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day 285
oh we got green/red/purple color-coded goth women?? waow
#day 285#year 5#aradia megido#kanaya maryam#rose lalonde#homestuck#*coughs up blood* goth women...... my final message 2 the world.......#also v pleased w aradias lil guitar headstock i think its fun#also this is ALMOST monster gfs but alas theres only 3 hex girls and jade didnt quite have the goth girl cred to be the green one#BUT arguably designwise green gal is like. frankenstein coded red is vampire and purple is werewolf SO#i couldve maybe done a color palette swap and done aradia jade and kanaya in those roles#maybe someday if i feel like revisiting this idea idk
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some soft, sweet and domestic moments for the boys this valentines day!
#when i tell you#its a miracle this is done#grips you#the executive dysfunction and depression had its foot on my THROAT#tmnt art#tmnt#donatello rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt#rise!donnie#rise!leo#rise!mikey#rise!raph#tmnt x reader#leo x reader#donnie x reader#mikey x reader#raph x reader#khayas art#coughs up blood
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PURPLE PURPLE THE TEAM EVER!! 🐼💜🐼💜🐼💜🐼
I've been working on this for more than a week straight ILL NEVER BE NORMAL ABOUT THEM!!!
i have commissions open! :D
#OURPLE OURPLE OURPLE#CLAP N CHEER OR ILL BLOW THE PLACE UPP#coming out of my drawing app coughing up blood covered in bruises: Ima good thumbs up emoji#my app crashed once i lost progress that was a fun time#BUT ITS FINALLY DONE IM SO HAPPY#thank u the mutuals in the discord server who had to deal with me going insane during the making of this <333#bucket of art#impulsesv#bdouble0#bdoubleo100#blushi fanart#blushi#firebreathman#mcc#mcc27#purple pandas#mcc underdogs#mcyt
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Vegeta: This is wrong. Zamas saw both of us fight. I should've been targeted first.
Vegeta for the next three arcs:
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Vegeta getting Precisely what he asked for is my favorite comedy bit, actually
#Vegeta coughing up blood: G-good and goddamn *cough hack* right!!#silly hours#if super's anime hadn't been so bad at its job I could've done a hard knock life edit for these askdjalkj
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so it’s not enough for me to struggle mentally i’m also feeling the worst i’ve ever felt physically :)))
#this is my villain origin story#been to the ER twice the past two weeks that’s how bad it is :)#i‘m going to fucking kill myself it’s not even getting better#first i had a 40C/104F fever for D A Y S#then i got an antibiotic and at least the fever went down#BUT :)))#i got a cough and it was that bad that i started coughing up blood#at some point i just started throwing up cause again.. the cough was so intense#and if you think that’s all#no no no :)#right now i have a horrible allergic reaction to the antibiotic i mentioned that i haven’t even been taking since a week#i’ve got a HIGH dose of cortisone which i’m done with too now and it pretty much did nothing#like i guess it saved me from dying (yippie yay thanks now i just have to suffer more) but the rash isn’t just still there its worse#i can’t handle this shit#literally going insane#i need a fucking break#if one (1) more thing is thrown at me i‘ll just start sobbing#personal
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#why is it scary this time im just waiting ive done this twice before#trying to ignore everything until then but hod I looked at my forms again#its not even that serious but god#i say that as if coughing uo blood in any quantity isnt serious#shiko speaks
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thinking a bit more abt alicia
(note: this’ll probably be updated but ive been working on this for a while and just want it to be DONE. Also i have NOT spellchecked this so apologies for any mistypes or incorrectly spelled word's (and grammar), but i am happy with it right now so here :3)
Small Overview: Alica ‘Cheetah’ Norris is my rainbow 6 siege oc. She’s a three speed one armor attacker and her ‘skill’ is a dart gun (the darts have a agent in them that causes temporary paralysis)
Small information thing that i dunno how to title: She’s 5’6, uses she/they, and is mixed (Latina/white, but she grew up in a mostly white American family so she’s not really in touch with her heritage).
