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SKK YURIFICATION WHO CHEERED!!!!!!!!!!!!
#I WAS SCREAMING HOW DO YOU DRAW WOMEN THE ENTIRE TIME WHILE DRAWING THIS😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#IM SORRY LESBIANS 💔💔💔💔💔💔#I LOVE SKK BC YOU CAN GENDERBEND THEM AND THEYLL BE EXACTLY THE SAME BOTH PHYSICALLY AND MENTALLY#ANYWAY I SAW TWO WOMEN SO BEAUTIFUL I STARTED CRYING#FEM SKK THE WORLD#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#bsd#osamu dazai#dazai osamu#chuuya nakahara#nakahara chuuya#soukoku#skk#fem soukoku#fem skk#lotus draws
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Never forget the fact that, because he was roleplaying as his nonexistent lil sister, his twitter account got banned for a while and had to scream publicity he was, in fact, Tatsuki Fujimoto roleplaying as his nonexistent lil sister.
And no one believed him at first.
#that was probably one of the funniest times to be on twitter because you could quote him and point and laugh at him#while you'll see his desperation growing and growing because everyone were like fujimoto? you? nah! and he was crying screaming#“ I AM A LIBRA!!!” KFKFNDKFKFKF#tatsuki fujimoto#look back#chainsaw man#at least we got the aki early design which was a blessing for all of us. except for him ofc#the fact he wrote a scene with this SAME THING happening to denji like.. idk. two months before was the funniest thing ever klmdslk#life do truly imitates art...
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#art#fanart#my art#original art#Splatoon#Splatoon au#Splatoon fuzzy au#fuzzy au#Splatoon Callie#Callie Splatoon#Callie cuttlefish#Callie#Splatoon Marie#Marie Splatoon#Marie cuttlefish#Marie#fluff#comfort#im trying to get my mood back up and this has seemed to help in a weird way?#im so attached to these two. their story (especially Callie’s) is so sad but so happy at the same time?#anyway have this thing. listening to Mac Demarco while drawing it was certainly a great experience#i totally didn’t cry#it takes me longer to figure out a stupid caption for every one of my posts than drawing#genuinely#im about to post something that took me 10 minutes and I’m gonna post it and just stare into the screen like an idiot trying to come up w#a caption#sorry it’s 5 am
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Watching Sam & Brennan talk about the beauty of frivolity, of adults playing silly games just as seriously as they fight to survive, and... yeah. There are some things that keep us alive, and there are some things that make life worth living, and I think games are one of those things that fall into both categories. Games make our lives better and they make us better at being alive. I think that's pretty cool.
#k talks#adventure academy#dropout tv#sam reich#brennan lee mulligan#and i say this not in an evopsych way. never. but in a historian looking back at the infinite intricacy of human experience and crying#i know i'm not really saying anything that anarchist philosophers haven't already said but it just hits me every time. it's so good#(& when the lich heard brennan quote graeber we had to pause the video while he had a little philosophical squee)#i feel for brennan not being able to play mafia bc he's too busy hosting it tho. bc. mood#i am rarely allowed to survive a mafia game these last few years#i wish i could invite everyone else who went 'oof. yeah. same' to join my decade-long group of assorted folks#who've been playing increasingly complicated week-long games of mafia over forum & then facebook & now discord for a decade or so#bc oh boy. those games are fun as HELL & we always love new players#especially the kind who will play DEADLY seriously :)
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I genuinely don't think Curly would be as caring for Jimmy as some people depict him in aus where Jimmy gets stuck and burned rather than Curly.
I feel like the realization would truly hit in that moment of what Jimmy did and how bad it was as Curly desperately tries to get him out of the cockpit. He's trying to break in to save Jimmy, but is he? All the thoughts in his head; Jimmy's trying to kill them all, Jimmy's trapped in the cockpit, Jimmy raped Anya, Jimmy's going to die trapped in the cockpit, Jimmy trying to kill them all because of what he did to Anya, and sort of a final Jimmy did this. Is he trying to save him or trying to figure out why? Trying to finally make him take accountability? You can't hold trial for a dead man. Does he want Jimmy to die? Not really, but it'd be easier than figuring out where they go after this. After they drag him out and get his set up in medical and Jimmy refuses to look at anyone but him.
