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love my voice changing, very gender, very cool! but it absolutely sucks that i have to relearn how to sing along to all my favourite songs from scratch because now i cant hit my usual high notes anymore and i'm not used to singing low at all so it's very awkward! And it keeps changing too! can't wait for my voice to settle in somewhere so i can actually find the right range and keep it :/
#oh also my dad keeps calling me 'cute' when my voice cracks 🙈#and i get embarassed because i can't control it and every time i get excited or talk a bit loudly i sound hickupy#im sorry i just cant talk in a monotone voice! i need to be funny! and dramatic!!#anyway im listening to a playlist and i cant sing along like im used to :<#do i need to learn the lower parts of california dreaming now? i alsways sang the high parts since i learned the song in school#mine#t diary#oh fun fact im going to a karaoke thing with friends next week which usually sounds fun (i like singing!) but maybe ill just watch this tim#today i really cant get any of my usual songs right and its a bit frustrating#probably not too fun in front of people i dont know#anyway im sure itll be fun either way#(btw singing stuff on my own works more or less okay but singing along to a song just doesnt work)#ill just keep practicing :)
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Oh you KNOW this playlist is full of bangers when I've got 4-5 of them stuck in my head at once
#CANT WAIT TO DO THE TOURNAMENT NOW#the rotation is like#brought this on yourself - remnants of gold - five nights - five unholy nights - chronicles of bonnie#theres a few more that pop in for less time too#this hasnt happened since the first time i listened to nothing but the mechanisms for a week#IVE ALREADY LEARNED SOME OF THE WORDS TO THESE SONGS TOO AND ITS BEEN 2 DAYS#this tournament is going to be so fun#not a poll#OH YEAH special tag update on that btw#all the images are obtained and the bracket image has been made!#so all thats left to do is - edit the images to all be 500x500 - organize the images and songs Into the bracket#- make the poll matchup images - get the polls up and scheduled!!!#once i have the bracket image itself ill put that up an hour or two before the polls drop#so you have time to look if youd like!#okay this was a long update whatever anyway#if you havent listened to these songs yet you are MISSING OUT#theres some that definitely feel like Babys First Song because its a lot of smaller artists#but dont get me wrong. one of the ones with the worst mic quality is probably one of my FAVORITES#i KNOW the big artists are probably going to sweep for sure#but i HOPE its a hard won fight#2023 tournament
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i think caracca's songs are genuinely really good unfortunately i have yet to find one that really grabs me in particular
#they have a very recognizable way of using kafu#like there arent many people with specific tuning for the isotopes but theres been several times#i wasnt paying attention letting the daily ranking songs play & i was like hm this tunings familiar it kinda sounds like caracca#never heard the song before. but sure enough it was caracca#i do like giraffe center for sure. but again its like. something ill listen to if theres nothing else i have in my head#very solid songs i would never oppose to them being put on. maybe one day there'll be one#that makes me go wild but for now im just a very casual fan#their songs have the general feel of long countryside summer car rides with the windows halfway down. to me.#like. a peaceful calm but theres an underlying sense of regret or dissatisfaction or unwilling acceptance#which is perhaps not a universal experience and thats okay
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tried putting on my radiator for the first time this winter (we've had snow this week.... its focking cold) but it trips the fusebox for the entire flat lmfao. I'm fuuuucked 😐
#all the other radiators work fine its just mine :'(((#and bc its thw weekend they wont come out to fix it until monday at least so thats great#its fine i havent needed it on this week so far and i have layers and a hot water bottle so ill be fine but i did cry abt it a bit#but not so much abt the radiator just a lot on my mind.. i couldnt pick up my prescription after work either bc the secretary left half an#hour early and the very kind nurse who had a look for it anyway couldnt find it and i cant get there any earlier next week bc of work#i know itll be fine ive already sent an email to ask if they can send it to my local pharmacy instead ill get my meds before they run out#but still i cried a bit walking home from the clinic 😢 just been a long week even if not a bad one. and i miss my friend whos moving#he'll be on the plane now.... man. its a bit selfish but im also sad abt it bc he always noticed how i was feeling when i was at the gym#like if i was privately dealing w some shit or just wasnt quite myself he could tell n would find a moment to gently ask or just be there#without probing abt it like man hes so reassuring and kind and has such a big heart. before he left he asked me to look out for some of#the quieter ones in our group and make sure they feel included and someones listening to them when he wont be around to anymore#😢💔💔💔💔 and i know i didnt know him long enough to become proper good friends with him but it meant a lot that he looked out for me#like all i really want in this world is to feel seen n safe esp when im having a hard time. and none of my closer friends really do that#and thats okay like its not their fault and they just express their way of caring differently but sometimes i feel so lonely ah....