#(turned out to be less significant tummy problem)

[nanamis-bigtie]

speaking of longer, time-consuming projects, next week i'm hoping to release another one shot with chubby reader and 2nd chapter of kindest lies

[inflatingnblue]

I just wanna say that you’re beautiful, all the kinky shit aside. I’ve been getting posts recommended to me on my tumblr fyp that say you liked them, and they’re all horrible upsetting pro-ana stuff, and I don’t know if those are old likes or new ones, but I hope you aren’t falling prey to those demons. They’re always wrong, and all they ever want is to erase you and make you less of who you’re meant to be. You deserve better 💜

This is a long one, friends, so feel free to skip.

First, thank you for sending, Anon. You didn't have to and you still did.

Recovery is complicated, and that's an understatement. Although I like Violet and "blowing up," that's all in fantasy land. In the real world, I would like nothing more than to lose weight.

For the longest time I've believed that my worth comes from being thin and beautiful, that things would make sense and fall into place. That I wouldn't hate myself anymore if I could just get to the right size and then being the right size would also equate to beauty.

I started gaining weight after I was in recovery for a year. I gained a lot over the course of several years. I couldn't figure out what was wrong; working with my dietitian, going to the doctor's, getting test after test to just be told 🤷🏻‍♀️. I thought I was losing my mind. It was really hard to focus on recovery and I slipped a lot.

I was (and still am) extremely aware of how much space I take up and compared myself to those around me. I was (and still am) extremely aware of the fat shaming that happens around me. I hated leaving the house because I knew I would be judged for my size, and that judgment is still a fear I experience today.

I relapsed during 2022 and lost a "significant" amount of weight. I'm using quotes because that's how my therapist described it. I wish I had lost more so it didn't seem significant enough. Then in 2023 I finally found the answer I was looking for - lipedema. I was very grateful to know what was wrong, but it still sucks.

This year I've been working on recovery and it's been fucking difficult. I can't seem to just stay on one side. One day I'm gonna do my best and eat regularly and try to be nice to myself. The next day I may flip and start thinking about weight loss. This time the ED would work, I'll make sure it works. Pat myself on the back if I didn't eat while in the office or got a certain number of steps in. It's exhausting ping ponging back and forth.

My FYP matches that ping pong game. Sometimes I'm not even looking for ED related stuff and it hits me in the face. This might sound weird to some - EDs are very seductive. They can easily be called an addiction. My neuropathways are ready and raring to go down the highway to ED Land. Sometimes I can stop it along the way and sometimes I can't. Some of the posts feel comforting because I know I'm not alone. Some of the posts would be pretty alarming for most people with the imagery and text. I know it's not helpful to look at the pro ana and ED related posts. Just like I can be in awe with how big someone's tummy is, I can also be in awe of various pro ana content.

I know the actual problem is feeling like I don't deserve better. I punish myself for not meeting the high expectations I've collected over the years. Self compassion is still a foreign concept. Logically I understand why it's important to practice, it just seems wrong for some reason.

Again, Anon, I really appreciate you reaching out and voicing concern. It's helpful to hear the same positive and supportive messages from different areas of my life. And I'm sorry you're getting these recommendations. I didn't realize that would happen and now I remember I turned off the option to get recommendations. 😬 Just know I heard you. I'm sure you already know that change is slow, although I'll be more mindful of what I like on here.

Thanks 💙

[animeomegas]

Hi!!!, first, congratulations on 1000 followers!I wanted to ask you something, could you make a list of omegas that would have worse self esteem during pregnancy.if you can't don't worry, have a nice day and again congratulations.

(Hey, thank you so much for your congratulations!! Hmm, I’m sure I can make a little list~)

Warnings: Insecurities of all sorts, mentions of sex.

Insecure over appearance:

· Itachi – Itachi is worried about how skinny and sickly he is. He’s always been on the small side but pregnancy has stopped him being able to keep much food down, and so he just kept getting smaller and smaller. It’s a small insecurity at first, but he does find himself staring at his reflection and wondering if his mate finds him attractive. Itachi goes a long while without sex because of how sick he gets during pregnancy and after birth, and that feeds the insecurity that his alpha doesn’t find him attractive.

· Tamaki – He’s completely fine until he gets lost in a rabbit hole on some parenting and omega focused forums. He finds all these posts from other omegas about how their alphas don’t find them attractive anymore, and about how they’ve stopped having sex. Now, Tamaki is extremely sexually needy during his pregnancy, so he’s suddenly paralysed with fear. Has his alpha been forcing themselves this whole time? Have they just been doing it to please him without enjoying it themselves? He cries about it quite a bit until his alpha finds out and knocks a little bit of sense into him.

· Asmo – Asmo puts so much effort into his physical appearance. He’s very proud of it and he’s very reliant on his appearance to carry his self-esteem. So, a drastic change of any sort would be extremely distressing. He buys every cream and treatment imaginable to stop stretch marks, and acne etc. but things still change with his body. And because Asmo views his worth through looks, he assumes that his alpha does also. He tries to hide, to turn down sex, but of course, this alerts his alpha immediately to the fact that something is wrong. He never really gets over the insecurities while he’s still pregnant, but his alpha can minimise the effects with copious love and praise.

· Julian – He’s extremely insecure as it is, constantly questioning why his alpha finds him attractive at all but being pregnant adds enough layer on to the pre-existing insecurities. He always tries to reassure his alpha that they don’t have to touch him if they don’t want, that they should leave the room before he gets changed or when he’s bathing because they probably don’t want to see him like that. His insecurities run very deeply, just like Asmo’s, so they can’t be fixed, but they can be helped with lots of comfort and reassurance.

