#30-08-2024

[b12eksikligi]

[f1archives]

Lewis Hamilton embracing Kimi Antonelli after his crash in FP1 - Monza, 2024

[abrandnewshadow]

tone mob interview released 08/30/2024

[vhscorp]

Le grand amour, c’est aussi l’alchimie des corps…

V. H. SCORP

[mikeywayarchive]

[Oct 9, 2024]

[correct-minecrafters-quotes]

SadMilkman: Now I have told a bunch of people Captain Sparkles is a flat earter

[shiri1124]

元彼の話ばかりして申し訳ないが、ここくらいでしか書けないので許して欲しい。いっそ、元彼1.2と名前つけて今までの投稿をファイリングするなど出来ないものか（元彼の出会いから別れまで一連で読めるように）と調べたけどtumblerにはそんな機能はないみたいです。愚かな女の投稿が見たい人はご丁寧に3ヶ月ほど前の日付の文章から辿ってみてやってください。

それはさておき、振られた当日〜3日目ぐらいまではただただ悲しくて、辛くてって感じやったんですが、昨日今日あたりから少しづつ感情が変わってきました。今回の恋愛で私はたくさんのことを学びました。そして昨日また、一つ気づいたことがあります。それは彼と恋愛してる時、私の喜怒哀楽の全ては彼に握られていたということです。「彼が私に好意を向けてくれるから嬉しい気持ち！彼がそっけないからなんか悲しい気持ち…」とかそんなやわなもんじゃありません。椅子取りゲームで本当はこの席に座るの嫌だけど、他にないから仕方ないかと、余った席に仕方なく座ったときのあの感じに似ていました、驚くほどに喜びの感情しか、悲しみの感情しか、怒りの感情しか感じられなかった。本来私が自由に行き来できるはずの喜怒哀楽の感情を乗せた椅子は彼に完全に管理されていたことに気付いたんですね。本来であれば感情は自分自身だけのもの。嬉しいも悲しいも楽しいも怒るのも私だけのもの。他の誰かに管理されるべきものではない。25になって初めて身に染みて感じた。感情は自分だけのものって言葉ではわかっていたけど、初めて意味が腑に落ちた感じ。

元彼は別に私の全てをコントロールしようとしたわけではないと思う。ただ、自分が求めた時にそばにいてくれて、求めた言葉を���ってくれて、いつまでも可愛いままの年下の女でいて欲しかったんだと思う。喜怒哀楽も行動も未来も全てをコントロールされてるぐらいの方が居心地がいいって人もいるから、ただ単に私たちは相性が悪かったって話なんだと思う。

私の元々彼（最近よく上がる元彼の一個前に恋人だった人）が容姿とか行動に対するモラハラだとしたら、元彼はメンタルにズカズカ踏み込んでくるタイプのモラハラだったんだと思う。

彼氏と別れたと報告をすると友達は

「やったね！！！モラハラ側から手を切られるなんて、あんたモラハラの呪縛完全に解けたね！！」って励まされて、あまりにも想定外の励ましの言葉で目が点になってしまった。この先私が誰か新しい人と恋愛をするのか、はたまた一人で生きていくのか、今の私には全てが未知数だけど、これだけは言えることがある。今回の恋愛はただの失敗ではなかったんだなということ。なんだかんだ言って楽しかったし、わくわくしたしね。大森靖子が「恋愛なんて泣いて叫んでも様になるから人生っぽいし」って歌詞を書いた意味も今ならわかる。多分私が元彼への文句を認める機会は今後も幾度となくあると思うけど、全部まとめて一言にするなら、ありがとう楽しかったよって言いたいね。

[guzsdaily]

Chatting, Working, and Laughing at My Country

Daily Blogs 299 - Aug 30th, 12.024

Today was another normal day, finally was able to make threads work on project dilate, and mostly talked in my job. I may have convinced or motivated a college to use Linux, which is always a good feeling.

Tomorrow will be day 300, and if my country doesn't ban Tumblr as it is trying with Twitter, there will be a more special post.

