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horse-shit · 4 months ago

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yknow sometimes i forget that im like. actually traumatized. like its not something i can joke about forever it did actual damage that i should sit down and stew about to see how to work past it or improve on it. idk. i feel like i sound like my dad. i think i got the 'i just have to push through this or past it' even though all i do is sit around when i have things to do

#weeeeeeeeeeeeee #sorry about that #imps bs #i have to clean my room. i have to clean my bathroom. i have to mow the lawn and do dishes and litters and laundry and sweep. i have to #shower. i have to switch one of my classes before the semester and pay for them.#but all i do is go on my phone or listen to music or draw if im in a good mood #i just dont like it #it being life/everything/existing/living #i feel like im whining :[#im just being lazy and i know i am. i shouldnt have asked for presents at all i dont have anywhere to put them and i dont even like getting/#giving presents i dont want anything and i dont deserve anything and i shouldnt have my games or markers or anything #.#wow i think i need to go to sleep its after 8 pm i shouldnt listen to my brain #probably just going to stay on the couch anyway teehee *internal screaming*#im going to be twenty and i still cant drive and i still havent had my first job yet. i am a fucking disgrace and shouldnt have been born #WOW i do not like myself sometimes i forget how intense that is #...tumblr: the diary haha

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salamispots · 1 year ago

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dream wip

#wip #artists on tumblr #flotsam diaries #arrhghhgg happy I got the textures I was aiming for #I was gonna go sleep but eve's song kororon really got me :'D #cough you can see the full image on uh instagram story if you don't wanna wait haha #technically this one's not a wip but wanna draw some others/make it a set #might tweak the octo though #anyways nOW I will sleep #muffled laugh #edit: oh!! thank for you radar tumblr staff :0 #but also radar putting my post tag ramblings on bLAST LMAO

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coin-z3fs · 4 months ago

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Obtain a brother as you journey to save your friend’s husband

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(If you wanna hear my short ramble about my take on these two then proceed under the cut)

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So, if for whatever reason some of you realized that the way I draw Dante’s hair is different from how I usually do it (undercut) on the top drawing, is because Aphmau styled his hair when they got back to Phoenix Drop as a way to repay him for giving her the winter clothes and her hair ribbon (before that she just let her hair loose). She asked Nicole for help since if Aphmau did it herself the result could be compared to how she builds ships (That’s also how Nicole and Dante met first time B:))

Dante didn’t mind the drastic haircut, it kind of made him look less like Gene, which he appreciated.

Here’s also the context of the scenes:

#where did this mcd brainrot come from wtf #aphblr #zefs art #aphverse #aphmau fanart #aphmau #minecraft diaries #minecraft diaries dante #mcd fanart #mcd dante #aphmau mcd #minecraft diaries aphmau #aphmau shalashaska #artists on tumblr #they’re siblings your honor #haha wouldn’t it be funny if Dante’s natural hair was actually black hahaha #and he just dyed it so he could distance himself more from Gene #but after meeting Aphmau he didn’t bother to dye back his black roots hahaha #wow that’d be so funny

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kittycolours · 1 month ago

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drawing characters from Mystreet I haven’t drawn in a while/redesigning their season one/first canon designs

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midnightclover · 10 months ago

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Summon Night: Swordcraft Story (ATLUS, 2003)

#my actual posts lol #haha what if i made a daily diary post thing like nico #..i was just thinking #today was a good day #and i thought of this song #ive been playing summon night swordcraft story a lot as of late.. though none today actually #its still on my mind though #i considered using dweller empty path's song flying through a stary sky instead.. but this is what i thought of first #i think it fits best to use it #i actually had to jump through some hoops to upload music!#cus my tumblr app is kinda old.. i cant properly upload music. i could only put a link #which isnt exactly ideal #so i tried in my web browser.. but maybe its cus i havent updated it in a while or maybe just cus its tor.. it didnt work #so i downloaded firefox and did it on there lol #now im editing it in my drafts back on the app #dont ask why im not just doing it on my computer... shes having some technical difficulties. we're working on it #but not today #...#today was pretty eventful.. even if not very productive. but ive never been a very productive person #we went and saw some light festival thing! it was rly nice.. a little simple at times but it was fun #we went and got some yummy snacks earlier too! tho ive already eaten them all hehe #and i started up animal crossing new leaf. i hadnt played it in ages! its startling how much better it is than new horizions.. imo at least #only problem is i couldnt make it the same as my island.. and i didnt remember why i named my last town #we searched for a while for some reference or somfin to name it after.. but we ended up just going with ''faraway''#cus i liked the idea of being asked where im going.. and just saying far far away #and as beth said it has a kinda fairytail vibe!#...only after i named it did i realize i accidentally named it after the town in omori. oops!#...im about to hit the tag limit. so whoevers still listening i just want u to know..#i love you. ok?#goodnight

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wannawrite999 · 20 days ago

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jellyjamheadobb · 6 months ago

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ocela · 5 months ago

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*crushing*

you guys can use that that’s a present for me

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soahbee · 11 months ago

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Girls even if we can't be with our teachers in real life, in the Sims we can still create a happy marriage with them and have 10 children and 6 cats and 2 dogs....just saying!

