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#i want to scream into the ether#my thesis supervisor wrote and outlined what is expected and fuck i'm unprepared#like#i just want to cry and wallow in 'i can't do it'#i don't feel enough for this#i know i'll do it#mostly because i don't have a choice#and i know i can do it#but it's terrifying#and i'm really scared#because i can't not do it#it's literally my only job#i'm being overdramatic i'm aware#but i really want a hug and to be allowed to able to feel like a failure for a bit#but let's lock this away#i say as i vent on the internet#might delete like 3 minutes from now when the embarrassment hits#yeah anyway. it's chill
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superhero au where Davey has been a hero his entire life, recruited as a child, is looked up to and honored and admired by so many people, a shining example of what it means to be a good metahuman, somebody who uses their powers to help and uphold the morals and standards that everyone knows are best. he's been doing this for so long, his whole life, and everyone expects him to be perfect. he's merciful when he needs to be but knows that justice comes with a price. he's well-spoken and respectful, he knows how to talk to a crowd, he's the kind of hero that kids have posters of and people swoon over. he sits up straight for interviews and talks about the moral obligation those with powers have to protect those without, how choosing to do anything else with those powers is a waste of positive potential and only contributes to the problems that he's working so diligently to face.
and maybe he believes it for a time. for a long time. he believes it because it's all he's ever known, all he's ever been allowed to know. he's a role model, a hero, somebody for people like his kid brother to look up to. all of those things are good, aren't they?
but he knows there's more out there. and maybe he wants to give that more a try. maybe, after a long month of neverending fights, when he's bruised and sore and still nothing is fixed, nothing is better, maybe he has a moment of rebellion that he never allowed himself to have as a kid. maybe he puts on a new disguise, one that nobody will recognize, and he slips away into the city to live his own life, just for a night, not the life that somebody else decided he should have when he was a kid.
and the thing is. there's a whole world out here that nobody has ever thought to tell him about. a world of people who are rich and colorful and bright and full, who have lives on the streets of the city so unlike the sanitary, solitary existence he's believed in for himself for so long. he slips into the city and before he knows it, somebody who melts into the shadows like he's one of them and leaves streaks of light across building faces as easily as spray paint is grabbing his hand and telling him to, run, goddamnit, you led them right to me!
and this boy, this shining boy who's barely older than davey but knows the ins and outs of this city better than anybody davey has ever met, is laughing. davey is learning that he knows nothing about being on his own, nothing about how to sneak away, nothing about any of this, even the things he's supposed to be good at. he was followed from home by people who want to make sure he's never anything less than perfect, but this boy pulls him by the hand into an alley and surrounds them in shadow so dense davey hears rather than sees their pursuers run past, and then he's laughing.
and this boy, this shadowy, shining boy, pulls sparks from the air to leave his mark on every street corner they pass. he presses light into crevices in the sidewalk, gives warmth to the people they pass who have no home to return to, flashes a smile so bright that a shopkeeper doesn't notice when a little kid with holes in his shoes steals something to eat right in front of them. he's everything davey is supposed to warn against, somebody powerful, somebody strong, who doesn't use their powers for good the way davey has been taught is the only way to be good. but this boy, who names himself jack, is doing more good in one night than davey feels that he's done in the last year. these people recognize jack, they thank him for something he did yesterday and he laughs it off as nothing, nothing, just doing what needs to be done. he pulls a blanket made out of shadow from thin air and wraps it around the shoulders of a woman shivering in the night's breeze. from a block away, he throws up a wall of shadow that lets a woman disappear around a corner without the man following a few paces behind to see where she went.
and davey is in awe. and davey is realizing for the first time in his life that there is so much more to life and so much more to being a hero than he thought there was.
and jack, who's smarter than he tries to seem, has noticed right away how davey moves faster than he should and reacts before he should have noticed, has noticed the hidden strength that doesn't seem possible with the way his body is built, and he says, you don't have to hide it, you know, you should meet my friends.
and for the first time, davey meets people like him who are allowed to just be people. people with powers who use them for fun, a boy who can fly using it to steal his brother's hat and stick himself to the ceiling so he can't get it back, a boy who can read minds playing cards and pretending not to cheat, a boy who can see through walls teasing his friends by shouting out what embarrassing thing they have hidden under their pillow. not heroes, these kids, at least not according to what davey has been taught a hero should be. they're not neat and coiffed and carefully maintained, not scripted and stiff and poised. and he loves it. and he wishes that he'd been allowed to have this. and he wishes he could be a part of this.
