#-zev

[the-crystalized-cosmos]

This was inspired by something going on in one of our servers right now, but what's your favorite thing about being plural/a system/whatever term you use?

We'll start it off! We love just knowing each other. There is such an inherent closeness and connection. We can tell when others are off, we can feel others happiness. God there is nothing better than feeling someone you're close to get super happy over something you did for them. To feel their joy.

And also to be able to comfort them! We find it really easy to know what's wrong, and to tell when something's wrong. There's something special about the connection you form when you're comforting someone in the same body. When you can just share that intimacy.

And even just the small moments. When you feel someone pop by just to look out the window. When someone fronts because you made their favorite food. Hearing others comment on what's going on in the moment and trying to maintain a straight face. Just, the casual intimacy we find from being a system is something special.

So, what about you? What're your favorite things?

[the-crystalized-cosmos]

I am not good at video descriptions, so please forgive me for that.

Video Text Description: Bottom Surgery Questions Answered What did they make it out of? My arm. What's on your arm then? A graft from my leg. Then where's your leg? They took a thin graft. So my leg just scabbed over and healed with a thinner and lighter scar. Does it grow hair? No, I got permanent hair removal on my arm for a year before surgery. Can you stand to pee? Yes, it's fun (smiling emoji with sunglasses). Can you orgasm? Oh yes (explosion emoji). Can you feel it? Yes! They took a nerve from my arm. What can you feel? Temperature, Tactile, Sensual, Pain. Does it hurt to get kicked in the balls? Yes (skull and crossbones emoji) Extremely. How does it get hard? I have the same pump they give cisgender men who have ED. Does it get blood flow? Yes! They took a vein from my arm. So it has a pulse. Padam Padam (anatomical heart emoji). It's alive (with a lot of i's). /End Video Text Description

ID: A collection of black tumblr tags on a white background. #i see NO phallo talk on this website and I'm sure it's because of the widely spread terf notion that they suck #but they don't and haven't for a long time!! #transphobes would target people who had recently gone through the process and share the extremely personal pics they'd posted #thing is. most of the pics aren't even from the final operation. they're from the midway point: before they construct the glans #some people are happy and leave it at that but most have another surgery for that called Stage 2 #that's ALSO before tattooing. mn #*many people elect not to get tattooing but a fair amount do to make it look more naturalistic and match the head color to your lip color #the notion that phallos are poor recreations of the natal penis is straight up transphobic and discourages people from getting them #including people who would be much happier with them #everyone i know who's actually had the surgery has been overjoyed. the difference is immeasurable. #and in fact... most people actually find they orgasm EASIER after getting a phallo #because they don't have dysphoria distracting them /End ID

[a-drama-addict]

not caring too much about a fandom’s favourite guy is the worst. you’ll think “oh i’ll look into the tag see if anything new and cool’s there” and it’s just that fucking guy again

[zevrra]

𝐢. 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐝𝐟𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐬

synop: you and vik get caught “messing around” in the lab by jayce; who surprisingly wants to join in on the fun.

wc: 1.8k

includes: straight smut, p w/o p, fem!reader, jayce x reader x viktor, slight vöyeurism, oral (m receiving), slight dirty talk, threesome, bottom!viktor

extra: part 2 is here! reblogs are appreciated <3

“don’t worry,” you whisper, fingers twirling along a red tie before smoothing down the front of viktor’s vest. “i sent jayce out on an errand run and he won’t be back for a little bit. just enjoy this v.” you add with a hum.

viktor looks up through his pretty lashes at you. he leans back against his desk, practically sits on top of it to keep weight off of his leg, as you two stand inside of the lab. he had been working far too hard recently and the only way you could keep him distracted long enough not to think about anything involving his work was to pleasure him. it was the same way trying to get him to sleep every once and awhile, when he would sneak into your room. you had never suggested doing it in the lab though…and the thought thrilled you just as much as it thrilled him; even if he thought it was a terrible idea.

“w-we shouldn’t. not here in the lab and what if—” viktor mumbles but his words end in a soft gasp as your fingers begin to untuck his shirt from his pants.