He's the only one who is truly willing to care for Jimmy. I don't think he's keeping him alive for the same reasons, just he can't bring himself to put him down. He wants answers, he wants to be mad. This is the first time he can talk to Jimmy and not have anything spun back at him but he can't get a response. He's never really been able to but for the first time Jimmy actually has to listen and he'll never know if he's actually listening to him this time. It reminds him too much of not understanding Anya. Anya has to care for him and he doesn't want her too, she shouldn't have to but they can't just let him die, can they? Should they? It's easier than hearing him in pain but that's a reminder he did this... even if Curly allowed it to happen.
No one seems to have thoughts on it but him and Anya. They know the reason he crashed the ship but they don't get the logic. Anya does actually, but Curly has to admit he does to. Has to admit he's always known Jimmy's logic behind things, things that need to be "fixed" but he's always taken responsibility and fixed it himself. The first time he really let Jimmy take responsibility and he couldn't, he can't fix anything and Curly know he can't either. He looks at Jimmy and sees every mistake but now he's wondering how many of Jimmy's he's been tacking on to his own. How different are they?
What should he had done to stop it? Maybe this should've happened to him...
Curly doesn't like those thoughts and how they only come when he's stuck with Jimmy, like he's always done to himself. He's way too gentle when he gives Jimmy his pills, too mindful of teeth that always gave him hollow smiles. A tongue that always told half truths, while he held his own. He holds his jaw too kindly and thinks about all the times he's clenched his and smiled for his friends sake. For Jimmy's sake. Jimmy still swallows the pills and struggles, whines like it's not his fault.
He hoped it hurt.
And he's a little scared that he's a little too okay thinking that.
#just i dont think hed sit and that med bay and remines hes staring Jimmy down with anger for the first time in their friendship#whatever tatters of it are left hes letting himself be angry at Jimmy and he cant even give a consequence he doesn't even know how aware or#lucid or able Jimmy is to really grasp all this the sentimental part of him hopes not at all but the part of him thats taken his crap for#all these years that let him get away with so much to him and sadly to others? He wants him awake and aware for every moment like I feel#like hed get close to hitting Jimmy like this and stop himself as he realizes he needs to talk to someone cause he has very no healthy#feelings about himself and Jimmy and the situation and the whole scenerio is defined by him being scared to do the same things that Jimmy#does and just trying to accept that Jimmy was never there for him and he was there for him too much and trying really hard to do right by#everyone else but espcially Anya who'd he have more guilt about than Jimmy obvi but how much of it is him taking responsibility for Jimmy v#the already extreme guilt of not knowing if his crew will get out alive is debatable like he'd want to kill himself but not think he's#deserving and its just him being like okay guys captain curly's got this and then crying while he locks himself in the cockpit#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#captain curly#curly mouthwashing#anya mouthwashing#nurse anya#jimmy mouthwashing
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page full o' hobies 🎸
top pose inspired by @spectra-bear
process pics under da cut ↓
#mine#spiderverse#across the spiderverse#hobie brown#spider punk#well YEEHAW im finally finished with this#after 3 trips to the craft and dollar store to buy stuff i needed#this page is FINALLY done good lord#its been... 3 weeks? since i 1st started this?#needless to say im sick of looking at this thing#im simultaneously kinda scared to post this bc im not 100% happy with it#but at the same time im like… so ready to just post this thang and be DONE with it#never lookin at this again jfc im sick of it#i love hobie dont get me wrong and i love drawing his face#but geeze louise#me doodling this while crying: hobie hates consistency hobie hates consistency hobie hates consistency hobie hATES CONSISTENCY 😭😭😭#thats my excuse for not really uhhh getting his face down 100%#also god yeah i didnt get his skin nearly as dark as i wanted cuz uhhhh#ya boi was workin with shitty dollar store crayons#im ngl i kinda.... miss my alcohol markers :/ but whatever ig i did what i could lol
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a glimpse into wol's soul
bonus: the view across from them
#ffxiv#ff14#ardbert#fray myste#myste#this is my 2nd time redrawing this meme i just can't resist when it fits this well 😔#drawing myste like *head in hands* makes me want to laugh and cry at the same time#oh and the comment abt midgardsormr in a little doggy purse is gonna be stuck in my head for a while
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Some doodles I did in the past two or so weeks)
#cyan ferret art#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#miles tails prower#nine the fox#sonic prime#doodles#sonadow#drew a lot of these gay hogs while trying to get used to drawing them#while is this style so easy and SO HARD AT THE SAME TIME#*crying in frustration *
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Le sang coule à longs flots de sa poitrine ouverte ; En vain il a des mers fouillé la profondeur ; L'océan était vide et la plage déserte ; Pour toute nourriture il apporte son cœur. […] Et, regardant couler sa sanglante mamelle, Sur son festin de mort il s'affaisse et chancelle, Ivre de volupté, de tendresse et d'horreur.
