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i am So Scared to say things about my hopes or dreams or desires or whatever but i am just going to say rn i think rn i'd love to study library sciences in college
#crunchyposts#books#reasons for why i think id really enjoy doing library stuff in the tags lets go#1. i am autistic i love organization#2. i love reading#3. i love talking. if anyone asked me for a book rec i am absolutely going to do that#4. one of the things that really makes me happy is just helping people whenever i can#id love to do more community service and stuff like that as an adult (or even now honestly if i can find anything)#and library stuff is a whole system providing service for the community#yeah uh#im scared as hell for college from Online School Trauma but i think i'd really enjoy doing that and i need a degree so.
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Hello!!
hi welcome to my blog, I draw and make art and post random stuff on here,
My name is allan and I use he/him pronouns. (Hope u can read it)
my socials:
about me:
I am autistic
I love Ducks
I am a MINOR!! I am pan and trans :)
trabble in nonbinary lol
been drawing since 2020
hugeeeee nerd
fav color purple
my fandoms:
Pokemon!!!!
sk8
project sekai
stranger things
vocaloid
TMNT
umibe ni etranger
just anime in general
ranma 1/2
Zelda
marvel
transformers
And more
my Dni
Proshippers!
pedos!!!!
racist!!!!
homo/transphobes!!!
zoophiles!!!
Israel supporters and trump supporters etc...
and anyone who hates people for who they are!!
Blog rules/ whats ok
Don't use she/her for me
you can call me stuff like girlie and dude idc
no inappropriate comments
u can drop some compliments tho :)
no nsfw stuff, and don't say stuff or draw my ocs as such
shipping my ocs is ok, as long as they aren't like in a incest ship or a minor/ adult ship
you can draw fanart :3
you can make head canons
you can give me ideas
you can give nice feedback
no hate pls my second blog for rebloging or joining chains or sm
MY SONAAAAA
this is yuriko or yuri, they are my sona and use he/they pronouns. This is only my sona and not me tho.
SOME OF MY ART!!!
My sk8 ocs!
And the fanfic:
MY WORLD AND OCS: Hoshi
tw:old art :(
In the world of Hoshi, there exists a power called Hoshi, very few have that power and they can use it by accessing they're amulet and using this power, a long time ago the goddess of light passed away and got reincarnated as ponia, ponia who lived in a lab until she was five is the main character and together with yumeno and her best friend haruno, they attend a school wich is made to teach them about they're power. Idk gonna post the Hoshi legend and story someday.
ponia tochi/16 /she,her/ aroace (main charakter)
Haruno Maddaka/16/she,her/leabian (ponias best friend, main trio)
Yumeno/15/he,they/aroace(best friend with ponia, main trio)
Kirishi nakama/22/he,him/gay (has a subplot of his own and is ponias mentor)ignore his age on the pic its old
Yona/28/she,her/straight(ponias adoptive mom)
Nagisa and harumi/both she,her/both aroace/16 and 31(the one with glasses is ponias bio mim harumi and the other two is child and teen nagisa, ponias twin)
Iraka Tochi/he,him/10 and later 15/gay(ponias brother and this is him older)
Satou kimi/15 (irakas age)/he,him/gay (irakas bf)
Kohei Takahashi/he,him/22/gay(Kirishis bf)
Side Charakters and Charakters I don't really draw lol
Idk If u wanna know more ask me, this is my new intro and I maybe forgot sm, thats gonna be added later.
bye
#art#artwork#artists on tumblr#anime and manga#sketch#digital art#intro post#introduction#blog intro#pinned intro#introductory post#new intro#fandoms#sk8 anime#anime#my ocs#ocs#illustration#drawing#my art#lgbtqia#lgbtq community
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Am reading a most delightful MDZS modern AU featuring an autistic character by the super talented @scarlettohairdye and now I'm thinking: Am I autistic? I remember feeling just like the character about things in the world as a child except that I was conditioned to pay attention to my facial expressions very closely.
You learn something new every day indeed.
Anyhoo, do go and read the fic. It's such a delight!
GIF of Lan Zhan and Wei Ying exchanging fond glances from The Untamed. Lan Zhan in pale Gusu Lan robes and forehead ribbon and Wei Ying in dark robes.
