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act 8: the first time dating awkwardness
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The Hand-Holding Disaster
Dating Sunghoon was weird. Not because you didn’t like him—because, obviously, you did—but because everything that felt so normal before was suddenly different.
Like hand-holding.
Before, you had no problem clinging onto him, linking arms, or flopping against his shoulder dramatically. But now? Now your brain refused to function.
You were walking side by side, and your hands kept almost brushing. You thought about just grabbing his hand, but then you overthought it—what if your palms were sweaty? What if he didn’t want to?
At the same time, Sunghoon wasn’t faring much better. You caught him flexing his fingers like he was preparing to reach for your hand, only for him to shove them back into his pockets at the last second.
This went on for ten whole minutes.
Finally, frustrated, you groaned. “Hoon. Just hold my hand.”
Sunghoon scoffed, trying to play it cool. “I was going to.”
You narrowed your eyes. “Then why didn’t you?”
He clicked his tongue. “Why didn’t you?”
“I was waiting for you!”
Sunghoon rolled his eyes, but before you could argue further, he reached out, fingers lacing through yours effortlessly.
The moment your hands connected, you both fell silent.
It should’ve been normal. But instead, you felt your entire body ignite.
Sunghoon cleared his throat, looking straight ahead. “There. Happy?”
“…Yeah,” you mumbled, feeling your face burn.
Neither of you let go.
The ‘Babe’ Incident
Pet names were dangerous territory.
You had been dating for a couple of weeks, and so far, neither of you had used one. Sunghoon had called you “babe” once during your confession, but that didn’t count because you were too busy freaking out.
Which is why it shocked you when, while handing you your drink at the café, he casually said, “Here you go, babe.”
You froze.
Sunghoon also froze.
You both just stared at each other, processing what had just happened.
“…Did you just call me babe?” you asked, voice barely above a whisper.
Sunghoon blinked. “I think so.”
A tense silence. Then—
“HAHAHAHA.” You burst out laughing, covering your face. “That was so weird!”
Sunghoon groaned, rubbing his temples. “Yeah. I hated that.”
You peeked at him through your fingers, giggling. “Are you embarrassed?”
He scoffed, turning away slightly. “No.”
You grinned, leaning closer. “Sunghoon~”
“Shut up.”
You poked his arm. “Say it again.”
He gave you a deadpan look. “Absolutely not.”
You pouted. “But I liked it.”
That made him pause. He looked at you, eyes flickering with something unreadable.
“…Yeah?” he murmured.
You nodded, a little shy now. “Yeah.”
Sunghoon exhaled, rubbing the back of his neck. Then, leaning closer—voice lower this time—he murmured, “Alright then, babe.”
Your brain short-circuited.
Sunghoon smirked. “What? You asked for it.”
Yeah. You were so doomed.
The Goodbye Dilemma
The worst part about dating? The end-of-the-date goodbye.
Sunghoon had walked you home, and now you were both awkwardly standing in front of your door, unsure what to do.
“Okay,” you said. “So… goodnight?”
“Yeah,” he nodded. “Goodnight.”
Silence.
You both just… stood there.
Should you hug him? Kiss him? Wave like an idiot? You were panicking.
Sunghoon, clearly having the same dilemma, rubbed his neck. “Sooo…”
And before you could overthink it further, you panicked—and gave him an awkward thumbs-up.
Sunghoon stared at your hand.
“…Did you just thumbs-up me?” he asked blankly.
You wanted to die. “OH MY GOD.”
Sunghoon burst out laughing. Not his usual amused chuckle—actual laughter.
“I CAN’T BELIEVE YOU JUST DID THAT,” he wheezed.
“I FREAKED OUT!” you groaned, covering your face.
Still laughing, Sunghoon reached out, gently pulling your hands away. “Okay, okay. Let’s try that again.”
You peeked up at him. “You mean I get a redo?”
His lips twitched. “Yeah. But don’t mess it up.”
You pouted. “No pressure.”
Sunghoon smirked, then—before you could overthink it—he leaned in, pressing a quick kiss to your forehead.
You froze.
