#.mainly because my muses are picky lmao

[sansloii]

Which starter Pokémon is your muse picking from the five generations of the Pokémon games? You can only pick 1 per gen!

I have 8 muses so I think I will answer for all 8. And I'll assume you meant the first five generations but i'm a weak individual so i will be doing all nine

Mikah: Spiritgatito 'cause cat. and Meowscarda was made for Mikah specifically. They would pick this all on their own and would not look back. Scorbunny was a close second, though!

Penny: Torchic 'cause that little chicken nugget is my absolute favorite and I really like the idea of Penny just holding one in her lap. or it burping flames at Mikah and Evan when they annoy her. Cyndaquil was a close second for her.

Wynn: Turtwig!!! I really meant it when I was like "Man loves his plants" and i had a difficult time choosing between the grass starters for him. Ultimately, though, i went with this little guy for him despite the fact that he would realistically have all of them. Or at least know people that have the ones he can't.

Evan: Totodile 'cause Evan is a goblin and so is Totodile. I also think that having one would really suit him at all stages of its evolution and like… bro, it's a crocodile. Evan's in love already. The other ones he was eyeing was Litten aaaand Skeledirge.

Dakota: Fennekin and no one can tell me any different. You cannot tell me that the Fennekin-Braixen-Delphox line is not specifically Dakota-coded. It is so cute and Koko would be on that little guy in a heartbeat. Also, it has a type advantage over Mikah's pick at least in the Grass-Fire aspect so. If she didn't go with Fennekin, she'd scoop Chimchar or Tepig in a heartbeat.

Joseph: I had to change Joey's because initially, he would pick Froakie explicitly because of Greninja if he's thinking outside the realm of fucking people over 'cause honestly, their temperaments would mesh so well. I then remembered that Generation I exists and realized Joseph would be that one bastard with a Charizard so he can have a double type advantage over Mikah's pick. 4x damage baybee.

Roderick: Grookey! I had chosen Chimchar initally for him but, given that another already has a starter from the Sinnoh region, I had to change Roderick's pick. I was already contemplating whether or not he would have Chimchar or Grookey anyway, though, so it worked out. I feel like he'd love both of them equally.

Andris: Rowlet because Andris thinks owls are cute. That's the entire reason. He loves Rowlet, Dartix, and Decidueye a lot. The fact that Decidueye is a Grass-Ghost type is conincidental because not only does Andris think it's adorable, you will never see it coming, just like Andris' many red flags! And that's a fact. Andy... also didn't really have a second choice. it was always Rowlet.

Unprompted

[fatexbound]

KNOWING YOUR PARTNER WELL CAN POTENTIALLY MAKE WRITING TOGETHER A LOT EASIER. ( REPOST DO NOT REBLOG ! )

✿ NAME: Lea (previously called Athena. No nicknames yet)

✿ PRONOUNS: she/her

✿ PREFERENCE OF COMMUNICATION: Discord, mainly if we’re mutuals. Tumblr is shit with IMs, but I use that too.

✿ NAME OF MUSE(S): From here: Makoto Yuki, Hamuko Arisato, Junpei Iori, Yu Narukami, Yosuke Hanamura, Ai Ebihara, Rise Kujikawa, Naoto Shirogane, Ann Takamaki, Ryuji Sakamoto, Makoto Niijima. Single blog: Akira Kurusu. Finally, a BUNCH more on my other multi.

✿ EXPERIENCE/HOW LONG (MONTHS / YEARS?): It’s definitely been ten years. Since 2013 or so. Times flies and I’m old.

✿ PLATFORMS YOU’VE USED: Facebook at the start as a joke and that’s how I got into RP. Then after a while, I moved to Tumblr, although I used Skype too at some point. Of course, I use Discord as well.

✿ BEST EXPERIENCE: I’ve had plenty, and I gotta say they were from my earlier days as an RPer. They left the biggest impact on me because it’s how I met my German and Singaporean BFFs. It was all so new and exciting that we hit it off and had plenty of good laughs as young teens.

✿ RP PET PEEVES/DEALBREAKERS: I can’t stress this enough. Please read my rules and others’. It’s extremely disrespectful if you don’t, and it only serves to annoy us and block you if you’re a personal blog. Seriously, it’s not funny whether it’s an OOC post or not. It messes up my notifications and I’ve also had two or more instances where they liked 7+ posts at once. Why? No clue. Don’t do it, hoe.

✿ FLUFF, ANGST OR SMUT: Fluff all the way. I need it in my life and I live off of it. Hurt/comfort is okay too and angst? Only when I’m the mood for it. Not that I take things personally, of course, lmao. It just requires a lot of concentration and I’d rather not ruin it or something? 

As for smut, same as with angst. Although, I am very picky and rusty with it, so cut me some slack. Especially since I write some M/M action. I am not a man. Go easy on me and be patient.

✿ PLOTS OR MEMES: Both! I’m more into memes for some quick or long asks depending on how much I put into it! I love getting asks. However, I am more than happy to plot with you as well when it comes to more important events (marriage, pregnancy, etc.) or just to get things started. I’d really appreciate it if it’s discussed with me first to give you the OK or not. <3

✿ LONG OR SHORT REPLIES: Both, again. I tend to practice longer replies as they look more... fluent in a way, and I like seeing it. It might take me a while or seconds, depending on how I feel. Short replies are also gucci, of course.

✿ BEST TIME TO WRITE: Late in the evening or late at night since I am a night owl and hate waking up. I also hate my brain for getting motivation out of nowhere.

✿ ARE YOU LIKE YOUR MUSE(S): I am an introvert through and through! Meaning that I can relate to Makoto (P3), Yu and Naoto more than anyone else. I’ve also been “adopted” by some extroverts, so I’m stuck with them now. Yay.

Tagged by: @tres-fidelis​ (stole it~)​

Tagging: YOU!

[wearejericho]

Knowing your partner well can potentially make writing together a lot easier! REPOST.

name. camille♥ pronouns. she/her preference of communication. tumblr IM (even though it sucks) or discord!

name of muse(s). connor, north, markus, eli, hank (human verses: connor bryant, north brighton, markus vaughan, elijah “eli” key)

rp experience/ how long. ffff i started circa 2012-ish? my first RP was as freddie benson (from icarly) on FACEBOOK i started tumblr rp in 2014. i’ve had the weirdest assortment of muses. icarly, disney, glee, sherlock bbc, 13 reasons why, until dawn, detroit become human... all very different vibes lmao best experience. writing & reading threads that make my stomach drop or give me butterflies with excitement or even cry. one of my favorite feelings ever

rp pet peeves/dealbreakers. call out culture. blogs that have 25,000 non-negotiable rules to read through. i also will never interact with people who roleplay as real people (like celebrities, streamers, etc). it makes me really, really uncomfortable 

fluff, angst, or smut. angst! i enjoy some fluff from time to time and haven’t written smut in a long time. i’m down for it, it just feels unlikely to happen, except maybe with eli? but whump and hurt/comfort are my top interests by far lol plots or memes. i’m a big meme person. i don’t do a lot of plotting, mainly just b/c i’m kind of bad at it and it isn’t as fun. i’m a very go-with-the-flow type of writer. many threads i start i have no idea which direction they’re about to go in. that’s what keeps it fun for me! long or short replies. medium. one-liners are very rare (pretty much just occasional opens) but my longest has been like... 7-8 paragraphs? i average around 3 paragraphs. i enjoy having partners who have longer replies because it gives me more to work with but i’m not really that picky! best time to write. whenever i’m feeling it. sometimes right after getting off of work, sometimes all day on my day off, sometimes i go through writer’s block for 2 weeks. 

are you like your muse? not really. i’d say i’m a mix of eli and human connor. i’m outgoing like eli but also somehow introverted and socially awkward like my connor? and eli and i are both obsessed with medical things so :’)

[deaths-blooming-lament]

𝘒𝘕𝘖𝘞𝘐𝘕𝘎 𝘠𝘖𝘜𝘙 𝘗𝘈𝘙𝘛𝘕𝘌𝘙 𝘞𝘌𝘓𝘓 𝘊𝘈𝘕 𝘗𝘖𝘛𝘌𝘕𝘛𝘐𝘈𝘓𝘓𝘠 𝘔𝘈𝘒𝘌 𝘞𝘙𝘐𝘛𝘐𝘕𝘎 𝘛𝘖𝘎𝘌𝘛𝘏𝘌𝘙 𝘈 𝘓𝘖𝘛 𝘌𝘈𝘚𝘐𝘌𝘙.

NAME : Egg/Yok

PRONOUNS : They/Them

PREFERENCE OF COMMUNICATION : Discord is best! Dms work!

NAME OF MUSE(S) : Hades/ Emet-Selc

EXPERIENCE / HOW LONG ( MONTHS / YEARS? ) : I admittedly have been roleplaying since about the OFF fandom, in my teenage years..so I counted from that and it's a good 10+.

BEST EXPERIENCE: I could say right now to be honest. I had a rocky start at first..but now I genuinely feel like I am roleplaying with people I trust/ respect my muse and boundaries.

RP PET PEEVES / DEALBREAKERS : I/cest, Pe/dophilla, r/acism, non/con just nastiness of all kinds I can't deal with. Darker themes I can understand, however, when writing and glorifying it or romanticizing I take a big stance against and will probably not interact with you. This is just a general pet peeve but like...rping with me purely for the sake of romance or smut. If I find out if someone ever does that to me I will get pretty upset and I will let you know pretty quick I'm not cool with that. Or straight up ignore you.

MUSE PREFERENCES FLUFF, ANGST OR SMUT : I do like all 3. Again smut is...I am very picky considering I am ace and for Hades too for many reasons. Again, if I am super comfortable with you and ask I am okay with it! I just of course prefer planning ahead. It goes again, back to the peeves in that if someone is here for my muse for only their se/x/ual gratification... then it leaves me feeling extremely uncomfortable. I really don't enjoy people I have never rped with, asking me when I put a meme out there and they want it to be risque.

PLOTS OR MEMES : I like both! I do prefer some planning just because I enjoy thinking of the various ways to write but memes too are really fun and silly.

BEST TIME TO WRITE : Lately, I have noticed an influx of people wanting to interact with Hades so I am extremely appreciative;; I've been sorta sick and still am but mainly I write whenever I feel like it, however, I try to let people know I don't feel like it or at least try and go down the list of who has replied the earliest and respond at least once.

ARE YOU LIKE YOUR MUSE(S) : I think I am much kinder than Hades LMAO. However, his bluntness and his mannerisms of staring awkwardly into space after speaking or not knowing what to really say sometimes based off of my own personal experiences having autism,,

TAGGED BY : I stole this from tea,, @amaurotine

TAGGING : @afairreason @deaths-defient ,anyone tbh

[detnu-a-h]

9. when you look at a new blog, what is it that makes you press the follow button? is it the muse, the aesthetics, the writing–?

11. describe your ideal outcome/endgame for the muse you are currently writing. if you are a multimuse blog: do this for your current favorite muse, or the muse of the last reply you posted.

13. what themes/motifs do you hope other people notice most about your character?

Questions for the mun!

