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like its actually so joever
#had to skip diffeq yesterday for my stupid digital logic design lab#which i didnt finish because the instructions straight up lied to me so i had to restart#and obviously i couldnt get it working in time since the pre lab was just Do the lab outside of lab#because you werent going to have wnough time to do the lab in the lab#and i cant go to the friday section because its packed and im actually going to get kicked out#bc they dont have enough boards for wverybody#so i have to go to my tas office hours which are in the middle of my diffeq class#and we have a quiz every thursday which is when my tas office hours are#and like they hand the quiz out at the end of class which is like 40 mins after my tas office hours end#but the issue is for complicated reasons it takes me like about an hour minimum each way to get to my lab#and thursday is obviously tomorrow so i have to finish redoing my prototype by tonight#but i have work from 4-8 and i skipped yesterdays ode#so i have no idea what the thursday quiz is going to be on#and obviously i havent studied at all and i need to do that because this professor sucks#and actually hates giving partial credit like straight up he gave me a 50% on a question i got right#because i forgot my plus c and didnt check my work#and also to make my tas office hours i have to skip my physics class in its entirety#which is really bad because theyre going to be covering the stuff thats on our quiz#which conevniently happens to be on the day of the career fair#and which i need to do really well on because i got a 70 on the last one#but considering the class mean and median was a 50 i guess im not doing all that bad#but this professor will kill himsef before he curves#and i havent even looked at my programming assignment thats due on sunday#so basically everything is horrible and its week four lol
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cons of going to a “good schoolTM”: insane workload, unbearable classmates, next to no support when you have any kind of extenuating circumstances Including literal hospitalization, etc
pros of going to a “good schoolTM”: the 9-5 lifestyle is genuinely a major improvement
#taylor.txt#the extenuating circumstances point was not me btw. i know someone who had his degree delayed an entire year because of two weeks in psych#we’re in a co-op program or else maybe it wouldve just been one semester but. lol#i hate it here…i hate it#but hey…at least i have the world’s shittiest health insurance!#some of my classmates say they dont feel like working full-time is easier than going to school full-time but it so is#for me. anyway. even when i fumbled my time management bad on the field and make no mistake i was incredibly busy plus i chose a field#notorious for Unpaid Overtime and Taking Your Work Home. even then. it was still easier than this#i would never do undergrad again. i loved everything i learned. i took interesting and awesome classes#but i would never ever do it again. miserable overworked spent most of it friendless until i got on the field#i have a friend who keeps being like idk how you did 4 physics classes this sem and im like girl we are education students…thats an average#semester for a physics major. how must THEY feel#also i have to say just you know. generally. ive worked full-time while living with my parents#AND while living alone. and 50 hours a week was incredibly manageable in the former arrangement. i even wrote and edited an entire novel#in the beginning stages of a pandemic while working 50 hours a week of retail and fast food hell. 40 hours full-time with weekends off#while living alone though? thats hard. i still managed to go to the gym almost every day#currently? i cant get out of bed in the morning. i am putting in 12 hour days and then goinng to bed unable to sleep because im so stressed#i have dreams about school. tangentially theres a really good marxist poem i read last year about this phenomenon in workers#ANYWAY. i have just 8 more days 4 exams 1 research paper and video project#i think i can pass and then thats it. my next semester is hell but just because scheduling the actual classes will be easy#and then i get to go back on the field and actually want to wake up every day. lol#and 8 days from now i will have my christmas shopping done and my apartment will be clean and i will be a fanfic writing machine#also my friends and i booked a demolition room so im sure that will be beneficial kfldjfldndks
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the really fun part about being in my mid-20s and working at a place where people understand that people on their mid-20s aren’t the best decision-makers… is that i never have to make hard decisions at my job <3
#like wow can u believe ur boss just tells u to do a task and all u have to do is the task#meanwhile when I was 22 I had to design an English intervention plan for all the seniors at the high school I taught at who were#at risk of not graduating. Can’t say that went very well.#and then when I was 24 I ran an after school program where I was the building admin for 40+ kids for 3 hours a day#which is unhinged#ANYWAY schools should be illegal#and now I do tasks :)#alas one day I dream of going back to the Torture Zone but I htink I’ll feel a little less tortured if I’m not 26 years old lmfao#26yos should do tasks. not call ambulances or manage million dollar grants lmfao