“Goodnight,” he murmured, eyes lingering on yours. Then, with a small wave, he turned and walked off, hands in his pockets like nothing even happened.
Meanwhile, you stood there, completely malfunctioning.
Oh. Oh, you were so down bad.
The First "I Love You" Mishap
You were in Sunghoon’s dorm, lounging on his bed while he sat on the floor, playing a game on his phone. It was peaceful, the kind of comfortable silence that made you forget you were technically in a relationship now.
Until you almost ruined it.
“Ugh, I’m so hungry,” you groaned dramatically, rolling onto your stomach. “If I don’t eat something in the next ten minutes, I might die.”
Sunghoon barely looked up. “There’s snacks in my drawer.”
You gasped, reaching over to grab one. “You’re a lifesaver. I love you.”
Silence.
The moment the words left your mouth, you froze.
Sunghoon also froze, his fingers stopping mid-scroll.
Your brain immediately went into overdrive. OH MY GOD. DID I JUST SAY THAT?! IT WASN’T SUPPOSED TO COME OUT YET—
You slowly turned to look at him, your face heating up. “Um.”
Sunghoon blinked, staring at you with a blank expression.
Then—
“…You love me?”
You panicked. “I MEANT I LOVE THE SNACKS.”
His lips twitched. “You love me like the snacks?”
“NO, I—WAIT. I MEAN—”
You groaned, throwing yourself face-first into his pillow. This is it. This is the end.
Sunghoon chuckled, and you felt the bed dip as he sat beside you. Then, to your absolute horror, you felt his fingers gently poke your cheek.
“Hey,” he murmured, voice softer now.
You peeked up at him.
His gaze was unreadable, but there was amusement there—mixed with something else, something fond. Then, without warning, he leaned down, resting his head on top of yours.
“You’re cute,” he said, voice muffled against your hair. “And for the record… I wouldn’t mind hearing you say it for real someday.”
Your heart stopped.
Sunghoon pulled away with a smirk, giving your nose a small boop before turning back to his game like nothing happened.
Meanwhile, you were left screaming internally.
The Jealousy Slip-Up
You were texting someone when a message from an old classmate popped up. It wasn’t anything serious, just a casual “Hey, how have you been?”
But when Sunghoon glanced over your shoulder and saw the name, his expression shifted.
“Who’s that?” he asked, voice way too casual.
“Oh, just some guy from my class,” you said, typing a reply.
Sunghoon hummed. “Why’s he texting you?”
You paused, giving him a look. “Um… talking?”
Sunghoon’s jaw ticked. “Yeah, but why?”
You squinted. “Why does it matter?”
Sunghoon shrugged, but you could see the way his grip tightened around his phone. “Just curious.”
You tilted your head. “Wait.”
Sunghoon blinked. “Wait what?”
A slow grin spread across your face. “Are you jealous?”
Sunghoon scoffed. “No.”
“You so are.”
“Am not.”
“Oh my god,” you gasped dramatically. “PARK SUNGHOON IS JEALOUS—”
Before you could finish, Sunghoon suddenly grabbed your wrist and pulled you into him—so close that your nose almost bumped into his.
Your breath hitched.
Sunghoon stared at you for a moment, eyes dark. Then, voice low, he murmured,
“If I was jealous… what would you do about it?”
Your brain shut down.
Sunghoon smirked. “Exactly.”
Then, like the menace he was, he let go, acting like nothing happened, while you sat there completely and utterly wrecked.
You were in so much trouble.
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Tataru Week Prompts!
New dates are April 24th - April 30th!
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The Apothecary Diaries S2 Episode 8
The fact that the Dowager Empress AKA the Emperor's MOM and GRANDMA is probably at most in her 30s kills my soul but it's sadly realistic to what women (or more accurately - girls) go through back in history. The first Chinese empress that comes to mind is Empress Zhangsun who was married at only 13 years old, had her first child at 15, and then died in her early 30s. She had 6 kids, several of whom were also married, by the time she was in her late 20s.