Insecure over abilities (e.g., being weak physically etc.):

· Sasuke – The fact that he can’t go on missions or train pisses him off. And as the months go by, he’s gaining weight and losing muscle definition and it freaks him out because he feels like he’s losing who he is which drops his self-esteem. Training has been a part of his life for as long as he can remember. Just design some softer workout routines for him with a mednin and remind him that he can still practice throwing kunai before he loses his goddamn mind.

· Bakugou – The physical condition of his body changing isn’t that big of a deal for him. He has a very small tummy, especially considering he’s pregnant with twins, and he knows he can bounce back after the birth because he’s super dedicated to his physical routine. What he’s not so confident about is the slipping control he has over his quirk. He has (had) an iron clad control, and the random explosions while pregnant are so embarrassing. Not to mention the disruption that his quirk causes in his nest. He has to replace so many cushions which makes his instincts go wild because significant changes to an omega’s nest while pregnant is distressing. If his friends tease him about the loss of control, he gets genuinely mad about because it’s something of a sore spot.

· Jumin – Jumin tries to keep his life while pregnant as close to his life before being pregnant as possible and in many ways, he nails it. He buys copies of his favourite suits and has them tailored every other week to fit his growing stomach. He buys non-alcoholic wine and drinks it with a grimace. He schedules lots of massages to keep the aches and pains away, so he feels normal. But there is one thing that isn’t so easy to keep normal: his emotions. Now, this fits into this category rather than the one below because Jumin gets insecure about how his emotional control impacts his ability to work. His emotions had never impacted his career before, but now he can’t help but tear up when he gets overstressed, he can’t work long hours without getting lonely and wanting to go home, he can’t take business trips because he doesn’t want to leave his nest for too long. It makes him feel a little like he’s lost himself because these things are things he’s been doing with ease for his entire life. He’s quite irritated by it and it damages his self esteem somewhat.

Insecure emotionally (e.g., unsure about being a good parent etc.):

· Tamaki –Tamaki also makes it onto this category. His insecurities are very specific, but he worries about being a bad role model socially for his pup. If his alpha is very socially adept, I’m not sure he would worry as much, because he knows that his pup can learn from their other parent, but if Tamaki’s alpha is also a little shy or prefers not being around people, then he gets really worried about it. Him being so shy and anxious has really impacted his life and he really doesn’t want it to impact his pup in the same way. He really worries that he’ll be a bad influence in that regard. (but the prospect of an extremely extroverted child is an equally terrifying concept in a different way haha.)

· Lucifer – He is very worried about being a good parent because all he can focus on is the past times when he wasn’t a good older brother. I mean, Satan hates him, and that’s as close to a father/child bond that Lucifer has, so surely that must mean he’s not cut out to be a father? He’s not good at emotions or reasonable punishments or showing affection or… well, point is he doesn’t think he has what it takes to be a good parent, when all he’s ever had is a shitty father himself, and all he’s ever been, is a shitty older brother that drove his family apart.

· Levi – Levi is insecure about most things that have to do with himself, so it’s not surprising that he gets very insecure about being a good parent which drops his self-esteem to an all time low. He can’t even watch any anime that focuses too much on parent/child relationships because he can’t help but compare himself every time, and he works himself up into a mini panic. It’s difficult to calm Levi’s insecurities but his partner can help him somewhat.

· Hawks – Keigo is very insecure about his abilities to protect his pup. His has this conspiracy theory that the hero commission will try to kidnap his child. They were furious when they found out he was pregnant during the peak of his career and they pushed him heavily towards abortion. Keigo leaked the pregnancy news to the public to force the commission’s hands, but he’s still so paranoid that they’ll stage a 'tragic accident' for his pup to force him back into hero work, or try and kidnap and raise his pup as they raised him. He doesn’t have any proof, per se, but he’s terrified that he can’t protect his pup so he really doesn’t like to leave his alpha’s presence. When he’s close to his due date, he’s too insecure with all his conspiracy theories clouding his mind to even let his alpha shower by themselves.

· V – Jihyun sort of convinces himself that he’s cursed when it comes to looking after people (Rika, Saeyoung, Saeran), so he’s very upset by the prospect that he’ll probably fail at raising his child too. He originally says that he wants to give the pup up for adoption to save them, but eventually you talk him around and start working through his problems. He just doesn’t thing he’ll be a good role model. The longer he waits to have children after the more traumatic events of his life, the less these issues crop up.

Miscellaneous:

· Aizawa – Shouta gets insecure when people pay too much attention to him being pregnant. He doesn’t like people giving up their seats for him on public transport, he doesn’t like his students and colleagues asking invasive questions, he doesn’t like those awful shop attendants that try to shoehorn him into buying baby supplies he doesn’t need. He wishes people would just treat him normally. (and he absolutely starts to activate his quirk every time someone tries to touch his tummy without asking first.) But yeah, all the eyes and attention makes him super uncomfortable and it makes him overanalyse everything he does which does impact his self esteem.

· Light – Light has a very specific insecurities while pregnant which revolve around the fear that he’s lowering himself by carrying a pup. All his life he’s had people tell him that because he’s an omega, he should give up on all his dreams and have pups and stay home instead. It really doesn’t sit well with him that he’s doing what all those awful people told him to do (at least it feels that way to him). He feels ashamed and he hates it. He avoids everything stereotypical while pregnant. He’ll kick you in the face if you try to rub his feet, he does everything in his power to avoid giving in to cravings, and he doesn’t make a nest. It all takes a serious toll on his health but it would take one hell of a stubborn alpha to get him to bend on any of that. It puts a strain on the relationship.

