#- Are you fine with me? ( about the muse ) -
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This is one of my favorite minor details in Dungeon Meshi, firstly because what in the femme fatale, but also because it's one of those little things that raises so many questions about worldbuilding.
The Occam's Razor defense attorney in me says that Ryoko Kui gave Kabru a boot knife because she wanted him to escape from his bonds here. And Kabru is a very competent swordsman, why wouldn't he have a boot knife, sure. He's already got a dagger, he can have this too.
And yet: the implications. Kabru, why do you have that? That is not remotely something that could be easily accessed or used in combat. Nobody is pulling out a pen knife from the heel of their boot during a fight with a monster. It's useless in the dungeon ... unless you're the type of person who isn't just worried about monsters.
I've mentioned this before, but I consider one of Kabru's functions in the narrative as being the character who fully brings the idea of human ecosystems into the story. There's a reason why he's always connected to large groups of people (Toshiro's party, the Canaries). He (along with Mr. Tansu, briefly) introduces the reader to the social and political forces working on the dungeon, showing us that none of this is happening in a monster-filled vacuum. His confrontation with the corpse retrievers, who very nearly kill Kabru's party permanently with their reckless murder-for-money scheme, reminds us that monsters are not the only things that prey on humans. Kabru understands the ways the dungeon causes people to put profit over human lives.
We only get hints of it in the story, but like any gold-rush-style economic boom, it's implied that there is a lot of crime and corruption surrounding the dungeon.
So yeah, it really makes me wonder why Kabru keeps a tiny knife in his boot, meant to be carried on him even in situations where he would otherwise be unarmed. Stored exactly in the place where it's easy to reach, even if, for some reason, your hands are tied behind your back.
#Dungeon Meshi spoilers#Kabru#Kabru of Utaya#using that tag even though I'm ethically opposed. it's fine#dungeonposting#musings with Dea#btw I'm genuinely not trying to imply anything weird here I really do think Kabru has Seen Some Shit#Kabru and his pre-canon pseudo-espionage lifestyle#this was supposed to be??? more of a joking post? but I talk too much#I mean I'm only thinking about it because it IS funny. Kabru. what the hell do you get up to in your spare time.#he didn't even stop to think 'oh no what do I do'#he was just like 'good thing I have a knife in my boot'#even if this was his first time being tied up it just makes me feel like he was prepared for this kind of danger#maybe Milsiril taught him this too
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Thinking about vampires, death, life, and the space they occupy in between
#to be or not to be. that is the question#ty adam for being my model for dramatic vampire moment#musings on the thinkings about:#when to live you are required to hurt others. you must repeatedly ask yourself what the value of your life is#To sleep... perchance to dream...#ah. THERES THE RUB.#ok I actually couldnt come up with too many thoughts. I had a lot more while I was drawing this but I guess I put them in the painting LOL#reading that soliloquy and being like damn this is just like vampires#the reality of course is that the soliloquy is a debate over suicide and ultimately making the choice to live#even if just out of fear of the unknown#and vampires are about dying and then in undeath choosing to continue to live#despite the fear of eternity and loneliness and hurting others#theyre not the same. but like let me thiiink come onnnn I'm allowed to thiiink and have incomplete thoughts#I would have to write like a proper essay about this to organize my thoughts. this is the tags on a tumblr post.#anyways finished episode 79#working on patreon stickers for this month (and next month soon)#and working on book 4. taking a pause from episodes cause I've got 3 weeks of buffer now... UGH#I'm so mad that they changed it. it would have been 5 weeks before but it's fine it's whatever#anyways yeah taking a break from episodes to make my book now!#its good stuff.#and this painting is good stuff#banger after banger from me tbh#this was a little relaxing giving myself a couple hours to muse#it's necessary for my health and I always forget that til I do a painting...#I loved doing the little landscape in the background too I should do that more! I love how plants are just like whatever shape you want#like you can make up any plant you want and not only does that plant PROBABLY exist somewhere#a weirder plant exists somewhere too. so. literally whatever you want#ok bye again for a few days while I get back to work
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my bloodthirsty muse
#oh no no don't call it obsession#call it hyperfixation#im fine#still thinking about that mirror scene#it is encouraging me to develop my skills#indeed your lordship I shall do that for you#my bloodthirsty muse#it seems im a sucker for you#ironically#astarion#baldur's gate 3#bg3#art#darling#ehe
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losing followers whenever i post anything smut related like 🧍♂️
#it's totally fine if you don't care for smut content honestly#but its literally IN MY RULES that i enjoy writing it & talking about it / my muses sex life in general#you knew that when following me besties#˗ˏˋ ♡ ˎˊ˗ ‚ ooc .
