#12/22/2024

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I made you this icon as a holiday gift - thanks for keeping our spirits up!

OH WOW OH WOAH!!! I’M SO SORRY I’M SEEING THIS ASK ABOUT A YEAR LATER BUT MY GRATITUDE + AWE IS AS ABUNDANT TO SPAN THE TIMEFRAME WHEN THIS WAS FIRST SENT!! SO THANK YOU TWO-FOLD HAHA!!!

THIS IS BEYOND DELIGHTFUL AND I AM INCREDIBLY STUPENDOUSLY GRATEFUL + IN LOVE WITH THIS!!!! SEEING THIS HAS MADE MY YEAR!! THANK YOU THANK YA AGAIN :’-) I’LL KEEP THE “WHOLESOME” LIGHTS ON!!

[kittieshauntedourfantasy]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY OCEAN!!!

[remembertheplunge]

From the book "365 Goddess" at the page that contains December 22 Goddess Cailleach Bheur.

My responding margin notes:

12/22/2018: Dedicated to the men of the “L” unit and the citizens of Beard Park Homeless City. MAC and I toured it last night. endless tents in the dark cold longest night.

Note: 12/23/2024:

The homeless tent city lasted for several months, and then was taken down by the city ofModesto. MAC was a friend who had lived with me until 2014. He has been homeless since 2018.

The L Unit was a high security unit of the Stanislaus County jail. I had several clients housed in the Stanislaus County L unit in December 2018 that I visited there.

12/22/2019 margin note:

From the opulence of the Saint Frances Hotel Lobby to the cold, brutal street, to a Christmas tree atop the Twin Peaks I walked and joined arms with SFCA and the mystery and massage Kristopher yesterday.”

Note 12/23/2024

On 12/22/2019, I had driven to San Fransisco from my home in Modesto California to get a massage from Kristopher. His studio is located near the Saint Frances Hotel, a fancy place. The brutal street refers to the homeless on the street near the hotel. The Twin Peaks is a gay bar in the Castro District of San Fransisco.

SFCA is San Fransisco, California.

The Inuit Indians of Alaska say there are two plans for every day. Your plan and the mystery's plan. This is the mystery I referred to in my 12/22/2019 entry.

[airduct-conflict]

Was I unblocked so that I could creep his husbands blog and see that he’s been liking the posts?

Or was it so that I can keep up with him more easily throughout the weekend?

The latter seemed plausible at first but.

After connecting some dots (should they be connected???) this could be a way to force me into letting go.

Or an attempt at turning me on????!

things were so much simpler when i refused to connect with people

i know i csnt go back tk that. i him that i would imprive myself.

but god, i really miss feelinf okay about myself.

[xaviergalatis]

[ogaturnblr]

[remembertheplunge]

I love it! Perfect!

[forged-in-kaoss]

Episode 110 vs episode 1100

[princesscatherinemiddleton]

The Princess of Wales Winter 2024 Photo Challenge!

Day Two: Favourite photo(s) of Catherine on St Patrick’s Day/St David’s Day/St Andrew’s Day

The last St Andrew's day activity that was St Andrew's day related being in 2012 while she has 47 thousand photos available to show her celebrating St Patrick's day... something something

[cleoenfaserum]

«Tan lejos de Dios y tan cerca de Estados Unidos» CANTOS A AMERICA LATINA 1287

Esta triste frase encierra la trágica historia de una america latina subyugada por la tiranía de un capitalismo salvaje de Estados Unidos que actúo a sus anchas sobre nuestra querida y herida America Latina. Esta historia se ha escrito con genocidio. De la ensangrentada Doctrina Monroe acompañado ahora por la INTERNATIONAL RULE BASED ORDER (Orden liberal internacional - Wikipedia) del imperio de los Estados Unidos.

El acervo genético de los europeos en la conquista del continente americano se ha sustentado en el genocidio, comenzado por la isla Hispaniola y el atraco del barco Mayflower.

