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evan x teddy [ if you keep looking at me like that i don’t think i’ll be able to control myself any longer. ] / @paramcur

"-- like what?" evan's voice, roughened and a little breathless, betray his attempt at naivety. he's well aware of his jealous tendencies, and the sensitive way he reacts to judgement (both blunt and otherwise) -- and being around teddy's family tends to draw both of these feelings out rather quick. it's akin to vacationing, not that evan has much experience, but the lavish events filled with assumably important people, are just foreign enough to keep him on edge. and in holding such stiffness, he becomes doubly clingy -- greedy for the other's attention. what starts out as heavy lidded eyes raking across teddy's well pressed figure, escalates into an array of uncharacteristically implicit teasing. (evan's had enough cherries it's become comical, however.) "i'm just looking at you. and you're just looking at me," he argues, quiet enough to be a whisper before taking a sip of an aged red -- gaze still focused, still toying.

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ryan x aksel [ almost kiss +reverse ] / @entityforged

ryan's only saving grace is in the minute detail that he hadn't closed his eyes in the process. in fact, he'd been rather stiff -- gaze frantic and searching (arguably expecting) up until aksel pulls back, intention left unanswered. and the breath he doesn't realize he's been holding, comes out unnervingly audible. ryan scoffs, doubles down on the aloofness he practices, and grasps -- a little impatient -- at a nearby drink. "if you're gonna be blitzed, you should've given me a warning beforehand."

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chester x nate [ "this is a one time thing." ] / @hecticromantic

"yes, yes, yes -- i'm your guilty little experiment," chester murmurs, perhaps a smidge annoyed by the exclamation, though it isn't a particularly rare arrangement. he's had a handful of rendezvous' with enough private and/or closeted hookups to understand the beauty of it. plus, nate is gorgeous. and chester makes due with the potential one-sided shame of it all, if only to drag his hands underneath the soft fabric of nate's top. baby blue nails scratch against rippling abs, catching momentarily on the nub of a pert nipple. he straddles the meat of the taller's thighs -- free hand cupping a sharp jawline before chester seals their lips together in a glossy kiss.

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head canon + adrian's idea of sin

headcanon +word/phrase / accepting !!

more coherent this time !! tips hat . also cw. religion, physical abuse, discussions of biblical sin, violence.

as an ex bishop excommunicated from the church, adrian's view of sin has since diverged from when he was younger. he'd been a "wicked, wicked, man" before finding god (a childhood featuring neglectful parents, leather belt punishments, and petty crime that slowly escalated into violence of his own) and although he claims himself new because of it, his younger years play a role in his eventual separation from the institution. unlike his fellow believers, adrian does not view the bible as fact (the fact that its scripted by humanity gives him doubt) and thus sins of olde -- including the rejection of gender variance and differing sexual orientation -- does not strike him as sin. at its core, sin is in harm, whether towards others or towards oneself. and unlike the preachers and pastors that spoke from their pulpits, adrian's history of violence (and frankly anger) led him to deliver judgement with his own hands. (some of the sins he seeks punishment for are: murder in any form - including the drinking of blood or biting for transformation, violence - mostly physical, and liars/cheats/scammers - ranging from adulterers to corporate leaders that steal from the poor.) adrian's claimed awareness of his own actions, and apparently reconciled with the fact that he's sacrificed his seat in heaven for the sake of duty. that being said, he's given himself a self-importance because of it - carrying himself like a holy man even with the claim that he isn't.

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leaves a better, more ornate dagger in a lil velvet box for adrian. it has the sacred heart engraved on the blade. the note: it seemed like you needed something better. - A

it's both a cruel, mortifying joke, as much as it is unnaturally sincere. the suggestive secrecy led in by a singular letter, and the near gaudy shine of each stone, draws a sneer to adrian's face. he crumples the note, wrings it unreadable, before sliding the blade into his bedside drawer. to allow armand even a whiff of it on his person, or to slice him through with it in purposeful poetry, is kinder than the cainite deserves. so he hides it, slots it along old, old, notes and relics of his priestly past. neither of them need a heart anyway.

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ryan x armand [ "this development is anything but ideal." ] / @ichorlet

his eyes are golden under the peek of moonlight. the steady thrum of anticipation, of lupine blood flooding through each shaky limb, reduces ryan into something bestial -- something deathly cold to the touch. he's slumped against his usual spot, nails caked with dirt, and skin riddled with dark rivers. the transformation never arrives easy, but the foreign presence only exacerbates ryan's existing discomfort. and his usual irritation feels lethal. "get the -- fuck away from me," he spits, senses already heightened and hunger steadily turning a sharp corner.