The crazy thing is that Empress Zhangsun was luckier than most women and girls. The person she married, who would become the incredibly famous Emperor Tang Taizong, was only 2 years older than her - so she got to marry a boy rather than a grown man. The fact that they were closer in age also helped them bond quickly considering they were both teens who, let's be honest, has no business getting married already (in fact - he didn't know. He was told he was getting a "gift" as reward for his intelligence, and the next thing he knew, he was waiting at the altar). The Dowager Empress, from what we've learned in this week's episode, was def not as "fortunate" as Empress Zhangsun.
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the desire to write glee s6 au fic
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the desire to not watch glee s6 which would be an implicit requirement to properly writing s6 au fic
#gonna be real with u im livin there but i have no desire for the back half of glee#i barely have any desire for s3#but hey maybe a terrible idea like rewatching glee would actually uh give me a fresher perspective on the story as a whole#i've been rewatching some of it but uh yeah not. not anywhere close to all of it#...also if i rewatch glee ill start talking about glee more and like... themes and storycraft and shit... in fuckin glee...#spoiler alert i think its bad#and not because of the deliberate absurdism or anything#that's good i actually remember enjoying the glee aesthetic and exaggerated everythings#but it might be interesting to watch it when i'm not actually a teenager anymore#and maybe wonder if glee actually got worse or if i was just younger when the first seasons aired lmao#but between watching 2x06 and 3x13 and none of the other episodes... the contrast is stark af and that's only s3#NBK is so so so good even the other stuff going on is interesting (and kinda fucked up but that's the glee vibes yknow?)#and it sets up kurt's storyline so so well - thematically with the song choices and the acting is superb and the chemistry omg#it almost makes you believe they aren't going to fumble it 20 times at least over the next two seasons#Heart is like... Worth it I guess but it's like all the other promised Karofsky storylines#hyped up in leaks and previews and then fumbled and dropped unceremoniously#...only Heart was out here gaslighting the audience with some revisionism that makes u go 'hmm' esp after just watching NBK#i mean bold words to say about the guy who has been doing that all episode like k but that aside#dave karofsky did not cup kurt's face and go in for a second kiss only for them to call it “hate kissing”#dont worry mr karofsky i heard ur little whimper 😔#...fuck im gonna need a glee tag yall can mute aren't i?#...................2 to 6 business weeks......................
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☆ even the gods bleed [ pt 2 ]
{☆} characters furina, neuvillette {☆} notes cult au, imposter au, multi-chapter, gender neutral reader {☆} warnings none {☆} word count 1.9k {☆} previous [ 1 ]
This had to be a punishment of some sort – some kind of divine punishment.
She was bored out of her mind just watching the sleeping body – she hadn't blinked once in the past five hours, her eyes were really starting to hurt. Yet they still hadn't moved so much as an inch since she sequestered them away to the only place she had known to be safe.
But it'd been almost a week since then.
The only solace she found was that Teyvat had seemed much less hellbent on collapsing in on itself like a dying star.
That counted for something.
Not much, but something!
..Even if their position was no better then it was a week ago.
There was, after all, still the issue of what to do about the false Creator – the actual imposter – and the Archons following them like blind lambs. The other Archons wouldn't listen if she tried to reason with them, and it would only risk the life of Divine One if she spoke of their location to anyone else.
She also was pretty fond of having her head still attached to her shoulders.
So she avoided them all together. Partially because she wasn't sure she wouldn't have a breakdown at the sight of them..she'd never been a fighter, and fighting an Archon? Easy pass.
Instead she was forced to babysit the sleeping Divine until they woke up while Neuvillette handled taking care of the nation and dealing with the other Archons – and by extension the false Creator.
Really though, she would almost think them dead if not for the subtle rise and fall of their chest.
Though..this also left her with a lot of time to herself. A lot of time to think.
She really didn't like it.
There wasn't a lot to occupy her mind and what little there was only distracted her for a scant few moments before her eyes drifted back to the Divine like she was locked in their orbit, unable to escape.
She closed the same book for the twelfth time – she kept count – and returned it to it's meticulously designed place within her bookcase. A low, barely audible huff of frustration escaped her lips before she could bite it down, her stare boring a hole into the body of the Divine One with a sharp intensity she rarely showed.
