave spoilers for :D

idk if you would be up for it but I think, concerning the Vincencheol wip, both ideas you mentioned would be fun to read. I'm always for domestic fluff but something based on a show is also interesting 👀 so maybe, if you want ofc, you could write both 🙈 if that's too much just write whatever you like best :D and last but not least it's totally normal to struggle in life especially when you have to decide what to do for the next 40/50 years. I guess we're both at this point to need to make a decision soon but I'm sure you'll figure it out, just give it some time and you'll find somehting <3 I think this is all I wanted to say I hope I didn't forget anything T_T I hope you'll have a great day, may some sunshine brighten your day ☀️ Take care 💞 ~🌙

🌙 anon, i know i've said this before but i LOVE seeing you in my inbox 🥺 thank you for being here since the beginning, you mean so much to me ahhh 🤧

you have my notifs on!?!? plz i will CRY that is such an honor!! and actually i'm adding a tag list to the confession series, so lmk if you want to be added!! tho i guess that might defeat the purpose of you being anon??? idk it's all up to you heh but i'm so happy you liked wonwoo's confession!! agshdkfl i almost made it happen in a book store but that felt too cliché so i tried to make it a little more ~original~ tho tbh i love cliches 🥲

now, as for vincencheol: the title is too good so i might reserve it for a fic based off the drama and then rename the fluff! i finished it last weekend and i think there are a few ways i could go abt writing it but we shall see!! the fluff is almost done tho so that should hopefully be coming out soon :)

and ugh life decisions 🙄 honestly i could rant for days abt how stupid it is that young ppl have to figure out their lives so early and how we have no time to live lol but i hope you figure it out too!!💗 we got this!

thank you for stopping by, you are my sunshine every time i see you in my inbox so thank you😭✨

[milesheizclub]

THE LAST 1. Drink: Water (I’m trying to be healthy, y’all) 2. Phone call: My friend J - we were freaking out about KPop 3. Text message: I apologised to someone for butt-dialling them 4. Song you listened to: Cut You A Piece from 35MM - y’all should listen to this album

5. Time you cried: A couple of weeks ago. 6. Dated someone twice: Does this mean gone on two dates or had two periods of time in which we were dating? Because yes and no. 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: Yes 8. Lost someone special: Yes 9. Been cheated on: Yes? 10. Been depressed: No. Been extremely sad and lonely, but not depressed. 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: YES.

3 Favorite Colors:

12. Grey 13. Blue 14. Purple?

IN THE LAST YEAR YOU HAVE:

15. Fallen out of love: I think it was just infatuation. 16. Laughed until you cried: Yes 17. Found out someone was talking about you: ....I don’t think so? 18. Met someone who changed you: Yes 19. Found out who your friends are: Yes 20. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: ............I don’t think so... maybe???

GENERAL: 21. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: Most! 22. Do you have any pets: None 23. Do you want to change your name: Nah (although I do use a different name for here)  24. What did you do for your last birthday: I was at work. I was surprised though! 25. What time did you wake up: 3-ish? AM. Don’t even ask lmao. 26. What were you doing at midnight last night: Sleeping. ikr. 27. Name something you can’t wait for: The Incredibles 2!!!!!!!! 28. When was the last time you saw your mom: A few minutes ago

29. What are you listening to right now: Color by Todrick Hall feat. Jay Armstrong Johnson 30. Have you ever talked to someone named Tom: HUH. I DON’T THINK SO. I’ve known a bunch of Tim’s though. 31. Something that is getting on your nerves: "Are you okay?” 32. Most visited website: Youtube? 33. Hair color: Brown 34. Short or long hair: Growing it out 35. Do you have a crush on someone: Not seriously. 36. What do you like about yourself: Lmao 37. Any piercings: None but I want some 38. Blood type: I think B??? 39. Nickname: Otto, Baz ;) 40. Relationship status: Single :| 41. Zodiac: Aquarius 42. Pronouns: He/Him 43. Favorite tv show: No favorites. 44. Tattoos: Hopefully 45. Right or left handed: Right 46. Surgery: None thank god  47. Sport: ........I used to have so much potential *sigh* 48. Vacation: New York! It was everything. 49. Pair of trainers: ??

MORE GENERAL: 50. Eating: Chinese (though I should stop) 51. Drinking: Water!!! Guys you don’t understand, water is actually so damn great 52. I’m about to: Shower 53. Waiting for: A chance. 54. Want: A heart-exploding love 55. Get married: I'd love to. 56. Career: Actor please.

WHICH IS BETTER: 57. Hugs or kisses: Hugs by a small margin - I can expound on this because T_T 58. Lips or eyes: Eyes 59. Short or taller: Taller 60. Older or younger: Older 61. Nice Arms or nice stomach: Arms 62. Hookup or relationship: Relationship 63. Troublemaker or hesitant: Troublemaker

HAVE YOU EVER: 64. Kissed a stranger: Yes 65. Drank hard liquor: Yes omg what kind of baby question 67. Lost glasses/contact lenses: Yes 68. Turned someone down: Yes 69. Sex on the first date: .........not technically? 70. Had your heart broken: Hellfuckingyes 71. Been arrested: No 72. Cried when someone died: Yes 73. Fallen for a friend: Why are you doing this

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 74. Yourself: ...next. 75. Miracles: Nah. 76. Love at first sight: No. 77. Santa Claus: What do you mean, he shows up at the mall every December........ 78. Kiss on the first date: I mean sure 79. Angels: Maybe?

OTHER: 80. Eye color: Brown 81. Favorite movie(s): Serendipity. The Incredibles.

Tagged by the ever awesome @miles-heizer-in-ur-panties thanks hun this was fun!

I tag the following!!!:

@sociallyanxiously @gothmiles @gothstandallx @musicaddictand @talkingoveralls @dempseyisthehottest and just for the hell of it @a-s-tandall @j-foley :D

[sabishisa]

tagged by the waifu

THE LAST 1. DRINK: Sam’s cola (we cheap and buy the off brand) 2. PHONE CALL: Tatsie...  she had to go pee in Walmart and then we played phone tag to find each other 3. TEXT MESSAGE: Tatsie probably.  Or Tim.  Maybe my mom.  I’m not sure. 4. SONG YOU LISTENED TO: Whatever Tatsie was playing in the car on the way home. 5. TIME YOU CRIED: Watching We are X.  T_T 6. DATED SOMEONE TWICE: Never.  Once is enough. 7. KISSED SOMEONE AND REGRETTED IT: Not really, no. 8. BEEN CHEATED ON: Nope. 9. LOST SOMEONE SPECIAL: Of course.  There was a guy in my past when I was teen that was a friend of the family and he took up a little time with me and talked with my mom and grandmother and just got us all on the same page and really helped mend some damage between all of us.  I never got to tell him thank you for being so understanding and giving.  I was suicidal before meeting him.  He saved my life and I never got tell him how much he did for me.  One of my biggest regrets.  I try to make sure people know exactly how I feel about them now.  (that’s not always a positive thing, btw) 10. BEEN DEPRESSED: Pretty much all the time -_- Fucking bipolar. 11. GOTTEN DRUNK AND THROWN UP: No.  I hate throwing up soooo much.  I can’t even remember the last time I did it.

