#*I'll take you there* 👀👀 ho boi

[novasjaneway]

I just want to give them a big hug. They're both trying so hard to keep it together

😭😭😭

[tom-failure]

Hmm, how about Rika for that character ask game? 👀 And I'll throw in Zen as well, feel free to babble about him as much as you want <3

HO HO HO someone actually wants to hear my hot takes!!! Well, you’re in for a treat, my friend *cracks knuckles*

Rika

favourite thing about her

I’m gonna be hella controversial here, BUT my favourite thing about Rika is the lengths to which the game goes to justify her. HEAR ME OUT. This is the treatment always reserved for male characters. They are the ones getting coddled, loved, and redeemed (cough Jihyun Kim cough Jumin Han cough Saeran Choi). And Rika doesn’t even (arguably) get redeemed! She gets justified! The game explicitly tells you: ‘forgive her, or you’re a rape/pedophile apologist’. And hoo boy, that’s refreshing to see, especially in a game as misogynistic as MysMes.

I support women’s wrongs in this case. Raped women can have little a death cult. As a treat.

*mic drop*

least favourite thing about her

Hmm, I don’t know! I think Rika is a really good sympathetic villain. She’s sleazy, creepy, and at times plain terrifying. Recently I was chatting with a follower and we talked at length about how scary of an all-permeating presence Rika is/was to the RFA. But on the other hand, she has solid motivations for what she does, she has a pretty coherent (if fucked up) philosophy she follows, she’s well-rounded as a character!

I think the only thing I don’t particularly like about her is the voice performance and the whole Mika schtick. Rika doesn’t need someone nudging her towards the idea of a death cult to make her, as a villain, sympathetic. With all she’s been through, she is already sympathetic enough. And it’s enough that she takes her fucked up situation and turns it around to her advantage in this MORE fucked up way. It’s way more interesting.

And on the voice performances, I have very particular opinions. Rika’s strikes me as poorly acted oftentimes. Even taking into account the difference in mannerisms familiar to my Ukrainian ear VS the actress’ Korean.

favourite line

I love when, between being completely unhinged, she says incredibly sane stuff like this:

Like, SHE’S NOT WRONG!!!! Say it louder, queen!

But also…

brOTP

Honestly, I’m not sure Rika can truly have friends. I don’t think with her levels of fucked up, she could really keep such an arrangement. She can have followers, and she can have lovers, but I think, ultimately, she has never seen a normal equal relationship to such an extent that she wouldn’t know how to maintain it. So I guess it’s a blank here.

OTP

I think Rika with an evil fucked up MC is very *chef’s kiss*. V can suck it. And those two could be gay and do crime. Admittedly, I didn't pursue that ending, although I wad tempted, but I like the concept a lot.

But also, I love the dynamic of JuVRika and how they make each other worse, dragging everyone around them down with them. Those people are entangled in all sorts of manipulative and hurtful dynamics, and they all latch onto each other and refuse to let each other go. Truly a dysfunctional family, a toxic polycule, don’t join them when they spot you across the bar.

nOTP

I don’t have any strong negative feelings about Rika being shipped with anyone. Gonna be controversial again, but I don’t even judge people who see something romantic in Yoosung’s feelings for her. Go and indulge your toxic fucked up ships with my blessing.

random headcanon

Hmmm, don’t wanna repeat myself with the headcanons I already posted about her. I think a not-before-mentioned one that I really enjoyed was the one that came to life when I was talking to that follower about the Zen post. They said that Rika was down to solicit Zen for sex (maybe with V watching/filming/taking pictures) when they roped him into the RFA. And I’m seriously considering this possibility.

unpopular opinion

ANOTHER ONE?

Okay, here goes: I think Rika held way less power in her relationship with V than is often attributed to her. She was pretty much homeless and barely an adult when she was proposed to after just a couple months of barely knowing each other by some sort of a rich boy heir. She was severely mentally ill and she had pretty much no power in that relationship whatsoever. Without V, she would never have gotten access to those rich people and their resources, I don’t think. Yes, Rika made her fucked up decisions herself, but V made her SO MUCH worse beforehand. I think Rika is often blamed for what is actually his part.

song i associate with her

You are in luck! I make Spotify playlists for all characters and ships that interest me!

But if I had to pick one, probably On a Wire by Belasco

Shot myself

A final gaze

Through the glass of the watch

That you engraved:

‘To my love, my eternal love’...

‘YOU LIED, YOU BITCH’ —

I screamed from above.

And you,

Yeah you,

You wanted more than to fill a room with careless lies,

And you,

Yeah you,

You were the apple, no, the cause of my strife.

favourite picture of her

This one for the sheer memetic possibility.

Zen

favourite thing about him

I absolutely LOVE his backstory, even though it is so little explored. I love how dark it is and how it perfectly explains all of the shitty takes he has on the world and all the shitty habits he inflicts on the people he loves. I love his tragedy, I love how dark of a character he actually is, and how he came out of that hell so flawed, and yet undeterred. I love how rough around the edges his past has made him.

And oh, don’t get me STARTED on the voice performance. Best in the game, no contest.

least favourite thing about him

His route. I can’t STAND the whole premise, and I think it ruins him for a lot of people.

I’m also peeved by the way fandom doesn’t treat him seriously, but that pales before the treatment Yoosung is given, so I don’t think it’s worth elaborating on.

Yeah, the worst thing about Zen is his route, where he gets accused of raping a woman (poor boy gets his life ruined by an evil female, amirite, happens all the time), you gotta believe he is in the right there with no proof whatsoever (because women are evil and always lie, especially about rape, you know), AND THEN he is forced to reconcile with his shitty family that bullied him and let people harass him, to the point that he preferred to become homeless and a criminal??? And he never ONCE gets called out on his actual shitty behaviours?! Babes?!!

favourite line

This one on Jaehee route.

It’s so little yet so poignant. It is such a fleeting little thing, but it encapsulates his character in its entirety: lonely, hurt, yet caring about others first and foremost in his own clumsy ways; guarding his own wounds from others lest they suffer even a little bit of what he’s been through by proxy.