She was tired, bored and constantly on edge, fearing that at any moment someone would find out about their presence here.
That, at the drop of a hat, she would be powerless to stop the greatest tragedy of her time play out before her eyes.
Neuvillette would have scolded her for being so petulant, especially around the Divine One, if he were here.
But he wasn't.
He was out running her nation, instead.
And what was she doing? Nothing!
She grit her teeth, nails digging harshly into the palm of her hands as she took a deep breath – now was not the time to think about that. She had..much more pressing matters. Sulking and letting her thoughts spiral helped no one, least of all herself.
Yet her attention was caught by a harsh inhale, the rustle of fabric – were they finally waking up? She was exhausted, but it all vanished at the sudden drop of life within the otherwise deathly still body of the Divine.
Her eyes followed the subtle twitch of their fingers, watching as their brow furrowed and their features twisted in something almost like..pain.
..She wasn't ready.
What was she supposed to say?
Should she even say anything? Would that be considered impolite? Does she wait for them to speak first? Should she kneel? Bow?
She doesn't get much time to find her own answer before their lashes flutter, chest heaving with every strangled breath. Every single thought vanishes from her mind the moment she meets their eyes.
For a long, silent moment she thinks that her heart must have stopped.
Their eyes glow like the cresting of the sun over the horizon, painting the world in hues of gold – yet it also reminded her of the dipping of the moon below the waves, casting the briefest, most gentle of lights upon the world engulfed in darkness. In the depths of their eyes was the birth and death of stars in the infinite cosmos – glittering stars in a sea of empty, blank space that left her feeling lightheaded and breathless.
Beneath the splendor is a spark of recognition in their eyes so vibrant it was like a shooting star piercing through the dark night sky, leaving nothing but the wonder in the eyes of the observer as the only proof it ever existed – brilliant in it's beauty, however brief.
It is the most beautiful thing she has ever seen.
"Focalors?"
The lilt of their voice nearly made her knees buckle beneath her – euphoria so consuming it left her feeling she was starving swallowed her whole, her mind blanking in a moment of utter bliss. It was..an indescribable feeling that she doubted she could ever hope to put into words – not in a way that could properly express it, try as she might.
She swallowed the words that threatened to spill from her lips – she couldn't make a fool of herself. Not in front of them of all people. She'd never forgive herself.
"Divine One," She rasps, clearing her throat and covering her mouth with a hand to mask both her nervousness and the small smile that creeps across her face. She quickly regains her composure, hand resting on her hip as she puffs out her chest with every bit of pride she can manage. "I am sure you must be confused, but worry not– your most loyal acolyte has seen the truth!"
The silence is deafening.
She opens one eye, peaking at the bewildered and almost distraught expression of the Divine.
"What the hell are you talking about?"
That..she was not prepared for. Surely they knew who they were! Surely they knew. They had to– she's been praying to them for as long as she's breathed, she's dedicated every hour of her life to living up to their ideals, they can't just–!
"Lady Furina?"
Neuvillette, thankfully, spares her the embarrassment of having a meltdown in front of the Divine, the gentle rap of his knuckles against the door making her and the Divine pause, the soft lull of his voice soothing her nerves and yet setting her on edge at the same time.
"Neuvillette." She clears her throat again, her steps hurried as she marches to the door and pries it open none too gently, a forced smile pulling at her lips. She wastes no time tugging the man into the room, shutting the door behind him with a short huff. The silence is, somehow, even worse then before as the three of them stare at each other in absolute exasperation.
Neuvillette, for his part, manages to get his act together with a sharp clearing of his throat, bowing so low even she looks unnerved. She steals a brief glance at the Divine, and she's taken aback by the uncomfortability twisting their features into a grimace.
Their expression is schooled back into one of empty apathy when he stands back to his full height, but she saw it – she knows she did! Did they not like their worship? Were they not respectful enough? For a moment, she feared the Divine would smite Neuvillette down on the spot..but they just stared at him like he was a ghost.
"Why aren't you killing me?"
