#-eterosis

[narcissisticpdcultureis]

(Questioning) npd culture is Yk what? People who say that I'm mischaracterizing cheerful/kind/sweet characters by headcanoning them as narcissists are ableist. Nice people can have npd. (And this is specifically about Daisuke from mouthwashing, I've met many ppl who were pissed off at me headcanoning him as a npd haver because it contradicts their own headcanons. I'm sorry but first of all I don't care and secondly if you claim to support people with stigmatized disorders but then refuse to acknowledge the fact that narcissists don't need to be the cold and introverted stereotype to have npd then fuck you) -Eterosis

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[feathers-little-nest]

Thank you for the tag @cn-alastair-lite! Nice tbr :D

Rules: share 10 books from your tbr list

Here are mine! I hope to read all of these in 2025 but there's like... 99% chance that I won't lol

whY DID TUMBLR MUNCH AND VOMIT THAT WHY IS IT SO BLURRY also now I realized that I added German version of Apothecary's Diaries

Tagging, no pressure! @ayakashibackstreet, @eterosis, @syni, @cosmiccoincidence, @leahnardo-da-veggie, @b0nzeye, @slonechnik, @sleepingsocialite, @mitchell-nihil open tag<3

[moncher-ire]

your theme is so super coolio

@idealsrawesum @mangoyapz @starrysho @wringoz @euphoriesx @shokosbunny @eterosis

[eterosis]

comes crawling

Hello tumblr user eterosis it has been one (1) day how are you

Hello tumblr user plaguepresence I'm better than before

Life still sucks but not that much

:3

Also if you send me something on discord there's a 100% chance that I won't respond or see it because my laptop refuses to work so I can't access my dsc account (currently I'm using my mom's computer and I can't log in on discord because I don't remember the password and the email I used for my account is very old so I don't have password for it too so yeah)

[narcissisticpdcultureis]

(Questioning) npd culture is being eaten alive by your jealousy. I want everyone who is better than me at anything to burn. I want to rip out and eat their guts. No one has the right to be better than me. No one. If I'm not the best then what's the meaning of my life? It's pointless. I have to win. I have to. At all cost. I won't hesitate to ruin your life if that means I will get on top. Die, die, die, die, die, die DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE -Eterosis

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[narcissisticpdcultureis]

(Questioning) npd culture is headcanoning EVERY character you like as a narcissist and projecting your interests, traumas and struggles onto them. Yes Daisuke from mw HAS npd, struggles with sh and an ed, is genderqueer & aroace, has hallucinations and loves DIY and handmade shit. Oh, what was that you were saying? ''It's out of character for him"? Yeah blud look me in the eye and tell me that I give a damn about it =/ -Eterosis

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[narcissisticpdcultureis]

(Questioning) npd + unspecified diagnosed mental health problems culture is knowing that what you're saying and doing makes you look like you've lost your mind. And being happy about it. Yes. Notice me. Notice how bad I'm doing. Care about me. Ask me if I'm okay. Worry about me. Be concerned. Be scared. I've lost my mind. But not really. Because I know what I'm doing. -Eterosis

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[narcissisticpdcultureis]

(Questioning) npd culture is I am so pissed off rn. Everyone is annoying and I'm jealous and sad and empty and angry and ADSKHCHXJZCMQWOILDJNZK and Idk I'm just so full of hate and everything sucks and I want to die. I deserve better than to live in this fucking shell with emotions that control me. I should be among the stars with people admiring me from afar or something. I don't know what I want anymore I just want this to stop. Damn -Eterosis

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[narcissisticpdcultureis]

(Questioning) npd culture is uh this ask is probably gonna be posted like 3 weeks after Christmas but Idc, merry christmas to every fellow narc out there, y'all are amazing and I love you, never change !! -Eterosis

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[feathers-little-nest]

Thanks for the tag! :D

Catharsis – AlicebanD

Ruthlessness from Epic the Musical

Body Terror Song – AJJ

Me and the Devil – Soap&Skin

My Mother Told Me – NATI., Cullen Vance

Just a Man from Epic the Musical

Until It Doesn't Hurt – Mother Mother

This Is Love – Air Traffic Controller

Different Beast from Epic the Musical

No Good – KALEO

That's what singing Epic with a sibling does to a man 😔

Tagging! @cn-alastair-lite @slonechnik @eterosis and open

thanks to elaine (@loverlestat) for tagging me!! 💕

music shuffle game rules: shuffle your ‘on repeat’ playlist and post the first 10 songs, then tag 10 friends to do the same

1. one of your girls — troye sivan

2. rush — troye sivan

3. northern attitude — noah kahan, hozier

4. bye bye bye — *nsync

5. smoking section — st vincent

6. francesca — hozier

7. talk talk — charli xcx, troye sivan

8. denial is a river — doechii

9. dial drunk — noah kahan, post malone

10. nobody’s soldier — hozier

no pressure tags: @harlequinlestat @zaegreus @catastrophically--aware @roseeblue @itwasanangryinch @eugene-is-tired @thehollywoodnecromancer @sheherlestat @thegr8faery @monsterfucker-molloy

[narcissisticpdcultureis]

(Questioning) npd + (questioning) bpd culture is I'm way too precious for this world full of suffering. I want to fall asleep and never wake up again so maybe then people can realize how amazing I was and that they shouldn't treat me like they did.

-Eterosis

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[narcissisticpdcultureis]

(Questioning) npd is Wdym I got ''very low" on self-compassion test??? I love myself vro, just, uh, not the, yk, the REAL myself -Eterosis

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[narcissisticpdcultureis]

(Questioning) npd culture is being an absolute master at long apologies, not because you genuinely feel bad but because Oh my fucking gosh I don't care shut the fuck up okay maybe it'll make them stfu if I write a whole book about how I was wrong, how I feel remorse and I promise not to do that again etc etc Tbh I cant even remember the last time I apologized genuinely I just want people to be quiet -Eterosis

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[narcissisticpdcultureis]

(Questioning) npd culture is Yeah actually I do post my art that I think is great but say ''Omg it's so awful =((" bcz I hope people reassure me and say it's amazing -Eterosis

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[narcissisticpdcultureis]

Christian (questioning) npd culture is Yeah I'm a horrible Christian but not the Homophobic Racist Sexist Transphobic Ableist etc. type of Christian. I just fucking hate everyone -Eterosis

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[narcissisticpdcultureis]

(Questioning) npd culture is being sick of hearing everyone being like ''You don't need to *insert sth here* to *insert sth here*! You just need to have basic human empathy!" Well what if I don't have basic human empathy, what then??? -Eterosis

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