#28.10.2023.

[ilonaonair]

ЛУННОЕ ЗАТМЕНИЕ - ВРЕМЯ ПОДВОДИТЬ ИТОГИ

В этот раз никак не могла понять с чего начать наш с вами разговор по предстоящему Лунному затмению. Сажусь писать, а мысль не идет. А не идет потому, что вступление к прогнозу о принятии решения, достаточно серьезная тема. И к ней следует подойти ответственно всем нам. Предварительно важно провести свой анализ событий, прошедших и предстоящих. Обернувшись назад посмотреть, заметить нить и понять…

[dieclownschaft]

PAT PAT

[rbf451]

sanjsajn ig story 28.10.2023 Novi Sad, Serbia 28.10.2023

[louisupdates]

King behavior in Bogotá [28.10.2023] 📸 musictrendscol

[liam-93-productions]

Liam at the Battle of the Baddest in Saudi Arabia (x) - 28.10

[deviandnouria]

Happy Caturday

[bulutluluk]

🇹🇷🇹🇷🇹🇷🇹🇷Yaşasın cumhuriyet🇹🇷🇹🇷🇹🇷🇹🇷🇹🇷

[agacsizkoalasblog]

Kötü biriyim ben. Sevmem kimseyi. Uzak dururum hatta herkesten. İnanmam güvenmem kolay kolay. Nefretle bakarım belki. Tanımasam da uğraşmam tanımak için. İsteyen tanıtır kendini.. Zorlanırım ben tanımaya çalışırken. Üşenirim hem. Merak da etmem kimseyi. Bazen severim ama. Nadir de olsa birini severim. İnanırım ona çok güvenirim. Kısa sürede her şeyim olur belki. Ama ben... Sadece arkadaş olurum sevdiğime. Güveniyorum der, seviyorum der, iyi ki varsın... Neden öyle davranmaz peki? Yaşattığımı mı yaşıyorum? İmkansız! Ben seviyo gibi yapmam ki. Ya severim ya sevmem. Siyah ya da beyaz olurum herkese. Gri insanları istemem hayatımda. Yorarlar beni çokça. Ama aksi gibi en çok da onları severim. Çok severim çok güvenirim. Yalan söylediğini bildiğim, hissettiğim halde inanmak isterim ona. Güvenirim. Evet kötüyüm ama benden daha kötü insanlar da var. En sevdiğim renk gri, en sevdiğim insanlar gri.. Ama gri aslında yok ki. Varmış gibi sadece. İki rengin karışımı, siyah ve beyaz. Hangisi çoksa ona göre tonu değişir ama adı aynıdır. Gri insanlar gibi. Ya seviyordur ya sevmiyordur ama davranışları aynıdır. - mış gibi yapar hepsi. Anlamazsın neye daha yakın olduklarını. Sana yakın olsun istersin ama sen yaklaşamazsın. İsterse yaklaşır ama sana izin vermez engel koyar önüne. Roller değişir orada işte. Bu sefer onlar kötü insandır. Sen ise saf insan. Safım ben. Sadece kötü olup insanlardan korunmaya, kaçmaya çalışırım ama kimseye zararım dokunmaz. Hep zarar görürüm çünkü kötü olmaya çalışan bir safım. Korkağım biraz da. Beni böyle kabul edecek kimse de yok üstelik. Gelen gitti. Giden gelmedi...

[whativereadtoday]

Shen Jiu: You had ONE job!

Luo Binghe: *cradling Shen Yuan’s dead body and crying*

I’ve read so many SY-is-SJ’s-son fics, but this is one of the better ones. It’s not too concerned with the psycology of it’s characters, but the author is consistent.

Also, yay! for non-homophobic Shen Yuan! (Though the ABO setting would make traditional homophobia hard.)