Weapons: unsure what weapon she’s gonna use specifically but probably an assault riffle of some sort. Extremely unsure on secondary and gadgets (though probably flashbangs or frags)
rest under the tags bc LENGTH
Background/Past Experience Revamp: as ive said before, she’s a hostage negotiator. Except im changing her background quite a bit (she was part of the American ATF as a field agent before becoming a hostage negotiator but upon further research, she was part of SWAT (after a few years of being a patrol officer) after failing to get into the FBI and, despite how many of her instructors viewed her as mildly incapable due to ✨crippling anxiety✨(shes just like me fr), she managed to prove that she was in fact highly competent and able to defuse situations without too much training prior hence how she became a hostage negotiator at the age of 35 (shes older now so yay) and, despite not being military fbi, her skills on the field caught Rainbow’s attention, hence how she got in).
(fun fact: most of her scars actually come from setting up barbed wire, she hasnt had a lot of experience with it so she ended up cutting up her hands and lower arms when trying to learn it.)
Personality Revamp: While she’s still incredibly anxious, I’ve made her way more capable on the field. While off the field, she’s quite literally the definition of a ball of anxiety with legs, on the field the adrenaline steadies her nerves and throws her into the correct headspace to fight, though it’s kind of like a light switch. One moment she’s quietly freaking out and the next she appears completely calm and is talking strategy.
Counters: i dunno why ive just been thinking about this quite a bit 😭 Kure - I mean. She operates 2 robots. Im not an expert on robotics (far from it, i literally want to become an air traffic controller DO NOT QUOTE ME ON ANYTHING I YAP ABT) but im pretty sure that they’d be immune to a dart of paralytic fluid (unless maybe Alicia hits it in the right spot, and even then it’d be damaging the actual robot). Doc - Kind of in the sense that his stim pistol can reduce the affect of the dart (especially on himself) but im not 100% on this yet. Fenrir - This is more ‘lore’ based than game based but I imagine that Fenrir’s dread mines affect Alicia’s performance (aka exacerbating her already present anxiety). I was thinking about it and thought that the idea of Alicia nerfing herself via failed reloads would be really interesting! And then the idea that Fenrir’s dread mines (since they affect the mind for a short period of time) exist, what if Alicia has a chance of failing a reload while in the affected area, the chance increasing the longer one spends in the area.
Relationships: (Alicia is AroAce so none of these are romantic :3) Quite literally terrified of 90% of people on base. Most notably all the Russians, Zero, and Ash. She’s friendly with Blitz and Mozzie and acquainted with Fenrir (mostly due the fact that she has enough confidence in his loyalty to Rainbow) and Doc as she’s part of Wolfguard and likes being semi-acquainted with her team leader. (She is trying to expand the amount of people she’s acquainted with but it’s kinda hard when you’re scared of most everyone.)
Backstory: Okaaay Alicia’s backstory wasn’t really defined in the past but since my writing skills are better now, im working on it a bit more :D
Alicia was adopted by her parents (she doesn’t know her bioparents nor does she have any real interest in finding them) when she was 4. Her parents, however, were killed in a hit-and-run incident when she was 12, her aunt (Aurelia Norris)) then took custody of her (fun fact: both Aurelia and Alicia have poliosis!).
At the age of 18, she went into college for a degree in criminal psychology. After receiving her degree, alicia applied to her local police department (and the FBI but she was rejected, obviously), managed to become a patrol officer, and eventually joined SWAT where she proved her ability to defuse hostage situations in a pinch (despite almost everyone not believing it due to the fact that alicia was incredibly jumpy and panicky) hence her promotion of sorts to a crisis negotiator (that mostly focuses on hostage situations).
at the age of 32, she caught the attention of a few rainbow recruiters and after a bit of digging, she wasn’t considered for recruitment. It was only a year later when Rainbow was working with her unit and they finally got to see her operate, hence how she, after being recommended by her commanding officers, ended up in Rainbow.
