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normalties · 4 months ago
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I don't think they love each other that much idk tho
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limeade-l3sbian · 1 year ago
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Some time ago, before I cut contact with my dad, I would often contemplate his mindset. Not of why he was so lackluster in all manners of fatherhood but about his unbiased, objective few of me as a girl and, now, a woman.
On some obligatory level, I know my dad loves me. I think his perspective of what makes someone a “good Christian” demands this of him. And in a small percentage of the time we spent together, he might love me for the child he knew. And to hear that a father loses interest in his daughter when she grows up/develops the ability to defy and to think is not a new experience. There were telltale signs of it coming so I was fully prepared. But I expected a casual indifference when we got to the point we are now. He would lie about me to the family and retain his desperate image of a father “trying his best.” Like I said, I saw it coming years before.
But it didn't really play like that. Because while he definitely began to detach, there was this frustration and rage in his eyes when he spoke to me. When I called him out. When I didn't just shrug off what he said. He was so angry when I threatened to stop talking to him for a while and followed through. As a child, he couldn't understand why I chose to live with my mom in a homeless shelter over staying with him and his now ex-wife. And there are a handful of family facts and personal history that I won't just spill but I know for a fact play a part in this. I was more interested in his objective perspective of me, like I said.
And to be frank? My dad loves me in a very superficial way, but in no way likes me. My family is the type that say “blood is thicker than water” no matter what. Generations of abuse and neglect founded on the back of “respect” that is inherited rather than earned. My mom was the first to make me challenge that, and I think my dad resents her for that to this day. 
When I was younger, I considered him cool. Especially since he seemed supportive of my feminist ideology that I garnered very early on by just being with my mom. My thoughts then and now? How can a woman's place only be by a man's side when my mom has given me as much of the world as she can without one? I just wasn't buying. But he always told me he wanted me to be independent and strong. So I can give him that credit. No one in my life ever told me I couldn't be whatever I wanted to be, and that is a real blessing I don't take lightly.
But his support had a veil of contrasting expectations. I didn't have to wear makeup…but I should have my hair pressed or braided. I could wear pants instead of skirts…but you need to ask your mom to teach you how to shave. The role models he thrusted upon me were strong figures still deeply layered under a presentation that was appealing, especially to him. To him, they were still “women.” Strong but ever willing to submit. 
And his support always came with imaginings. When I inevitably became rich, he would joke that I could get him things. When I won a writing award as a kid, he didn't drive me home for twenty minutes until he finished boasting to his friend about me. He thought I was the most intelligent person he'd ever met. If I could just stop being so disagreeable and more presentable then the world would be my oyster.
And as an adult, hearing him speak, I could finally understand why my average intelligence seemed like such a world shattering achievement. Because to my father, I was intelligent in spite of being born female. I immediately thought back to all his interactions with women. How they were either dismissive or lewd. How he rolled his eyes when my stepmom would demand basic respect from him. And I'd laugh with him. [Go ahead and insert infamous quote about how it will not save the daughter.]
His perception of women was secondary. Adam's rib. He wanted to raise me as Eve and felt (and feels) cursed that he was bound by blood to Lilith. And the only Christian thing to do is spend the rest of his life trying to change me. And when I came out, that thin smile of support from him told me that he felt his ability to control not just slipping, but being yanked. I did not recognize men as authority. His only card he had and has left is that we are bound forever by blood.
But I don't care about blood. The water of strangers and women in my life and in this community has carried me further in life than blood ever has or, at this point, ever will. 
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corishadowfang · 9 months ago
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Questions for 15 Friends Tag Game
Tagged by @siarven--thanks for the tag!
Rules: Answer the questions, then tag 15 people.
ARE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
Uh...not really but also kind of for my legal name? It was the name of a character in a soap opera my mom watched, and she liked it enough to use it for me.
My chosen name...also kind of falls under the same umbrella, but for different reasons, and, uh...comes with a story. So like--I was really into fantasy stories when I was a kid/teen (I say like I'm not still into them now), and I loved making up "fantasy" names, which...basically just meant shoving a bunch of letters together until I got something I thought sounded cool. One of those names was "Coriora." For whatever reason, I fell in love with this name, and it's shortened version, "Cori," and I used it for everything. Pokemon nicknames, random characters, a self-insert OC...
And my cat. Who I adopted a few months before I made my email and FF.net account. Which is when I officially started using the name "CoriShadowfang" as my primary username online. Teenage me didn't even have the thought in her mind that she could possibly identify with the name "Cori" enough to adopt it as her own, nor did she think of the potential consequences of sharing a name with her cat.
...On the plus side, it's funny to call my cat "Cori Sr.," and watch how people try to process that.
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
Uh...I think Friday night? I'm pretty sure it was about something I was planning for a story, aha. (I cry VERY easy, haha, and the thing that spurs it does not necessarily have to be sad.)
DO YOU HAVE KIDS?
Do pets count...?
WHAT SPORTS DO YOU PLAY/HAVE YOU PLAYED?
I was signed up for baseball, basketball, and soccer when I was a kid, though of those, soccer was the only one I actually liked. I ended up running cross country and track in high school (though after that ended up running only for fun, since, uh...the competitive part of that wasn't very enjoyable for me, aha). In college I did fencing, which I loved and often miss a lot, but there...really aren't many places that offer fencing around where I live. I did do some long sword for a while a couple of years ago; transition to that from fencing was an interesting experience, since the fencing muscle memory...did not go away. ("What do you mean I have to hold this with two hands?? ...What do you mean I can't just stab them?!") That ended up being pretty expensive, though, so I only got to take lessons for a few months. It was still fun, though!
DO YOU USE SARCASM?
Depends on the situation! I use it a lot less online, because I'm worried about coming across as, like...rude or mean. When I do use it, it's often toned down a lot. Offline, it depends on who I'm around, and how they react to it. (Or if I'm just...getting really frustrated. Then it tends to come out more.)
WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
Uh, that's...a good question. Online, it's definitely their interests, and...I guess it's kind of also the same offline? If I'm given the opportunity, haha. Like--if I see you're wearing a Pokemon pin or reading a fantasy book or something, I'm immediately going to be focused on that, haha.
WHAT’S YOUR EYE COLOUR?
Mostly blue; the bottom of my right eye has a patch of green in it.
SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
Happy endings! I never got into scary movies very much, aha.
ANY TALENTS?
Uh...I guess writing probably counts? I'm also a pretty good distance runner.
WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
The middle of nowhere, Pennsylvania.
WHAT ARE YOUR HOBBIES?
Writing, haha; I joke that it's all I do, but uh...it really is most of what I do. Besides that, I like drawing, reading, playing video games, and hiking. I guess playing card games/board games might also count? But uh, I do that a lot with my friends and family.
DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS?
Yes! Cori Sr. is still around, haha, and I also recently adopted a puppy named Luna. Obligatory pet photos:
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HOW TALL ARE YOU?
5'4''
FAVOURITE SUBJECT IN SCHOOL?
Probably unsurprisingly, lit/creative writing, haha. I also really liked most science classes, too; learning about nature was one of my favorite things in school, and any sort of labs where we could go outside and actually study plants/animals were amazing.
DREAM JOB?
If money weren't a concern, and I could just do anything I wanted for the rest of my life without worrying about how to pay the bills...I would love to just write stories full time. Writing really is one of the things I'm the most passionate about, and I'd love to be able to pour my all into it without worrying about getting too burnt out or needing to take on extra jobs to make ends meet. Maybe one day...
I will tag...wait I need 15 of you...uhhh @starlightwayfinder, @cq-studios, @recusant-s-sigil, @scalacaelumx, @hallowed-nebulae, @serenedash, @thetwilightroadtonightfall, @rosie-kairi, @fin-al-mix, @kicktwine, @zmwrites, @talesabound, @gotchaocha, @bookwormally, and @lightwithinthedarknessu, if any of you want to do this! Absolutely no pressure, though! (And feel free to skip/leave out any you might feel uncomfortable answering/don't feel like answering.)
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the-hufflepuffle · 2 years ago
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Facial expressions I think a Hayffie and the Everlark kid(s) would make
So I don't know if everyone's family's are like this but in my family, when I say or do something that resembles one parent (usually my dad) the other (usually my mom) will point at the other parent jokingly accusing. That's what I'm thinking here. Like this kid makes this face and one of them just points and says something like "that's not from me".
Everlark
This kid is both genuine and stubborn I feel. Yall remember Patcha from the Emperors new groove? That personality I feel.
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"Okay smile for the picture!" *this* "Okay look less terrified."
I feel like this kid would have mastered the "we made eyecontact and now must make the obligatory smile" smile down.
It's not that they can't smile, it's that they can't on demand.
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This gives vibes of "I'm sorry what are we talking about?"
Like this kid was in their head, doing whatever, hears their name and looks up making this face.
This would be a face (I think) seen fairly often around the kids school and house just because they like to be in their head more than outside it.
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Imagine: the kids friend makes a terrible joke. Kid make this face because it was a bad joke but it was still kinda funny.
Ain't no one seen this smile on the kid other than when they are around their friend. Or maybe Peeta made an excellent DadJoke.
Peak "you're fucking dumb but your my friend" vibes with no malice.
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The real smile. Like if they went on a trip (school, travel idc pick something) and came back this is the smile they'd have.
This is the smile your mom has to sneak attack to get in a picture.
I feel like they'd smile like this a lot as a kid and then it just slowly went away, but still comes out.
Hayffie
Number one: the mouth on this kid. The sarcasm, the sass. Number two: this kid calls all the bullshit. "It's from santa" "Santa isn't real. "It's an egg from the Easter bunny." "These are from the geese in the yard."
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"Do you ever look at someone and go what is going on inside their head?"
Mostly talking about Effies face. Like she's there but not. Same as the Peeta but no one has said kids name yet so they are still like way into their head.
You could wave a hand in front of their face and they wouldn't move
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Honestly anytime this kid raises their eyebrows I feel like Haymitch would get "blamed".
In the kid it shows they're paying attention to the person their talking to, kind a like here.
I feel like the kid also uses raised eyebrows as like, a way to start a sentence like "*deep breath raised eyebrows* so I failed the test in (insert class) today."
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This is the embodiment of "bitch please."
The kid makes this face when they know they've won an argument, especially if it was about something they know well.
I feel like it'd also get used as a "I told you so dumbass." Face. Like if their friend broke up with a toxic person that the kid knew and had said was toxic, but they don't wanna be mean and say "I told you so."
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"I'm making I contact but I am not processing a word you've said."
Often made in lectures or discussions with an adult authority figure.
Sometimes (rarely) the head tilt, expression and raised eyebrows will mix, and one of them (I can see it being Effie or Haymitch) need to leave the room for a little bit.
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druidgroves · 2 years ago
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15 questions for 15 mutuals 🍓
Tagged by @bunfey ! thank u bunny :)
tagging @serenedy @cultistbase @perfectlypreservedpie @bokatan @calenhads @vnknowncrow @nightscavalry @wastelandhell @krokaxe @malefiicarum @reaperkiller @lexcanium @aelyosos @devilbrakers @stinkrascal (but don't feel obligated !!)
1. Are you named after anyone?
since i go by my middle name, technically ! my mom put together the middle names of her parents for mine (ray + lynn) & then feminized it to raelynn :)
2. When was the last time you cried?
yesterday while thinkin abt rats </3
3. Do you have kids?
yeah. 27 of 'em ages 8-10.
4. Do you use sarcasm a lot?
surely not.
5. What sports do you play/have you played?
i don’t sport but i played softball when i was younger (insert obligatory lesbian joke here)
6. What's the first thing you notice about other people?
their face ? or body language idk
7. Eye color?
hazel :0 predominantly brown-green :)
8. Scary movies or happy endings?
get u a bad bitch who can do both
9. Any special talents?
i am capable of being the most cringe human being on the planet i have good pattern recognition? my fiancee calls me over to help her play word unscramble games sometimes bc my brain can pick out the words v fast sometimes
10. Where were you born?
in a small town in arkansas. itty bitty.
