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It’s starting to become increasingly difficult, writing these things. More difficult than usual. And I can’t quite put my finger on why. My instinct is to say that I’m not reading/watching/listening to as many things as I usually do, and thus don’t have as much information to process. Realistically though, I don’t think that’s true. Not true in the sense that, I haven’t been reading/watching/listening any less than I was a month ago, and I was writing just fine a month ago.
Another option that I hadn’t considered until just now is that this isn’t really a condition, per se, but a phase. It’s one of those things where you take one or two events, and then extrapolate it to it’s most extreme conclusion. I remember about a year ago, one of my friends did something really shit to me, and instead of telling them that the thing they did was shit, I said they didn’t respect me as a person.
Earlier today, I saw an event page for a writing workshop two Saturdays from now and thought about signing up. But then I though, do I really need more things to do? As it is right now, I keep having anxiety dreams about things I committed to that I’m yet to deliver. A music video pitch I haven’t sent in yet. An e-mail I haven’t replied to. A web-series that’s now in hiatus.
In addition to all those, listening to The Shadows now makes me want to make a podcast mini-series.
In the last two weeks, I’ve cut down on social engagements to prioritise running. And I’ve been running. Four days a week. And on the three work days I run, I’ve scheduled writing time afterwards. Except, whenever I come back home, I’m unable to. I’m just too tired.
It’s only been two weeks, so maybe it’s a little too soon to say, but I seem to have found a solution for the lack of running problem. After work, before dinner. Forty minutes to an hour.
Now I need to find a solution for the writing problem. My hunch says that instead of scheduling more writing into my calendar, I should probably schedule more nothing time. More rest time.
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