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06.02.2023-06.08.2024
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18 ay.1 buçuk sene.
Bazı buluşmalar mahşere kaldı. Bazı gidişlerin dönüşü yoktur. Bazı yaralar sarılmaz. Ve bazı enkazlar, hiç kalkmaz. Her sabah doğan güneş, bir sabah doğmaz olur. Kalbimizdeki kül olur zamanla, yana yana yana yana. Ve...Bazı gidişleri duyamazsınız. Çiçekler ölür, yaşatamayız.
#rblenmesini istemediğim gönderi#06'02'2023#18 ay#1 buçuk sene#Bazı buluşmalar mahşere kaldı#bazı gidişlerin dönüşü yoktur#D.#dursun zaman#kül#belki#yildizlarimayisigim
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lando was honestly so real for saying he could picture oscar as a male gymnast because i also think oscar could effortlessly pull off nerdy cuber pommel horse specialist
#i tried to do the scramble he posted earlier but only managed 18s 😔#also can someone write me synchro rivals ay yewwwww....#obsessed with the p in the chinese 3m synchro lesbian cp doing fanservice with her aus bestie. where is the 814 exchanging kits fanart
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ARTİK 18 YASİNDAYİİMM!!!!!
😻✨🤍🫶🎀☺️🥰😇🥹🎂
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realized i go to work with people who were not conscious when 1D debuted
#like i was 9 but i was aware... some of these people were like 4-5 thats fuckin nuts#i was talking to my manager (18) about it bc Drag Me Down is on the work playlist and i was like aye i love themmm#n he made a comment along the lines of like 'takes u back in time to the good days huh?'#and that made me remember he is in fact 18 and was like 4 years old in 2010#i hate that omg#one of my coworkers is 15 too he wasnt even speaking yet gOD#im not gonna say im old but it really opens my eyes to how young my coworkers are😭#also next december will be the 15 year anniversary since they went on a 'one year' hiatus isnt that wild HAHA#trials and tribulations of kats work life
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#kivanc tatlitug#kıvanç tatlıtuğ#kivanc#kivanç#aile#aile dizi#aslan#aslan soykan#bolum 18#gifset#giflerim#dizi gifleri#show tv#showtv#ay yapım#my edits#turkish edit#turkishedit#turkish actor#actor
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fuck yeah I love house parties !!! Y’all imma drunk !!!!
#this is the only time I’d indulge booze#like the music is so good too like our dj friends know what we wanna hear#time of my life#lesbian#and such a queer party tooooo#so fucking food I good I’m aye roll so much#much food#like oh maybe like the girl can drink#18+ mdni
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I do think as the months go on, Rhea becomes a little more withdrawn.
She confides in sats a lot ofc but
She... is dealing with things and changes that Rufus should be here for and it's hard]
#;ooc#she absolutely breaks down the day she feels the baby move tbh#sats: o k Ay u are not doing well mentally#(as for tosh hes fine. he misses ed but hes also... just being tosh and concentrating on other things like his mother's business)#(hes 17 (turning 18) and hes just 'i have time to mature and so does he' type thing)]#(and will be 18 at some.point)
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#ay ay ay. i dont wanna do my job so bad. it makes me so unhappy also i fucked up a thing by letting someone take part of a culture when i#shouldnt have. it happened so many months ago that i fucking forgot abt it and then the person emailed me abt when we received the stain and#i thought it was someone from another project so i cc'd my boss who was like. wait. what the fuck is this? and now its like oops sorry but#like wtf am i supposed to do abt it now? she askrd me to take some when i was rushing out of someone else's lab and i was like what? sure.#whatever i dont give a fuck i feel like im dying every second i stand in this room. i didnt even think to ask to share it which is what i#should have done. oops. cant do anything abt it now other than feel abt abt causing drama between labs. ugh.#i just wanna cut all ties with my old work. theres no joy there. only pain and anger. which makes it hard to work with it but the sooner i#do. the sooner i dont have to fucking deal with it anymore. ugh. also i really need to find a therapist but my insurance changes in like 18#days so i might as well wait for the semester to start. ugh. like i can feel the pull of my bad habits trying to drag me down and i dont kno#how to stop them. like its weird. i noticed while my parents were here. they can just do things and enjoy stuff. and everytime i do#something i feel like im holding my breath the entrie time waiting for it to be over and for what? its not like i had other stuff to do#i just needed to kno when things were gonna end and i dont deal well with flexible situations. which makes it hard to do things. so its#like do i succumb to my control freak lil bubble of not doing anything and being miserable or do things outside my comfort zone and be#miserable? one of those things is way easier. plus i dont even kno anyone here so its like wtf do i do?#try to make friends with my sometimes roommate maybe. i just need to corner her and be like hey i need to establish a dialog with u so i can#tell u that if i seem like a weird hermit im not trying to b standoffish i just dont kno how to do human interaction well. can we b friends?#id like to b friends but if i dont talk now then ill get stuck not talking ever. which is whats happened with past roommates... god my 1st#roommate must have thought i was so fucking weird. ugh. point is. these bad habits must stop. and i really need to get work done so i can#never think abt that shit ever again. at least now that ive moved i can run up the side of a mountain when im frustrated#unrelated