3 FAVORITE COLORS: 12. Purple 13. Teal 14. Black

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. MADE NEW FRIENDS: Yeah 16. FALLEN OUT OF LOVE: Nope, she’s stuck with me XD 17. LAUGHED UNTIL YOU CRIED: Yeah, I’m sure.  Tatsie and Tim will kill a bitch. 18. FOUND OUT SOMEONE WAS TALKING ABOUT YOU: Yep. 19. MET SOMEONE WHO CHANGED YOU: No 20. FOUND OUT WHO YOUR FRIENDS ARE:  Uh, what?  As in found out someone I thought was a friend was an asshat?  In that case, no. 21. KISSED SOMEONE ON YOUR FACEBOOK LIST: Yep, my lady~

GENERAL 22. HOW MANY OF YOUR FACEBOOK FRIENDS DO YOU KNOW IN REAL LIFE: Most of them.  Facebook is mostly for family and super close friends. 23. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS: Pickle & Shinya (cats), Donnie (pupper), and Morty (the wife’s chinese water dragon) 24. DO YOU WANT TO CHANGE YOUR NAME: YEEEESSSSSS.  There’s whole traumatic story behind why but suffice to say, I have a really good reason why I don’t go by my real name. 25. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY: Cheesecake factory and in a few days I’m going to a concert ^___^ 26. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP: About 10:30 27. WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHT LAST NIGHT: Playing Skyrim, probably. 28. NAME SOMETHING YOU CAN’T WAIT FOR: BOSTON COMIC CON. WE’RE MEETING TIM CURRY <3333 (leaving in the wife’s answer cause yeah, that) 29. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR MOM: When we got the fuck outta there in mid December last year 31. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW: Chopped and my wife’s commentary on it 32. HAVE YOU EVER TALKED TO A PERSON NAMED TOM: HAH.  Sure if his name is Tim.  (inside joke, sorry) 33. SOMETHING THAT IS GETTING ON YOUR NERVES: Having to fucking work out >_<  I just wanna be lazy and eat snacks. 34. MOST VISITED WEBSITE: Facebook maybe?  No wait, Google Docs.  That counts, right? 35. HAIR COLOUR: Black 36. LONG OR SHORT HAIR: Long.  I look terrible with short hair. 37. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE: My wife is pretty damn cute, you guys.

38. WHAT DO YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: uhhhh....  I dunno.  I’m not an idiot so that’s good. 39. PIERCINGS: Currently just my ears.  Used to have snake bites, tongue ring, and a clitoral hood ring.  Lost the tongue ring at the reccomendation of my dentist, the clit hood ring was waaaaay too much to deal with on a day-to-day basis, and I don’t remember why I lost my lip rings... o.O 40. BLOOD TYPE: O+ 41. NICKNAME: Sabi 42. RELATIONSHIP STATUS: Murried. 43. ZODIAC: Gemini 44. PRONOUNS: she/her 45. FAVOURITE TV SHOW: Of all time?  Maybe OZ?  I hate picking favorites because I always forget a super obvious one. 46. TATTOOS: None yet.  We’re working on that. 47. RIGHT OR LEFT HANDED: Right. 48. SURGERY: I had my bladder enlarged when I was like 5 or something. 50. SPORT: Nope. 51. VACATION: I wish I could afford a vacation. 52. PAIR OF TRAINERS: Just my day-to-day shoes.

MORE GENERAL 53. EATING: Had a cheese danish (I cheated on my diet -_-) 54. DRINKING: Didn’t I answer that already?  Yep.  Still working on it. 55. I’M ABOUT TO: Join the YWCA so we can go swimming 3 times a week.  Its the only exercise I don’t mind.  I love swimming! 56. WAITING FOR: Up-coming concert and con. 57. WANT: OMG I WANNA SNACK SO BAD RIGHT NOW TT___TT 58. GET MARRIED: Been together 13 years, married 2, and engaged 7.  So I’d say I’ve got it covered. 59. CAREER: I can’t seem to hold down a job T_T  My wife is way too understanding.

WHICH IS BETTER 60. HUGS OR KISSES: Um, depends.  From just anyone, neither, don't fucking touch me.  If I know and like you a LOT then a hug is okay.   61. LIPS OR EYES: Liiiips~ 62. SHORTER OR TALLER: I don’t really care.  Taller is helpful cause I’m a short fuck. 63. OLDER OR YOUNGER: Don’t care.  Age is not necessarily an indication of maturity.   64. NICE ARMS OR NICE STOMACH: Dunno.  I’d say stomach by my idea of a nice stomach is probably not most people’s idea of a nice stomach.  I like the soft ones <3 65. HOOK UP OR RELATIONSHIP: Relationship for sure.  I can’t do random hookups.   66. TROUBLEMAKER OR HESITANT: I’d say troublemaker cause that’s more me but I tend to gravitate towards the hesitant type and get them in trouble XD

HAVE YOU EVER: 67. KISSED A STRANGER: Probably not. 68. DRANK HARD LIQUOR: Yeah. 69. LOST GLASSES/CONTACT LENSES: Nope.  I’m almost legally blind without my glasses so if I lose them I really can’t fucking see.  Sometimes when I wake up I can’t find them and I have to have my wife get them for me. 70. TURNED SOMEONE DOWN: I’m sure I have. 71. SEX ON THE FIRST DATE: Nope. 72. BROKEN SOMEONE’S HEART: I don’t think so.  Most of my break ups were pretty mutual. 73. HAD YOUR HEART BROKEN: Not really. 74. BEEN ARRESTED: Haha yeah.  It was bullshit. 75. CRIED WHEN SOMEONE DIED: Yeah.  I don’t usually cry at funerals though...  too public. 76. FALLEN FOR A FRIEND: My best friends is my wife.  Not to be cliche but she really is.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 77. YOURSELF: Sometimes. 78. MIRACLES: Not usually. 79. LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT: No. 80. SANTA CLAUS: No. 81. KISS ON THE FIRST DATE: Yeah.  How else you gonna know if you hit it off?  A kiss is like a green light to keep trying. 82. ANGELS: No.

OTHER: 84. EYE COLOUR: Brown. 85. FAVOURITE MOVIE: Argh, I hate these.  Uhhhhh, Kill Bill.

[dreamyblossoms]

Tagged by the lovely RegClar trash @moonraccoon-exe, thank you buddy! <3

THE LAST: 1. Drink: Water~ 2. Phone call: One of my friends that lives near where I do atm :) 3. Text message: My sister, who was getting advice for her first college orientation (the bean is growing up so fast OMG T^T) 4. Song you listened to: ‘Boys and Girls’ by Will.i.am and Pia Mia (I’m pop trash kill me) 5. Time you cried: Ahhh... Episode Prompto T_T

HAVE YOU: 6. Dated someone twice: HAHAHAHAHAH no 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: Ahhh... no 8. Been cheated on: Nope not really 9. Lost someone special: Well... my grandparents on my mom’s side :,( 10. Been depressed: Heh yeah, still fighting that one tbh 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: Nope

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: 12-14: Black, navy/royal blue, gold, purple, jewel tone green

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. Made new friends: Yes :3 16. Fallen out of love: Nope 17. Laughed until you cried: Hell yeah, best feeling ever :) 18. Found out someone was talking about you: Unfortunately yes :( 19. Met someone who changed you: Oh yes, more than one person too :,) 20. Found out who your friends are: Yes 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: Nope

GENERAL: 22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: Pretty much everyone 23. Do you have any pets: I wish ;_;

24. Do you want to change your name: I’ve grown to embrace my name, so no :) 25. What did you do for your last Birthday: Had dinner with family and friends like I always did on my birthday 26. What time did you wake up: 6:40 AM LOL (I was restless RIP) 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: scrolling through Tumblr and finishing homework 28. Name something you can’t wait for: Raising enough money to get a new car 29. When was the last time you saw your mom: She literally just left my apartment LMAO 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: The control my mom has over me (I’m 21 and my mom still looks over my grades :/) 31. What are you listening right now: nothing, just the world outside my open window :) 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: My professor’s name is Tom so yes I have LOL 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: my mom’s attitude about me getting married and my life choices 34. Most visited Website: Tumblr

