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Daniel Lee Rohrbough, 15, with his mother, sue Petron. Daniel rohrbough was sadly one of 13 lives lost April,20th,1999. Rest in peace, Dan.
#columbine 1999#remember#1999#Daniel rohrbough#13 lives lost#rachel scott#Daniel#mauser#Corey depooter#cassie bernall#lauren townsend#kyle Velasquez#columbine massacre#columbine school shooting#dave sanders#Matt ketcher#Steve curnow#John tomlin#kelly fleming#isaiah shoels
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aaron may be the single most misunderstood mcd/mystreet character and it’s not even funny it’s actually really stupid and baffling
#is it possible to have a parasocial relationship with a character because people have this with aaron i think#with all the assumptions and speculation not just in character but in meta.. we've truly lost the plot#like No aphmau wasn't 13 she was an american high school freshman#no aaron's supersenior status isn't confirmed#and so many things could be clarified about mcd aaron and aarmau if you watch the mcd 4th anniversary stream#you dont have to live in misinformation like this. you could hate aaron in an accurate way. you could say something hateful and true.#'jason made jess canonize aarmau out of jealousy' INCORRECT BUZZER#court in session#aphblr#aphmau
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i realizedd i have nt drawn mithrun befure
#hate2say this but hes. just like me forrealll....#like i can do Things. but ive lost the want 2 take care of myself that i go 2-4 days w/o eating/sleeping so i NEED someone 2 help me w it#bc wnen i was 13-14 i could only eat rations + nothing for. a year that it completely fucked up my weight and eating habits#mithrun we r in this together my boy its going to be slippery & we will splat and sploink but by god we willcontinue our lives trying#dungeon meshi fanart#dungeon meshi#dunmeshi#mithrun#i still think abt that dunmesh post where smthing can change u forever & u can never go back but the love will still b there waiting 4 you
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If I have energy I want to draw out some designs for an au I'm spontaneously writing.
(Medieval times, there's a Prophecy. Nightmare rules over this kingdom and is supposed to complete this prophecy, he refuses to because it would harm the people. Dream was sent away and banished by Night because he was dis-illusioned into thinking the prophecy was a Good Thing abd what he was raised to complete. Night collected his Knights (Killer, Dust, Horror, and Cross most recently) and trains them and tells them the truth of the prophecy. They're loyal to him. One day the magic of the prophesy (Apple Magic) leaves Nightmare unexpectedly, returning him to the state he was in before he accepted the mantle. This puts a target on his back and gives Dream a huge advantage in maybe making a comeback. The Knight's decide that their King (newly a young lad and variably scared and frightened) must be protected and they run the kingdom as he normally would, while also ensuring he survives and that the prophecy can't be completed.)
#yes this is fueled from RealAge AU vibes#and yes I technically have circled back around to my own initial post but like#the visual of these specific guys who've had various hardships in their lives suddenly like... idk... gaining a purpose and a protector in#Nightmare then seeing him reduced to a fraction of what they'd known him as. and still deciding to follow and care for him?#this au gives off distinct Older Brother energy because Night is like... 13-ish and not young enough to#baby but not old enough to resume his duties immediately#and he's got this like... awkward teen anxiety suddenly flooding through him that he doesn't know how to cope with#so the guys turn around and use lessons Night taught them while they adjusted to help him#Night's weak from Magic-loss? well he used to make sure Dust got bed rest and a meal so that's what we'll do!#Night is losing a huge chunk of his autonomy? They found a hobby for Killer so what does Night like?#just... yeah#plus Dream fully believes his bro pushed him out due to greed for power and had gathered forces to rally with him during exile#so he's the returned golden prince#and I imagine here that the final stand involves the knights scattering to stop Dream's forces while Killer stays with Night (<- most loyal)#and Killer hides Night right before Dream shows#and Dream says a bunch of vitriolic stuff about how Night ran and sacrificed his men and such and cuts down Killer with a near fatal blow#and Night finally manages to get out of wherever Killer stashed him and there's a moment where#Dream is seeing his little brother abd Night is seeing the man who lost his rights to be called brother when he attacked his Knights#and like... idk man#also Error is definitely Night's court magician/wizard because he bends reality in ways it really shouldn't#and here Error is younger because. i. I like the idea of an Errormare subplot but also like. the idea of scary spooky Overlord NM looking at#the wizard who just turned a vase inside out who's like 10 and learning he's a runaway and sponsoring him? yeah that's silly.#turns out Apple Night appreciated Error's raw talent. after the fact Night realizes he admires Error. insane tonal whiplash from his Knights#who have Zero protocol for courtships and kinda like. just watch it happen after the chaos is over#Okay that's all. i need to do my homework
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Psychopomp (n.)