“viktor,” you chirp as you fall to your knees in front of him, unbuttoning the front of his pants and pulling them down ever so slightly. “you need to take a break. be a good boy and just relax.”

your fingers are just grabbing the hem of his underwear when the door to the lab is being thrown open and jayce’s large figure enters the room. “hey, i was looking for this thing you asked for but i—“ jayce had begun to speak, his eyes pointed down as he entered the room, before he finally looked up and caught the two of his friends in the act.

you freeze in your spot, eyes widening as you stare at jayce from the floor. a scarlet red blush is spreading across your face, you can feel the heat on your cheeks in an instant and you’re sure you match not only jayce’s shocked face but viktor’s as well; and you can’t even bring yourself to look up at him. you probably stay like that for a little longer than you should’ve until jayce clears his throat and you and viktor alike scramble from each other.

“we!” you start as you stand up straight and as quick as you possibly can. “wait it’s not what it looks like! we were uh just uhm—“ you ramble before looking at viktor to help dig both of you out of this hole. but he’s busied himself with trying to zip his pants back up, making it far more obvious if it hadn’t been already. you sigh, turning your face off to the side to stare at a small spot on the floor, unable to look jayce in the eye.

“do…you do this often?” jayce’s voice cuts through the built up silence in the room like a knife.

you shake your head quickly but viktor speaks up for you instead. “never in the lab.” he mutters.

“it’s unprofessional, we get it, let’s just drop it and forget this—“ you begin to add but the sound of the door closing with a lock interrupts your rambling. when you finally bring your gaze to jayce, his eyes are soft but clear in their intentions. and it was his turn to no longer be able to look at the two of you.

“can i…watch?” he whispers under his breath.

and with three little words, everything changes between all three of you.

now, jayce leans against the lab’s desk as viktor leans back against his chest. jay’s strong hands fully support viktor as you’ve returned to your spot in front of him. you had never in your life thought jayce might have been interested in whatever you and viktor had going on. maybe you just assumed he already had a lover and never brought it up again. but now his hazel eyes stare down at you, just as viktor’s amber eyes also watch you, both with a hunger to their eye. it almost made you nervous, being watched, but your fingers once again hook around viktor’s underwear and pull down, ignoring the jitters that hum under your skin.

your hand wraps around vik’s semi hard cock and you give it a soft tug, rubbing right up the shaft until the tip. there was a new feeling in the air around all 3 of you. breaths being held, eyes watching ever so closely, the slight tremble to your hand. it had been different when it was just the two of you enjoying midnight meetings but now with jayce there too…it felt far more scandalous and naughty.

“tell me what it feels like.” jayce whispers, purposely placing his chin into the crook of viktor’s neck, as his hands slowly run up along vik’s chest.

your own hand continues to move against viktor’s shaft, stroking him slowly up and down, moving to press your lips against his head.

“mmph, her fingers are a little cold,” viktor replies with a low groan. his chest rising and falling in quicker succession as he begins to get turned on. “but it feels good.” he adds. and his honesty makes you smile a little.

you move your hand faster in return to his praise. trailing your fingers along his head, pressing your thumb into the slit of his cöck, where he’s growing sensitive and causing him to gasp softly. you take the moment to lean forward and capture the head of his cock inside of your mouth. drinking in the sight of viktor’s eyes fluttering, his fingers tightening onto whatever he can grasp, as your mouth wraps around him.

“keep going viktor.” jayce instructs as you watch him place hot, heavy kisses against vik’s throat. one of his hands groping his thin chest and waist.

“w-warm! it’s so warm and wet,” vik breaks. he’s fully hard now as you suck on his head, making him whimper at the feeling. “feels—ah—really good.” he adds with a groan as his eyes return to watching you.

you can feel his thighs tighten as you swallow more of his cöck, continuing to use your hand to stroke up to your lips. you watch every expression that crosses viktor’s face along with jayce’s fingers that slowly begin to take off his vest. strips him of his vest and then works on unbuttoning his brown shirt underneath.

jayce keeps laying hot kisses along the back of his neck and on his throat, slumped over and threatening to swallow all of viktor’s thin frame.

the sight makes you somewhat giddy and excited to see what jayce does. but it never distracts you from making viktor feel good as well. sucking a little harder, spit bubbling up at the sides of your lips as you sink further down onto his lengthy shaft. your eyes are almost falling close to help you focus as you swallow more and more of him, but jayce’s voice catches your attention once again.