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who’s ready for more yakumo trauma talk-! *i am forcibly removed from the stage before i can begin speaking*
#something something yakumo is the type to try and push down and ignore his trauma#and focus on happy moments and the fact that his life is generally better now#but quincy knows from experience that just constantly ignoring traumatic events and pretending like you’re fine#(or even convincing yourself you are fine in yakumo’s case)#is just a recipe for disaster and an invitation for all of that trauma to come bubbling up to the surface#in a way that’s impossible to ignore and extremely distressing#yakumo so badly wants to pretend he’s not affected by the cult situation or being kidnapped#or almost seeing eiden and olivine bleed out in front of him#he can’t.. function normally if he thinks about it so he is Not thinking about it#quincy can tell something’s wrong tho. he can always tell when something is wrong with his loved ones#so he invites yakumo to spend time at his home to kind of relax and unwind but#yakumo just takes it as ‘oh mr quincy is inviting me over to his home i can’t be annoying and act visibly traumatized’#because that’s just the type of person he is. he doesn’t want to be a burden to anyone#so eventually quincy just has to hold him and tell him as firmly as he can without making yakumo more upset#that pretending everything is fine when it isn’t is never going to work#nu carnival#yakumo ♡#quincy ♡#quincamo#mouser muses
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happy halloween i'll be spending the night in a haunted house called my drafts and inbox
#ooc.#this is a joke im lookin forward to write a little#also for anyone that's seen that it's ren's birthday hello i'm sorry i didn't tell y'all#in all fairness HE is not the type to tell people that it's his bday#don't get me wrong. if your muse knows and you choose to say/do something for him then he's grateful (so am i)#but he would not throw a fit or even care in the slightest if you dont do anything#so again: dont worry about missing it. your muse probably doesn't even know that it's his birthday and he's fine with that :)
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thinking about it further, yeah the biggest difference between komi san and bocchi the rock is that bocchi is actually the protagonist of her own story and komi isnt.
Yeah thats right, despite having her name in the title komi isnt the main character. Some rando generic nice guy McProtagonist is the main character of komi san. Picture literally any generic short black haired anime protag, one of those factory standard ones, he’s the actual main character of the story. And so all of komi’s anxiety is filtered through that lens of her being attractive to him and the inevitable romance that will develop between them. Even though the series does have some nice moments and relatable bits, ultimately its all based on this “look how cute and attractive komi is!” set up. In the end, komi san as a series isn’t really about anxiety. Its about finding out that the beautiful seemingly untouchable girl you like secretly has a big weakness and now YOU get to be the special person she confides in, relies on, and eventually dates.
Meanwhile Bocchi the Rock! is actually about bocchi. she’s the main character from minute one. We learn about her lonely middle school backstory, how she picked up the guitar, and follow the story from her pov. So her anxiety is actually treated as a problem, something she struggles with that actively messes up her life and her desire to make friends. Its used for comedy but the jokes just underscore how much it hurts bocchi to live like this. its not cute. the very idea of bocchi being attractive because she’s too shy to talk to people, like in komi san, feels absurd. it would be rightfully seen as ridiculous. And that feels way more realistic and true to life.
#tldr komi is about looking at a cute girl with anxiety and bocchi is about actually being that girl and struggling with it#bocchi the rock!#komi san can't communicate#criticism#btw if you love komi san thats fine knock yourselves out#i got no major issue with it#this is just me musing out loud finally figuring out why i bounced off komi after a few volumes#whereas bocchi has really hooked me
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Full Tech Day One pic today from kiko laureano (denizen of skid row / ensemble) & video (that's four seconds of "ya never know" playing over the static image) from & ft. marcia milgrom dodge (director / choreographer) double captioning "there might be puppets in this musical ;)" & "Well Shake my hand! Come see LITTLE SHOP OF HORRORS @guthrietheater featuring @actually_will_roland's hand!"