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once again sitting through a list of outdated misconceptions abt autism yay
#also being in a room with the worst blinding fluorescents with a migraine AND the lecturer is talking about sensory issues#and sensory adaptations students might need. so you couldn't possibly ignore your own sensory troubles#my schools ed program is great for sitting 40 ppl in a 3 hour lecture twice a day so we can learn that kids need exactly not that to thrive#😬👍#the prof is so well meaning and kind it's just always hard hearing very broad surface level statements that contradict ur own experiences#post canceled a kind and sweet magpie came over and chatted at w me at my window hi buddy#post
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i swear i'll pipe down about voicebank things eventually but good news i got to 39% completion today ( n i c e ) but bad news that was all the easy samples (end breaths and VVs) and when i timed myself on a standard CVVC sample it came out to roughly 10 minutes meaning that if i work on oto'ing all the remaining samples without stopping or being distracted, the rest of this library will take me roughly 49 hours of work to complete
#im yelling#thankfully this library doesn't need to be complete for another several months but#i am also very much going to be going back to my internship program in the fall#so i would very much like to have it done in the next two or so months#which currently equals out to about#probably at least 40 minutes of work a day#which while not unbearable for oto work#is definitely less than optimal#though very on brand considering salvador AR took like 10 months of exporting and sample cleaning and oto work to finish sdkjfhlk#i really am just grand at shooting myself in the foot huh#first recording for a voice type i physically can no longer recreate without significant strain#then recording basically two reclists per pitch across 6 pitches of CVVC and refusing to condense it#in between those two i also recorded a massive amount of VCV that needs to be manually cleaned because my VST hates me#and coming up soon i am basically combining all of these for an ultra hell dev moment KJHLKJHLSFKJ#i swear to god though i'm going to get this library done#if nothing else than to lay my poor restless soul to peace skjdfghlkj
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my mom: "I'm surprised you've been able to consistently wake up at 6:30 in the morning to get breakfast before class"
me, who somehow got cursed to feel Bad and Like I'm Going To Pass Out if I skip even half a meal: "haha yeah, well, breakfast is important!"
#melon rambles#genuinely don't know what's happened to my body since living at college#I can only assume it's because I'm more active?#but today I did nothing but sit on the couch#and I accidentally skipped lunch because I woke up way later and it threw off my schedule#and halfway through the hour drive back to college I was like 'oh I forgot to eat lunch. I should really eat something' and by the time I#got to the dining hall (at most 40 minutes later) I legit felt so exhausted and out of it and a little bit like I was dying#so.#and then the last two hours have been filled with light snacks and apple juice trying to bring back some energy (which is working a bit)#I miss the days where I didn't feel like I was going to keel over from missing one meal#I mean I've been really good at not getting to that point 99% of days#but dear lord accidentally missing one meal today because I hyperfocused on programming SUCKED
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i really like the look of things people make in adobe illustrator but unfortunately i dont want to give adobe money. so sad i'm going to complain about this on the website that also hates giving adobe money
#.communications array#i dont know if its even practical to learn a new program within two days to do about 30-40 images#WHICH FOR THE RECORD I AM NOT FREEHANDING ITS GOING TO BE SHIFT-CLICK ART#EVEN IF I COULD I JUST GOT DONE MOVING MY LEFT HAND STILL HASNT STOPPED BEING WEIRD. I'D INJURE MYSELF#laying dead on the floor though i forgot to take my caffeine pills. im going to have to (skee)ball this entry so bad.
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You know how in algebra, they teach you to manipulate formulas so you can work backwards and get the answer if you have the variables to work with? Like you use the formula as is and you get the answer; you manipulate the formula to isolate x and you use what you have to find the answer. Well in food service math, it doesn't really work like that. There is always one extra step before you can do anything. You have to do that one step before you can continue the rest of your calculations. It would be nice if that extra step was the same for every formula and that way, it would be consistent. But NO, not in food service. The extra step at the beginning is different for every calculation, and if you think you can manipulate the formula to work backwards and think it's simple, you are incorrect and you WILL get the wrong answer. Food service is the bane of my existence and I'm doing my best to crack it so I don't struggle with this on my test. It is absolute garbage math. Dietitians pulled this out of their butts and called it math, and they made it everyone else's problem, too. Thanks, I hate it.
