#19k

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[gojosbf]

boyfriends? boyfriends.

he totally stole them from geto's closet without his permission

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a touch of someone else (to save me from myself) (19390 words) by allyasavedtheday Chapters: 2/2 Fandom: 9-1-1 (TV) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) Characters: Evan "Buck" Buckley, Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Bobby Nash, Henrietta "Hen" Wilson, Howie "Chimney" Han, Christopher Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Abby Clark Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Different First Meeting, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Friends to Lovers, Slow Burn, Fluff, Flirting, First Kiss, Cuddling & Snuggling, POV Alternating, 9-1-1 season 1 Summary:

Of course, all of that comes to a grinding halt when he stops outside the locker room to find arguably one of the hottest guys he’s ever seen getting changed right by his locker.

He stands there, gaping and trying desperately to get his mind out of the gutter – but Jesus, those abs – when someone bumps his shoulder and he turns to find Hen sidling up to him.

“Enjoying the view?” she asks with a knowing smirk.

Buck raises an eyebrow, feeling the corners of his mouth turn up in a smirk of his own. “He from B shift or something?”

Hen’s about to answer him when Bobby appears on his other side. “That’s Eddie Diaz, our new recruit.”

Buck’s brain does some approximation of a record scratch and he whirls around to face Bobby. “New recruit? Why?”

*

In which Eddie joins the 118 during season 1 instead of season 2 and Buck has a lot to say about it. AKA Eddie meets Buck 1.0.

Notes: This is a nice two chapter ‘what if’ fic, that features Buck very openly flirting with Eddie. There is subtle flirting (and some not too subtle flirting, ahem, s3 kitchen scene I’m looking at you) in the show, but reading this made me realize how badly I want these two to openly and loudly flirt with each other all the time. Also, the tags say slow burn, but I’d say it’s a fairly quick slow burn, at least in my opinion. And I kinda like that sort of change in pace sometimes, especially considering that Buck and Eddie can pull off quick and slow (remember when they speed ran enemies to best friends in the first half of an episode?). Plus, this is by allyasavedtheday who has a lot of great Buddie fics (I recommended checking out their page on ao3).

[walkingthroughthisworld]

[fancytokyo]

meu deusssss!! muitíssimo obrigada 💗💗💗

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thank you guys for 19k 🥰💕

i feel like i haven't been around as much (i haven't) but i'm trying and hope you're all doing well and enjoying some well deserved rest. i'm giving you all big, warm hugs <3

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k word count is actually going down rn as I'm restructuring, but the plot is getting much more coherent so 👍

[gojosbf]

[fromxxthexxashes]

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: 9-1-1 (TV) Rating: Mature Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) Characters: Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Evan "Buck" Buckley, Henrietta "Hen" Wilson, Howie "Chimney" Han, Maddie Buckley, Bobby Nash, Ravi Panikkar, Tommy Kinard, Christopher Diaz (9-1-1 TV) Additional Tags: Temporary Evan "Buck" Buckley/Tommy Kinard, Evan "Buck" Buckley/Tommy Kinard Break Up, 5+1 Things, Jealousy, POV Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Coming Out, Bisexual Evan "Buck" Buckley, Gay Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Unreliable Narrator, Awkward Conversations, Repressed Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Pining, Internalized Homophobia, Religious Guilt, Catholic Guilt, Minor Eddie Diaz/Marisol (9-1-1 TV), Eddie Diaz/Marisol Break Up (9-1-1 TV), off screen breakups, muay thai, Dancing, Eddie Diaz teaches Evan "Buck" to dance, Emotional Infidelity, Not Actually Unrequited Love, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, 9-1-1 (TV) Season 7, Getting Together, First Kiss, Making Out, Soft Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz, Endgame Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz Summary:

“This doesn’t change a thing between us, okay?” Eddie promises, but something about it feels like a lie.

Eddie didn’t think that Buck was an option.

Before it was easy to ignore the way his heart would soar when Buck was around, or the way his stomach would turn to molten when Buck pressed his lips to the opening of his beer bottle, or the way Eddie's skin felt magnetically drawn to Buck’s. Buck not being able to reciprocate was a good reason not to think too hard about his feelings. Now, maybe there’s a good reason to acknowledge them.

Except-

“I kinda can’t stop thinking about him.”

Eddie hopes whatever hurt he feels doesn’t show up on his face. He’s too afraid to look at Buck to see, so he takes a moment to grieve something he has no right to grieve - because it was never his in the first place. It’s never going to be his. That’s just not something he’s allowed.

 OR

Five times Eddie sees Buck happy with someone else, and one time he realizes that Buck is happy with him (and that, maybe, Eddie is allowed to be happy with Buck too).

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Realized I forgot to post about this on here, but I posted a little something on Ao3 a couple of days ago 🤗

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girls will be like “everything’s fine” while their soul gem looks like this

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containment breach

oh boy i wish someone would notice my cries for help! [someone actually notices] noooo i'm fine don't worry about me