The defeated, resigned tone combined with the way their voice cracks makes her heart ache in her chest – it feels as though her entire world is crumbling down at her feet, and she cannot explain why she feels such emotions so strongly, but it is suffocating. It is almost as if Teyvat itself is weeping, bearing down upon her shoulders like a heavy weight.
She feels the urge to weep herself, but she powers through, gritting her teeth long enough for Neuvillette to take his place at the side of her – though it feels more like their – bed, kneeling like he was going to pray.
"Divine One," He offers a hand with a quiet rumble of his voice, the words slipping off his tongue like honey. It's like trying to soothe a stray cat..though she'd never voice such comparisons of the most Divine out loud. "I..we mean you no harm. I swear on my authority as the Iudex of Fontaine and Chief Justice that you are safe with us."
The skepticism she expected, but the reverence in which Neuvillette must convince them – or perhaps they are simply so tired that they simply did not care any longer if it was all some ploy to drive a knife between their ribs. She didn't expect them to actually place their hand in Neuvillette's.
He didn't either, judging by the way he visibly brightened – not that they'd notice, but she did.
..Not that she could really blame him, her heels clicking against the floorboards as she shifted her weight to the other foot with a nervous energy that was practically bursting at the seams, more then a little jealous of the attention he was receiving. She was the one who found them, she was the one who stayed with them the entire time..but he gets all the attention?
How unfair.
"O-of course! We would never lay a hand on our creator," She adds, her voice a little higher pitched then she would have liked as she placed her hands on her hips, puffing out her chest and brushing off the sting of jealousy. "Least of all I– your most loyal, most devout acolyte!"
She felt baffled when she heard the sound of their laughter, her shoulders hunching and her cheeks flushing on mere instinct – she was expecting mockery, but the look in their eyes, still dulled by a pain she cannot even begin to imagine, made her hesitate.
..It was, perhaps, the most genuine thing she'd heard from them ever since before the hunt began.
She wasn't sure why her heart hurt at such an idea, but it was enthralling to see the beginnings of a half hearted smile on their lips.
For a moment, her mask of theatrics was forgotten as she stared at them in a mixture of awe and adoration– and though she didn't look at Neuvillette, she could imagine he must've shared such an expression.
Had she any doubts that they were her Creator, that they alone were the most Divine..they would wiped clean now. There was no mistaking the way the world itself seemed to grow clearer as they glanced up at her like she was worth something.
For a moment, she realized how cold the false Creators gaze had been now that she has felt warmth so gentle it almost made her knees buckle beneath her. It felt like a pale imitation, now.
Nothing could compare to the warmth that spread through her body at the mere semblance of a smile upon their lips. She didn't even mind if it was her they were laughing at anymore, she just wanted to hear them laugh again.
She'd make a fool of herself, if she had to.
She'd never felt so..ravenous for such a thing, but just the briefest glimpse was addictive.
She simply couldn't help herself from striding across the room and clasping their free hand in her own, her smile wide enough to unnerve as she leaned her weight onto the bed. For a moment, she considered pulling away at the way they startled, but her mind was made up by then – there was no going back.
"Again."
#sagau#genshin sagau#self aware genshin#genshin impact sagau#self aware genshin impact#fic tag#neuvillette#focalors#furina#dont ask what happened here idk#this was. also supposed 2 be neuvi focused and then i.#dont talk 2 me abt focalors i wont ever shut up#got a 300k word essay on hand abt how i feel abt her character/how i interpret her personality and her story#focalors jsut like me fr fr (cries at the slightest inconvenience or the slightest mean comment)#shes so pathetic girlfail im gonna chew on her#what happens when reader gets stuck with two emotionally repressed french bastards?? hell#neuvi is the “emotionless” flavor of emotionally repressed in that hes HORRIBLE at showing emotions at all#ask him to smile and its incredibly unnerving and theres too many teeth but hes trying his best please call him pretty or he will cry :(#furina is the flavor of emotionally repressed where she makes it up by having Too Many emotions#using theatrics and masks to show everyone what they want to see but inside this girl is a MESS#constant anxiety and panic 24/7#will do random shit and look at you and if u dont compliment her she will think u hate her and cry#compliment her and she'll do even stupider shit to try and impress you more#i love my scrunkly little babies they r so stupid and mentally ill someone get these bitches some THERAPY#i want 2 put them under a microscope#watch this be ooc fr furina when more of her lore drops if shes not girlfail im leaving#anyway see u in a week im going on a trip ill get back 2 u in 6-7 business days
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more doodles
#super busy with work as ive only got 2 weeks left so this is all i got for now#the one of them in the rain is from a comic im drawing...it's only 5-6 panels including these two but im excited to draw the backgrounds#there's a train. i wanna draw a train.#tf2 heavy#tf2 medic#tf2#tf2 fanart
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Story update
I got to write a good chunk of the opening these past two days. Excited to get more work done over March break. And I can't wait to get to writing more about my daughter T-T But she comes in a bit later in the story. Still in the first act, though.