Un homenaje a la poesía y al coraje revolucionaria de los latinos americanos.

link https://youtu.be/iJ4w5XR4AsQ Oscar Alfaro EL PAJARO REVOLUCIONARIO

enlance https://youtu.be/NdeT4AZ5gWM PAJARILLO- Joropo

enlace https://youtu.be/lZZytiEGG7M Gabino Barrera por Ignacio López taro

enlace https://youtu.be/5CyabHd6raI HASTA SIEMPRE por SOLEDAD BRAVAO

e-https://youtu.be/hHU5mXd9t1k AMERICA LATINA de NICOMEDES SANTA CRUZ

enlace https://youtu.be/WtyVt7AKDis LOS NADIES de Eduardo Galeano

enlace https://youtu.be/-30sOxnzYzQ Gabriela Mistral LA RATA

ENLACE https://youtu.be/n1sUWyFI5g8 CUCO VALOY paginas gloriosas

sin perder el sentido de humor...terminamos

enlace https://youtu.be/jRWw2Sef8Gw CUCO VALOY no me empuje

[tuntetesinfo]

Szolidaritási esemény, étel- és adományosztás

"A sorsunk senkit nem érdekel" - mondhatja ma már több millió bajban lévő embertársunk az országban. A szegények tömege napról napra nő, és most egyelőre nem tudunk mást tenni, csak a Karácsonyt kívánjuk számukra emlékezetes ünneppé varázsolni! Neves művészek által előadott Karácsonyi ünnepi műsor keretében tartunk étel- és adományosztást a rászorulóknak! Gyere el Te is, és légy részese a szeretetnek!

A tervezett fellépők: Jordán Adél, Kováts Adél, Molnár Piroska, Pogány Judit, Szalai Kriszta, Beregi Péter, Bodrogi Gyula, Gerendás Péter, Geszti Péter, Haagen Imre, Heller Tamás, Iványi Gábor, Máté Gábor, Nagy-Bandó András, Puzsér Róbert, Straub Dezső, Simon Kornél, Szabó Simon, Szabó Győző.

[nikki-tine]

So it's come to my attention that despite the page I have set up within the desktop version of my blog, I don't have a mobile version of an introduction post here. Oops! This one's newly written, too, in a different format than the other.

So, that being said - Hello!

I am Nikki/Niko (Whichever you prefer!) and I am a 28-year old Genderfluid artist person (My birthday is on January 9th!). I don't think there's too much to be said here, but I can and will say with confidence that this blog has been, especially in the last few or so years built up to be a catch-all for whatever I deem good to reblog or post (All of which typically related to fluff stuff, feel-good vibes or something that I may feel strongly about).

This place is, and always will be a safe space for a) People with disabilities (I am autistic, have ADD and Bipolar as well as Anxiety) and b) LGBTQ+-identifying people (I am, as mentioned before Genderfluid, and I'm Pansexual Panromantic!).

If a reblog or post makes you uncomfortable, then I will happily delete it if asked.

I make it a point to keep these posts SFW especially nowadays - however, I can't quite vouch for possibly the oldest of my posts (as I've been here since the early 2010s along with some ol' dumb teen thoughts involved and it'd take forever to sort absolutely everything out from over a decade ago at this point). I'm pretty sure that I've removed most of the NSFW stuff already from those years ago, but if I missed something then I don't mind deleting it as long as you let me know first (I'm incredibly disorganized and would appreciate a nudge in the right direction).

With these details out of the way - I am an artist that dabbles in various fandoms with no real sense of rhyme or reason outside of either hyperfixated interest or otherwise with the intent to update old ideas and refresh them into new ones. Like most artists on the internet, I ask that you do not repost without credit, trace and/or copy my work. I'm quite literally living paycheck by paycheck with my family right now. You CAN however use my artwork as a reference or as inspiration for your own work - If you do, lemme know! I'd love to see the result!

Here's a vague list of fandoms I dabble in (though my post history doesn't quite show that as I tend to leave most of my stuff to posting on Discord instead):

Pokemon (I've been a part of this one almost my entire life lol)

Sonic the Hedgehog (Another fandom I've been in for a grand majority of my life! I'm more of a casual fan as I haven't made much art recently, but I still absolutely love looking at what others come up with for OCs and stuff.)

Undertale (ESPECIALLY AU-centric)

Digimon (Passionate about this one specifically - I have a project I've been working with under this fandom since 2014 on and off)

Cookie Run (Kingdom primarily with a minor Ovenbreak focus for AU concept ideas)

Dark Cloud/Dark Chronicle (This one's SO obscure, but if you know these games then I give you a virtual baked good of your liking! These two games hold a very special place in my heart.)

