#...... autism is taking me

[emilnikos]

I need non autistic people to realise meltdowns are a real debilitating thing that has a serious effect on your mental and physical health NOWWWWW!!! The way its been trivialized and lessened pisses me the fuck off. It's not a tantrum and it doesn't come from "being too weak-willed" it's painful and it's embarrassing AND MOST OF ALL IT'S INVOLUNTARY!! Don't claim to be an ally to autistic or disabled people and then make fun of people who have meltdowns. Literally get the hell out of my sight

[ireonic]

Me: how do I study as a neurodivergent person?

Google: how to help your autistic child study

Me: how to study as an autistic adult/teen

Google: teachers guide to how to deal with autistic children

Me: how do I study as an autistic teen/adult

Google: study tips for autistic people(-written by this allistic man that will talk about autistic people like they're zoo animals)

Me: how to study as a neurodivergent adult, tips from neurodivergent person to neurodivergent students, on how to study independently as an autistic person, no reliant support needed

Google: high functioning autism and school

Me: fuck just. How do I focus during this test that I'm in rn as an AuDHD person

Google: ok, so, to focus on this thing that you currently are doing and need to get done TODAY; weeks before the test you'll need to eat healthy and exercise, meditate, study, set timers, take breaks, drink water, sleep, find the secrets to a happy life, adopt five children, sacrifice a goat, take short showers, brush your teeth

Executive dysfunction:

My fucking deadline:

[beebfreeb]

If I saw a nutcracker nobody could stop me

[milesofstars]

Hey sorry, if the ideas for oumasai art are still welcomed...Art of Shuichi giving Ouma tge Hammock?

Since you've mentioned it in your tags a couple of times!

ofc tysm for the ask!! i will always be up for drawing more silly gay people

also sorry its kinda crappy i sketched it out at like 11pm and icba to fix the anatomy and whatever! theyre still cuties though

[barkingwolfdog]

does anyone else feel like a coyote or wolf but like. a forcibly domesticated one. i like pets but im still liable to bite yk. domesticated but still a little off like hey i think the other dogs know i don’t belong at this park

[paracosmicka]

Does anyone wanna look at pictures of calculators with me

[dawnandstardust]

It amazes me when people believe that Xue Yang wanted to turn Xiao Xingchen into a fierce corpse to make him kill people, just because Xue Yang said so. First thing you have to remember about Xue Yang is that he is a liar through and through.

Even Wei Wuxian himself doesn’t believe Xue Yang’s treaths;

WWX: ”Yet you still had to try and drag him back to play with you.”

XY: ”Who wants to play games with him?”

WWX: ”Then why did you kneel so pitifully before me, begging me to restore his soul?”

Wei Wuxian sees through Xue Yang and knows that he wants Xiao Xingchen back to continue their life at the coffin house, just like before, and Xue Yang tries to deny this. Wei Wuxian is exaggerating things on purpose because he’s trying to get a rise out of Xue Yang, but because Xue Yang gets angry at this, seems like it hit close to the truth.

XY: ”I’m gonna turn him into a fierce corpse, an evil spirit for me to command! He wants to be some kind of moral, virtuous cultivator, doesn’t he? I’ll make him kill nonstop without a day of peace!’

WWX: ”You hate him that much? Then why did you go and kill Chang Ping?”

WWX: ”Why did you use Shuanghua rather than Jiangzai? Why did you have to pluck out Chang Ping’s eyes just like Xiao Xingchen.”

WWX: ”Who exactly were you avenging?”

Even Wei Wuxian is not buying his bs.

Xue Yang either struggles in seeing how he is to be blamed for the situation and took it out on Chang Ping, or did realize that he is at fault but didn’t care, and wanted himself to be alive with Xiao Xingchen and therefore found someone else to blame.

We have just been through an arc where it’s clearly established that Xue Yang is a pathological liar and the only way he belives people will do what he wants, is if he manipulates them or threatens them.

Xue Yang is not going to be honest with Wei Wuxian, especially about a topic that will put him in a vulnerable position, and it might be that Xue Yang himself doesn’t quite understand what he feels for Xiao Xingchen. And Xue Yang doesn’t believe that people do things for him out of the goodness of their heart, so he doesn’t see any points in being honest about the situation.

He also might be scared that Wei Wuxian is going to realize his care for Xiao Xingchen and use it against him, so he’s trying to radically prove his hatred towards Xiao Xingchen.

I’m not saying that Xue Yang’s feelings towards Xiao Xingchen were necessarily romantic, (although in my opinion it makes the story more tragic and therefore better if they were) but all this confirms that at some point, in some way, Xue Yang had started to care about Xiao Xingchen.

[shima-draws]

Just got back from seeing Sonic 3 and HOOOOOOLY SHIT y’all. Oh my fucking god. OH my god. Ohhhh my g o d

[jerseydebil]

messianic

[poofpoofpurin]

dump nr 2: bakudeku

[dismas-n-dismay]

I'm not fucking joking when I tell you I saw this panel and literally started sobbing and crying over seeing my babygirl buying chocolate with just fucking quarters. This is the people's jason todd for real, thank you Juni Ba

[willpowers]

claps my hands

chilchuck is an ADULT

he should not be compared to those series that make a 1000 year old character look like they're 8

because chilchuck does have signs of aging, is shown to, in the perspective of others of his race, be maturing

it is OK to ship him with another character!

for christs sake his kids are also considered grown adults

it sucks cause like, real life people with developmental disabilities get told they're never going to be able to express themselves sexually or their partners are considered evil, but they deserve to have just as much of a chance at love as others!

chilchuck acts and looks more mature than my 15 year old tall grown up looking cousin, and thats the difference! appearance shouldnt matter, chronologic age should be the only factor. not only is chilchuck older the adult age of his race, but hes also considered way over adult age in human years too!

please please just be normal about chilchuck i beg

[yutamayo]

My master says I just have a unique spirit.

[couch-house]

more of this little freak also. i like him.

[dennisboobs]

standing in front of a firing squad would have been easier than reading this script i need to be shot

[neurodivergent-willow]

Something I don't understand at all, is taking away some of the support and accommodations when things are going well?! Like surely if something is going well, you should keep those supports.