11. What are your hobbies?
writing, playing video games, drawing, singing, & ttrpgs !
12. Do you have any pets?
i have my cat & then my fiancee's dog !!
13. How tall are you?
5’6”
14. Fave subject in school?
english & history
15. Dream job?
i do not dream of labor etc etc but i think i could be content to get paid to sort small items such as beads or buttons or perhaps even screws.
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icarianiscariot · 1 year ago
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three and eleven
3. a specific color that gives you the ick?
hmmm to be honest i don't think so!! i feel like most if not all colors have a context in which they look nice... i suppose i'm averse to a lot of pinks for personal preference but definitely not enough to call it an "ick"!
11. anything from your childhood you’ve held on to?
[insert obligatory trauma joke here] lmao but fr, i am a lowkey hoarder so i've got tons of stuff from my childhood - hoodies i got when i was 13/14 that i still wear, an orange trex plush my mom made for me when i was 3 or 4 or something, all my holiday decorations are things from my childhood that i took from my mom when i moved out. hell, the duffle bag i use to travel is one i've had since i was 9 or 10!
send me a number!
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vashti-lives · 3 years ago
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*insert obligatory quip about how that was a terrible episode of book of boba but a great* episode of the etc etc*
(my only real complaint is that this episode SHOULD have been a breather episode about fennec shand having fairly lighthearted shenanigans around tatooine and the outer rim as she finds muscle while boba fett learns to ride his rancor and attempts to corral his rowdy cyborg youths. there should have been a running joke where she can’t get a hold of din and then the episode ends basically where the actual episode did. then we go into the two part ending with the war with the pykes. as much as i liked actual episode 5 it should have been in the actual mandalorian where it belongs.)
but ok the absolute most important take away from this episode is that the next season of the mandalorian at least starts with din’s quest to find the sacred mandalorian skinny dipping spot. excellent.
god the whole first half with the armorer was really just full of strict mom with her favorite son back home after he flunked out of college vibes. like... i’m NOT happy but also... yes don’t worry you can fix it. anyway here’s the VERY expensive present i spent hours making for my new grandson tell him i say hi on your way to the sacred skinny dipping springs.
honestly my actual read on that situation is that she absolutely knew something was up from the minute he walked in injured in a fucking stupid way by his own weapon and correctly read that he was so weighted down by his own guilt and so afraid of disappointing what was left of his family and so angry at himself for dishonoring his religion and culture that it would mean his death to ignore it and be meaningless to just say he’s forgiven. so she lets paz fight him as proof he’s meant to wield the dark saber and sends him on a quest that’s very difficult but explicitly non-murder oriented so that he can eventually be a politically viable ruler.
i know a lot of fandom paints the children of the watch as a horrible extremist cult but like i actually don’t think anything in the show supports this? the whole helmet thing might seem extreme but uh... they’re fucking survivors of a major genocide??? din arguably survived TWO GENOCIDES???? honestly i’m gonna make the argument here that she has been consistently shown to be a kind hearted pragmatist in a way that does not suggest she’s an irrational foaming at the mouth fundamentalist. anyway i love the armorer and also poor paz. you know after din left paz was just like... REALLY? HIM?? *sigh* and then she pats him on the head and sends him off to make money and rescue some orphans.
*i actually think you could make an argument that by modern tv standards it wasn’t even a great episode of the mandalorian because god there was a lot of what right now feels like wasted time??? don’t get me wrong i love that he spends like half of it with peli working on a ship he has no business buying (PELI THE RAZOR CREST WAS HIS HOUSE!!!) but that whole sequence probably could have been cut at least in half... i actually wish more tv was willing to let their characters breath like that but its absolutely wild choice for a show with 8 episode seasons LET ALONE a show that’s actually about a completely different set of characters and problems and only has 7 episodes.  anyway i obviously loved it. 10/10 please include confirmation that luke was peli’s assistant when he was teen.
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blue-jeens · 4 years ago
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What Your Favorite Banana Fish Ship Says About You
((Inspired by Eldena Doubleca5t’s series of Youtube videos))
AshEiji: You are a firm believer in keeping things canon and keeping things wholesome
ShorAsh: You are a firm believer in the inherent eroticism of bromances/avenging someone’s death
ShorEiji: Your ideal date involves wacky hijinks but the only things that ensue are the friends we made along the way
Ash/Shorter/Eiji: You think Banana Fish has only gone downhill since Episode 8
Eiji/Yue: You think Yue deserved a redemption arc (you’re right)
Yue/Shorter: You are a firm believer in the inherent eroticism of blackmail and deception
AshYue: Your ideal date involves getting pinned up against the wall by your sworn enemy as they place the tip of their sword just underneath your chin and use it to tilt your head up a little
SingEiji: You just want good things for Sing, and really, who wouldn't
YueSing: You just want good things for Yue, which based off what I've seen is not a universal sentiment
Sing/Ash: Your ideal date involves getting your senpai to notice you
Ash/Blanca: I can't say if you want to fuck dads, but you definitely want to fuck father figures. Also, obligatory *insert the FBI open up GIF*
Ash/Max: You want to fuck dads. Also, again, *insert the FBI open up GIF*
Yue/Blanca: You’re always a slut for misunderstood sad boys who can be healed with the power of love AND you want to fuck father figures and once again *FBI open up*
Alex/Ash: You’re always a slut for boss/employee workplace romances
Alex/Eiji: You are a firm believer in the inherent eroticism of stealing someone's girl
Bones/Kong: You’re always a slut for characters who are in desperate need of more screen time
Shorter/Cain: You want a boyfriend who not only CAN kick your ass but will do so upon request
Shorter/Alex: You THEORETICALLY want a boyfriend who can kick your ass but like, realistically you just want to get bridal carried
Max/Griffin: This is just the same joke as ShorAsh but with minimal canon validation
Max/Ibe: Your ideal relationship dynamic is Team Mom/Team Dad
Jessica/Max: You are a firm believer in men 👏getting 👏pegged👏
Charlie/Nadia: You are heterosexual. Also, you probably read the manga
Sing/Akira: You don't get what all the fuss is about, you thought Garden of Light was great!