Dance Dance Revolution, NotITG, Friday Night Funkin (I'm a rhythm game nerd and love the creativity of the communities surrounding these three - I just haven't been able to piece together anything for it yet visually except for FNF stuff on and off)

A Dance of Fire and Ice (Same as the DDR fandom part, but I've made a couple fanart pieces before so this one I may have an easier time of conceptualizing later)

FNAF (Specifically Security Breach AU work! This one's not as frequent as others but I still have stuff in mind for it. Security Breach is how I finally caved with the FNAF series as a whole after watching how the fandom grew over the years.)

Warriors (Warrior Cats, in our year 2024? Eeyup. I just like the funny spiritual witties!)

Team Fortress 2 (This one's in and out but it's one that I come back to a lot as my boyfriend, regularly interacting and involved in the GMOD animation community reminds me of my own TF2 stuff with his presence alone lol. Love you James! <3)

Persona 3, 4 and 5 (This one's a lil self-explanatory but I have AU ideas surrounding these games that I want to make more art for eventually)

If I have anything else not listed before, I'll add it to the list. C: Please keep in mind that although I dabble in these fandoms, AU versions of existing characters may be changed in terms of sexuality, personality etc to reflect the AU they are from (For example, I have a version of Cream Unicorn Cookie that uses he/they pronouns, and my Redeemed!Pomegranate Cookie from the same AU leans bisexual over lesbian for reasons relating to reflection of character and overall character development. I like to make characters more flexible while self-indulging, so keep this in mind). I note this because my own headcanons about certain characters have set off one or two people in the past unintentionally and they VERY much have pushed things in an effort to keep canon down my throat out of retaliation. Let's just say that this part in particular is a thing that taps a sore spot for me for personal reasons. :/

When it concerns making art of my characters - surprise or not, feel free to make art of them and mention me in post (and/or message me, either way works)! It makes me feel SO loved when I get art from others, and I appreciate every piece dearly. 💜💜💜 (I go so far as to hold onto an archive of art that was done for me - with artist names in-tact within the file name nowadays!)

A few things to consider when it concerns tickling-related matters with me:

MINORS - PLEASE DO NOT INTERACT WITH MY TICKLING CONTENT. Long overdue to add this one (as of 12/28/24) but I’m updating this now as I’m worried and anxious, and I want to be safe rather than sorry.

I am a Switch! I'm unsure how far Ler or Lee I am just yet, but I do enjoy tickling both ways. Unfortunately, however, I'm the kind of person that practically flies across a room when poked,, (if it comes down to tickling my sona - Niko Spirata - tie or hold 'em down if you want to wreck 'em with tickles lol)

My interest in tickling alone is purely SFW - It feels too weird looking at IRL photos/videos with very rare exception (a lot of the exception is the giggle the lee produces from ticklish contact). As a result, all the stuff I'll be reblogging and posting here is art or animation-related instead!

My favorite tickle trope is the one where a shrunken someone or a small something wiggles under the unwitting lee's clothing to tickle them! (Points at wormonastriing's Squirmles as an example of this trope :3) No, seriously. If I end up with art of any of my characters getting destroyed with tickles in this manner I will ASCEND BEYOND GALAXIES.

My favorite spots with tickling overall are belly, side and rib tickling - on rarer occasions, I enjoy tickling in other places (I prefer foot tickling if the lee has paws instead of normal feet!). This lines up with a particular enjoyment of characters being slightly chubby! I looove a good squeeze of the sides or belly, enough to get the lee blurting out giggles.

I have only a few tags I use now on a regular, but these are:

#nikki-tine (This is my user tag and I put it in with my art posts and other things I post sometimes. You may also see others' posts under this tag, primarily with stuff related to asks or when art's been posted for me in the past <3)

#art, #tickle art, #tickling art (These are self-explanatory!)

#NJEGNJ (Something to that effect, lol. It's not exact but keyboard smash tag is typically wrote similarly or around the same for several posts, all of which ones that got me chuckling or giggling like a dork!)

~

My Commission Status is currently set to OPEN (paypal prioritized for now).

It's really complicated, however, and I don't have any other methods than Paypal and Robux right now so if you have questions about that then feel free to message me and I'll try to clear it up as best I can!

I only have two prices, both fully colored and shaded.

Chibies are $25 USD (+ 5 for an extra character)

My normal art style is $50 USD (+ 10 for an extra character)

I do best leaving the BG transparent, but if I HAVE to work on one then I can do nature-themed backgrounds pretty okay. It’s not a strong-suit of mine, however…

My Art Trade Status is Busted Wide Open™ to Mutuals, but I'm a little picky and choosy with random people.

