WIP Wednesday 9/11/24 (Closed) | Four Horsemen (1/10)
Andrew, logically, knows that while the world is spinning, it is not spinning anywhere near as fast as it feels like it is at this moment. Well, the earth is spinning at about 1,000 miles per hour, which is about as fast as it feels like at this moment. He looks to his side and sees Aaron has closed his eyes and is swaying on his feet.
He looks out into the church and amongst the crowd he can pinpoint every single Fox just due to how the pink of Nicky’s dress code really pulls out the green in everyone’s complexion. His eyes shift to Neil and the reddish tint to his hair is doing him no favors in not looking as if he is moments away from losing it.
He breathes through his nose and out his mouth as he turns his attention back to Nicky standing two feet away from him. Nicky’s eyes are locked on Erik and Andrew can see how his cousin is holding Erik’s hands as the man recites his vows to Nicky from memory.
Bir kez sarılabilseydik, okuyacaktık canına tüm ayrılıkların... Ama o hep bana çattı kaşlarını. Hep benden el çekti. Dağ gibi bir ben dururdum arkasında, bir beni itti, bir beni istemedi, herkese güldü, güldü de... Bir bana can katardı gülüşleri. Bir bana gülmedi... Hiçbir şeyi olmayan bir çocuğun, oyuncaklarıyla oynayan arkadaşını seyretmesi gibi, başkalarına gülüşlerini seyrettim... İçim buruktu, kalbim kırık, ama hep heyecanlıydı bekleyişlerim. Böyle de yitiyor insan, yitiyorum. Allah şahidim. @olafkardanadam