LOST QUESTIONS. I JUST PUT IN RANDOM INFO ABOUT ME 35. Mole/s: Nope 36. Mark/s: I can’t tell if they’re freckles or moles but I have one freckle on my face and several on my chest and neck that I play connect the dots with when I’m bored 37. Childhood dream: I wanted to be a street artist or an actress (I’m not pretty enough for the second one unfortunately LOL) 38. Haircolor: Officially it’s black, but it’s actually a dark brown with red undertones 39. Long or short hair: I recently cut it short :3 40. Do you have a crush on someone: Nope  41. What do you like about yourself: Uhhh... I like my stubbornness :) 43. Bloodtype: B+ (idk if it’s right though tbh) 44. Nickname: I don’t really have one, but Moon calls me Dreamy and I like it <3 45. Relationship status: single and happy~ 46. Zodiac: Sagittarius 47. Pronouns: Mainly she, not really bothered though 48. Favorite TV Show: Ughhhh I don’t watch enough TV to know, but the only one that I used to watch with my siblings religiously was Avatar

49. Tattoos: I wish :,) 50. Right or left hand: Right handed 51. Surgery: ear canal 52. Hair dyed in different color: Nope 53. Sport: Well I don’t play any right now but I like to swim and run  55. Vacation: Haven’t gone on a vacation in a while, at least not out of state anyway. All of my ‘vacations’ were just me visiting family 56. Pair of trainers: What are those? D:

MORE GENERAL: 57. Eating: Nothing atm 58. Drinking: water 59. I’m about to: cry at the fact that there is no question 60

61. Waiting for: A makeup subscription box to arrive :,(

62. Want: free stuff ;____; 63. Get married: if I can get married to my future cat yes 64. Career: dude I’m still in college and I just switched majors what do you mean LMAO

WHICH IS BETTER 65. Hugs or kisses: Neither 66. Lips or eyes: Eyes 67. Shorter or taller: Doesn’t matter because I’m a midget anyway 68. Older or younger: No preference 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: No preference 71. Sensitive or loud: A bit of both is good 72. Hook up or relationship: Relationship 73. Troublemaker or hesitant: Hesitant but with a bit of an adventurous streak like me :)

HAVE YOU EVER: 74. Kissed a Stranger: no 75. Drank hard liquor: no 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: Yes 77. Turned someone down: No 78. Sex on the first date: Nope 79. Broken someone’s heart: Umm... probably by accident? 80. Had your heart broken: Multiple times  81. Been arrested: No and I’m not about to be 82. Cried when someone died: Of course >:( 83. Fallen for a friend: Not that I can recall... I don’t think I could do that to myself though

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 84. Yourself: I would like to say HELL YES but I know in my heart that I can fluctuate between between crippling self doubt and soaring confidence on a whim. But I’m getting there  85. Miracles: Not really  86. Love at first sight: ... unless it’s a cat

87. Santa Claus: Nope 88. Kiss on the first date: No...

OTHER: 90. Current best friend name: Katelin <3 91. Eyecolor: brown 92. Favorite movie: Umm... Penelope (first movie that made my heart go doki doki :,))

I tag @hardcore-soft-popcorn and anyone else who would like to do it, tag me so I can see :3

[zevonandwaits]

4, 6, 7, 9, 10, 16, 19, 24, 25, 27, 28, 31, 34, 35, 37, 40, 42, 44, 50, 53, 58, 68, 70, 71, 75, 77, 80, 84, 92, 96

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4. Would you ever smile at a stranger?

well i am a white person™ so i do the white person smile™ every time i make eye contact with another person so 

6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?

yes. 

7. What exactly are you wearing right now?

i’m wearing my lovely bryn mawr rugby shirt, some ripped jeans, and some beautiful designer eye bags. très chic!

9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?

i tragically don’t own any sweats and i wear jeans basically every day so you do the math ;) 

10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2013?

you picked this one on purpose didn’t you? 

damn i hope so 2013 is gonna be my YEAR!!!!

16. Are you going out of town soon?

i’m gonna go home in a week if i don’t die from my finals first rip

19. If you could change your eye color, would you?

honestly? nah i love my eye color. there was a time when i would’ve said yes but i honestly really love them they’re my fave feature not to be narcissistic or anything

24. What are you sitting on right now?

a gross common room chair yuck and my ass has prob been on it for at least 24 collective hours by now. yay finals

25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you?

yea you do! and my friends and i love you and them so much

27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?

im not sure? i went to bed really late and no one was up so im not sure???

28. Do you get a lot of colds?

i get at least one every winter rip 2 me

31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?

HA no i just mooch off other people

34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?

ooh damnnn idk!!! maybe my senior year of high school that was a tranwreck tbh

35. Did you have a dream last night?

yea actually i did! i had a dream that this person i’m friends with and i were gonna be roommates next year in rhoads and i honestly don’t remember much else hahah

37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?

5 years?!?!? omg no way i hope not 23 is so young!!!!

if i am tho i hope it’s a good marriage

40. Did you have a good day yesterday?

meh. i guess it was good even though i spent most of it writing my papers. again yay finals

42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?

probably! my friends and i are gonna study for poli sci together so yes i believe so!

44. What’s the best part about school?

the community!!!!! everyone’s so cute and friendly and the traditions are great and bring everyone together i love it, im not feeling like i fit in too much rn but i hope i do next year bc i really do love it

50. What are you supposed to be doing right now?

HA you caught me i’m currently putting off writing my conclusion for my poli sci paper oops y a y f i n a l s

53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?

haha yep. that’s basically how all my crushes start out tbh

58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?

girls definitely. i haven’t really been close with too many boys and honestly i’m just more comfortable with women in general 

68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public?

fortunately no except once my bikini top came off on a water ride thing at a water park but no one saw thank god

70. How do you look right now?

probably very exhausted and half dead

71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?

yeah! you and my close friends! it takes time for me to be comfortable w people but once i am i can always be myself around them

75. Did you wake up cranky?

not really just kinda lazy and stressed about having to finish my french paper (most of these answers are finals based im so sorry)

77. Are relationships ever worth it?

oh man of course you’d ask me this!! hahah ughh i don’t knowwwww. right now my mind is like noooo way but im sure they are w the one you’re supposed to be with. i just find them so stressful and unnecessary at this point in my life though. idk i guess they are

80. Name something you have to do tomorrow?

turn in my french and poli sci papers T_T

84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?

listen….idc who it is even if it’s god himself i would be working on my damn paper (right after i finish this ask ;*)

92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael?

not really anyone im close with but yes i know some michaels

96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?

uhhhh DUH of course she’s gorgeous!!!!!!!!!! her name’s addie i can give her ur number if u want i swear shes s t u n n i n g

[iruutciv]

Hey :) I just wanted to let you know that you killed many people today with your comic, including me. I'm so dead. Really, I woke up to see this and I was catapulted into the sun. It's SO GOOD! Masquerade is my favourite fanfiction and every new illustration of it adds at least 10 years to my life, but yours added 50. I wanted to send you this from my YOI art blog but I guess it's not possible for sideblogs to send asks... Well whatever, have a fantastic day! :D

Omg the reactions I've got XD I've unintentionally killed so many people today looooool I'm honestly so relieved that people liked it because I'm super insecure about my work especially nsfw stuff.. But messages like these make my anxious ass feel so much better. THANK YOU T_T