#and also my period is due and im kind of scared of how painful itll be bc the last few have been so bad snd i find loneliness a lot harder#when im in a lot of pain and anyway this is all probably just the pre period hormones making me so tearful so it doesnt matter#its ok made a big bowl of rice so im going to eat that wrapped up cosy in bed with a movie i think. and then sleep#.diaries
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Well it's likely I have covid but the good news is being unable to do anything will really help me finally catch up on my they might be giants podcast
#im really 😭 though because im on call at work this week (from home) but its gonna make it miserable#like taking calls from customers while i have brain fog sounds so awful#my partner is really sick but i seem to be okay so far but i do habe mild symptoms but im testing negative but im sure 90% i have a mild#case esp since he tested positive and we went to this concert together#i feel so dumb for going to the concert like its a risk of course but#auvhhh sigh#i barely leave my house so i just feel dumb for going to one big thing and immediately getting sick but#i cant really complain its not a big deal#really though hopefully i can use the week at home to get a lot of music done but ill probably end up laying innbed listen to podcast and#bootlegs and playing minecraft. but thats ok
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i need more friends who are rude cunts about the same things i am so they could bring out my dormant agression
#i have exactly one relatively mean friend and he pissess me off he's a hater for such inconsequential things for me that i honestly couldnt#gaf about#such as finding x y z lecturer annoying not liking x y z person i dont knowwwwwwwwwww .#its easier when friends who i do not know irl complain about this sort of stuff#notwhen ican verify somebody's opinion and think. well the teacher isnt annoying or specifically trying to make YOUR life hellish lol theyr#just doing their job. perhaps they're a bit overbearing. if you have this hard of a time w overbearing people.. how do you even want to be#a psychologist? a therapist??#maybe i'm mistaken but i really feel like. this is the one field my dormant and passive personality shines in#. . .like sure ill listen. its okay
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CHLOE BDAY HIP HIP HURRAY
#stardust speaking !#saw the preview with chloes lines. oh hes so endearing#im highly in the 'thats akiras lil bro' corner but congrats to the chloe fans#(thinks of lennox bday card with the whole 'the one who wins can ask the loser to do something' ->akira asks leno to bend down#so they can PAT HIM ON THE HEAD......................ure so tall so it probably doessnt happen often right.....#......#????????#lenoaki is so tender it makes my head spin#<-person who cried during lennox chara story so is biased#shakes everyone listen the wizard are ssooooo important to akira and for akiras development and building selfconfidence and selflove this#is why i will nvr ever shut up about them here cuz they have such a massive role- <-just likes them a lot#T_^#okay anyway i actually wrote a lil thing for myself today HURRAY ive been in a more. oh i can do things. mood lately#theres a selfindulgent thing i wanna write a lil bit off but aside from that i wanna. do something here#inb4 itll be a tiny teeny thing ive been thinking about lately before tackling 2 para+ stuff. WE WILL SEE eventually#not tonite for sure i am zzzzzzzzz#but i missed writing tiny things for myself so im gonna try to keep at this.#one day ill do that for akira things too. i need to write down my silly postmhyk aus and my silly dramatic modern aus for me myself and i#i dont talk about it a lot here cuz its embarrassing but wizards in akiras world is always a funny concept to me#5ever thinking about INTERNET IS SUGOI figaro from that one figaaki comic#actually that one where figaro memorized akiras name when its written makes me dizzy I WANNA TALK ABOUT STUFF LIKE THAT AGAIN.....#T_T akira learning how to write the wizards names. yknow. at least. since they cant read the language at all#okay its way past my bedtime#i cant get into akira & their language at this hour itll be too much#tldr while i think its difficult for akira to rly pick it up (cuz they understand everything they say!??!?!??!?!)#recognizing words u see commonly....................happens..........+ akira making an effort to learn certain words