#fran talks#this is why im doing notecards for formulas#theres almost 40 formulas#i wish my program would have been in order so i could have learned these better#but it was a hot mess so i learned nothing from this food service math course#but of course its really important now#because of course it is why wouldnt it be? its not like we hate it or anything#i dont want to manifest anything but i am praying so hard that i dont get a food service job#i dont want to work with this math#i want the math to calculate for patients' needs thats where its at#thats what every dietitian wants thats why we study dietetics#to tell people how to eat what to eat and when to eat it#not this nightmare inducing math that i know was written by smug jerks who had nothing better to do#sat around one day and went hey! we should write some deranged math formulas#that'll REALLY mess up future generations#everything about food service besides the foodboren illnesses are fine#to learn#but learning the math is the worst part of it#i can tolerate different numbers for everything but i draw the line at this math bs
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that's fucking wild bc the place I was at was extremely understanding about us missing school, whether it be due to covid or depression
being a student during peak pandemic was so fucking surreal like. "it's not an excuse to fall behind" I cannot stress enough to you how much A Worldwide Plague Upending Life As We Know It is literally one of The Top Three Reasons to fall behind
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I hate to be in this kinda mood where I'm not up for anything. Games? No. Videos? No. Drawing? No. Food? No. Sleep? No.
What's missing? What am I craving?
#dragon's stupid thoughts#i think I'm just drained from everything. I'm always doing the same in mc as I never know what else to do as build a house and huge#storage and getting all the essentials. drawing the comic has taken up so much time by now (my program says I'm working on it for#40 hours already) and the videos I watch are still sorta entertaining but all the youtube drama is kinda the same: everyone would#do everything for clicks. views and money.#maybe work and going to that demonstration tomorrow will help me get better#depressing thought that tomorrow is the last day of my internship. i really liked it there. the people were cool. location was cool. -#work time was cool. sigh. gonna miss it. cuz school always starts so early and you have to do homework and get grades and uugghhh#a pet dragon would fix me#going to sleep now as there is nothing that can please me
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HSR VERSION 1.6 TRAILER ON THE 15TH COME ON NOW
#usually theres 5-6 weeks (like 35-40 days) between version programs#and theyre always on fridays#(except 1.2 was on a saturday but whatever)#and the version program wasnt yesterday so its most likely gonna be NEXT FRIDAY#WHICH IS THE 15TH
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the job hunt is so tiring
#like. ive had. 4 interviews now? two offers. one ghosted me halfway through the process. the other gave me time to think#and then backfilled the position the next day and didnt tell me#so. cool. had an offer and then got Fucked#drove 40 minutes out to this one and got rebuffed bc im a student without much week availability#and its a hike for me#i have 2 more. hopefully one of those fucking works bc gdi i need a job.#this process has taken like a full month and a half.#and i do need a job bc i got fucking $85 of my paycheck deducted by the government for a retirement program i oped out of 🙃#but apparently not fast enough!#so now im looking at being out $170/month#which. is bad!#bc i have student loans coming due soon!!! and i cant really afford them!!!!!! if this!!! keeps!!!!! happening!!!!!!!!!!!!!#aaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
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Camera-trapping data revealed in a new study show a steady recovery of tigers in Thailand’s Western Forest Complex over the past two decades.
The tiger recovery has been mirrored by a simultaneous increase in the numbers of the tigers’ prey animals, such as sambar deer and types of wild cattle.
The authors attribute the recovery of the tigers and their prey to long-term efforts to strengthen systematic ranger patrols to control poaching as well as efforts to restore key habitats and water sources.
Experts say the lessons learnt can be applied to support tiger recovery in other parts of Thailand and underscore the importance of the core WEFCOM population as a vital source of tigers repopulating adjacent landscapes.
The tiger population density in a series of protected areas in western Thailand has more than doubled over the past two decades, according to new survey data.
Thailand is the final stronghold of the Indochinese tiger (Panthera tigris corbetti), the subspecies having been extirpated from neighboring Cambodia, Laos and Vietnam over the past decade due to poaching, habitat loss and indiscriminate snaring...
Fewer than 200 tigers are thought to remain in Thailand’s national parks and wildlife sanctuaries, only a handful of which are sufficiently undisturbed and well-protected to preserve breeding tigers.
The most important of these protected areas for tigers is the Huai Kha Khaeng Thung Yai (HKK-TY) UNESCO World Heritage Site, which comprises three distinct reserves out of the 17 that make up Thailand’s Western Forest Complex (WEFCOM). Together, these three reserves — Huai Kha Khaeng Wildlife Sanctuary, Thungyai Naresuan West and Thungyai Naresuan East — account for more than a third of the entire WEFCOM landscape.
Now, a new study published in Global Ecology and Conservation documents a steady recovery of tigers within the HKK-TY reserves since camera trap surveys began in 2007. The most recent year of surveys, which concluded in November 2023, photographed 94 individual tigers, up from 75 individuals in the previous year, and from fewer than 40 in 2007.
