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[dailytomlinson]

LTWT Poster signed by Louis at the London OVO Arena - 16.01

[liimonlucay]

"Yarın? Hayatta yarın yok ki."

[lesbiansloveseokjin]

day 256/548 of jimin's military service

these selcas were posted on 160124 with the caption:

It’s sad but goodbye #JIMIN

(trans cr: Mary @ bts-trans)

[aashiquidreams]

A year ago today I was happy working in a new work field. A place I thought was the right fit for me, even though it was a stressful job. For me it was the fruit of my labor, since I had worked so hard on healing throughout the years. I even managed to earn certificates through it all and change my career path. This was it! I felt like I was finally going somewhere with my life. Money struggles were over and I started to have dreams and new goals for myself again.

A few months later (March) it all came crumbling down due to health issues and two months later I lost my job. Here I was.. feeling like I had failed again. Looking back I no longer look at it that way. I was forced on a different path and had to put in the work to get better. I now see it as something that was necessary to bring me to the point where I am today. A redirection I might say. I’ve changed so much this past year. I managed to build healthy habits and let go of unhealthy ones. This includes unhealthy relationships with family and friends, resulting in removing some of them from my life. I became both mentally and physically stronger. My self worth, self esteem and self love improved. I got somewhat calmer, especially once I surrendered to the transformation, which initially felt like a curse. Along the way I met some inspiring people. People who reminded me of parts of myself I had completely forgotten about. Someone even helped me discover a side of myself I didn’t know I had in me. I’m so thankful for these people.

This past year I also learned about trauma and its effects on our bodies. I came to realize that I still have some work to do there. And I will! I just have to find the right way for me and the money to do this. Losing my job hasn’t exactly been easy financially, but I trust that everything will work out as it should. Working out like I have been these past 10 months is a good start, I believe.

I’m getting ready to go back to work. This time I really hope and pray it’s more in alignment with the path that I’m supposed to be on. I’m now fully aware that last year when I started my new job the warning signs were there. I ignored them and then my body forced me to stop. One of the many lessons learned this past year! Lessons I clearly needed to make the necessary changes in my life.

Astrology played a huge part in this transformation, and although my knowledge in Human Design is minimal, both made me understand and trust this journey a bit better.

This is the first time I’m open about what I’ve been through this past year. Even the people close to me don’t know what it’s been like for me. It’s been quite lonely, but God never left my side. Even though I’m not practicing any religion I firmly believe He always watches over me and takes care of me.

I don’t know what more life has in store for me, but I’m positive that I’m on the right path. I am confident that this will help me attract better opportunities and better people. Maybe down the line even a healthy, loving relationship. More importantly, I’m working on an improved version of myself and I love that for me!

[taeminrecuerdos]

24.01.2016

Scans de Taemin para la mercancía oficial del tour 'DxDxD'.

[earlff]

★ cool with you; exagerado.

160124 – capa teste;

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[filmnamtans]

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160124 - Apo's Instagram Update Story

[chrisfriel]

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[bacxiunhieusua]

160124

Em cũng muốn mình cố gắng hiểu hơn cho anh trong những lúc gánh nặng công việc và tất cả mọi thứ khác phải đặt lên bàn cân cho sự đong đo cân đếm tình cảm này.

Nhưng mà đôi lúc như gần đây, nằm lên giường bệnh cũng chỉ có một mình, đau lòng mệt mỏi em cũng phải tự ôm thương chính em.

Không trách anh được vì đó là cuộc sống, ở đằng sau còn biết bao người muốn dựa vào.

Chỉ vì rằng em không thể im lặng đợi chờ và lắng lo hiểu chuyện thêm cho một ai nữa. Có những ngày thật sự em rất mệt, em một mình đối mặt với những thứ tấn công em một cách đáng thương. Nước mắt của em cũng không ai thấy, đôi vai này run lên từng cơn cũng chẳng ai hay.

Em mạnh mẽ nhiều rồi, một lời thương sao cho đủ đây anh. Cái người ta cần là một lúc nắm tay qua lúc khổ, chứ đâu phải một người mải miết bỏ một người ở đằng sau. Ai cũng khó, vậy em chắc là không có cái khó gì rồi.

Mấy nay em thấy thương em, em sợ em hết sức để rồi thả tay buông rơi mối quan hệ này lúc nào em không rõ nữa.

Em cô đơn một mình, chứ em không muốn lại một lần nữa cô đơn trong một cuộc tình.