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#i was supposed to spend the last 2 days prepping and relaxing for the start of this big project tomorrow#but ive spent thr last 2 days frantically coding as fast as i could and focusing v hard to get a lot of bullshit done#and ive fixed things since yesterday. the changes i had to make were too too bad bc the thing that went wrong was so fucking weird#but it should be okay by tomorrow. knock on wood. but this does mean ive done fuck all to prep for tomorrow#so we r winging it bby. ugh. just gotta fucking pray that everything goes ok. pls let nothing b broken and let everything seal properly 🙏#i was also supposed to meet with my boss today. probably for her to make sure i dont fuck up this project but apparently their safety hood#was having an emergency... whatever that means. so im sure shes having a week as well. and im free to fuck everything up for everyone#ugh. im so. theres a certain point in burning out where youre not really in pain anymore. you dont really feel anything all your joy and#hope dissolves away and u just exist to be useful. and i feel like its easier to maintain that than trying to b happy#i do not advise that bc its a fucking miserable. wasteful way to live but i dont really have time to try for anything better#god. i really hope my measurements friday dont take a full 8hrs. i dont know if i can handle that. literally i would have stay intensely#focused with my brain being Interrupted every 5min so i can manually record data points. its gonna b agony#so that fun. but maybe it wont. maybe itll be great and fun and ill have a wonderful time. seems unlikely but ya never kno#lets not think abt the fact that having to rush all this is preventing me from being able to do all thr other bullshit i need to get done#to prepare for the future. future? what future? hard to imagine from the bottom of this pit im digging myself#sigh. in a few months i can leave this place and never come back. soon but not soon enough#lol i was literally crying listening to cold play earlier bc idk thats the type of music my parents would put on at parties in summertime#so it evokes a v specific mood. which is i guess me hiding away from ppl at parties haha#back when i didnt have to worry abt things so much and i could just listen to the frogs chirping and watch the fireflies#oh god. now my boss is asking if i reached out for help tomorrow. no. lady i would rather drink bleach than have to direct an undergrad#tomorrow. its 10pm im fucking tired. just let me be sad. did i reach our for help? no my brain is on fire#tomorrow is gonna b a long day ugh#unrelated
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havent heard her sing the 'dignare domine' part today and i realise i may have gotten addicted to it throughout the last few days. im having withdrawal symptoms and apparently a real actual crush on this woman lord help me jesus h christ im in trouble haha
#nonononononnononnnnonononononooooo#i dont even care about that te deum all that much. like yay dvorak but its pretty meh. it has incredibly beautiful moments tho#and that dignare domine is really mid until *she* sings it. like oh my god christ on a stick the way my knees go fucking weak#this is NOT okay#heard her sing it four days in a row and every time it was a religious experience and every time i forgot to come in with the miserere#cause i was too busy making hearteyes at her and listening to that exquisite fucking piano and all the overtones fucking with my brain#my god. she DOES have technical issues... and we have VERY different opinions on chest voice lol but my god my god my GOD#honest to god never heard a voice like hers live before. its nothing crazy in a classroom but when she actually sings in a big hall. christ#the overtones are INSANE. she has a case of caballe where her piano is better than her forte lol but when i say better i mean#ABSOLUTELY FUCKING SUBLIME#this is a voice that MUST be heard live. fucking chills. one in a million honest to god (the fact that im sure she'd sing even better IF.)#i dont even care about her Modern Ways tho lol like legit. dont care.#also she's easily one of the most beautiful women i've ever seen.#god god god i hate it here. im gonna have to try and be So Normal now and i fucking bet ill make it weird oh for fucks sake no#quitting this fucking uni istg how am i supposed to do this
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everyone is normal im the bod monster on the hill having a break down bc i didnt get a goodbye
#its me hi im the bpd monster 🎶#wheres alex when i need a voice of reason ill actually listen to#i want my friends and i miss them but i also think they hate me#and they dont want me like this they only want good happy obedient gabby#* i think that#i want a voice of reason#i want someone who knows me w definitive proofs about my life from an outside perspective#and they can bullet point every truth that counteracts everything in my head#unfortunately.#can it not be so close to new years#can it be some boring day that doesnt affect ppls lives if i ask for help during#i want to hhhhh make as little as a wave in someones life And ask for help#unfortunately pt 2.#its fine whatever#my friends love me i think but im not sure#its just me in a corner attacked by evil thoight clouds#and im too afraid to tell someone to help me#and im letting the clouds win bc of it#theyre right in a lot of ways but i Do think Maybe my friends somewhat like me#its okay#its fine#its okayyy#im#its finee
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i might get murdered for this but...
