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[daisy-spot]

f/o with cuteness aggression that would just smush your cheeks so hard!!!!!!!!! that would even pick up and squeeze!!!!!! what would yours do to let out their cuteness aggression?

[artyandink]

FELIZ CUMPLEAÑOS.ᐟ

today is my 25th birthday, so in the light of that, I want to show my appreciation for a few people who’ve been so helpful to me over the past few weeks. I love all of you so much, never doubt that, and be prepared to receive some fics over the next week or two! depends, my life’s getting super busy nowadays, but I’m gonna be here for ALL of you, don’t you worry!

first of all, @faiszt, my best friend, bestie, my wife, I’m so grateful I met you. you’ve stood by me unconditionally, and we share so many interests (and in some way husbands), you’re so sweet and I worship the ground you walk on. your aesthetics are on point, your bots are incredible, and I can’t believe I get to even talk to someone as amazing as you. plus, as a non-native english speaker, I can’t even tell that you are one, you’re that good. KEEP BEING AMAZING, HONEY!!

I have to do these two together cause they tie in so well, and that’s @kayleighwinchester and @dianawinchester03. both of you guys are absolutely amazing, you guys also stuck by me and I forever will be grateful for that. you also checked in on me multiple times to make sure I was ok, and you gave that bitch hell for me. Honestly, you guys are the duo I’d turn to if I need to give anyone a WWE smackdown 😂.

@blackynsupremacy I met you cause you came across on my for you page, and knowing you’s been an absolute pleasure, not only cause you’ve been an amazing friend and cheerleader, but because you don’t take drama and I really respect the fact that you write for only black readers and OCs, cause we really need more of those out there. you’re an inspiration, you’re awesome, and you were such a great support throughout my rough patch.

plus, you guys make me laugh with the littlest amount of effort, and all of you are people I can talk to and you’ve supported me through a tough time.

I hope you stars never lose your shine. if you do, the world’s gone off its natural course and we can declare the end of the world 😁.

FELIZ CUMPLEAÑOS.ᐟ

[artyandink]

My husband

WOAH MAMA

[rt-lots]

Ooh, 🍀 for bow girl and/or athyr!

bow girl and athie are both my sonas, so their inspo is largely from myself.

bow girl evolved quite a bit, and i dont really remember when she explicitly became bow girl. she started as just me drawing myself with a big bow (i love bows), then id simplify it and not draw hair, and then i added a little dress...

eventually, i wanted to upload this version of myself i drew so much to toyhouse, so i called her "bow girl" as a placeholder name, but my friend max liked it.

more recently u may see art of bow girl w little frills or extra bow details. this all is based off my friend cupids drawing of her from like december 2022? (thats when its uploaded to th at least)

and what these details are specifically tend to differ just based on visual aesthetics i like and what i want to add at any given moment.

sorry! side tracked. the point is, bow girl originally was just a simplified version of me, made into a cute little doll to justify her baldness. presently, her different design iterations (mostly just outfits) r based on cute red things i like

athyr is a diff story! and a much shorter one, being that i dont use him as much. honestly athyr just kinda came to me... i was like, "i want an aesthetically pleasing mentally ill doll persona" and she spawned in my brain like a little weasel. the big shiny gold bow was the main idea, and everything else was meant to be a dull contrast...

athyrs one of my fav designs! and he may not b as close to me like on a one-to-one scale as bow girl is, but i still love him sooo much

also- this isnt about his design, but hes named after a set of neopronouns i found while looking thru an angel gender tag (angelcoric i think?) ath/athyr. i was like "oh that shits cool as hell. name"

IDK IF THIS IS WHAT U WANTED but i just like 2 rambl.e.. isnt that what this is all abt at the end o the day

[daisy-spot]

[daisy-spot]

interlocking fingers with f/o and pressing foreheads or nuzzling them.......... i yearn........

[artyandink]

YOU WONNNN CONGRATULATIONS 🍾

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[artyandink]

last year was my ‘reader is a boss bitch’ era. welcome to my ‘reader drools over cock era’.

[daisy-spot]

i doubt i have NPD but damn if the pain of being less than someone (less knowledgeable, less important, etc) fucking hits and makes me doubt

[artyandink]

I saw a post where someone said Dean serves cunt.

not only does he SERVE it, he EATS it.