If I decline an Art Trade, please don't take it personally!

In terms of Roleplay, It's Closed on-blog, BUT I'm Open to Roleplay in Discord servers (Provided there's a Tupperbot there for me to use).

I've been looking to find an RP server that has mutuals/friends and allows Undertale-related stuff (especially of the tickling-related kind!), so if you're a part of one please let me know!

DM Status overall is Open (As long as you are kind to me, I will return kindness back!).

My Asks are ALWAYS OPEN! I really like getting stuff in my inbox (and I unfortunately don't get asks often at all).

I'm most comfortable interacting with other adults and SFW blogs (this is more-so for safety than anything else on my end. I don't have the emotional or mental energy to handle potential drama involving context-disconnected words). I don't mind interacting with NSFW blogs here but only if in the context of specific interests of mine and not much else.

I don't really have much in the way of who can't interact with me as long as you are respectful/mindful of chat etiquette and are aware of the kind of impact you may make in messaging people like myself.

I do my best to look at blog descriptions and respect DNI's - If I end up poking at something I shouldn't by accident, as long as it's not met with aggression in DMs, I will happily fix whatever problem you may have related to that. I HATE making others uncomfortable/upset!

If you have questions, feel free to ask! I don't really use other forms of Social Media, but I do use some websites with a social aspect to them casually.

Links:

Flightrising (Funny dragon site)

Chicken Smoothie (This one's a fun lil adopt site from the late 2000s)

GPX Plus (This is literally Pokefarm Q before Pokefarm Q lol)

Gaia Online (Another old site with unfortunate currency inflation, but it's the site that's kept me going with character designing and such over the years! The blog part here is old, but the avatar is updated from time to time. This site is the reason I lean on Monochrome + a color as an aesthetic a lot lol)

Bluesky (mostly inactive - want activity there? nudge me here!)

DeviantArt (It's VERY rare I post here now. Also a warning for those under 18 - there's suggestive and nsfw art in my favorites dotted here and there so look with caution. my gallery itself is SFW however and all the works that would have been nsfw are archived.)

Artfight (Self-explanatory!)

[hyeahgaku]

Suzuki-sensei's comment this week (2024/12/22)

[shimomcdragon]

some doodles of my freakazoids (+new oc)

[airduct-conflict]

Self Doubt

Not sure self doubt is the correct title for this one.

Doubt? Speculation? Wariness? Observations?

Choosing to trust somebody blindly is not an easy task when there are connections to be made.

I am the one that pushed sexual boundaries and I am that one that kept flirting.

Looking back, he found excuse after excuse after excuse to not cut me off while trying to shut down the conversation, while also explaining to me why he should be valued for more than his sexuality, via OCs (which, again, THE ENTIRE REASON WE WERE TALKING!!! AND I BARELY EVEN KNOW HIS OC’S!!!!!!!)

But did he see an opportunity to get his husband to respect his gender identity? Via jealousy?

I loved hearing from him about him and his husbands sexual exploits. It felt like a trusted friend, wanting to rile me up and get me excited, with a mutual attraction.

I looked at his husbands blog and, active within the last 3 days.

And my stomach hurts so bad from looking.

He’s not speaking to me (although he’s Reblogged many posts from my own page, just it directly from me); this is just humiliating and painful.

But he’s been respecting ELs gender identify, at least.

Will he soon be referring to EL as his chosen name?

Was our time together an annoyance; that he was able to capitalize off of?

I have to choose to Trust EL. I’ve already doubted and hurt him once.

But these thoughts infest my mind in ways that make me feel deranged, disconnected from reality, and hurt beyond belief.

I don’t want EL to hate me, and I put him in a position to be forced to reassure me.

From this point onward, our relationship can only exist between working hours. Is that his own way of telling me to keep things professional?

I wouldn’t have done otherwise anyway. I was suffocating without him.

God this is all.

Just too much.

He says that I should, but I’ll never forgive myself for doing this to him.

Ever.

[mikeywayarchive]

pixiesofficial: The combo you didn’t know you needed...

We’ll be joining @mychemicalromance at their show at Rogers Centre - Toronto, ON on August 22nd 🇨🇦

[Nov 12, 2024]