[moonctzeny]

Never really yours

anon: Just wanted to say that "The bet" was absolutely cute!!! If you are still taking requests, I'd love to have celebrity!au + Taeyong + exes + 26 I'm looking forward to your next writings :)!

“Baby, please. Being with you once a month is still so much better than not being with you at all. I can’t live without you” “And I can’t keep looking for flakes of happiness in the same place that I lost it”.

pairing: celebrity! Taeyong x fem! reader

genre: angst, smut

word count: 1,734

warnings: mentions of death, drinking, slight body worship, breakups, for the love of god don’t read this if you’re freshly broken up

a/n: sorry for the angst, hope you like it anon!

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How did you get yourself into this mess again?

He looks good, his hair a turquoise shade only he could pull off that well. You wondered how he found time to attend your common friend’s birthday party tonight, it’s been months since anyone in your life had seen him in person. Being a k-pop idol meant having almost no free time and as Taeyong’s ex-girlfriend, you knew that too well.

You don’t know how you found yourself tangled up with him in your sheets.

It started off with an awkward greeting, your friend’s apartment not big enough for you to avoid stumbling upon each other. He asks you about your life, about work, about your favourite TV show ending. You lie about everything being fine, not mentioning the fact that you’ve been waking up crying every night because he keeps visiting your dreams. Hugging your waist, kissing your knuckles, only for you to open your eyes to see the cold spot he left in your bed. In turn, you ask him about Ruby, and when he tells you she passed away, big eyes brimmed with tears and avoiding yours, you insist you sit down with him and share a beer.

Taeyong isn’t a good drinker, but he would gladly do it if it meant spending more time with you. An hour of catching up and you remember exactly what drew you to him in the first place and what convinced you to get in a committed relationship with someone so unattainable. He is so sensitive, so sweet. Attentive to everything you had to say, gentle and encouraging with his words. He always knew how to calm you down, all your problems you shared with him shrinking into nothingness the moment he reassured you everything was going to be okay.

You know you shouldn’t have let him grab your hands, but the circles he drew on them with his thumbs had a drug-like effect on you. You know you shouldn’t have run your hands through his hair, but the little mewl he let as he nuzzled his head against you, made all your constraints fall out the window.

“I can’t stop thinking about you”, he murmurs as soon as the beer can is less than half full and you choose to believe him. He insists on walking you home and you agree, knowing damn well he will follow you upstairs without any complaints from you.

From the moment he steps into your apartment, he has his lips glued on yours. Hungry, fervent kisses were exchanged between you, making you struggle to lock your front door. You move onto the couch, never breaking away from each other and discarding a piece of clothing with each step.

“I’ve missed you so much”, Taeyong whispers against your lips and you want to pinch yourself to make sure this isn’t one of the countless scenarios your mind fabricates for you in your sleep. You want to say it back but you’ve cried it so many times in your pillow that it seemed pointless to be repeated.

He pulls you on his lap, hands running over your sides to unfasten your bra. Sucking one of your nipples into his mouth, his doe eyes look up at you to gauge your reaction. He loves when you tell him he does a good job, that he makes you feel good, such a people pleaser that it makes your heart ache.

“Mmm, yes baby. Your lips feel so good”

His eyes light up in your praise, urging him to flick his tongue over your bud until you’re moaning his name. You know your pleasure is his number one priority but the sensitivity is getting too much and you haven’t had enough of him yet. Crouching down, you pull his hair to rest on the couch’s headrest when you start nibbling on his neck.

“No marks”, he pleads, “I have a photoshoot tomorrow”

Ah, yes, there it is. That stomach-churning feeling that has the memories you’ve tried so hard to repress flooding your mind in a second. That little voice that reminds you that Taeyong is never really yours. Missed birthdays, missed anniversaries, missed calls. Homemade dinner you prepared for him getting cold due to another practice taking too long. Waiting for a week for a mere notification, a voice message. Only getting to hear his voice by turning on the TV, seeing his smile through a screen. Were you his significant other or his fan? Did his most loyal fans know even more about your boyfriend than you? No. Maybe they knew about his favourite number, or his album sales, but you knew how to do this.  

You kneel down in front of him, springing his member out of his boxers and putting him into your mouth. Slurping around him intensely, you let your tongue hang out as his tip hits your soft palate. He moans at the feeling and you gloat over the sounds he is making just for you. You knew how to make him feel good, and you had to prove to yourself that you meant something to him, maybe even as much as he meant to you.

After some more minutes of your pampering he pulls you up, and starts leaving kisses over every part of your body his lips can reach. He murmurs about how beautiful they are, how beautiful you are, how much he missed you. His words were as sweet as they were addictive, so you lead him to your bedroom to shut him up.

Taeyong soon finds himself on top of you, naked and rubbing his cock over your folds that are undoubtedly wet by this point. You haven’t slept with anyone since your breakup but you don’t tell him that. Hell, you couldn’t even admit to yourself that his loving was the only physical contact you were really craving, but the moment he dives into you it’s hard to deny it.

He captures your lips in a devout kiss, contrasting his deepening thrusts. You hold on to his arms to try and ground yourself from the pleasure that is devouring you completely. This feels so familiar, so right that you want to scream. How unfair is it that someone has to rip these moments of intimacy with him, that you need near as damn much as oxygen at this point, away from you?

