#10000% clocked her as butch when i saw her online

[frontlinet1tties]

listen

there are very few things, if any, i have been embarrassed to have told my therapist about in the six-ish months i’ve been seeing her

but it has been about 3 weeks since i spent the last 20 minutes of a 1 hour session explaining the plot of the locked tomb to her and im still wondering? why???? i did that????????

i don’t even remember why the plot itself got brought up but she had asked me if i knew how influential it was going to be to me when i was reading it (the answer was no)

but also the amount of absolute grief i felt and expressed when she asked “so…are [gideon and harrow] lovers?” literally all i could do was put my head in my hands

jackie puts up w so much from me, y’all