Of course, there was a very large gap between her and the others as she was a crisis negotiator from a random ass town in who the fuck knows where (not me, thats for sure) America while these guys are the best of the best of their respective militaries (She does always try to keep up but she’s still a little behind on a few things) and that combined with her anxiety around change and these new people just kinda left her as a outsider (not that she really minded. It hurt sometimes, sure, but she already didnt talk a lot so..).
Callsign: Alicia got her callsign (Cheetah) from her speed, mostly. Cheetahs, while fast, are incredibly anxious, hence why people thought it was a good idea. Alicia hasnt really ever had a callsign so she just kinda rolled with it because what else was she to do. (She’s still not the most experienced with military culture and whatnot)
#alicia “cheetah” norris#toast’s oc rambles#*coughs blood* its done#Oh its finally done#It can stop haunting my drafts now#oc stuff#game oc#pls note that i wrote most of this while half asleep so apologies for anything that doesnt make sense#I also do not know shit so like#Do not wuote me on accuracy pls and thank u#Im just here to fuck around and have a good time
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but isn't actually kind of fucked up Devoting his entire life to the calling of a higher being but slowly growing more and more unsure if what he's doing is the right thing as he sees his actions have genuinely worsened peoples lives along the way.
But each time his concerns are dismissed and he's reminded that all his actions have been for the greater good. Actually. Like You wouldn't question the wishes of the ELDER GODS would you ???!?!??
And then none of that's actually true and he was never the hero he first thought he was. he was just some poor soul being lead on by a false messenger and unknowingly helped release chaos onto the very realms he thought he was protecting HELLO CAN ANYONE HERE ME
#NOT the champion of the elder gods but the tool of a greater evil oh my. COUGHS UP COPIOUS AMOUNTSBOF BLOOD#and at the later end of his life when hes already wasted majority of it being led around by damashi#he still takes it upon himself to undo whats been done#maybe before he was only tricked into believing he was saving the realms but this time its different#i hate this old man he should kill himsel
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yippee IDed another comic :) its a short one (only 6 pages) but ill probably post it tomorrow after listening to it with a screenreader (to check for spelling mistakes/awkward sentence flow) since i have a horrible migraine rn but ^_^
#havent done a full comic since those 2 or 3 in october so ^_^#i gotta refind my batman christmas special comic to ID soon too#i still got so many halloween ones sitting half finished in my drafts too....#maybe i can queue those for a year from now or you can have halloween in february hcjjf#also got half of one done from earlier in november from when i was coughing up so much blood and bile.... its a sick clois one#so ill probably hold onto that one until im sick(er) again :)#ransom note
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god and i arent getting along rn if im being honest
#just coughed up blood 👍 its not an issue ive done this before its coning from my mouth but like. grrrrrrrr#l
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every day i'm tempted to go back to Metal Flowers (my knives!Hanakaki kanej fic) and edit the like two lines where the cure condition is described as feelings being reciprocated, into the cure condition being feelings confessed, and change nothing else
#the only reason i havent done it yet i guess is that it feels weird to make what's technically a big plot change on something published?#but like. it would truly be just two lines changed#and its SO much funnier to have kaz coughing up blood in the attic pissed at his own impending dead#and refusing to even acknowledge the one (1) thing he needs to do to safe his own life because it means recognizing his own emotions#like even in that published draft it was never 'gosh im mad i'm gonna die because she'd never love me'#it was 'i cant believe im dying for such a stupid reason and letting inej down and i havent even killed pekka yet'#like truly nothing really changes in this updated concept except kaz's emotional constipation is what almost kills him#AND the flowers arent 'inej loves him back so he's saved' but#'inej has enough emotional intelligence to realize what he was accidentally saying even though HE doesn't even'#im so funny y'all sometimes my brain does a good and this fic was one of them
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can my body just like. stop being sick. its been weeks get a hold of urselffff
#woke up still with a kinda sore throat but theres like#a point that hurts more and kinda feels like a small shape sometimes#also it seems we are continuing to cough up drainage#but now its kinda constant and also earlier there was a lot of blood mixed into it#not anymore but uh. i don’t think that’s supposed to happen#also why do the tubes of the throat and ear have to be like that#my right ear has done nothing but if i put an earbud in it its v uncomfortable bc of the#thraot pain being on the right side#well um. welcome to my medical journal that is my blog
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ᴄᴏᴜʀᴛɪɴɢ ᴅᴇᴀᴛʜ
featuring: protective!heian!sukuna, kindhearted!servant!reader. slight angst/hurt -> comfort. synopsis: you're sick. to your surprise, you're rescued by the man second closest to death himself. masterlist
you should've known he wouldn't come. sukuna has never set foot in the servant's headquarters in his life, let alone to chase after a sick servant. you lower your head, trying to ease the headache that has plagued you through the day.