I'll be honest, I am not picky. Usually, if someone follows me, I follow back. But when it comes to me actively looking to follow, I just make sure to read their rules and if they're not extremely strict, if it feels like I'll be able to follow without having to actively remember something really complicated or so, I follow. Aside from that, if I see the person is willing to make a crossover if it's from another franchise or if I feel like I can vibe with their OCs, it's a follow! I don't mind the aesthetic, as long as you seem to be oriented to roleplaying, I don't need much. I don't like to judge writing or the muse until I'm actually exposed to it via interactions, not just reading their profile or so because I oftentimes have a different idea from what comes out in writing, so I always want to give them a try.

I'd love for Atom to come out of the damaging spiral he doesn't know he is in. That he realizes he is a real person, that he can live a regular life if given the necessary help. I'd love for him to receive that help, to live a peaceful life while being rehabilitated, surround himself with people that care for him and learn to care about others. Mostly that, or living in the heat of battle but having someone or a group of people he can appreciate and die for if necessary. Dying for a cause he actually believes in would be a good way to go (hah, wink to a certain character journey seen in MW1.) I just want him to discover more of this world and himself, whether it is the good or the bad. As most of us, too, I am interested in seeing how far he can do through the dark road he was left in, but I adore happy endings the most so I am rooting for that mainly.

I want everyone to just see Atom as a person of his own. He may end up being Makarov or anyone else people have theorized in-game, but I wish to show he can be his own person and be just as great. Aside from that, I don't really have definitive themes I want people to see aside from just hoping people want to explore him as much as I do their muses and him, too. BUT, I AM trying to touch upon some themes like BLACK AND GOLD MOTIFS everywhere (when I remember lmao), the imagery of it with Atom as a person -- like the division between elegance and violence as I always say. Also, the perils of conditioning, untapped trauma, imparted violence, repressed emotions, depersonalization (for lack of a better word), nature vs nurture... Like a lot of stuff, basically. I want to explore him with all of you, honestly. I am not well-versed in any of these themes, but I am definitely trying my best to portray them and Atom himself so, I am hopeful that others will be interested in the themes/motifs that come up!

[dustified]

———  BASICS!

NAME!   y’all can call me Dust

PRONOUNS!   he/they

ZODIAC SIGN!   gemini

TAKEN OR SINGLE!   i have a person, but he’s far ;;

———   THREE  FACTS!

1!   i cosplay when i have the time and energy!

2!   i currently have one (1) tattoo, a star on my finger, but i’m working on getting a few more~

3!   i once started a meme that got so big someone wrote a fanfic based off it. (it was the spine belonging at super weenie hut jr’s)

———  EXPERIENCE!

PLATFORMS USED!   currently, just tumblr and discord. i’ve previously used various messaging sites, and msparp/mxrp (unfortunately; iykyk). technically not a platform, but i also play dnd (and i have SO MANY STORIES lol).

———  MUSE  PREFERENCE!

FEMALE, MALE OR NONBINARY!   usually male or masculine nonbinary, though i do have a few female muses. i don’t tend to write them as much, though.

MULTI OR SINGLE!   look, i used to do single muse blogs, but i wound up with so many blogs...i STILL don’t remember all my old URLs. i’m at i think 29, including remakes and url changes. sooo unless a muse, like, completely takes over the way will did, they’re stuck on a multi, i’m not making a hundred different blogs again lmao

FLUFF / ANGST / SMUT!   everything i touch turns to angst or fluff at some point. smut, i’m extremely picky with, mainly because 1 i’m not that great at writing it and 2 i prefer only writing smut with people i’m 100000% sure i’m comfortable with.

PLOT / MEMES!   i’m alright with both! although i’m awful at elaborating plot ideas, rip ;;

tagged by: @madeofstxrs​ tagging: asdfg idk bro, you do it

[firexfate]

muse one ~ character + bio

[a/n - hey, everyone! i thought i would make this bio for one of my characters that i roleplay as just for fun, also for people that i roleplay with to see more about the named character. :,) i hope you all enjoy, and let me know what you think, as always. also, yes, yes i changed the face-claim because some people had the same face-claim as i do, lmao, so i did not want anyone to be confused. that’s it for me! thank you <3]

Felicity Grace Hamilton — a patriot, a spy, a survivor.

❝ If I cannot move Heaven, I will raise hell. ❞

— Virgil, Aeneid.

⋆ ╤╤╤ ✯ ╤╤╤ ⋆

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┊┊⋆┊┊ ☪

┊✭ ┊ ┊

✯ ┊ ✧

✵

╱                       ╲

✵ 𝐓𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐂𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬 ✵

ɪ. 𝓖𝓮𝓷𝓮𝓻𝓪𝓵 𝓘𝓷𝓯𝓸𝓻𝓶𝓪𝓽𝓲𝓸𝓷 ⋆

ɪɪ. 𝓣𝔂𝓹𝓲𝓬𝓪𝓵 𝓐𝓹𝓹𝓮𝓪𝓻𝓪𝓷𝓬𝓮𝓼 ⋆

ɪɪɪ. 𝓗𝓮𝓪𝓵𝓽𝓱 ⋆

ɪᴠ. 𝓟𝓮𝓻𝓼𝓸𝓷𝓪𝓵𝓲𝓽𝔂 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓒𝓱𝓪𝓻𝓪𝓬𝓽𝓮𝓻𝓲𝓼𝓽𝓲𝓬𝓼 ⋆

ᴠ. 𝓟𝓻𝓮𝓯𝓮𝓻𝓮𝓷𝓬𝓮𝓼 ⋆

ᴠɪ. 𝓕𝓪𝓶𝓲𝓵𝔂 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓡𝓮𝓵𝓪𝓽𝓲𝓸𝓷𝓼𝓱𝓲𝓹𝓼 ⋆

ᴠɪɪ. 𝓑𝓪𝓬𝓴𝓼𝓽𝓸𝓻𝔂 ⋆

ᴠɪɪɪ. 𝓐𝓾𝓽𝓱𝓸𝓻 𝓝𝓸𝓽𝓮𝓼 ⋆

╲                       ╱

- ˏˋ 𝐆𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐥 𝐈𝐧𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 ˊˎ -

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- ˏˋ 𝓷𝓪𝓶𝓮 ˊˎ -

Felicity Grace Hamilton

⋆ ᴘʀᴏɴᴜɴᴄɪᴀᴛɪᴏɴ ⋆

First name: Feh-lih-sih-tee

Last name: hah-mil-ton

⋆ ɴɪᴄᴋɴᴀᴍᴇs ⋆

Lici [lih-see]

- ˏˋ 𝓰𝓮𝓷𝓭𝓮𝓻 ˊˎ -

⋆ s��x ⋆

female

⋆ ɢᴇɴᴅᴇʀ ⋆

female

⋆ ᴘʀᴏɴᴏᴜɴs ⋆

she/her

- ˏˋ 𝓸𝓻𝓲𝓮𝓷𝓽𝓪𝓽𝓲𝓸𝓷 ˊˎ -

⋆ sᴇxᴜᴀʟ ᴏʀɪᴇɴᴛᴀᴛɪᴏɴ ⋆

Heterosexual

⋆ ʀᴏᴍᴀɴᴛɪᴄ ᴏʀɪᴇɴᴛᴀᴛɪᴏɴ ⋆

Straight

- ˏˋ 𝓵𝓸𝓬𝓪𝓽𝓲𝓸𝓷 ˊˎ -

⋆ ᴘʟᴀᴄᴇ ᴏғ ʙɪʀᴛʜ ⋆

Nevis, the British Isles [located in the Caribbean]

⋆ ᴄᴜʀʀᴇɴᴛ ᴘʟᴀᴄᴇ ᴏғ ʀᴇsɪᴅᴇɴᴄᴇ ⋆

America. Current place depends on the roleplay.

⋆ ᴇᴛʜɴɪᴄɪᴛʏ ⋆

Caucasian

⋆ ɴᴀᴛɪᴏɴᴀʟɪᴛʏ ⋆

American.

⋆ ʟᴀɴɢᴜᴀɢᴇs sᴘᴏᴋᴇɴ ⋆

French

English

Latin

⋆ ʀᴇʟɪɢɪᴏɴ ᴏʀ sᴘɪʀɪᴛᴜᴀʟ ʙᴇʟɪᴇғs ⋆

Felicity grew up to be a Catholic, despite her mother being a Huegenot. She attended mass most of the time, but, of course, this happened less frequently as the war had begun. She is not extremely religious, however, but she believes in God.

- ˏˋ 𝓸𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓻 𝓲𝓷𝓯𝓸 ˊˎ -

⋆ ᴀɢᴇ ⋆

Around her 20s, though it would depend on the roleplay.

⋆ ᴅᴀᴛᴇ ᴏғ ʙɪʀᴛʜ ⋆

04.11.1757

⋆ ᴢᴏᴅɪᴀᴄ sɪɢɴ ⋆

Aries.

⋆ ᴛᴀʟᴇɴᴛs ᴀɴᴅ sᴋɪʟʟs ⋆

Talented musician -- can play the flute, harp, and violin.

Excellent public speaker, her motivation is something that both she and her brother share.

Knows basic defense -- can shoot reasonably well. Felicity had a very unconventional background, especially given who her brother was.

A dancer and singer, she is the patron of most arts.

- ˏˋ 𝐓𝐲𝐩𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐥 𝐀𝐩𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐬 ˊˎ -

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- ˏˋ 𝓸𝓿𝓮𝓻𝓪𝓵𝓵 𝓲𝓷𝓯𝓸𝓻𝓶𝓪𝓽𝓲𝓸𝓷 ˊˎ -

⋆ sᴘᴇᴄɪᴇs ⋆

Human

⋆ ʜᴇɪɢʜᴛ ⋆

5’3’’

⋆ ᴡᴇɪɢʜᴛ ⋆

100 lbs.

⋆ ʀᴀᴄᴇ ⋆

White

⋆ ғᴀᴄᴇ ᴄʟᴀɪᴍ

Adelaide Kane

- ˏˋ 𝓭𝓲𝓼𝓽𝓲𝓷𝓰𝓾𝓲𝓼𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓯𝓮𝓪𝓽𝓾𝓻𝓮𝓼 ˊˎ -

⋆ ʜᴀɪʀ ᴄᴏʟᴏʀ ⋆

Dark brown

⋆ ᴇʏᴇ ᴄᴏʟᴏʀ ⋆

Dark brown

⋆ ғᴀᴄɪᴀʟ ғᴇᴀᴛᴜʀᴇs ⋆

Porcelain intoned skin, has a few birthmarks on her cheeks and neck.

⋆ ᴛᴀᴛᴛᴏᴏs ⋆

None

⋆ sᴄᴀʀs ⋆

She has scars and bruises on her back and arms because of the war. Many bring back memories of her past, which were horrifying, to say the least, ones which she would much rather forget.

- ˏˋ 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐭𝐡 ˊˎ -

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- ˏˋ 𝓸𝓿𝓮𝓻𝓪𝓵𝓵 𝓱𝓮𝓪𝓵𝓽𝓱 ˊˎ -

Prior to the war between England and the colonies with their French allies, her health was normal average. She was a strong character before, especially with losing half of her family members and multitude friends, as the tensions in the colonies had grown. She had grown up too quickly in order to survive. During and after the war, she was never the same. There was both a hidden strength and grief in her eyes, which would be very difficult to extinguish.