and when jack starts talking and they start listening, davey hears a whole different kind of hero. the kind that jack is, the shining boy who doesn't care about the grand, posturing battles taking place miles above the city but cares so much about a kid going hungry that he can bring himself to tears. the kind of hero who isn't a role model because he never curses and is never anything but polite and never questions let alone breaks the rules, but is a role model because he isn't scared to get dirty, isn't scared to throw a punch against somebody dressed up and nice and neat and respectable and kind when he sees through that show, isn't scared to be seen as a bad guy by some people when he knows he's doing the right thing. and all of these kids are like that, davey notices.
when he leaves that night, with a shard of crystalized light he has to wrap in three pairs of socks to hide in his dresser drawer, he starts paying attention. starts noticing the way that the fights he gets thrown into don't change anything because that's the point, they're not supposed to. he's a hero because the status quo says the good guys are the ones who listen to the rules, even when the rules are hurting more people than they're helping. he's a hero because when he was little and not in control of his powers, promising to be good and sit still and not show off was the way to get people to leave him alone, he's a hero because somebody saw that he was so eager to please and so eager to be good that he could force himself to never think about anything as long as he was making people happy and keeping his family safe. and that tiny seed of rebellion that made him steal a night in the city grows bigger and bigger and bigger until it's driving him crazy, making him restless and reckless and stupid. until he's asking his sister, what if things were different and I didn't need to be this way? what if things were different and everyone understood that there's nothing special about me? and he's noticing the way she catches her breath and the way she's lying when she says, but this is the way it has to be, this is the way we need it to be, this is the way that it's safe. and it breaks his heart to realize that, however heroic everyone else seems to think he is, his family doesn't trust him, not really. because he never breaks the rules, and if he never breaks the rules, that means he won't tolerate them breaking the rules, either.
when he's on duty at night, he watches the streaks of light that appear from the shadows, burning messages that nobody but the person who created them can erase into the face of the city. he starts to notice how many people have gifts from shadowy, shining jack, and he starts to notice what the other kids he met are up to, too, the people they help and the difference they make. and that seed of rebellion grows and grows and grows until even the people who think he's a perfect, controlled, impenetrable example of their goodness start to notice. until sarah confesses to him, late at night and whispering so low he almost can't hear her, that she's been sneaking into the city at night, that les has been sneaking into the city at night, that they both thought davey would hate them for it. and when davey pulls that shining shard of light out of his sock drawer, sarah laughs just as quietly and says, it's like cinderella in reverse.
and on the day that perfect and poised, stiff and scripted, excellent example of heroism davey jacobs finally lets that seed of rebellion burst into something more, for the first time, he actually feels like a hero. not like an actor playing a part. and when shining jack kelly takes his hand this time and draws him into a shadow so deep he can almost taste it while letting dangerous pursuit run past, this time he doesn't say, run, you led them right to me. he says, I knew there was something weird about you. he says, do you want to help me change the world?
and for the first time since he was very young and very naive, davey actually believes it when he says, yes, I'm here to change the world.
#now if i could get the inspiration flowing for my thesis the way I just wrote this in forty minutes. that would rule#lol#newsies#jack kelly#davey jacobs#sarah jacobs#i really love superhero aus where the heroes have a system and the system is flawed. btw.#if you couldn't tell <3#also i love giving jack light-based powers bc I love light based powers and I love jack <3#javid#javey#anyway. if i am online again tonight and cannot truthfully say#i have written at least three more pages of my thesis#shoot me. cut me off. kill the internet
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Haarlep: I can't wait to learn how you work ;) What makes you sweat, what makes you scream.
Orroros, wildly enthused and diving off the bed to dig journals out of their clothes: Oh, good, I knew these notes were for something!!!