One of his thrusts soon hits that sensitive spot in you and you moan at him loudly to do it again. He concentrates in pleasuring you more deeply and opens your legs further in the process, pinning your knees onto the mattress. The motion is rigorous and your neighbors must hate you for the thumping of the bedpost against the wall but you couldn’t care less. His eyes are focused on your contorting expressions, widening the moment your mouth drops open at the wave of your orgasm washing over you.

Nothing can compare to the feeling of having the person you genuinely love connect with you through body and soul. In these serotonin-filled moments of your pussy gripping him, trying to coax an orgasm from him, nothing has changed. You’re still together, like those times you sneaked a quicky in his dorms after dance practice. Or those times he managed to stay over at your place to have a movie marathon and binge on his favorite sweet potato snacks. Or those rare times he took you out on a date under the moonlight of the UN Village hills, making promises about forevers.

Taeyong doesn’t take long to cum, panting and glistening in after-sex glow, and you think you’ve never seen anything more stunning. He plops next to you, one arm serving as a pillow under your head, the other drawing abstract shapes over your tummy. You don’t know what to say as the euphoria starts to wear off, leaving you in the uncomfortable realization of what you just did. He is the one who breaks the silence first.

“Sometimes, I sit in bed and wonder what would happen if things were different”

Oh, God knows you did too. You’ve spent the majority of your relationship daydreaming about an alternative universe, where Taeyong is just your colleague from work that you started dating, where you can go to the grocery store down the street with him, or kiss his hand in the daylight without fearing for his career ending. Your answer was quite different though.

“Don’t. There’s no use.”

He turns his torso around, leaning on the hand behind you to look at you.

“Why?”

“Because”, you sigh, hating the way he furrows his eyebrows like he didn’t agree with your breakup as well, “you won’t give up being a celebrity and I can’t stand only seeing you once a month. We’ve been over this”

“Well, this time it can be different! I can ask for less promotions and you can ask for more day offs. We can make this work!”

“No, we can’t Taeyong!” You move away from him now, using up every ounce of self-control to deny him. “You think I didn’t try as hard as I could the first time around? This isn’t sustainable and you know it.”

“Why can’t we just try again? And if it doesn’t work then-”

“Then what? What will happen when I need you and you won’t be able to be here? Do you know how much it fucking hurts to only hold on to memories of you? It almost doesn’t matter if we’re together or not, I still miss you all the same!”

You get up from the bed, covering yourself with a bathrobe, blinking again and again to keep the tears from spilling out. He is looking back at you with those big puppy eyes that you love the most and you hate yourself for the way they lost their sparkle.

“Baby, please. Being with you once a month is still so much better than not being with you at all. I can’t live without you”

“And I can’t keep looking for flakes of happiness in the same place that I lost it”. It was so hard to avoid his eye contact, so hard to keep yourself from snuggling up to him in the bedsheets and let yourself get carried away in the lie. But you had to be strong, for the both of you. “I think it’s time you should go”

[berrykook]

over love (y!jk)

part 2 to overtime

in which you are becoming sick from having some trouble adjusting to life with jungkook and you are both frustrated

contents: yandere!jungkook, kidnapping, vomit, stockholm syndrome, jinkook r kinda mean sorry :(

word count: 5.6k

a/n: hey thanks to everyone who followed and/or liked, reblogged, or somehow commented on overtime! i appreciate the kind words

i’m terrible with writing requests, but feel free to leave some yandere requests in my inbox and i might just write some drabbles

to keep things consistent on here i wrote this stoned and i ended up referring to jin in like 3000 different ways ok dr. kim is kim seokjin and sheriff kim is kim taehyung and who knows perhaps i will expand on this little universe who knows i sure don’t

the writing goes a bit back and forth bc i wanted to show reader’s struggle with how she feels towards jk

not much is going on here plot-wise bc it’s not a chaptered fic but either way lmk wat ppl think! ;p

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You weren’t sure how he managed to do it but on some day during the second month, Jungkook had begun testing your patience before you had even completely woken up. You hadn’t even opened your eyes when a blistering tug of frustration began twisting in your chest. Immediately, your eyes shut tighter and you burrowed yourself into the fluffy, sweet-smelling sheets. Although lately, just the slightest hint of Jungkook’s scent made you nauseous.

Seeing you cuddling into his pillow set off an explosion in Jungkook’s chest as he cooed and hugged you closer from on top of the covers.

“Baby, no! It’s time to get up!” He giggled as he ran his hands all along your back, ass, thighs, calves and finally, your feet. “Come on, darling, it’s morning.” A wet kiss on your ankle had you clawing your way out from under the blankets. Jungkook’s alarm clock displayed a later time than it usually did, yet you still managed less than thirty minutes of sleep. It was better than some nights.

Jungkook jumped at the opportunity to sloppily kiss your face. “Good morning, sweetheart!” Another kiss to the top of your cheekbone. “Did my baby get some sleep?” He ran his fingers through your hair, trying his best to mind the tangles.

You looked over to him and sadly gave a slight shake of your head. He cooed sympathetically, kissing all along your hairline. One of his hands dropped down to rest dangerously close to your ass.

“Oh, sweetie. At least after today, I’ll have some more time to help you fix your sleeping schedule! Maybe the new house will help you adjust better.” His kisses stay above your jawline, but slow significantly. He hums, and you have yet to speak a word.

He grabs your hand and intertwines it with his. “Let’s get you some food. Maybe it’ll help you feel sleepy?” He guides you up and leads you to the adjacent bathroom. “I’ll be in the kitchen, princess. You better be eating in less than ten minutes!” You felt your eyes shutting at the sound of his receding voice. Peace was nearest when Jungkook was far.