That guy makes me Feel Feelings.

brOTP

Zenhee! Or Zen/MC, specifically Joori, the MC I came up with and Jaehee’s girlfriend. But if we’re talking canon characters, then Jaehee. They would make each other so much better! Their friendship has so much potential! Zen would care for her in the very way she needs, I think his overbearing care is a perfect match for her self-neglecting self, and don’t get me started on how much he hypes her up! I saw a very good post recently about Zen wanting to be the older brother figure his own brother couldn't be to him, and here, I think, he could really shine. And Jaehee, with her reasonable and level-headed approach, would really give him good advice and bring him back to earth. She, too, can be overbearing with her care, but to beat Zen’s mind, set in his ways so hard he can’t look up? Yeah, that would work on him.

In general, it would be fun to see Zen have friendships with strong no-nonsense women, because he himself has strong enough a character and big enough a personality to offer them something cool and interesting, but also he really needs to be called out on his bullshit more.

OTP

…do I need to answer that? I’m THE Yoozen ambassador in this fandom, I am proud, and I’m still going strong. Yoozen/Zensung is THE ship ever, and I stand by it.

They care about each other a hell of a lot in canon, they compliment each other and stand up for each other, and I think they’re pretty much the only real friends in the whole RFA. And given Zen doesn’t let anyone close, the fact that he often invites Yoosung over and likes it is just very telling to me. The way they rely on each other and care for each other, despite Zen (and, arguably, sometimes Yoosung, too?) having no normal ways of showing it OR accepting it, makes my heart flutter. They talk about each other very tenderly to MC, too.

Also, I think they’d be incredibly good and healing for each other. Yoosung is very emotionally intelligent, empathetic, and insightful, and in him, Zen has a delicate and loving presence that he doesn’t have to explain himself to too much. Yoosung accepts him and wants to actually offer him warmth. And Yoosung’s open and kind enough to invite openness and kindness in return. He sees Zen for the big-hearted person that he is, and he could bring it out to shine.

And Zen is already so willing in canon to be the shoulder to cry on for Yoosung, to be good to him, he already wants to support him, help him, care for him, but he does it in all the wrongest and pushiest ways, hitting right into Yoosung’s own trauma. Yet, for all his forcefulness, Zen would give Yoosung the love that he craves: big, dramatic, and romantic. He is the protector, and he would do his damnedest to shield the softness in Yoosung, yet he would be the greatest inspiration and support for him to become firmer in his own personhood.

Besides, Zen with his fighting responses has the love that can complement Yoosung’s in its self-sacrificiality, and it’s just such a delicious dynamic for me.

nOTP

I am in general very faithful in terms of ships, so I’m not into any ships besides Yoozen that include Zen or Yoosung. But if we’re talking stronger feelings? Definitely Zumin. I am NOT into the trend of seeing outright hostility and saying, ‘yeah, that’s love right there’. I am old-fashioned like that.

random headcanon

I headcanoned extensively about Zen, both here and on Drawingmen, but the absolute pet headcanon of mine is the guy he had ‘too many firsts’ with, the unseen presence that prompted Love Story and that haunts Zen in all of my fanfic, but particularly Down Bad and The Wolf. I am currently writing a fic centering them both, and I even have a playlist about them now.

unpopular opinion

Romantically, I would not wish Zen upon any woman at all whatsoever. Zen has internalised the street code, he is EXTEREMELY prone to overcompensating, and he’s so desperate to be a beacon of masculinity (as an overcompensation, too, ironically) that he is bound to hurt people. His explosive character is just asking for trouble, and with the way he mellows down for the MC on his route… yeah, I know men like him. It never lasts long. I would not wish for any woman to deal with a man like that in a relationship.

song i associate with him

I got a Zen playlist, too, but it’s long and I haven’t filtered it in a while. The one song I would pick… probably Leave Me In by Zahl. 

It's all right if there's a battle tonight.

I'm right here and I'm ready to fight.

I swear I'm gonna kick daylight,

Serves him damn right.

So go on say your prayers,

But say them when I'm not there,

Cause that god, if he's there,

All he had for me was fear

And also, lately, Rokas by JUUK. After I drew that art with Zen’s hands over the years. Nothing quite particular about him in the lyrics, but it is now The Vibe.

You conceal your arms,

I conceal mine.

favourite picture of him

The CGs where he has Yoosung in his lap:

If I had a penny for each CG with Yoosung lying in Zen's lap, I'd have two pennies, which isn't much, but funny that it happened twice 😌

If you got this far, just letting you know I love you <3 Thank you for giving me the opportunity to ramble!

[naffeclipse]

I feel like I might have had the wrong reaction to “The Lost Episode” because the whole time, I was just like:

(But also my heart ripped out at the realization that y/n won’t ever see the sun again ;; at least they still have their Sun)

I owe you so many comments on your fics, and I’m so sorry for taking this long to get to them 😭 Maybe I should make my New Year’s resolution leaving comments on all the fics I haven’t gotten to. I promise I will get to loving on each of them eventually! 💜 It’ll give me a good excuse to binge read new fic and reread some other fics hehe

Also, I have a bit of a research question for SJ for reasons 👀 I might have missed it while reading the series, but is there a time estimate for how long it took Moon and Sun to join the police academy after they left the daycare and Eclipse began running around with gangs? And when would you say Eclipse rose to power and became a mob boss? Were Sun and Moon detectives by that point or still a lower rank?

Typing that out just made me curious about how Eclipse did become a mob boss and how he got a gang, and I’m restraining myself from sending you a bunch of lore questions. So I’ll just imagine him sending out fliers with his face printed on them and a caption that promises a competitive base salary. Just ignore the super fine small print that says there are no health benefits with this job

Hope you had a nice holiday as well, Naff! You’re a freaking powerhouse with all the writing you’ve been getting done, so I hope you’re taking care of yourself and resting too! Much love <3

PFFFT LUMI!!! Nah, I love all reactions, it fuels me and I'm glad you enjoyed hehe ♥

No, don't apologize!! I get it! I'm behind on reading/commenting on fics, too ;-; but ahhh, I do look forward to when you do comment!! You always leave such nice ones ♥

Oh ho! Research you, say? I am gazing directly at you, Lumi!