- ˏˋ 𝓹𝓱𝔂𝓼𝓲𝓬𝓪𝓵 ˊˎ -

⋆ ᴡᴇᴀᴋɴᴇssᴇs ⋆

She is not very physically strong, and she is not very flexible either. Sometimes, especially due to emotional overload, she takes things to heart sometimes, and she can lose control of her emotions when she gets passionate or angry about something.

⋆ ɪʟʟɴᴇssᴇs ⋆

None. She is physically healthy.

⋆ ᴅɪsᴀʙɪʟɪᴛɪᴇs ⋆

None that are physical or mental. Perhaps, some trauma after the war remained with her still.

- ˏˋ 𝓶𝓮𝓷𝓽𝓪𝓵 ˊˎ -

⋆ ɪʟʟɴᴇssᴇs ⋆

Some anxiety, or PTSD after the war, insomnia.

⋆ ᴘʜᴏʙɪᴀs ⋆

Fear of small spaces, fear of being alone, fear of losing the people that she loves.

⋆ ᴛʀᴀᴜᴍᴀs ⋆

Her past life in Nevis, in particular when she had lost her mother (Rachel Faucette died in her arms, as Felicity nursed her to her grave). She also feels pained and reminded of the rather rough experiences she had living in New York, mainly that is where she lost a few extended family and friends. The war brought her more horrific memories as well.

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- ˏˋ 𝓹𝓮𝓻𝓼𝓸𝓷𝓪𝓵𝓲𝓽𝔂 ˊˎ -

⋆ ᴘᴇʀsᴏɴᴀʟɪᴛʏ ᴛʀᴀɪᴛs ⋆

Kind-hearted

Strong-willed

Goal-driven/determined

Passionate.

⋆ ᴍᴏᴛɪᴠᴀᴛɪᴏɴs ⋆

Duty to country -- Felicity is driven to succeed as she has a country to protect, to fight for her own freedom. She is as patriotic as it gets, and her determination could be seen both as courageous or reckless. She would do anything to keep her country, and the people that she loves safe.

Family - she would give her life up to the people that she truly cares for her, and she would constantly put them first.

Freedom - She wants to be free, especially from the wrath of the British, and their ways. She wanted America to be free from the tyranny of Great Britain, for it to rule itself. She wanted it to have its own government, to make its own decisions. That being said, she is influenced heavily by Thomas Paine’s Common Sense. Moreover, she wants to be free of her own burdensome past.  

⋆ ғᴇᴀʀs ⋆

Fear of being alone.

Fear of tight spaces.

Fear of losing the people they love.

⋆ ʜᴏᴡ ᴅᴏ ᴛʜᴇʏ sᴇᴇ ᴛʜᴇᴍsᴇʟᴠᴇs? ⋆

Felicity sees herself as someone who is very determined and cautious. She believes that she is understanding and has a way with different kinds of people. She sees herself being loyal to a fault and a passionate person

⋆ ʜᴏᴡ ᴅᴏ ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ᴛʜᴇʏ’ʀᴇ ᴘᴇʀᴄᴇɪᴠᴇᴅ ʙʏ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀs? ⋆

She is perceived as very passionate and strong-willed, which could be both a good and bad thing, since she was but a woman in a world that is ruled by men. She is rather bold in her manners, but she is fiercely protective of others, and while her mannerisms could be unconventional, she is a truly good person, with a good heart.

- ˏˋ 𝓬𝓱𝓪𝓻𝓪𝓬𝓽𝓮𝓻𝓲𝓼𝓽𝓲𝓬𝓼 ˊˎ -

⋆ ᴍᴀɴɴᴇʀɪsᴍs ⋆

She is very out-spoken and blunt when she is stating facts. She is rather honest, and it may come off a very odd and wrong way. However, she is also very good at keeping her silence, as this was of import as a spy. She is kind to most people that are good, and she is very open-minded and non-judgemental.

She is passionate and fierce when it comes to things that she cares about. She is overprotective when it comes down to people that are important to her. Felicity would never let any harm come to those that she loved, and she would do anything for her own country, for the cause of America.

She can be strategic and rational when she is making important decisions, especially with her work with espionage and of the like. However, strong feelings and emotions can get involved, which causes her to be rather rash. She tends to get angry, sad rather easily and it tends to blind her actions. Most of the time, she uses her mind to guide her, even in dire circumstances.

⋆ ʜᴀʙɪᴛs ⋆

When embarrassed or shy, she begins playing with her hair a lot. Similarly, she can also wring her hands a lot.

When angry or emotional, she paces around the room a lot.

⋆ ʙᴇsᴛ ǫᴜᴀʟɪᴛʏ ⋆

Felicity is incredibly resilient, she is a natural-born fighter, hardened by her experiences of the world. Hardships and obstacles were certainly thrown her way, but she continues to move on and live her life the way she can. She is mentally strong and a survivor because of it.  

⋆ ɢʀᴇᴀᴛᴇsᴛ ғʟᴀᴡ ⋆

Felicity is a very feeling person. That being said, the emotions that she feels can be both a blessing and a curse. She could be blinded by the things that she would do, by her hatred or grief. She could be impulsive, incredibly stubborn, and that too complicated matters greatly. She had to learn how to control herself, which was very difficult for her.

⋆ sᴛʀᴇɴᴛɢʜs ⋆

Kind, gentle, understanding

Brave, fierce, relentless.

Protective, intelligent

⋆ ᴡᴇᴀᴋɴᴇssᴇs ⋆

Brash and impulsive

Has some trust issues. ιnтιмιdaтed eaѕιly

Temperamental.

- ˏˋ 𝐏𝐫𝐞𝐟𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐬 ˊˎ -

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⋆ sᴀʏɪɴɢ ⋆

❝ We do not have the luxury of waiting. Our time to act is now. If we wait, death will be knocking on our door. ❞ —Felicity Hamilton

⋆ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ᴏғ ᴅᴀʏ ⋆

The peak of day. (She like sunsets).

⋆ ᴀɴɪᴍᴀʟ ⋆

owlѕ, dogѕ

⋆ ᴄᴏʟᴏʀ ⋆

Ivory, blue, gold.

⋆ ᴡᴀʏ ᴘᴀss ᴛɪᴍᴇ ⋆

Reading, singing, writing.

⋆ sᴏɴɢ ⋆

She does not have a preference. She knows French and English songs, and she likes to listen and sing them, depending on the occasion.

⋆ ғᴏᴏᴅ ⋆

Any. She is not that picky.

⋆ ɴᴜᴍʙᴇʀ ⋆

12 or 14.

⋆ ғᴀᴠᴏʀɪᴛᴇ ⋆

She loves to talk about poetry, literature, history, and the arts, a romantic side of hers. However, she is very flexible and easy-going, so she would be up to talk about anything and everything. She especially likes to talk about things that she is passionate about, her beliefs being rather important to her.

- ˏˋ 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝓸𝓻 𝓽𝓱𝓪𝓽 ˊˎ -

⋆ ʟᴇғᴛ ᴏʀ ʀɪɢʜᴛ ⋆

Right

⋆ ɪɴᴛʀᴏᴠᴇʀᴛ ᴏʀ ᴇxᴛʀᴏᴠᴇʀᴛ ⋆

A mix of both.

⋆ ʟᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ ᴏʀ ғᴏʟʟᴏᴡᴇʀ ⋆

A mix of both, as well.

⋆ sᴇʟғ-ᴄᴏɴғɪᴅᴇɴᴄᴇ ᴏʀ sᴇʟғ-ᴄᴏɴsᴄɪᴏᴜsɴᴇss ⋆

Self confidence.

- ˏˋ 𝐅𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐑𝐞𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩𝐬 ˊˎ -

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Name: Rachel Faucette

Relationship: From the beginning of her childhood, Felicity and her mother had a wonderful relationship. Her mother was a kind and gentle woman. She was the one that taught her French, etiquette, and how to read and write. Sadly, her mother became infected with yellow fever when Felicity was ten years old. Felicity contracted the disease herself and she survived, but her mother did not. She died in her arms.

⋆ ғᴀᴛʜᴇʀ ⋆

Name: James Hamilton.

Relationship: None. Felicity barely knew her father. He left her mother when she was just two years old, allegedly to spare her from being accused of bigamy. Felicity was bitter about his departure, claiming that he was good as dead to her.

⋆ вroтнer ⋆

Name: Alexander Hamilton.

Relationship: Very good. Despite their bickering and arguments, Alexander and Felicity had a great relationship. They had similar ideals of freedom, and they both showed immense support in the revolution. Their relationship was very complicated given that Alexander was by far more ambitious than Felicity, and yet, they were close as they only had each other, and they only grew closer with every hardship that they endured -- be it starvation, death, the control of the British, or the Revolution itself.

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Felicity Grace Hamilton is the younger sister of Alexander Hamilton. Her story is a rather harsh one. She was born to Rachel Faucette and James Hamilton in Charlestown, Nevis. Her father left them when she was just a baby, and she resented him for that. He was as good as dead to her. She grew up in Nevis, which had become under the occupation of the rising British Empire. They had brought with them many things: missionaries, education, laws, and they had brought with them disease. Yellow fever had broken out in her country, and before she knew it, she and her family were affected. Felicity was the first to get better, and she was the one who nursed Alexander and her mother. They were dirt poor, and Felicity did everything she could to keep them alive, managing to get food and water for them, medicine to keep them alive, despite it. In the end, she nursed her mother to her grave, and Rachel died in her arms. Alexander on the other hand got better.

When Felicity was twelve, she and her brother managed to get on a boat with the help of her cousin which set sail to New York, eager to escape their horrid life and start a new one there. They were met with the British tyranny again. Felicity’s hatred grew of them, rising immensely, as she had lost family members and friends , due to some causes that the British had imposed on him.

When the revolution came, Felicity was sixteen years of age. Alexander went to fight, and Felicity went along with him. On her way there, she happened to befallen on a raid that occurred between the Redcoats and rebels. Only a dagger in hand, she killed two of them, and she was taken to General Washington who was very much impressed with her. She wished to help the cause in any way possible, but Washington would not allow her to fight in the front, considering that she was but a woman. He instead placed her to be responsible as a spy, gathering information. Felicity was a woman, no one could suspect her. She did manage to get some, and to a set of God’s miracles, she did not get caught. She even managed to procure some intelligence which made the French very interested in helping them. She worked closely with both Benjamin Tallmadge, Caleb Brewster, and Anna Strong, being an asset to the camp, even if she assisted the medical tent of the doctors that would nurse the soldiers, all the while participating heavily in espionage. Proving her worth to Washington and the others, she was held in high regard, especially being the sister of Alexander. She made subsequent trips to Setauket, to secure the Culper Ring and continued to fight for her freedom, no matter what the cost, even if strange things were happening to her frequently.

[narilgc]

ok round two !! i got all the talking out the way with the first post on max so let’s jump straight into it ! nari needs so many threads, and i’m also dropping all her threads except for the very recent ones !! but she also has less developed connections so she definitely needs some love !! so below the cut you’ll find a plot call for her ! <3

note: if you could either message me, comment, or like this post to let me know you’re interested in one of these or just plotting in general that’d be great !! but please like if you want to plot because sometimes people like and i can’t tell if they want to plot or not lol !!