Today's artists & creative things Music: Solaria, Kevin / End-World Normopathy [Original Song Collaboration] - by GHOST

© 2024 Gustavo "Guz" L. de Mello. Licensed under CC BY-SA 4.0

[angelholme]

AND SO IT BEGINS

[comfortableinthesilence]

Let the weekend of dogsitting Pip begin! Family dropped him off this morning which a bag of toys, food, snacks and his bed, bless them! Its only been a few hours and he’s looking out for them 🙈 i’ll have to keep him entertained but looking forward to having a quiet weekend with him 🩵

Spending my weekend budgeting, working overtime for my 9-5, creating art and tidying my place! Oh adulthood is fun 😅😂 hope all are having a lovely Friday 🫶🏻

[body-logs]

74.3Kg

💪筋肉: Kg 🐷脂肪: Kg 📊脂肪率: % 📅 September 30, 2024 at 08:03AM

[fernand0]

El final del verano

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[f1archives]

Charles Leclerc in the paddock on Friday - Monza, 2024

[freedomrobot]

To All American Patriots, 

Thank you for your vigilance in Johnston, Pennsylvania, August 31st, 2024

[myastrouniverse]

August/2024🌒♋️Happy Birthday, Ben, if you are alive.

♀️🔺 ♇︎ I want to seek asylum in Norway. Perhaps the Norwegian embassy can contact my family in Norway for me. America is nothing but a mafia full of pimps, whores, frauds, thieves and psychopaths. I’m not safe here and I can’t go forward unless I feel safe. A new country, new friends could be a good fit. I LOVE the PNW. I love my home town. I’d stay to fight for democracy, but no one seems to want democracy. I’ve been thinking about moving there for over a decade. Ben and I should have left when we had the chance.

🌞 Λ ☊ I haven’t seen my husband Ben since March/April of 2020. He was living in a sober house. He was coming over for a visit. He wanted BBQ and to watch a movie. When he got to our house, he was drunk. His clothes were torn and he was bleeding from his a arm. He went to the bathroom, cleaned himself up and left. He barely spoke to me and I never saw him again. I see posts of his on Twitter and Facebook but they look fake, like someone took over his account and posts random shit to make people think he is alive. I had to sell our house. I texted him to gather his things, but I received a text back saying, he wanted nothing from his ‘old’ life. All his expensive cooking books and cooking supplies, his theater books, his music, movies, tools, clothes, family photos, yearbooks. Ben was a hoarder. He never threw away ANYTHING. He had at LEAST fifty T-shirts he would not give to Goodwill, even though he NEVER wore them. That text wasn’t from Ben. I hate everyone for fucking with me like this. I can’t even grieve the death of my own husband. They are covering up his murder, I am guessing. We didn’t have a bad relationship. We were ALWAYS friends and Ben would NEVER stop speaking to me. It makes no sense, but I am sure the Nuciforo comedian mafia, probably knows. They seem to know everything. I am dedicating this Barry Manilow song to Ben. Ben liked Barry Manilow, which I found hysterical. Ben sang ‘Copacabana’ every time went out for karaoke.

🌒 < 🎸 It’s funny how being poisoned on my birthday was like a present. It helped move the rest of that debris out of my back. No, it doesn’t look like Mac & cheese anymore. I’m still tending my wounds but there is not much left, to tend now.

🌒 < ♅︎ My mother thinks it’s entertaining to follow me around and verbally abuse me every time I move. She is probably pupeteered by the inbred cunt Angie. My real mother could not give a fuck. I hope I get to stomp on Angie’s pig face until she dies.

🌒🔺 ♄︎ I can’t make room for more of your problems. Please stop blaming others for your fucking mistakes. I promise, people respect someone who owns their mistakes.

🌒 < 🦺Epson salt lotion helps remove dead skin.

🌒 < 🌞 I don’t know how to feel about what has happened to me. I don’t want to think about it.

🌒▪️🚑I don’t understand jealousy. Do better, be better. Why would you want to hurt someone for being happy? Why do you think YOU deserve someone else’s happiness? Why can’t you find happiness for YOU and LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!

Barry Manilow - Copacabana

Amy Beager (British, 1988) - Love Won't Save Us All (Tristan and Isolde) (2024)

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2024/08/30(金) 18:11:21 登録してないから読めないけど写真だけ··🥹 #山梨日日新聞 #藤巻亮太 #マウントフジマキ https://sannichi.co.jp/article/2024/08/30/00754988

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