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jay x jeremy [ sender wraps their arms around a hysterical receiver to calm them. ] / @jeremydied

"what the fuck was that! -- what --" jay rasps, his jack rabbit heart thrumming hard enough to reverberate in his ears. he barely notices jeremy's grounding touch, head still swimming with shock, with burdening terror, with expectation that the ghostly sight he'd caught just moments prior -- will return with a vengeance. plus his elbow fucking hurts. "fuck -- i," jay huffs, winces when he attempts to lift his dominant arm in gesture, "shit -- i -- must've landed on my -- goddamn elbow."

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evan king @ the littlest pet shop / stolen.

price: 439,758$ personality: curious. i love making a mess. food: likes alcohol. notes: rare species. breeding difficulty: ★★★☆☆

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saucy preferences [ ryan er.zahler ] / stolen from @entityforged

bold for yes. italic for maybe. strike for absolutely not.

general.

heterosexual. bisexual. homosexual. pansexual. demisexual. asexual.

enjoys sex with men. enjoys sex with women. enjoys sex with nonbinary persons.

enjoys sex with one partner. enjoys sex with two partners. enjoys sex with multiple partners.

prefers experienced partners. prefers moderately experienced partners. prefers inexperienced partners. no preference.

one night stands. friends with benefits. serious relationships.

private locations. public locations. unconventional locations. nature oriented locations.

light stuff.

submissive. dominant. switch.

top. bottom. power bottom. soft top. switch. service top. service bottom.

initiates. does not initiate.

no sex drive. low sex drive. average sex drive. high sex drive. hypersexual.

likes to kiss. be kissed. make out. be made out with.

vaginal sex. anal sex. oral sex. intercrural sex.

clothed sex. partially clothed sex. naked sex. lingerie/kink specific clothing.

extra notes: all this to say ryan does *not* have many qualms against intimacy in the bedroom, save for mutual enthusiasm and forward communication.

medium stuff.

general: having toys used on them. using toys on their partner. using a plug. using a plug on partner. being worshipped. worshipping. having their hair pulled. pulling hair. wax play. power exchange. sensation play.

touch: handjobs. fingering. mutual masturbation. likes to be spanked. likes to spank. scratching. being scratched. bruising. being bruised.

oral: cunnilingus. fellatio. anilingus. likes to bite (to the point of bruising). likes to be bitten (to the point of bruising).

sounds: silent. grows in volume. loud. fakes/exaggerates. swears. calls partner’s name. bites to muffle themselves. prefers a quiet partner. prefers a loud partner. prefers dirty talk. give praise. receive praise. being teased. teasing. likes to be humiliated/degraded. likes to humiliate/degrade. calling partner daddy/mommy. being called daddy/mommy.

sight: likes to be watched. likes to watch. third party witness. being blindfolded. blindfolding.

binding: likes to be held down. likes to hold down. likes to be tied up. likes to tie up. wear a collar. make their partner wear a collar. wear a leash. make their partner wear a leash. toys

extra notes: some of these are case by case scenarios as ryan *does* partake in one night stands, so he's less likely to entertain dirty talk or allow power exchanges with partners he's new to.

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adrian x teddy [ "and where do you think you're going?" ] / @paramcur

his fingers still on the silencer. a determined expression morphs into an uncharacteristic look of surprise as adrian whips his head -- half expecting a confrontation in the calling. except the physical altercation doesn't come. teddy's presence is a strangely sobering one, a figure bearing enough shared disgust (shared appreciation) on his shoulders to wind adrian down from a defensive stance. his eyes rake lower, scrutinizing eyes picking apart teddy's intention. "hunting," he confesses, combative in his nonchalant delivery, "bringing damnation to the deserving. making up for the -- lack of cleanliness." the enunciation is an implicit strike against the cainite, a cruel metaphor for their previous engagement.

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ryan x aksel [ "you don't have to be gentle, i won't break." ] / @entityforged

"say shit like that and we're gonna give someone more of an eyeful than they're already getting." it comes across less of a threat and more of a promise, more like a challenge. ryan has his right already nestled under the band of aksel's briefs, fist tugging at the pretty curve of the other's prick. and the heat of the moment is faintly cooled by the midnight air, by the shade of the brick alley, and the publicity of their sudden intimacy. he likes it. ryan grits his teeth and nips against the crook of aksel's neck, almost punishing, but knows in the smugness that follows, that he wouldn't have it any other way.

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literary archetype [ evan king ] / tagged by the sweet @gcldbrew

the ruler.

you probably grew up in an environment where everything was policed, you had almost no control over your own life. now, you need to be in constant control, lest those feelings of helplessness return. however, the ruler is the most easily corrupted of the archetypes, remember that. you might find yourself not only wanting control over your own life, but the lives of others. that in itself is not a bad thing, so long as you’re benevolent and kind, but it’s easy to be tipped a bit too far into your desires. in the same vein, don’t shoulder all of your responsibility alone. while it is ultimately their decision to make, a ruler also has a circle of advisors around them.

tagging if interested: @hecticromantic (youngbae), @thinblccded (lilly belle), @tcrnadowcrnings (nelson), @ruinedtendencies (nicholas), @poeticpathetic (mark), and anyone else !!