ACTING MISSIONS.

* with musical actors also eligible for the stunt mission !

okay so first - stunt stuff !! since nari is a lead in cram school she won’t be apart of the september schedule, but that doesn’t mean she can’t do stunt training !! honestly nari has “ i’m a bad b you can’t kill me ” energy so she probably is going into it thinking she’ll do perfect - boy is she wrong !!

we can take the more antagonistic approach and have someone teasing her about having such high confidence but not doing well, or her trying to compete to perform the stunts they learn better than each other !!

or the more wholesome route where they both encourage / help each other out and use their training to reenact movie fights lmao, or both accept the fact that they’re just not good but decide to have fun with it anyways !!

this doesn’t have to do with any of the missions but i’d love for nari to get closer to the other acting trainees in general !! she doesn’t dorm with them and feels kinda bad about it so really wants a relationship w them !! so acting trainees pls hit her up she will literally bake you pies in return for friendship :)

CRAM SCHOOL.

my face realizing how unproductive i’ve been regarding this: 👁👄👁 I KNOW I KNOW ok but that’s why we are here now i’m here to fill the gap in activity i’ve had !! so let’s go get these threads because i love cram school and so does nari !!

okay so i’m looking for literally anything regarding cram school ! and for reference, she plays the dramatic queen herself miss mijoo !  preparation, rehearsal, actual filming, anything !! all of it helps with character development so i’m not picky at all ! but i will put some ideas:

nari really has a hard time when it comes to memorizing lines, though it’s not something she’d easily admit, mainly because a lot of it has to do with her struggles with her adhd. but she would be very, and i mean very grateful for someone to confide in about it and help each other memorize lines !!

maybe they’ve made it a routine to go out and get coffee and rehearse in the morning before shooting, it started because they both happened to be tired at the same time but now it’s a near everyday thing and they’ve gotten closer because of it ??

nari tends to take acting very seriously, sometimes too seriously, and can act out of character because of it. maybe she snapped on your muse one day without warning because she didn’t think they were taking it seriously / not doing well ? i live for the tea ! on the other hand, they may not have liked how energetic she tends to be off-camera and snapped at her for not staying focused on shooting.

when nari gets in character she really gets into character, so maybe one day on set they thought she really was glaring at them and being rude when really she was just unleashing her inner mijoo lol !! so mayhaps they can end up bonding over the misunderstanding !

someone who might be new or nervous to act that nari always makes sure to encourage, plus throwing in some food encouragement when she feels like it !

CHARITY DAY.

okay so at first at i was like - no i won’t have nari do the farm day - it’s too predictable !! but come on - you mix older people with farming and that is SO nari !! plus she’s so homesick so somewhere like this will do it’s job of soothing her homesickness at least a little, so she’ll definitely enjoy it !!

if anyone  going to the farmer village has no farming experience / is totally out of their element, let nari help !! while it’s not her village, she’d be as enthusiastic as ever to tell them all about the countryside and lend a helping hand - pls she will literally pay you

someone to sneak off with to take a break and play with some animals, bonus points for feeding them too !! be warned if baby goats are present nari them both take a million selfies with them !!

please someone sing a trot song with her !! they can either not want to do it and have nari drag them into doing it or be equally as theatre kid as her and go all out ! i, personally think both are great options

GENERAL THREADS.

okay i am getting very sleepy lol so here are some ideas outside of the categories mentioned !!

so i lowkey forgot about nari’s birthday, it’s SO embarrassing but anyways we are gonna blame the lack of nari birthday content on her being so busy with cram school that she hasn’t had the chance to really focus on herself !! so any backdated birthday threads or even belated birthday celebration threads would be great !

nari’s been incredibly attached to the idea of pets in general lately so someone who would go and volunteer with her playing with the animals at the animal shelter would forever have her heart !!

more long-term connections !! people’s she’s known for a while, or at least since she’s joined legacy, who she’s really close with !

actor / musical actor connections pls & ty !

project origin people who she’s already started to stan like full-fledged idols, like at this point she probably has a banner and everything ??

pls give her a girl to be whipped over she’s a simple woman, it doesn’t take much give her a pretty girl and she’s content lmao !

[imnevergonnagiveyouup]

STUDY    :    CLOUD STRIFE .    tagged by @bigshct (thank you!)

—    BASICS.

▸     IS    YOUR    MUSE    TALL    /    SHORT    /    AVERAGE ? My boy’s got an average height of 5′7″

▸      ARE    THEY    OKAY    WITH    THEIR    HEIGHT ? Yes? I mean Cloud doesn’t particularly care nor does it affect him when someone tries to tease him about it so he doesn’t have any insecurities regarding it at all. On a case by case basis where someone might just constantly nag him about it then okay he’ll probably say something but not because oh wow you hurt my feelings but because they’re being annoying and he wants them to shut up awraxa.

▸      WHAT’S    THEIR    HAIR    LIKE ? He’s got a porcupine head, no okay, so he’s a blond and his hair is all over the place, so it’s sloppy with no actual planned out way he wants it to look. The spiky hair is just all over the place. If it’s soft to the touch or not depends on the timing itself and when the person who wants to indulge in it does the touching. So his hair is long, initially (why he used to tie it in the first place/had the ability to do that), he’s got a large spike up and then one spike on a side to his face that frames it a little. However later on he makes it shorter so his hair is no longer as messy?? Or all over the place, but it’s spiky and still lacks a consistent image.

▸     DO    THEY    SPEND    A    LOT    OF    TIME    ON    THEIR    HAIR     /    GROOMING ? Yikes uh like I said he doesn’t generally care too much? Yeah he’ll spend a couple of minutes maybe trying to make himself presentable enough but nothing too picky or anything too drastic. What you see is what you get, is the kind of mentality Cloud has when it comes to his appearance....... ..well his hair too awraxa.

▸      DOES   YOUR   MUSE   CARE   ABOUT   THEIR   APPEARANCE   /   WHAT    OTHERS    THINK ? Not so much, again he’s got that: what you see is what you get mentality going, but I say not so much because there’s been instances where if he does like someone or has some sort of interest in them (like actually care for them) he’d change a few things here and there, but generally no. Cloud doesn’t care.

—    PREFERENCES.

▸      INDOORS    OR    OUTDOORS ?     outdoors. ▸      RAIN    OR    SUNSHINE ?     he’s fine with either, not too leaning. ▸     FOREST    OR    BEACH ?      he’d be fine with either as well. ▸      PRECIOUS    METALS    OR    GEMS ?      metals for sure. ▸     FLOWERS    OR    PERFUMES ?     flowers. ▸     PERSONALITY    OR    APPEARANCE ?      cloud vc: idc; both a bit ▸     BEING    ALONE    OR    BEING    IN    A    CROWD ?     CLOUD IS COMPLICATED OK HE DOESN’T LIKE BEING ALONE BUT ALSO DOESN’T LIKE GETTING TOO OVERWHELMED WITH CROWDS SO I GUESS IT’S ALL DEPENDENT. ▸     ORDER    OR    ANARCHY ?     after the shit he went through, balance. ▸      PAINFUL    TRUTHS    OR    WHITE    LIES ?     This one....... ..is also a bit hard because though he’d rather face the reality of things there’s been many occasions where he just doesn’t want to know the truth or would rather stall for it or even if he knows what might be the truth he’d still go about something like there’s nothing there, so if he feels like something’s off and he knows there is, reason dependent, he’d just leave that sit there even if it’s in dire need of addressing so I think somewhere in between as well. ▸     SCIENCE    OR    MAGIC ?     both, but leans more towards magic (he a materia nerd). ▸      PEACE    OR    CONFLICT ?     peace even if sometimes it scares him because he’ll think it’s temporary, or sometimes he’ll have a very difficult time adjusting into times of calm because he’s so used to conflict and very loud things like that, but peace. ▸     NIGHT    OR    DAY ?     both. ▸      DUSK    OR    DAWN ?     dawn. ▸   WARMTH    OR    COLD ?     he comes from a mountain-side country town so I’m positive he’s grown used to the cold, but isn’t leaning to either. ▸     MANY   ACQUAINTANCES    OR    A    FEW    CLOSE    FRIENDS ?     few close friends. ▸     READING    OR    PLAYING    A    GAME ?      oh man, both, but leans more towards reading.

—    QUESTIONNAIRE.

▸      WHAT    ARE    SOME    OF    YOUR    MUSE’S    BAD    HABITS ? He doubts himself a lot, deems himself inadequate, easily blames himself for just about everything, he’s currently not got a firm grip on his identity so there’s a lot of dissociation from his part (prompted or unprompted), he can be violent, doesn’t particularly like the idea of talking about his feelings mainly because he’s got no idea how to do it and just isn’t comfortable doing so, sometimes he doesn’t communicate when he knows it might be a good idea to do so, he deflects a lot, he can disconnect from reality, he talks to someone (it’s actually himself) in his head/will sometimes say things out loud, he’s a sassy and snarky little asshole who will give you attitude awraxa, and last but most certainty not least he’s that guy that doesn’t lower the toilet seat after he’s done peeing. There’s more but I did my best to generalize this so that I don’t drag this on too much lmao.

▸      HAS    YOUR    MUSE    LOST    ANYONE    CLOSE    TO    THEM ?      HOW    HAS    IT    AFFECTED    THEM ? OH BOY DID HE?? He lost his hometown, his family, his best friend, his other dear good friend, he lost himself as well so that counts too no one can change my mind. But it’s affected him a lot, like a lot- a lot, some of his “bad habits” are the aftermath of all that loss. There’s just so much I could ramble about here, it just really fucked him up, it fucked him up really bad.

▸      WHAT    ARE    SOME    FOND    MEMORIES    YOUR    MUSE    HAS ? Some of his fond memories are with his mother for the most part, he really loves her, another fond memory he has is with Tifa and the promise he had made her, and though utter chaos was the OG and their journey to stop Sephiroth he’s made a lot of fond memories with those he befriended and those who helped him out through that. Oh and Zack back when he was an infantryman, Cloud remembers Zack a lot.

▸     IS    IT    EASY    FOR    YOUR    MUSE    TO    KILL ? Yes it is, even if it isn’t his go-to for everything, Cloud can kill if he’s got no other choice but to do so or it would be the best option to take.

▸      WHAT’S    IT    LIKE    WHEN    YOUR    MUSE    BREAKS    DOWN ? It’s very, very horrible. Cloud crumbles from the inside out and takes the spirits away from him entirely. Cloud will fall to his knees, isolate himself, curl up in a corner, or hug his knees. He’ll hold his head and be shaky, not cry precisely, but he’ll definitely look like he’s on the verge of tears. When Cloud falls apart he falls apart very bad and it’s extremely difficult for him to get himself back up again, he’s in agony. It’s like the entire planet was dropped right on top of him. He’ll start to dis himself, say that he isn’t worthy of things, or that so and so events and things are his fault, that everything is his doing, that he’s done, he’s given up, he doesn’t want to go on, he doesn’t want to bring everybody else down with him. No, it’s really bad. It makes me cry.