Okay, I'm really bad with timelines and dates so I'll try my best to keep this coherent and hopefully non-contradictory with the main storyline!

15 years after the boys left the daycare, Sun and Moon were finally able to join the police academy while Eclipse was digging deeper into gang activity. Now mind you, Sun and Moon were attempting to join the academy much earlier, but due to politics and human-animatronic relations still being tense despite animatronics being legally recognized as individuals with rights, they were discriminatorily barred from joining the program. It took Eclipse calling in favors, owing a favor or two himself, and offering a lot of bribes to those in charge of the program to get Sun and Moon in. At that current time, Eclipse was climbing the ranks. He was gaining a reputation and a name for himself, but he was still a thug working under someone else's command.

Eclipse didn't control his own gang until after Sun and Moon were detectives and after the Afton Family's fall, but by then, the brothers weren't in contact with each other. Learning that big brother was a crime lord was something the detectives discovered in their work. It was disappointing, but not surprising—just a lot to think about piled on top of everything else.

Fun fact! Eclipse killed his gang leader and took the man's gang for himself. It happened after he learned the crime lord was conspiring against him (funny enough, this was due to others looking towards and being loyal to Eclipse due to his ruthlessness and efficiency, which spooked the gang leader so he thought it would be wise to act preemptively, but ah, Eclipse was not amused to see his loyalty repaid with betrayal.) Eclipse had no qualms with reigning in control and very little resisted his takeover. Eclipse did take care of those who stay loyal to him, but he ran a tight ship. Great risk, great reward.

Wow, sorry, I just went on a ramble there, but I hope that helps answer your questions! But you're absolutely right, there are no health benefits in Eclipse's gang. *Shrek voice* They don't even have dental.

Thank you, I hope you had a nice holiday as well! Ahhh, thank you so much! I've been taking breaks, don't worry, babe! ♥ Much love *smooch ya on the head*

[dr-shortsighted-owl]

*stares at my buck playlist* okey so tell about this 👀

Bless you Kind Anon, OKAY SO I don't have spotify so I can't share it like that, but my TOP BUCK SONGS are:

Head full of doubt/Road full of Promise by The Avett Brothers

There's a darkness upon me that's flooded in light In the fine print they tell me what's wrong and what's right And it comes in black and it comes in white And I'm frightened by those that don't see it

-

And there was a kid with a head full of doubt So I'll scream 'til I die And the last of those bad thoughts are finally out

Some Nights by Fun.

What do I stand for, Most nights I don't know

The Blue, The Green by Lonely the Brave (a Buck begins anthem to me)

Carry me out to the garden, So I can stop the end, 'Cause I'm in trouble again. When I woke that night, Oh my head was spinning round. It was spinning round I could have laid down and died, But my head was spinning round. It was spinning round I wanna know what it's like, So I can feel it inside.

Cough Syrup by Young the Giant

These zombies in the park, they're looking for my heart Oh-whoa, oh, whoa-oh, oh A dark world aches for a splash of the sun Oh-whoa oh, oh, oh

Walk by Foo Fighters (Buck and his passive suicidality and how he wants to live)

I never wanna die I never wanna die I'm on my knees, I never wanna die I'm dancing on my grave I'm running through the fire

Why does the Sun Shine by There might be Giants (Our sunshine boy and this song is so fun!)

Yo ho it's hot, the sun is not a place where we could live But here on earth there'd be no life without the light it gives

We need its light, we need its heat, we need its energy Without the sun, without a doubt, there'd be no you and me

Hopeless Wanderer by Mumford and Sons (Buck finding and accepting his place in the 118)

And hold me fast, hold me fast 'Cause I'm a hopeless wanderer I will learn, I will learn to love the skies I'm under

AND a BUDDIE ADDITION:

Palace by The Antlers (They didn't find it, they made it...)

if we can carpenter a home in our heart right now and carve a palace from within

We won't need to take a ton of pictures It won't be easy to believe the day we wake inside a secret place that everyone can see

[lady-byleth]

for the character ask game you know I have to ask........ Jon or Martin, whichever you feel like answering more!

Why do you do this to me...ugh fine...I guess I'll do Martin then. You sadist.

favorite thing about them: that he's a capital B Bitch but still somehow beloved by everyone. They're right, of course.

least favorite thing about them: how gung-ho he was about going on a killing spree of avatars despite Jon clearly being uncomfortable with the idea. I'm not saying that he ignored Jon's feelings on it, just that he got a little too into the idea and overlooked the surrounding factors a bit.

favorite line: "I'm the Antichrist's plus one"

brOTP: honestly? I bet he and Gertrude could've really hit it off and I would pay money to see that

OTP: do I even need to say it?

nOTP: Martin and the Lonely. Stay away from my boy!

random headcanon: once recorded a sad love poem about Jon back when Jon still hated him. He will take that one with him to his grave, no matter in what way.

unpopular opinion: he should've been more involved with the Web, he can be so goddamn manipulative and he knows it too! Missed opportunity

song i associate with them: none really, that's not really how I do things. If you have any suggestions tho 👀

favorite picture of them: the little Martin who lives inside my heart. It's an audio only podcast, I mean... XD

[alasse-earfalas]

For the fic writing ask game: 16, 17, 56, 65

16. [How many fic ideas are you nurturing right now? Share one of them?] Right now I'm focusing on Atmosphere and a collab project with @skyloftian-nutcase for her LU in Healthcare AU, but I've got plenty of other ideas simmering. One of them is a continuation of Hooves of a Feather, where this time Sky touches Twilight's crystal and turns into a western-style dragon. I have ideas for Warriors' and Roolie's dark world forms too, but idk if I'm even going to finish the Sky fic, let alone write any of the others lol. I also have a magical wings LU fic that's sitting around collecting dust (a continuation of To Avenge My Brethren that I don't know what to do with). And then there's this whole collection of vague ideas surrounding Wild & Flora's family post-BotW. I've got names and personalities for all the kids but they won't come together to form a plot. Maybe once TotK comes out & I get to play it I'll have more ideas, but we'll see what happens.

