#and now im like really stressed about it becaus emy dad just died of esophageal cancer
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:( tummy hurts
#and now im hella anxious about it making it worse#like i was really nauseous the week before last and i threw up three days but then was fine so idk#like i wiuld get really nauseous throw up and then be absolutely fine after#and now im like really stressed about it becaus emy dad just died of esophageal cancer#and my mom keeps talking about how its slow growing and you assume it must be something for yesrs#until suddenly you cant swallow or keep food down and then yoy dound out you have it#like i understand i likely dont have it but my brain says its a possibility and im focused on it for obvious reasons#idk maybe it would be helpful to do like a scan of something to ease my worries you knoe? but also thats expensive#and i doubt anybody would even listen to me#like they originally diagnosed my dad eith a heatial hernia like an esophagus hernia which was very wrong my mom kept badgering him#then the found it the second time so yeah#idk im very stressed about it and honestly just want to get a scan or something to know for sure and be done with it#because i doubt treating the more likely cause (acid reflux) and that working will make me feel much better#cause like if i take an acod reducer for a few weeks and i get better ehat if its like not really that#and it like prolongs the stuff you know? idk im just very anxious lol#ill be okay just eorking through things
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