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march: week 3

13: i was tired in the morning and it was cold T^T my coconut milk was also expired lulz. vivian left her water bottle and gbf and her were gone when i woke up. i almost forgot they slept over because they were such bums yesterday LOL. <3 i took a nap on the train and got to work a bit late, but apparently, everyone was a bit late this morning. i just started pumping out templates and then went into meetings -- i got so hungry during my meetings. i ran to use the bathroom and then microwaved my food and ate during one of my meetings haha. after all of my meetings, i packed up and left to work from home. i was crashing so badly. i timed the train this time and only waited a few minutes. when i got back home, i edited some videos, and then called it a day. i took a nap on the air mattress and realized that it was cold to sleep on because there wasn’t a comforter or anything warm on the bottom.

kevin came back from climbing, showered, and then i woke up. omg, i slept for like 2 hours. i must have been real tired. kevin cooked today (thank you <3) while i relaxed and dozed off. then i put away the air mattress, cleaned up the living room a bit, and then helped do dishes. i also made chicken nuggets and they were delicious. oh, i snacked a ton when i got home and both me and kevin were both feeling like eating junk food. xP we didn’t know what to watch but kevin gave me the option to choose a new series. we started watching, ‘how to get away with murder’ and now we’re hooked! we watched two episodes, kevin went to game, and then i did 60 minutes of hip hop cardio. then i showered, we brushed our teeth together, and then we went to sleep. well, kevin stayed up to watch some dota and play some pokemon. it was around 2 am.

14: it was a nice wfh day. it didn’t look like it was snowing a lot but then it started and i was glad i was home with kevin :3 we got free bagels and hot chocolate from deco and got started on work for the rest of the day. we fit in an episode of ‘how to get away with murder’ during lunch and then i went back to work. kevin had a pretty lax day. kevin had the chance to braise our beef for a delicious dinner~ we watched a good amount of episodes and then i did laundry and we ate dinner while watching more. we stopped for a bit so that i could make oatmeal raisin cookies and then we continued while eating the cookies. after our mini-marathon, kevin washed the dishes and i helped clean up. then he went to game while i did some kickboxing. i showered and then brushed my teeth, finished watching a youtube video and then ko’d before 2 am, which is good considering my sleep schedule this week LOL.

15: i woke up and had a bit of a headache, the roads were icy, and so i worked from home again. these cookies are so good but so bad for me. i need to stop snacking! i will bring some of these to work so it’ll be ok by tomorrow ;D it’s been hard being productive this week because of the weather and just working from home. i had a good number of calls and then worked on tutorials. i tried ordering new sports bras from aerie but they had a gift card error so i rq’d... i ended my day with a call and got two one pagers done so i felt semi-productive. after work, i washed dishes and put the drying rack away. then i picked up keys from rachel for the guest suite this weekend ;D so excited. then i started making banana bread! i forgot to soften the butter and then i forgot to defrost the bananas. i don’t think i like banana ice cream... anyway, i somehow got them to thaw and then put that in the oven. i also spent some time defrosting chicken (we forgot to take it out).

kevin got back late due to train problems and then we checked out the guest suite. it’s $200/night and it’s pretty nice! it’s decorated in very contemporary modern style haha. then we went down, kevin cooked, i ran around and watched some videos, did some exercises, and then ate dinner (delicious chicken and bean sprout and veggie stir fry) while watching ‘how to get away with murder.’ we watched two episodes and then spent like 2 hours talking (: hehe it was really nice <3 then kevin went to game, i finished up working out, showered, dried my hair, and ko’d. i wanted to sleep before 1 am, but i slept at like 1:50 am...gg me.

16: i was ready to go to work but i was still sleepy. i went downstairs to see what the free food situation was all about but there were people down there so i just went back and got my jacket and got on the train. my bag was full of goodies: banana bread, oatmeal raisin cookies, and meltyblend chocolate. it was nice seeing everyone again, but everyone seemed pretty heads down in work. i ate lunch during the hour of tech and watched some youtube videos and then launched into 2 hours or so worth of meetings T_T i was dozing off so i had to stand up and move around and also cole gave me gum to keep me awake. thanks, cole! i was kind of counting the hours until work ended because i was so tired lol. i did get a good amount done though. everyone ate all of my baked goods by the end of the day. i had to get cole to take a bit home, but i competed against doughnuts and i won ;D anyway, i went to the chocolate store with cole and he bought white chocolate peanut butter cups and more pear jelly beans, and yeaaah. i didn’t buy anything because i am sick of sugar at this point. my skin is breaking out because of it too :(

we walked to south station and then i waited for kevin for a bit. he left when i got there? LOL so he took the silver line and with our luck, it was 15 minutes until the next train came so we waited together. lol the train was packed for some reason? it was 6 pm... and i kind of pulled a girl’s long hair when taking off my backpack ;( sorry girl! this is why i don’t have long hair anymore haha. we got home and we finished eating all of the banana bread and cookies and then ate some all-dressed chips. then i started playing pokemon again. i need to catch all of the pokemon!!! i ko’d on the sofa while kevin cooked dinner... he woke me up and we ate dinner, watched ‘how to get away with murder’ and played pokemon. i caught both celesteelas with p good IVs. then kevin washed the dishes and gamed while i did 60 minutes of kickboxing to try and get back on my fat burning grind. omg, i ate so much sugar and fat T___T then i showered and we both hopped into bed before 1:30 am. i ko’d while kevin played pokemon.

17: i think i was well-rested today. i’m trying to get back to 6 hrs and 30 minutes of sleep to 8 hours of sleep. i took my time getting up in the morning and then got to work and it was only me, dave, and jim in the office -- the product team. it’s nice being in an empty office :P i’m glad i went to work today. i was very productive in the morning and there were leftover munchkins from yesterday. the coconut chocolate one is pretty good! i was in standup for a bit too long, but it had to do with a long discussion about something very important and i am excited about it. i ended the day with that meeting. dave left and then i packed up and got on the train where a lady pushed passed me and then said ‘you don’t have to push.’ maybe i got on the train a bit too eagerly? anyway, i got home and it was sooo nice outside! it was bright. so i whipped out my yoga mat and did abs and hiit workouts. kevin came back from climbing early because he thought he was straining one of his wrists too much. so he came back home and ran on the treadmill instead. 

i got my ae sports bra purchase today and tried them on. i wasn’t sure if they didn’t fit so i had to get second opinions. i’m keeping them both now ;D i love the zipper in the front! i showered and then started cooking dinner ... pretty frantically because i didn’t prep correctly. i didn’t wash dishes because i didn’t think i would need to and then the recipe called for making the noodles and heating up chicken stock at the same time so that everything would still be hot when served. @_@ so i frantically cooked and tried to keep the noodles warm while cooking the egg and tomato. it turned out pretty good though! it really was a simple recipe and i just should have prepared better. kevin and i ate dinner while watching an episode of ‘how to get away with murder’ and then we booked our tickets to stockholm! we’re planning to fly to copenhagen right after and then fly back~ we did that and made a list of to-dos for the rest of the planning since we’re not going until summer.

then we packed some things up and headed over to the guest suite! they couldn’t fix our shower tile this weekend so we rescheduled to monday and tuesday and rachel let us keep our stay in the guest suite for this weekend ;D so we got there and then i got to use the bath bomb! it was so cool! the tub might not have been completely 100% clean though. hmmm. i’m probably not going to take baths ever again unless i know the tub is super clean / i cleaned it very well. we had a super relaxing evening together and it was so nice :) the bed was comfy but the pillows were a bit too much. we ended up knocking out while cuddling and woke up grumpy because our skin was so dried out by the heating in the room. .___. so i put lotion on my body and kevin did too and then we brushed and ko’d so that it would stop bothering us LOL. i would rate this room like a 3/5 (if it was me staying here as a guest). they didn’t have any shower stuff, no water filter, and the tv didn’t work. oh, also wifi didn’t work. so hmmm.... the guest suite isn’t all that it’s cracked up to be. we still had a great evening together though ((((:

18: kevin got up so early today. .___. like possibly at 8:30 am or 9 am. we were both really dried out from the guest suite’s heat. i stayed in bed a bit longer with kevin until we both got hungry. we brushed up, packed everything except the bath stuff and toiletries, and headed back to our apartment. it smelled like leeks and cabbage and potstickers in our apartment for some reason. kevin made us potstickers, we played some pokemon and then headed to our massage. there was traffic on the way there but we got there only 5 minutes late. we had guy masseuses today. mine was gentle and apparently, they both used interesting techniques and focused more on other parts of our body instead of the back. i’m still a bit sore, but i would rather have the ladies work on me from now on. anyway, we got stuck in really terrible traffic for like 2 blocks because of construction. i played ‘i spy’ with kevin in the car and we just messed around.

he dropped me off and i baked some chicken nuggets and made some rice. he went to get bubble tea but the store was closed ;( so we just ate nuggets, i did internet errands and kevin played some overwatch. then we ate leftovers for the rest of lunch. we played pokemon until it was time to leave for our reservation at o ya! the train had a mechanical malfunction and all the passengers were kicked off and we had to wait for the next one. i freaked out because i thought we were going to be late (we were) and it was rude because this is a high class af restaurant. kevin calmed me down and we got seated and then it was time to order, cry, and eat. cry because everything was hella expensive, but we really wanted to eat here. it was a great first time experience and we had a lot of fun. we ordered 13 items, got roasted green tea (in love), and ordered 2 dessert items. we loved the uni toast, the coconut tapioca dessert, the pork belly, and the mushroom nigiri. i loved the eel nigiri of course. the dessert was my favorite. we also ordered $70 wagyu beef with potato confit and it was on point, but probably wouldn’t get again. the potatos were cooked amazingly.

they even had sewing kits, lint rollers, iphone chargers, etc on hand and you could get them from the host if you needed it -- fancy. the crowd was older people and a good amount of business men. it was a $400 meal and we’ll definitely be coming back for celebrations and whatnot. sumi will always have a special place in my heart though. i think that’s when i really started appreciating japanese food more. anyway, we took the train back (btw, o ya is like on this small hidden side street near south station and it’s so low key but highly rated) and kevin gamed while i watched soem youtube videos. he gamed a bit too long and i got upset because we were supposed to spend more time in the guest suite. i got over it after showering and then we went up there and i got to use my oatmeal luxury soap from lush and the rub, rub, rub bar. the water was much warmer and i think it was bad for my nerves because i went to sleep with the tingly nerve sensation. oh well, it will be my last time bathing for a while. that was good way to end the night :) it was another relaxing and fun time with the bear in the guest suite~ so grateful for this awesome week and i never want it to end, and it probably won’t because it was just spending time experiencing new things with kevin that made it great. <3

19: so we slept at like 3 am and we woke up at 12 or 1 pm. we were dead. we made potstickers and chicken nuggets for brunch. i was cramping a lot. T_T so i took it easy and just did laundry, which was smaller than usual? and then got my gleener (sweater fuzz remover) and tried it out on my leggings... it ended up ripping a hole in them T__T or rather maybe it was the dull razor i was using? the razor did a better job btw. so then i filed for a return, contacted bombas because there’s already a hole in my socks, and then looked around the apartment for thread? ugh, sad that i didn’t ask for a sewing kit in o ya now. i was a bit bummed out by all of these events and my stomach and cramps didn’t help either. i also have a terrible throat/ear pain. :/ sigh. we planned meals for the week earlier in the day so then we just changed and went to get groceries.

we got everything we needed at kam man but some items weren’t the freshest. we couldn’t find my coconut milk or any croissants left at bj’s. we have to go grocery shopping a bit earlier now :( haha. i like going late to avoid to crowds though. so we left bj’s with orange juice and some english muffins. we got back, i folded the laundry, helped cook noodles, and then we watched ‘it follows’ for our movie date because we didn’t want to go out and watch ‘logan’ or ‘get out’ or ‘beauty and the beast.’ it was a pretty good movie -- kevin got scared ;P it was a different kind of horror film. kevin cooked lunch while i exercised for a bit. then he vacuumed and showered. then i showered and we made the bed together and i went to sleep. zzz. i went to sleep before 1:30 am!! woot.

[hellotvv]

Recap

Well, I guess I’m writing this for the second time now :( but I guess I could include my day today...

So last week was a fairly idk stressful week, but I’m feeling much better now! Idk things got figured out and yeah, stress went away. I, also, had a pretty great weekend too. It was especially good, since it was kinda full of surprises in some ways. Nothing was really planned, and it’s kinda cool when nice things happen unexpectedly. :)

Friday, it was a crazy storm day. I was supposed to go to office hours, so I could ask for some help on my lab reports that were due Wednesday before lab. But it was legit raining way too crazy that I didn’t really wanna go. So I emailed my TA and asked if he’ll be possibly free on Tuesday. So my TA is honestly the worst TA i’ve ever had. I legit think that if I had any other ochem lab ta, I’d be doing way way better in this class. Like on the first lab report, there should be some amnesty for certain things. He legit took a point off for having fringes left on the uh lab report paper... The thing is, I’ve legit always turned in with fringes, and it never really mattered since the lab reports are passed back for the students to keep. Like okay, he want fringes off. But it’s the FIRST lab report, can he seriously not write hey no fringes next time, otherwise I’ll have to take off points. Nope, he legit just takes off points -.- like zzz, he grades ridiculously hard and his quizzes are legit way harder than any other TA’s quizzes. So it’s actually ridiculous lol... The thing that upsets me the most is he finally replied to that email I sent him Friday morning BEFORE office hours, Tuesday night... It took him a whole 5 days+ to finally reply to my email, and when he did reply it was too late lol. He was like, can you ask the questions after the lab tmrw? I was like ??? in my head, since I legit wanted office hours to get help for the lab report that was due BEFORE the lab. So I had 0 questions for after lab today lol. I still don’t know how it took him so long to reply to his emails. Like he could have checked it during his office hours, or idk even on Tuesday. Like it’s his school email too and he’s a grad student/TA. Like pretty sure he gets emails... No clue how he only checks or replys Tuesday night before my lab... -.-  Anyways, Friday was kinda idk just a day. I ended up driving home in the pouring rain, and the trip took nearly 5 hours... The drive is normally 2 hours - 2 hours and 30 minutes maybe. But it took 5 hours, because of the rain. Since cars would break down, ppl would get into accidents, and you naturally have to drive slower in the rain. But yeah, the traffic was actually insane, and I understand since it’s some heavy heavy rain. But it was really really exhausting being stuck in traffic alone in a car, stop and go, for hours... ._. I was so tired that I ate dinner and immediately knocked out after I got home. So I didn’t really do anything Friday.