▸      IS    YOUR    MUSE    CAPABLE    OF    TRUSTING    SOMEONE    WITH    THEIR    LIFE ? This is also a yes and no question. Yes because he /is/ capable of doing it and there are a select few who do have his trust, but also no because Cloud doesn’t consider himself a stable person (he’s very self-aware of himself) and knows that he might and still could be a potential danger to those around him and that isn’t something he wants to subject to others, especially not those dear to him even if it does bite him a little.

▸      WHAT’S    YOUR    MUSE    LIKE    WHEN    THEY’RE    IN    LOVE ? Awkward awraxa. Some tip toeing around. He’s very weird. Being in love is foreign to him, so he’ll be quiet, might come across as shy, which in part is true but it’s mostly because he doesn’t know what to do. He’ll stumble a lot with things to say and what he should be doing, be a bit overwhelmed over how he feels about said person, but would still want to show them that they mean a whole bunch to him so he’ll definitely be giving it his best even if he’s going at it completely blind-sided. Cloud’s a man for small details so he’ll do small little background things that might be missed or things that would go over the person’s head. But once he’s got a hold of the conceptual idea of love it’s over for you bitches awraxa. My boy is good boyfriend material.

tagging   anybody! please go ahead and try it out if you’re interested!

[sxgitta]

1, 3, 5!

15 questions about mun’s taste in muses.

   here we gooooo.

1. ) how many muses, do you think, have you had in total while on tumblr ?

     UM LETS SEE. since i started roleplaying ?? IDR LMAO but i did just delete 12+ blogs, but with those I have had...38, and a lot of those blogs I have changed from one character to another so I’ve had probably well over 40 ? i used to mainly do anime rp’s ( i still can, but i’ve been more into regular show canons lately. )

3. ) do you often get ideas when watching new media ? do you end up wanting a canon character, an oc in that world, or just things involving current muses in the world / with those characters ?

     YES 1,000 TIMES YES. How do you think alec, scott, eliot, oliver, and damon were born ? LMAO. no but really. i usually will watch a show, end up liking said show and end up making a blog for a character from said show. i’m not huge with OC’s because a lot of the times i don’t like adding to canon or trying to veer off canon too much ( such as like.. someone whos damons long lost relative or someone we’ve met but didnt get a lot of info on or something ) idk i’m just picky. but once in a blue moon, if i have oc’s, i am also INCREDIBLY LAZY and hate making bios, so i usually stick to canon since people can basically google & read up on em if they want.

5. ) who is / was your favourite muse of all time to play ?

        AHHH my favorite muse to play ??? let’s see. right now ? probably alec ! hes complex and funny, and a bundle of nerves and anxiety and doesn’t know how to be comfotable himself most of the time, but magnus is helping with that so he’s getting better but.. overall, um...idk i’ve had SO many blogs, but i’d have to say probably bard from black butler ? i got an ask on him one time saying i portrayed him really well ! plus he was just fun. but idk for sure. i’ve loved a lot. maybe even ciel from the same series. he’s a fun, dark character to write for. :)

[daemonczar]

Shipping Info Meme

answer the following for your muse so people know how shipping works on your blog.

WHAT IS YOUR OTP FOR YOUR CHARACTER?:

hmmm... none that i can think of canon-wise? i don’t really think there’s anyone really within the ffii canon that i could see with mateus, simply because he’s a bit of a shithead with commitment issues and bad opinions. i particularly also don’t really see him fawning over just anyone, because he’s a picky man with bad obsession issues.

rp-wise however... i ship him very hard with ramona’s sephiroth over at @breselin​​. it started as just a random joke but then she kept showing me all the times mateus kept trying to get sephiroth’s attention only to get left on read aksjfkm. i really love the interactions, plots, and verses we have planned for them tho!

WHAT ARE YOU WILLING TO WRITE WHEN IT COMES TO SHIPPING?

i’m pretty lenient with shipping topics save for noncon, shipping with minors (this including minor characters that were “aged up”), and any topics relating to those. so, with that in mind, y’all are stuck with angst, fluff, drama, dysfunctional stuff, etcetc... i think i’m at my best writing angst/drama and dysfunctional ships tho, personally. but i do love a good fluff piece here and there because i’m a sensitive soul and cry any time my muses in ships smile sincerely at their significant other.

i’m also fine with unrequited love plots from the other muse’s side. platonic relationships, enemies, rivals, etcetc... i’m fine with all of those in exchange of shipping, should it come up.

HOW LARGE DOES THE AGE GAP HAVE TO BE TO MAKE IT UNCOMFORTABLE?

like i said before i simply just won’t ship with minors, meaning anyone under the age of 18. otherwise, i think i’m pretty open-ended with it? i have a few characters where they’re in their forties but are in happy, healthy relationships with characters that are, maybe, in their early-to-mid twenties. also i have mannimarco on another blog, who is literally an antique at this point, shipping with ramona’s sephiroth soooo--

ARE YOU SELECTIVE WHEN SHIPPING?

bud, i’m like... so selective when it comes to that. i’ve had both weird and bad experiences regarding it before, and i just don’t wanna deal with it anymore. because of that, i prefer to ship with close friends (those that i’ve known more for than just a month.), because i’m very awkward and nervous otherwise. usually when i make a new blog, i either A) have a ship planned already for them or B) don’t bother shipping until one of my friends want to give it a shot.

HOW FAR DO STEAMY MOMENTS HAVE TO GO BEFORE THEY ARE CONSIDERED NS/FW?

tbh the moment one or both of them are tearing clothes off. i tend to just go with the flow, though, and can put a read more far earlier depending on the subject. usually it’s just when both parties are about to go at it and/or the narration’s a bit too... risque otherwise. i kinda just play it by ear!

WHO ARE OTHER THE CHARACTERS YOU SHIP YOUR CHARACTER WITH?

there is... maybe one other character i’d be comfortable shipping mateus with. this is mainly speaking in terms of dissidia, though. otherwise it’d be mainly with original characters and/or crossovers with muses of friends, i feel.

DOES ONE HAVE TO ASK TO SHIP WITH YOU?:

god, please. almost all of my muses are insanely difficult to ship with, simply because of how they are and how they’d act in the ship-- which is why i strongly prefer to ship with close friends, because we can talk shit out and create all of these different scenes just in case it goes awry later on yet... still miraculously keep the ship strong lmao. and mateus isn’t an exception. if anything, i think he’s one of the harder people to ship with because of his issues with commitment, personal troubles, and just overall characterization i use for him.

HOW OFTEN DO YOU LIKE TO SHIP?

i love shipping! but it’s also not a priority, if that makes sense? i’m more than fine with my blogs not having ships on ‘em if it’s simply not destined. however, if there’s an idea a friend and i have going and we really like it... yeah, it’ll be a pretty prominent part of the blog lmao

ARE YOU SHIP OBSESSED OR SHIP MORE-OR-LESS?:

it depends on the person, tbh. i’m more-or-less overall, but when it comes to my close friends i can be a bit obsessed-- meaning that i’ll almost always say yes if they toss a ship my way. i’m pretty easy to appease and also i just really love shipping with them? otherwise, yeah i couldn’t really care less.

ARE YOU MULTISHIP?

i am almost always going to be single-ship, simply because i don’t have a lot of faith in my abilities to multi-ship. it’s also that i worry about treating all of my partners fairly already without shipping in the mix, so i feel like it’d lean to Truly Disorganized Territory if i tried multi-shipping. however, i... am willing to give it a shot if someone i really trusted inquired and i talked it over with my first shipping partner, first.

WHAT IS/ARE YOUR FAVOURITE SHIP(S) IN YOUR CURRENT FANDOM?:

i’m not picky tbh :- |a i like all of the ships that i’m seeing on my dash, though i’ve been keeping a particularly close eye on sephiroth/cecil from ramona and artie just... just because i think it’s really cute. really cute u guys keep up the good work, A+.

FINALLY, HOW DOES ONE SHIP WITH YOU?:

talk to me! i’m most comfortable shipping with friends, if it’s not super obvious by now. i prefer getting to know my ship partners, understanding them, and just overall being able to have fun with them outside of rp. i also appreciate it when people are forward with me instead of beating around the bush, because that can get real annoying real fast. please read my rules, though, because i always will have a section about shipping readily available; it talks about my current shipping status, what i’m willing to do, etcetc!

tagged by: @breselin ♡♡♡ tagging: :-|a .... steal it.

[cinnaminsvga]

La Douleur Exquise Pt 4 | Incubus!Yoongi AU

➵ summary: in which you accidentally summon an incubus in the middle of your shitty apartment and he won’t leave until you agree to have sex with him. until then, min yoongi, incubus extraordinaire, is now your sexually promiscuous and grumpy roommate. aka, the incubus au no one fucking asked for. ➵ warnings: implicit sexual acts; yoongi has a potty mouth ➵ genre: angst, smidgens of fluff and humor ➵ words: 5K ➵ a/n: surprise update! also rip yoongles lmao

➵  part 1 // part 2 // part 3 // part 4 // part 5 // part 6 // part 7

Like many wretched individuals such as himself, Yoongi delighted in partaking in the delightful sinfulness of debauchery. As an incubus, it came as no surprise that he frequently indulged in the sins of the flesh, and judging from the very good reviews he has on Yelp, he was pretty damn good at it too.

What most people didn’t know was that his love for carnal pleasure was not only limited to during his waking hours, but also during his sleeping ones. (Did I say most people didn’t know? Slash that—literally everyone knew. It’s Yoongi for fuck’s sake.) Sex had no curfew, and it came as no surprise that Yoongi, and his perpetually excited Yoongi Jr., were firm believers in such a principle.

In short, Yoongi liked having sex dreams. Or wet dreams, whatever you wanted to call it.

It wasn’t like Yoongi was afraid of having his vivid and most dastardly fantasies come to life (because let’s face it, this was Yoongi we’re talking about and all his friends and clients were basically the kinkiest little shits you could ever possibly meet.) It wasn’t like his subconscious was making up these scenarios because he was too afraid to test them out. No, it was mainly just because his dick had a bigger brain than his normal one, so his unrestrained libido pretty much ruled his subconscious during all hours of the day.

Suffice to say, he’s had pretty good dreams in the past. Some freaky, and others... freakier. In fact, some dreams of his were so fucking good, that they still remained in his spank bank for future use.

(And yes, you happened to be in some of those dreams, but were you even surprised at this point? You were a person with legs and you were around him 24/7. How could he not?)

It was general rule that Yoongi liked his wet dreams. Usually. Today was clearly an exception.

In fact, today’s wet dream wasn’t going to be anywhere near his top 10. Hell, it wouldn’t even meet his bottom 10. It was that bad.

It was for this simple reason: Namjoon was in it.

“What the fuck Namjoon?” Yoongi screamed out loud when you, who had been giving him a stellar blowjob, suddenly lift up your head to reveal that—no, it was no longer your beautiful face staring back at him, but it had instead transformed into Namjoon’s face with his stupid sunglasses on.

“Oh, don’t fucking lie Yoongi. I know you dream of me sometimes. I’ve lurked in a few of your past dreams before,” he mused, lifting himself up from your previous kneeling position. He dusted his knees, unfazed by his lack of clothing and the new protruding breasts that he was now currently sporting.