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Don't mind me, just yapping and organizing my thoughts about my olnf mcs! Specifically step 1 for now, will probably do step 2 soon though bc I love writing and talking about them 😊
Nova Grace "Gracie" Woods! She currently identifies as a girl and uses She/Her. (Nova was my second requested voiced name for the ks after my irl name, so hopefully it makes it in!)
A nervous wreck about pretty much everything. Bffs with Tamarack and has a crush on Qiu, though she hasn't realized it yet! She prefers not to talk a lot and communicates mostly through ASL(she and Opal are fluent) or writing.
Very short, probably a good inch or two shorter than Tama. She is half Black on Opal's side and half Native Hawaiian from her donor. Her hair is actually dark blue and not brown like how the doll maker currently makes it look. Qiu probably thought she was exaggerating when she said she falls a lot, and very quickly finds out she was not. She's very rarely without a bandage or two at this age.
Her favorite color is teal, or really any shade of blue. She's autistic and has a special interest in space, and is usually wearing something with a design or pattern around that. She loves playing in the woods, especially with her two best neighbors 😊
Annabeth "Beck" Estrella Hyyde! She was born intersex and AFAB, and currently uses She/Her. (Annabeth was my third requested voiced name, so we'll see if that ends up in there lol)
A very outgoing and hyperactive kid, Beck loves anything to do with the outdoors or making new friends. She has a crush on Tamarack and is good friends with Qiu. It doesn't show on the doll, but she has a white streak in the front of her hair from her vitiligo. (She's the one holding Tama in my profile pic!)
She is Afro-Latina with Dominican roots. She was born in the US but moved to and around South America as a baby and young kid before Opal's job took them back to the states when she was 8. Spanish is her first language and English is her second.
She currently has undiagnosed ADHD and dyslexia and struggles in school even though she always tries her best. I feel like Mrs. Murray would be the type to recognize effort and desire to learn, plus she's still in elementary so her grades wouldn't be bad. In later steps this is not necessarily the case unfortunately.
Although she loves all sports, soccer is the coolest and her most favorite. She can juggle it 40 times in a row without dropping it, just watch! Her favorite color is rainbow, or maybe cranberry like her and her Mamá's hair.
Elijah "Eli" Othello Anderson. He currently identifies as a boy and uses He/Him. He's Black and doesn't know(aka I haven't decided) much about his heritage. I am on the fence about his current hair color and might change or tweak it a bit.
One of the most laid back and breezy kids you'll ever meet. He just wants to have fun and make new friends! He's got a pun or other terrible joke ready at any given moment so watch out.
He does have a bad habit of putting others before himself, much to the disappointment of his Mama. Is it really such a bad thing that he wants to make other people happy?
He finds something of a kindred soul in Qiu in that way. They just get each other in a way most other kids don't. They're clearly destined to be best friends, or maybe even more. He has a soft spot for Tam too, hopefully they'll all be good friends forever.
Cassiopeia "Cassie" Lotus Aoki-Jones. She identifies as a girl and has since she was six and currently uses She/Her. Her mom has Egyptian heritage and her donor was half Japanese.
More than anything, Cassie is mad. She doesn't want to move away from her old friends and life, especially to a place surrounded by dirty and icky woods. Why couldn't she and her annoying Mom just stay where they were?
No one else here even knows about roller skating, or butterflies, or anything cool. Sigh, at least there's a ballet class where she can show off her skills.
Most things here are pretty bad, but the two neighbors her age are pretty okay. Both of them are nice and sweet and pretty... what was she saying again?
