#13rw season 3 spoiler

[mare-sanguis]

The confusion continues

So someone pointed out that during Jessicas speech (ep.12) we can see that even Winston was standing.

And this is the point where I'm absolutely confused.

Like... was this just randomly? If so thats pretty weird. I mean, if you start rewatching this scene, the camera often focuses on the Hillcrest students- with Winston two times in focus.

On at around minute 9:55

And then at around 11:21

If you pay close attention, he acts a bit weird. Like blinking and looking around- bit like he was unsure if he should stand up.

I doubt that they choosed it as a random act- the random act would have made more sense after Tyler confessed (zooming from Charlie and Monty to Winston because the three are somehow connected to see his reaction).

Whats up with that?

Someone explain

[tysannoraurus-sex]

Season 3: omg alex killed a man

Season 4: omg alex kissed a man

[13reasonwhyzalexisreal]

Bryce: *talking about how hes gonna ruin zach dempsey*

Alex: oh I see you've chosen death

[prettyteenvamp]

#worried boyfriends

[justin-foleys]

+ bonus

[justafangirlcalledluisa]

feels like s1 courtney crimson all over again

[mikewheely]

Their usual, much needed light moments at Monet's.

[potatocoward]

One of the fav moments in the season

[mxtchxx]

Still didn’t watch season 3 or 4 or 13rw

But it seems like they gave us one kiss and a whole lot of nothing and expected us to be okay with that...

[priscamachado]

"My name is Justin Foley and I'm a survivor"

While that was an emotional scene, there was no surprise really that Justin is a survivor too. His reaction to seeing Jessica being raped by his brother and only provider, the way Bryce manhandled him with no resistance out of the bedroom and he just sat there crying. His abysmal childhood, with who knows how many abusers disguised as his mom's boyfriends. The acting out, the self hatred, the self disgust.

It was really no surprise.

[montyandwinston]

I will continue to defend Monty and his right for a chance at redemption, and I don’t care what you think. Winston was what Monty needed. Winston accepted Monty for who he was, and who he wanted to be. For the first time in the whole series, we see Monty actually show a realistic, relatable and sensitive side to his character. Something that has been long awaited for. Ill remind you we seen Monty; apologize for the first time, sincerely say; I ain’t going to do anything, (which he regrets his wrongs), and stand up to his father by admitting he’s gay. (acceptance within himself). Montgomery was making a difference, and that was a difference that we did notice. He was starting to change into a better man... however; change is not possible overnight, especially, with how broken he really was... 💔 Now.. I don’t care if you call this a justification or an explanation. But he was also abused and neglected as a child, and that truly explains where his violent and out of control behavior came from. He was a prisoner, and a product of his environment. (That he never got the proper help for) Not to mention he had no one to turn to, or confide in about his abuse, anger, depression or sexuality. I mean did we all see how his dad *spit* in his face and called him a fa***t... :/ that’s horrible... Monty should of been given that chance, he became the most complex character this season. Monty needs to return in Season 4 (Alive), because Winston is going to get him his Justice. I mean like Winston said: He’s a human being, and he didn’t deserve that. 👏🏼👬

“Winston was a very important person in Monty’s life," Granaderos tells Refinery29 during the show's press junket in Napa Valley. "He was the only person who told Monty he could be whatever he wanted to be. Monty’s response was 'No, I can't,' which is so sad. If their relationship went on, Monty’s vulnerability could have opened up, and he could have discovered himself and seen things a little differently."

This is so true, and I hope that we continue to explore and find out more about this Monty that we grown to sympathize and love. 💙

BTW: you have to psychologically analyze him, to understand the explanation.

[mare-sanguis]

Winston x Monty; Part IV

He was 100% sure about it. He wanted to turn himself in. The same day Jessica held her speech.

But when he came home his father was already waiting for him.

With another senseless argument about where he were homecoming night.

He absolutely didnt feel like arguing about it so he went straight to his room- his father just didnt care. Entered his room anyway.

"I know youre fucking lying- I know youre hiding something from me and sooner or later I'll know what it is and then you have to be sorry...!"

"I dont have to be sorry - you're this piece of shit who needs to be sorry...!"

He turned around just to face the fist of his father.

And then, they had a fight. Every now and then they had an argument which sooner or later turned violent. With his dad beating the shit out of him. No matter what- he always had to take the hits. Even when he did nothing wrong- or nothing at all.

He still was 100% sure to turned himself in. He wanted it- to get away from his Dad. But he just ripped his plans into pieces.

He wasnt allowed to leave the house.

So he wasnt able to make a confession.

Everytime he was so sure about something- his father came and destroyed it.

Later that evening Winston received a rushed massage.

"I hear the police sirens- I think they're comin for me. They'll take me because I did something really messed up. I'm so sorry that I couldnt tell you it personally- I was afraid. Of me. I sexually assaulted someone. I'm so fucking sorry, and I know I did everything wrong. An apology doesnt let it disappear. I ruined someones life just because someone ruined my life. And I couldnt stand up for my mistakes. Because I'm fucked up inside. And after hearing your story I began to wonder if I'm still worth it all. If I wouldnt be about to get arrested who knows what would've happen to me. Death awaited me anyway. Sooner or later. I dont deserve you. You deserve so much better."

First message.

Second message was a bit more cryptic

"And if you see him- tell him I'm sorry- but also tell him that I know nothing can bring back the old times. Tell him that I hope with my possible death in this hellhole hes now happy"

Winston was confused- reading this message didnt make any sense.

"Monty is everything alright? Do you need help?" He sent back.

No response.

"Whom are you talking about?"

"Are you still there?"

Still no response.

"Please write me back..."

But he never wrote back and he wouldnt ever again.

______

Winston turned off his phone after reading the message. Looking back up at Tyler. They sat across each other at a picnic table in a park.

"Thats what he wrote me. Some grammar mistakes here and there, everything was rushed.

Tyler still said nothing. It felt a bit surreal for him.

"Look- I dont blame you for reporting him. Hell, its a crime and people who do crimes need to pay for their shit. Doesnt matter if they are your lovers or friends."

Winston said, without blinking. Referring to one thing in particular.

"In fact- similar happened to me so I'm very happy that you could stand up for it."

"I- we... never wanted him dead."

"I know and its not your fault. I'm not saying that. All I'm trying to say is that its wrong to frame a dead person."

He stood up. Not looking back.

Winston pulled out a note. Time for the last visit this day. It was him he wanted to talk to at last. Because he played an important part in Montys life.

[alexstandall]

You're the best friend I've ever had.

[foolsquest]

Me in high school: was scared to copy my homework from someone else, thought I'll die if I talk back to my teacher once, was sure that if I didn't do my homework twice it will go in my permanent record and follow me till the day I die

The kids in 13 reasons why: never really go to  school, never really do homework, hide guns in the river, literally kill each other, look a cop straight in the eyes while lying about killing each other, give said cop a 30-minute speech explaining why and how they kill each other

[prettyteenvamp]

I actually really like their...friendship?

[asszawas]

LET US REMEMBER THAT JUSTIN FOLEY IS A SEXUAL ASSAULT SURVIVOR , DOMESTIC ABUSE SURVIVOR AND DRUG ABUSE SURVIVOR

cause I be catching people

slipping on this fact .