The Y/N-Namjoon hybrid hummed lowly, looking around the small bedroom. “Nice place she has here.”

Yoongi was not amused. “Fuck off,” he said as kindly as he could. “And would you mind shifting out of her body? That’s disgusting as fuck.”

Namjoon looked at Yoongi curiously before shrugging his shoulders and doing as he requested. Yoongi watched as your body slowly melted away to form Namjoon’s own lanky one. He was still naked, but at least he didn’t look like some weird hybrid of your beautiful body with his face. “That’s odd. You never used to complain when I didn’t change back into my normal form. In fact, I thought you enjoyed it more when I didn’t.”

“Would you believe me if I said I suddenly developed standards?” Yoongi said blandly, before standing up to grab the pair of pants he had shucked across the room. Like Namjoon said, it wasn’t like he was uncomfortable with being naked around his superior, but for some reason, he had a feeling that this meeting wasn’t just some quick bonding session between colleagues.

Also, he very much did not like thinking of Namjoon sucking him off when you could have been doing the exact same thing. Namjoon was a lot of things, and Yoongi supposed “wet dream cockblocker” was just another title in his extensive repertoire.

“You must be wondering why I suddenly hijacked your dreams,” Namjoon started, sitting himself comfortably beside Yoongi on your bed. “Speaking of, your dream senses are maturing. You used to not be able to tell whether I was real or a figment of your imagination.”

“Yeah well, even my fucked up subconscious wouldn’t dare interrupt that beautiful blowjob I was having.” Yoongi grumbled, pinching Namjoon slightly on the arm. Despite Namjoon’s higher position, Yoongi was still older and much more experienced, allowing him certain advantages (i.e., not being blasted to the 7th circle of hell for pinching the devil’s right hand man.)

Namjoon snorted, swatting Yoongi’s hand away. “Speaking of that beautiful blowjob as you so eloquently put it, I wanted to ask for an update on your mission with Y/N.” Oh no fucking way. A fucking status report. Yoongi was fucked.

Yoongi hoped his poker face was impenetrable. “What about my mission? I’m not past my deadline yet, am I?”

Unbeknownst to Yoongi, Namjoon knew Yoongi better than he believed. “Hmm... not quite. Although, I hope that you are aware that this mission of yours is taking a little bit too long—longer than your past missions.”

Oh shiiiiit. “O-oh, you know how some humans get. She’s just a bit picky, that’s all. I’m sure she’ll get around. Remember Hoseok’s last client? He wouldn’t let Hoseok go until the very last minute.” Yoongi tried, but even his excuses sounded weak to his ears.

“Well, that’s entirely different. Yoonji didn’t want to let Hoseok go because they fucked literally every single moment of the day. You, on the other hand, have not even gotten to lay a hand on Y/N. I’m starting to think she’s looking like a lost case.”

“No!” Yoongi exclaimed, causing Namjoon to raise an eyebrow. Yoongi cleared his throat. “Um, what I meant to say... I just don’t want to fail this mission. I’ve never failed one, and I really want to succeed,” he said, but deep down, they both knew the chances of success were slim, yet neither chose to speak it aloud. Why Namjoon was pretending to play dumb, Yoongi wasn’t sure.

“Yoongi, you do realize that you only have a week left until your contract ends, right? Our agency is also running low on incubi lately, so we’re trying to recall as many incubi as possible to keep shortages from happening,” Namjoon stated, watching curiously as Yoongi’s form started to tense. “I know the trials for failed missions are tedious, but there’s nothing to fear if there’s nothing to hide, right?” Namjoon said nonchalantly, but his eyes were sharp. The damn bastard knew something that Yoongi didn’t.

Yoongi felt like his heart had dropped down to his stomach. “Yeah... nothing to fear.” he muttered, running his hands through his hair. “Nothing to fear...”

Like the acute asshole that he is, Namjoon noticed the shift in Yoongi’s personality. “What’s gotten into you? Has Seokjin-hyung brainwashed you or something?”

Yoongi scoffed. “Man, even after defecting from heaven, you still call that asswipe your hyung?” Yoongi spat, nudging Namjoon’s shoulder. “You’d think that the devil’s right-hand man would hate his older brother enough to drop the honorifics, right?”

“Not all of us are born assholes, Yoongi.”

“Yeah, because you are the mother of all newborn assholes.” Yoongi retorted, crossing his arms. “And no, Seokjin has not been brainwashing me. That asshole could spray me with holy water, and I’d still shit in his Gucci man purse.”

“Yoongi,” Namjoon sighed, patting Yoongi’s shoulder tiredly. “Please stop trying to change the subject.” At his words, Yoongi’s shoulders immediately drooped.

“You know the rules, Yoongi. You finish this mission, or go under trial. We have to check if you’re not... purposefully sabotaging this mission.” The pitying look in Namjoon’s eyes made Yoongi want to punch his boss in the face, but all Yoongi could do was nod his head in defeat.

Why the fuck was Namjoon so sad for him? There was nothing wrong; he wasn’t doing anything wrong. Namjoon was right—there’s nothing to fear. He just wanted to keep his record perfect, that’s all. It’s not like he was falling in love with—

If Yoongi’s heart could drop any lower, he was sure he’d be shitting his heart out in tiny bite-sized pieces by now. He swallowed his thoughts down, just like he had been doing for centuries. Those are dangerous thoughts, Yoongi. Stay away from things you can’t have. “I understand, Namjoon. I understand.”

“Good. Now I think it is time for you to wake up. You still have to make breakfast for Y/N, right?” As Namjoon finished speaking, the room around them started to melt away into darkness; Yoongi was beginning to wake up. His eyes tried to focus on Namjoon as he started to disappear. It was at that moment when Namjoon’s words finally registered in his brain, causing alarm to start enveloping his mind.

Wait, how did Namjoon know that he––?

––♡♡♡––

When you awaken, visages of pale skin and a warm gummy smile still painted the lids of eyes. You blinked sleepily, rubbing away the mirage-like images from your brain as you tried to stifle the grin from devouring your face. You felt incredibly warm on this Sunday; a rare occurrence in itself, but you couldn’t be bothered to care about preparing for your classes tomorrow—not when all you wanted to do was stay in bed with a prickly but cuddly incubus.

As your eyes finally managed to stay open longer than a second, you found yourself disappointed to see that Yoongi had already gotten up, despite the clock beside your bed stating that it was barely 8AM.

“Well, he has been waking up earlier nowadays,” you mumbled to yourself, slipping on your fuzzy slippers to search for the missing incubus. Judging by the subtle sounds of sizzling eggs coming from the kitchen, you had a good guess as to where he might be. Giddy happiness started bubbling up from your belly as the thought of him cooking you breakfast filled you with contentment, despite him having cooked you breakfast these past few days.

Stepping out of your bedroom, you saw that your initial guess was correct. Yoongi, who was wearing a shirt (an occurrence you have yet to grow accustomed to), was busy flipping an omelette. You’d think that you’d be tired of eating them already, but strangely enough, Yoongi’s food never got you feeling sick.

You approached him quietly, situating yourself beside him as you watched him tend to the food. “Good morning,” you smiled sweetly at him. Yoongi glanced at you for a second and tried to smile back (honestly, he looked more like he had to take a massive shit, but you supposed Yoongi wasn’t exactly adept at expressing normal emotions such as joy.)

“I, uh, made breakfast.”

“I can see that,” you hummed, leaning your head comfortably on his shoulder. You felt Yoongi tense at your touch, making you retreat and point an inquisitive look at him. “What, feeling shy all of a sudden?” you teased lightly, expecting a witty comment in return. Instead, he just grunted gruffly and turned back to the pan, picking up the finished omelette with the spatula and plating it for you. He grabbed two cups of coffee for the two of you and set everything down on the table. “Eat,” was all he said.

As you took the plate from him, you noticed that he hadn’t made one for himself. If his odd demeanor had worried you, then this was fucking scaring the shit out of you. Yoongi NEVER skipped breakfast; he even ate the shitty undercooked pancakes you used to make for him. He wasn’t even going to drink his coffee, judging by how he was just blankly staring at its mystical instant coffee-ness.

You needed to know what was wrong. “Yoongi? Are you okay?”

All this time, Yoongi hadn’t been able to look you straight in the eye. But at the sound of your concerned voice, he couldn’t help but glance up to see your face. Oh, what a big fucking mistake that was.

Was the devil making this some kind of game or something? How on earth did you look so damn gorgeous at ass o’ clock in the morning? How was the sunlight just streaming into the room at just the right angle to make it look like there was a halo of light around your head? What the fuck was this romance shoujo anime bullshit? What next, a bucket of rose petals would fall out of the sky with Starlight is Falling playing in the background?

Well, if this was going to be some sappy Korean drama, then could Yoongi at least get a happy ending?

But happy endings were for pussies, and Yoongi was better at eating them than being one.

The reason why Yoongi was so tense was because he didn’t know how to tell you that you wouldn’t be seeing him anymore in seven days. Despite being the emotionally constipated demon that he was, even he had to admit that he was worried about you—if you’d keep feeding yourself, or if you’d try taking care of yourself more. However, he was even more worried about why he was worried in the first place. Why did he fucking care so much?

Realizing that he hadn’t responded to your initial question, Yoongi cleared his throat and trained his eyes back down at the table. “I’m fine.”

“Really? You don’t seem fine to me. You’re not even eating. It’s like the apocalypse is upon us.”

“Y/N, I swear. I’m fine, so you can stop worrying. You look terribly ugly when your face looks like its locked in a perpetual state of constipation.”

Well, at least his brain was still functioning if he was still able to make fun of you. “Wow, rude much? We share a bed for a week and we’re already back to square one?” You let out a laugh, but the noise ended up sounding like a harsh bark more than anything. You swallowed thickly, desperate to make eye contact with the demon. He pointedly refused, and instead focused his attention on his quickly cooling coffee.

It scared you more than you could ever bear to admit: that something had changed last night, that you had pushed him too hard and now he was scared of moving forward.

“Yoongi?”

“Hmm?”

“Spare me the bullshit, please? I’ve heard a lot of bullshitty things come out of your mouth, and this is probably the only time your words will ever matter to me, so please. Just say something. Make it count.”

The silence stretched on, and Yoongi could feel your gaze drilling holes on the top of his head. He couldn’t bear to look into your eyes—too kind, too patient. He was sure that you could plainly see how his thoughts were tormenting him, the words that struggled to pass his lips waging wars in his head.

Time slowed, and eventually he heard you let out a sigh. You picked his hand gently away from his cup of long-since lukewarm coffee (his hands were always so cold), caressing the back of it in a soothing manner. You still didn’t speak, and Yoongi finally managed to gather the courage to look up.

The sight of your face made him tense even more, causing you to pause in your ministrations immediately. Your eyes only made contact for a split second, but Yoongi was sure that the zap he felt rippling through his bones really did happen.

The look in your eyes and the way you held his hands—it was too much. This moment you had found yourselves in was even more intimate than anything he had ever experienced (and he had fucked a shit ton of people.) Maybe it was the calmness of the barely conscious sun, or the sound of the people outside your apartment quietly bustling on their day. Or maybe it was the way you smiled so sweetly at him, as if you would wait for him, no matter how look it would take.