Garden of Light Sing/Eiji: Your ideal relationship dynamic is Tragic Pining
Post Garden of Light Yue/Sing: You unironically browse the Extramarital Affairs tag on ao3
Ash/Death: You... Are Akimi Yoshida
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purenguyening · 7 years ago
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DCMK Reread 49-51
People who know Conan’s True Identity: 4
Times Ran was badass: 5
Times Ran was damsel in distress: 0
Times Aoyoma remembers Kogoro is competent: 3
I’m really looking forward to this case because reasons...
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I never noticed this, but the the way her hair is curled kind of makes more sense when you know who she really is.
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She’s telling the truth; and I’m fucking dying. She basically tells us she’s Yusaku’s wife. 
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No, you dipshit. But whatever, you can roll along with that I guess.
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GG, Shinichi.
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Honestly, I can’t believe it either. This is like the one thing that technically breaks the idea this is real life.
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Drugged yet again...I’m not even sure if it’s really worth keeping track of this one
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The fact that Professor Agasa paid 0 attention can only mean that he’s in cahoots to the two people kidnapping Conan. Although initially I thought this was because they’re all affiliated with the Black Organization.
Rereading this now I know better...of course.
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You’re lucky she can’t hear your thoughts.
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You’re really lucky they can’t hear your thoughts.
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She’s got a point though.
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Shinichi could learn a thing or two about acting from these two...
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In all fairness, Shinichi, you sleep with the glasses on too. And also, again, you’re really lucky they can’t hear your thoughts.
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An escape a certain thief would be proud of.
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JFC, Conan is tiny as all hell.
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I swear to God, this is starting to sound like a mystery novel within a mystery manga.
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Fucking RIP.
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Not bad of a disappearing act, a certain thief would be proud.
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I’m fucking dYinG. 
Also kid you’re wrong, his boyfriend is the thief.
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[Insert obligatory closet joke here]
It’s okay, one day Aoyama will know...
And then one day Kaito will know too.
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That trick really sounds like something out of a mystery novel. 
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RIP Shinichi, you lived a good life. I guess...¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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GET PUNK’D, Shinichi.
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Enter Kudo Yusaku stage left.
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Enter Kudo Yukiko stage right. Side note, Shinichi, consider getting lessons from your mom. It’ll help in the long run.
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Of course he was in on it. 
I really love the dynamic between Yusaku and Yukiko a lot, it’s much more of an interesting relationship in my opinion than Kogoro/Eri, but that’s for another day...
But yeah, I think Professor Agasa got even with Shinichi about getting roped into his affair.
Oh yeah and of course they now know their son is like seven again. So, that’s why the count goes up by 2.
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His parents are so extra. Honestly it explains where Shinichi gets it from (RIP Kaito).
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Oh shit, I forgot just how affluent the Kudo family really is. JFC. Connections to Interpol...
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I can respect Shinichi wanting to take this case and solve it himself, that I can respect.
Side note, I love Yusaku’s troll face.
Beside he’s yet to meet his boyfriend.
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Reminder, canonically the Kudos are fucking loaded. 
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I’m dying because she’s telling the truth. I swear, I love Yukiko and Yusaku more than Shinichi...sorry. :P
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No, he won’t. It’s been 958 chapters and he still hasn’t, he’s stubborn.
He so got the trolling and idea of revenge from his parents. Now they’re even.
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askhannahandmcefi-blog · 6 years ago
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eBay
This Formal app brings eBay on your Android cellphone. It truly is kind of nuts, but I think I similar to this UI better than the particular Web page on my Personal computer. I don't know if which is a good https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mobile_phone thing or a bad. Even so, it will give you an idea that this Android application was formulated correctly and really hits the mark. That is definitely, in case you are an eBay enthusiast; if you're not, sorry!
Amazon.com
Just like eBay's Android app, this elegance from Amazon provides the many operation through the entire-sized Site on your Android phone. It truly is remarkable how seamless this changeover seems for these huge resellers. This is a superb point for us however!
Craigslist
The final of the large resellers' Android apps on this list, I assure. Nicely, sort of: if you don't contain Groupon with your list of "resellers", I have never lied for you. So, if you've ever made use of Craigslist, you know how utterly significant it is to take a look at a potential "killer item" in five minutes of it getting posted and subsequently be the primary handful of people to Get hold of the vendor to acquire any hopes of actually ending up with it as part of your possession.
That becoming claimed, if you employ Craigslist and you've got an Android phone, You'll need THIS APP NOW! Haha, sorry to scream, but when you're going to use this portal of goodness Together with the hopes of ultimately shopping for something you wish/want, You must have quick usage of freshly posted products. The sole way to try this (I'm getting liberties assuming you are not a recluse and on your private home Laptop 24/7) is to have obtain "on-the-go" to instantaneous notifications on your established of things that fascination you in addition to a means to view them. This app performs both equally of these needed actions and does them properly.
*Please, on your sake, if you'd like to be the dude (gal) bragging about the brilliant deal you got over the "coolest matter on earth" as an alternative to the not-so-satisfied Variation of you regrettably telling the Tale about "the one that obtained away" to anyone who will pay attention, download this application!*
Groupon
This is actually the Formal app through the immensely common and swiftly rising Groupon website. This site provides a "cult-like" subsequent (not in a foul way!) which in fact Rewards its customers. Effectively, the more people that use their providers, the greater provides are offered to your users and that helps all of us preserve a good sum of money! This absolutely free Android app ensures that you're never out in the "Groupon loop" and you'll have the opportunity to take advantage of the desirable delivers wherever you may well be.
The Coupon codes Application
A different dollars-saving coupon application? Sure! That is all I can say- the prospective clients of preserving a buck During this overall economy is a robust force It appears. I'm Pretty much a bit stunned at myself which i didn't completely inundate this "shopping listing" with coupon apps (patting myself within the shoulder for spreading out the love). If only I could go back in time to 1989 and use this app as an alternative to clipping 500-as well as Discount codes with the Sunday paper (for my mom). Effectively Those people were being fantastic times- minus the paper cuts.