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Trainspotting is my new favourite film ❤
#I told me mam i watched it#she was like 'ITS AN 18'#to clarify i am 13#so uh a bit young#BUT then she was like#'Ay ur a cultured lass now'#which is true of course#so uh yea love that x#my dad went mental tho#he thinks im like 6 he was like 'NOT FOR CHILDREN'#lol i love him to bits tho
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as im getting closer & closer to the day that i will officially leave my hometown & go live with my dad i am starting to understand my ocs more
#avani most notably rn. bc shes actually my age and leaves behind everyone and everything she knows#having to grow up the rest of the way in an entirely different situation#because even if the situation youve been in for all your teen years has sucked ass the entire time its still.#its familiar? like. yk. familiar suffering is better than the unknown#personal#ive lived in that house my entire life. ive been with my dad for long stretches of time (all of summer break for instance) and it was fine#i KNOW i cant stay there. my mom's partner has actually physically hurt me and theyre both awful to me#and i also know that the only reason why its been somewhat good there lately is because i rarely speak to them anymore#that is not a house to live in! and i fucking love my dad. my stepsiblings. my stepmom!!#and its not even just the fact that im moving. right. i could probably handle that were it not for me also finishing high school.#i got financial support as a student whos 18+ while i was in high school. now its.#i need to get an income. in a region i barely know. being both physically & mentally disabled.#but not so disabled that im *incapable* of work!! which the law here asks for!!#(or i am and i just dont realize it because ive been working past my limits for so long ive forgotten what they are el em ay oh)#also ill miss my cat so fucking much#i love my dad's cats but shes special man#i miss her rn actually but im going back for the last time in a few days so#i was like. tearing up bc of the anxiety but then i remembered my cat and now im actively trying not to cry loudly#bc its. yk. almost 6 am and its almost waking up time for everyone here except me because. my school ended last month#its bedtime for me actually but i couldnt sleep because i was too busy crying over the fact that i am never going to get that room back#i miss being a child#at least back then it wasnt that complicated! i didnt know i was being mistreated when i was 11!#all of this doesnt even matter that much im just really bad with transitions. which is ironic. im transgender#though granted ive put off getting on that list for that exact reason. im scared of transitioning#like the moment im comfortably settled here and have a job and/or disability benefits. all of this will just be embarrassing#something to look back on and laugh. and then cry because i still miss my cat.
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AYY 22 yasimda ilk defa oy kullandım ellerim titredi heyecandan
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#1. Taste (feat. Offset)#2. Swish#3. Ayo (feat. Chris Brown)#4. Lightskin Lil Wayne#5. Girls Have Fun (with G-Eazy & Rich The Kid)#6. Dip (feat. Nicki Minaj)#7. Still Got It (with Drake)#8. Hookah#9. Faded (feat. Lil Wayne)#10. Make It Work#11. Money Mouf (with Saweetie)#12. Bubbles (feat. YG)#13. Ibiza#14. Bouncin’#15. Ay Macarena#16. Haute (with J Balvin & Chris Brown)#17. Go Loko (with YG#Jon Z & Offset)#18. Rack City#tubidy#africa#song#south africa
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#killer bee#going gyuuki#featuring ay#a bitty ay. i love when theres little character heads to lyk whose saying what if theyre not in the panel <3#rl sd chapter 18
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Aile 18. Bölüm Fragmanı _ Su Testisi Su Yolunda…
#kivanc tatlitug#kıvanç tatlıtuğ#kivanc#kivanç#alie#alie dizi#aslan#aslan soykan#bolum 18#fragman#gifset#giflerim#dizi gifleri#ay yapim#show tv#showtv#turkish edit#turkishedit#turkish actor#actor
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Apologies to my mutuals I'll return to being a horny transexual freak in a moment I just. Someone needs to kill that man.
#luly talks#tendría que hacer un Speedrun de cambio de genero ngl medio que me estoy cagando todo#JA ni ahí soy más cagon que la mierda#no me acuerdo cuántos años tengo pero lo vengo patenado como hace cinco#ay no primero espero a tener 18 asi nadie puede decir nada y despues el que no dice nada soy yo#la cara de trava no me la saca nadie eso es un hecho igual trava Y linyera parezco hashtag gender#ni que saliera de casa como para que me digan señññoritta o alguna poronga#ropa no me puedo comprar de todas maneras la unica razón por la que no estoy en culo es porque heredé la ropa de mi abuela 🫡#hay que salir a matar tenemos que salir a matar me va a dar un brote psicótico ya no estoy jodiendo loco
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