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was thinking about Sonic and Shadow having their fucked up forms, and it made me sad that Silver was left out so here!!! he gets to be an angel <3
i was inspired to act on this idea and got some of the design ideas from this post by @kosmic-neptune !!
(dont mind the little guy in the top left, thats my friend he wanted to be in the drawing)
#twip draws#went with the solaris wings because 1: i wasnt sure i could fit three sets of wings on this bad boy and 2: they fuck severely#his cuffs are supposed to look like biblically accurate angels (<ik thats not the correct term for them but im tired and cant be bothered t#look it up) with chains coming off of them#sorta like. symbolically showing how hes chained to the future or whatever#gave his markings a bit of an expansion too#also no gloves or shoes cuz i thought itd look clunky#sonic#sonic the hedgehog#sth#silver the hedgehog#this is so needlessly edgy LOLL but its ok i had fun <3 i like how this came out honestly#also ik its late at night hush i can post whenever i want idc about engagement
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I'm gonna be real tf2 fans will post their "take of the century" abt Medic and it'll just be another rant showcasing their fundamental misunderstanding of him as a character. No he doesn't actively torment/torture his team. No he's neither your grimdark edgy sexyman or misunderstood bean who doesn't really want to hurt people 🥺. He's just like. A fucked up guy who is filled with whimsy and would like idk, click his heels in joy after seeing an enemy team members guts splattered across the ground and go scoop it up in delight.
#sorry im just really tired of overly edgy medic interpretations AND yaoi uke 'soft boi' medic interpretations#when his character is much more interesting and enjoyable as is#he's fucked up and he's silly! just like every other tf2 merc#tf2#medic tf2#tf2 medic#team fortress 2#team fortress 2 medic#medic team fortress 2
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shady guy...
#clotted cream cookie#cookie run#cookie run fanart#cookie run kingdom#crk fanart#my art#will never get tired of drawing clotted looking shadowy and sinister and edgy and tired and angsty#thats his appeal.... perfect prince looking guy but there's something off...#2% connivingness...#his face shadowed on his gacha banner...#the aesthetic contrast of his bright white golden shiny colors and clothes and shadowy darkness...#also drawing him shadowed like this looks sinister but#it also reads sympathetic... bc when i draw him like this i imagine hes bottling up and holding back a lot of things#like anger and resentment... but just having to swallow it down#clenching his fists hidden under his cape#so i like that ambiguity#of being able to read the shadowed expression multiple ways#(im thinking sympathetically while drawing him ofc skfjdk bc i care abt him😔
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Under the cut are mostly self-insert doodles of decreasing quality. Again, not much directly tied to Team Fortress 2. Might as well toss these out while I have no access to my puter. Much yapping under the cut and in the tags incoming.
Another self-insert, this time less of a "here's me as a tenth class" and more of a "here's my game experiences translated into the class I would take the place of". The Cleaner. Although I guess they could still be wearing either suit. It doesn't matter that much.
That one Convict's Case taunt with Backup would be extremely funny, because the man would be on the verge of a breakdown (he does not want to go to jail so bad you have no idea). The second image- I owe no explanation. You know what I am. You see the pattern with my favourites.
The duality of the man. Resting face versus "just heard you express interest in religion/Russian folklore" face. He's not that hard to make friends with, when you pull him away from all the explosions.
Some doodles of trying to figure his face out. Unfortunately, the more I stare at him, the more I worry that he looks like A Certain Guy With The Last Name "Kazarin", and the fear of never being original in my life caught up to me.
Don't look at me, don't perceive me, I refuse to explain any of my actions to you.
