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Ticci Toby x G/N Reader with Schizophrenia

Note: I was kind of struggling with this one but hopefully its good and I would love to learn more about people with schizophrenia and how it affects different people, so if I got anything wrong please comment about it because I definitely don't know everything that comes with having schizophrenia

Toby first met you because you were a new proxy and were assigned to work with him

He wasn't too thrilled with having you as a partner as he usually likes going killing alone

He first found out about you having schizophrenia from Tim and after that he kind of viewed your differently

Toby out of everyone knows what its like since he himself suffers from mild schizophrenia along with a lot of other things that people would call him crazy for

You and Toby eventually get closer after going on a few missions together and you really enjoy his company

Unlike other people you've met before, Toby doesn't treat you like you're any different then everyone else

Just like you, Toby also suffers from hearing voices and you guys kind of bond over it in a weird way

He talks to you about whenever the voices get really loud for him he likes to wear headphones and listen to music to kind of soothe his mind a bit

Whenever you are going through an episode Toby tries his best to make you feel heard and tries reassuring you that you are safe without downplaying whatever your going through

"Hey, I know you're really scared right now and I would be too but I promise you I wouldn't let anything or anyone do anything to hurt you okay"

Whenever it gets really bad for you he always tries to make sure his voice is calm and reassuring and asks if there is anything he can do to make you feel better

Hope you guys enjoyed it okay bye bye!!

[mindyaownbuiss]

Nobody:

Hozier: Ehm.

[poanist]

I hope he feels better soon 😔

[joeriin]

this trailer brought me back to life

[uwabbittuwabbit]

COTA 2021, three wet cats in a car

[tekitothemagpie]

This old man will be the death of me.

[sweetnnaivete]

thinking about rosekiller meeting in college. they don't know each other's names, but they have a bunch of classes together. they bump into each other at a party, barty drinking vodka with a straw and evan not drinking at all. they (barty) flirt but don't catch each other's names, and go home thinking about each other. they make up names for each other, barty calling evan an angel and evan calling barty a demon. when they find out their real names, it's like something clicks into place and next thing you know they're making out in a bathroom stall. they study each other, barty being a psych major and evan a med student, then after college ends they stop talking until they inevitably cross paths again, by accident.

[justaravingwritingdesk]

i guess kdj really was meant to be a demon king. i mean, look at him. LOOK AT HIM.

first few chapters of the novel, and we already see him denying any possibility of his being “good”, even if it's just in his mind, like those times with gilyoung and with sangah, and then with hyunsung and heewon.

he's also a cynic, not unlike hsy and yjh (though the sunfish borders pessimist at first), although he doesn't express it as much as the other two. he keeps expecting the worst of yjh sometimes, even after yjh has long proven he can be better. can't blame him for that though, not when we know that kdj knows all the ways yjh could get worse.

then there's the way he keeps leading everyone on, right before he jumps off the deep end and then goes off the grid and off the radar for god knows how long. he has “good” intentions, yes, but he leads them down the road to hell for that. one of his worst – if not the very worst – is during the 73rd demon king scenario. when he made them attack him with the intent to kill. hsy herself even asked him: “do you think I'm a monster with no emotions?” because no matter how at odds she gets with the company, she still gets them in her own way. and it's really ironic, considering how right then and there in that situation, the one who could truly be considered a monster with no emotion is none other than kdj himself – all thanks to the 4th wall. ysa had to break and remake her morals again. it's not the first time, and it certainly wouldn't be the last. but what hurts for her is that the one forcing her to do so was someone she cared deeply about. gilyoung and yoosung looked up to kdj a lot and trusted him like they would a parent. what he did made way for them blaming themselves for being so weak the one protecting them had to die. hyunsung and heewon dedicated themselves to becoming his sword and shield, because they didn't want him to put himself out on the front lines. but then to have the person they swore to protect tell them to kill him... that's not an easy ask. gong pildu might not have had a lot of emotional interactions with kdj, but he still feels for the kid. because he can see that kdj did not have the luxury of a normal life as a child and it reflected on the adult he became. he doesn't want that for his own kid. he doesn't want her to end up like kdj. ljh killed her best friend with her own hands. now she has to kill someone close to her heart, again. yjh has his regressions – need we say more? there's a lot of intersection here and there, but the commonality there is that they all got hurt by kdj. sure, at the end of the day he saved their lives, but not their hearts. demon king of salvation couldn't fit him any better.

the cycle repeats again for the rest of the novel, albeit at different levels.

there's also the times he has bad intentions but covers them up as good, but he wouldn't be the first to do that. it wouldn't be the first time he did that either.

the final nail in the coffin is the confirmation that his nature does not align with Good in any way.