#our life now and forever#ol2#olnf#olnf mc#mc nova#mc annabeth#mc beck#mc eli#mc cassie#i love them your honor#step 1
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Welcome to Evil Xisapril! (Evil Xisuma April) Greetings Evil Xisuma enjoyers! With HC Season 8 ending over a year ago and the tragic lack of Evil Xisuma appearances since, there seems to have been a devastating decline in the EX economy! As a long-time avid evilxisumer myself, I can say, professionally, this sucks bad man. And thus, my devious scheme and comic sans free canva graphic, made in a despicable attempt to cure this draught! It is time for: One whole month of Evil Xisuma! Rules? Very few of them! There is one prompt for each day of april, and these prompts are intended to be used however your heart tells you. Make art, fic, memes, essays, music, lore analysis, or literally anything else Fluff, silly, angst, whump, ship* [all with green check mark ✅ emojis] *all shipping will be tagged with #hermitshipping on this blog, if you would rather avoid it. Make something beautiful and true. Make something hideous and decietful. Who care. You do not need to fill every prompt. Skip prompts, fill prompts late, fill prompts after the month has ended! It's all good! If you make something for Evil Xisapril: @ this blog (@evil-xisapril) & tag your works as #evil xisapril so I can reblog it! (Please don't tag this blog in any NSFW posts) Image descriptions on posts are not required, but greatly appreciated. I will myself add descriptions to as many undescribed evil xisapril image posts as I can, but I'd love to not need to do all of them !! Got questions? Ask them! Major contributors to the prompts list are the members of the evil x fanclub discord (looking at you especially, @lindentree 💕) Who's running this thing?? Moony @autistic-evil-xisuma. Credentials: Evil. Prompt List 1. Birthday • 2. [tbh/autism creature] • 3.Sidekick 4. Lightning • 5. Golf • 6. April Showers 7. TNT • 8. Gender • 9. Derp 10. Swindling • 11. Music • 12. Evil School 13. Minions • 14. Pink • 15. DOOM 16. Diamonds • 17. Mistake • 18. Striders & Axoltols 19. Prison • 20. Flowers • 21. Stay Awake! 22. Nightmare • 23. Dream • 24. Quiet 25. Knitting • 26. Hermitcraft Recap • 27. Prank 28. Mirror • 29. Void • 30. Don't Give Up! *If you hate these prompts, please feel free to send me hate mail about it, as I am fully open to peer review! For organization's sake, do direct all contemptuous feedback to this blog, not my personal ones.
#credit for the faceplanting ex & xisuma head pngs goes to the lovely gubbymcyt <3 ty gubby#evil xisuma#evil x#xisuma#hermitcraft#hermitblr#evil xisapril#evil xisuma april#the graphic looks like crap bc its what ex would have wanted
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Do you have favorite 9-1-1 fanfics?
!!!!! an excuse to talk about my fave fic???? Of course! I read a lot of fics and I like a lot of them, but here I'm just gonna rant about my fave one :D
Eddie repeats his affirmations in the mirror every morning, while he shaves the stubble from his jaw. My name is Eddie Diaz. I am autistic. I am gay. I am a good dad and I am a good person. I deserve to be happy and I deserve to feel good. (It's taken him a long to be able to say it outside of his head. It's taken him an even longer time to say it and believe it.)
I am obsessed with this series, I've read it twice in its entirely and gone feral about it twice too (see my unhinged comments on every work lol), even though I'm usually not a re-reader ever.
It's just so so so so so good and I love it to bits. The little built up of Eddie's back story and childhood that is then pulled into the now, is top notch and I absolutely adore the healing arc and the growing into himself arc of this fic, it's just so delightful and healing.
Also, I love autistic Eddie, it feels so correct and this is the best autsitic Eddie I've seen. Like, he is just projection board shaped <3
Furthermore, I am absolutely in love with the way Eddie's trauma is built up here alongside his internalized homophobia, as well as the way it's slowly broken down as he tries to break free of it. It's just tasty delicious.
The Buddie is also amazing and I love Buck in this series as well as they Buckley-Diaz family and 118 firefam vibes. The way this series does interpersonal relationships is just amazing and the dynamics are top notch <3
Plus, this fic actually gives Helena and Ramon a proper fucked up parents trying to do better and failing sometimes arc. I have a deep hatred for the Diaz parents and I hate what season 6&7 did with them, trying to shittily redeem them and I don't trust season 8 and I won't until Chris is home. So, usually I dislike anyone trying to make them sympathetic, but this fic does it so welllllllll. I truly hope someone in the writer's room sees this, so they can do better, because, yeah, they cannot make up for what they did and they still have a lot to work through themselves, but if they want to have Eddie in their lives, if they want to have Chris, they need to work for it, which is great to see.