The blood runs in slow waves from his open chest In vain has he plumbed the depths of the seas The Ocean is empty and the shore deserted To provide food for all he offers his heart. […] And, watching his bloody breast drop On his death-feast he sinks and staggers Drunk on pleasure, on tenderness and horror.
-Alfred de Musset, La Nuit de Mai
#joker#arthur fleck#joker folie a deux#joker 2#joaquin phoenix#jokerart#joker 2 spoilers#my art#not me crying while drawing this#I'M SO SORRY TO INFLICT YOU THIS I SWEAR I'M JUST COPING#i had this image stuck in my head after seeing folie the first time and i HAD to draw it#it's like... arthur in his own head seeing his death as something beautiful#with higanbana/red spider lilies because :')#and for the poem well I remembered it while drawing so i had to include it#it’s about a pelican offering itself as food to its children#in the same way the poet uses his own sufferings to create his art for the world#romantic-core and well arthur fleck coded i guess#he is directly compared to a martyr in fàd#and if we think about the two films as a whole#isn't it the long agony of his life that is sublimated there?#and we are feasting on it?#ok i need to shut up now
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Nothing I hate as a personality trait more than willful ignorance. So many people i know try so hard to learn about the world with so much standing in their way, it's infuriating to see people who CAN learn but choose not to.
#i spent so much time in college sobbing and crying while trying to learn shit that my brain just couldn't grasp#back when i was starting to get cognitive issues#and i know so many other people with the same problems#and then theres THIS mother fucker
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HARU’S SOFT THOUGHTS !!
imagine going to disney with riki. the two of you would get to the hotel, unpack, unload and just lay on the bead for legit half an hour then get ready to head out again to the park.
you guys would go on literally everything. even the ones he doesn't like, he would go on for you and vice versa. and finally after doing way too many rides within the time, you make your way to the star wars area for lunch and go to the cantena.
him being the dork he is, he immediately went into geek mode. taking pictures will all the characters (and making you take them), but also getting as many aesthetic pinterest couples pictures as possible.
but honestly as excited as he is, he wants to spend as much time with you as possible and make sure you're having fun too. the two of you have lunch together and then get ready to go on some more rides.
finally, it becomes dark and the parks are a couple of hours away from closing. you make your way to the castle where the firework show is supposed to be held. right when the fireworks go off, he grabs your waist and pulls you close to his chest.
you wrap your hands around his neck and pull him impossibly closer. sharing that moment on your trip to disney was the best part of your year. you knew in your heart he was worth more than gold.
#ahh ok the delulu is talking#ugh i was crying and cringing at the same time while writing this#haruka's soft hours 🪽 ~#enhypen#enha#enhypen heeseung#enhypen jay#enhypen jake#enhypen sunoo#enhypen jungwon#enhypen niki#niki nishimura#enhypen nishimura riki#riki nishimura#nishimura niki#nishimura riki#riki nishimura x reader#riki x you#riki x reader#niki x reader#enhypen fic#enhypen fluff#enhypen soft hours#riki soft hours
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oh my god GUYSSS GUYSSS AGAIN GUYS SEIROUSLY
#the next time they put these two in the same post together i might actually combust#everybody gangsta until official media posts puts their ship on the opposite sides of an alignment chart#im fucking crying first the airplane post now this#(Gobbling up these little crumbs while crying profusely)#txt#not art
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Do I think it’s a shame that, even though the circumstances in which we obtain this weapon suggest it might be hers, we never see Faith use the Sin Eater?
Yes, a little bit.
#finally! (relatively) new art!#I spent so much time on the gun :’)#for the dress I drew the lace patterns separately a while ago so I just reused that#I do the same thing for john’s coat#far cry 5#faith seed#sin eater#I’ve already mentioned this but#while she doesn’t really need a gun and I’m not sure she used one during the fight#the fact we get it the same way we obtain affirmation and jacob’s rifle can mean it was hers#my art#fan art#traditional art#digital coloring#drawn in july 2023
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L'APPEL DU VIDE
Mateus | Mists | W24 P29
The house Odette's great-aunt left her. Not in the mists in-character, but still cradled on the coast of Vylbrand on a decent plot of land. Most of the house remains closed off, in various states of abandonment, but the wing Odette does occupy is kept tidy. She has certainly added her own touches and has claimed an attic bedroom for her own. If you swing by for a visit please leave a message! And mind the shadows.