[artyandink]

THE FIGHT IS OVERRRRRR

i just wanna say that (apparently) my rafe bots appeared on my profile again, i think i cursed c.ai so much that it did some good. we're back, girls !! ❤️‍🩹

[artyandink]

ok not to sound like a masochist but every time clark collapses cause he’s touching a meteor rock it looks like his dick’s getting su—

[artyandink]

TUMBLR WHAT HAVE YOU DONE ALL MY NOTIFS ARE NOW IN BOLD WTFF

[daisy-spot]

new pfp, weirdcore hatsune miku that no one can find the origin of (artist seems to go by yunxy)

[jjcocker]

owhh this post is kinda long. And ill just add more to it .but in ebligsh.because Yes

and go on and explain each part

so. i don't like half-baked explanations, and my church is basically The place for half-baked explanations for "why x is bad, y is good, and z is Unforgivable", as an example; then i start to rambl.e: what is the right and wrong, according to 'our' <- (my church as a collective group) beliefs?? and the wrong ones.theyre.just the ones that dont share the same beliefs as 'us'?????????hwat. That is not fair!!!and Why do we exactly have to agree on whta the bibble says???????

then the next part is based on a conversation, this one lady who went home with us made the most Dramatic explanation about christmas "OH my GODGH i cannotz BELIEVEEE my SISTER gave me CHRISTMAS STUFF" BESTIE ALL YOU DID WAS LOOK AT A SANTA CLAUS PLUSHIE. NO ONE'S GONNA KILL YOU IMMEDIATELY WHAT THE FUCK?? and why is everyone so unnecessarily dramatic too?????

then on this third part I let out my stances, how None of the answers to thrse questions actually Answered anything and only gave me More questions actually, b.ut it just. Shfjhgjden

also a weird thing that happens, my family is Hyper evangelical and they're gunna demonize any and every religion that isn't evangelism. Catholicism included. which doesn't make sense because as far as I have learnt in my history class 'we' literally Came from catholicism, snd the protestant changes n stuff, wel.p. Changed stuff!!!! what type of thinf is that?????????

so i ask my dad abd explain stuff. He cuts me off mid explanatin because I called evangelism a Religion.according to my ass (sorry I nust wanted to act a bit more lighthearted) idk where, we are. "servants of God". thats. Huh??. then he explains "oooogh people are part of religions like cheering for soccer teams" HORRIBLE comparison btw.but I thinj its possible there are fights in religion that happen just like a palmeirense/flamenguista disagreement— (sorry again) and 'we' are The Only Right Ones because we're.. catholicism minus what Calvin didn't like? (I might be wrong on that last part oops)

and it's stupid that people are really gonna act extra insensitive and do harm and all sortsa prejudice towards others because "he believes ina god I dont like >:(", cmon. youre 55. Fifty Five.you.you are WELL grown beyond a 5 year old, the year is not 1974 anymore!!!! geez .also its probably weird ro see me type ggramtaicaly correct adn in my natiev language.uh

Eu não gosto de explicações meia-boca.

Por que tenho que fazer isso e aquilo e por que que aquilo e isso são errados? Por que eu preciso fazer isso? O que é o certo e o errado, sem generalizações? O errado é apenas "quem não segue a gente"? Por que? É porque eles são "errados"? Por que? Não é injusto? Mas como? Por que? Por que se eu não fizer isso eu sou condenado pra danação eterna? Porque o livro diz que eu vou? Então por que temos que concordar com tudo que tem?

Por que você falou do natal como se fosse um oitavo pecado capital? Pelo amor, você só olhou pra uma girlanda! Você não vai ser condenada pra sempre só porque cê viu um papai noel de pelúcia! Por que você exagera tanto?! Por que você diz tanta exageração? Pra quê é tudo isso?!

E sentido ainda não me fez. E sentiu como se você estivesse falando nada com nada. Não foi um exagero? Por que não? Por que? Eu ainda quero tirar TANTAS dúvidas. Eu ainda quero fazer perguntas, e mais tudo. Mas por cada dúvida que você tirava, a mesma só crescia e já brotavam mais duas. Isso não faz sentido! Não faz! Você não explica direito.

Essa separação é injusta, não é? Por que não? Além disso, como eu vou saber se errei? Essa não foi uma boa explicação. Vou fingir que entendi. E por que eles estão errados? Nossa crença literalmente se derivou deles! Só porque eles acreditam em algo diferente? Isso não é um gigantesco absurdo?! O que a gente tá crendo é resultado da Reforma!

Se a gente não é parte de uma religião, somos o quê? Por que? Mas por que nós somos "os únicos certos"? COMO QUE SE COMPARA RELIGIÃO COM TIME??????????

Quer saber, não sei se entendo. A vontade de fazer perguntas só aumentou. Mas as respostas não me ajudaram em nada, mesmo.

Odeio falta de detalhes. E eu não gosto de explicações meia-boca.

[daisy-spot]

toxic yuri /j