Healthy tiger families
The study findings reveal that the tiger population grew on average 4% per year in Hua Kha Khaeng Wildlife Sanctuary, the largest and longest-protected of the reserves, corresponding to an increase in tiger density from 1.3 tigers per 100 square kilometers, to 2.9 tigers/100 km2.
“Tiger recoveries in Southeast Asia are few, and examples such as these highlight that recoveries can be supported outside of South Asia, where most of the good news [about tigers] appears to come from,” said Abishek Harihar, tiger program director for Panthera, the global wildcat conservation organization, who was not involved in the study.
Among the camera trap footage gathered in HKK-TY over the years were encouraging scenes of healthy tiger families, including one instance of a mother tiger and her three grownup cubs lapping water and lounging in a jacuzzi-sized watering hole. The tiger family stayed by the water source for five days during the height of the dry season.
The team of researchers from Thailand’s Department of National Parks, Wildlife and Plant Conservation, the Wildlife Conservation Society, Kasetsart University, and India’s Center for Wildlife Studies deployed camera traps at more than 270 separate locations throughout the HKK-TY reserves, amassing 98,305 days’ worth of camera-trap data over the 19-year study period.
Using software that identifies individual tigers by their unique stripe patterns, they built a reference database of all known tigers frequenting the three reserves. A total of 291 individual tigers older than 1 year were recorded, as well as 67 cubs younger than 1 year [over the course of the study].
Ten of the tigers were photographed in more than one of the reserves, indicating their territories straddled the reserve boundaries. The authors conclude that each of the three reserves has a solid breeding tiger population and that, taken together, the HKK-TY landscape is a vital source of tigers that could potentially repopulate surrounding areas where they’ve been lost. This is supported by cases of known HKK-TY tigers dispersing into neighboring parts of WEFCOM and even across the border into Myanmar.
Conservation efforts pay off
Anak Pattanavibool, study co-author and Thailand country director at the Wildlife Conservation Society, told Mongabay that population models that take into account the full extent of suitable habitat available to tigers within the reserves and the likelihood that some tigers inevitably go undetected by camera surveys indicate there could be up to 140 tigers within the HKK-YT landscape.
Anak told Mongabay the tiger recovery is a clear indication that conservation efforts are starting to pay off. In particular, long-term action to strengthen systematic ranger patrols to control poaching as well as efforts to boost the tigers’ prey populations seem to be working, he said.
“Conservation success takes time. At the beginning we didn’t have much confidence that it would be possible [to recover tiger numbers], but we’ve been patient,” Anak said. For him, the turning point came in 2012, when authorities arrested and — with the aid of tiger stripe recognition software — prosecuted several tiger-poaching gangs operating in Huai Kha Khaeng. “These cases sent a strong message to poaching gangs and they stopped coming to these forests,” he said."
...ranger teams have detected no tiger poaching in the HKK-TY part of WEFCOM since 2013.
-via Mongabay News, July 17, 2024
#tigers#thailand#thai#endangered species#big cats#conservation#wildlife#wildlife conservation#wildlife photography#poaching#good news#hope
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Can you offer any advice for avoiding hoarding when part of the problem is that trying to deal with the clutter and garbage and dirt causes paralyzing anxiety? I want my house to be clean and cluttered because it's stuff I like, but instead it's full of trash and stuff that had a place but doesn't seem to fit back in it after being used.
I can absolutely offer advice about that.
Short TL;DR:
Select the room you want to clean and make a map of it.
Divide the room into small segments like "top of desk" or "cabinet under sink" or even "half of junk drawer." SMALL segments.
Designate bags "trash," "donate," and "consider later."
Schedule a time to work on cleaning each segment, don't just assume "i'll do it next week." Write down an assigned day for each area.
Go into your target area and sort things into those bags.
Optionally, create a bag for memento items to put into a specific memento box/book.
Take bags out of the space when they are full to make more room to work and to see progress.
Do the section for the day and stop. Don't get overwhelmed by a ton of stuff, stop when you've done what you planned for the day (unless you've got good momentum built up and continuing will energize you.)
Long TL;DR:
Go someplace where you are not looking at the mess. You want to draw a map of the room, but you do not want to be in the room. Work one room at a time.
Divide the area you want to clean into very small spaces. You aren't cleaning an entire desk, you are cleaning one drawer of a desk.
Take three containers with you for each section: one trash bag, one donation bag, and one bag of stuff to consider later.