#team fortress 2#tf2#that's it that's the only tags i am putting this in. maybe someday i will have the balls to do more but for now that's about it#while i have the chance - and since posts with more of my yapping in the tags don't pop in people's feeds much - i might as well ramble-#-about these guys here. self-inserts or not i'm projecting only half of my bullshit on each one of them. creativity 👍#backup is tall and pale and has sharp canines and more of a dull brown hair colour with tired grey eyes. no amount of babyface or soft-#-hands can really help a motherfucker when he's grimacing so much because he just Hates being around half the people on the team.#cleaner meanwhile is on the shorter side and has constantly flushed skin and brighter colours and whatnot. you can't see it because of the-#-mask most of the time but they do smile a lot more and have a more cheery disposition towards life and see the whole team as their friends!#backup transitioned fully (albeit not very legally lmao) and is scared shitless of not being seen as a man although the last time that ever-#-came up was years ago. he holds onto his last name as part of the heritage he loves and loathes at the same time - attached to his culture-#-and religion and bloodline while also resentful of his family and the regime he knows someone else on the team suffered under.#cleaner just kinda binds and calls it a day. he only does it to confuse the team because while he doesn't identify with being a girl he-#-loves the confused looks his epic gender reveal moment gets. they do not remember their family name or where they grew up or what even got-#-them to this kind of mental state. and he's chill with it he values the here and now way more than some dark edgy backstory.#backup despite trying to be an honest man is afraid of vulnerability as well. he stubbornly refuses to express love towards certain people-#-lest they feel disgusted and turn away. he's afraid of consequences afraid of losing the people he loves afraid of his ''interests'' being-#-what drives them away. it doesn't by the way and he just wasted time being a cold indecisive loser for several months lmao#cleaner wears a suit that hides all of them yes but they pretty much never lie. he is always his truest self and he can always just burn-#-people who don't like him enough to make it a problem. they are a lot more comfortable indulging in their interests - be they innocent-#-and juvenile or violent and dangerous. he is quite open with his affection and his fascinations that backup would rather keep secret.#i want to establish that these two can only exist in separate universes because they both have feelings towards the funny assistant lady-#-and the funny inventor guy (selfshipping for the winnn) and would fight over those two. cleaner would win by the way#it's also a really funny point of comparison. cleaner is objectively more fucked up than backup and still managed to be more normal about-#-their feelings and live as a healthier and happier person than that guy. comedic gold honestly#OKAY I'M DONE if you read up to here you get uhhh a cookie :-)
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starting to consider the option that i may not be the worst person on earth and i actually may even be p decent. will keep you updated as i find out more information
#you know how after a good week you may have a crash#i'm having the opposite of this rn#had terrible awful 2 weeks of mental health like we're talking being actively suicidal again and having trouble getting out of bed#and now i'm like. i'm fine i'm chill. i'm tired but i give 100% into my work and manage to get excited about things. holy shit?#but also on a personal 'maybe i'm not horrible' level. i think being around people showed me that i'm okay#like. my standards for myself are way too high. other ppl don't judge me like that. they like me a lot anyway#i try hard to be nice and polite and help in ways i can and i don't cause too much of a stir#i feel like i'm annoying sometimes but ppl still talk to me so. maybe i'm only annoying myself#or maybe being annoying isn't as big of a crime as my brain may tell me it is lol#this is very basic surface level stuff i know but. gotta start somewhere ig 😭#anyway. ignore my character development there. hope it doesn't ruin the image of the edgy kicked puppy i usually give off.
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i h8 nightwing ((2016)) sm that i would reread it all over again just 2 make a list & point out all the things i dont enjoy in it
#i recently remembered issue 100 & it made me head in hands in the not fun way#listen i like dick#i like a decent....i think? amount of the run#its just SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO not....i just dont like it vry super duper much#its like#like yk how theres that thing where ppl go smth smth “comic fans always look 2 muhc in2 a thing”? yeah that#thats me w/this stupid run i dont like it vry muhc#it annoys me thats prolyl the best way 2 describe it#IS THE 90S RUN BETTER? uhhhh idk thats also pretty awful especially after dg started writing 4 it#all the plots got weird & 4getful & didnt make sense#like somethings just happen & never get explained & its hella annoying#but ughhhhhh idk i think im more fine w/it rn bc its darker & im an edgy piece of shit#but theres smth about dicks characterization in 2016 that makes me confused & the watered down points-#am i just speaking out of my ass?#PERHAPS#but im thinking about shit in 2016 & just banging my head on the desk#srry im just yapping but also this is my blog fuck u?????????'#srryyyyhJ<#im actually just so tired of not complaining like im keeping it in it feels bad 4 some reason#i wanna share my opinion 4 some reason EWWWWWWWWWW
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does . pheebs get fanboys/girls ?
