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buffy the vampire slayer is a show about a badass young woman doing everything right while the people around her act like she needs to walk on eggshells to protect their fragile little egos and also save their lives on the daily
#buffy the vampire slayer#tbh sometimes i'm not sure how to read it#did the writers recognize that riley was a douchebag?#or that her friends living in her house rent free after spending all her money and forcing her back to life#and then acting like she's insane for not knowing how to handle it#was incredibly shitty of them?#i think maybe they did because willow is spiraling through that whole season#but they never address that tara was part of a problem too#xander and anya at least had their own bills to worry about#and giles is the only one who actually helped#actually spike offered too and she wouldn't let him#but no one who was living in her house and eating her food lifted a finger to help her#(not dawn of course because she's a kid)#but then they also act like buffy's crazy for trying to be a mom to this poor kid!!#so many complaints about season 6-7
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in the the bandillow au that I live in I think spuffy would quietly bond over the fact that they still belong to the ones who brought them back from the dead. gave them new existence. spike is dru's, a little bit forever in some sense, just as buffy is shaped by willow and xander. spuffy are bound, and they can pull on their leashes, but they don't even really want to be freed. if they realize that's an option at all in the first place
#like ticks who learn not to jump higher than the ceiling....#spuffy are friends in my loose au. they're very close friends but buffy is xillow's and xillow is buffy's#bandillow are tied too tight together to ever leave one another for spuffy to properly happen. couldn't fathom not belonging to each other#and spike might love her but he never saved her now did he? he'd get her though. they're close bc they understand each other uniquely still#I have NO fucking idea if this will resonate with ANYONE#I never think my bandillow posts will tbh#but this one is. there's a connection going on in my head y'know#smth smth about a nasty undercurrent of possession and odd power dynamics and unhealthy absolute devotion#xillow each raising buffy from the dead like dru did with spike...#and she came back different every time too just as he did#c'mon guys someone makes a more coherent post. I'll reblog u with hearts and happy exclamation marks or whatever#I know there's something here though#sprusilla#bandillow#buffy x willow x xander#spike btvs#buffy summers#btvs#buffy the vampire slayer
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definitely had this standing archetype in my head that cordelia chase was "the mean girl" while on btvs and learned better on ats but rewatching it today i'm honestly like. from season 2 onwards really her main fault is "says rude/tactless things sometimes, largely played for laughs" whereas nearly every other character is so deeply mean to her in a way that is wholly meanspirited and uncalled for. what the hell lol.
#btvs#she spends most of her time helping them of her own volition and theyre constantly like#yeah cordelia maybe if we need a MORON we'll give you a call#its largely xander but tbh willow is rude as hell too a lot of the time#i think the core issue though is that joss whedon was a nerd in high school and is still pissed at the girls who rejected him
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Forbidden Fruit
A Grayson Hawthorne x oc fic





Warnings/notes (regarding the whole fic) : slight cursing, sexual innuendos, no smut, MLM, friends to enemies to lovers, might be a lil ooc (forgive me first fic ever if you dont count 'Wine and Woes'), i also changed Cassian to a human instead of a faerie, also, it's gonna be a little slow, please bear with me.
(please heed that this only a work of fiction, so do not be influenced by it, and for the love of God don't do anything that's happening in this fic.)
(trespassing is not a light matter, especially when you're breaking into a multi-billionaire's house. Doing this will have its consequences 🙏💀)
Word count: Idk man, lots of words here 💀
Summary: Grayson Hawthorne had always wanted to be like his grandfather. He had never been in the business of making friends, until he meets someone who is going to turn his life upside down, and possibly make his brain short circuit
Prologue
Part 1
"your ego is bigger than Jupiter itself. Your IQ on the other hand, is the complete opposite"
"i know you ain't talking like that when you don't know what basic slang is, blondie"
"i prefer doing more productive things than spending all my time on such uselessly mind-consuming pieces of media"
"........ This is why you have no friends and no bitches"
"i have you." Grayson smiled, something he rarely did "maybe that's all I need."
Pre-Timeskip
Grayson Hawthorne was not in the business of making friends, much like his grandfather, Tobias Hawthorne. Even though he was only 13 years old, he relied on himself, he did not ask for help. Grayson knew he was extraordinary, his grandfather had made sure he knew.