Some more character design doodles:



#personal project#paleolithic#neanderthal#prehistory#I've been SO BUSY#being a school teacher is so difficult....#especially with 6-7 year olds. why did I end up with the worst age group#they are angels and devils SIMULTANIOUSLY.#I felt my soul leave my body this week. two of the grade 2 boys dropped f bombs. i was SO SHOCKED. this word could never leave my mouth eve#AND THESE BABIES ARE SAYING IT!!???#but being a school teacher means you also get school breaks soooo MARCH BREAK LETS GO!!!#First thing I did: write more of the story and go ham with splatoon#the big run was so fun. I still couldn't break through to silver.... :'(#I don't know if I'll get much drawing done. I've been in a zelda 2 mood again. Maybe some zelda 2 art#I need to get back to finishing the remaster! I'm on maze island now.#but on the agenda for SURE is to get the opening of the story done and out of the way so I can start writing the REAL fun stuff#It's taking a while.#rambling again :P#oh and ramadan mubarak! tomorrow is the first day of fasting.
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There will not be a single moment next week in which I’m not running around doing something

#full time studying / volunteering at the refugee center / volunteering at two clinics#literally ab to have a meeting ab shadowing a doctor who’s researching ftd dementia in like 50 minutes#organic chemistry research 5 days a week bc ur bitch is trying to get published#hitting the gym 6 days a week. I’ll probably have to move it to mornings soon#meal prep#trying to snag a lowkey part time job#trying to read 30 minutes before bed#somehow have 2 fit a social life into this#I’m excited bc I finally feel like my time budgeting abilities are being put to the test BUT holy fuck .#studying will be my no 1 priority always. literally catch me doing anki cards in any pocket of free time I have#but I better live up to the challenge of juggling everything else too#ik I got this. and these are all things im choosing to do. not things I have to do#and I love being busy so it’ll be so fun#just had to be in awe for a second bc I used to admire girls who’re like this. and I am officially about to be one of them#p
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Saint-14:"Where is it you keep all your knives,Hunter?"
Me:
It's a mystery,Saint.
#baede-6#destiny#destiny 2#destiny the game#personal baede 6 business#baede-6 screenshots#Saint-14#He said that line three times in a row last night when I delivered cookies to him.#Then he told me to let him help me shoulder any burdens and to “Go in peace friend.Take a moment to quiet your thoughts.” and I almost cried#Even the fictional videogame characters got me this week.
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i will be at katsucon in national harbor next weekend :) if anyone wants to say hi, ill have my pink furby ita bag with my name on it and a BHO logo pin on my badge lanyard! ill be suiting on saturday as ralsei from deltarune so definitely say hi if you recognize me. i (or my handler if im in suit) will have stickers to give out ;)
#not villainous#ive been sooooo busy since october#maybe before i leave ill pop some old art in my queue for yall?#but like. i havent drawn anything for myself in a hot minute#once my christmas cards start arriving maybe i can post some of that art idk#i did do one villainous one at least?#but like. god. since october ive ran 2 secret santas#one with over 150 participants#i served on a jury for 3 weeks#i built an entire fursuit partial (my first one)#and in 3 days im gonna meet adam in person for the first time 💖💖💖💖#and im going to see haley again for the first time in like 5 or 6 years. i miss my horse!!!!#i also played clinical trial which ill make some fanart for soon#if you like my fics#PLEASE play clinical trial. youll love it#i wanna make a game this year rahhhh#okay thats it bye#EDIT: i lied. one more thing#do you guys wanna see au art? i dont think i ever really posted my au stuff#i mean i guess a lot of it is weird kink art but like whatever. who cares#like this post if you do. or dont. whatever
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I am so beyond ready to quit this job. Wednesday cannot come fast enough.