“she looks so pretty like that, doesn’t she, vik? makin’ you feel so good.” he whispers against just as pretty, pale skin. his words cause vik to stutter, hips lifting up and forcing you to swallow the rest of him. and you do so with ease.

you truly wouldn’t have guessed jayce was so good at dirty talk but you welcomed any surprises at this point. viktor simply whines in response, head hanging low, gaze still on you as you continue your routine of sucking him off.

jayce stands to his full height then, hanging over viktor just enough so he could turn his face and capture his lips. viktor’s eyes widen in response but he does nothing to stop jayce; no, instead he’s melting into the kiss. you watch with eager curiosity as their tongues clash together, jayce easily winning in the battle of dominance, as one big hand of his moves up to gently caress viktor’s throat.

fuck, was it hot watching them. you can feel your pussy throbbing at the sight just as you can feel yourself growing wet against your panties. you squeeze your thighs together, slipping a hand down below to press your fingers into your core. the best you can through the pants you wear for the moment but the pressure is enough to make you groan. you move your lips faster along viktor’s shaft, sucking harsher and sloppier to bring him closer to his end.

the change of pace and jayce’s tongue surely has viktor coming undone quicker than usual. for he breaks the kiss with a harsh whine. “i’m close!” vik gasps, tossing his head back onto jayce’s shoulder.

jayce presses a quick kiss against his jaw before his hazel eyes return to watch you suck viktor off. his eyes are hazy and full of lust as he fixes his intense stare on what you do; which makes you shiver with newfound pleasure under his sight. his strong gaze makes you press your fingers into your pussy once again, seeking any form of satisfaction you could get for the moment.

“look viktor,” jayce instructs as his hand smooths over viktor’s lower abdomen. “she’s touching herself.”

viktor’s breath hitches in his throat but he moves his own lust filled gaze down to stare at you. with both of them returning to stare at you, you palm yourself harder through your pants. moving your hips in sync to every bob of your head, needy and desperate as things evolve, all the while you moan around vik’s cock.

it’s all too much for viktor as his hips lift and he thrusts wildly into your mouth. “going to—!” he cries softly, body tightening, throwing his full weight back against jayce.

but jayce is quicker. one hand grabs your hair and pulls you off of vik’s twitching cock before he takes his hand and wraps it around where your mouth had just left. “stick out your tongue. i wanna see the mess he makes all over your face.” he grunts, pumping his fist quickly along vik’s entire shaft. his hand is much bigger than yours and it wraps entirely around viktor with ease, and it makes vik lose all control he might’ve pretended to have.

but you do as your told and swiftly stick your tongue out to catch whatever you can. all it takes is viktor staring at your tongue and jayce’s hand jerking him off to finish his orgasm. viktor forces himself to watch as he comes, fingers grasping and gripping onto anything he can that’s near him as he tumbles over the edge with a sharp cry.

your name, along with jayce’s name, leaves viktor’s lips in a pathetic whimper as he comes. can feel the sticky substance coat your tongue, cheek, and chin with each rope jayce rubs out of him. all the while viktor and jayce watch as he makes a mess across your lips and face, never once looking anywhere else.

not until vik is completely spent, limp against jayce who holds him up effortlessly. the only noise now in the room is the shared panting between all three of you. you lick your lips, trying to clean yourself up just a little, before it was your turn to break the silence.

“let’s keep going.”

[cybershock24601]

One of my biggest gripes with Veilguard is absolutely no acknowledgement of Zevran, the Crow lore established in his backstory, and what a pain in the ass he's been to the crows over the years so I've decided the reason the Crows are so different from how they're described in Origins is because Zevran terrorized the Crows so much they completely changed their modus operandi to be less shit and are so scared of the specter of Zevran Arainai that they dare not speak his name in fear of summoning him to wreck holy hell upon them.

[stealingpotatoes]

wanted to draw/design my dao gang all together (then i got slightly carried away and did camp outfits too)

(commission info // tip jar!)