But Saturday was hmhm a pretty good day actually. So I woke up late and I didn’t really do anything on Saturday. Since my friend Fyona was busy-ish on Saturday, and I didnt really make any plans with people. Then it was around 5ish and Jia randomly snapchatted me and asked me if I wanted to eat with her. So I was like yeee, and chose raising canes. She was down and drove and pick me up! It’s nice being driven, since honestly I drive my friends most of the time, and I rarely rarely get driven around :( So it was very nice of her to drive me! When she first saw me get into her car, she was like woahh Theo you lost weight! I was like yesss, I’ve been really good about my diet~ and she was really impressed like wowow. Haha, idk it’s cool when ppl notice when you put in hard work! I’ve been pretty good about my diet for weeks now and have lost weight! :D #KawaiiTheoAgain? Anyways, it was just cool talking to her and catching up on life in general. We ate at raising canes, and then went to Cafe Maji for drinks and to just hang out for a bit longer. I ordered a thai tea latte, then a bit later Jia was like ooh u ordered taro? I was like ?? nono, I ordered thai tea! She was like ooh I thought u said taro. Then the waitress brings out taro latte o.o I was like huh... I guess I did~ I suppose i was reading thai tea latte and somehow said taro outloud, which was below thai tea in the menu. But it was fine, and I finished the taro latte and it was alright. Just surprising that idk I ordered something else and didn’t even know! Uhh, idk how the convo came up exactly, but I think talking about vacations to places. She wanted to like go to Japan, or like SF trip, or idk. I was like yoo, u can just airbnb with friends and split the cost and it’s not bad. She surprisingly never heard of airbnb, so I explained and told her it’s fairly cool haha. She was like wowow, and thanked me for sharing it with her. She was like huh, you know I learn something new each time I hang out with you. I realized that it was kinda true, every time I see her, somehow she ends up like learning about something new. I think this is pretty cool actually, since idk I don’t intentionally try to do it. But I do like sharing cool facts or sharing about my hobbies/passion with ppl, and I think it’s kinda cool learning something new :D. She enjoys it lol and I realized I got my friend Brent into fashion nowadays! He’s mostly into sneakers rn, but yeahhh. Idk I like getting ppl into new things :) I guess I have a wide range of interests and hobbies that I have quite a bit to share? But anyways, she drove me home, and it was a nice idk hangout with my friend Jia. She even said she’ll make plans one of these days to drive up to SB and hang out! I was like woo :) Then I went home and kinda just read chinese novels until I late at night, since haha.

The next day was a pretty adventurous day o.o and full of idk surprises. I’m also a very weak boy :( But uh to begin, I woke up at like 10ish and was sleepy. Since I was meeting up with Fyona at 11 to do a laundromat shoot with her. She was very very rushy, and was like yoo get here at 11. Since her mom is fairly strict and doesn’t like her hanging out, so she lied and said she had to go study at 11, so I had to be there at 11. I got there at like 10:58 and she was like, oh my mom is making me help her cook, and then she had to wait for her mom to leave until she could leave. But then she still needed to do makeup and etc, so I had to wait outside alone in the parking lot for legit 50 minutes nearly T_T I mean, I didn’t mind, since I was actually just chilling on my phone and was content. But yee, I had to roast her a bit for that doe. She was like haha you could have napped or slept longer, since I didn’t even get out till 11:50. So I called her a monster for rushing me and how she was super adamant about 11 AM, only to make me wait outside alone for 50 mins. But yeee, it was silly, and then I drove us to the laundromat. But it was too crowded to shoot actually. Like Fyona and I don’t mind shooting in crowded locations. But if we shot there, it would just inconvenience ppl, and we’re not big on dat. So we decided to just do the shoot another day. So we went to go eat, and then she had a shoot schedule at 1:30ish. She asked me to come along, and it was nearby at huntington beach pier. So I went along and while we were walking around, we randomly met a popular photography iger that we both follow! I was like huh that dood kinda looks like dfreske (guy was carrying a camera too), and it turns out to be him! Wowow, we said hi and said we’re fans of his, and yeah :) it was cool. Then we met up with uh the photographer that Fyona was shooting with. The dude was hmhm alright, I think the photos came out decently well, but he was fairly quiet and didn’t do too much directing or anything, and yeah. Around this time while the shoot was on going, Catherine texted me out of the blue, and was like wutt you’re in the oc area? Are you free? I was like, oh ye, I am, and she was like oh come hang with cole + these uh 3 friends of hers. Cole is a photographer that I met through Hope and Catherine previously and he’s a pretty nice dude. But yeah, I legit haven’t talked to Catherine since like winter break lol. Uhh after the shoot was over, it was almost 3, and Fyona had to be home by 3. Fyona tried to push it back to 4, so she could come hang with Catherina and I, but she couldn’t. So I had nothing better to do, so I head over and met up with them. They already finished shooting, so we met up at a mcd and chilled. It was cole, some girl, and this guy name Adam, and Catherine ofc. Cole and the girl had to go study math not too long after, so they left. But yeah, Catherine was like, ooh we can hang at her place, so we all head over to Catherine’s place (adam, cat, and I). Adam turned out to be a pretty nice dude, he’s into streetwear a bit, and plays overwatch. They all went to the same school at Catherine, so that’s how they know each other. Catherine told me that her mom and grandma occasionally asks where I’ve been lol, since I used to go over to her house quite frequently over winter break. When we got to her house, I said hi to her grandma, and she was surprised to see me lol. Also met her mom a bit later and she was like ooh you’re back home. Idk I think it’s kinda cool that they like me? Idk why they do, since I don’t really do anything lol. But yeah :D wooo! Anyways, we hung out and watched supernatural (meh tv show) at catherine’s living room. Then we decided to head over to south coast plaza, since nothing better to do. Walked around and it was cool. Stopped by the Saint Laurent store, but I was dressed poorly and didn’t want to go in, but Adam did haha. Shortly after, all the stores were closing and it was only like 6:30, but I guess it’s a Sunday. We head over to a thrift store nearby just for fun idk. Didn’t buy anything, but Catherine randomly met up/saw one of her friends, and they were like omg. They made me take a pic of them, and I used my iphone 7 portrait mode and they were like wowow lit. The girl left, and then Catherine, Adam, and I decided to go grab boba + ice cream at some boba place in garden grove. I’ve been there before once with Calvin, and the place is okie. It was getting close to 8:30 and Catherine had to go home. I was gonna go meet up with my buddy Brent, who came to the oc area to hang out. He also was hanging out with his gf, since uh she was staying at her roommate Shannie’s place in Laguna Beach for the 3 day weekend for fun. So he figured he’ll come down to hang with me and elizabeth/shannie. So I was driving Adam and Catherine back, and Catherine’s mom told her to be home by like 8:30ish or whatever. So I was like ooh, I can drop you off first, then Adam. But she was like oh it’d be easier for u to drop off adam, and then bring me home. I didn’t really mind the order, since they’re both the same distance regardless and nearby. Adam and I insisted on dropping Catherine off home first, since she did have a curfew and didn’t wanna make her get in trouble with her mom. So when I was dropping her off, she was like, ‘you’re gonna come to my place after u drop off adam right?’ I was like ???? what in my head O_O.. Since I was gonna go have a nice dinner with buddy Brent. Then she pulled the idk sympathy/guilt trip card. She was like, ‘oh you’re leaving tomorrow, and haven’t posted snapsfromtheo in a while. also idk if i’ll be able to make it to lunch tomorrow too’. She suggested lunch the next day, before I leave. So uhh, idk ;-; i’m a weak boy and couldn’t say no after she said all that... I had to text brent and was like T_T sorry I can’t make it ahhh, and explained why. Elizabeth and brent were fine for it and encouraged me to go to cat’s house... I was like lol... But yeah, went over to her place after dropping off Adam. Honestly it wasn’t anything eventful. We sat fairly close in her living room couch, watched supernatural, and made small conversation here and there. Then it was like 11ish and I went home afterwards. Idk it was okie and not bad, but I kinda would have rather ate dinner with my buddy brent and elizabeth. But yeah, Sunday was still a pretty surprising day. Hung out with Fyona, met popular ig photographer, randomly ended up hanging out with Catherine, got guilt tripped, and didn’t hang out with Brent/Elizabeth. But had a good day nevertheless!