Okay, so that's me ranting about this fic about my favorite little guy (hi, yes, I am an Eddie girlie and I won't apologize, I love his messy ass <333). Do go check it out and give the author some love from me, because it's just amazing
#rr ask#(of course checking it out is optional. no pressure)#i just love this series so much#sleeper agent got awoken just to rant about this fic omg#its just so good and i love it#like this is my fave 9-1-1 fanfic. Ever.#might even be my fave fic across the board#buddie#buddie fic rec
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Relationships:
Tim Drake & Dick Grayson Dick Grayson & Teen Titans
Characters:
Tim Drake Dick Grayson Original Female Character(s) Teen Titans (DCU) Bruce Wayne
Additional Tags:
Dick Grayson is Tim Drake's Parent Tim Drake Needs a Hug Tim Drake-centric Tim Drake Gets a Hug autistic Tim Drake protective Dick Grayson Romani Dick Grayson child Abuse Child Neglect adoption child Protective Services Family Fluff angst hurt/Comfort Dick Grayson-centric This is a slight vent fic because im a mandated reporter and child care worker and i want to show you that you can trust us however i am still acab Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-conImplied/Referenced Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism adoptive Parent Dick Grayson Bruce Wayne Tries to Be a Good Parent GNC Tim Drake therapy unreliable Narrator somersaults as a metaphor for love also me putting my psych major to good used Dick Grayson may appear happy always but he has anger issues kid Tim Drake
Summary:
When Tim found out that Dick Grayson was a gymnastics instructor in Bludhaven, he quickly signed up. After all, learning gymnastics from The Nightwing himself is a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity.
Dick Grayson is more concerned at the obvious signs of child abuse he sees in one of his students.
AKA
Dick Grayson, as a childcare worker, is a mandated reporter who knows how to recognize child abuse in his students. Tim Drake, after a lifetime of fear and confusion, learns to trust adults.
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Head Canons For Dante From Devil May Cry
I think about Dante way too much so I thought I would share my thoughts on some head canons of my own. Especially since the fandom for me gets so fucking dryyyyyyy Like please, I need more content or I'm going to spontaneously combust and not even in a hot and sexy way. (Or it still will be I just wont feel like it, but looking like hell on wheels is the goal!) yes that was a Heathers reference don't come at me Am I cringe? Yes. Am I free? Yes. These are my SFW head canons for him! If I get to it I can make my NSFW head canons as well but we'll see about that. Gender Neutral Reader Pairing. For my bitches, bros and fellow nonbinary hoes. (My certification in making head canons is as follows: I have played DMC 1, 2, 3, 4, 5. I've read all the novels, and read 3 different fan translations of the novels we don't have official English translations for. I've watched the animated series at least 12 times and I've listened to all of the audio drama CD's. I have canon reasons for all my head canons but some of them are just little silly things because I brain rot. Thank you for coming to my Ted Talk.) I apologize in advanced for any typos and grammar mistakes and or just not making sense. I am dyslexic and autistic so I have a weird way of explaining things and will misspell basic words sometimes but I promise to do my best.
He's a big dork and his favorite thing to do is make his S/O laugh. Filling their soul with light is his favorite thing to do. teehee So he says the stupidest jokes to make them double over in laughter.
This is a bit of a double edged sword however since he uses humor and sarcasm as a major crutch / coping mechanism. He can be serious when the situation calls for it, but most of the time he doesn't want situations and mishaps to weigh on himself or those around him too heavily.
He's HELLA broke. So he'd take full advantage of free things to do like spending the night under the stars in a park after hours. Something that feels like "We aren't supposed to be out here!" but isn't really harmful / breaking the law.
I think he has some sort of collection of some sort. I think he collects seashells because they remind him of more serene times in his childhood. Probably hand sized conches or perhaps sand dollars (because its the only 'dollars' Lady cant swindle out of him ;u;)
Will die on the hill of pizza being a "balanced meal" insisting that it has all the important food groups therefore pizza is healthier than media wants people to think.
Despite his habits of leaving his pizza boxes about and letting Patty clean up after him- his own personal hygiene is actually really important to him. He always makes sure to take a shower after he gets back from every mission.
He honestly cant stand the scent of demon blood on him, it makes him a little anxious because it takes him back to the night of the fire / attack every time. (babyyyy boyyyyyyyyyyyy)
His love language is physical touch (giving) and acts of service (receiving). When he gets more comfortable with you, he's got some part of him touching you at all times: a thigh pressed against yours, a gentle hand around your shoulders or the small of your back, insistent on you laying on his shoulder or in his lap if you're tired. He'll be super appreciative of you organizing things when his mind gets too jumbled or he's just brooding.
I'm sick of people calling him lazy. I don't think he doesn't clean up because he doesn't want to- I think he's just overwhelmed most of the time / overstimulated to do anything if he's not in battle.