You must have fallen asleep for a moment because it seemed that seconds later, Jungkook was rapping his knuckles on the bathroom door.

“Honey? Are you okay?” His voice is soft, almost hesitant. It always makes you wonder how he manages to hide away his deep disturbance and perversion. “Sweetheart…”

You have been sitting cross-legged on the bathroom floor since you left the bed. Your toothbrush has remained stagnant on your tongue. You make a pitiful sounding moan and Jungkook gasps as he opens the door.

“Are you sick? Oh no, baby...aw, come here…” he takes a knee and holds you close to his chest. Your head is spinning from the lack of sleep still, so you cuddle into him just slightly. You can feel the stiffness of the shirt you ironed against his torso and jealousy burns in your stomach. The ladies at the office must be running around like chickens with their heads cut off as the police’s search for you still has “zero leads” over two months in. You yearned to just sit at your desk once more and complete some busy work. Anything would be better than rotting in Jungkook’s apartment. “What’s wrong?”

You moan softly and Jungkook’s hands around you jerk a bit. “Head hurts. Didn’t sleep.” You are unsure how Jungkook could possibly understand your mumbling from his chest. “So tired...” you whisper, leaning more of your weight on him. He sighs.

This had become a common morning routine in the Jeon residence. Jungkook was constantly worried sick about you, checking the security cameras from work like a madman as you had yet to sleep at any reasonable hour in the time you had been moved into his place. Jungkook tried cuddling you to sleep, changing his mattress, working from home, cooking new food, and everything under the sun in an attempt to help you sleep and adjust to life with him. So far, nothing had been successful - sleeping pills had just barely helped, but you didn’t like the way they made you feel in the morning and Jungkook wanted to scream at the thought of you not waking up in time to kiss him goodbye for the day.

“Sweetheart, I should really go to work today...you know I have to…” Jungkooks moves you onto his lap, bouncing you for a moment as if you were a babe on his hip. “I’m so sorry...I’m trying to make it all better.” You rise from his chest dizzily, smiling weakly at him. His heart began to race and you giggled, mocking him internally for this delusion that his presence would help your sleeping problem. He giggled back and pinched your nose. “Let’s go to the kitchen, yeah?” He plucked the toothbrush from your mouth and held onto the small of your back as you finished washing up. Wrapping your legs around his waist, he carried you over to the kitchen. You had to push aside the nausea to smile and force down the breakfast Jungkook spent an extra hour in the morning making for you.

The house was silent save for Jungkook’s soft humming and shuffling about. He cooked, cleaned, worked, and had no complaints. Jungkook was fulfilled just by the thought of coming home to you greeting him at the door each night (of course, it was his threat of keeping you chained up like a bitch if you didn’t greet him that motivated you to wait on him so). Typically, you spent all day sitting around, letting the hours melt away until Jungkook came back from work and that hanging feeling in your chest began to throb until he left you alone again. However, your steadfast decline in energy had him frequently coming back home during his lunch hours and bothering you with his presence more often. You were sure that he came back some days just to watch you sleep in the middle of the day. He would be gone when you awakened, but you just knew he had been there, watching.

“I think we should celebrate tonight, don’t you think?” He was back at his favorite position (behind you) slowly rubbing his hands over your tummy. He kissed your cheek wetly and you coughed to hide the shiver running down your spine.

“Celebrate what?” You turned your head slightly to look at him - how he adored recieving just a modicum of your attention!

He wiped the corner of your lips and sucked on his finger (you were sure he had no reason to do so as you were not a messy eater). “Celebrate our last day in this home, silly,” he murmured sweetly, stealing a piece of your french toast for himself. He moaned comically, praising his own mediocre cooking. You spent a significant amount of your remaining energy into smiling warmly at him and turning around to hug him properly. Jungkook gasped lightly as he was under the impression that you were still “too nervous” to be affectionate with him. You let out a slow breath, holding back the contents of your stomach with a whimper. Jungkook kissed the crown of your head, blissfully unaware of how he made you sick.

“Don’t we usually celebrate when we finish moving into the new house?” You cross your fingers behind his back in hopes to extend whatever “celebration” Jungkook had been plotting.

Jungkook never pressured you sexually, but there was a lingering fear within you that he would snap and demand something from you. You knew from the moans he let out whenever you touched that he expected something, at least someday. You, however, had no intentions of that nature whatsoever...even as you begged your mind not to fall victim to his love, you couldn’t fathom the thought of laying together with him. Jungkook laughs.

“Well, we can celebrate both! Why don’t you get some sleep and when I come home, we’ll throw together a nice dinner and I’ll bring home something to drink, huh? Come on, baby, it’s our last night here...this place is special,” he says wistfully, taking in the white walls and clean carpet. “This is our first home together.” He smiles down at you, brushing your hair behind your ears. He ignores the sweat that pools at your temples.

“Ah,” you say in understanding before pushing him off of you and running to the bathroom. There it was - the first anxiety-induced vomiting session of the day. You heard Jungkook stomping after you from your seat on the bathroom tiles. Of all the places in the apartment where Jungkook harassed you, this place felt the most like home - the most familiar.

“Oh no, baby! Ah, it’s okay, it’s okay...you’ll feel better soon.” He worked on tying your hair back and holding you from behind, one hand rubbing your stomach and the other hand between your shoulder blades. You tried your best to ignore him, hoping that this was one step closer to your body giving up and dying so you would finally be away from him.

You didn’t have much to expel so it was too soon that Jungkook was helping you wash your mouth out and get back into bed.