He was prepared for every possible outcome in every possible situation. Or so he thought, until he was face to face with a rather unusual looking boy
Unusual in the sense that the boy was wearing muddy overalls, his fluffy brown hair had leaves and twigs stuck in it. His smile is too big, too bright, much like the sun shining overhead. Grayson's eyes trail down the short boy's appearance, hes holding his hands out to Grayson, holding two red geraniums in them. The geraniums are muddy too. Grayson's face scrunches up looking at the filth.
"Who are you?" Grayson glares at the boy "And how did you get in here?"
For anyone else, Grayson's glare would have been terrifying. His silver eyes making them uncomfortable in their own skin. But this boy? He kept grinning, and holding out his flowers. The audacity he had to ruin Grayson's peaceful garden time agitated Grayson.
"My name is Cassian!" Cassian smiles brightly "Whats yours?"
Grayson did not want to answer, this boy's innocence was.....annoying, but he did so out of politeness, and perhaps the hope that maybe this boy would leave if he knew who he was talking to was far superior.
"Grayson" Grayson introduced himself "My name is Grayson Hawthorne."
Grayson did not see any flash of recognition in the boy's midnight blue eyes. That agitated him more. First, this boy had the audacity to interrupt his peaceful garden time, Now, he didn't even know who Grayson was?!
"Woah! You have a cool name! Grayson. Gray, like your eyes" he says in awe, as if he had never seen gray eyes before
What was Grayson even supposed to say to that? Grayson frowns at Cassian. Hoping that maybe he'll see the obvious annoyance and leave. But Grayson's hopes were nothing if not futile, because Cassian just smiles at him.
Instead, he just tells him something Grayson does not want to know
"My last name is Moonbeam!" he smiles
Cassian Moonbeam? What a ridiculous name..... Grayson thought
It was also not a name Grayson recognised, so one, this boy was not from a prominent family, and two, he was not a worker's son. Since those children never approached Grayson, knowing who he is.
"You do realize that you're trespassing, right?" Grayson raises an eyebrow, looking down his nose at the boy
Cassian cocks his head to the side a little "Trespassing?" he says, expression neutral "but there's only one of me, wouldnt that make it unopassing?" he grins
This boy..... Grayson's mind comes up with a few rude words, but he decides to keep them to himself.
Instead, he calmly says "That wasn't funny"
"it wasn't meant to be."
"How did you get in here?"
"i slid through the tall border thingy" Cassian points at the tall border that separated the woods from the estate. Grayson's eyes slid from the metal border back to Cassian
"And no one saw you? Not even one of the guards? And how in the world did you manage to slip through the gap?!"
"oh. Um. Well, i kinda watched the guards routine a lot, so I slipped in when they were away." Cassian grins "And it's not that small of a gap. Plus, I'm small and lean"
Grayson was so done with this kid and this whole conversation. He wanted this boy gone
He sighs and states "Trespassing, especially onto the Hawthorne estate, is a crime"
Cassian's grin disappears and he cocks his head to the side "Crime? Are you saying the police are gonna arrest me?"
"im saying they can if they are notified"
"Then let's not tell them." Cassian slightly juts out his lower lip
Grayson was appalled. Things like this should be notified. So no one else creeps onto the territory. Tobias Hawthorne was a man whose head multiple people wanted. Grayson didnt know who those people were or why, but he knew that with power, came risk.
"Are you seriously telling me I shouldn't tell someone that someone trespassed onto the territory?!"
Cassian shrugs and Grayson wants to strangle him, instead, he sighs exasperatedly
"How old are you?"
"11. Why?"
"Doesn't that explain so many things" Grayson says sarcastically and rolls his eyes
"What does that mean!?"
"Nothing you should be concerned about considering the situation you're in. How do you even plan to get out of here?"
Cassian looks a little confused "Huh? What do you mean? I'll just go back out the same way I came in"
Grayson scoffs "Thats not what I meant. Now, hypothetically, I don't tell on you, but do you really expect to just leave without a scratch? One of the guards could see you as you're trying to get out. Fate isn't in your hands"
Cassian pauses "But I already have scratches"
Grayson grits his teeth "Those are not the kind of scratches I'm talking about, Cassian"
"Doesn't matter." Cassian frowns slightly "What about you? How old are you?"
"I have no reason to tell you" Grayson replies dismissively, pauses, and then says "13"
The smirk on Cassian's face is smug "oh, so you're a baby. Like me"
"Baby?!" Grayson looks offended "I am not a baby!"
"You are" Cassian leans forward, and with one muddy finger, boops Grayson's nose "Boop!"