#to be fair it's bc school starts again in a few weeks#but idk. every day at this office feels like sandpaper on my skin. people always ask me shit i dont understand#and every case is so individual there's no set checklist to follow to troubleshoot#so most of the time I just grind my gears and get stuck#it'd busy more days than not.#and it was advertised to me as data entry only. client interactions was not what i signed up for.#it's all client interaction.#we're short staffed so nobody gets to take the back office and have a break.#when we weren't short staffed i was the new guy and only got 1 day in the back a week while everyone else got 2.#all my coworkers are conservative but talk like they're apolitical.#i thought it'd be fulfilling bc im helping people get benefits#but many are rude or impatient as any other service job. I'm constantly trying to direct people that don't want to listen#or explain the intricacies of something i barely understand.#and i don't want to lead people astray bc you have to start over if you blow a deadline.#but there's just nothing redeeming that i enjoy.#i hate customer service. i hate constantly asking questions. i like seldom few of my coworkers.#i can't be me at work.#and i don't care about the work itself anymore.#this job made me cry every day for weeks last month from sheer stress and overstimulation.#i almost cried myself sick several times.#the only reason I'm not there anymore is bc i dont fucking care anymore.#it took me 2 months to burn out. 2 months!#i was training for half of that!!#idk. everyone decided i was smart and could pick it up quickly so. even though everyone else got 4-6 weeks of shadowing#you can make do with 3 before you start doing stuff solo.#which feels unfair. i wasn't ready for it. and i resent the decision quite a bit.#plus it's been a nightmare for me in terms of external stressors and my generally deteriorating mental health. so.#all in all. i hate it here.#and i can't wait to turn in my notice so i can gtfo in 2 weeks#i am so tired. free me. let me go back to my music please
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unrelated to sandwich blogging i feel so rough rn. the migraine bro. get it out of my me
#its like it was like hey lets roll all the ones from a month into one. woke up this morning and thought i was improving on day 2 and#now i feel soooooo much worse. rip.#okay i'll go portion out my casserole to freeze and then maybe i'll even go lay down.#i have actual plans tomorrow with my friend who i haven't been able to see in 6 weeks because i've been so busy doing essential#stuff and i do NOT want to have to cancel because of a migraine!!!!!!! :( :( :(
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#hyperspecific poll#had to edit this on desktop bc my phone no longer lets me edit drafts smh#1- it was for my little pony versions of my friends/acquaintances#2- her name is two letters off from mine. and her middle name is our sister's middle name.#3- learned it in pre-algebra and it fuckin rocks. highly recommend#4- texture :(#5- thaaaaats beetlejuice! speaking of which im a couple weeks away from my 1 year anniversary#6- vermont. my parents got busy after i was born + didnt take me. my older sister got to see it though#7- all of my biological grandparents + my stepmom's mom#8- his name's tom and he's doing great! hes totally blind so we had to force-feed him but now he eats if you touch a mealworm to his lips.#9- thanks keith. i still love virtual riot and pegboard nerds and grant and WRLD and#10- THEYRE SO PRETTY!!! to be fair i think i prefer piano and organ for being able to play chords and stuff but in a group french horn is A
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Thriving off of 2 hours of sleep. I am not going to miss finals week
#i had 2 final assignments due at 10:30 am this morning#and i have been consistently busy for weeks#and yesterday i had things to do throughout the day that i had no other time for#which means i stayed up until 6 am doing those two assignments#and now i have to drive to campus to present one of them#at least it’s my last final week since i graduate this friday#skys post
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hi friends!! how are you all doing?
#it’s been awhile#life has been busy!!#i’m travelling overseas in less than 2 weeks#working 6 days a week#it’s a lot#but overall it’s been good#komal talks
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