17. [What do you do when writing becomes difficult? (maybe a lack of inspiration or writers block)] I take a break. Read fics written by other people, play games, go for a walk, listen to music, daydream without purpose (as opposed to brainstorming which, to me, is purposeful daydreaming), do other things that have zero connection to writing. My muse knows his schedule and energy levels and I've had to learn (am still learning) to trust that he will come back gung-ho when he's ready to go again. And if he doesn't come back to a specific project or idea, that's fine. I've learned that if I try to "push through" and write when my muse is tired or doesn't want to, all it does is cause unnecessary stress. That's why I could never write on a schedule. 🙃

56. [What’s something about your writing that you pride yourself on?] Okay first of all, this was entirely uncalled for and how dare you. Secondly, um... my writing makes people feel things. That's really all I care about at the end of the day lol. I'm not objective enough to see what my strengths are in writing beyond that, or any of the specifics. It's why I adore comments so much. :)

65. [Tell us about what you’re most looking forward to writing – in your current project, or a future project] The LU in Healthcare AU collab fanfic with @skyloftian-nutcase!!! It's so much fun, this is my first ever collab and I'm having a blast! I'm also really really looking forward to finishing Atmosphere, or at least writing the part where the boys finally go through the Gate of Memory. I've even started on a few scenes from then because I was just itching to write them so bad. also there may or may not be an Atmosphere sequel that I'm planning and am super excited about 👀

Thanks for the ask!! 😊

[qalma-e-azadi]

TYPES OF INDIAN BOYS

(disclaimer: please don't take this as stereotyping this is just for prompts besties)

the lukhnawi lover boi: loves cats would die for cats would kill for cats, will tell their mom about you, rings 👀, pinching their nose bridge, a tight black kurta they can't let go of, makes the best maggi you can think of, raises eyebrows teasingly whenever you give them a compliment, plays gully cricket with kids, *scrunches nose*, can't talk about you without blushing uncontrollably, tapri ki chai™, plays atleast one instrument, pleading puppy face, gifted you jhumkas once hasn't recovered from the precious look on your face yet, will nuzzle in your neck after a hard day, "let's compare hands na"

the bande bula dunga behenchod: old delhi, or as they put it "shahjahanabad hota hai yaar", chicken kadhi ka kurta, scribbled post-it notes with little hearts for you, kulhad koffee go brrrrr, is best friend with the vegetable vendor, kebab dates, *massages jaw very segsy*, black denim, partner & low-key bully, whistles when you check yourself out in an fit, middle finger, pro at dumb charades, calls you their gulab jamun, very politely asks you at 4 in the morning to come with him for a highway ride (you say yes obviously), gives you cute messy pottery mugs, says behenchod a LOT. *loosens tie*, kisses your tears away, will get into a fight with their parents for you

the bhai coolers are way better than acs okay: probably from west india, listens to rag artists makes you listen you raag artists now you love raag artists, runs on terrace dances on terrace type, you have a bandhani chunni, lehriya chunni, malmal chunni at this point you think they're a chunni smuggler, PANI PURI DATES, manically tells pani puri bhaiyya "aur teekha banao maza nai aaya", dozes off in your lap, has a cute pout, rubs his eyes like a schoolboy after waking up, makes fruit salad for you, "my clothes are your clothes only", aloo bhujia enthusiast, makes you rethink life choices when they wink at you, bakes you cupcakes,

the did you put four pleats in the saree or five because like i wanna match: gives you forehead massages, "istg if you say lungi dance is your favourite south indian song one more time even as a joke i will literally break up with you", probably smokes but in a cool vintage poet way, long hugs, *launches themselves into the bed stomach first*, the softest cotton shirts you can think off, leaves rice on balcony for pigeons, park dates, thumb caresses, sleeps on your shoulder on bus rides, will cradle you like a baby after a hard day, bought a gajra for you one day and almost fainted from the smile on your lips, plays uno with you till 2 a.m. looses majestically, *touches toes under the family dinner table*

the thand lag jaayegi tumhe: holds a hand out for you, dirty jokes while almost going to sleep that cause you to snort and literally die from laughing, big fat sibling bully, a yellow light bulb lamp on their desk, braids your hair even if it's not long enough to braid, rogue-ish smile, squishes your face together just because, pastel mufflers, warm hands but cold af feet, loves to play cards, always looses in cards, gently moves your hair out of your eyes, lots of flannel and joggers pants, *cries in can't eat softies without getting a throat itch*, human embodiment "jhatak kar zulf jab tum tauliye se baarishein aazaad karti ho, accha lagta hai", makes you flustered very easily, god complex AND insecure, pakode, palm kisses, wears this watch you gifted him everywhere, "i love you very much jaan but if you eat my oreos again i'll push you off a cliff"

[gallant-basilisk]

How would yanderes TodoBakuDeku (poly) react to the reader faking her own death to escape from them? And how long do you think it would take for them to find out about her ploy?

Ho, boy.. Well– bad choice, I guess! 👀👌

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This is a bit more serious compared to my previous works. (I intentionally didn't try to be too realistic.)

W A R N I N G (S)

⚠️ Blood — Mentions of murder/ suicide (fake) — Self harm (mostly fake) — Yandere (obsession, delusion, anything that goes hand-in-hand with 'em) — Threatening — Cussing/ Swearing ⚠️

[I'll try to put warnings to my fics from now on, if I feel as if they're needed.]

Yandere!TodoBakuDeku X Fem!Reader

You cursed yourself for the rapid beating of your heart and continued decorating your neck with shaky hands; using up almost everything from your make-up kit– which thank God the boys agreed to buy you. Fortunately, the slightly scribbly lines gave a more realistic impression to your fake throat-cut; you let out a small, shaky breath.

Finishing the last details, you lower hands and sigh in relief once again– you were done with the easy part.

You pick up your phone from the small cabinet and raise it in front of the mirror, next to the reflection of your neck. You glance between your fake injury and the photo from a Halloween makeup tutorial– your lips turn into an awkward smirk, questionably conveying how proud you felt.