#Pigeon Screens#FFXIV Housing#“Pigeon” i hear you cry “This looks exactly the same” and yeah I did warn you#also I got impatient but I will 100% be rearranging some clutter and adding more#I've got about 20 slots left and while some of that will go to a studio in the basement#i can still add some things#idk what yet but#anyway really into her bed where she lays to pine for women#(also it's not entirely the same as the last time I updated but it IS pretty close)#(I swapped out a lot of the partition and half partitions to match better and I took away some windows)#(I will not detail every single change) <- me @ myself#anyway#i must lay down for a bit or I will explored
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Meme dump yayyy🥳✨️
(off to make more now muhahaha >:3)
#SIGH WHERE HAD LILI DISAPPEARED TO THIS TIME? TSK TSK SMH 😔#Now now my dearest darling loyal subjects fret not~!!#your beloved princess shall answer all your worries away ~★#mwah mwah~<3#heh~🤭🩷#Soooo updated time!!! >_<#I'm on a road trip halfway across the country rn (was a fun bad idea..my cousins and I nearly had a heat stroke TWICE but it's soo worth it#...I'll hopefully be back by tonight because it's my grandfather's birthday tomorrow and we're planning a surprise party for him#Muhahaha >:3#* happy dances*#Anyways I had time to kill between crying while playing mystic messenger together with my cousin#(I'm making her do Saeran's route sjbqbjjbqjbqbj9ioqjqhiqohwu9wh9uwub I LOVE HIM I ADORE HIM HE WAS THE FIRST CHARACTER I EVER WANTED TO#MARRY HE IS SO DREAM HUSBAND CODED SIJSB8YWBUW MY POOR POOR SWEET ANGEL BABY YOU DESERVE SO MUCH BETTER#THE WORLD DOES NOT DESERVE YOU AAHHHIHSIHAIJIAJ AND OMG HIS ENDING SONG IT ALWAYS MAKES ME CRY SJOBSOJHJSH0SSUS0SSHU0IS0HISH0IS0JHSHJS0HIS0#EVEN IF YOU WERE AN EXPIRED LOLIPOP I'D STILL EAT YOU!! I'D ALWAYS EAT YOU AND ONLY YOU NO MATTER WHAT#I-I MEAN PICK YOU!!! I'D ALWAYS PICK YOU NO MATTER WHAT!! NOT TO SAY THAT I WOULDN'T CANNIBALISE YOU!!#GIVE ME THE CHANCE AND I'D LICK YOU UP I WON'T LEAVE A SINGLE DROP BEHIND O-OF THE LOLIPOP OF OFC NOT TO SAY I WOULDN'T DO THE SAME IF IT#WAS HIS C- I'LL STOP MUST CONTROL I CAN'T WRITE ESSAYS HERE OF HOW MUCH I LOVE AND WANT SAERAN AHHHH MY HEART🥺🩷🩷😭😭)#*cough cough*sooo anywho I'm normal now dw!!😇✨️ (/lie)#and us reading ORV (I'm on chapter 340 something rn and kdj is kdj and i just want to soksjnss9hsj9sbu that stupid squid (/affectionate)#and if I start ranting rn it would never end...#so expect like a 80000 words essay when I'm done with the full novel🫠)#I cleared out my phone gallery yayyy heh🥳🤭 and found so many RH memes that I never posted lmao#Oh!!! And I've noticed something even though I'm a Vin girly through and through#(as evidenced by the fact that my blog is quite literally a shrine to him)#I always end up making Crux memes more...That stupid green onion clown you're so easy to love😔🩷#Anyways Lili out now mwah mwah mwah 🩷🩷🫂✨️#♡{reanimated heart}♡#reanimated heart#reanimatedheart
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harry, as venus by botticelli
the birth of harry finally come to life, thanks to the incredible visions depicted in de amore ex tempore, a fic by @persephoneflouwers that has me dreaming like i haven't in a while. thank you <3
#my art#i haven't put this much effort in a piece of art in a WHILE#i'm so proud i could cry#i took the liberty to add his tattoos despite it not being accurate for the fic or the time period#of course#i made a version of harry without the tattoos but it's just not the same#harry isn't harry without his tattoos#as a tattooed person myself i know my tattoos are an inherent part of me#anyways.#angie this one's for you#and also very much for myself#as a venus and harry obsessed person#de amore ex tempore#deat#harry styles fanart
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