It almost looked like lov—

Yoongi broke the silence, his words coming out almost choked. Too fast, too eager to get this over with. Scared.

“Y/N, what do you know about the contract we signed?”

You flinched, taken aback by his sudden question. “What does that have to do with anything?” You asked, confused, but you still tried wracking your brain for the information regardless.

“Well... All I really remember was the process of summoning you and how our contract will be completed once I’m, er, sexually appeased.”

You guessed that your answer was not what Yoongi was hoping for, judging by the scolding glare that immediately took over his features. You got defensive immediately. “Why do you look angry at me? You asked so I answered! You know that I don’t think things through.”

“I figured,” Yoongi deadpanned, rubbing his temples in frustration. “Kinda how we got stuck in this situation in the first place, right?” He sighed heavily, contemplating how he was going to explain to you the entirety of your arrangement with him.

“Well, what’s the big deal anyway? I don’t want to have sex, and you don’t want to leave; not my problem, right?” You scoffed, crossing your arms petulantly. You were kind of getting pissed off; what was with his sudden change in attitude? It was as if the night before never even happened. 

“That’s barely scraping the surface.” Yoongi hissed.

“Look, Yoongi. Just get on with it. What’s happening? Did I do something wrong? Did I break the contract?” You asked, your voice trailing off into a whisper. If you had broken the contract, did that mean Yoongi was going to leave? Was this his weird way of saying goodbye?

“No. In fact, it’s me who’s breaking the contract. Ish.”

You raised your eyebrow. “Ish?”

Yoongi groaned, slamming his hand on the table. “Ugh, this is so hard! Why do you make everything so hard?”

It’s because you’re in lov--!

“Anyway,” Yoongi coughed, trying to calm his pounding heart. Dangerous, dangerous. “Sorry, it’s just that I’ve never had to explain this to someone before. You see, your explanation was pretty much only the basic concept of summoning incubi and succubae. It’s kind of understandable that you don’t know the whole story because no one ever really knows the fine print since usually everyone just fucks and then the contract is complete. But, that doesn’t mean there isn’t a fine print.”

“So... What’s the problem?”

“The problem is... If I don’t end up having sex with you within a week, I’m going to be put under trial for sabotage.”

Now you were more confused than you were 10 minutes ago. “Sabotage? What the fuck would you be sabotaging?”

“I... I don’t know.” Yoongi knew.

You sighed, raising your arms behind your head. “Well then. It isn’t really a problem then, right?”

“What do you mean?”

You rolled your eyes, looking at him like he was Boo Boo the fool. “I mean, just fuck me!”

If Yoongi had actually been drinking his coffee, you were sure he’d be doing a spit-take right about now. After the shock from your very frank exclamation had died down, Yoongi finally managed to calm the beating of his heart. Focus, Yoongi. She doesn’t know what she’s saying.

Yoongi groaned, frustrated. “No, you don’t get it! You said it yourself, you have to be sexually pleasured and shit, and we both know that you’re a fucking weirdo who isn’t into shit like that, so—“

You cut him off. “Who said I couldn’t be sexually pleasured?”

“—it would be entirely useless to have sex, wait what? What?” Yoongi spluttered, gazing at you as if you’d grown a second head.

“Ok, I may have lied a bit when we first met. Well, not REALLY lied, but—“

“Wait, so you’re telling me that I could’ve fucking left all this time?” He exclaimed, disbelief coloring his words.

Yoong did not, in fact, want to leave. Not like you knew that, anyway.

You tried to look unfazed by his callous words, but if the way Yoongi’s eyes softened were any indication, you were pretty sure you were failing pretty badly. It was just... you thought that maybe, somehow along the way, he had started to like being with you. Especially after watching how much calmer he was around you, how caring he had been recently, how almost loving he was being—

What a fool you were. This was an incubus you were dealing with, not a human boy capable of feeling the same way that you felt for him.

What did you feel for the demon? What was this churning in your stomach, this wretchedness blooming poisonous flowers in your heart? Why did this treacherous feeling make you want more? More of what, exactly? You weren’t sure.

Dangerous, dangerous.

“I... I didn’t mean that,” Yoongi said, trying to salvage the situation.

“But you still said it.”

“I—“

“Listen, asshole. I’m sorry for ‘lying’ to you, but you never asked for MY fine print. So let me explain first,” you huffed angrily. To say that you weren’t hurt by Yoongi’s words would make you a liar, but you fought to keep your face devoid of any pain. He couldn’t know.

You cleared your throat. “Ok, it would be a complete lie to say that I don’t feel stimulation because it’s literally human nature to feel... something during intercourse right? It just depends on whether people actively search for that ‘feeling,’ aka, actively fucking people in order to reach orgasm: the end goal. Well, me? I’m not like that. I don’t look for that ‘feeling.’ I don’t need to look for it. I’m perfectly fine going day to day without trying to look for that ‘feeling.’”

Judging by the confused look on the incubus’ face, you figured Yoongi had no idea what you were trying to explain. “What the fuck?” he verbalized his thoughts, staring oddly at you. “Isn’t that basically what I’m saying? If you aren’t ‘actively searching’ for orgasm, then doesn’t that mean you can’t be sexually pleasured?”

At this point, you were getting frustrated by how hard it was to explain essentially who you were and how you worked to someone who just couldn’t understand; it was like trying to explain color to a blind person. He could never understand you, you thought bitterly to yourself. Yet, you tried your best to come up with an analogy.

“Ok... So it’s like this, alright? Think of sex like food—“

“Easy enough. I could go on and on about how much pussy tastes like—“

“Yoongi.” You deadpanned, glaring icily at Yoongi. Yoongi supposed it was not a good idea to try and lighten the mood with sexual innuendos. He nodded meekly at you to continue.

“As I was saying before you so rudely interrupted, think of sex like food, except not as a life-sustaining source of energy. Everyone wants to eat, right? When you eat, you get full. For me, I don’t want to eat. I don’t need to eat, even. But when I do, I still get full. You get me now?”

Yoongi sort of understood, but since he has been an incubus pretty much his entire life, he couldn’t really comprehend why anyone would not want to ‘eat,’ as you so put it. But he had gotten accustomed to your weird tendencies already that he just chose to nod in faux understanding, like a parent acquiescing to an infant’s babbling. In fact, you could even say that he’d grown fond of your eccentricities—

Dangerous thoughts, Yoongi. This is what you’re trying to avoid.

Yoongi brushed the thought away from his head. “Even still, Y/N,” he sighed, running his fingers through his hair wearily. “The whole point of the contract is ‘wanting.’ Sure, you may feel pleasured at the end, but the importance of the whole thing is that you should want it in the first place. I can’t force myself on you.”

“You’re twisting your words, Yoongi! Just a while ago, you said as long as I was satisfied, then you could get away scot-free, so what the fuck is the damn problem!” You screeched, finally tired of him beating around the bush. You were tired, frustrated, and confused. Why was Yoongi being so hesitant now, of all times? Here you were, essentially giving yourself up to him for him to take, giving him a chance at freedom and leaving this shit apartment like he so obviously wanted. During all his time staying with you, he had taken almost every single opportunity to try and seduce you. It had almost grown comical at some point, when he’d grow impatient with your persistence and just proceeded to whack off in the bathroom. Min Yoongi was stubborn, proud, rude, impatient, and a downright menace. You should be glad that his time with you was almost over.

But if there was one word you could never describe Min Yoongi as, it was cruel.

Despite his insufficiencies at decency, he was never cruel. He never forced himself upon you, despite how easy it would be to do so. You were sure that if he gave his 110% effort, he could have somehow tricked you into sex. Deceit, trickery, and cruelty were never words you’d ever associate with him.

The word ‘considerate’ would not be the first word you would associate with Min Yoongi, incubus extraordinaire, but it was the closest word you could think of.

Memories of your time together suddenly flooded your mind as you thought back to the times when Yoongi had appeared to have a heart. Images of lukewarm breakfast food cooked early in the morning, a spoon of kimchi stew moving towards your mouth when you had collapsed that day, your phone mysteriously charged despite knowing you hadn’t plugged it in the night before, pale hands brushing the hair away from your face as you feigned sleep, a pair black eyes trailing your mouth as you kissed his cheeks and nose—possibly hoping that your mouth would move just an inch to the right—!

Despite his insufficiencies at decency, Min Yoongi was a kind son of a bitch.

In the midst of your self-reflection, Yoongi stood up abruptly, slamming his hands so hard on the table that his still full cup of coffee almost spilled all its contents on the wood. “No, Y/N! You listen to me! It doesn’t fucking work like that. You have to want it, you have to need it in your soul, like it’s the only source of water in a desert, like you couldn’t bear another day without getting it—“ He stuttered in that moment, eyes wild that matched the speed of the words tumbling out of his mouth. “You need it, you have to want it, love it—fuck.” He took a deep breath, a crazed glint in his gaze. He was going to say something he might live to regret, but—“You have to want me, Y/N.”

He said it anyway.

Eyes are always watching, Min Yoongi.

What you failed to notice was the way Yoongi’s eyes widened in surprise, afraid of the consequences of his words. In the heat of the moment, you don’t register what hidden meaning may lay behind those words. You were possessed with the need to explain; you had to tell him, even though it was—

Dangerous, dangerous.

“That’s the fucking thing, Yoongi! I do want it!” You screamed back, desperate for him to understand. Why couldn’t he fucking understand? That you—“I want it. As long as it’s with you, I’ll always want it.”

“Stop lying. You’re just saying that because you’re being nice to me. You’re always so nice to me,” he said bitterly, but his gaze remained steady. They burned, but you didn’t dare to look away.

“Y/N... You’ve always been too kind, too much...”

You stopped him right there. “I’m not being kind right now, Yoongi.”

Yoongi was not having any of it. He couldn’t accept; he didn’t have the courage to. “Then why are you always so nice to me, huh? What did I do? What is it? What do you want from me? I’m a creature of wretchedness and impurity, a demon from the second circle of hell created to advocate debauchery and corruption. My only purpose is to fill the gaping holes in the hearts of people with loathsome intent. I don’t deserve your kindness or your pity.” Or you, Yoongi’s treacherous mind added.

“There are many things in life that I will live to regret, but you will not be one of them. Not ever.” The words slipped out of your mouth without struggle, a sigh of relief almost leaving your body at how those thoughts were finally seeing the light of day. Then came the fear that followed, the implications of running your mouth.

A plethora of emotions swirled in Yoongi’s heart: confusion at how you could possibly want his despicable self, fear that what you said might be the truth and that you did want him, anger that what you said might be a lie and that you were just saying that to get rid of him—

But out of all the emotions that threatened to bubble and wreck Yoongi, there was one feeling that he had never dared to endure, much less acknowledge. It was an emotion that endangered all who sought it and all those who thrived on it. It led to heartbreak and sadness, causing all those who felt it to live emptier lives than they had previously. 

It was hope.

He supposed that despite his demonic powers, above all else Yoongi was still a mortal. He could not escape his heart, as much as he could not escape his libido. Not for the first time, he yearned. But his yearning had never amounted to anything; he never acted on it. He couldn’t. You were making him want to, though. You made him feel like it was possible, that somehow you two could make it. That Yoongi could escape his fate as a humanized sex object and live a full life, filled with happiness and laughter and love—

Love. Love. Love. Yoongi’s heart yearned for it.