"I can't believe this actually looks... Real." You breathe quietly and quickly delete everything– tutorials, references– from your phone and begin to hastily pack up your brushes, lipsticks, eyeliners and anything else you used for your artwork into several garbage bags, squeezing each one through the small window of the bathroom– into a big garbage container that was conveniently positioned under the window.

"I should've turned on the air-conditioning.." You mumbled under your breath as you gently wiped off the sweat from your forehead to your chin.

Thankfully, you still had a good few hours before they returned, so you had enough time to prepare yourself.

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A few hours later.....

You received a text message from one of the men, saying they'll be home in less than twenty minutes, which immediately made you jump up.

You took one last look at your loosely dressed reflection in the mirror, steeling yourself before you opened a drawer and fished out a razor you hid ahead of time, thankful for the three men's almost undoubted trust in you. If they didn't have their guards down, they would've easily found everything you hid carelessly.

"God.. This– this is fucked up..." You say sarcastically and chuckle, reluctantly placing the blade on your neck. "Here goes nothing–!" You squeeze your eyes tightly shut as you press it down with small force and guide it through the pre-drawn line to the best of your abilities– only peeking with squinted eyes, the blade easily piercing your skin and drawing blood.

"Fff–.. Gh!" You hiss at the anticipated pain and your eyes tear up slightly; you were used to slaps and hits, not blades and cuts. "Fuck– they make this look so painless in movies!" You groan and quickly throw the razor onto the floor, hastily spraying alcohol onto your neck and some horrible smelling deodorant to hide the smell of alcohol.

You huff and hesitantly feel the wound with your fingers, relieved at the weak bleeding; obviously, this was your first time cutting a throat, yours at that! You were terrified about the possible outcomes of a careless cut. But the promise of escaping this prison was greater than your fear.

After thoughtfully positioning the blade and pouring melted red lipstick on the floor– and smearing some along your neck, from the cut to your nape, you laid down on the home-mode fake blood and waited for the boys to come into the bathroom, searching for you.

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"We're home!" The boys announced in unison as they entered, confused by the tense silence of the house. "Y/N?" Midoriya called out louder and upon still not receiving any response, the three of them began walking around the house, expecting to find something that would point to you having escaped the place.

It truly was a shock for Midoriya, who opened the bathroom door without much thought, to see your still form laying in a pool of dark red liquid and a razor clenched between your fingers. He took a sharp breath and froze on the spot, his whole body began to tremble and he felt cold. For him, the world had completely disappeared and he only came back to his senses when he felt a pair of arms on his shoulders.

"Calm down, nerd.." Bakugou whispered with clenched teeth, while Todoroki walked over to you. "Her body's warm, but– she's lost too much blood." While you wouldn't consider Todoroki a genius, you do know that he knows the difference between real and fake blood, which only further confirms their shock. They're way too taken aback by your suicide to keep a clear head.

"What are we going to do?" Todoroki asked as he carefully placed a hand on your neck. Uh–oh, you forgot about this important thing– your heart(beat). As soon as his cold fingers graze your skin, your heartbeat quickens and you immediately regret it as you hear a sharp gasp.

"... Todoroki?" Midoriya called out and walked closer to the male, tilting his head in confusion. "Oy, halfie! Don't think about doing something weird to her." Bakugou followed suit.

The greenette squatted down next to the bicolor-male. "She's still breathing..." Todoroki muttered absentmindedly and whipped his head to look at Midoriya. "If– if we take her to the hospital, we can–" "Oi, stop saying stupid shit. We should get a private doctor." Bakugou cut him off before he could finish his sentence and glanced at Midoriya for approval. "We... Todoroki said that she has lost too much blood and– we need to, to get her proper medical help, otherwise–....." They fell silent at the implication of what the stuttering boy had said.

"We should make sure she doesn't die before we think of anything else." Todoroki grumbled and snaked his hands underneath you, carefully raising your body from the cold tiling. He carefully walked outside to his car and– with Bakugou and Midoriya following behind him, placed you into the backseat and drove to the nearest hospital with Midoriya beside him. Bakugou on the other hand, chose to stay and clean up the bathroom.

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"How is she?" Midoriya stopped pacing around and shot the question to the doctor who hasn't even turned around yet. His hands trembled as he held his mouth, Todoroki, on the other hand, sat still on the chair, blankly staring at the generic tiling on the floor. "Her cut wasn't very deep, thankfully. We couldn't find any other injuries that would be lethal. She's just unconscious right now." He reassured the greenette and to his words, Todoroki shot up from his seat. "When can she leave?" He managed to ask while thinking of the many questions he had, leaving the doctor a moment to process the mess of words he had just spouted.

"I'd advise keeping her under watch for the next two days, and if everything's alright then she can leave. We don't know when she might repeat this again." "Okay, thank you, doctor." "Don't worry about it. Are you two staying?" He asked while glancing towards your room. "For a while, yes." Midoriya smiled innocently and bowed to the doctor. "Alright, have a nice day... Oh, and be gentle with the girl, she's young and I assume she's going through a lot at this point of her life." He said with a final wave to the two and disappeared at the nearest corner in the hall.

The words finally sunk in for Midoriya and Todoroki and they stared at each other in disbelief. Were you trying to use some kind of crazy plan to escape from your loving home? They couldn't believe it, the only thing the two were able to do right now was to stare at each other blankly. They immediately whipped their heads up at the sudden rustling from their right.

"Y/N!" Todoroki shouted and stepped towards you, making you sprint in the other direction. He immediately switched to running and quickly caught up to you, his hands extended to yank you back by your shirt violently. You flew into his arms and struggled against his hold, refusing to admit defeat. Though you knew there was only but a slim chance of you being able to slip away, you didn't think they'd catch you so soon.

"Y/N... Can you explain yourself?" Midoriya stepped out from behind Todoroki and narrowed his eyes at you with intense anger lingering behind the vibrant greens of them. Todoroki tightened his hold around you, making you go limp from the heavy force crushing you and your eyes welled up in terror. You knew both of them snapped, no matter what you said, this would still have consequences, heavy ones, that's for sure.