“I’m so sorry, sweetie...I’ll tell Hoseok that my last day can wait. You’re more important,” he giggled, touching his nose to yours. “I’ll text Seokjin-hyung to come over and see what’s going on.” Jungkook laid in bed with you, hovering over you as you placed yourself in the fetal position. Your heart picked up a beat.

“No, Jungkook,” you mumbled angrily. You cursed yourself for letting your irritation be known. Jungkook’s hand stopped brushing through your hair. Did he really have to be touching you all the time?

“What do you mean ‘no?’” His tone dropped a few degrees and you held back a groan as you gripped his hand from your head and held it to your chest in an attempt to placate him. He huffed angrily like a child.

“No, as in you should say goodbye to your coworkers. They love you.” You looked up at him with sad eyes and he laughed gleefully, cooing and fawning over you as he always did.

“Oh, baby! You’re so considerate, aw…there’s no way I’m leaving you when you’re sick like this! Hobi can just tell the ladies at the office that my last day is actually tomorrow and I was spending today sorting out my apartment, or whatever he figures out. Easy! I don’t mind staying here one or two more nights if it means comfortable travels for my healthy sweetheart.”

You buried your face into your pillow, groaning as you realized that the person who made you sick would be hovering over you for several more days as the move out of his apartment would begin soon and he would be out of work. You were empty, but nausea still plagued your body as your fear of Jungkook made its rounds.

Jungkook sighed deeply, lightly massaging the back of your neck. “I know, baby, you must feel so sick…I’m sorry...let me get Jin-hyung in here right away!” He bounded off to get his phone from his work bag at the front door. His booming footsteps echoed in your head.

The drive to fight and escape, admittedly, never burned through you. It had been two months since that night in the parking garage and Jungkook was even moving the two of you into a new house (a hillside house in Busan at that), yet you barely made any attempts at escaping at all. Jungkook loved you deeply and made that clear in every sentence, every gesture, every movement - but there was a part of him who despised you, too. The part of him that came out whenever you expressed annoyance or disdain towards him - even just disagreeing with him could reveal this nasty side to him in which he would yell, cry, or threaten you until you were crying and being comforted in his arms. An inkling of an idea for remaining in Seoul burned in the back of your mind, but it made you writhe with anxiety at the thought of his reaction. His loud footsteps grew in volume again as he tried his best to softly land in bed to avoid further agitating your stomach.

He chose to lie beside you, gently picking you up so you could rest on top of him. The sound of his heartbeat was deafening against your dizzy head.

“Jin-hyung is on his way and Hobi is handling everything at the office,” he mumbled, stroking your back like he always does. He let out soft little hums and pressed gentle kisses to the corner of your mouth. You took a deep calming breath when your heart rate began picking up on its own. Try as you might, Jungkook did at times have an effect on you. You supposed it was some sort of savior complex, partially from that night in the parking garage and partially from how gently he treated you since coming into his home. Before Jungkook, you never viewed yourself as delicate (and for good reason!). However, Jungkook’s tender touches and heartfelt words held some power over you.

“You feeling okay, baby?”

You were on the verge of tears for no apparent reason. Despite Jungkook having made you sick from the moment you woke up, you felt oddly safe in his arms. You felt loved, and the feeling made you even sicker. You buried your face into his chest and hoped he wouldn’t notice your flushed face and teary eyes.

“Aw…” His voice was so soft that you could barely hear it even from his chest. “It’ll be okay, Jin-hyung will help...what else can I do for you, baby? Tell me.” He cradled the back of your head with a large hand. Jungkook’s size was so apparent when you were this close. “Hm?”

His hum in your ear snapped something within you and you let out a sad whimper. Jungkook gasped softly, cooing and patting your back. “Are you gonna be sick again, baby? Aw, it’s okay…” One of his hands made its way to the back of your neck and the floodgates crashed open. You were disgusting. You couldn’t even remember the last time you cried before you met Jungkook and here you were now, crying because...he made you feel good? You suspected that your body was steadily giving up on you and your mind wasn’t very far behind. You’re unsure when you did it, but you had an iron grip on Jungkook’s hand. His thumb rubbed over your hand as he patiently waited for you to gather yourself and speak to him. The small smile on his face made your heart twist and writhe. You supposed Jungkook was just the slightest bit handsome.

You looked like a sick puppy looking up at him from his chest. Jungkook was eager to kiss your pouting lips once you had gathered yourself. He hadn’t filled you in yet, but the sound of your weeping lit a fire under him and aroused him deeply. He chuckled a bit, reaching to wipe a tear from your chin.

“Dunno,” you murmur pitifully after several minutes. You fall so your cheek is flat against his chest and you can no longer look into his eyes. He laughs while softly uttering to himself about how cute you were. It makes you embarrassed and ill at the same time. “I’m sorry. I’m all over the place.”

“I know, I know. The new house is going to be so wonderful for you. #e’re going to be so happy there...did I mention my parents will be nearby? Just a short drive away, baby. They’ll be so excited to be close to their grandchildren...just think about it...we’re so close to that life.” The heartbeat that sent chills up your spine ten minutes ago began to warm your own heart with just a moment’s notice. His whispering calmed you to approach slumber, despite it scaring you into a near insomniac for the past two months. You wondered how you were going to word to Dr. Kim that you were losing your mind.

“Doesn’t that sound nice? Shh, shh, i know you must be feeling so bad right now, but just focus on me...I love you so much, baby. I can’t believe you’re home and safe here with me...I can’t explain how happy you make me. I wonder sometimes if I could ever make you understand. I never want you to ever second-guess yourself or my love for you...I will always be here, baby. I love you so much.”