What is this Android app likely to do for you? Something and every little thing coupon associated; it delivers the Discount coupons along with you in your mobile phone and means that you can discover new kinds even When you're at the store! Which is pretty amazing for all those of us not commanding "Major CEO" salaries...
Honorable Mention:
There is just one no cost Android app that I'd take into account Placing on this list. The main reason is mainly because it's likely The main application for everybody to obtain today. I take into consideration it additional of a "obligatory application" than an Android buying application and that's why It truly is here.
The app I'm speaking of could be the Barcode Scanner. Amid other points, it means that you can look through the online with your Pc and get a photo of the QR Code of the application you're keen on downloading. As soon as the code is processed (which can take little time- conversing seconds), the corresponding Android application's down load page appears during the Google Marketplace! It can be that straightforward and works similar to a allure when you get past the limited "operator error" stage that plagues most of us.
I personal the Android Applications Finder web page where by you can find just about every Android application.
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eludum-a · 8 years ago
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500 follower follow forever!
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it happened. god knows why so many of you are here, but apparently you like what i do, so... well, thank you! to everyone! but this is a very informal follow forever meant specifically for people i speak to regularly/people i consider my friends/people i feel i owe something to. i haven’t done anything like this since the 100 follower mark, so please bear with me. 
i felt like i needed to do this because, in the wise words of taako the wizard, “it doesn’t always have to be goof goof dildo. i’m traveling around with the boner squad and i never get to say... what i’m feeling! i have emotions!”
if you’re not here, please don’t feel like i don’t appreciate you! i only have the energy for so much love here in my body. if you’ve been inactive/are on hiatus, i might have missed you, and if we haven’t really talked a lot ooc, same thing applies.
(i have been working on this on and off for weeks. im so tired pls just let me be finished with it)
anyway, call outs below the cut!
@unsuspicious: cou, you send me so many baffling and strange images at all hours of the day. i had to lead up with this because where do you even get all those. anyway, you’re definitely the person i talk to the most every day, and it’s weird as shit to think that the last thing in tumblr messenger was me sending you the link to the discord channel. you’re a fantastic roleplayer when you actually roleplay and you’re fun to have around!
@hismalice: raz you are one of my favorite people on this god forsaken hell site and don’t ever forget that. if you need a reminder you can come back here and look at this and see this seal of approval, and also the mental image of me saying “no, fuck you” to your negative thoughts and then punching them in the face heaven slaying dragon fist style. if you ever wanna talk you know where to find me and it’s also ok if you don’t want to!! i’ll still be here regardless.
@cantalazarus: god bless the hinatatas, may they grow strong and powerful this year. amen. on a more real note: this is my official notice that i really appreciate you just... in general, as a person, even if im an asshole who has trouble with, like, Feelings and shit. so there’s that. same as with raz above, you obviously know where to find me whenever you wanna talk. and take as long as you need to recharge your batteries!! no rush
@mxssias: ALEX MY MAN... BOY... GUY! DUDE, PAL, WHATEVER. your naegi is LIT. i love the good good egg boy so much and you do him justice!! you don’t just focus on the lighter aspects of his character, but you recognize his various struggles as well! you’re also just a fun person to talk to and i’d love to do more naenami in the future of COURSE
@ayatsurii the sparkliest of cats! yo, sparkle, thank u for turning me on to pekonami because it’s so good and pure, and thank you also for trying to keep things from burning down in the chat when we get too rowdy (even if you’re not successful... we can’t be tamed). i look forward to future pekonami interactions!
@snappshot: sarah is wonderful at everything she does, sorry i dont make the rules. you’ve been around this blog for what feels like forever now?? first as mahiru (and your mahiru rly captured my heart) but also sayaka and kaede and your persona muses are equally wonderful! idk what i’d have done if you weren’t there to reassure me i was doing a good job. god bless sarah
@anemoia-avenoir / @ongakuvoices: rrrrrrrrIO! you’re lovely and you should know it. i know we don’t really talk much ooc but you definitely deserved a spot in here! your passion for your muses is incredible! your love for them shows in the details of your writing, and i know it can be frustrating sometimes to feel like you’re not good enough (believe me... i have been there many times), but believe me... you’re gonna do amazing things, i just know it.
@malchancevilain YOU STILL OWE ME 15 DOLLARS AND I AIM TO COLLECT, GREG GRIMALDIS. NO MATTER WHERE IN THE MULTIVERSE YOU ARE. ahem. we share a lot of common interests, watchy, and i really do love your luckgami, like, a lot. i love how different his background is without changing who he is fundamentally as a person, aka a snob
@shpionaz: *insert obligatory ‘like a boss’ joke here* ok now that we’ve gotten that over with,,, im so grateful i got a chance to play out the oumanami brotp interactions with you because that was on my wishlist almost as soon as i found out about their sprite similarities and we didn’t even have to try, it just happened. you’re first ouma in my heart forever and i can’t wait to do some things with your oc too!!
@gambogeish: it’s kind of ironic how i didn’t finish twewy until we became friends, when it was first gifted to me by my boyfriend... it’s probably just the difference in maturity/gaming ability from then to now, but ANYWAY: i am so glad to have met you. you’re one of the first people in the community i’ve really connected with, and you’re an awesome person who i’d love to roleplay with regardless of muse. i’ve got a virtual high five right here waiting for you. o/
@pseudxcode syd, god bless your chihiro, honestly. he’s such a sweet little guy and i love his interactions with chiaki! of course i’ve always been a fan of these two together (even when she’s NOT an AI created by him), because their talents complement each other so well! they’re good for each other. i’d love to see more chiaki & chihiro action, especially if it involves chiaki encouraging him and reassuring him that he’s not as weak as he thinks he is.