That's it. How dare this....this commoner touch him?! It was bad enough not knowing who he is, now this?!
"Do that again-" Grayson starts to threaten, but is cut off with another boop to the nose "Wha-"
"You said 'do it again' " Cassian smirks cheekily
"I swear to God-" Grayson takes a deep breath, composing himself. It was not like him to lose his temper over something like this "Do not do that again. Now, state your business for bothering me"
"Flowers." Cassian holds up the geraniums "For you."
Grayson paused, processing this information "......"
"you trespassed onto Hawthorne property to give me flowers?!"
Cassian nodded excitably
"You are either exceptionally smart or extremely stupid" Grayson sighs "i do not want your flowers"
"ill forgive you for calling me stupid, since I want to be your friend."
"i do not want you as a friend. Why would you even want to be friends with me?"
"Because you're a loner with no friends to bring you flowers" Cassian shrugs
Grayson had to admit, that stung. He did have so-called "friends", but he never was close with them, so they were more like strangers that he knew. But was he going to admit he didn't have friends to Cassian? Absolutely not.
"i have friends" Grayson grits through his teeth, fists clenching at his sides. He was getting impatient.
"No, you don't. I would've seen them if you did" Cassian says smugly
Grayson pauses, inhaling a sharp breath "you were stalking me?"
"i wouldnt say that," Cassian takes a step closer as Grayson takes one back "More like, saw you sitting here alone everyday as I passed by."
"And if i dont believe you?" Grayson says, internally prepared for a fight
"Well, I'm already here and giving you flowers. Red, right? Your favourite color?" he holds up the flowers again
"Youre a wierdo," Grayson slaps his hand away "i dont want your flowers."
Cassian frowns a little "oh. That's okay, maybe you hate these ones. I'll bring you some more tomorrow"
"Do not come back" Grayson grits
"im gonna" Cassian places the flowers at Grayson's feet, stands back up, looks at Grayson, shoots him a mischievous grin, and boops his nose again, making Grayson's nose officially the most booped part of his body.
Grayson opens his mouth to finally curse but Cassian starts running away "Oh, no, you don't." Grayson runs after him
But Cassian is surprisingly fast, and dodges Grayson multiple times
"We're playing tag, now?" Cassian snorts a laugh
Grayson realizes what's happening and stops dead in his tracks and frowns, glaring at Cassian.
"Leave." he says, barely holding on to his anger
"Why-" Cassian begins, but Grayson interrupts
"Leave before I tell on you. I'm giving you a free card once, don't expect it again" Grayson takes a breath through his teeth
Cassian slowly blinks at him, but then smiles softly and says "Okay! I'll figure out how to get out by myself next time"
Grayson watches as the boy sneakily watches out for the guards, and then darts into the woods without being seen, and eventually vanishes out of sight.
Grayson lets out a huff of irritation, and begins to walk back to the House, when he notices the muddy geraniums on the grass in front of him.
He hesitates for a second before picking them up.
I'll just throw them away, it doesn't matter. He thought
But a small part of Grayson, that he desperately tried to push away, wants to keep them. He doesn't want to admit it, but he really did not have any friends to bring him flowers. He was still suspicious of the boy, but he decided to see where all of this would end.
But for now, all he had to focus on was getting inside, taking a much needed shower, because of that pesky boy, and then attend lunch with his brothers and Grandfather.

Prologue part2
Tagging:
@never-enough-novels @pink-mask-06
@x-liv25-jamieswife
#First fic#Don't judge too harshly#����#I hope yall like it#It took time#I shouldve been studying#the inheritance games#grayson hawthorne#the hawthorne legacy#the final gambit#the brothers hawthorne#jameson hawthorne#nash hawthorne#the grandest game#the hawthorne vault#xander hawthorne#grayson x reader#grayson hawthorne x reader#Grayson hawthorne x oc#Grayson hawthorne x Cassian Moonbeam#I was thinking of calling it Moonthorne#Forbidden Fruit fic#Hamnahs fanfics#Hamnahs fanfiction
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i need you all to know that when i say my blog is multifandom i actually mean that this is what the inside of my head looks like at any given moment and i spin a roulette wheel with (USUALLY) these guys every time i open tumblr and the character it lands on gets to be character of the day.