Jungkook caught any tears from your eyes with lightning speed. You cuddled into him lower towards his ribs and he laughed. “Am I making my baby bashful? Aww, sweetie...I’m just trying to make you feel better...it must be working, right?”

You let out a small noise of disdain. Jungkook fawned over you and continued making you blush until he left with a dozen kisses to get Seokjin at the door.

Jungkook called Dr. Kim in to check up on you at least once a week since you entered the apartment (and still had yet to exit). You liked Dr. Kim to some twisted degree. Of Jungkook’s brothers, he was the one you disliked the least - Hoseok, your old boss, was a dick to you since the day you met him and was also the ultimate reason why Jungkook knew who you were in the first place (Jungkook mentioned one night that he first saw you at a holiday work party and his favorite photograph of you was from that night and framed by the front door). His other brothers, Sheriff Kim and Detective Min, were key players in tossing your missing persons case in the trash. They had comforted you so kindly that night you were attacked by Jungkook’s favorite brother, Namjoon. Jungkook vaguely mentioned something about one or two more, but you tuned out the conversation about his brothers, horrified, when it was revealed to you that even law enforcement could not free you from Jungkook.

You heard Jungkook and Dr. Kim speaking in hushed voices from the hallway outside Jungkook’s bedroom. Your heart ached and stomach twisted at Jungkook’s worried tone.

“Here she is, hyung,” Jungkook whispered when they finally entered your bedroom. You swaddled yourself with the heavy sheets and raised a hand to wave shyly at Dr. Kim. If only he was not a pawn in Jungkook’s game - if only you had met him some other way. He was devastatingly handsome.

Jungkook sits on the bed, close to you and possessively. Dr. Kim smiled warmly.

“How have you been lately? I hear you’ve had some more trouble sleeping?”

You nod gingerly, smiling awkwardly as Jungkook stayed rooted to the bed. He looked at you with concern, blissfully unaware that he should not be in the room.

“I slept for 30 minutes, Dr. Kim.” You are bashful and Jungkook notices immediately.

“She threw up again this morning...I’m so worried, hyung.” Jungkook was practically laying on top of you at this point. His body desperately attempted to show Seokjin that you belonged to him and nobody could love you like he does.

“Ah, I see, I see.” You could tell that Dr. Kim also wanted Jungkook to step out. “Well...my question. How do you feel?” Dr. Kim addresses you by your first name and the sound hangs in the air, foreign to you at this point. Jungkook called you your given name at times, but mostly when you were being defiant and he was threatening you somehow.

Jungkook became more alert because of this and opened his mouth to respond before getting cut off by Seokjin raising his hand to stop him. You twiddle your thumbs.

“I don’t know,” you mumble nervously.

Before Jungkook, you prided yourself on your independence and your swift thinking and problem-solving skills. You had no desire for dating at this quintessential time period of your life and you focused most of your energy on bettering yourself and maintaining a well-rounded life.

Now, it seemed like just Jungkook’s presence regressed your mind years back. You felt deep, deep fear and hatred towards him and his psychotic nature, but you also felt yourself wrapping around his finger. He took care of you well and didn’t ask for much. He managed the apartment, money, food, everything all by himself and all he ever wanted from you was your love. He was terrifying when he was angry and you still hadn’t figured out a way to escape safely and make it more than ten paces from his apartment. You were sure that Sheriff Kim and Detective Min were watching you almost as closely as Jungkook did. You were hopeless and you knew this from the first night you set foot in Jungkook’s home. You weren’t sure how you felt at all. Life no longer felt real.

“That’s okay. Take your time,” Dr. Kim said softly after a moment. You felt yourself tearing up at his kindness and from the pressure to speak. Jungkook reached for your hands, pulling them apart to stop you from picking at your hangnails. You let out a sad sound and Dr. Kim folded his hands, waiting patiently for you to come forward and speak your truth.

“I don’t know...I don’t know. Really,” you whimpered, trying to steady your voice. You sighed in frustration, embarrassed at having cried so much this early in the morning.

Dr. Kim made a noise of understanding and asked Jungkook to step out into the hall with him. You stared at them as they walked out, jealous that you did not have the right to know about your own health. You forced yourself to sit up past the dizziness and listen to their conversation.

“She’s coming along nicely. Keep doing what you’re doing and she should come around completely soon.”

You fell back onto your pillows once you heard Dr. Kim say this to Jungkook.

“Yuri was the same way with me and Namjoon had a similar experience with Ara. Don’t worry, Kookie, she’ll be fine. Putting her in her place more often should do the trick. You know about Hobi’s favorite method, yes?”

“Are you sure? She’s sick! I can tell she’s still repulsed by me sometimes...I don’t want to push her too far. You saw how messy it was with Taehyung…” Jungkook sounded close to tears. Perhaps he was as sensitive with others as he was with you.

“It won’t be like what happened with Taehyung. She’s a tough nut to crack. You need to take it a step further. Think about it...you should never be disrespected in your own home.”

Your heart twinged at the thought of how kind Dr. Kim had been since you first met and how lowly he spoke of you now. The thin wood of the bedroom door was not nearly enough to deafen the sting of his hissing. You could practically hear the cogs turning in Jungkook’s head.

They continued to converse about things you had no context on and at times, Jungkook’s wild emotions would run free and he would passionately describe how saddened he was that you weren’t adjusting well to his home. You tried to tune out his crying. They seemed to discuss some sort of plan to “put you in your place,” but you barely cared anymore. You just wanted your mind to unravel completely already so you could succumb to Jungkook and accept your fate with him. There was no hope for escape. There never was.

“Think about it, Jungkook. I’m serious. I’ll be back next week, okay?”