You knew the moment you heard Bakugou say he'd stay at home that you were done for. You knew the moment the doctor said there were two males outside your room, you lost. The moment they found you, when Todoroki noticed your 'dead' body you felt instant regret. You realized too late that you chose the easy plan and that it was the bad choice. But it was made now and as the saying goes; you made your bed, now sleep in it...

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Finally finished with this one!

God, you guys have no idea how long this has been in my drafts. Lol

[rainydayotomes]

How about Piofiore reacting to "rearrange my guts" meme? 👀👀 you can set it in a modern AU if you want!

Oh ho ho, you bet~! Coming right up~! ;) Takes place during 1925!

Dante

You had offered to bring Dante some cake, and entered his office to find him with his back to you as he was putting away some books

"Oh? Are you rearranging things today?" You asked as you placed his cake down on his desk. "How about my guts tonight?"

He didn't seem to notice you enter, because he stood tall with a jolt before turning to you at the sound of your voice

"(Y/N)...!" He averts his eyes with a deep crimson blush

You're about to say something even more lewd to see how much you can tease him before a certain someone pops up from behind Dante's desk, seemingly having agreed to help him sort through things

Nicola looks at you with a smirk

"Guess I'll head out then."

Nicola walks by Dante and pats his shoulder, at which Dante's blush darkens and he stiffens

"Get it." Nicola whispers to his cousin with a wink before he leaves the room, shutting the door behind him

Dante seems to uh....

Well....

After you yourself recover from your stupor, you walk up to Dante, who still hasn't moved by the way- and wave your hand infront of his face

He stares off into space for another moment, before catching your wrist and bringing your hand to his lips

"I wish you'd be a bit more observant next time you... say... such things..." He takes a deep breath before continuing "But if you wanted such things, you only needed to ask..."

Nicola

Nicola stares at you with a shocked expression for a moment after you say the sacred words to him

But soon enough, a charming smile covers his face

"(Y/N)..." He says in a... warning tone

Uh oh

Suddenly he spins you around and pins you to his bed, his lips hovering on your neck

"Did you already forget about last night? Must I show you again what happens when you tease a man like me?" He asks with a chuckle

Yang

"....."

"............"

"........................."

He's literally just staring at you

He's got that look of concern/confusion on his face he gets sometimes

you know the one

^ That one

"I have no idea whether I should kill you where you stand or take you to my bed."

You seriously think he may be considering 'rearranging your guts' in some other way.... most likely with a blade. or two.

But instead he seems to have the faintest of smiles before walking away from the stupid look on your face

Orlok

you...

you said it to Orlok?!

ORLOK?!?!?!

OF ALL PEOPLE????

Oh you literally broke this poor boy

Oh my fucking god I think you killed him

Theres groceries all over the floor now

Guess you're eating floor food tonight

Hello??? Orlok??? Are you in there??? Knock knock were coming in

He suddenly starts sputtering and tripping over his words

He literally can't form a sentance let alone a proper thought

"I-I'm sorry (Y/N)...!!! B-But I can't do that...! I can't...!"

He's literally blushing so hard you think he might pass out

He's shaking, the poor boy!

"I-If that's really... uh... what you want... I-I... can... Try... B-But I'll be gentle! I... I can't hurt you..."

Gilbert

Gilbert gets this huge ass grin on his face

Like seriously he looks so proud of himself AND you

"Looks like I'm finally rubbing off on you, huh?"

He ruffles your hair

"Later, babygirl. I promise." He says with a wink

Or maybe a blink? Honestly the whole eyepatch thing makes it confusing sometimes

"Or, would you like to do it now....?"

This fucking little shit

The dining hall is starting to fill up with other people for lunch now

And he whispers that line in your ear

His voice was so damn taunting

You're tempted to challenge him and tell him to do it right then and there

But you're also somewhat worried he would actually do it

Henri

He looks at you with wide eyes for a moment, then softly laughs with a look of sadness on his face

"Are you feeling alright?"

"Of course I am."

He continues to look at you with a sad smile before his hand hesitantly, slowly reaches out for your cheek

His touch is so gentle, you feel that he could fade at a moment's notice

"I am a madman. Are you not afraid of me? Of what I could do to you?"

You look right at him, determination in your eyes. He sighs at your resolve

"You really shouldn't say such things to a man without meaning them..."

"But I did mean it."

Aaaannnnddd, there's now a massive blush dusting this innocent man's cheeks

He pulls his hand back and turns away from you

"You're... quite a temptress, you know?"

His self depricating, sad smile can be heard in his voice

You figure with his reaction now, it's only a matter of time before you'll have him in your bed....

[waiting-on-a-dream]

aaaaaa, it'd be such an honor to have xenon give my ocs tarot nicknames EEEKKKK !! [rubs hands together] OH HO HO if he does, i'll definitely reblog it with my ocs' reactions to them >:D thank you xenon, i will give you free baked potatoes hehe lovely boy <3

yes, definitely. elliot and iris as acquaintances who scratch each other's back HAHA oh, iris wants to skip a class? fine, he'll cover for her (as long as he gets something in return; hmm, maybe the newest cologne everyone's been talking about?) and vice versa 🤧 also, why does the thought of elliot and iris teaming up remind me of mean girls 💀

OOH I NEED TO ADD !! on contrary belief, elliot actually stays by idia's side because he doesn't want to be an enemy of the shrouds. elliot was sold to the shroud family at a very young age and he was promised shelter as long as he trained to serve idia. back then, he didn't try to escape because he knew the shrouds will be onto him instantly. although elliot did establish a friendship with idia over the years, he didn't become idia's bodyguard to 'protect' him necessarily, he just wanted to survive in the shrouds grasp. pardon me for this onslaught but ellie's lore gives off vibes from your pet au, aurie 👁️

faye and violet, the tough serious girls 😭 i think they definitely see eye to eye most of the time, so they wouldn't have problems discussing things with each other !! it's the TJ's mentally connecting 🤝

- your hyper pill, bree <3

@silvoila In case you haven't seen it!

Ooh~ Iris and Elliot make a good team! I can only imagine the shenanigans they get up to. 😆 Also damn, Elliot's lore really does give off pet au vibes. 👀

Yes, Violet and Faye getting along! ESTJ and INTJ isn't a pairing that I think about a lot, but I think they'd be able to have some interesting conversations!