[the-crystalized-cosmos]

TMA Sillygenders

PT: TMA Sillygenders

[ID: 2 near identical 9 stripe vertical flag, with the left and right most stripes being twice the size as the other stripes. The colors, from left to right, are Dark brown, medium brown, pale light brown, gray-ish light brown, warm light brown, desaturated medium brown, yellow tinted medium brown, medium dark brown, dark brown. In the middle there is a icon style shovel with the handle pointing towards the top right corner, and the blade towards the bottom left corner. The handle goes from dark brown to medium brown, the blade is a pale light brown, and there is brown splotches of dirt on the blade. There is a near white tan outline around the shovel. The second flag is the same, just without the symbol. /End ID]

Sillyburied

A gender related to being silly and The Buried from TMA; The Buried being silly, a silly version of The Buried, etc

[ID: 2 near identical 9 stripe vertical flag, with the left and right most stripes being twice the size as the other stripes. The colors, from left to right, are warm medium brown, warm desaturated medium brown, light yellow-brown, light yellow, tan off white, warm teal, light cool brown, medium purple-brown, warm medium brown. In the middle there is a icon style centipede, the head pointed towards the top left corner, and the end towards the bottom right, the centipede being bent downwards in the middle. The head is a warm teal, and it gradients down to a light yellow at the end. There is a white tan outline around the centipede. The second flag is the same, just without the symbol. /End ID]

Sillycorruption

A gender related to being silly and The Corruption from TMA; The Corruption being silly, a silly version of The Corruption, etc

[ID: 2 near identical 9 stripe vertical flag, with the left and right most stripes being twice the size as the other stripes. The colors, from left to right, are near black, very dark purple, dark purple, medium purple, medium-light purple, medium purple, dark purple, very dark purple, and near black. In the middle there is a icon style crescent moon, it being open towards the top left corner. The moon is black, with very dark purple splotches on it. There is a thin light purple outline around it. The second flag is the same, just without the symbol. /End ID]

Sillydark

A gender related to being silly and The Dark from TMA; The Dark being silly, a silly version of The Dark, etc

[ID: 2 near identical 9 stripe vertical flag, with the left and right most stripes being twice the size as the other stripes. The colors, from left to right, are dark red, medium dark red, medium red-orange, medium light orange, light orange-yellow, medium light orange, medium red-orange, medium dark red, and dark red. In the middle is a icon style flame, with a smaller medium orange flame in the middle of it. The outer flame is dark red at the top and gradients down to an medium orange at the bottom. There is a thing near white orange outline around the outer flame. The second flag is the same, just without the symbol /End ID]

Sillydesolation

A gender related to being silly and The Desolation from TMA; The Desolation being silly, a silly version of The Desolation, etc

[ID: 2 near identical 9 stripe vertical flag, with the left and right most stripes being twice the size as the other stripes. The colors, from left to right, are near black, dark gray, medium gray, medium desaturated green, light desaturated green, medium desaturated green, medium gray, dark gray, and near black. In the middle there is an icon style headstone. It gradients from medium dark gray to medium desaturated green on the bottom. From the bottom upwards two thirds of the way is light desaturated green wisp swirls. There is a light gray outline around the headstone. The second flag is the same, just without the symbol. /End ID]

Sillyend

A gender related to being silly and The End from TMA; The End being silly, a silly version of The End, etc

[ID: 2 near identical 9 stripe vertical flag, with the left and right most stripes being twice the size as the other stripes. The colors, from left to right, are warm yellow-y brown, green tinted brown, medium green, light green, warm tan white, yellow, light orange, light warm brown, warm yellow-y brown. In the middle there is a icon style gas mask. The main mask is a gradient from light orange at the top down to medium green at the bottom. There is dripping liquid at the bottom suggesting the mask is melting. The air filters are light pale green, and the eye holes are a warm yellow-y brown. There is a thin light tan outline around the mask, that does not go around the dripping liquid. The second flag is the same, just without the symbol. /End ID]

Sillyextinction

A gender related to being silly and The Extinction from TMA; The Extinction being silly, a silly version of The Extinction, etc

[ID: 2 near identical 9 stripe vertical flag, with the left and right most stripes being twice the size as the other stripes. The colors, from left to right, are near black, dark green, medium dark green, medium light green, light green, medium light green, medium dark green, dark green, near black. In the middle is an icon style eye. The edge of the eye, and the iris, is a gradient of medium green at the top to dark green at the bottom. The pupil is light green, and the whites of the eye a slightly green off white. There is a thin near white green outline around the eye. The second flag is the same, just without the symbol. /End ID]