A spiritual figure who conducts recently deceased souls to the afterlife. They act as a neutral yet protective figure, serving only to guide and not to pass judgement.
Often, psychopomps are regarded with a mix of fear and reverence, gratitude and dread, foreboding and respect.
Nico Di Angelo.
Psychopomp.
PS everyone should go listen to Abstract (Psychopomp) by Hozier. Very Solangelo I think
#we as a society dont use the word psychopomp enough#i love itttt#i find it so comforting to think of a person or creature who lives between worlds and guides lost souls across the divide#and nico would be perfect for that job#nico di angelo#cabin 13#percy jackson#pjo#riordanverse#rick riordan#myposts#solangelo
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i’m normal about him guys i promise
#I LOVE TRAGEDY!!!! I LOVE EGO DEATH!!!!#my face when i’m accustomed to violence and die unceremoniously and i’m resurrected but i feel Wrong and i’m not him i’m just what remains#and i’m implanted into a weapon of mass destruction and i’m constantly surrounded by people and it reminds me of how i’ll never be able to#live that way again and i will always always be distant and i decay in my metal cage and then i escape but i’ve lost so much of me and#i can never go back and my mind is fractured and there’s a pervading sense that i am incomplete and it’s dark and cold and lonely#man. man…… he makes me so ill#aughhh beejay i love youuuu let me give you a hug#13 sentinels#13 sentinels: aegis rim#13 sentinels spoilers#bj 13 sentinels#i am once again faced with my inability to tag things properly.#13 sentinels bj#13sar#13 sar bj#uhh idk what other tags to use maybe that’s fine
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So many incredible quotes in this episode, but so many of them are also beautiful long monologues that require context!
All my Midnight Burger paintings
#midnight burger#also fun fact#I lost this painting in the house#had to clean the whole living room just to find it#ch 13
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You know something I am really sad about is how the TARDIS interior changed for tenteen. It would have been a whole different story if the clothes had been normal but like this? Everthing the Doctor was just vanished and got replaced. The screwdriver coming out of nothing? The outfit? A new fancy TARDIS?
10 kept the TARDIS from 9 and 12 from 11. 13 had to fight to get her TARDIS back and built herself a new screwdriver in the meantime. 11 had to let her recalibrate until she was usable again and gave him a new screwdriver (? I think ? Don't quite remember where he got the sonic) All of them CHOSE their new outfit and had a whole thing where they searched for it.
And tenteen just gets all those things like this, appearing in his lap. Which is convenient, sure, but I feel like he really lost the identification process on the way. Maybe not as important for him as he knows the body and mind and companion already (in theory) but like, I am not surprised he is going through it like this. He just wanted to hang on to Yaz, wasn't allowed that, lost her, decided she was gonna be excited for change, didn't really get change either and then everything they could hold onto as part of their last identity, everything that was theirs to let go off, just got ripped out of his hands replaced with a weird mixture of 'look how new and nice and shiny' and 'isn't that lovely reminiscent of 4 bodies ago'. No wonder they are running on their gingiva*, I would be so lost and disoriented in his place.
And then obviously from a meta pov I dislike that 15 is apparently copying tenteen's TARDIS now. We got a scene of tenteen exploring the new TARDIS and being excited but for 15 he has already had 1.5 adventures with her. And while we couldn't put tenteen into the old clothes it was okay to put 15 in underwear? Wouldn't it have made much more sense to have the weird clothes' thing happen with the mitosis regeneration? (like, I wouldn't have liked that either but it is a little weird how tenteen got a full suit and 15 got the bare minimum)
And I hate how it feels like every part that made the Doctor 13 got erased as quickly as possible. Luckily, there were a few references at least - if no one got me I know the psychic paper got me <3 - and I GET why the fam didn't show up in the puppet show but like, couldn't you have left tenteen the TARDIS interior at least? I am sure Donna would have liked the crystal columns <3
It feels very rtd to have tenteen showered with gifts he can't even want and that are way too much while others are erased or overshadowed by him and get the leftovers.