#one day i will make a real intro / pinned post#xander is not included because there are too many three houses + fates + awakening characters and i’ve had enough. i look like the fakest fe#fan in the world.#faerghus four is there but who am i kidding the entirety of the blue lions is there#in spirit#can you tell i made this in like. 5 minutes.#some of these characters have been severely neglected lately and i blame it on the fe takeover that happens to me several times a year#nrmt molars meme is a dead horse but i’m beating it one more time for the sake of this#ramblings#dirk snd roxy are the hs representatives. there had to be someone there and it wasn’t just gonna be dirk by himself#do i think abt hs that frequently anymore? no. do i blog about it anymore? no. was this a homestuck blog about 4 years ago? yes
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xanvid is doomed in the sense that theyre not meant to be with each other because they idolize too much the other, falling in a lie for a relationship. how they perceive the other is so bad that once they see their masks off, their truth personalities, or just being aware of them could break that illusion that kept them alive. specially xander towards david
its not that they wont understand once they make things clear but more like, initially it could go so wrong because of that adoration
neither of them are a good person, theyre both too extremists (and i think david is really just trying to copy xander in a toxic manner) and have that rage inside them that would explode in different ways, they dont see each other as just someone normal
or idk this is what ive been thinking about them
#xanvid#i believe that what david needs is not xander but someone like arei#xander is too nice in his eyes and is what he wanted and wants to be#in reality he just needs to be himself like arei and just be real for once#its kinda sad that in both ways he is lying regardless about him in the first chapter and still in the second one#once they do a reality check on him i think he could go back to normal and be really nice but still jerk of a person#or dies who knows
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no way this bitch wished his daughter a happy birthday and then went ahead and shot himself ☠️☠️☠️
like damn you saw her maybe twice in your life and you decide to pick the one time she’s over, her BIRTHDAY, as the day you wanna sh00t yourself. thomas thomas is not thomas thomasing. 😪
even tho im saying this, im lowkey so excited to find out what happened to him and what kind of person he is. he may not be that great since he barely ever visited his own daughter, but then again he may have visited before when she was younger (like when she was 1 or 2), or when lyra’s mother and he were still together, and lyra just didn’t remember. im not gonna jump to conclusions and immediately accuse him of being a bad person, but then again jlb likes making bad fathers so idk 💀💀
i want to see thomas (i love the fact that im calling him thomas even tho that’s defo not his acc name ☠️) and tobias’ relationship and what that was like, because i feel like they were rather close. (in a mentor/mentee kind of way) who knows, maybe thomas was even close with toby and them (colin, david, yadayada)
maybe he struck out the wrong deal with tobias or they got into a terrible disagreement, and thomas found out a vital piece of information that could sink tobias’ entire empire to the ground. maybe tobias threatened his family (maybe with financial problems, but if this were to occur, i’d guess tobias would threaten to harm them. he’s very cruel to those who aren’t family.) so badly that thomas had no choice but to end his life so the secret would die with him. and maybe the riddle has something to do with the secret as one last “eff you” to tobias?? idk but it’s the theory im sticking with until we find out what happened with thomas thomas.
(btw im getting this from somebody who said that calla in spanish (because i think thomas and lyra are latino) meant “quiet” or “be quiet” so i tend to think that thomas shooting himself was the result of tobias forcing him to keep his mouth shut. even if that means taking the secret to the grave. (literally. ☠️))
#i like to think that he told his daughter the riddle as one last final attempt to show the true tobias hawthorne#too late now tho he’s dead and everybody knows he was a piece of shit ☠️#well everybody in the hawthorne fam anyway#thomas thomas#tobias hawthorne#lyra catalina kane#lyra kane#the inheritance games#the grandest game vault#the grandest game#grayson hawthorne#the brothers hawthorne#jameson hawthorne#nash hawthorne#xander hawthorne#avery kylie grambs#libby grambs#phone girl#maxine liu
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i’ve read a lot of Power ranger fan fictions where they call their love one sweetheart or sweetie and a part of me realizes. “Yeah I don’t think I imagine any Power ranger using pet names like that.”
#Unless it’s to flirt#*cough* Xander Ziggy Joel#Power rangers#Maybe Javi?#I think he would say something like “honey”#I’m fine with Honey but sweetie is a little too much for me
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P4 Remake confirmed we are so fucking back
#i mean we all kinda figured already But YEAAAAAAAAH#my one hope for new(?) content is i hope they bring back the acrapped yosuke romance route like pls let me be gay with my partner plsssa#actually i have two hopes. i hope they at least reference/foreshadow arena stuff bc its CANON ans arena fans (me) are STARVINF#(id ask for some reference to p4d too but the base game already talks about kanami so i think were good acrually)#(though it would be nice if they further expanded upon that)#persona#persona 4#persona 4 revival#<it has!! an official!! title now!!!!!#p4#p4r#xander rambles
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hch mid-season finale how we feeling?
