#....the urge to just. pack anything that'd fit into a suitcase and backpack

[devotioncrater]

i’m an energy vampire. i’m unappreciative. i’m quick to blow up. i’m a roller coaster. i’m depressive. i’m going to lose my job. i’m overweight. i’m not accountable. i’m not forthcoming. i’m a liar. i’m a wilted flower. i’m in a rut. i’m unhappy. i don’t take care of my dog. i’ve got a distorted view on my childhood. i’m at fault for my estranged relationship with my mother. i’m mentally ill. i’m unstable. i’m hard to live with. i’m vulgar. i don’t take care of myself. i storm off. i’m too emotional. i’m an alcoholic. i’m deadweight. i went sideways in life. i was raised better than this. i had a good mom. i’m unfair. i’m only liked when on meds and in therapy. i’m worrying people. i haven’t been okay in a while. i’m self-sabotaging my life. i’m negative. i’m agitated. i’m wallowing in self-pity. i need to leave. i need to be told the truth. i’m an energy vampire