On a similar note, I was also direly missing post-regeneration haze for both of them. Who knows (well people who have watched the Christmas special, I guess), maybe that's yet to come for 15? But like how are they supposed to function without running about without a clue and passing out every 5s for a day or two?
*German expression, means to be on one's last legs
#anti rtd#<- it isn't only anti rtd because there is a certain tragic to treating the Doctor this way that I can get on board with#and like there wasn't that much time for his arc anyway as he only lived for 2.5 eps#but I still wish the Doctor could have kept something and then moved on on his own accord#like an earring you know? pluck it out of his ear and put it in a pocket for safekeeping#you remember how 13 lost the wedding ring regenerating and that was framed as something to mourn? I bet they never even realised#at least not until much later when they had no clue where it had disappeared to it just got taken from them when they weren't looking#tenteen's whole self is like that ring just that it isn't getting framed that way and hence we don't get to grief and experience the tragic#as what it is#again no time in 3 eps for this sure#but idk it's very tragic to take away from 13 and 15 to give to tenteen in a way that takes aways from tenteen in the end#(maybe rtd was forced to change TARDIS and sonic who knows not gonna yell at him for it but it remains sad and unfortunate)#from the meta pov I am at least glad the TARDIS (and potentially sonic) will come to be 15's that tenteen borrowed since we will see them#together for longer#dw spoilers
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My cat just ran outside while I was taking my dog out to the bathroom, refuses to come back while calling her and shaking food at her. Actively runs in the opposite direction. And ofc someone broke the laser pointer I keep on my keys so I can't trick her back into the apartment. I'm so pissed that shit broke off, all my other crappy keychains are still attached. The laser was how I got her back last time she escaped but she'd only taken a few steps out and I was able to snatch her.
And I'm not supposed to have her so I can't even notify the apartment complex a cat is missing 😐 guess she's an outdoor cat now :/
#she chose a really bad time to run away#i already searched and tried to get her back for an hour#I'm dead to the world after 3.5 straight weeks of 12-13 hour shifts#i feel bad not caring but she made her choice. she wants to go back to being a street cat 🤷🏽���️#she's spayed so i feel even less guilty if she doesn't come back bc shes not adding to the population problem#i'll miss her but if she doesnt want to be caught she wont be#the only reason she got picked off the street in the first place is bc she got stuck in an engine#any tips or tricks people suggest I've already tried them. shes not scared or lost. she actively does not want to come back#this cat is ridiculously food motivated and she still wouldn't come back as i shook the food bag and poured some in her bowl#if she comes back at all I'll be surprised#she's lived on the street she's not an indoor only princess cat who will realize it sucks outside. i know shes not gonna come back#I don't 'not care' really. honestly I'm furious she slipped out past me.#but atm i literally have 0 energy left. work has broken me. if she comes back hooray. if she doesn't wtf am I supposed to do#i don't have money for traps and if she doesn't want to be caught she won't#i just hope she sticks to residential areas :/#i just don't know what else to really do if I've done everything i can in my power to get her back
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We went to the Renaissance Festival last night and then stopped for dinner on our way home still dressed in our outfits and as I was waiting to order, this dad was like "I like your elf ears, my daughter has those same ones" and I was like "oh did you guys go to the Ren Faire today too?" and he said they went last week. And then a minute later the daughter, who was probably like...12(? I am so bad at guessing how old children are) came back from getting her drink and I looked up and she shyly waved at me and I waved back and then I remembered! I had a bag of trinkets! So I went over and asked her to pick a color and gave her one of the little leaf charms I had been handing out and she looked so happy and then I went back to stand in line and her mom came back to the table and she was like excitedly showing her the little leaf and her mom was like "that's so sweet thank you!" and like listen, no need to thank me, I am just trying to be the cool fantasy-looking lady with elf ears out in public that 12 year old Hailey would have been obsessed with. Every time I interact with a child, especially if they're like...middle school aged, I'm just trying to be the kind of person that I would have thought was so cool at that age.