#buzz lightyear screenshot i don't believe that's a puppet Or will roland's hand#lsoh#frog & toad shirt yay :) that i believe is saying ''frog & toad are gay'' yahoooo#in unfamiliarity with lsoh: had to look up that snippet of song. i do enjoy the full Songs i should straightup....pick an album of them?#which; relevantly to this being a show with Versions. also like i've only seen the movie once a minute ago....#i know the movie Differed like the musical going well audrey dies then so also does seymour :( does one tragicomically lose a hand first#classic Hey My Hand :( maneuver :( still i reflect on the change like i don't want them to die.... :(#it's Enriching though to reflect on. like a fun balance of ''is there shortcomings of Metaphors? maybe but it's backed up by Story''#then are there shortcomings of story? maybe but it's backed up by how that'll play into a strength of metaphor. makes it Overall Enjoyable#and that i'm not an expert like plenty to muse on re: what are the Metaphors. and then how are they executed. what do i think#and i'm enrichingly not quite settled on Should They Get To Survive; Metaphorically? like i think it's fine either way#i mean we also Have it both ways lol. i think? i don't know about past or present variations versions iterations re: Onstage Medium#it's like it's supposed to be tragic too right right cautionarily so. yet. i indeed go :( about it. i think it's fine it's fine....#or do i. as you can see lmao a fun In Progress mental journey....like pointing to Doomed Tragic Couple iphegenia crash land falls#i would Not change it i would not Want it changed. not even for a what if; really. yet their basis is Knowing They're Kindredly Doomed.....#seymour and audrey are just america's little t4t couple who Do deserve to murder orin plant or no & More :(#much to consider. and always little Invocations to spice things up like & this plant won't stop trying to fuck them i guess#nodding thoughtfully as we are also amidst aesthetics that invoke larger contexts re: race; class; maybe even. gender. and more????#love a lot going on. love that it's really not trying to Be extremely settled in some Conclusive manner in any version. tends to be a win#and love that SPIT TAKE rick moranis walking on into the closing performance of be more chill on broadway???????#enjoy that one post of [god's mistake of making me so incredibly attracted to rick moranis] '80s gum stickers. ricky m#guy who's never seen kapow-i gogo seeing another show with a prop hand: wow this is just like kapow-i gogo
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bawls my eyes out to a house in nebraska thinking abt how intensely armand is capable of loving, how it consumes him and stays with him.
absolutely fucking sobs listening to hard times thinking about how for so so long armand didn't really know what love was meant to be--
#im fine im so normal about armand always#ok someone punch me in the face and then kiss him to distract from the EMO#✞ — lemon hearts are bitter till you sweeten up the soul. // muse inspo.
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tag dump
#⋆༺𓆩☠︎︎𓆪༻⋆ | 'cause absinthe makes the heart grow fonder | VISAGE#⋆༺𓆩☠︎︎𓆪༻⋆ | this place is a circus you just see the surface | ABOUT#⋆༺𓆩☠︎︎𓆪༻⋆ | oh there's an empty place in my bones; that calls out for something unknown | INTERACTIONS#⋆༺𓆩☠︎︎𓆪༻⋆ | no mountain of money could buy you a soul | WARDROBE#⋆༺𓆩☠︎︎𓆪༻⋆ | i'll lose my mind at least another thousand times | HEADCANON#⋆༺𓆩☠︎︎𓆪༻⋆ | we're all dead in devil town; that's fine 'cause nothing's gonna scare us now | INSPIRATION#⋆༺𓆩☠︎︎𓆪༻⋆ | lie to confess; fuck it worry 'bout it someday | ASK MEME#⋆༺𓆩☠︎︎𓆪༻⋆ | city full of suffering take me to the promised land | MUSINGS#⋆༺𓆩☠︎︎𓆪༻⋆ | you'll wind me up or you'll wind up dead | MUSIC#tag dump
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J vc: new planet, fresh start. I get a new job and work myself to exhaustion so that I don’t have to think about all the terrible things in my life, I will forget about Tessa and the gala incident and that monster that kept me around as a plaything pet and only the new work environment matters, i know it will only be short lived but anywhere is better than here.
N: hi.
J: THROWS A WHOLE BUILDING.
#;playing://bestmonologueever.mp3 (j)#sorry girl but you can’t keep working and run from your past#you need to talk about this eventually#but yeah I have to agree it’s a nice crossover#J was Never really my most active muse even though I really wanted to use her#and then the finale really spoiled my mood#like I never felt that much disappointment regarding a show before#but it annoyed me so hard that I was like fine#because again - there is no way they gave the virus a better ending than J#that was the most frustrating thing about it#and then you have Doll who just slaughtered her classmates so she can get to V#but J kept getting the shorter end of the stick when she genuinely did not had a choice in the matter#and her death was turned into a stale annoying running gag#so like yeah this au kinda made her active which i think is funny#they butchered this character so hard that I don’t even care writing for Doll and Khan anymore#doll is staying but she won’t be super active#…I still think it’s funny how I expected the possum or platypus but Lofty came with Tangle#mainly every issue J reads where Clutch is in she is like: I like and respect a good business man 👍#she really likes clutch but nah you don’t#you like clutch because he feels familiar and is sort of everything you grew up with#you know what to expect#with the DC you will be depressed like Mimic because you don’t know how to deal with any of that#and it’s unfamiliar and scary#but also kind of what you need
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i just downloaded a bunch of videos of sza, cardi b, and tinashe to make gifs. threfore this may be my hyper fixation for the next month oop. replies will be on the slower side as the muse is a little eh right now.
