#24/08/19

[danielle-on-the-flower-road]

Happy Anniversary, BIGBANG! 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉 You guys were the best group ever!! ✨✨✨✨✨ Thank you, Ri, Dae, Ji, Tae and TOP for all the amazing memories!! 💙💚💛💜❤️ Maybe someday you can find the way back to the path of greatness!!

BIGBANG THE TIMELESS ICONS OF KPOP

[felixs-voice-makes-me-wanna]

the lives from the studios are some of my favorites.

[jtl-fics]

HAPPY WIP WEDNESDAY!! Hope you have a nice week <3 can I have TBD ??

10/23/24 WIP Wednesday (Closed) | TBD AU

Neil had been on his knees after Andrew’s final game, helmet off as he caught his breath and tried not to cry. They’d won against the Ravens and it had felt poetic and Neil had been glad to send Andrew off as a champion again but there was also the crushing feeling that this chapter of his and Andrew’s life was over.

He hadn’t even paid attention to the Backliner coming up.

“The Petito’s would like to send Lord Moriyama their regards. Tell Riko I finished what he couldn’t.” 

Neil looked up and saw some random Backliner from the Ravens swinging down with his racquet.

Then Neil was shoved off and Andrew was laying where Neil’s corpse should have been.

The next few hours had been a blur, different tests, statements, calls from the FBI, Wymack’s hand on his shoulder, calls from Kevin, and…

A call from Ichirou Moriyama.

“The Petito family’s mole has been dealt with.”

All while Aaron was snarling at him that this was his fault, that he was going to lose his brother because of Neil and for once…Neil listened to his least favorite Minyard.

He hung his head, “I know.” Neil agreed.

“Then stop fucking up his life! Stop making plans like you have a future!” Aaron screams, “Don’t drag him into hell with you.”

Neil shook his head, he knew that Andrew had made his choice but … but Neil could still make his own choice. Andrew would respect his ‘no’.

[1kartanesi-blogs]

Cennet senin olduğun yer, cehennem ise senden ayrı olduğum her yer..

[is-hinata-good-today]

august 19th, 2024

hinata is second to none today, he’s forever and always the very best!!!

[nevzatboyraz44]

pencil used to be opened like this ✏️

قلم رصاص يفتح مثل هذا ✏️

eskiden kurşun kalem ✏️ bu şekilde açılırmış🙂

[the-problemattic]

monday, 19/08/2024

[tbspbutter]

hai! im aly c:

some things:

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₊ ⊹ it/they ⊹ ₊

₊ ⊹ subby puppy & a little ⊹ ₊

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THIS BLOG SUPPORTS A FREE PALESTINE 🇵🇸

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ummm ok thats probably it so far HAHA please be niceys to me!!!!!

[fernand0]

Buen transplante.

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[dearestlyrics]

this was a home once

with so much love comes so much pain

[somephilosophercat]

Still bad

No suprise here. I am still bad as hell. Maybe the worst I have been in this whole year. Of course T is on vacation this week and even though she will be in person when she got back who knows will I survive. I was trying so damn hard to communicate with my other therapist about my racing thoughts and that I know they begin at sentences pulled out of context but in the end the conclusion about how terrible and unfixable and disgusting I am is true. But she just kinda ignored the whole stuff. And even though she encouraged me that I can write this time these two weeks she is away she just basically said that she don't have time for my nonsense and she will get back when she does have time. Which would be fine but that is probably in a week time when we have therapy and I am so not sure I can make it. I just have this feeling that is okey to write while the subject is fitting for her. Otherwise better not. And a lot of that comes from just her leaving me to my racing thoughts but I have basically had to be on bunch anxiolytics and asleep just to get through the day. And not to mention that eating is so poor that my body is not even requesting food and I think that keeps me calmer.

It's like they always choose "this is the worst she have been in a long time, now it's time that she handle it herself". I just don't know can I trust L again because she doesn't follow on words she says. And that is the last message I sent and she was like "I am working and I have no time for this". And I know for sure that this is her day off. It's like whatever, if I manage to survive till session I will come so damn full of anxiolytics that she will have noone to talk to. Like she is doing to me now. If I don't get fired till then because my primary care doctor is on vacation and I can't ask (or I am scared) to ask for sick days and I don't want to disappoint my colleague because we have some deadlines to make.

This time it is really really bad and I only ever need of her to acknowledges and tried to help with racing thoughts of me never being good enough. I know it's not actually easy but all of this just makes me think that I am shitty person with no good in me and not a single positive thing. So normally that she doesn't care.

[danielle-on-the-flower-road]

Sometimes I feel that it has been more drama than music through all these years but still... from 'La La La' to 'Flower Road', it's been a great journey!! Beautiful and chaotic, awesome and crazy. Happy Anniversary, BIGBANG!! 🎉

BIGBANG THE TIMELESS ICONS OF KPOP

[rovingsolitarything]

19/08/24

The Magician

No, don’t look at me - quick, what’s that, over there?!

- CJ

[jtl-fics]

FF, or if you're caught up on that some new kings ? 🙏 also a cupcake for you baked fresh this morning 🧁

6/19/24 WIP Wednesday (OPEN) | New Kings AU

Aaron took Andrew up to the bar so that they could get free drinks. Kevin settled into a booth and looked around one of their most frequented haunts. Nicky was going a mile a minute about hearing all the best nostalgic jams and also complaining wildly that it would be ages before some of his favorite songs would be released.

“What if through the butterfly effect Beyonce doesn’t release one of her albums Kevin? We’ll need to get into another time traveling bus accident. I won’t live in this timeline if Beyonce doesn’t release Lemonade.” Nicky says firmly.

“Nicky, we already don’t know how the hell this happened. We’re not going to chance doing it again and actually dying the next time.” Kevin sighs looking up at the dark ceiling.

[yesitsvjays]

That’s cool, do what you want… but if you go for any of my cousins, I’ll never forgive you.

[sukodus]

Paquitin (peluche), allá a donde te lleven, por favor regresa a salvo. Mi cama, y tu hermano mayor Paco te esperamos con ansias de tu vuelta.