Em mong anh hiểu,

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[lesbiansloveseokjin]

day 203/548 of namjoon's military service

this selca was posted on 160124, the day of the 2nd Muster (and 22920 hours since bts's debut) with the caption:

thank you for 22920 hours😂

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FICS ୨୧ — @justmochi

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120124 Tous les mercis deviennent des bravos. Héroïnes et héros des rapports sociaux, chaperons de la communication, sauveurs de l'humeur général qui tournait à l'aigre.

+ Je suis gros de tant d'années d'idées que pour me vider il faudrait me taire jusqu'à la mort. Je finirai donc obèse de cris du coeur et d'obsessions, ç'aura été riche tout ça et adieu Berthe.

+ Ah le plaisir de lancer un mot ou deux et de voir une phrase s'en échapper, la suivre et la pousser de mes doigts, m'emplir les sens des sens (j'entends tout, je touche les touches, je vois bien, j'ai du pif, et le reste), peindre la page, tailler la phrase, dirait Manon!

140124 Oil in boil

150124 La lenteur dont on est capable, à quatre heures du matin...

Et de reconnaître les mauvaises choses en les prenant en bouche. Je referai, peut-être, mes placards entièrement si je goûtais tout maintenant.

J'ai lu l'astragale plus longtemps que d'habitude, évidemment puisque d'habitude, il n'y en a qu'aux toilettes et donc en entrecoups. Si je me lève à nouveau plus souvent aussi tôt qu'aujourd'hui, j'aurai enfin fini ce livre bientôt.

Ces deux tôt ne me paraissent pas si proches et ne me dérangent pas.

Je sens ma machine à penser tourner au quart de tour comme en journée, comme au coucher, mais c'est moi qui n'en suis pas le fil, moi, j'ai les yeux mi-clos, je ne sens pas mon corps, je suis hors du temps, il n'est maintenant encore que six heures et le silence dort.

160124 Au sous-sol de l'ombre, endormi et chéri de loin le sommeil se demande mais rien ne réagit à rien, faire s'efface.

(D'après écriture automatique pour paroles, aujourd'hui. Je n'oserais pas la découper si je ne le copiais pas, alors même que je l'ai écrite pour ça...)

+ Bonjour est-ce que vous auriez de l'Armel en poudre? C'est pour reconstituer mon ami qui est mort...

170123 ce qui me semble être la forme la plus efficace pour la phrase la plus importante d'une chanson, d'une musique : un appel : des notes comme un ouhou! lancé d'une fenêtre vers le trottoir ; encore mieux, trois notes : un OHÉ solennel d'une montagne à l'autre et donc dont le O est en mouvement, de grave à aigu.

+ Que tu sois en cendres, ça ne colle pas pour le moment. Surtout que tes lettres sont très très bien conservées.

180124 Qu'Armel soit aujourd'hui poussière, ça m'impressionne dans le sens où je ne le comprends pas. Il n'a plus de visage, plus de corps, ces vues que je connais bien, que j'ai même là sous les yeux, cette consistance animée, tout ça est dans le vent et dans les vagues, désormais, grains encore en train de se séparer au gré des marées. Même si j'y allais maintenant et que j'en trouvais un amas, je ne pourrais pas y voir ne serait-ce que la forme de l'un de ses yeux rieurs. Et si en rêve je prenais toutes les mini-miettes de papier brûlé qu'il est devenu, je ne pourrais, au mieux, qu'en faire une poupée en tassant les éléments et en leur donnant la forme souhaitée, exactement comme avec les pelotes de laine du placard, quand j'étais petit, qui au moins s'accrochaient un peu entre elles grâce aux mini-cheveux de leur laine. Je croyais que c'était comme ça qu'on "cousait". Mais la forme tombait sur elle-même, corps inerte, et se délitait, parce qu'il lui manquait une unité. Je la gardais telle quelle, tant que ma mère ne la rangeait pas.

+ İf what you're doing is not your life, please don't do it. (sadhguru)

190124 La trilogie de Renaud Lambert :

1. La synagogue au loin

2. Tu gênes, Jacqueline

3. De canton en canton

+ Gérer deux-trois guerres

+ Voir l'eau

200124 Go gilt-trip your mother

220124 Elles ouvrirent les cages et tous les rois s'enfuirent, certains avec les clés entre les dents.

+ Je relis Kafka sur le rivage, j'en suis au passage où le titre apparait pour la première fois et j'ai un peu pleuré comme toi, franchement et avec le souffle court, ce qui m'a rappelé que je t'ai offert ce livre. Il est beau, tu verras.

+ Renaud Lambert fait des doudous liste bourré.

+ Crémation: si le gars est une ordure, on parle d'incinération.

[coralynakawaii]

160124 sun and moon