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sunnys-side-upside-down · 9 months ago

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have you thought of perhaps making a side blog for your sleepwalker au or making so that others can find the pages easier in the future (like how people put first page next previous on the posts) -🌟

I hadn't thought of it before, but due to this recommendation I just added

Prev | Next | First

to all of the Sleepwalker posts! Hopefully that'll make it easier to navigate them! Thank you for the feedback!

#I honestly forgot Tumblr story blogs do this haha #thank you for mentioning it!#I also added transcripts to the rest of the diary posts that didn't have them #ask #anon

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sotogalmo · 2 months ago

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6:58

I believe this will do numbers on here

#time diary(?)#audrey/kellie's time diary #pis poa and pos #meme #funny #discord screenshot #the three genders #funny meme xd #funny meme haha #funny moments #funny memes #memes #dank memes #tumblr memes

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salamispots · 1 year ago

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dream from several days ago

#dream diary #artists on tumblr #flotsam diaries #sequential #...I said I was gonna sleep but that obviously didn't happen HAHA #anyways really happy that I was able to get the colors/vibes I wanted down fjhkgj :'D #a lot of nitpicking and adjusting hahah #also kororon/eve was on blast for the majority of drawing this hghhjf #alright good night/morning/something yall #edit: was thinking more and the feeling I wanted to get across I guess is like when someone voluntarily #reaches out to touch me/casually/platonically and it's like a 'you're touching me of your own free will??? o H'#because when I was growing up had a parent who wasn't physically affectionate/would kinda brush me off #and that uhhhh kinda internalized as I'm gross and therefore shouldn't touch other people #(lmao took covid lockdown and very good friends to basically destroy that feeling yay)#anYWAYS had feelings but didn't quite know how to verbalize it hahah

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godlymiseryclub · 1 month ago

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#esoteric girl #girl hysteria #diary entry #tumblr diary #american beauty #girly blog #girl blogger #bimbo girl #y2k #y2k aesthetic #girlbog #girlbogger #this is what makes us girls #this is girlhood #this is a girlblog #haha #silly #funny

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localcanadiancreature62 · 1 day ago

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I have only three modes:

Constant create (whipping out au art and writing in quick succession everyday nonstop)

Constant fear (anxiety)

And.. being powered by three whole hyperfixations while also feeling a bit "not there" due to my mind being fixated on a lotta things.

#i'm making fun of myself. this is a joke #the main moods i have 24/7. it changes a lot. heck. i usually feel overwhelmed by the third one but now i'm fine cuz i'm not writing three #aus this time. only one (anti cipher society) and then dealing with two other less taxing things #jokes #writing memes #writing humor #shitpost #shitposting #ignore this #self deprecating humor #haha everyone point and laugh at meee #personal ish #tumblr diary

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beesorcery · 4 months ago

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google how do i tell my dad that the reason i keep bringing up elon musk's transphobia isn't that i've got gen z political tunnel vision that makes me blind to his "innovation" in electric cars but because i am desperately crying out for you as the father of a trans child to feel just as outraged and angry as i am that that man has so much power

#edit: warning the tags get pretty personal whoops. however tumblr is like a diary to me so. but if discussions of father issues arent for u #it's not anything he's directly said but like. when we talk about it i can tell he's clinging to this like #image of musk as this inventor working for the good of humanity #because he's admired him for a long time and like i get it it's hard to let go of your heroes when it turns out they're trash #but. he's always been trash. is the thing. and i've been saying this.#and it would be nice to feel some solidarity! or support! or empathy idk!#and not like. lectures why tesla is actually progressive or why spacex is the best thing to happen to science since fucking penicillin #and sometimes ppl who push the world towards progress rub people the wrong way #god like. we were in the car the other day talking about it and i mentioned tesla moving to texas bc of the law protecting trans kids #and he mumbled something like well sure yeah he said that but Really... really it's about the taxes......#okay!! who give a shit! that's not the point! the point is that he's got fucking legions of alt right fanboys who hang off his every word #so when he says something that is good for trans people is actually dangerous and bad and hurts kids #and when he openly publicly deadnames and misgenders and LIES about his TRANS DAUGHTER. it's fucking dangerous! and it makes trans people #(IE ME. YOUR CHILD.)#feel unsafe!#it should get you angry! it should make you rethink how you saw him previously! it should make you want to stop supporting him!#idk. i mean my dad has never been like. against me being trans. and he's worked really hard on the pronouns and not deadnaming me #but it's stuff like this where it feels like he doesn't grasp how he's de-prioritizing my perspective as a trans person and.#his Child.#and how his first reaction to me starting t was 'no.. why would you do that :('#it just feels bad. i love him so much but it's shit like this that makes me feel like i don't matter to him or like i'm disappointing him #and then he gets confused when i tell him that i feel that way #wow! sorry for this. i should get serious about finding a therapist i dont think i knew i felt all this until i typed it out #im gonna add a tag at the beginning of this. as a warning. lolololol. lol. anyway #got 2 pick up my t tomorrow and also email my dr for more wellbutrin haha slay! hit the slay button. dispenses ssris.#god i'm so tired sorry i'm delirious actually. also i saw my brother this weekend which was so nice and he's such a weirdo which also #makes me weirder by proxy

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wannawrite999 · 29 days ago

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