Plan out time to work on the space. Don't say "I'll do the whole thing this weekend" or "I'll get to it after the holidays," sit down and write out a schedule. There's a version of this called 40 bags in 40 days that people do for lent (that was the version of this i first found and followed the first time i did it), but you could do it in ten days, or a hundred, just try to stick to working on each segment on the day it's scheduled.
In each space, keep the stuff that's obviously meant to go there in that space, so if you're cleaning a desk drawer and it has a stapler in it, the stapler can stay there but if the staples and paper clips and rubber bands are a mess put that stuff into the "consider later" bin. Same thing with papers; if you've got a bunch of papers and you may need to keep some and may need to trash some, put them in the "consider later"
THERE IS AN OPTIONAL BIN FOR PEOPLE WHO WANT TO HANG ON TO A MILLION MEMENTOS AND CONCERT TICKETS AND SUCH. I make them by getting gallon freezer bags and filling them up with business cards and concert programs and scraps of wrapping paper and birthday cards. This isn't quite "consider later" because it's probably stuff you know you want to keep, this is "I don't have a home for this thing right now but it's not trash" so this is a temporary home for that category.
Remove stuff from the space as you work. As you fill up a bag of trash or consider later or donate, take it out of the space so you aren't looking at it and you can see the progress you're making on the space.
Do each section as you come to it on your schedule and then call it quits. If you cleaned out the counter next to the sink and that was your area for the day, you don't have to worry about the area under the sink unless you have the energy and enthusiasm for it.
Philosophical musing about why this works
The reason this kind of plan works (for me) is by pre-managing several things. You know you're working with a limited area, you know what you're going to do with the stuff you find in that area (put it in one of your bags or leave it where it is if it belongs in that area), you're working on a limited time so this can't stretch out forever it's just a little chunk, you're thinking about the space as you build your plan so you're visualizing the anxiety inducing thing outside of the space that actually gives you the anxiety which hopefully allows you to detach slightly from the anxiety, and you're getting your steps lined up ahead of time so there's no muddle of "what do i do now, how do I get started" - you get started by grabbing your bags and you go to that day's scheduled section.
The whole thing is constructed to prevent you from getting overwhelmed.
I used to try to clean my room as a kid and I would find something that needed to get put away but I didn't know where it went so I'd spend a bunch of time trying to make a space for it and I'd end up getting lost in the weeds of imagining how I'd use the item and if the new place for it was accessible, and oh look at the items that I found in this other place where I was going to put this item and this method cuts off all of that. Where I am putting the item is in the bag, where it is going is the "consider later" pile and when I've cleared out most of the space I can consider where things go when I've gathered all the uncertain things into one place instead of continually unearthing them and disrupting the process of going through stuff.
What it means to Consider Later
The reason you're working room by room is because you should be isolating the consider later pile by room. If you're cleaning out the bedroom you may end up with stuff that belongs in the kitchen or the office, but you'll end up with a lot of stuff that belongs in the bedroom. When you've worked through all your segments, you can sort the consider later pile and now that you have all the objects together, you can consider whether some of them belong together in a space in the room.
For instance, when I first did this there were a lot of books that needed to go on bookshelves, but my bookshelves weren't accessible in the early parts of the process. So books from the floor and the bed and the nightstand went into the consider later pile and after the whole floor was clear and there was no trash on my desk and all the books I was donating had been pulled from my bookshelves, I was able to organize all of my books at once instead of stumbling across a book every four minutes and trying to shelve it.
That's what spawned the memento bags for me; there was a ton of stuff in my consider later bags that didn't precisely have a place but weren't trash and needed a place made for them. If I'd struggled to find where each item went as I cleaned it would have completely stalled me out.
I kept finding yarn as I went but I didn't have a dedicated yarn spot, so I just put yarn in the consider later pile and at the end I found a basket for it and put it on a shelf in the closet that had been cleared out when I'd donated old clothes. If I had tried to find a spot for the yarn before donating the clothes, I would have had to move it once the better spot opened up, so saving all the consider later stuff for later saved me from having to move stuff several times.
If you're in a small space or if you're living with people and you can't make a pile of stuff in another room for two weeks, at the very least remove the trash and donation bags as you go and designate an area for your consider later pile; maybe a laundry basket or something similar so that you can keep it mobile as you clean.
It's kind of like moving in to a new space. When you move in to an empty room, you have all your stuff in boxes and you need to figure out where it goes and that can take a while, but it's sometimes easier to find a place to put things in a new environment than it is to put things back "where they belong" because maybe you've added a dozen skeins to your collection and they don't belong in the little yarn bag anymore.