#lover is ass and the only good song on that album is cornelia street...#debut is surely not bottom tier as many like to put it however would i go out of my way to actively listen to it..? no..#same for ttpd one half of that album is just taylors synth slave doing some shit and the other is aaron dessner being sad with his piano 💀#rep is a hit or miss for me i have to be in a specific mood to listen to it#i do like midnights its cetainly not bad many songs that i like some that i dont really stand... but its okay ill just skip them#its just a few songs after all not a whole ton#even tho its fully synthpop some songs are actually not THAT BAD#the top is just masterpieces if i could i would praise all these albums for hours
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huh
#okay. that song makes me feel like shit. good to know.#yeah those two lyrics sure are. ha. yeah. that's what it was. thats all i was.#sometimes it feels like thats all ill ever be#perhaps i will not listen to korn#i mean its not at all the point of the song but yknow#gotta love trauma ig
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Suella Braverman Stop Talking Out Her Ass Challenge
#holy fuck dude please quit it lol#wE'rE dOInG aN aUdIT On tHe dEpArtMeNT bEcaUse wE mIGht bE toO WoKe ????#ToO mUch uSeLess DivERsitY tRaiNiNG On TopICs thAt I dOnT fEeL pERsOnAlLy AffECt mE ????#okay listen yes its patronising sometimes but people DO need to be reminded not to be giant cockstains to each other#also just because you personally feel like youre facing microaggression problems it doesnt mean others arent lol ???#it could probably use a bit of reform sure !! maybe more needs to be done about incidents when they happen too !!#but good grief#also can the word Woke get its head out of politics please#ill give it credit as a good way to identify the arseholes out there easily#but say what you mean ... dont hide it with Woke ......#rory's ramblings
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i will ALWAYS be salty abt the ed-sheeranification of one ok rock (one of my fave personality-building anecdotes i explain at parties to ppl getting to know me) but the fact is that takas voice is soooo hot he could sing the words on the back of a milk carton to the tune of a t*ylor sw*ft song + id probably still listen to him. sorry
#well actually that isnt true bc i very rarely ever listen to oor anymore. theyve made so much terrible music its tainted their good shit#but like twice a year i go back thru their discography and reminisce over niche syndrome.....a guy can dream#whenever they release new stuff i always get my hopes up theyre gonna go back to their roots and they never do. saaad#but i have this weird grandmotherly love for taka whenever i see him in music videos for his new stuff im like aww how Nice :^)#wish he hadnt outgrown his emo phase but thats ok im glad hes enjoying himself and the band seems to be popular still#.diaries#i do have a big old soft spot for ambitions era even if its kinda mid. its associated w a lot of nice memories i have of my ex#if nothing else i appreciate how earnest their music was around then.... god listening now and i still know All The Lyrics lmfao#still mad they replaced the japanese vers with an english rerecord for release outside of japan tho. that was unnecessary 😐#maaann my ex had VERY different music taste to me but its sweet how many bands are rose tinted for me bc of them#like theres some stuff i would never have voluntarily listened to. but listening to them talk excitedly carved a niche in my ears#they made me a bunch of playlists for things they found that they thought id like.. i still have some of them saved/backed up#im surprised some of the ogs still exist tbh bc they unfollowed me on spotify + privated/deleted a ton of shit like a year ago#but a couple r still standing.. idk id like to think maybe they left them bc they had some nice memories too. i could never hate them man#SORRY FOR TALKING ABT MY EX AGAIN this music just takes me right back. im v glad we're not dating or in each others lives anymore#but also u cant be that close w someone for that long without them having a lifelong impact on u. or at least i cant anyway#and its nice to remember them fondly sometimes even if we were both cunts to each other. hope theyre doing alright wherever they are#god i need to start dating again its so fun i miss it so much. once im settled in the new place + i have a secure job....#i mean ik who id LIKE to date but im pretty sure that aint happening lmaooo. ill get over it i love meeting new ppl anyway#okay enough rambling im gonna go make lunch if ur reading this far ily hope ur having a nice day XOXO aaaaand post
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:( tummy hurts
#and now im hella anxious about it making it worse#like i was really nauseous the week before last and i threw up three days but then was fine so idk#like i wiuld get really nauseous throw up and then be absolutely fine after#and now im like really stressed about it becaus emy dad just died of esophageal cancer#and my mom keeps talking about how its slow growing and you assume it must be something for yesrs#until suddenly you cant swallow or keep food down and then yoy dound out you have it#like i understand i likely dont have it but my brain says its a possibility and im focused on it for obvious reasons#idk maybe it would be helpful to do like a scan of something to ease my worries you knoe? but also thats expensive#and i doubt anybody would even listen to me#like they originally diagnosed my dad eith a heatial hernia like an esophagus hernia which was very wrong my mom kept badgering him#then the found it the second time so yeah#idk im very stressed about it and honestly just want to get a scan or something to know for sure and be done with it#because i doubt treating the more likely cause (acid reflux) and that working will make me feel much better#cause like if i take an acod reducer for a few weeks and i get better ehat if its like not really that#and it like prolongs the stuff you know? idk im just very anxious lol#ill be okay just eorking through things
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Roommate!Gojo who sends you off on your date with a pang of jealousy ripping its way through his body. Why couldn’t you be dressing up like that to spend the night with him. He knew you were excited, this was the most you’d dressed up in a long time, your hair sitting do perfect after the hours he watched you spend on it. The outfit you chose showing your figure in a way that had him clenching a fist, trying not to reach out and let his fingers dance over your exposed skin. That intoxicating perfume filling his nose as he stood so close, wishing you a good night before the door finally shut, and the only trace left behind was the small waves of your sweet scent still lingering in the air
Roommate!Gojo who is confused when he hears your keys in the door just 2 hours later, he wasnt even expecting you back tonight.