I wanna know if u guys still have theories and headcanons and anything else that u haven't seen yet in the story: plss drop them in the reblogs or replies!!! we need smth to fill these weeks of wait :3
#high class homos#I'll start!!!#1 i need more ulyssa.#i feel like we'll see her more since ffion is involved#i would LOVE for them to speak but#if they DO see eachother#its prolly gonna be like#briefly#without talking#one of them sees the other and thinks “omg its her”#OR they look at each other and just don't talk#2 LETS HOPE THE KING WAKES UP#3 august and ffion reuniting#its gonna break me for sure#4 more lucas x marla please#5 more michel in dresses please#we still didn't get much about this aspect of them#didn't we?#6 im curious to see how they'll react to this same-sex marriage law#remember how ulyssa wanted to see saph because she also cared for rhe women (super based)?#now she'll prolly be pro-law#festion too#but the other three? it'll surely be a problem we'll see#at least i think#7 festion and xander and Percival's novel#please drop percival's novel#8 SOME MORE LUNA AND HOW DID SHE MEET THE BANDITS??? THEY SAID THEY KNOW JER#she was apart of a clan??? SHES AN ICON FOR BANDITS???? PLEASE MORE LUNA PLS#kikiposting to its finest
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after careful consideration, what I've decided is that the shorter xander's hair is the worse he becomes. idk WHAT it does to him but he's gotta stop cutting his hair it makes him into Evil Xander
#correlation does not equal causation unless I say so#but honest to god has anyone else noticed this lmaooo#when a character's hair is longer they're like a better person in this show. it's really funny to me#it's not an infallible rule or anything but it's just something I've noticed in general#funnily enough I think it's the opposite in ats too#xander harris#btvs#buffy the vampire slayer
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forced myself to finish this book even though by the last hundred pages or so all i was doing was picking apart the post-catholicism of it all. bc i feel like it's important to read shit you don't gel with . just because. even though the whole way through i was like they HAVE to prove it's not real. they HAVE to. so not the point of any of it but i was desperate for them to Find The Body etc. and of course instead they have mystical time travel experiences and all that because that is the kind of book the actual star is but i was desperate for them to realize that the star you see is the actual star. and then it wasn't
#the actual star#like i me? personally? am a staunch and firm believer that the star you see is the actual star#i dont cotton to the concept of 'higher levels of consciousness'#or 'transcendence' or the concept that the world is not the home#like. do i think people can put themselves in altered states of consciousness? sure. but none of those states are higher or better#it's just drugs or whatever. hallucination. sleep deprivation. really good/bad mood. brainwaves#i like aggressively dont believe that shit#but the book and the characters here DO. and i had to go with it while trying not to nitpick it too hard the entire time#not my favorite experience but one i was determined to have anyway just to see the thing through to the end#i think my favorite timeline was a tossup between the 1012 and the 3012. but the 3012 mostly in the beginning when it was all worldbuilding#by the end it was getting more mystical and i had too many issues with the future society that weren't going to have time to be resolved#which was very clearly also not the Point Of The Book which is a big one for loose threads and 'decoherence of meaning'#the 1012 plot was more engaging on a throughline level. i enjoyed it beginning middle to end just wish ket had been there more#she was sort of a decoy protagonist she got a couple chapters and then it was all the twins lethally misunderstanding each other#this is also a book which really really gets into entropy which#well first of all its scary. entropy. but secondable it's not as big of a noticeable deal as youd think it would be#what the fuck ever you're alive#who cares if everything is going to fall apart in eight billion years#there's a bit in the last xander chapter where he's like oh i HATE everything i HATE the earth!!! ok and you're about to have#the most formative experience of your life and build a cult around it. on the foundational idea that the earth isnt as real as heaven is#babeeeeeeeeeeeeeee the catholicismmmmmmmmmmmmmm#this book. more than anything. made me think about all of the 3012 jewish buddhist etc ppl living in sedente communities like#watching all of this from the sidelines wondering when Christianity 2 is going to fall apart under its own weight#now THAT'S entropy babey
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I've been seeing this meme going around lately and I had only ONE thought
(Didn't wanna make a whole post about it and he is YOUR character so, here ya go lol)
I AM WHEEZING BECAUSE I HAD THE EXACT SAME THOUGHT FOR THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 God bless. AMAZING. I love it.