What to trash, what to donate, and what to consider later
Trash should be immediately obvious as trash. Anything that is trash goes in the trash bag right away.
If you find yourself thinking "but I might use this plastic fork that came with my value meal," or "this receipt may be important," put it in the consider later pile and don't think about it right now.
The donate bag should be for stuff that will still be useful for someone, but won't be useful for you. Clothes that you don't like, books you hated and won't re-read, toys you don't want to keep, all of that goes in the donate pile. If you think you might want to keep a piece of clothing but you want to make sure it doesn't fit, don't stop to try it on now just put it in the consider later pile and you can sort it into the donate bag later.
"Consider later" is for anything that requires more than thirty seconds of thought or effort to handle. If you're looking at your desk and you've got a keyboard for your computer on your desk that keyboard is staying there and doesn't need to be considered. If there's an empty takeout cup on your desk, that cup is going in the trash and doesn't need to be considered. If there's a receipt for your computer sitting on your desk, you may want to save that for record-keeping purposes but may not have a place to put it, so that is what you consider later.
Some guidelines on what is or is not trash
You might look at a sturdy plastic cup from a gas station and say "that isn't trash, I could use that, that's still good" but unless you have a specific purpose in mind for it right now, that is trash. If you wouldn't put it in a donation box to be used for some ambiguous future purpose, you don't need to keep it.
If you have a specific purpose in mind, like using an old milk jug to make a watering pitcher for your plants, it may not be trash. But only ONE is not trash; more than that is trash.
If you wouldn't need to have a hard copy of a paper and you have an electronic copy, it is trash. This means receipts for most everyday purchases like groceries and fast food. Don't keep receipts for items past their return period, don't keep receipts for items that you have a digital copy of unless that item cost over $1000.
Nice cardboard boxes (or good glass jars, or sturdy plastic takeout boxes, or cleaned food containers) that you don't have a use for are trash (or recycling, depending on where you live, but still in the trash category).
If you know someone who is specifically looking for an item (like maybe the neighbor kids are asking for cardboard tubes for a science project, or you work with a meal delivery group that could use extra packets of takeout utensils, or you have a friend who is into canning and has asked for jars, or if you make your own soup stock and need containers to put it in, or if you have a friend who is moving and needs lots of good cardboard boxes) then these items don't *have* to be trash but if you are just keeping them in your space and not giving them to people who want them or putting them to use yourself, they are just trash in your space and you should throw them away.
Memory Books/Memento Bags
I make memory books out of the little items i collect into one gallon storage bags. They allow me to hang onto the stuff that I want to keep because it brings me good memories without having a pile of random junk and sometimes without having to keep the item, or having to keep the whole item.
If the thing I want to keep because it brings me good memories is bulky, perhaps I can take a put a picture of that item to put in the book. If it is a worn out shirt, perhaps I can cut a patch off the shirt to put it in the book. If it is a card, perhaps I can cut out just the front of the card, or I can almost certainly just throw away the envelope and put the card in the book.
If you have things that do *not* fit into the memory book, like costume jewelry or rocks or a weird toy you got out of a coin machine on a really fun family vacation, you can also make a memory box; I have some of these and they've got a bunch of truly random crap in them, but I *like* having the nametag from the four hours that I worked at Denny's, or the keychain from when my mom took me to the morgue training class. It's fine to like these things, and to keep many of them, but you want to keep them someplace that they won't stress you out; that might be a display case for nice things, but it also might be a pretty velvet bag that you periodically pull out of a drawer and sort through like a magpie, or a wooden box that you painted.
You can also be selective about this stuff. You don't need every piece of costume jewelry your grandmother owned; keep the pieces you really like or the ones you have strong memories of or the ones that are very nice or the ones that are in good shape. But look, my mom was a teacher and she had a wide variety of goofy holiday jewelry that she wore in the classroom and I don't need to hang onto that. I don't need the big plastic ghost earrings that won't fit in my plugs, but I'll hang onto the spider brooch. She collected cheap watches - I don't need all of her four dollar watches, I can keep the nice ones, or the one that she got for ten years at her job. Do the same thing with stuffed animals and baby clothes and magazines and children's books. You don't need to keep all of it, and keeping all of it isn't going to help you remember that time more, or remember that person better.
Do you really want to keep it or do you feel obligated?