#giving them the grad school experience of someone offhand mentioning your thesis topic#entire quest ground to a halt for like 30 minutes while orroros gave a full lecture on the ins and outs theyd discovered these last months#to an audience of a rapt incubus an awkwardly smug vampire and two mortified companions#meanwhile hope is outside the boudoir like @_@#i did say time was of the essence right#bg3#baldurs gate 3#oc tag: orroros#haarlep#baldur's gate spoilers
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#I made this instead of working on my thesis#I went off at structuralism for like 10 minutes straight in yesterday's class#guess who'll be in my thesis <3
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im so fucking mad at myself at my mother at her dead husband at god fucking knows what. "concentrate on yourself" well i cant can i. now more than anything i should and i cant. losing my fucking mind istg
#i wasted the whole fucking weekend because i *had to* come visit her and once i visited i *had to* hang out with my fucking grandfather#watching him cry about grandma and bitch about modern times and the waiter not doing his job because the café was full to bursting#and it took longer than usual to get our coffees so ofc he had to loudly insult him in third person. oh and then he had to bitch about#gay people and women who dont want children too because of he did. and i sat there and listened to it because i HAD TO#wasted four fucking hours. and then i HAD TO go to the theatre with my mom because she got us tickets because she wanted this#to be a nice day for me but i dont have fucking time to have nice days rn but in order for HER to have a nice day i need to at least pretend#i am having one. so i wasted another almost two hours on that play#which was some modern uselessly loud to the point of being physically painful bullshit bad enough that we left mid-show#and then i had to go meet with her friends so lost another two hours and by the time i got home to write that bullshit thesis it was 11pm#and i barely got anything done till 1 am because i went through another stupid little mental breakdown and then it was almost 6 am#and i had to stop because i had a train at 8 and i already only slept like 3 hours that day#and then i got home yesterday totally fucking exhausted and i started reading stuff for the thesis but i was falling asleep so i laid down#'for 10 minutes' and i woke up today at 6. not having written a word lol#and now i could just say fuck it and defend it in september and it would make my life so much easier. but my voice teacher wants me#to get accepted for the masters degree even if im already planning to get the deans leave for the first semester so like. god.#i cant do this lol#i know i should have started earlier but i was kinda busy losing my fucking mind and lying in bed staring at the ceiling for hours#and contemplating dropping out completely lol god i hate my life so much it's unreal
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god is really trying me lately
#first i got sick#then i got a refund on the book i need for my thesis and ONLY bc i asked them where my book is otherwise i wouldnt have even been informed#then turns out i buy a wrong thing#and now i go into the store for not even 3 minutes and i come out and someone has broken my bike#I'm tired of being your strongest soldier god please i need a break
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one of those crying in the shower kind of days
#my 'best friend' stood me up today#and by stood me up i don't mean canceled last minute i mean didn't show up and only responded to my calls and texts after 45 min#why? she was hanging out with some guy (she met him last week. he's not a christian.) and lost track of time#she's also initiated no contact with me over the last few weeks#the explenation was she thought i was busy with my thesis. as if you can't check in on someone when they're busy#she also gosted me for 3 days (like a month ago??) cause she was asked to share at student group and i couldn't go CAUSE I WAS SICK#I'm just so tired of it at this point#but it's also made me realise i dont really have any close friends#i have lots of friends. sure. and i trust them too. but it's not the kind of close where i can write to them when I've got a problem#like maybe I'd tell them live if they asked me? but I wouldn't really write to them it would just be weird#and so who do I tell that I met S's parents yesterday and even though so many things have happened since then already thats the only one#I can think about???? or that he actually CALLED ME afterwards specifically to tell me what they thought of our church#or that his mom apparently asked him if our relationship was still weird and he said 'yes' and I've been overthinking it cause i thought we#were finally okay and normal and genuinely just friends?#or that his mom said my look is that i dress vintage and it made me SO HAPPY!! that's my look!!! that's how I'm recognisable!!!#the answer is nobody. i have no one to tell :(#mine#s#I'm sorry I guess I had to vent this prolly turned out really really long
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#i just walked under the sun for fifteen minutes to go print the thesis graphics#only to walk another fifteen minutes to go back home and find out i made three incredibly stupid mistakes and I'll have to go back there#I'll go tomorrow when there no public transport strike <3
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Finally I have Transformers primmy downloaded
#My sister has finally stopped dying from Thesis#And used her superior computer knowledge to use the VLC#Then spend 20 minutes troubleshooting the VLC to see why it didn't work#Until finally: all episodes of Transformers prime (which I've been calling Transformers primmy whenever talking to her)#3 seasons and a movie. On our puter :)#WOO#My posts
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bc of ur pfp my assumption is that you look exactly like legolas. (i already know its false but in my heart it's true)
second assumption, entirely based on the lotr newsletter going so smoothly: you are SO smart and organised and you really have got your shit together
i love love LOVE the amount of people who tell me i look like legolas in their mind whenever i reblog similar ask games
(especially since i (a 5'3" girl who's dyed ginger) look nothing like him)