@kibcu / @krclowa we only recently started talking but you’re such a welcome addition to thotchat, liz! take that as you will. this one’s probably gonna be a bit short but im looking forward to platonic naenami interactions and ur sonia too! aunty nanami’s gonna babysit the hell out of those naegi kids (aka give them all smartphones and sit back and relax)
@synthxsizxr GOOD IDOL, BEST SISTER, AKI LOVES HER HARU even if she really doesnt understand the idol lifestyle like, at all. chi, you yourself are very sweet and kind, it’s wonderful having you here in this community! i hope you’re having a lot of fun with your talentswap chiaki and i hope 
@relixum / @lxckyclovers: i hope you two don’t mind that i put you together here. i know you’ve been busy with school lately (good luck with that, by the way!!) but i didn’t want you to think i forgot about you! you guys make a mom/dad/parental unit so proud. you’re wonderful writers and i hope you find happiness wherever you go. *bob belcher voice* you’re my family and i love you but you’re terrible, you’re all terrible.
@tcndcrloins levi you’re the other constant presence in thotchat and you’re such a fun person to have around. you’re so welcoming and comfortable in a sense that i never feel like i’m bothering you, and thats a pretty incredibly accomplishment considering how often i convince myself im annoying. get those drafts done, i believe in you!!
@delinqueon avery, you were probably the first person within the community i talked to one on one, and thank god you approached me because at that point i never would have had the courage to speak up! your leon is such a delight to interact with and so are your other characters. one day you’ll get me back for making you read the bee movie script out loud for fifteen minutes.... one day
@betraycd last but not least, first i have to thank fin for my current editing software that i still have yet to figure out even 10% of ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) but i’ll get there! fin, i’ve said it before and i’ll say it again: i absolutely adore your souda, all of the time and effort you’ve put into his characterization and how you don’t ignore the uglier parts of his personality. he’s a lovely flawed boy and you really do him justice!
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like any community with more than a few people, there have been ups and downs in the path few months. i wanted to add here as a general shout out that i have never felt so welcome and loved in a community that i originally would have thought would be more disjointed than what you might find on a forum. like, i’ve changed a lot thanks to you guys! i’ve been able to get over some of the hurdles of my social anxiety (i didnt jump over them so much as drag myself across the ground and painfully crawl over them) and i just... i feel good? i feel like people like me? there are still times where my anxiety insists i’m nothing but a useless burden, but i actually... feel like people enjoy having me around? holy shit!
i made some really cool new friends and got to know a different kind of roleplay community. im overall incredibly grateful for this wild and weird journey i’ve been on, and the journey certainly isn’t over by any means! i hope to keep seeing you guys around!
these words really arent even enough to express my gratitude. i havent been to some really dark places, but there for a while i felt like i was almost completely alone. i simply wasn’t connecting with other people like i wanted to. about 3-4 years ago i lost contact with (long story) my roleplay partners of 4 years and it wasn’t an easy thing to recover from, but i’m here now and it’s just... really good! incredible, even!
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terriblelifechoices · 8 years ago
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"About Me” Post
Rules: Answer all questions, add one question of your own and tag as many people as there are questions.
Tagged by @dailandin​
1. Coke or Pepsi: Neither.  If I had to pick one, I can drink Coke, I just don’t like it.  (Pepsi is never happening.  Pepsi makes my teeth squeak.)
2. Disney or Dreamworks: Disney.  (I will echo @dailandin​ and add that Bambi’s mom was also the source of childhood trauma.)
3. Coffee or Tea: Coffee. 
4. Books or Movies: Books.
5. Windows or Mac: Windows, for the most part.  It would be nice if Windows released a new OS that wasn’t complete crap.  Heaven help me if my laptop dies before that happens.
6. DC or Marvel:  Probably Marvel.
7. Xbox or Playstation: Xbox, although I’m not much of a gamer and have never owned either.
8. Dragon Age or Mass Effect: Probably Dragon Age?  I’m not terribly familiar with either.
9. Night Owl or Early Rise: Night owl. 
10. Cards or Chess: Cards. 
11. Chocolate or Vanilla:  Chocolate wins by a narrow margin.  I actually like both in terms of consumption, but I love baking with chocolate.  There is no faster crowd pleaser than homemade truffles.
12. Vans or Converse: Solid neither.
13. Lavellan, Trevelyan, Cadash or Adaar: These are the characters from Dragon Age, right?
14. Fluff or Angst: Fluff.
15. Beach or Forest: Forest
16. Dogs or Cats: Cats.
17. Clear Skies or Rain: Rain.  I am smack dab in the middle of a crapton of farmland. Water is an all-consuming obsession, even if you (like me) have absolutely nothing to do with the industry.
18. Cooking or Eating Out:  Cooking. I love cooking, and have a distressing spice addiction.  (Insert obligatory Dune joke here.)
19. Spicy Food or Mild Food: Spicy!  No one at work is ever going to let me live down, “actually spicy salsa, not white people salsa.”  (I did not get actually spicy salsa.  It was very disappointing.)
20. Halloween/Samhain or Solstice/Yule/Christmas: Probably Solstice/Yule/Christmas.  My family tends to celebrate consumerism, versus anything seasonal or religious.  I like to think I am pretty good at this gift giving thing, though, which is the part I enjoy.
21. Would you rather forever be a little too cold or a little too hot: A little too cold.  I am not sure that is possible, but I would super enjoy it.
22. If you could have a superpower, what would it be?: Teleportation.  Not having to pay airfare or deal with the TSA ever again = instant win, in my book. 
23. Animation or Live Action: That depends.  Is the intended medium anime or a cartoon?  Because we should leave well enough alone, if that’s the case.  But I tend to watch more live action than I do cartoons.
24. Paragon or Renegade: See, I want to say Renegade, but no.  Paragon all the way.
25. Baths or Showers:  Showers.
26. Team Cap or Team Iron Man: Team Iron Man.  Science and accountability, YES.
27. Fantasy or Sci-Fi:  Both.
28. Do you have three or four favourite quotes? If so, what are they:
"Fate, show thy force.  Ourselves we do not owe.  What is decreed must be, and be this so.”  -Shakespeare’s Twelfth Night, Act 1, Scene 5
“Aut inveniam viam aut faciam.” -Hannibal (”I will either find a way or make one.”)