Youtuber Caroline Winkler (who has some great videos about home organization that I like a lot, in particular "this is why your home is a mess" - with the caveat that she likes closed storage and my ADHD ass loves open storage) has a really great tip on getting rid of stuff that works a LOT better for me than the Marie Kondo "Does this spark joy?" question and it's the Red Wine Test. Instead of asking if an item sparks joy, you ask yourself "If a bottle of red wine spilled on this (or if it was in some other way damaged) how hard would I try to fix it?" If you wouldn't try very hard, or if you would be *relieved* then you can get rid of that item. If one of the Venom mugs I have on the shelf fell down and broke, I wouldn't try hard to fix it. If my cat stuffed animal from when I was a kid tore open, I would immediately be looking for my sewing kit.
.... I should recycle those cheap teal glasses, actually.
Some general tips that may help to get you started that work for me and my ADHD and may work for you and your anxiety:
Start a timer for a short time. You don't have to clean your whole house, you are just going to pick up for five minutes. Then you can stop, and you only have to face a *little* bit of the anxiety.
5-4-3-2-1-go. Don't overthink it, count down quickly and then get up and do something. Keep going in as long a spurt as you can manage without getting too upset, but cutting down on the time for pre-game fretting might help with the anxiety.
Do the smallest amount possible. You don't have to clean this room, you just have to take one dish to the sink. You don't have to do all the dishes, you can just unload part of the top tray of the dishwasher.
Some general tips on trying to keep a space clean:
First, encouragement: It is a lot easier to maintain a clean space than it is to create one.
If you're thinking that something needs to be done and it can take you under five minutes to do it and it's right in front of you, do it. I do this with my dishwasher. It turns out unloading the dishwasher is the main thing that stalls me on dishes and keeps my sink full, so now when I'm waiting for the kettle or letting my tea steep, I unload whatever I can get done in that time. If I have the vacuum out and I did my living room but the hall and the bedroom could use a quick pass too, I vacuum them while I've got the machine in my hand.
Set success traps. Success traps are things that let you fall into succeeding by front-loading the effort (or executive function) of cleaning with planning. Trash collects in your living space? Put a bunch of little trash cans everywhere. Cleaning your bathroom takes extra time because you have to go get glass cleaner and paper towels from another room? Keep a bottle of glass cleaner and a roll of paper towels under the sink. You never sweep because it is a pain in the ass to get the broom out of the broom closet? Hang the broom from a mount in the kitchen. It takes too long to clean the counter because you have to pick up a bunch of makeup brushes and bottles and soap? Put that shit on a tray and now you only have to move one thing to clean the counter.
And for your specific question, with "things never seem to quite fit back where they came from" sounds like you're playing storage tetris, which is when things have a place and it is a *very specific and exact* place that doesn't have a lot of room around it. You may need to think about downsizing for your space, or, more likely, think about more efficient storage. That Caroline Winkler video I linked has some tips on this ("don't store things in a way that will make you angry like putting your common use objects on an out of reach shelf or you'll never put things back because it's hard to put them back" and "maximize your weirdo spaces" speak to your situation, i think) that I've put into use, particularly in my kitchen. It was hard to keep the counter clear because it was hard to put my stand mixer away because the rack for the stand mixer had a wok and a bunch of cast iron pans and a panini press and a chafing dish on it; I put the panini press and the least-used cast iron and the chafing dish and the wok in a more out-of-the way cabinet (because i basically never use them but they're very useful when I need them) and now that shelf has a little grill, my more commonly used cast iron, and my stand mixer so putting away the stand mixer is a lot less effort so my counter stays clear. I wasn't using the top shelf of my dish cabinet for dishes because it's too high up for daily use, but it's perfect for the rice cooker, waffle maker, and food processor that I use less than my dishes but more than my george forman grill.
And anyway, the TL;DR for all of that:
Work a little bit at a time, be nice to yourself, don't keep things that aren't worth keeping, and configure your storage in a way that works for you (by keeping your lifestyle, the way you use things, and how easy it is to put away into account before deciding that's where something lives).
Good luck!