[abby118]

[formulapookie]

26 and 2 with rosquez

26. how dare you + 2. this was a mistake

"No you come back right now! You come back and tell me exactly WHY"

Marc is screaming, he doesn't do it often, actually, he only did it two times in his life, and none were as bad as this one.

Vale has that fucking sorry look on his face Marc hates, because he hates pity and he hates Vale looking at him like that.

"It's just not going to work Marc, it never has it never will"

"You are the one walking out on us again! I never did! It's the third time you do this tell me why, tell me why and I'll fix it. What can I do to fix it?"

He's desperate, he wants to everything in his power to keep Vale close, to keep Vale with him.

"nothing Marc, you can't do anything, I've already decided"

"No. No no no. How dare you"

He takes a breath, still pointing an accusatory finger at vale, who's already dressed and next to the door.

"How dare you choose something like this out of the blue, when things were fucking finally going better? TELL ME HOW"

Vale looks at his feet, he doesn't have the strength to look him in the eyes, he'd just cry if he did.

And Valentino Rossi doesn't fucking cry.

"I - us - this, all this Marc, it was a mistake. It was a mistake the first time and the second and the third is not gonna be right. We were a mistake already back in 2014. Ten years don't change that"

Marc is crying now, hot heavy tears streaming down his face, falling to the carpet on the ground.

"I should've never approached you at the Gala, it was my fault. Sorry"

Marc doesn't look him in the eyes anymore, too much pain, too much suffering if he does.

Vale opens the door and walks out, closing it behind him with a tud, cursing himself for this.

Marc in the meanwhile is sobbing, sat on his couch with his chin tucked in his arms and his vision blurred.

This time he did everything right, he did everything right, why was vale leaving him again?

why?

Send me a number and I’ll write a micro story using the word or phrase

[obsidian3ye]

uhm

slightly spicier than normal

gay robot

uhm

i got possessed sorry

[amarioe]

I watched Lego Monkie Kid.

Uh

I think the art is pretty self explanatory :')

[msfeatherfreckles]

Maybe the election-changing category 5 destiel event is the hellers we've met along the way.

[buzzcutlip]

College!Carmen who is on the swimming team. He's in the same year as you, and you take a couple classes together.

-It's hard not to notice Carmen, even though he's obviously not into attention, usually lounging in the back of the classroom, seemingly unfazed by the lectures. Despite his rough edges—the constant smoking, the tired look, the perpetual workout routine—there's something magnetic about him.

-In class, it's a challenge to keep your eyes off him. He's always surrounded by his group of friends, laughing and chatting, but your eyes are drawn to him. Even when he's just sitting there, he has this effortless aura of confidence and nonchalance that annoys but also attracts you. And then there are those moments when your gaze lingers a bit too long, and he catches you staring. Your face heats up immediately, and you quickly look away, hoping he doesn't think you're a complete weirdo.

-But at the swimming meets, that's when you can really appreciate him. Seeing Carmen in his element, his lean body cutting through the water with such grace and power is mesmerizing. And yes, his Speedo doesn't leave much to the imagination, but you try to be respectful and not gawk. Still, it's difficult to hide your admiration, and you pray that your friends haven't noticed your interest, as you would never hear the end of it.

[hum-suffer]

I never held hands, before you.

I don't know what it's like for someone to willingly accept my hand

What it's like for there to be a silent trust and expectation that I will follow you

What it's like for me to trust you blindly enough that i won't look at anything but you

I never held hands, before you.

My hands are used to being red and swollen with my anxiety

I don't know what it's like to simply lean on your presence

I never held hands, before you.

I'm used to writing poetry in a whimsical distance between two

How should I find words for the sheer poem that your hand in mine is?

[evilwizardtits999]

Hello, i am just going to leave this here because it drives me insane :)

Its from a star trek fanzine from 1979, ill link it later.

Let me repeat it's in the tune of the SOUND OF MUSICS FAVOURITE THINGS song!!!!!!