Dangerous. Dangerous. Dangerous. Yoongi’s mind echoed faintly in the distance.

And just like that, the moment breaks.

Like the pitiful creature that he is, Yoongi runs.

In his haste to run, he hits the table with a loud bang, causing the cup of coffee to finally spill. You don’t even have the chance to yell his name before your front door slams with a note of finality.

And just like that, he’s gone.

In the quietness of your apartment, you could only watch as the coffee drips down to the floor.

[ustrinamor]

☁ What's an FC that you refuse to play with? Why?

Ohhhhhh boooooyyy. This is such an odd thing, but it’s something I feel really passionate about, which is why this is going to be a little lengthy for a meme response.

I refuse to play with any wrestler faceclaims or people playing as wrestlers, mainly because I’m a huge wrestling fan, and since I also have some family in the business that have shown me a lot about the behind-the-scenes stuff, I feel like I just can’t see it the way some people do. From an ethical standpoint, it’s largely for the same reason I won’t rp with people rping as their faceclaims or using people that aren’t actors/models/singers/etc as their faceclaims. I can’t see them as just actors. The big difference between wrestlers and actors is that the wrestlers LIVE as their characters, and their characters are drawn from aspects of themselves. Separating a wrestler’s characterized self and real self can even be impossible at times, and that makes it uncomfortable writing with real-life wrestler muses and characters with those faceclaims. Also, I’m such a stan for wrestling that I can’t just pretend the face is someone else. If I see Kenny Omega, I know it’s Kenny Omega and I can’t think of him as a different character. It really destroys any illusion and yanks me right out of the writing mindset.

I’ll also throw in youtubers/”influencers” here since I mentioned that last note. I’m more tolerant with rping with instagram models and some youtubers than I used to be, but I’m very, VERY picky. To start, they have to fall under my actor/model/singer criteria (which gets more specific and picky but I don’t have the time or the room to explain how I filter the ok from the not okay LMAO). The main reason I won’t rp with these faceclaims is because of the last reason I mention in the wrestler thing; it ruins the suspension of disbelief. There is an ethical thing too which is why I’m hella picky, but it’s pretty much the same reasoning as well.

[hopesburned]

SHIPPING     INFO     !!

ANSWER     THE     FOLLOWING     FOR     YOUR     MUSE     SO     PEOPLE     KNOW     HOW     SHIPPING     WORKS     ON     YOUR     BLOG.

WHAT     IS     YOUR     OTP     FOR     YOUR     CHARACTER?: i can ship peter with just about anyone, honestly. he’s a very shippable character. my otp is definitely spideypool for him, though, but only with a few selected partners. i’m kinda picky when it comes to which partners i will ship with, even if i ship him with their character.

WHAT     ARE     YOU     WILLING     TO     WRITE     WHEN     IT     COMES     TO     SHIPPING?: honestly? just about anything. i draw the line at like, non-con/dub-con, and that abo stuff makes me all kinds of uncomfortable so you’ll never see any of that. and while i do write some really problematic ships, it’s rare i will post stuff on tumblr that is the problematic side. i had discord for that. i also use discord for nsfw themes, as i’m not comfortable writing it on tumblr.

HOW     LARGE     DOES     THE     AGE     GAP     HAVE     TO     BE     TO     MAKE     IT     UNCOMFORTABLE?: gosh. i mean, i write peter as being between 18 - 24, mainly. so whilst he’s always a Legal Adult, i think shipping him with anyone significantly older is kind of gross. i’m talking, like, cap, stark, the majority of his villains, y’know?

ARE     YOU     SELECTIVE     WHEN     SHIPPING?: i can be! it depends on the partner i’m writing with. whilst it’s super easy for peter to be shipped with just about everyone, i have to be able to trust people out of character before i write them.

HOW     FAR     DO     STEAMY     MOMENTS     HAVE     TO     GO     BEFORE     THEY     ARE     CONSIDERED     NS/FW?: i usually check with partners and such, because all parties need to be consenting and comfortable when it comes to writing it. usually i’m the one uncomfortable, lmao. so, i tend to keep it light before fading to black or moving to discord. mainly once it gets past, like, heavy petting.

WHO     ARE     THE     OTHER     CHARACTERS     YOU     SHIP     YOUR     CHARACTER     WITH?: oh boy. wade, johnny storm, felicia hardy, mj, gwen, harry. there’s. a much bigger list, honestly. ( i’m only talking about pete’s ships right now because i have too many muses )

DOES     ONE     HAVE     TO     ASK     TO     SHIP     WITH     YOU?: honestly just come up and ask me about it. nine times out of then i will super happy to ship and plot as long as we’ve spoken out of character before.

ARE     YOU     SHIP     OBSESSED     OR     SHIP     MORE-OR-LESS?: i wouldn’t say i’m obsessed but i do enjoy a good ship

ARE     YOU     MULTISHIP?: yeah!

WHAT     IS     YOUR     FAVOURITE     SHIP     IN     YOUR     CURRENT     FANDOM?: i can’t pick.

FINALLY,     HOW     DOES     ONE     SHIP     WITH     YOU?: hmu and talk about the morons w me.

TAGGED     BY:    @felinewiles​ TAGGING:    bro anyone idc

[angclwiings-archived]

SHIPPING INFO !! answer the following for your muse(s) so people know how shipping works on your blog. repost ! do not reblog.

what is your otp for your character?: okay so... i ship castiel w a lot of ppl. mainly, and most obviously... destiel is a big one. but then i also love sastiel, (sam x cas), as well as megstiel. im trash for a lot of things tbh... though most notably, like i said... destiel really is one of my favorites. BUT !   i alSO HAPPEN TO BE GARBAGE FOR CASTIEL x CLARKE thanKKSS TO @saviorbuilt <3333  lmaoo  (also bellarkstiel)

what are you willing to write when it comes to shipping?: im down for almost everything! i love fluff, and angst and all sorts of unique and fun plots... the only thing is i don’t write nsfw. im down for writing intimacy, w kissing, and even a bit extra but the moment clothes come off it’s a fade to black for me. :”) im not a fan of writing it, sorry.

how large does the age gap have to be to make it uncomfortable?:  uh. well.......... i’ll have to explain this in a bit of a different way... because uh. castiel’s age is since the beginning of time and even before that so uh....   l m a o. im thinking maybe... as long as your muse is over 30+ ... should be fine? lololol

are you selective when shipping?: definitely. castiel is picky, and doesn’t fall for anyone easily. when it comes to shipping, i like to be friends with the mun, and there has to be chemistry first. im not going to ship cas with anyone for the sake of shipping, or because the other character likes castiel so much. i want these ships to be meaningful, and have build up and actual reasoning behind it. not just ebcause your muse smiles at him. i view him as demisexual, so it takes a strong bond for him to even consider it. 

how far do steamy moments have to go before they are considered ns.fw?:  really just when clothes start to come off, it’s considered nsfw. i don’t participate in that though so it’s not entirely like i have the need to tag it tbh.

who are the characters you ship your character with?: okay uh. ill just list the major ones. which includes, destiel, sastiel, megstiel, casifer, and cas x jo and some crossover characters like... co ug h, cas x clarke.......... 

does one have to ask to ship with you?: usually these things sort of happen naturally. but i don’t mind if you ask me !! it’s nice to know !! but sometimes its just sort of screamed out in the tags of our threads lmao

how often do you like to ship?:  im in love with ships!! and totally down to ship !! but honestly, i really enjoy friendships, hateships, familial type things too !!! im here for it all.

are you ship obsessed or ship more - or - less?:  im ship obsessed, but it’s not like... my main focus 24-7. :”)

are you multiship?:  of course !!!!!!!!!!!!! 

what is your favourite ship in your current fandom?:  breathes heavily   d e  s t i e l

finally, how does one ship with you?: fuckin just throw memes into my inbox or just tlk to me in capslock saying u wanna ship and ill be like fuck im down

TAGGED BY : @saviorbuilt

TAGGING : @ any one and everyone !! feel free to say i tagged u ;0c <33

[jaackcherry-blog]

(wheeze) 

hello there! i’m sam, she/her, twenty years old, est timezone and i’m very excited to be here! i’ve sorta been eyeing this rp for a little while then someone suggested i check it out again and now here i am! under the cut is gonna be a little info about my lil trash child jack so if you’d like to plot please feel free to send me a message!

TOM HOLLAND - JACK CHERRY is a SEVENTEEN year old SENIOR student at Pierce High. They sit with THE INSURGENTS at lunch and are commonly known around the school as the WAYWARD, because they’re CHARMING and PERFERVID, but also SARCASTIC and VOLATILE. However, the police think they’re a possible suspect in the killing of Hadley because EVERYONE KNOWS HE HATED HER, BUT HE REFUSES TO SAY ANYTHING WHENEVER THE POLICE TRY TO QUESTION HIM.

so, first off i used the muse idea of a dirt poor rebel who’s failing all his classes for him but i’ve fleshed it out a little so let’s get into that!

he’d lived in the brick corner area of long creek his whole life. i sort of have this idea that his name and his family might as well be synonymous with the word trash among the townspeople.

his family isn’t too great except for his older half brother. they have the same mother; jack’s father took off long before he was born and his mother was never a very stable person. she dabbled in drugs and alcohol and terrible men and eventually left her sons without so much as a word when jack was about thirteen. ever since then his older brother’s been taking care of him and doing his best to ensure they can keep their crappy little house in the broke corner neighborhood. jack actually has a job himself, working at a tiny local gas station whenever he can. sometimes he probably even ditches school early to get a few extra bucks from his job.

that being said, he’s not picky at all about where his money comes from. he’d pretty much do anything for a quick buck.

about hadley, he hated her. she was popular, talented, egotistical...basically, she was everything jack has always hated and he never bothered with keeping quiet about how much he couldn’t stand her. after her murder, jack refused to talk to the cops mainly because he doesn’t like, trust, or believe in them at all. (he’s definitely a troublemaker so they’ve probably arrested him several times before as well.)

that’s pretty much all i have for backstory now so let’s move on to personality!

jack is either looks like a cinnamon roll but could actually kill you or looks like he could kill you and could actually kill you. it’s a matter of opinion i guess lmao.

he’s always been a troublemaker, never really cared much for the rules, always willing to do anything to make a quick buck, completely shameless

that being said, he’s not a completely terrible person. if he cares about someone, then he’s loyal and protective af towards them. that being said, he can be a little tough to crack if ygm so it’s not always easy to become someone he cares about and if you betray him in any way after he’s let you in then he’s going to try very VERY hard to hate you forever he’s stubborn af and he will hold a grudge

he doesn’t give a single fuck about school and he’s absolutely failing all of his classes. would probably be spending literally every day in detention as well if he didn’t skip out whenever a teacher actually bothers with giving it to him

aaaand lemme me stop there before this goes on forever! i think that about covers the important stuff anyway so without further ado please send me a message if you want to plot! i don’t really have any specific ideas but i’m down for literally everything and a huge sucker for angst so yeah come at me with literally anything you want! i’m looking forward to meeting and writing with you all!