Sillyeye

A gender related to being silly and The Eye from TMA; The Eye being silly, a silly version of The Eye, etc

[ID: 2 near identical 9 stripe vertical flag, with the left and right most stripes being twice the size as the other stripes. The colors, from left to right, are medium dark red, medium red, medium light red-pink, red-peach, very light orange-red, red-peach, medium light red-pink, medium red, medium dark red. In the middle is an icon style bone, and an icon style tooth to the lower left of it. The bone is angled from the top left to the bottom right. Both the tooth and bone are a gradient from medium dark red at the top to dark red at the bottom. The bone has icon style dark red blood dripping from it. There is a thing off white border around the bone and tooth. The second flag is the same, just without the symbol. /End ID]

Sillyflesh

A gender related to being silly and The Flesh from TMA; The Flesh being silly, a silly version of The Flesh, etc

[ID: 2 near identical 9 stripe vertical flag, with the left and right most stripes being twice the size as the other stripes. The colors, from left to right, are very dark red, dark red, medium red, pale medium light orange-red, light pale red, pale medium light orange-red, medium red, dark red, very dark red. In the middle there is an icon style wolf head. The head is a very dark red, and there is medium red blood dripping from the wolf's mouth. There is a thin very light red outline around the wolf and blood. The second flag is the same, just without the symbol. /End ID]

Sillyhunt

A gender related to being silly and The Hunt from TMA; The Hunt being silly, a silly version of The Hunt, etc

[ID: 2 near identical 9 stripe vertical flag, with the left and right most stripes being twice the size as the other stripes. The colors, from left to right, are medium grey, medium grey blue, desaturated blue, light desaturated blue, near white very light grey blue, light desaturated blue, desaturated blue, medium grey blue, and medium grey. In the middle there are two icon style clouds, with two more smaller clouds inside them. The outer clouds are a gradient from desaturated blue to light grey, the inner clouds are solid light grey. There is a thin white outline around the clouds. The second flag is the same, just without the symbol. /End ID]

Sillylonely

A gender related to being silly and The Lonely from TMA; The Lonely being silly, a silly version of The Lonely, etc

[ID: 2 near identical 9 stripe vertical flag, with the left and right most stripes being twice the size as the other stripes. The colors, from left to right, are off black, very dark red, dark red, medium dark red, medium red, medium dark red, dark red, very dark red, and off black. In the middle there is an icon style knife. The handle is pointed towards the top left corner, the blade point towards the bottom right corner. The knife is a gradient from off black on the handle to very dark red on the blade. The knife is dripping medium red blood. There is a thing light red outline around the knife, but not the dripping blood. The second flag is the same, except without the symbol. /End ID]

Sillyslaughter

A gender related to being silly and The Slaughter from TMA; The Slaughter being silly, a silly version of The Slaughter, etc

[ID: 2 near identical 9 stripe vertical flag, with the left and right most stripes being twice the size as the other stripes. The colors, from left to right, are green, slightly darker green, green-teal, blue, yellow orange, purple, purple-pink, slightly dark rose pink, and rose pink. In the middle is an icon style spiral. It is a gradient of, from top to bottom, rose pink, purple, blue, green. There is a thin white border around the spiral. The second flag is the same, just without the symbol. /End ID]

Sillyspiral

A gender related to being silly and The Spiral from TMA; The Spiral being silly, a silly version of The Spiral, etc

[ID: 2 near identical 9 stripe vertical flag, with the left and right most stripes being twice the size as the other stripes. The colors, from left to right, are red, slightly lighter red, pale medium light red, light red-peach, light yellow, light purple-blue, medium light pale purple-blue, slightly light medium purple-blue, purple-blue. In the middle is icon style comedy and tragedy theater masks. They are a gradient of dark purple-blue at the top to dark red at the bottom. The eyes and mouths are a very light yellow. There is a thin very light yellow outline around the masks.