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Faye Arabell: Magician

UPRIGHT: Manifestation, resourcefulness, power, inspired action REVERSED: Manipulation, poor planning, untapped talents

The Magician card is a reminder that you are a unique being, and have many gifts that others do not hold. These skills set you apart from the crowd, and can help you begin new projects or overcome adversity. When The Magician comes up in your Tarot reading, it's a reminder that you needn't wait -- you already hold everything you need to move forward and accomplish what you've set out to do.

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Yule Ashengrotto: Fool

UPRIGHT: Beginnings, innocence, spontaneity, a free spirit REVERSED: Holding back, recklessness, risk-taking

The fool has not yet experienced the ups and downs of life, leaving him unaware of the magnitude of life's challenges, and the strength and potential he holds. When The Fool comes up in a Tarot reading, you are encouraged to take on his open, willing energy and embrace all that lies ahead of you without worry.

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Rayyan Nadeem: World

UPRIGHT: Completion, integration, accomplishment, travel REVERSED: Seeking personal closure, short-cuts, delays

The World is the last card of the Major Arcana, and represents completion, success, and fulfillment. When she arises in your Tarot Reading, The World shows you that you are exactly where you are meant to be on your path. You have a greater understanding of who you are after all you've been through, and you're ready for the next phase of your journey.

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Noah Caspian: Chariot

UPRIGHT: Control, willpower, success, action, determination REVERSED: Self-discipline, opposition, lack of direction

The Chariot card is connected to your natural drive and determination, and can indicate an upcoming victory. This card reminds you that your greatest successes won't come through limited thinking -- when you combine the knowledge of your mind with that of your heart and spirit, you are an unstoppable force.

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Elliot: Hermit

UPRIGHT: Soul-searching, introspection, being alone, inner guidance REVERSED: Isolation, loneliness, withdrawal

The Hermit yearns to be alone. He knows that the only way to process what is happening in life is to withdraw from the noise of the world and create a quiet space of solitude. When The Hermit comes up in your reading, the answers you need will come from within. Be very still, and listen...

[borathae]

Ho..ho..ho its me the bitch on her red blossom moon anon. I thought my long ass comment scared you 😂 i understand you need your laptop to reply the long ass comment. Did my comment made you soft cry and horny bitch at the same time like me? 💅😜 Here's my long ass comment about Knight Jimin 😜

I have a dream and daydreams about Knight Jimin �� I'll take inspired by other anon that said Jimin see his Queen as his silver-lining or his light in his darkness. Here's mine, Jimin really see his beautiful Queen as his light in his darkness. There are times he never thought he will be here standing as being healthy, a place with bed and him as a knight and also personal protecter to the Royal Queen, the one who saved him from a dark cold place where he thought he's not gonna live another day. When the Princess found him and taken him in, he swear she was the most beautiful person he ever see. In the palace, he cried and asked himself why him why? Why did the Princess take him, a skinny dirty homeless person and be a knight to the royal family. Man he cried hard but also thankful making you the reason to live another day. Jimin worked and trained so hard. This is his way show his loyalty and grateful indebted to you. He sometimes took a sneak look at the Princess where she walked by or joined the training area. of course his fellow mates told him, that no way the royal or noble will look at them as they are just commoners with no high status, just to serve the time. Too late Jimin knows he has already fall in love with his Princess. No matter what, his feelings for the Princess grown stronger and stronger like his heart wildly beat when he look at her or she's nearby 💓 I'm gonna skip to the first night together, his Queen gave his the finest clothes and jewels to him (imagine him wear that ready to please you!?!) Jimin appreciated the things she brought for him but he doesn't need finest clothes or jewels, as the only thing he wants is his Queen. He wants your love, only you 🥺 the Queen teach Jimin some ropes, this man is willing to obey to your commands. Damn it's wild and aggressive! Make this man's wild dirty dream come true. They ride outside the castle to explore and they taking their clothes off and bath in the river where they made love or the Queen ride him oversitmulation in field of flowers telling him, he's so beautiful and how good he make her feel with his cock, gives him endless praises for him. Boy let out his long sinful beautiful moans and cries of pleasure-love he received that he released so fast. Imagine do cockwarming with him, Jimin couldn't hide his blush and immediately do it with ya! It's more intimate that he hold so close to him while inside you 😤 Jimin see his Queen as his beautiful shining goddess and saving grace. BOY! he already gave his heart, body and soul to you!!! They being alone in her office. The Queen pull Jimin for a passionate kiss and they hold each other so tight or push him on her desk or chair giving him a blowjob or ride him, the Queen is a lustful woman (GURL SAME!). I see this man already deeply, truly, madly, foolishly and devotedly in love. I can't stop thinking he will be giving kissed and wordship your body. He non-stop kissing your neck, shoulder and body holding so tight to him that he never want to let go. KNIGHT JIMIN IS HERE TO SERVE, PROTECT AND LOVE YOU UNCONDITIONALLY 🫠 Forbidden knight Jimin is the death of me 🥵😤🫠YOOO i can see Knight Jimin is already have admirers I mean LOOK AT HIM?! THIS MAN IS COLLECT WOMEN AND MEN LEFT AND RIGHT. Of course he rejected them as he take his duties seriously and his heart is taken by his Queen.

Okay I'm done hehehe 😜💅 have a nice day 😘

No no don't worry long asks are always appreciated! I just always need my laptop for them because I like to quote stuff from the asks to answer them and I can only do that on my laptop 👀

Why did the Princess take him, a skinny dirty homeless person and be a knight to the royal family. Man he cried hard but also thankful making you the reason to live another day. Jimin worked and trained so hard. This is his way show his loyalty and grateful indebted to you.