I strongly feel like he has some sort of ADHD, Depression and CPTSD due to his trauma. (Losing / killing his brother several times, his mother being killed, his father up and disappearing one day, losing his found family repeatedly: Grue, Nell, Jessica... etc)
He'd probably be super understanding of a neurodivergent s/o and be more than happy to "parallel play" in the shop. He reads his magazines on the couch with you while you read a book. Or he'll try to get some semblance of work done at his desk on the occasion while you watch your favorite tv show.
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it is june. i am tired of being brave. (4015 words) by kermit_coded Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: X-Men (Comicverse), Marvel (Comics) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Julio Richter/Shatterstar Characters: Julio Richter, Shatterstar (Marvel), Remy LeBeau, Rogue (X-Men), Elizabeth Braddock, Figaro | Remy LeBeau's Cat Additional Tags: Comic: X-Factor Vol. 4 (2020), Comic: Excalibur Vol. 4 (2019), Minor Remy LeBeau/Rogue, Hurt/Comfort, Cuddling & Snuggling, Getting Back Together, Trauma, POV Julio Richter, Domestic Fluff, Food as a Metaphor for Love, mentions of the following - Freeform, Objectification, Forced Prostitution, Blood and Injury, Mojoworld (Marvel Comics), Exploitation, okay all done, Canon Queer Relationship, Autistic Shatterstar (Marvel), Self-Esteem Issues, ric is a little bit of an unreliable narrator Summary: After the Hellfire Gala, after the beach and a case of beers, Rictor takes Shatterstar home.
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hey, something i've been struggling with recently is i've been struggling with "finding my people" because i'm a minority in my hometown, and a lot of people... aren't. they don't understand me, and often when i try to get them to understand they seem like they fall back into the old systems they were traumatized with (elitism, classism ect.,). 1/2 -solidarity anon
Im gunna say this at the top, this is so rough and im so sorry you gotta go through this sweetie. We are so isolated and filtered into categories within our current system in order to keep that isolation and to fight solidarity and unity. Now I cannot know for 100% sure what your going through or the extend your suffering. But will say I am from and currently still live in a oil loving, god fearing, anti-LGBT, and very racist city while i was raised wiccan by a poly core family and all my gay aunts/uncles and have been dreaming of an earthship my whole life plus every summer id be stuck in an even more harsh farming community that was so small they gotntheir first street light when i was 9 and the chruch is also town hall (mayor works in a wing off of the building). So there is at least some overlap in the experiences your having.
But that being said, how I got weirdly connected to people and involved in so many projects and stuff might not work for you.
Personally? I just yelled and yelled about the injustice of the system at work, about cool forestry projects and people buying ghost towns to start up Co-loving villages. Sharing discworld and different philosophers with coworkers backed up by their fave hobby. About how terrible the conservative politics are. About how cool transit could be if we funded it. About community art projects and how cool solar glass would make things look. About drags shows and events and did you know there is A SOUP FESTIVAL? I'm autistic and have only really interacted my whole childhood with friends with ADHD so my brain is weird and won't shut up once it starts going.
As a result of my ramblings, I have gotten a lot of responses mostly ones that are positive since if they didn't agree with my absurdist philosophy ramblings or solar project ideas they'd just leave the coffee shop. If they enjoyed it, say they want to join a community garden/event or if someone was as stoked as I was about again UNLIMITED TASTINGS SOUP FESTIVAL than we'd chat about that. The thing is a lot of these things have overlap. Someone who wants to convert their lawn into a pollinators habitate prob also likes little libraries and as a result prob also likes the idea of dark sky street lights. And down the rabbit hole you go.
That being said... my best actual advice is 2 pronged.
RESEARCH and REACH OUT
I personally have done years worth of research on my city. What local events and politics are happening? Even in rural places there is at least garderns, there's engineers, there's usually a LGBT focused club. And from these spaces, you can build a network. Doing research I found out about 5 different organizations in my city (most of which was founded 40 yrs ago??) That where sustainability focused. Doing research made me realize how cool community associations could be and how I could help mine out. It also gives you all those ideas for convos.