Monday was still a fairly interesting day as well. So I woke up, and then around like 1ish, picked up Catherine, and we decided to get ramen. I chose kitakata ramen, since she never been there before haha. There was quite a wait when we got there like 40 mins. So we decided to stop by the camp or whatever, which is nearby Kitakata. The camp is like a small food + shopping area, with a unique design. It was kinda cool to walk around, and then uh Catherine made me take another photo of her with my iPhone 7 portrait mode haha. It was kinda nice hanging out with her, and then we made it back in time before we got called to come inside kitakata. She turned out to like kitakata quite a bit, and agrees it’s better than shin sen gumi haha. While we were eating, she made an instagram post and uploaded the iphone 7 photo I took of her that day, and had a very nice caption about me... ;-; I was like nooo, don’t give me affection, I am weak boy in my head. But yeah, while we were eating, she roasted me a bit for not telling her that I was back in the oc area, but I was like I casually snapchatted it tho! She was like wowow i had to find out from Fyona’s snapchat story sad. So now I have to tell her the next time I’m heading back. I dropped her off and got a big hug, and then I headed off to pick up Fyona. For Catherine, it was definitely nice seeing her and hanging out with her again after not seeing her in a while. She oddly was super nice and made a lot of idk effort/took the initiative to hang out! I guess I’ve kinda grown out of my crush on her, and not really interested anymore. But it was nice hanging out with her as friends and would prob hang out with her again if I go home for the weekend. Fyona wanted to hang out before I left, and was free around like 2ish. But I was still with cat until 3, but fyona nice girl and waited till 3 to hang out with me. Then we went to ikea, since she wanted to. We got ikea food, sigh I ate again, and idk how or why I did. But yeah, ikea food is honestly not that bad considering the price. I’ve eaten their ice cream/hot dog before, but monday I ate their other food, and it’s not bad considering the price. It was cool walking around and chilling with Fyona, and then it was like 5 so I had to drop Fyona off, then it was time to head back to SB. I left for SB around rush hour, but surprisingly there was no traffic at all! O_O I was so surprised... Like idk why, since shouldn’t national holidays normally have more ppl free and driving around rush hour? But yeah, even when passing LA, there was no traffic and it wasn’t even raining or anything... I got back to SB fairly quickly, but I was kinda tired after the short 2 hour drive. Idk I guess I don’t go home as often as I used to, so I don’t drive long distances frequently anymore, so it kinda burns me out nowadays haha. Oh well. But got back at night, rested for a bit, then had to do my history homework and math homework, so I stayed up a bit late. It was nice sleeping in my room in SB again, since idk used to my pillow setup at SB lol.

Tuesday and Wednesday has been ughhh. So Tuesday, I slept late on monday doing homework, but I had to wake up early for my 8 am history section. It was raining as well at 8 am, so I had to go to class in the cold rain at 8 am T_T. Then after, my friend brent came over to get lunch and hang out for a bit. Then went to 4 o’clock class and got back. Then my 2nd pair of yeezys came! So there’s quite a story behind this, but I’m lazy to write it all out. But brent and i supposed to cop yeezys together during the drop. He fell asleep at like 3 am, and I did wake him up by calling him, and then he went back to sleep and asked me to get his size. I did, but I didn’t tell him I did, since Idk if he deserved it. It’s like waiting in a long concert ticket line to get concert tickets at 3 am, and your friend who’s waiting in line with you is tired and goes home and asks for u to stay up and try to get their ticket. it’s like uhhh, if I put in all this work, and you didn’t at least wait up with me/tried with me, do you deserve it still? But yeah, I ended up being nice and sold him the yeezys for retail. He was very very surprised and very grateful, and it was like a nice surprise gift. Since he did want the pair, but was sad he didn’t get it since he fell asleep. But yeah, he promised to treat me out to a lavish dinner one of these days to make it up for me and was super happy. Then he left, and Tuesday night began. I had 2 long long lab reports due the next day on Wednesday AND I had a midterm for greek myth. I didn’t really study for greek myth, since class is fairly easy, but still. I legit pulled an all nighter with my friend Kristy, and we both finally finished the two long lab reports at like 10 AM lol... So I was EXHAUSTED. I went to class to take my midterm and I think I did pretty well on it, maybe an A. But I was sleepy af and just wanted to sleep sigh... Then I stayed up and then finished up lab report completely + did prelab, and then studied for the lab quiz that’ll happen during lab. So yeah did that, went to lab, turned everything in, took quiz, and the experiment was kinda long and lame. But I’m finally free! The rest of the week isn’t too bad, besides the fact that I have to study for my math midterm on Tuesday. But ughh, I’m basically ready to pass out, since I legit haven’t slept in so long lol... Long long day, but yeah that was my kinda adventurous weekend, and long Tuesday night and Wednesday. Tomorrow should be not bad and smash tournie to go to! So woo, hopefully this weekend will be great too~

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february: week 4

20: ho hum. i was in much dull pain in the morning. i did work from home today and i worked on looking into using camtasia and recording videos in between meetings today. kevin didn’t have work today so he spent his time making ratatouille pasta for us for lunch. thank you <3 it was delicious haha. he also gamed until he got sick of dota 2. i exercised after work. i did 45 minutes of kickboxing with weights and then i showered right after so that my hair would dry in time for sleep. everything felt good (other than my stomach) today. like it was nice to work out at like 5-6 pm again and shower at an earlier time. we spent the rest of the evening watching ‘izombie.’ it’s getting more interesting. we had pasta for dinner but also ate pizza... we were really hungry for some reason? we didn’t get full, which was weird. i looked up why i felt like i wasn’t full and it’s because it’s my time of month. apparently bodies burn more calories during this time lol. so we ate half a pizza and some pasta. kevin vacuumed and swiffered while i got ready for bed. then we played some pokemon and i ko’d before 1 am. zzzz. here’s to spending more time with kevin on a weekday <3

21: i felt energized when i woke up and ready for work. the train was a bit late though so i got to work a bit later than i expected and i also took a nap on the train...so then i felt really sleepy coming into the office. the office was pretty full today! hehe. cole, charles, and i went to kane’s donuts and started our mid-morning off right. i love my t7 team. :) john sat at my desk yesterday because the heater was on (no one was there to turn it off) and the building was like 80 degrees and being in the separate office was even hotter :O haha good thing i didn’t come in. jim was also melting... the morning was hard for me because i was sleepy but i did learn more about camtasia and made a to-do list for myself. i had 3 meetings today so i had to juggle videos and meetings like yesterday. i realized that i can’t do video work in the office because it’s an open space and that i will work from home to do video work from now on.

i was in meetings for the rest of the day. i bonded with charles and cole over pokemon LOL and john was a bit bewildered about our generation because cole and i brought in our 3ds’s to work :P i left work at 3 pm after a meeting to catch the train before my last one at 4:30 pm. i picked up my memebox package and then got comfy and got back to work. after the meeting, i looked up where to eat for boston’s restaurant week and i got super excited. hehehe. then i made shiitake rice and prepped the veggies for dinner. i started exercising after and kevin came back. i finished exercising while kevin finished cooking dinner. then we watched 2 episodes of izombie while eating dinner and kevin made me feel bad about spoiling the show but then he revealed that he also knew -__-” JERK haha. then i got ready for bed and ko’d at like 1 am.