" Most likely, if i see a dumbass trying to get with her they won't be seeing the light of sun again. "
#anonymous#anon ask#anon#fnf#bob's onslaught#ask blog#bobs onslaught#bob mod the band au#fnf au#friday night funkin#Char's Turn#text post#forgot to mention that some asks are not going to be drawn bc 1. im tired or 2. they're related to the last ask#anyways#edgy blob smh........#ask
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why did they make gender so complicated what's up w that
#like yeah. im trans ftm Technically. but calling myself ftm doesn't feel right#cuz yeah i'm a boy & i only want ppl 2 see me as a boy & it hurts when they don't#but also. im not rly trans in an ftm way yk? that feels more like a technicality#and calling myself transgender feels the same as calling myself ftm#im less trans in the 'i was a girl now im a boy' or 'born a girl always a boy' way n more in a#'crossdressing fag with a pussy' sorta way#idk how to explain it right#im not just a guy yk?im a guy that crossdresses n im a faggot n transsexual bc of it#this sounds so edgy jesus god#it's just so frustrating 2 try n explain in any other way#istg my dad said transsexual that one time and it just Clicked that that's what i am n its not in the way everybody thinks if#ig**#delete later#sorry my gender is all tangled up#it's tangled up in the same way my words r tangled up#trying 2 say one thing n getting the point across most of the way but never how i want/intend#& god i hate using pc terms 2 describe what i am cuz what i am doesn't feel pc#it feels offensive cuz it is#but in a way that i can't describe right#idk man im just tired of sanitizing it n making it look all pretty ig
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every time i work on be mean to me i'm like wow this is so cringe. and then i continue to work on it
#it just makes me feel like im 11 and writing purposely edgy fics#idk i stilll love it dearly#plots about to be a lil rush tho i'm tired of it being incomplete#the final 2 chapters are some of my fav writings actually#like idk be mean to me is and always will be one big vent post so whatevs
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i love earthspark megs so much he's basically G1 megs but not evil and its VERY fun
#smudgy.txt#earthspark#tf#will forever love this show for this decision#i love when bad guys turn good but still keep their personalities. like YES you get why theyre fun!!!#plus it gives me smth i loveee to see: megs & op just TALKING. on the same level#instead of [evil monologue] [heroic comeback]#bc 1) its just fun and 2) its interesting hearing things from their different perspectives#when theyre not trying to kill each other#i get tired of bad guy vs good guy sooo quick but also get tired of a lot of attempts#to subvert that while still keeping it 'cool'. which tends to just end up w it being super edgy#(like 'oooh what if the good guys... were actually BAD PEOPLE...#(and there was SOOOO MUCH BLOOD AND GORE ETC....')#like. ok.#anyways. didnt mean to rant sorry.#i love this show. i love what it brings to the table and hope it influences more stories in the future#also makes me want to get to when megs shows up in mtmte soooo bad#since the wiki said this version of him was inspired by that one
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I downloaded some stuff off of steam workshop and am testing it out
I like this vibe of
Also I weirdly like this combo so I guess these are some new OCs
haha
Also I wish I had sniper’s hat, it looks really cozy. My one doesn’t fit and I’ve had it since I was 8.
also also I finally added the collar thing and it does undead I think look punk as fuck bc I say so >:)
#Speeding bullet#tf2 ocs#tf2 sfm#their relationship is basically#“we are just really good friends” but like they are off smooching in woods or something#look I’m very tired it’s 1:12am in the morning#2 dorks camping not 5 feet apart because they are gay#tf2 scout oc#tf2 sniper oc#red scout#blu sniper#tf2 scout#tf2 sniper#sniper x scout#sfm poster#sfm render#But like no one except blu reads my tags fully so like who cares#fuck it I’m gushing about them#basically sniper is if sniper was more of dork that is basically just about to info dump about tress or something#The scout here is basically that one edgy kid that grew out of it but kept the clothes and is also a fucking dork#Basically the dynamic is#autistic x autistic + adhd#if that makes it easier to understand#I’m loving that I’m rambling in tags#but my man is about to chat scouts ear off about wide life bc fuck you these are my OCs and I get to do what I want#thanks <3
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Do I like Moon Knight (the TV show)? Yeah. Do I tend to focus on analyzing a character’s trauma with disregard to my own? …Yeah. Is Moon Knight a show that focuses on trauma and writes it extremely well? I’d say so. Do I want to analyze the main characters’ trauma with disregard to my own? …………. Do I want to draw fanart of the show? …….There has to be another, healthier way for me to love something
#c'est notre histoire de vie#‘what are some media you like?’#1. graphically pleasing video game with extensive lore and large cast#(but tiring game design)#2. tightly packed TV series with nice visuals and well-written trauma#(but. well. trauma)#3. another video game about flying around with pretty graphics and pleasing music#(nothing wrong with the game. I just feel kinda lonely playing it slow#*sometimes)#…4. edgy girl band multimedia (?) project#(only a few MVs. a livestream. and some live 2D character intros released)
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Person: what college do u want to go to?
Me: I hate everything.
Us: ….
#me today lol#(real conversation with a friend btw :3)#I hate everything cuz I’m very tired :>>#honestly- I have no idea what to do with my life and I don’t really like thinking that deep abt it#all I want is a cozy apartment with cute plushies and some money to keep myself alive and well#somewhat simple ig#also I wanna drive a car. one day. in 2 years and a half.#kinda edgy but let me be 😭#vent#idk
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Genuinely surprised nobody's gotten mad at me for the url so far
#Have had it for 2 months. Honestly expected way worse reception#original#I'm getting a bit tired of it... I wanna use @degrading but I feel like it's too edgy uuuuu
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Spellbound
you might be void of feelings i fear i haven’t felt for anyone
synopsis// by no means did you hate soulmates, you just hated that he was your soulmate. not like megumi was ecstatic that he was your soulmate either. but that’s fine, both of you found someone else to keep you company.
status// finished!
updates// everyday unless said otherwise
warning// dating app!au, soulmate!au, college!au, no curses!au, enemies(?) to lovers, profanity, megumi and y/n are edgy pieces of shit <3, kys jokes, crack humor? i’m going back to my cringe 2020 smau roots with reaction images id say i’m sorry but i’m not, if any characters or dynamics r ooc take that up with the universe not me !!