Second, I reached out to those groups about weird ideas I had, about if I could hang up posters for them in my local area, if I could buy groups worth of tickets in advance, and than also reaching out to the ppl I already talked to and had these ppl interact. My fave example of this is T. T is an engineer who built a fully functioning solar car during his degree program but specializes in hydroponics (how we ended up talking was over plants) he than gets shown my fave farm near by and now he's building the farms hydro system and Seedling house. Writing in to newsletter ppl and showing off weird layout design. This is ultimately very anxiety indusing. What if I'm bothering them? Why should I be spamming them like this? But the secret here is-
No one will ever be mad about you showing interest in their interest once you find those ppl. They want the interaction just as much as you do.
#sprout guide#solarpunk#community#hopepunk#connecting is so hard and swallowing differences that might seem hostile is so hard#asks#if you need more direct answers id need a more accurate idea how small/area if the place you live in sadly#so this is v broad#but feel free to DM me bout it with more details if you want
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Do you upload your fics anywhere? (If you have, I mean) I want to read spider!Tang cause I am autistic and interested
I actually did start a fic a long while ago but never really went anywhere with it. But I do hope to either rework it or continue it since I have newfound motivation! (Just might be slow with my crk interest stealing my attention)
this is old enough that I’ll more than likely edit the first two chapters before deciding to continue it but if you do enjoy the story then I’m glad! I put a lot of love and effort into my aus :D
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I have been watching oitnb for probably 10 years now which is the longest I have ever taken for a show (and I still have 1 season to go). and the weirdest thing is, it's not bc I dislike the show in any way, I actually really enjoy it, but it's somehow one of the most exhausting things to watch, mostly bc there is so much plot condensed into a time frame of like a few days to a few months at max. I personally am not a fan of this bc I like 1 season = 1 year, but me watching this show so slowly is mostly due to the fact that I have to be in a very specific mood to handle it. I don't quite know why, but it's similar for me with got (even though I'm clearly more often in the mood for that than oitnb).
anyway, very long prologue for wanting to say that season 6 was great, probably my favorite so far, next to season 2 I think. I only didn't enjoy the one with vee (was that season 3?) too much, but I generally liked all of them for different reasons. and season 7 is said to be one of the best overall tv show seasons, so I'm excited for that.
I particularly liked 6 bc the plot was very organized in the sense that we had a premise from about episode 2 onwards and there was a conclusion at the end (even though it was different than expected and I loved that it was for once an almost happy ending). I personally loved carol and barb, it was such wonderful dark humor, and the little 80s flashbacks were a treat. the other minor characters like the new (esp alvarez giving autistism rep) and the old guards (esp the mormon one) were great as well (not as in nice people neccessarily, but they made a great backdrop) and generally none of the new characters felt forced and I'm glad they will all return next season. and who thought caputo and fig would be the cutest couple of the season?? I also liked alex and piper, but I was so certain piper was gonna do something stupid again and mess up her early release. but yay she did it!
it's also worth mentioning that there were some really sad and dark things again that were really well done, like daya's abuse, the trial around taystee, and flores' deportation at the end. oitnb is just one of the few shows that ace dramedy so perfectly by balancing hilarious and devastating scenes.
#orange is the new black#season 6#game of thrones#carol denning#barbara denning#j. alvarez#ryder blake#joe caputo#natalie figueroa#alex vause#piper chapman#dayanara diaz#tasha jefferson#blanca flores
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… they said. you know. like a liar
because this is a prime example of “non-english speaker who writes a work that blows your mind” phenomenon. i will be now using it as a future reference, thank you.
because WHAT THE HELL?? this is so good.
let’s be real, 9-1-1 is not a fandom abundant with unusual aus, so this is a treasure. i was fed, hydrated, given a good night’s sleep and a firm beautiful hug, thank you.
the characterization, the buddie relationship- all of it is chef’s kiss. i also really liked the way emotional states were portrayed and narrated here, literal fucking gold. there are a lot of very intense extreme emotions in there and the fact that they stayed so consistent and true to the characterizations and fit into a logical progressive arc makes me all warm and fuzzy inside. also, autistic eddie diaz, my beloved. but ALSO, demisexual eddie diaz, even more beloved and very well-explored at that.
i also LOVED shannon in this one and their relationship with eddie. and also, just in general, i loved the way all the little details tied together in one deep and full picture in this fic - christopher meeting buck before eddie did, buck researching other people’s coma experiences. i just love how many thought was put in the creation of this fic and it really paid off.
and the anticipation built before the real-life buddie meeting had me squirming and flailing my hands, i was so SO happy with how it had me on the edge of my seat. and the meeting itself - fucking beautiful. all of the work is, really.