Sillystranger

A gender related to being silly and The Stranger from TMA; The Stranger being silly, a silly version of The Stranger, etc

[ID: 2 near identical 9 stripe vertical flag, with the left and right most stripes being twice the size as the other stripes. The colors, from left to right, are sky blue, slightly lighter blue, light blue, extra light blue, almost white blue, pale extra light blue, blue-purple, medium dark blue-purple, dark blue-purple. In the middle is an icon style lightning bolt. It is a gradient from dark blue-purple at the top to sky blue. There is a thin near white blue outline around the lightning bolt. The second flag is the same, just without the symbol. /End ID]

Sillyvast

A gender related to being silly and The Vast from TMA; The Vast being silly, a silly version of The Vast, etc

[ID: 2 near identical 9 stripe vertical flag, with the left and right most stripes being twice the size as the other stripes. The colors, from left to right, are dark grey, medium dark grey, medium grey, pale light purple grey, pale extra light purple, pale light purple grey, medium grey, medium dark grey, dark grey. In the middle is an icon style spider web. It is a gradient from the outside to the center of pale light purple grey to very dark grey. There is a thin very light purple outline. The second flag is the same, just without the symbol /End ID]

Sillyweb

A gender related to being silly and The Web from TMA; The Web being silly, a silly version of The Web, etc

Tagging @radiomogai and @ijustwannamakeemojis . Colors and symbols @kandi-fox's different TMA freak, loser, and weirdo gender flags because they look very pretty, and it makes things more cohesive.

[the-crystalized-cosmos]

ID: A white person with blonde hair in a bun, and a black top on, the rest is cropped out. They are facing to the left and towards the camera. Behind them is a tan wall, and to the left are a few people in a line. Text reads "everything is about The Magnus Archives if you're autistic enough". /End ID

[sotc]

and he slayed 💅

[sashthesloth]

My original playthrough girls

[ruushes]

dancing lessons! have to pass the time at camp somehow 💃

[the-crystalized-cosmos]

ID: A chart separated into 2 columns, the left being GOOD Anti-psychiatry and the right being BAD anti-psychiatry. The first row on the left says "Self Diagnosis can be valid and helpful." The first row on the right says "No diagnoses are ever valid or helpful." The second row on the left says "Diagnostic criteria are not rigid laws, they're human-made and often overlap or change over time." The second row on the right says "Diagnostic categories are completely fake because it's all just "normal human emotions."" The third row on the left says "There isn't always a clear line between mentally ill and mentally healthy." The third row on the right says "Mental illness isn't real because "everyone is depressed/traumatized/anxious/etc."" The Fourth row on the left says "Mentally ill and neurodivergent people are often abused by the system." The fourth row the the right says "Mentally ill and neurodivergent people don't exist because it's all made up." The fifth row on the left says "No one should forced/coerced into taking psychiatric medication." The fifth row on the right says "No one should take psychiatric medication." The sixth row on the left says "Some people's understandable reactions to negative circumstances/events are incorrectly written off as chemical imbalances." The sixth row on the right says "all mental illness is caused by society/capitalism/whatever, and no one has any purely internal mental health issues" The seventh row on the left says "Mental illness is sometimes brought on/triggered by external factors, and those need to be taken into account." The seventh row on the right says "Internal factors (genetic, neurochemical, etc.) never cause mental illness." The eighth row on the left says "Antidepressants don't help everyone, and shouldn't be treated as the only solution in every case." The eighth row on the right says "Antidepressants don't help anyone and are part of some kind of government conspiracy." The ninth row on the left says "Mentally ill and neurodivergent people should be listened to about their own condition and allowed to make informed decisions that will best help them." The ninth row on the right says ""Listen to ME about ALL of it" (is either neurotypical or has like, one fairly common mental illness)" The tenth row on the left says "Not everyone with a particular diagnosis will have the exact same symptoms or need/want the same treatment." The tenth row on the right says "That's because mental illness is fake, and no one should seek psychiatric treatment." The eleventh row on the left says "Historical and current racism, sexism, ableism, homophobia, transphobia, etc. within the field need to be addressed." The eleventh row on the right says "Those things are proof of all mental illnesses being made up for profit (rather than proof of dangerous biases in the system)." The twelfth row on the left says "The goal should be to make people happier/more comfortable, not just to make them act "normal" or work more efficiently under capitalism." The twelfth row on the right says "Happiness is impossible because everyone is mentally ill (therefore no one is)." The thirteenth row on the left says "Suicidal people should not be held against their will or forced to take medication." The thirteenth row on the right says "Suicidal people should just kill themselves because the world is evil anyways." /End ID

[zevrra]

—cherry red

virgin!choso who’s never even had his first kiss and he wants nothing more than to experience these uncharted waters with you and only you.