29. YouTube or Netflix: Youtube
30. Harry Potter or Percy Jackson: I am not choosing between these.  I want to be a demigod AND a witch, thank you very much.
31: When You Feel Accomplished: I am a compulsive list maker.  If I can check things off a list, I am a happy little clam.
32. Star Wars or Star Trek:  Star Wars.
33. Paperback Books or Hardback Books: Paperback.  Someone once told me that if you want to support the author, you should buy their books in hardback.  I agree with that on principle, because authors should get all the support, ever, but paperbacks fit my budget.
34. Handwriting or Typing: Handwriting.
35. Velvet or Satin: No.  And also: No.  Have you ever tried working with either of those f-ing fabrics?  LAND OF MOTHER EFFING NO. Give me straight up quilter’s cotton, thanks much.
36. Video Games or Movies?: Movies
37. Would you rather be the dragon or own the dragon? I think the answer to this depends on the degree of draconic sentience.  Obviously, I’d rather be the Mother of Dragons if said dragons can’t talk or perform basic arithmetic, but I would obviously prefer to be a fire breathing badass if that option is on the table.
38: Sunrise or sunset: Sunset
39: What’s your favourite song? Mo Ghile Mear.
40: What’s your favourite smell? Redwood and woodsmoke
41. What’s your favourite bad joke? I don’t have one.
42. What is your favourite Young Adult book? The Lioness quartet by Tamora Pierce.  They were written in the eighties, so they have problematic elements, but they were the first books baby!Ri encountered with a female protagonist who was going to accomplish her goals and to hell with her gender.  Also: swords.
43. What’s your drink order at the bar? Guinness, if it’s a beer occasion.  Whiskey neat, if it’s liquor. 
44. What’s your favourite Magritte painting? I don’t know enough about Magritte for a favorite painting.
45. Given the chance, would you want to go to space?  Yes, please, sign me up.
46. Name three things you would take with you to a haunted house.
That depends.  Are we talking an actual, real live haunted house?  In which case, I am bringing sea salt, some variety of firestarting device, and a sage stick for smudging.
If it’s just your run of the mill, run by humans with half-hearted jump scares haunted house, all I’m bringing is a sense of humor and a flashlight.
47. What is your favourite movie? I have a lot of feels about Inception. 48. Right-handed or left-handed (or ambidextrous)? Right-handed
49. What would you do for your career, if you didn’t need to worry about money?  Small business owner.  Most likely a cafe, although a book or a quilt shop would also be ideal.
Tagging: Anyone who wants to do it!
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rfa-headcanons-blog · 8 years ago
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Loss (Yoosung)
-Insert obligatory loss meme which I do not really understand-
I wrote this story some time ago lol. Time sure flies – just like my quality of writing, they fly away as time goes on apparently. Kappa. ~ Ion
Prompt: Person A is crying over Person B’s death. “Please don’t be sad if you have done badly. We all have untapped potential inside us, and as long as you find it, you can do it and succeed. That is my belief to the school body, as the school president.” As all the students applauded politely at the end of Yoosung’s speech, he could not find the person he was expecting for the most - Rika. He saw Zen, V and Jumin at the back of the hall - why would Rika be missing then? As they were about to take a picture together, Yoosung probed them. “Where’s Rika? Why isn’t she here?” Zen visibly flinched when Yoosung asked the question. Jumin glanced at V - for once, he seemed worried. “Why not we take a picture together first before I explain.” V pointed at the chair, encouraging Yoosung to sit first. Yoosung was frowning, clutching onto the bouquet of roses tighter before taking a seat. The lights flashed before Yoosung stood right back up again, asking about what happened to Rika again. There was a long pause before Zen answered. “Yoosung… Rika died. She had committed suicide.” “Wait, how? Why? She was fine at the last party!” “Yoosung, please calm down-” “Calm down? How can you ask me to calm down when Rika has now left RFA? And left me behind?” As Zen was trying to console him, Yoosung was just left numb. Zen must be lying. That must be it. He must be lying. No way Rika would commit suicide. But Zen would not lie about something this serious, right? “It’s true, Yoosung.” V kept his eyes down to the floor, avoiding eye contact from him. “What?” How could that be? Yoosung refused to accept that. Her innocent smile when she talked to him, the happiness she spread when she threw the parties, the pats she gave when he gave ideas to her about the upcoming parties… When did she even wanted to commit suicide? Words could not even comprehend the thoughts going through his mind before they all went to a single voice. “What happened to my cousin?” It must have been V’s fault. After all, they were together - about to get married, in fact. V must have done something which caused her to commit suicide. He walked up to V threateningly, demanding an answer. “V! Tell me what happened to Rika!” When there was no response from him, Yoosung just clenched his fist in frustration, wondering why he had not answered. “V, answer me!” V only walked away from Yoosung instead, leaving Jumin and Zen with him. Rika had committed suicide. The sentence resonated inside Yoosung’s  mind, as he stared at the carpet of Jumin’s limousine, still struggling to accept that fact. What was he going to do now that she was gone? She always told him to work hard, do his best and try his hardest. What did those words mean to him now that she was gone? Were all his efforts actually wasted after all? When Yoosung got back home, he just rushed into his room and locked it. He stared the puppy doll Rika handmade gifted to him. “Hug him if you miss me!” Yoosung embraced it, screaming in anguish before ripping them, throwing them at the computer. It landed perfectly at the keyboard, bringing the computer back to life. It showed a picture of him and Rika together, which only reminded him that he would never be able to take any more pictures with Rika now. He went up to the computer, reminiscing about the past. Doing volunteering work with Rika. Taking care of Sally with Rika. Seeing how Rika made all those parties a success, like magic. How long had he been crying now, to the point his tears were totally dried up now? He was just staring at the computer, still sniffling and giving out weak, exhausted sobs. The screen blinked, beeping to give Yoosung an alert before one of his friends messaged him in Tweeter. Ringabel: yo ys you want LoLoL lolololol Yoosung was rather doubtful. As the school president, he should set an example to the school body that games were bad and they should focus more on studies instead - however