#excited to make tinashe gifs tho !!#and cardi cause i love her !!!#just tryna add more black and poc gifs for the community cause theres a lack of it#which is also why my muse is down sometimes cause...idk ! more ppl are inclined to write with white faces than black or poc faces#unless theyre lightskinned / white passing#this is what i wanted to rant about the other day#the lack of diversity in the rpc is just so disheartening especially as a poc#i genuinely do not write w/ ppl who have mostly white muses#like if you have 5 muses and mostly white that's fine#but if you got more than 10 muses and theyre mostly white ?#probably a pass#some white fcs i have banned bc im Tired seeing their faces LOLL but thats a me thing#anyways ill stop compaining#im just glad i have this out of my system#&. thanks for coming to my ted talk / mun thoughts.
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I guess that happens when I am cool with so many Fyodor ships some fall by the wayside.
#i described it once to someone here when they asked how it works to self ship but then ship him with everyone else so casually#i said well sometimes you just have to say sorry daddy's busy and has to go overseas for a business trip for a few months and send him off#to live his life until they return 💀#sometimes he gets pulled into alternate universes and lives an entire life having forgotten about me it is fine he will be back in the end#maybe with his memories wiped#that is how it works okay he is a constant and that is that#-luedor musings
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replies soon if my add doesn't say otherwise. i am listening to spillways and having Anduin Thoughts.
#ooc: red's at it again#hhhhhhelp me im having a completely normal one about my fav band and some songs correlating so well with Anduin#i use their songs to inspire muse a lot of the time. spillways is just????#“through benediction you tried to rid your mind of malediction”#“its your burning yearning need to bleed through the spillways of your soul”#im FINE im NORMAL i dont have a problem just give me a moment
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Apparently when I send birthday asks, they're never "small gifts". My muses go all out.
#[ ooc. ] wherever her spirit may be among the countless grains of sand and specks of dust between the harbor and the mountains…#[ like rip honestly. ]#[ guizhong initially was like-- a little belated birthday thing to xiao. just small. ]#[ 5 hours of back and forth later: here you are ven. ]#[ have fun. ]#[ cry a little with me and everything; it's fine. ]#[ OK BUT THIS DYNAMIC RUINS ME. ]#[ also jesus-- wriothesley; beidou. xiao. i can't have more characters that're important to any of my muses... ]#[ have birthdays. stop celebrating them. just stop it. don't tell my muses about them. it's fine. ]
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now bc of that one post abt zelda getting fridged whenever that one guy directs a zelda game im thinking abt tetra just getting turned to stone in ph and like. what would it have been like if she were an actual character in ph. what would she have done how would this have changed the story
#not gonna do a whole lot of tagging im just musing. if you wanna rb or reply with ideas thats great#im not the person to figure this out bc i dont actually care much abt tetra#not like oh i hate her but like. i only played ph and what i see of her beyond that has not endeared me to her#shes fine i just dont get it. ig cuz i didnt play ww but eh#cuz like. ok. pretty much the majority of phs plot relies on tetra having been turned to stone and fixing that#and me being the autistic little freak i am the psrt that also makes it hard for me to wonder what could happen if#tetra werent stone and that making the game better is like. ok what about linebeck and his arc#listen his arc is so fucking good and hes great and i dont think his arc would have been so good if link wasnt the character he was put wit#cuz link is a great foil and despite having minimal characterization has just the right personality to nudge linebeck along#cuz hes def part of what inspires some of that change in linebeck so idk what might have happened#if tetra was an active player interacting with him in ph too. cuz like idk most of the time when i see people#do stuff where they interact its usually tetra one upping linebeck or whatever and thars like. ok thats whar ciela does#maybe im reading into it too much and focusing on linebeck. idk how you couldve done and changed#the plot of ph to include tetra without just straight up rewriting the whole thing or putting link away#bc look me in the eyes. i do not think linebeck would have developed the way he did without having met link specifically#salty talks#idk i feel like linebecks arc is the best bit of story in ph so i want that to remain more or less intact bc thats where a lot of#the emotional stuff comes in at the end. his dialogue in the ghost ship battle and the final boss. its important#i dont think about tetra much cant you tell. so id leave this to someone who actually cares abt her as a character
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