sukuna loves his bloodshed and his gore. him and death would be good friends, you think to yourself. he wouldn't care if your body was burnt or buried, you think to yourself; wouldn't care if you died at all.
the room the others put you in is empty. ash spreads neatly over the cold floor. the scent of kibble haunts the atmosphere. it's where they put the dogs before sukuna killed them.
ever since you took care of the king of curses while he was sick, the other servants had been careful in keeping a distance from you. not in ill of heart; they're simply terrified at what you must've done to survive in your week long stay with the monster. honestly, you don't blame them.
but now when you're laying on the freezing ground, struggling to breathe, it's hard not to.
'this is where you live?'
your eyes look up. shock. then, with all the strength you can muster, you heave yourself one step away from the man at the doorway, which only serves to piss him off more.
sukuna ryomen, in all his glory, looks down at you. bending down to pick you up like a limp doll to be seated against the wall, he seems to revel in his regained strength. you can't help but feel happy for him, to have survived this fatal disease. not many men can attest to that...
then again, he is no ordinary man.
'i asked you a question.'
you nod, a small thing, barely a movement. he seems to clench his teeth.
he takes off his long white coat, flaunting a layer of dried blood, and drapes it over your shoulders.
yet it doesn't end there. he retrieves from his pocket a bottle of what looks to be a golden syrup.
you know exactly what it is.
he takes your hand and wraps it around the flask, making you hold it, sparing, not one, but two of his eyes, to stare at you, making sure you do as he commands.
'swallow.'
you shake your head. you know he's asking you to do. this is a medication is so rare for your disease that no sorcerer has found in over a hundred years. he's brought this thing of myth right to your very lips. now he's asking you to drink it, and thus take away any chance of it saving anyone else's life.
you scowl, but the tickling sensation in your throat grows stronger, eventually erupting out of your mouth in a harsh cough. you look away from sukuna.
'leave,' you whisper, weakly. 'don't wanna infect you.'
'i survived the illness already. i've developed an immunity.'
you shake your head again. you couldn't threaten your king's health with your own weakness. you just couldn't.
'i can't take this.'
he growls. without any notice, he swallows your lips in a kiss. in the momentary haze, you could hardly resist, fisting the front of his kimono to ground yourself. then, you feel something sweet, honey-ish, hit your tongue.
with his hand locked on your chin, it forces you to swallow.
you pull back, pushing him away. he groans.
he wipes his mouth, still with two eyes staring.
no... no, why did he do that?
'y-you- how? no... why did you waste it on me?' you whisper, desperately searching his face for an answer. 'i'm just a servant. you could've given it to a princess, or a scholar, or priest-'
he grabs you by the arm and forces you into his arms. its heat astounds you, and you find yourself crawling closer. a vague thumping sound seems to press against your ear-
oh. you calm your breathing.
it's his heartbeat.
alive.
'sleep in my room tonight,' he demands.
what did he say? you strain your mind, trying to replay what he said earlier. no... maybe you heard correctly.