22: mmm i had a late morning. kevin went to work and then i got up, ate cereal, and went straight to recording and editing these video tutorials. it’s a lot harder than i expected and i’m not enjoying it as much as making templates for clients right now, ahha. i’m not comfortable with making video tutorials yet. i took a short break for lunch and watched the latest episode of ‘jane the virgin.’ i went back to editing and messing with camtasia until around 5 pm. it was a really chill day. i played pokemon for a bit and then made dinner. kevin was really tired for some reason and asked if he could just chill on the couch for a bit. he ended up taking a nap :P i made pico de gallo (a very chunky one), shredded lettuce, washed the black beans, made rice, and baked chicken thighs. i was in love with the salad i got with cole so i wanted to make it at home. when i started eating it, i realized that i just made chipotle...LOL. i really liked the chicken but i think if the pico had smaller chunks of red onion and tomato, it would have tasted better. we watched two episodes of izombie and then kevin went to game. i played some pokemon; i’m trying to get a razor claw from jangmo-o T_T it’s so hard. i gave up and then did 20 minutes of obliques and 35 minutes of kickboxing. this video hurt more than the 45 minute one! maybe i should skip weights for now. i went to shower and then kevin and i played pokemon in bed before sleeping at like 1:30 am.

23: lol i guess i’m working from home the rest of the week? it’s been hard trying to motivate myself to make tutorials and videos. i feel like i’m bad at explaining things and i need feedback. hopefully, phil lets me know what he thinks today. i made a small to-do list for the morning and then put on some music and tried to pump myself up. oh, my facebook cleanse has been going alright. i still open up my chrome browser and pause and then close it again because that habit has been ingrained in me. x__x maybe i should go for a full facebook deactivation? that seems too intense though. i also need to stop going on snapchat so much. i’m gonna start that cleanse soon too. haha i waste too much time on these apps when i could be playing pokemon (not being on facebook opened that up) or even reading. that’s my other goal. i think if i keep with this cleanse, i will be able to fit in both. i won’t give up my youtube videos though. the downside is that i usually find weird and interesting things on facebook to read and stuff, but i can also educate myself with reading.

anyway, it was a pretty productive day. i figured out how i want to approach the tutorials and etc. i got to talk with phil and sultan as well. we had a somewhat late and long client meeting, which ended my day at about 6:45 pm... i also was frustrated with catching the ultra beasts in pokemon so my mood was kinda ruined for the rest of the day. we ate leftovers for dinner and watched ‘izombie’ after i had a tantrum x__x then kevin dropped the corner iphone on my eyebrow bone on accident and i cried again LOL. it hurt :( but i think it was also because of the shock. kevin went to game and then i pushed myself to workout even though i was super tired from my emotions. i did an intense 30 minute tabata workout and i did 15 minutes or so of hip hop cardio. i haven’t done hip hop cardio in a while. then i showered and kevin and i played pokemon before bed and then we went to sleep at around 1 or 2 am. i caught a good nihilego before sleeping toooo.

24: i got up and scheduled things for next week. it’s a bit of a weird week so i hopefully will be in the office for 2.5 days and then the rest will be wfh for videos and late-ish meetings. then i got on a two hour training session and then right after, i microwaved lunch and then went into another meeting and after that, another two hour session. i caught 4 fairly good pheromosas and took a break from pokemon after learning that xurkitree is a pain in the butt to catch and to get a good one without a synchronized abra. blech. i spent an hour planning to start a video series called, “2MINShowcase.” it will be a series of videos showcasing products, brands, and services that i love and enjoy. i’m excited to start! it’s hard organizing and curating these collections though. i think i have one to shoot tomorrow! i’m going to shoot with my iphone 7 and edit with camtasia as a nice little exercise for now.

kevin stayed later than he expected and didn’t go climbing right after work. instead, he came back right when i was going to prep the pork cutlets to make tonkatsu. lol, i would have started prepping earlier if i knew. i turned off my work phone when i was done with work for the day and kevin sent messages there so i missed it by 30 minutes or so. well, we talked while we cooked together. kevin did a really dumb thing: put cold water in a pot of super hot oil. omg...it made a big oily splash when he did that and it scared the shit out of me. sometimes, he just doesn’t think in the kitchen... no one was hurt though, thankfully. we finished preparing dinner with no more kitchen incidents. we had tonkatsu spring rolls while watching the newest episode of supernatural. then kevin went to game after i felt like he insinuated that i am fat (he told me to exercise and i asked him if i should and then he continued to say that people run in the morning all the time and he compared all of the exercises i do to that. -__- then he said that he knows not to lift everyday but it doesn’t really apply to cardio. idk if you would get offended, but i did).

i think i actually ko’d for a bit and then woke up and did my damn 500 calorie burning popfitness video. then i showered and washed my hair. i don’t remember the last time i washed it LOL. it’s been a while because i worked from home basically the entire week. hmmm. anyway, i’m getting a little crazy from staying inside. i watched the free episode of the ‘try guys’ youtube red series and then went to sleep at like 2 or 3 am.

25: uhhhh my body was awake at 9:30 am but i got up at like 12:50 pm LOL. kevin made us breakfast: egg mcmuffin with leftover pico. i think the pico i made has a bit too much red onion... it’s upsetting my stomach in a way. i think i need to stop eating it lol. i watched ‘reign’ while kevin watched a dota game. then he tried getting a haircut but he had to wait after 9 other people...so he rq’d and got us bubble tea and then came back. after kevin left though, i went straight to recording my video series. the iphone 7 camera is soooo nice. i hate that my oneplus one always tries to auto-focus so it kind of zooms in and out. it’s so not cool. for some reason, it took 1-2 hours for my iphone to upload 17 1-minute or less videos to dropbox... so i sat and waited and edited as each clip came in. ugh. oh, kevin came back and then went straight to rock climbing. lol i lost track of time because of editing.

then i had to take a break and ate leftovers for dinner with kevin. we watched two episodes of izombie and then i went back to editing. i finished and tried uploading but then i was slowing down kevin’s connection so he restarted the router and i stopped (even though i was super excited about uploading it to youtube and facebook) -____-” so i just did hip hop cardio while he gamed. he finished his game like 30 minutes later and asked and i said no because it was too late for people to even see it if i posted it. ugh. i came back and uploaded it after my workout. then youtube took down my video T__T so i spent a few hours looking up youtube rules and violations and etc. then i finally went to shower and then i got in bed and played a few minutes of pokemon. it was like 4-5 am by the time we went to sleep LOL. kevin was up watching a dota tournament.

26: we got out of bed at like 2 pm or something LOL gg us. then kevin made us pico with scrambled eggs. it definitely made the red onion more tolerable. then he gamed for a bit while i finally uploaded my video to facebook, curled my hair, and then got ready for groceries. oh, we also planned food this week in bed. we didn’t need to get much because we’re going to new york on friday. so excited! we went to kam man and got some drinks to bring over to winston’s and jeanne’s along with groceries. we actually had to stock up on a few things so we did a lot of grocery shopping in general. then we went to roche bros and finally stopped at bj’s. we spent like 2 hours grocery shopping because i had coupons for bj’s and there were two coupon books so we had to check if each item we wanted was worth or not. we ended up getting more than what we needed...like chicken nuggets for example haha.

we got back, unloaded, kevin started cooking hong shao rou, i started laundry and cleaned the bathroom and then went to cutting apples for our puff pastry apple hand pies. it took me forever to find the recipe michelle gave me for the filling of an apple pie and also the other recipe i used to bake the hand pies and how to seal them as well. it was crazy. we ate dinner while standing and waiting for other things to cook. then i assembled the pies, put them in the oven and then we put up all of the artwork and posters we have gotten for the apartment so far. while kevin was putting up the final one, i took down our christmas tree. kevin finished putting it in the box while i showered at like 12:30 am or something. it was late af. i finished folding the clothes and then i stayed up a bit watching clothesencounters’ new video. i went to sleep at like 1 or 2 am but i think i actually fell asleep asleep at 3 am or whenever kevin got into bed x__X; this is what happens when you get up at 2 pm when you got shit to do LOL!