and re: your second assumption i'm very flattered but i feel like i rolled a nat 20 for deception
(don't get me wrong i am capable of being terrifyingly organised. but i really fucking wish i could easily control when it happens)
#did i ever tell yall i had a solid few months to write my bachelor's thesis#and still i wrote 80 percent of it in 12 last days before the deadline#and submitted it literally 1h 20 minutes before the system closed#yeah.......#anyways. thank you for asking! <3#no questions except on party business#anon
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watch the ballad of buster scruggs on netflix if you want to be sad and troubled for maybe the rest of your life
#it's kind of like my cowboy art thesis#but dark as fuck#'look at this beautiful scenery. look at this beautiful archetype#it is wrong. enjoy the scenery everything is fucked up and sad in the story now sorry'#exactly walking the line between an edifying sad story and one that leaves you very hollow#like. you can tell pretty immediately when a story is Too Sad#but we're really sort of. close to that line with this movie idk#after the liam neeson one i just sat and cried softly into my bf's chest for like. 3 minutes
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day 2 of classes and I'm already mourning all my free night fucking around time
#this is so sad#in 30 minutes I need to take a shower and get ready#and then be stuffed in a classroom for the next 4 and a half hours#damn 😔#anyways only one more semester of actual classes then a whole year of internships !!#(but at least no classes anymore)#just more 3 months until I have to present my thesis 😟 lets not go that route I'll cry
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Happy Valentine’s Day lovelies~💞
#i am feeling things#smor rambles ~#been a hot minute#need to write and want to but my thesis and work is kicking my ass#want to meet more lovely people to talk to so never hesitate to reach out <3
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could you please do lando and a stem girl who goes to uni but has a private life please
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pairing: lando norris x private fem computer science major!reader
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f1gossip Y/N L/N, current girlfriend of Lando Norris, has been photographed arriving at the paddock for today's Miami GP.
Y/N's presence comes as a bit of a surprise, considering she was absent during practice and qualifying sessions, and rarely attends races. Speculation about a potential breakup has been rampant, but her appearance suggests that there might not be trouble in paradise after all... 👀
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username if a wag is at all races she's fame-hungry, and if she doesn't she's unsupportive like make up y'all's minds pls 🙄
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username aw the 5th pic🥹
username do you think number six is y/n??👀
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username LANDO NOW WINS IKTRRRRR‼️🤩
username ofc y/n couldn't even be bothered to comment... and the most unsupportive wag award goes to y/n l/n!! congrats hun x
username y'all are weird YOU DON'T KNOW THESE PPL!! username it's the 'be kind' in ur bio for me miss gurl 🤡
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harvard Final projects, theses, dissertations, and more! Check out what these soon-to-be graduates explored in some of their last assignements on campus.
Y/N's thesis navigated the intricate relationship between privacy and secure multi-party computation, enhancing data analysis while safeguarding sensitive information.
2. Steve's environmental science project examined urban development's impact on local biodiversity, providing insights for sustainable urban planning.
3. Nya's dentistry research poster explored new methods to improve dental implant success, promising better patient outcomes and oral healthcare.
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username Awesome!
username Very good! Congrats to all these students!!💪
username wait am i tripping or is this y/n as in lando's gf y/n???😳 btw my biggest dream is to go to harvard in '26 !!!! 💕
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username a win for women iktr 😌
username wow i'm so happy for her omg 🫶🫶 (jealous too but mostly happy loolol)
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username now she has no excuse anymore
username if lando's completely happy with it all, why the hell are u upset? 🤡
username 2024 really gave us lando's first ever win and now this?? we love to see it 😍
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PUNK RAT POISON Film Indiegogo
Gavril is a convict on the run due to his control over black goo that can eat people. His goal is to make his way from NYC to LA to meet up with an old friend he reminisces about, but he is intercepted by the FBI who struggle to combat his mysterious power.
Punk Rat Poison is a 4 minute action film with elements of horror and black comedy. It mainly acts as an introduction of Gavril into the larger story of BUBO!
All the Indiegogo information is in the link above, but essentially:
GOAL: $2000 to fund the film's production including music and BGs/animation
REWARDS: Various digital goods in the lower tiers and Many physical goods like prints and merch in the higher tiers.
STRETCH GOALS: Gavril Game Chapter 2 at $3k and Gavril game Chapter 3 at $4k
NOTE: This is flexible funding so you don't get refunded if the goal isn't reached! That's specifically because this is my thesis film required to be finished to graduate so whatever funds I receive below the goal will absolutely go towards it (+ rewards and taxes) as promised! Thank you for understanding!
Even if you can't support the campaign monetarily, simple sharing it around is just as helpful! I appreciate any amount of interest, support or encouragement that goes toward my work <3
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i have to finish my hsmtmts rewatch but also watch rings of power and andor and interview with the vampire and miss marvel and rewatch good omens and
#and also prepare for my 3 minute thesis presentation but more importantly i have so much tv to watch i'm overwhelmed#this ON TOP OF weekly episodes of she hulk and snl......no one understands how hard it is to be me i am overcome
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