PLEASE I AM SO EMOTIONAL IMMA GO CRY NOW :(( also not the other knights going "yeah no chance mate" but Jimin is already hearteyes for her :(

not you choose violence with those clothes goOD MA'AM I AM WEAK FANDFNAD I still can't believe he actually did that afnadns

They ride outside the castle to explore and they taking their clothes off and bath in the river where they made love or the Queen ride him oversitmulation in field of flowers telling him, he's so beautiful and how good he make her feel with his cock, gives him endless praises for him. Boy let out his long sinful beautiful moans and cries of pleasure-love he received that he released so fast. Imagine do cockwarming with him, Jimin couldn't hide his blush and immediately do it with ya! It's more intimate that he hold so close to him while inside you 😤

the puRE RAGE I FEELFA DSNFNAD THIS IS SO HOT AFNADNF FUCKCK like cockwarming is such a hot concept?? please wtff now i kinda wanna include cockwarming in kinktober too?? send help?? i already finsihed the lisT DONT GIVE ME MORE IDEASADFASDF

[exlibrisfangirl]

*UPDATE 2*

(Sorry, I was too tired to do it last night.)

1) I got through Day 2 without puking or passing out! Wahay! (I did cry a little whilst getting JR's autograph... but more on that later.)

2) I replied to Ian Nelson's Insta story last night to say thank you for sharing his music with us on Saturday night, and he DMed me back. 👀 We messaged back and forth a few times, and I'm not gonna lie... it was a *wee* bit flirty, which is HILARIOUS, because @angel-in-a-big-blue-box has a HUGE crush on him, and she was driving home at that point and totally missed it, lol. (Sorry, Anna. 😬 I love you!) Anyway, it was cute. He's cute.

3) JR and Ian had a panel all by themselves, just the two of them, and it was... appropriately inappropriate, lol. Good times were had by all. Lots of Petopher jokes.

4) I think my favorite quote of the day might have been from Ryan. While answering a question about work environment, he was talking about how the Teen Wolf cast truly had something special that none of them have experienced before or since, saying, "I'd do BARNEY with these guys!" 🥺

5) JR and Tyler are constantly reading each other's minds, and I cannot even begin to express how much it delights me to watch them interact. The BROTP vibes are strong with these ones. They sat next to each other during the Boys' Panel, and for a solid half of it, they were just sitting there making eyes at each other and whispering, and for the other half JR was saying very on-brand things while Tyler died of laughter/secondhand embarrassment. I was in HEAVEN.

6) If I had to decide who was the raunchiest cast member, it might actually be Ryan, lol. Ian and JR are pretty bad (especially when you put them together), but it literally took ZERO QUESTIONS for Ryan to get dirty during the Boys' Panel yesterday. Like, the questions hadn't even started yet, and Ryan was already sitting on Ian's lap and making dick jokes (implying that Ian has a tiny penis). It was HYSTERICAL.

7) Everybody got really emotional at the final panel, and it was so clear just how much this cast love each other and their fans. The emotional energy in the air was palpable.

8) I will write a separate post about this, because it deserves its own post (and I'm honestly still processing it), but JR was so touched by our conversation at the autographs table last night (and me getting choked up about it), that he broke protocol to get up and practically climb over the table to envelop me in a huge bear hug and kiss me on the cheek, and I will cherish that for the rest of my life. That man is a TREASURE and a kindred spirit, and I love him.

I am on my way to the airport now, and I am so sad it's over, but I'm SO GLAD I went. It was the best weekend of my entire year - and possibly the best con I've ever been to - and I will hold the memories close to my heart forever.

Also, it was the first time Anna and I got to meet in person, and we had SO. MUCH. FUN. TOGETHER. Inside jokes for DAYS, y'all. Here are the best ones:

"I am going to be sooooo Normandy about this!" (My phone autocorrected "normal" to "Normandy" and it just... stuck.) 😆

"BUT DID HE SAY THAT YOUR NAME IS ONE OF HIS FAVORITE NAMES?" (Ian Nelson wrote, "One of my favorite names =)" on Anna's autograph, and she will be over it exactly NEVER.)

"He's a peace-sign bisexual with an actual-guns attitude." (We were talking about being a peace-sign bisexual vs. a finger-guns bisexual, and Anna said this about Chris Argent.) 🤣

"Can *I* be his 'handler'? I'll handle him in alllllll kinds of ways." *Lenny face*

"But *I'm* the ARGENT ho!!!" (On Day 1, these ladies in the front row were wearing t-shirts that said, "I'm a Hale ho, but I'm Argent-curious", and JR got off the stage to take a photo with them. I was GREEN with envy.)

(Feel free to pitch in with any I forgot, Anna. 😉)

Sorry did I read that right you are meeting JR Bourne tomorrow????????????

YES, @angel-in-a-big-blue-box AND I ARE AT THE HOWLER REUNION, AND WE GET TO TAKE PHOTOS WITH HIM AND HOECH TODAY AND TOMORROW. I AM GOING TO BE SO NORMAL ABOUT THIS.

[naffeclipse]

I realize I did not specify that I wasn't referring to currently possessed y/n in my rambling (I am more normal now). No, if anyone’s currently possessed I'm banking on our good pal Ness. I was thinking that the unknown demon incident in y/n's past was that they potentially got possessed, hence their notes pretty much only had specifics on demonic possession and the night terrors are them reliving that, why they're terrified of demons as the doppelganger out it, why they'd hard ignore signs the boys are demonic (subconsciously perhaps?)

There's other reasons to be terrified of demons of course (could've been someone else they were close to, or maybe they helped out with an exorcism that went awry or something both of which would also explain the notes) but idk the doppelganger's wording just is making me 👀 cause like sure 'devoured' implies something physical attacking or eating but I think I'd consider getting possessed as being devoured, consuming or destroying your essence or will as the entity takes over.

I also realize that you may have been referring to cryptid!y/n specifically in relation to the boys being around since the ask was asking about flipped dynamics so that might not be related to anything I've said since that would imply something in the future and not the past but hey I Am Looking. I am very normal about this fic.

Pffft! That's okay, you can be as not normal as you want, I enjoy the ask :D

Oh ho! Good theories! I am drinking them in, but I can't tell you how they taste yet! *wink wonk* Hopefully we'll get some answers soon as to Y/N's little encounter that horrified them.

As for Cryptid!Y/N... I'll tell you this: It's in relation to the boys being around. It's coming soon.