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At this age if you don't have an LLC, a driving license, passport, a bachelor's, Extensive knowledge in gut health, first aid, sewing and homekeeping, can't swim, sign language and at least intermediate in two foreign languages (GER/ MANDARIN being one of them), jiu jitsu or some sort of martial art discipline, play a musical instrument, a programming language and put down at least 1000$ in investments what are you even doing with your life? No really, where do your 14 hours per day go to? What even is your future? Like do you even have a plan? A purpose? Why do you even wake up? For what? How do you even sleep? Seriously I'm so curious, what's your plan? You have like 8 more years of energy in you, you know this right? As you age your energy levels drop? This is your energetic prime you do know this dontcha? Do you think 40 year old you cares about your excuses? How do you think she feels about your little scrolling addiction? Honestly do you think she cares that your daddy was broke lmao? How will you explain to her not having a summer home in Majorca by 30? How will you explain to your kids not having an Aston Martin by the time they're 19? Does this not bother you? Your posture, your banana back really does not bother you at allll? These things don't bother you? You really are not extremely petrified by the idea of not having a horse farm in Gstaad by 35? WDYM you scrolled all day how will you explain this to 30 year old you, how do you explain no you have to hustle because I was on my bed all day and you need meds because i was eating trash and we are not buying a first class ticket to Singapore when we get stressed we just cry in our little apartment - do you not think about these things???????? WDYM you're not spending your early 20s hustling like you'll die if you don't does an apartment in Highrise Japan mean nothing to you omg. Wdym you're not in prme health you are in your 20s????? Do you think you'll die tomorrow? Like do you not know you have a future? This is really how you'll spend your youth??????
LOSERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
And by *this age* i mean 22.
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"Starting this month [June 2024], thousands of young people will begin doing climate-related work around the West as part of a new service-based federal jobs program, the American Climate Corps, or ACC. The jobs they do will vary, from wildland firefighters and “lawn busters” to urban farm fellows and traditional ecological knowledge stewards. Some will work on food security or energy conservation in cities, while others will tackle invasive species and stream restoration on public land.
The Climate Corps was modeled on Franklin D. Roosevelt’s Civilian Conservation Corps, with the goal of eventually creating tens of thousands of jobs while simultaneously addressing the impacts of climate change.
Applications were released on Earth Day, and Maggie Thomas, President Joe Biden’s special assistant on climate, told High Country News that the program’s website has already had hundreds of thousands of views. Since its launch, nearly 250 jobs across the West have been posted, accounting for more than half of all the listed ACC positions.
“Obviously, the West is facing tremendous impacts of climate change,” Thomas said. “It’s changing faster than many other parts of the country. If you look at wildfire, if you look at extreme heat, there are so many impacts. I think that there’s a huge role for the American Climate Corps to be tackling those crises.”
Most of the current positions are staffed through state or nonprofit entities, such as the Montana Conservation Corps or Great Basin Institute, many of which work in partnership with federal agencies that manage public lands across the West. In New Mexico, for example, members of Conservation Legacy’s Ecological Monitoring Crew will help the Bureau of Land Management collect soil and vegetation data. In Oregon, young people will join the U.S. Department of Agriculture, working in firefighting, fuel reduction and timber management in national forests.
New jobs are being added regularly. Deadlines for summer positions have largely passed, but new postings for hundreds more positions are due later this year or on a rolling basis, such as the Working Lands Program, which is focused on “climate-smart agriculture.” ...
On the ACC website, applicants can sort jobs by state, work environment and focus area, such as “Indigenous knowledge reclamation” or “food waste reduction.” Job descriptions include an hourly pay equivalent — some corps jobs pay weekly or term-based stipends instead of an hourly wage — and benefits. The site is fairly user-friendly, in part owing to suggestions made by the young people who participated in the ACC listening sessions earlier this year...
The sessions helped determine other priorities as well, Thomas said, including creating good-paying jobs that could lead to long-term careers, as well as alignment with the president’s Justice40 initiative, which mandates that at least 40% of federal climate funds must go to marginalized communities that are disproportionately impacted by climate change and pollution.
High Country News found that 30% of jobs listed across the West have explicit justice and equity language, from affordable housing in low-income communities to Indigenous knowledge and cultural reclamation for Native youth...
While the administration aims for all positions to pay at least $15 an hour, the lowest-paid position in the West is currently listed at $11 an hour. Benefits also vary widely, though most include an education benefit, and, in some cases, health care, child care and housing.
All corps members will have access to pre-apprenticeship curriculum through the North America’s Building Trades Union. Matthew Mayers, director of the Green Workers Alliance, called this an important step for young people who want to pursue union jobs in renewable energy. Some members will also be eligible for the federal pathways program, which was recently expanded to increase opportunities for permanent positions in the federal government...
“To think that there will be young people in every community across the country working on climate solutions and really being equipped with the tools they need to succeed in the workforce of the future,” Thomas said, “to me, that is going to be an incredible thing to see.”"
-via High Country News, June 6, 2024
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Note: You can browse Climate Corps job postings here, on the Climate Corps website. There are currently 314 jobs posted at time of writing!
Also, it says the goal is to pay at least $15 an hour for all jobs (not 100% meeting that goal rn), but lots of postings pay higher than that, including some over $20/hour!!
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