but, above all, the premise and the way it was brought to life in this work had me absolutely hooked. i wish all the fic writers a very having mad interesting dreams that inspire you to write mad interesting stories.
also, eddie smelling like pomegranates was an absolute delight and one of my favorite details in this fic, i did not blink on this reference.
anyway, 9736362414167384926151316839/10, am HIGHLY recommending. i am hereby prohibiting the author from talking themselves down and downplaying their brilliance and skill, because this is amazing. eternally grateful to the author for having the courage to post the first story in their non-native language and leaving absolutely no crumbs, am eagerly awaiting the second part.
#buddie 911#evan buckley#eddie diaz#christopher diaz#shannon diaz#maddie buckley#autistic eddie diaz#death! eddie diaz#more like death? eddie diaz#urban fantasy#buddie fic#9 1 1 fic#9-1-1 fic rec
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Pspsps I am but a humble moot who is intrigued by Clove! That said, may I have sum Clove fun facts?/nf
I was going to do a big master post about Clove's fun facts but sure! I'll share some! (Also, ackkk-I'm so glad you like her, I was worried no one would)
Fun fact 1: Clove is a neat freak
She was always taught to have a clean work area as a scientist so she strives to do that...everyday...everything has to be clean, tidy, organized, and aesthetically pleasing to the eye.
Fun fact 2: Clove is ambidextrous
This is a trait that she actually inherited from her grandfather (E. Gadd) although it makes it hard for her to choose which hand will be dominant that day and which hand will be semi dominant.
Fun fact 3: Clove is autistic
She actually hates this the most about herself. The reason why she is seen as black sheep to her family and "Nothing you do will ever be good enough" is because she's autistic. It took a loonnnggg time for her to finally accept her autism (like until the Genesis Arc)
I myself am a different kind of nerodivergent (The ADHD) but I chose to make Clove autistic because it just fits her character (I really hope I'm not misrepresenting autistic people when i use her...I know making her scientist is already kinda stereotypical)
Fun fact 4: Clove really loves the sound of old TV static
She doesn't really know either but it's a stim lmao.
Fun fact 5: She has a pet frog
She made her in her lab! She has little wings and can breathe fire. Clove sometimes calls her pet Frankie for short but her actual name is Franklin. Yes. Franklin...
Fun fact 6: Clove was originally a C. Ai persona...
Fun fact 7: Clove studies psychology, forensics, engineering, and memeology
Fun fact 8: All of Clove's family members have the initials E. Gadd
It's like a weird family tradition if you will. Clove's dad is named Edward Gadd while her mom is named Elizabeth Gadd
Clove normally goes by her nickname though; not wanting to be associated with her family at all.
Fun fact 9: Clove's ears are just a birth defect
It's called Stahl's ear or "Spock's ear" and it's actually pretty rare! (I have Stahl's ear lmao) Clove used to hate it when she was younger but as she grew up, she cared less.
Fun fact 10: Clove's voice claim is Sandra Bullock
Specifically, Sandra Bullock from Miss. Congeniality
And that was the last fact lmao
I have billions of others but that will have to be for another time
LATER
BI!
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Introducing the newest expansion of the Fooled Around (and Fell in Love) Series:
WC: 15,800 || Rated: Teen
Primed for Love is a four-chapter prelude, set before the events of Part 1. This new expansion serves to tell the back stories of the pivotal moments which led to the intertwining of Will, JJ, Tara, and Emily's lives.
Chapter 1: William LaMontange Jr
After his relationship falls apart in New Orleans, newly single Will moves to DC at his best friend's suggestion. Derek then decides to play wing-man to help find Will the perfect woman.
Chapter 2: Tara Lewis
Upon joining the BAU, Tara finds out she doesn't have the capacity for both her job and her relationship. Good thing she doesn't mind being single.
Chapter 3: Emily Prentiss
Things fall apart between Emily and the married woman she's been sleeping with. In an Autistic burnout tailspin, she turns to her two best friends, Spencer and Luke, for comfort.
Chapter 4: Jennifer Jareau
JJ and Will buy a house together and despite her ongoing claim that she never wants to get married, JJ realises maybe, just maybe, Will LaMontange is her forever.