'but i'm no concubine,' you respond, instantly.
his arm supports your waist, helping you up effortlessly to your feet. he then directs two of his eyes to the doorway, his cadence low and domineering.
'it doesn't matter.'
he leads you placidly through the servant's quarters. you notice all conversation cease at your entry, bodies dropping into a low bow. a small voice in you whispers that it's where you should be too. you tug at sukuna's arm.
'i'm only a servant, sukuna.'
you know what it looks like, a servant clutching onto a man, more god than human. a man who has slaughtered villages, blood staining the base of his kimono crimson, and turned half a province on its head, just to save you.
'whatever you are in my eyes is what you are to the world,' he states, his expression unchanging. 'if i deem you a queen, that is who you are.'
exiting the servant compound, you know you can't say no- not like you wanted to. the wide expanse of his chest is comforting.
yet however sweet this feeling remains, you can't help but gulp. perhaps this is the closest a human has ever come to courting death.
#ryomen sukuna x reader#sukuna ryomen#jjk#jjk sukuna#jjk x reader#jujutsu sukuna#sukuna x reader#sukuna x you#ryomen sukuna#sukuna fluff#ryomen x reader#jjk fluff#sukuna angst
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I love my GI doctor so much ❤️
#guess who finally listened to me about all this blood ive been expelling!!!!!!!!!#i mean im in the hospital BUT its for a good reason this time!#he was like 'uh you've been coughing up large amounts of blood for four months and no ones done anything?'#me: yup sounds about right#him: yeah no im gonna admit you is that fine?#so they called GI ENT and Pulmonary along with my Hematology doc to get a plan and to see what going on FINALLY!#virus rambling#virusmedical#virus' hospital adventure's
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I hope Wilson doesn't leave forever
He's probably my favourite character
#bri watches house#im glad he said that stuff to house though#'were not friends anymore. i dont think we ever were.'#now time to decide if i should continue knitting my cousins blanket or the preemie beanie#might do that one cause its halfway done#holy frick this dude just coughed up blood on his music sheets
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Make your Whumpee tired.
Whumpees that have been deprived of sleep by Whumper, so much so that they don't remember how to walk in a straight line and can't figure out whether the recent appearance of little black bugs in their cell are real or a hallucination.
Whumpees that can't get a full night's rest. They doze off, only to be jolted awake by their own anxiety of not knowing when Whumper would come back. Perhaps they are awakened by phlegm-coated coughs induced by their illness. They are awakened by nightmares, or by Caregiver who is worried they may succumb to hypothermia, or by a thunderstorm, or the rough blanket scratching their open wounds, or so on.
Whumpees who pull all nighters to protect their friends or lovers.
Whumpees whose eyes burn when they finally can close their eyes. Whumpees whose muscles twitch, who can't stop yawning no matter how hard they try to stifle it. Whumpees with dark, glassy eyes. Whumpees who are slow to react or have a hard time keeping up with the conversation. Whumpees with throbbing headaches. Whumpees with brain fog and memory loss.
Whumpees who have been on the run and have over exhausted their bodies. Their muscles and joints continue to scream long after its over. Whumpees with extensive blood loss. Whumpees who are malnourished.
Whumpees whose survivor's guilt keeps them awake, wondering what they might have done differently, whether it was all their fault, or why they were the ones to live.
Whumpees whose bodies are in chronic pain or illness and who have to hide it, causing muscle and mental fatigue. They keep going with a smile until they collapse or pass out.
Whumpees who break down in tears, begging to be left alone so they can rest. Whumpees who sob when they are told that the bed in front of them is theirs to use whenever they want.
#whump#whumpee#whump prompt#caretaker#whump conditioning#tw sui implied#exhaustion#exhaustion whump#hypothermia whump#tired whumpee#injured whumpee#survivors guilt#malnourished whumpee#implied character death#implied character suicidality#tw bugs mention#hallucinating whumpee
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