☆ this smau wasn’t inspired by a song but the title was!! ‘twas inspired by spell strike by provoker, so besides the title and lyrics on here the song holds little to no relevance :) ☆
you might be the only one
might be the only one for me
feeling 1. young and stupid
feeling 2. child of divorce
feeling 3. no schedule just vibes
feeling 4. six feet under
feeling 5. this is my fight song
feeling 6. success rate
feeling 7. lone wolf
feeling 8. dumpster fire
feeling 9. retail therapy
feeling 10. be normal
feeling 11. the enemy has been defeated
feeling 12. enemies to lovers irl
feeling 13. exorcism
feeling 14. shut ur up
feeling 15. winner
feeling 16. hip hip hooray
feeling 17. swiped right!
feeling 18. silly little mystery
feeling 19. for no reason
feeling 20. i guess so
feeling 21. sigh of relief
feeling 22. relationship territory
feeling 23. don’t hmu
feeling 24. major in loser
feeling 25. fight club
feeling 26. jigsaw
feeling 27. ghosting
feeling 28. cold shoulder
feeling 29. before marriage
feeling 30. meant to be
feeling 31. a hunch
feeling 32. survival of the fittest
feeling 33. he knows
feeling 34. so close yet so far
feeling 35. (disrespectfully)
feeling 36. regressing
feeling 37. take pity
feeling 38. telepathy
feeling 39. betrayed
feeling 40. two birds with one stone
feeling 41. dead end
feeling 42. mass hysteria
feeling 43. an apology
feeling 44. baby’s first reciprocated love
feeling 45. psychological warfare
feeling 46. jealous
feeling 47. a facade
feeling 48. learning to coexist
feeling 49. with you
feeling 50. useless E information
feeling 51. good idea
feeling 52. break the peace
feeling 53. enjoy the peace
feeling 54. revenge
feeling 55. tolerable
feeling 56. catastrophic
feeling 57. fumbled
feeling 58. easier than you think
feeling 59. no downtime
feeling 60. caught red handed
feeling 61. for good
feeling 62. replace megumi with megumi
feeling 63. delicate
feeling 64. best bet
feeling 65. valid question
feeling 66. devils incarnate
feeling 67. patience is a virtue
feeling 68. grow and change as a person
feeling 69. megumi truthers
feeling 70. knock on wood
feeling 71. come find me
feeling 72. cryptic
feeling 73. more than aware
feeling 74. see the future
feeling 75. trying to be nice
feeling 76. why do you hate me
feeling 77. knight in shining armor
feeling 78. perfect paradox
feeling 79. idgaf war
feeling 80. stay like this forever
feeling 81. baby bird
feeling 82. found your way back
feeling 83. heart racing
feeling 84. loverboy activities feeling 85. megumi this megumi that feeling 86. protect you feeling 87. flirt back feeling 88. wingmen feeling 89. in love with megumi allegations feeling 90. more broken feeling 91. gets shirtless again feeling 92. 1 new message!
feeling 93. protecting your peace
feeling 94. tired of waiting
last feeling. a kiss and a fight
epilogue/bonus feeling. spy
#smau#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#jjk smau#jujutsu kaisen smau#jjk texts#jujutsu kaisen texts#jujutsu kaisen text posts#jjk x reader#jujutsu kaisen x reader#jjk megumi#megumi fushiguro#megumi x reader#megumi smau#jujutsu kaisen megumi#megumi fushiguro smau#megumi fluff#bimbos jjk smaus#jjk fanfic#jujutsu kaisen fanfic
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i think i am one of the worst people alive
#im better than shitty rich ppl#they definitely give better gifts than i do tho#im so bad at it it's not even funny#i haven't been able to get anything 4 my mom cuz i can't order shit online & i haven't seen my dad since thanksgiving#so that's all fucked#and i keep fucking talking too much#cuz i cant tell when it's too much til i already fucked it up & made ppl feel obligated 2 talk 2 me#srsly why can't i just shut my mouth#im always too much or not enough & i'd rather just not Be tbh !!!!#like hey girl rver think that nobody wants 2 deal w ur shit????#it's my fault @ the end of the day & i know that. but i also wish i knew how to fix it#i need 2 fix myself & shjt cuz i know im being annoying n all#but i rlly don't wanna get better#n its probably super self-absorbed & attention-seeking 2 say this but i want someone 2 worry abt me#there's definitely a better way i could put that but it's late & im fucking tired and stupid as hell#and there's more nuance & shit but that's what it boils down to#think i just want 2 b loved or wtvr#some edgy shit like that
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