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emotional baggage [ evan king ] / tagged by the lovely @paramcur

bold whatever applies to your muse. italicize the things that only somewhat apply / are verse dependent. REPOST, DON’T REBLOG.

been cheated on | been bullied | had your heart broken | broken someone’s heart | told a horrible lie | been betrayed | been framed or set up | stolen something of value | overdosed on drugs | been drunk | cheated | bullied | been publicly humiliated | punched someone in the face | been beaten up | broken a bone | been admitted to a hospital | put someone in the hospital | had a near-death experience | been drugged | done drugs | smoked | been arrested | been homeless | been forced to commit a crime | died and came back to life | kissed someone you weren’t attracted to | bled severely | killed someone | been forced to kill someone | had an attempt on your life | made an attempt on your own life | lost someone | loved someone | watched a loved one die | failed to save or help a loved one | felt helpless | watched your world die or disappear | had your life’s work stolen or destroyed | gone without food for over three days | gone without sleep for over three days | been tortured or questioned | been shot | been stabbed | been poisoned | been held prisoner | been trapped | been buried alive | been held hostage | held someone hostage | been stuck in a different world or universe or time | been abused by someone who should have loved or appreciated or valued you | had a panic attack | had night terrors | been in a car accident | lost your job | lost a fight | had sex with a stranger | been divorced | been abandoned | passed out from pain | cried yourself to sleep | spent a whole day in bed | hurt yourself | taken your anger out on yourself | taken your anger out on someone you love | been used | been manipulated | felt used | manipulated someone else | had your memories or mind wiped or stolen or tampered with | been taken over by a hostile force | been terrified | played a cruel game on someone | been forced to smile | felt too many things at once | laughed when you felt like crying | been in denial | been denied | faced your demons

tagging if interested: @gcldbrew (haru), @reigncore (minyoung), @entityforged (aksel), @poeticpathetic (mark), @lovecursd (lottie), @hecticromantic (nate), and anyone else who'd like to tackle this !!

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evan x teddy [ toughen up, nerd. ] / @paramcur

his jaw slacks at the accusation, and evan shoves -- knocks the water at enough of an angle to splash teddy in response. "i'm the nerd?" he sends another wave then, cheekbones high as a toothy, euphoric chuckle follows. and though the waters are unbearably chilly (doubly cold now that the sun's headed south), the usual warmth evan gets from being in teddy's vicinity keeps him from swimming to shore. even here, dimly lit by encroaching moonlight and occasionally silenced by the crashing of waves -- he feels a little bit at home. "take that back --!" a splash isn't enough, evan reasons, lunging -- still broken with laughter -- as he attempts to wrestle teddy with an arm loose across his neck.

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headcanon + evan's loneliness

headcanon +word/phrase / accepting !!

i heavily considered being more Precious about these answers but ! figured the ramblings of a sleep deprived soul May come across more sincerely and/or less philosophical (((more digestible))). tucking under a read more for unnecessary length *and* potential cws regarding homelessness, violence, and suicide !!

evan's loneliness starts with a supernatural front: he's Housing multiple demons who Individually have different voices and are of different sources. in a Janky way, they're all roommates in his body & don't Usually talk to evan, but he Knows of their presence. Because they've possessed him for so long, they protect him from harm and death (((he's Mentioned that he cannot die even if he tries, thus implicating his attempts))) but they Also isolate him when others get too close. this isolation is why he has No family, no friends, and very scattered memories of what Did or did Not happen (((when possessed, he loses control of his body))). he's since grown stronger and more Rebellious, allowing him Better management of his demons - though strong emotion tends to break his resolve. Because of his long stint of loneliness, he struggles to navigate new relationships due to existing paranoia (((he responds to tension + threat with aggressiveness, Always expecting to fight his way out of a situation))), but in the off chance someone's able to Look underneath his neuroses & care for him, he will Protect them with his life. he'll grow Attached to them *fast* and be arguably possessive - as "possessiveness" is all he's Known.

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simon x madison [ welcome to the bottom of the barrel. ] / @hecticromantic

"s'this where you dump the bodies of all your past lovers?" he's crass only because it suits them -- accusatory because mads wouldn't have it any other way. it's not a five star tourist spot by any means, but there's a quaint homeyness to the forest lake, a privacy that -- frankly -- reminds him of their initial meeting. he runs his tongue over his bottom lip in habit, stuffed hands unfurling from his denim jacket pockets as they near the rocky edge. "looks clear. and fuckin' cold." and as soon as he brings up the temperature, simon's eyes flicker over in mads' direction -- a lopsided toothy grin stretching his features. "shove me in, and i'll haunt you. and then i'll drag you in with me."