#the last few years it's been all about “be the person you wish you had when you were 13”#and “do the things you wish you could have done when you were 13”#because 13 year old hailey would have LOST HER MIND if she had had these costumes and elf ears#like the teenagers I know? especially the new teenagers who are like freshmen in high school? I'm trying to be who I wish I had.#like someone who is living proof that it does get better and you can still like things and have fun and make believe#I had one person like this in elementary/middle school and then we lost touch and I wished she was around later#If 13 year old hailey had received a little leaf trinket from a lady in elf ears it would have made her day#so I hope I did that for that girl at the restaurant#shut up hailey
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I think when I tell ppl I post fandom content they don't expect it to be The Horny Doctor Who Spinoff, Famously Maligned Early 2000s Surrealist Island Show, and Comic Book Characters Are All Failsons but hey it's a living
#fandom#torchwood#lost#venture bros#all my favorite shows when i was 13 are still my favorites#i just keep getting more niche with it#its also not a living i make negative money
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sometimes I forget how bad my black outs used to be when specific other alters fronted but I just found an entire sketchbook cover to cover full of art and ocs I don't recognize in a style that's hardly mine from my last really really low point a number of years ago. wild. who's shit is this lol
#where i am in life rn i host easy and tend to cofront if anyone else fronts#but there are large periods of very very very bad times in my life that are just a blank wall to me bc someone else took over hosting#and i dont even know who it is!#it was probably the worst when i lived with my aunt after my grandparents died bc i was around a little bit#but i would lose so much time and so many convos and arguments and stuff that i would then not act upon bc. they were redacted#i have a vague idea of who that was at least (which id call him 13) but when i was still back home? or working at sky harbor?#no clue. i dont think they were the same alters as each other or as 13 🤔#but still. a WHOLE sketchbook?? i dont recognize 99.999% of this art or 75% of the ocs. insane#*grocery store loudspeaker* excuse me there are several lost children can someone come to the front of the store and claim them#lol#i wonder if 13 and bulldog have any relation hmm#<- insane on main <3
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the doctor's daughter is sooo much
#can you imagine watching this live like#soooo much#feels like the lumiat in terms of how thoroughly it undresses the doctor/master#also i love these fish people#one of the more fun alien designs#just thinking abt 10s reaction to jenny vs 13s 'lost them a long time ago'#not in that she was specifically thinking abt jenny but just. the doctor & parenting#donna voice: youre not what you'd call a natural parent are you#10 voice: they stole a tissue sample at gunpoint it's not what i call natural parenting#no timelord is a natural parent#no timelord is a parent AT ALL if you ask me#gonna have to write fic abt it at some point#gonna have to think abt it a bit more first tho
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Bit of a life update, though
#okay so things DO get better and they get better even for the Saturnian girlies!#it does help that through it all…Aphrodite got my fucking back#bad day at work? im like… girl you have a BA and you look like Mia goth#im getting my ba next semester though#but hey i feel like I’ve lived through twenty different lives since last year. there was a point where i thought i wasn’t growing#but hey guess who’s sleeping 7+ hours! guess who lost 13 pounds! guess who’s read 10 books and watched 10 films#this autistic fucking loser of a woman!!! AND SHE HALVED HER AVG SCREEN TIME TOO! SHE WALKS 10-20K STEPS A DAY SHE CYCLES EVERY DAY!#am i exhausted much of the time? YES!!! its simultaneously a symptom of chronic insomnia recovery and me becoming overall more active#also i did my first hex a month ago. lol
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How annoying that I’ve had to buy new scrubs and to just realize while putting on my good jeans that they’re too big too 🤦🏼♀️
#I didn’t realize I lost that much weight#whoops#who knew working 13+ hours days and maybe one meal will do that to you 😂#where’s my live in chef to cook for me 😂
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listen to me. listen. i thought the black parade album couldn't possibly hit any closer to home but i was wrong. it just it took nearly dying to do it for me. every major life event like makes my connection to the black parade level up.
#mine#the experience of being 13 and fucked up mentally. being 16 trying to accept you'll die bc of the medical neglect. your first family death.#nearly dying from the medical neglect for real and being hospitalized because you quite literally lost blood blood gallons of the stuff.#and through all of it not being afraid to keep on living 🖤#being about to die. being a survivor and all of that. yea i have such a fucking huge ego.#also the obsession with death.
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