“stick out your tongue a little.” you whisper against his lips after a few heated moments of making out. he’s dazed, chasing after your lips, dark eyes full of lust glancing across your face; seeking for what you want. but he does as you say, letting you kiss him even deeper than before. moans into your mouth with a lift of his hips. already hard and needy. he wants you to touch him more and more, tight and stiff in the pants he wears.

“please. i can’t. i’m—“ he cries into your mouth as your palm finds the tent between his legs. you barely wrap your hand around his cock, stroking upwards towards the head, before he’s cumming beneath your touch. whines and thrusts into your hand that is still curled around him, stuttering through his premature orgasm.

he’s panting, mumbling a soft and sweet sorry, as he leans back against your couch when he comes down from his high. and the sight of him, messy and disheveled, is enough to keep your hand moving. faster and faster against his pants to stiffen him up and drag him into overstimulation, watching tears build at the corners of his eyes as he begs you to stop.

he doesn’t mean it. keep using him to your heart’s content. he fucking loves it.

[perilegs]

I'm thinking about the Dalish conversation with Zevran and how he tells of the circumstance of his birth in the most matter of fact way and calls it the oldest tale in the book. If the Warden says it was horrible, Zevran plays it off with a nonchalant "Is it?" and says it's normal, especially for the boys he grew up with. But! He approves of you acknowledging that his past has been horrible to him. He keeps diminishing his own problems and trauma, and it's interesting because there are so many little aspects of him that show themselves in that tiny bit of dialogue.

Zevran, as a crow, is trained in the art of seduction and it has been one of the reasons he's still alive to this day. He knows it's typically unsexy to lament on how terribly your past has been affecting you. If you tell Zevran you're sorry for him, he immediately turns the conversation into complimenting the Warden.

It can be read as a test of character if one so chooses. Obviously Zevran isn't going to show a weak point to a person he just met, but, he is telling about himself, on a deeper level, and it's up to the Warden on how they react. Also, It's a good way to scope intentions and such. Zevran is still sharing information on himself, but on his terms. He chooses to tell the Warden about his childhood when all they asked was a question about the Dalish. And he sets a neutral tone to it.

Zevran's childhood is not a pleasant subject and he distances himself from it. It's far easier for him to talk about it that way, and it doesn't force him to process what he experienced and how it was horrible.

But he does enjoy someone, an outsider, reaffirming that what he went through was horrible, and it wasn't okay just because others have gone through the same and worse. Was there a moment in his past, where he even mildly suggested his childhood might have been less than ideal, and gotten back the reaction that it's no different from his peers? Or that he is lucky to have been bought by the crows?

"My first victim, as it were." Is that what the crows said to him? How they reassured Zevran time and time again how he was meant to be an assassin, it has been so since his birth.

[the-crystalized-cosmos]

[Pt: Doing this only contributes to erasure of entire sections of the community. /End Pt]

Please, for the love of everything, istg, stop equating alterhuman and nonhuman; they're not synonymous whatsoever. In that same vein, human fictionkin are not the edge of the community. Alterhumanity is not only identify-as labels.

Doing this only contributes to the erasure of entire sections of the community.

[the-crystalized-cosmos]

Psychosis Aggravator

ID: A flag with a square diamond in the center, with thin horizontal stripes extending from the left and right corners to the edges of the flag, and a the colors being divided halfway down the center of the diamond. The left side of the diamond and stripe is a dark gray, and the right side is a medium gray. The top left corner of the flag is a medium light purple. This section extends diagonally to the top of the flag. The top right corner of the flag is a bright light pink. The bottom right section of the flag is a dark purple. This section extends diagonally to the bottom of the flag. The bottom left corner of the flag is desaturated pale medium pink. /End ID

A term in which a member aggravates psychosis. They may aggravate certain/specific symptoms, multiple symptoms, or all symptoms. This may be actively by choice, or just a 'side effect' of the member. It may overlap with Delusion Aggravator, Hallucination Aggravator, Schizophrenia Aggravator, and similar terms, but doesn't have to.

They do not necessarily take joy from aggravating the symptoms, and may even be heavily distressed by them, however if they do enjoy the symptoms they may also be Symptom/Psychosis Enjoyer.