#4AM decisions

[theshitpostcalligrapher]

realized earlier today that upon being given a set of keys to lock up at work (there are so many fucking doors the fuck) my lanyard was getting to they beat jesus with that kinda energy

[nabaath-areng]

People who main housing are stronger than me, I'm trying to make some changes to Ieeha's apartment and it's an Effort to do so

[whatthefuckisasweep]

sighing and putting my head in my hands and crying and throwing up as i think about stanley uris and how he was the most terrified loser.

how he was deathly scared of being dirty, of not knowing where he was, of not being able to predict the world around him. how he was more scared of his world order being offended than anything else. how knowing that pennywise is real sent him down this spiral of 'what else can be real' and it broke him. but he STILL was the one who cut everyone's hand and made the oath. how bill constantly reminds him of his bird book and how it saved him. how he is more mentally fragile than eddie. how he's one of the only Losers who ever says "i can't do this", but he still gets to his feet and makes jokes right after he cries. stan uris, who, after Mike is like, "i just saw a killer bird!" goes, "what kind of bird?"

thinking about how we really don't know how his death went down so we don't know what he was thinking in those last moments. how he threw away his whole picturesque life because of a promise he made, and because he couldn't honor it. how he's such a private person, a quiet one, but he's so so so sharp and graceful. i wish they showed more of his fear in the movies, how much it fucked him up in the end.

stanley uris i think about you a lot.

[tonydaddingham]

that is quite the url .

the pathetic squirmy slimy little weasel man got to me. what else is new

[improbabledreamgirl]

Good Omens S2E6 and Brokeback Mountain in one night? not a good idea

[evtoine]

Maybe there was a lesson there to learn But I never got that far And waiting to find out might cost me my mind.

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[starsinorion]

...i post this doodle here and then we never talk about it again.

[IMAGE ID: A quick digital sketch of moon, except the crescent side of his face is cheese and the right side looks like melting cheese. The stars on his nightcap are also replaced with cheese. The text reads "Mooncheese*" above moon, the asterisk leading to small writing that says "*80% Melatonin, 20% cheese flavour." There are also the words "Sleebytime dairy!" underneath moon, a reference to the original moondrop posters /. END ID]

An awful awful inside joke made by a sleep deprived me and some awesome ppl on the DCA discord (I need sleep. Moon would not be proud.) :D

[kasirose]

so it’s like 4am, we’re sleep deprived and my friend decided to look at spicy malec gifs and we were laughing about how thirsty Alec is so I said he was even thirstier in the books and uhhhhhh I may have introduced her to the first time scene in TRSOM (where he threatens to jump out a window) and suddenly she’s drawing spicy fanart XD

[kiynania]

So here's something I thought abt Friday

What if their was an another and WAY more disturbing way to merge with your element

What if when an elemental master starts to lose their mind and drive into insanity there's like stages of what's going to happen to their element. At first, their element starts to act out, but slowly like once every 5 days, then if the elemental master's mental health has done nothing but deteriorate, then I'm the element just starts lashing out and complete going after the stuff and ppl around the elemental master as a way to WARN the elemental master to stop and get the help they need. But if nothing happens then the element slowly starts to merge with the elemental master and they won't realize it until the transformation is more than halfway done and by then, there's nothing they can do abt it besides let it happen unwillingly. And once the merging part is completely finished, the elemental master starts to slowly lose their memories bc it's the only thing the element can do to put the elemental master out of their misery. Once their memories are completely erased, they're officially one with their element and don't question it at all. Unlike Nya, who did manage to separate herself from her element, the elemental master that went insane CANNOT separate from their element or remember anything from their past, no matter what happens, they're just stuck there for the rest of eternity.

[vmpirevnom]

Adrienne: why would Gilbert do this?

Clotilde: it's because he has the AU gene, otherwise known as, "the audacity"

[justanotherwastedyouth]

Dating someone with a very different circadian rhythm is challenging I'll tell you what.

[aria0fgold]

Learning how to draw the back view with Soleil 101.

You may be wondering, are those eyes on their body? Well-- Don't worry about it--

[mistletien]

it's 5am and I am awake

time to look at my WoL

[fagsaporta]

moving to @antlerknives

[fox-guardian]

ya ever just. regret.

[mandsleanan]

The ecstasy of going out for local pizza at 10 pm.

The agony of waking up at 3 am needing about ten glasses of water.