#dani answers#alpharra#cs posting#cs au#into the shadows#erebus#killian#my ocs#friends ocs#crystal springs#blah blah blah obligatory tags BUT YEAH NO I WAS THINKING THIS SAME THING#WITH EITHER XANDER STANDING BESIDE KILLIAN. OR KILLIAN STANDING BESIDE XANDER SMIRKING LIKE#look at how pissed off i have made erebus by calling him the boogeyman >:)#killian: is too#erebus: is NOT#Killian: IS. TOO.#and it goes on and on bc erebus is like. SOOOO pretentious and killian is like. i NEED to antagonize this bitch so bad#shadows posting#ask box shenanigans#hehehhuehuehueh#fave funnies#memes
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want christmas inigo bc i want him in one of those elf hats with the bells. jingle jangle while he twirls
#freudian slips#this has been in my drafts for almost a year but i think about it everyday#give him the dance skill one more time so he can do a happy hop and click his heels#who would be his santa tho…#like xander probably. but thats too obvious#lucina is also too obvious#hot take: maribelle
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it just occurred to me that xander will probably inherit halway comics. i never really thought deeply into his future career ever but it makes a lot of sense to me. moffy will take over hale co, luna becomes ceo of fizzle, xander will run halway comics, and kinney….its honestly early days in terms of her characterization so we don’t know that much about her yet besides she likes vlogging and fashion. i never imagined rose giving it up but honestly maybe she would pass on calloway couture to kinney because none of her own kids are /that/ fashion inclined (or really as business minded as the hale kids seem to be so far) and rose has always been a huge role model and inspiration to kinney. if this does end up happening the hales will go from already being the most successful and employed family to being even richer and more successful. they are so slay like that. and also in this perfect world i have dreamed up i think they should all 4 have equal stock in / power over superheroes and scones because that place is just so family 💙
#this came to me because i was just thinking of how moffy wants to be ceo of hale co and then i was like wait but what about everything else#honestly xander is more into fantasy books and movies than comics but i still think this would work for him#because if not i’m SO curious what his career will be#things have been so focused on getting him mentally stable that the series never really lets you think that far ahead for him#i wonder what his major is 🤔#they probably said it and i forgot….lol#mine#like us series#the calloway couture thing also JUST occurred to me BUT HOW SWEET WOULD THAT BE?!#enough about the cobalt empire there is a hale DYNASTY right in front of our faces#like moffy ALREADY started his own foundation too ???? and luna is a successful author#moffy is mid 20s and has like 57 jobs 😭😭😭#sulli is taking after her dad and just making money off sponsorships / athletics#eliot is SO jobless like a stage actor who is never even in demand ??? and tom’s band isn’t taking off ???#and charlie’s job is professional being a dick and spreading carbon emission#yall are sleeping on the real hard workers!!!!!!!!
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i like listening to people discussing sex bcuz i think its very insightful cute and interesting to hear what makes someone tick, positions they like, nicknames they like and general turn ons. like actual serious discussion btw, it feels refreshing to hear it talked about in a very casual way like the weather is being discussed
#i dont have anyone to talk about that sorta stuff with maybe thats why#and when i used to it was would just lead into flirting/sexual territory whether i intended to go that way or not#but like genuinely. as a very base level topic i think its fun to hear what other people find thrilling#dnt judge too much okay but. some streamers make sex jokes their whole personality and that gets annoying BUT#there are some who are genuinely open to discussing things like adults and i enjoy listening to that kinda thing sometimes-#-in the bg while i draw or work. its like sitting in on a discussion with friends if that makes sense#they are vtubers but..... theres a collab stream Nix Voltaire and Malim Cendari did together in somewhat of the same vein abt this stuff#if they didnt wanna answer they just drank or ate one of those beanboozled challenge thingies#i want more stuff like that in the bg u-u xander is p open abt that stuff#i mean i could name a whole array of vtubers honestly cuz the whole 'lets joke abt mpreg omegaverse pegging' whatever#is like. becoming really common in that space and its a doubleedge sword#i want us to discuss this shit seriously like we are scholars in a great archive room.#or perhaps we are both sitting sipping tea together having scones or something#maybe i would like us to go indepth abt this and that dont wuss out dude#anyways ive gotten offtrack. its back to art commission land for me.... then back to gamedev-ing...
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