for some reason, he could not be bothered anymore. After all, he had graduated as one - he not the school president anymore. Yoosung: Sure. But I need to download it first, right? Ringabel: yes yes! OMG ys is playing with us??? OMG I need to introduce you to the school guild Yoosung: School guild? Ringabel: it’s called Deathgems Ringabel: come come just download we’ll explain later Ringabel: the game isn’t that big it should only take five to complete installing Yoosung got curious, which he then downloaded it. It was quick and fast, and when he entered he was really surprised when he received an invitation to “Deathgems”. He accepted. Ringabel: welcome to Deathgems!!!!! TizDaHero: welcum help needed at top quick WindAgnes: yeah Tiz and I can’t protect 4eva IdeallyEdea: shut the f*** up mid need help also ring where u gank plz I GOT NO HELP TOO SupermanYoosung: ??? Don’t say vulgarities. It’s bad. Who are you all? IdeallyEdea: omg sissy just f****** help me Ringabel: okay ys ignore Edea 4 a while. go click on Taric, the guy with a hammer wearing pink suit Ringabel: u will be support for me IdeallyEdea: what about me Ringabel: we get double kill then we help you okay SupermanYoosung: ??? Ringabel: just do it please Yoosung did and jumped slightly when the narrator gave out a gasp when he selected the character instead. The character soon spawned at a corner of the game, leaving poor Yoosung now confused and wondering what he should do. Ringabel: okay now go bot Yoosung clicked on the bottom of the map as he followed the pop-ups, explaining how to play the game. As he continued, he started learning about how Tiz and Agnes were strong partners matched together, Edea was incredibly good at playing alone, while Ringabel knew strategically how to guide the rest of the team to victory. While Yoosung took some time to learn, he slowly managed to get a grasp on the game and finally understood how to play it. He soon understood the character and got absorbed into it. How did he not know about this game before? It was so fun! He was shouting, yelling, having the ride of his life as he got killed, or the enemies got killed. And then there was the climax where either team would do their best to kill one another, to the point where everyone actually died, so nobody won the fight. They were laughing so much by that time, complaining how bad they were. By this time Yoosung was really comfortable with one another, pretty much opening to them. As the enemies’ crystal burst into tiny pieces, the screen lighting up victory once again. Ringabel spammed smileys and happiness to others while everyone joined in, happy with their constant victories even though Yoosung was only still new. Edea soon explained that she needed to sleep before the others soon slowly agreed and left for bed, leaving Yoosung alone. He checked the time. “Wait, it’s 4 am already?” Yoosung was shocked about how much he played, and how he actually had not completed any of his work. Rika would definitely- Oh. Yoosung bit his lip, returning back to the reality that his cousin had already died. Tears threatened to fall again, while he slowly went to bed and plopped onto it. It was different this time - he could not feel anything. Yoosung was just numb all over. He was too tired to cry, too tired to be angry at V, too tired to even pick up the call that apparently someone was still trying to reach him. He just left the phone vibrating as he slowly fell asleep, sinking in a never ending dark abyss. — “Yoosung! Time for breakfast!” Yoosung pushed away an arm which was shaking him, frustrated. “I want to continue to sleep…” “Kim Yoosung!” Yoosung immediately shot up, awake as he scrambled to wear his clothes. His mother took the chance to leave while Yoosung rushed to pull his hoodie. “Sorry, I’m coming! Please don’t be angry anymore!” As he walked out, his mother only chided him for his outfit. “We’re going out for breakfast, let’s go. Your father and sister are already waiting.” Family breakfast? Yoosung could not help but feel sour about it. Family meals… That was how Yoosung met Rika for the first time. “I want to be alone, mom. It’s okay, I’ll skip breakfast.” He ran back into his room, locking the door behind him as his mother started banging on the door, calling him worriedly. Tears only rolled down his eyes as he went back to bed again, before closing them. Why did Rika die…? — By the time his family came back, he had already woken up. He was playing LoLoL again, this time with other people in Deathgems. He was shouting away again, laughing when the others cracked a joke, before screaming again about how he was about to die. For some reason, gaming was the only thing that made him feel slightly happier. It helped him forget about the pain of losing Rika, at least for a while. Days later. Yoosung had now not come out of his room, but when he did, he only chugged down a few cups of water and ate some food his mother had prepared before going back into the room. Three weeks after. Yoosung would take the food and drinks into his room when it was time for his meals, before going back into his room again. The time he came back out would be when the next meal is ready. There was always constant yelling until 4 am, and the rest of the family are angry about it. His mother had scolded him off before about it, but he still continued to do it once in a while. By then, they had already tolerated for months. “Yoosung, it’s the first day of college! You need to go to school now!” Yoosung was still playing his games, yelling and screaming loudly. He was wearing a dirty hoodie, shaking slightly as he slammed onto the keyboard, grumbling at the enemies. “Wait wait, not there, don’t engage- Nooooo! Why did you start fighting?” The floor was scattered with chips and dirty clothing. Dirt and dust were already collecting at the corners of the room. Mould could also be found at pieces of incomplete eaten bread. There was also mould on the wallpaper, creating a musty odour. As his mother switched his computer off, Yoosung could only whine before keeping quiet and starting to change his clothes for school. As she left, he just started to slip off his hoodie and started wearing his uniform for college. What exactly happened which made him enter into college again - in fact, with a scholarship too? He shrugged as he could not be bothered to give a damn to the world anymore. Dragging his feet out of the house, he walked past a dog which was wagging his tail happily, barking as it was chasing a butterfly. For some reason, he would use to laugh at it - now, he could barely even bring a smile on his face. He opened the chat - Seven was online, saying to work hard, do his best and try his hardest in school. Somehow, it felt familiar, but Yoosung could not pinpoint it anymore. It felt like nonsense. Yoosung★: Sure, thanks. Somehow, he already knew that today was going to be a long day.
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