Chapters: 25/36 Fandom: 人渣反派自救系统 - 墨香铜臭 | The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Luò Bīnghé/Shěn Yuán | Shěn Qīngqiū, Shěn Jiǔ | Original Shěn Qīngqiū/Yuè Qīngyuán, Mòběi-jūn/Shàng Qīnghuá, Luò Bīnghé & Shěn Jiǔ | Original Shěn Qīngqiū Characters: Shěn Yuán | Shěn Qīngqiū, Shěn Jiǔ | Original Shěn Qīngqiū, Luò Bīnghé, Yuè Qīngyuán, Níng Yīngyīng, Míng Fān (Scum Villain), Mù Qīngfāng, System (Scum Villain), Cāng Qióng Mountain Sect Peak Lords, Qīng Jìng Peak Disciples, Shàng Qīnghuá, Mòběi-jūn, Cāng Qióng Mountain Sect Additional Tags: Hurt/Comfort, Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Omega Verse, Implied Mpreg, Childhood Friends, Past Child Abuse, Soul Bond, Parent-Child Relationship, Child Death, Character Death Fix, Past Character Death, Family Fluff, Eventual Happy Ending, Friendship/Love, Childhood Memories, Recovered Memories, Reincarnation, Transmigrator Shěn Yuán | Shěn Qīngqiū, Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con, Dubious Consent, Angst with a Happy Ending, Parental Shěn Jiǔ | Original Shěn Qīngqiū, Mother-Son Relationship, Alternate Universe - Everyone Lives/Nobody Dies Summary:

When Shen Yuan woke up as a nameless character from the last novel he read before dying from spoiled food, he knew he was very fucked.

He found himself in the body of a three-year-old boy whom he recognized as the scum villain's son who died before the beginning of the novel. Shen Yuan knew many things had to change in the story, from discovering the secrets of the scum villain to developing his relationship with the protagonist in order to save the lives of the people important to him.

But would he be able to end up as the protagonist's first wife just to save his parents? He wasn't going to sacrifice his chrysanthemum to save the world! Right?

[prosy-days]

October 28, 2023 - Day 131

We had a lovely time spending money on all of the yarn at Frederick Fiber Fest.

[priokskfm]

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[dieclownschaft]

hes so happy hes back <3

[rbf451]

namastebra ig story 28.10.2023

[louisupdates]

FITFWT23 promo in Santiago, Chile [28.10.2023] 📸 lthsloveee

[liam-93-productions]

Liam today in Saudi Arabia via wbcmoro IG stories - 28.10

[godsnameisjoy]

PRAYING FOR MORE MEDITATIONS

Date: 28 October 2023

Duration: 69 minutes at 10:34 PM

Depth:

Last night, I added 14 minutes to my 55 minutes preset timer. It was an effortless addition. I opened my eyes for the first time after I felt like it was time and I had exceeded my preset timer by 14 minutes already. It has happened before, in a meditation or 2 back. As I write the first line of this paragraph, my mind goes ‘oops! I did it again!’

I haven’t undergone a change of consciousness yet. I wouldn’t have Britney Spears singing an old song in my head if I had had a change of consciousness already. With my hearing interiorised during meditations, I am able to hear the sound of blessed life energies moving in my head.

The percussion like clacks and clicks that I have been perceiving regularly in my meditations since June may not be so much about blessed life energies moving. It may very well be about energies coming to a block in their movement. The clacks and clicks are probably about the flow of life energies hitting a block.

From the periphery of my head back in June, I am now perceiving life energy’s presence in the centre of my head. If the human head was divided into two equal sections as front and back, then my attention continues to turn back with every click and clack that I perceive. If one were to imagine the centre of a tiny sphere placed at the top end of the medulla oblongata, then that’s where all the clicks and ticks are coming from.

The source of the perceived sound shifts its position ever so slightly on that tiny imagined sphere. The source of sound isn’t a pin pointed spot yet. It is probably getting to pinpoint position with every meditation that I am sitting for but it hasn’t reached that point yet.

While life energies gather in my head, they are trying to clear the route from the upper end of my spine to somewhere in the centre of my eyebrows. It will probably take many meditations to gather optimal amounts of life energy in the head for life energy to turn its flow from the imagined sphere at the centre of my head to the front of my head. It has been travelling straight up my spine for 3 years and 7 months now.

I am going to be 49 years old in a few weeks. I have watched 2 Spider-Man movies yesterday. I have watched them because they were recommended by my younger child. I enjoyed the movies. The animation in both the movies is deeply satisfying. The style satisfies the incomplete parts of my consciousness.

My present consciousness is at least 48 years old. As blessed life energies prepare my attention to behold another consciousness, I pray for time. May I be blessed with infinite patience while awaiting a new consciousness. May I be blessed with enough life to exercise such patience.