Roommate!Gojo rushing to your side when he sees your pretty face puffed up with tears, concern lacing his tone. Utter joy racing through him in reality, but he was still sad to see you so upset
Roommate!Gojo who listened to youn blubber and rant about how this was your first date in a long time and how you just wanted a nice night. He listened to you rant about how much an asshole the guy was all while stoking your hair and kissing your head as you sat wrapped up in his arms
Roommate!Gojo who almost died then and there when he heard you complain how men were shit and you “just wanted to get laid”
“that might be something I can help with gorgeous” he whispered before anything could stop him, His reaction basically automatic
Roommate!Gojo who had your crying for a nothing reason a few moment later as he was burying himself between heaven you thighs. Hot tears streamed down your face as the mans thick tongue worked his way through your folds, playing with your little bundle of nerves. Small whimpers leaving his throat as your taste made him rock hard. His hands gripping your thighs, keeping them spread wide for him so he could see you in all your glory “Pretty girl, if you were needing to cum all you had to do was ask me” his syrupy voice rang out in your fucked out head in between his vulgar licks of your dripping cunt “That asshole didnt deserve to see you so pretty” he whispered into your cunt. “I had half a mind to drag you back in a fuck you against the door seeing you dressed like that”
His words rippling over your, breaking you more and more. You had no choice but to listen to him as he teased and taunted you.
You couldn’t even bother yourself to respond, not after his fingers slid into your cunt so easily, the squelch of your wetness echoing in the room.
Roommate!Gojo who couldn’t wait to get his throbbing cock inside that needy little pussy of yours. He’d thought of this moment for months and he wasn’t quite sure how it was actually happening.
Roommate!Gojo who had you naked and spread over his bed right now, looking at your fucked out features. Your skin laced with sweat, your hair still beautifully framing face, those tits hed spent so many night imagining while he fucked his fist now open for him to see, all marked from his touch. That beautiful cunt of yours dripping from the orgasms he had already pulled out of it, and yet you were still begging him for more
“please Satoru, I need you” you whined so sweetly beneath him and he teased his red leaking tip through your folds, coating himself I your slick. He soothed you, kissing your head gently “It’s okay pretty girl, ill give you whatever you need” he promised before lining himself up with your fluttering entrance and sinking himself deep inside.
The moan that left him was sinful as he bottomed out inside of you, you felt amazing wrapped around his cock, even better then he imagined.
Roommate!Gojo who couldn’t hold himself back for long, soon he was pistoning himself in and out of your sopping pussy, moaning incoherently abut how good you felt. You were more then happy to lay there and take every inch, every thrust he was giving you. Your mind so far gone you couldn’t do much more then whimper and moan and every move he made, his thick cock hitting that delicious part of your velvety walls with every stroke. Your eyes rolling back as your nails dragged red lines down his back
“There she is, theres my pretty girl” “cant believe all you needed was a good fucking sweetheart, all you had to do was ask” “been thinking about this tight little pussy for ages” “come on baby, take it, this is what you where begging for” “such a good girl for me, taking it so well” “awh, you like this don’t you? filthy girl”
Roommate!Gojo who was a stuttering mess, his head falling into your shoulders as his hips never stopped their brutal pace, his balls slapping against you with each thrust. It wasnt long before he had you cumming again that night. Your wall squeezing him tight as you flooded his perfect skin with you juices. You could do nothing but moan his name, so sweetly in his ear that his orgasm hit him as well. His balls tightening as he fucked him cum deep into you. His pushing himself deeper with each finishing thrust. A deep groan coming from his chest as his hips faultered and finally stopped. Both of you lying there, panting.
“next time you need a good fuck princess, let me know” he whispered into you ear
You wouldve hit the smug bastard if you werent so sure that you would be taking him up on his offer again the next day
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