A/N: I am super excited to finally share this with everyone. This is quite different than the rest of the series, but I have been thinking about writing backstories for a long time and I think this prelude hits all of the joyful beats the series does. Huge shout out to @gaelic-symphony @swpf @phantomhag-666 for letting me lament and throw ideas around for this. I'm so grateful for all of you 🥰
#criminal minds#criminal minds fanfiction#derek morgan#jennifer jareau#penelope garcia#emily prentiss#tara lewis#william lamontagne jr#my wip#my writing#faafil#cm fanfiction
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Cheeseaged Exocolonist Age 15: Use my transcendence of time to cheat at cards
In which I befriend a furry by financially ruining him, in order to reach my full potential and ascend as an autistic god.
Year 15 starts with your home in ruins. There's no special dialogues, and only two ways to pass the first three months: help rebuild or mourn. I choose to mourn, because this is Sol's first time experiencing death (in this lifetime), and because, having maxed out Organizing, rebuilding is highly suboptimal, whereas mourning lets me avoid stress and trim my deck of useless non-blue filth.
Because I chose the sportsball, I find it when sifting through the rubble of my room and get this rather sad dialogue.
Mourning gives you many opportunities to level your Empathy. However, because I have the In Mourning status, all my stat increases are reduced by 1, rendering every single one of these +1 boosts completely worthless.
This always happens, because Kom always dies. I'm not sure if this was an attempt to really underscore how hurt Sol is, an oversight, or a straight-up troll.
After three months of developing my Empathy in nonexistent amounts, the Heliopause arrives, and Sol's home is gradually taken over by fascists who enthusiastically spread disease, worship the military and hate transgender people. I enjoy visual novels because it's a fun escape from the problems of the real world.
Fortunately, there are exactly two nice Helio kids, Nomi and Rex. Nomi is an nonbinary AuDHD techie and Rex is a furry engineer. Rex often reminds you that he is part dog, in case you had missed the ears. His dog traits include a reduced lifespan. This is not, to be clear, a setting where people just have mutations. This was a deliberate genetic augmentation. Someone purposefully made their kid part-dog. Incidentally, Nomi likes anime, so here's a panel from one of my old favourites, Fullmetal Alchemist. They've never seen that one, so really this picture wasn't relevant. Sorry.
I improve my friendship level with Rex by giving him sticks, his favourite item because he is part dog. Rex is easier than most to befriend because he enjoys physical affection, because he is part dog. I love Exocolonist, so rather than saying anything bad about the game here, I will reiterate that my favourite character is Tangent, because she's a complex person with a well-integrated character arc in dialogue with the central themes. The writers really took their time to make a fleshed-out character with deep relationships with the others and multiple character traits.
Once I have high enough friendship with Rex, he wants to play cards with me. I wait to play cards with him until after Vertumnalia, where I beat both Tangent and Nomi at the trivia game. The card you get from doing Trivia is worth 8, making it as powerful as the card you get for defeating a giant in a fight to the death. Better yet, it's blue. Why do I keep picking blue cards? You're about to see.
After Vertumnalia, I am Popular because of my detailed knowledge of pop culture trivia. I would fit right in on Vertumna, except it is currently ruled by fascists. We'll take care of that, but first we need to arm ourselves. Popularity doubles the amount of kudos you get for three months. From all sources. Now's the time to take Rex up on his offer to play cards. Rex is good at cards, but he has one critical weakness: he's playing against someone who has played this particular game countless times. I use my past-life knowledge to win the game, betting 100 kudos that I have a better card.
Sorry, make that 200. Sucker.
I now have a vast wealth of kudos, most of which I gained from cheating at cards by consulting my past lives. With this ill-gotten fortune, I buy the ultimate weapon in the game, which is surprisingly not the Drone Rifle, an actual gun. It is a "vintage focus device," a fidget spinner. Because Sol is very autistic indeed, a fidget spinner allows her to reach her full potential by letting her stim. Accessibility tools being a luxury you have to buy - in fact, the most expensive luxury in the game - paints a very bleak picture of the colony's ability to handle disability.
That would be just a joke, but Nougat's learning disability, Tangent's drug abuse and burnout, Dys' (potentially literal) alienation and Tammy's phobia of nearly everything all go pretty much neglected unless you step in. It's interesting how much Vertumna recreates the same oppressive structures that it is an attempt to flee from.
Fortunately, we can get rid of ableism through autistic world domination, to which we are one step closer.
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