You heard their voices retreat and Dr. Kim was then gone without having said goodbye to you. Whatever. His beauty could never outweigh how strongly he believed you were somehow below Jungkook. You heard Jungkook’s heavy footsteps stop in front of the bedroom door for a moment as if he were hesitating. He came in slowly.

“Baby? I spoke with Jin-hyung,” he uttered. You turned on your side, pretending to be asleep. “Oh,” he breathed, seeing your eyes closed.

Seokjin had just finished handing his ass to him about being more stern with you and breaking you down faster so he could win you over already. Of himself, Namjoon, and Hoseok, none of them had taken as long as Jungkook to win over the hearts of their partners. He sighed, exiting the room to help you sleep. You both had a lot of work to do.

You woke up several hours later to Jungkook quietly raging in the living room at his TV. Despite being deeply invested in his game, he felt your presence immediately and set his game aside, standing in place and staring you down.

“Honey,” he exhaled anxiously. “Did you sleep well?”

You nodded slightly before awkwardly shuffling off to find food. Jungkook bounded after you quickly. His eyes darted around nervously as he tried to figure out what to say.

“S-so, the move has been delayed just a day...tomorrow, I’ll go into work for my last day and we can start the move the next day.” From the way you apathetically fluttered about the kitchen deciding what to eat, Jungkook felt like he was talking to himself. “Are you feeling better, sweetheart?” He stood much too close to you, so you let out a soft noise of acknowledgement as you pressed a hand against his chest to softly guide him a step back.

His conversation with Seokjin earlier filled him with anxiety and your behavior didn’t help him in the slightest. If anything, he felt his anger begin to rise inside of him. He took a deep breath, attempting to delay his boiling point.

“I said, are you feeling better, sweetheart?” For a moment, you stopped rummaging through Jungkook’s fridge as his icy tone ran down your spine. He huffed when you continued going about making yourself a sandwich as if he wasn’t even there.

“Yeah, I feel better,” you mumbled, straining yourself to open a jar of peanut butter. Jungkook looked on angrily, choosing to let you struggle.

“Well, that’s good.” You uneasily continued making your sandwich while Jungkook followed your every move. A part of you knew that you should pay better attention to him so he’s satisfied, but the resistant part of you which so passionately despised Jungkook was not allowing you to give him more than a crumb of your focus. 

Jungkook gulped down his irritation to the best of his abilities, but it continued to rear its head at you. Seokjin’s words echoed in his head - you should never be disrespected in your own home.

“Well...I’m home now. What would you like to do today?” Jungkook brought a hand up to his jaw to help soften it.

You figured he didn’t notice that he had a habit of standing as close as humanly possible to you. Sighing lightly, you pressed a hand against his ribs to push him back once again, but an iron grip intertwining your fingers stopped you.

“Don’t do that,” he said in a low tone. You gave him a confused stare, hoping that he would find it cute and have mercy on you.

“Huh? What do you mean?” You tried to sound as soft and sad as possible, praying that you didn’t set him off. He stared down at you with a steely gaze, completely unaffected. Your breath quickened a pace as you wracked your brain for a solution before he was too far gone.

“You don’t love me yet...do you?” It was not a question. Fuck, you thought.

“You know...none of my brothers had such trouble getting their wives to listen to them after they moved in together.” You begged yourself not to giggle - how absurd it was that Jungkook called this anything but a kidnapping. “Jin-hyung said that it has been too long that you’ve been acting this way.” His glare almost made you forget how sweet and gentle Jungkook could be. You wondered if this side of him would ever come out if you let yourself love him too.

“Acting like what?”

“Like you know what!” He snapped. You flinched and he gasped at the sight of you scared.

Jungkook wouldn’t dare put his own hands on you. Oddly enough, he drew the line at hittting you. For some inexplicable reason, you knew deep down that he wouldn’t do it either. Something about you knew that Jungkook did possess at least a percentage of genuine love for you.

“You disrespect me. You think I’m some sort of ugly monster...you still haven’t figured out yet that I actually saved you. You’re too fucking dense to figure out that nobody has ever loved anyone the way that I love you. Too fucking dense to know that this is real...that this type of love doesn’t happen to everyone. You should be fucking grateful. You sh-”

“But I do love you,” you said mousily. You crossed your fingers with the hand that Jungkook was not holding. Jungkook looked as if he had the wind knocked out of him.

It was not true. In this moment, you knew that your hatred for Jungkook far outweighed the gratitude you had to him for that night in the parking garage. You wanted to make him sweat.

Slowly, he raised your intertwined hands to his chest.

“Baby...you don’t mean that…”

You took a deep breath, both to calm yourself and to up your performance.

“I do, Jungkook. I do mean it.”

Jungkook felt a few steps off from bursting into flames with how hard he was blushing - and, you should have known better than to use those two words to Jungkook so early on. He gasped softly, running your intertwined hands back and forth across his heart.

“Sweetheart…” His face contorted as he struggled with his next move. He was torn between punishing you and teaching you to respect him at all times, and punishing himself for cherry-picking a reason to assert dominance over his sweet girl. He whimpered, lower lip trembling embarrassingly. “Uh, you’re so perfect.”

You took your hand from his and cupped his face instead. Jungkook was nearly hyperventilating at this point, so you figured you should cut the act soon.

“Uh, tell me again! Please, please say it again,” he begged, blubbering. You wanted to roll your eyes (you were unsure if it would be of disgust or of endearment) at his ability to bawl at the drop of a hat. “I’m so sorry, p-princess...I didn’t mean to yell at you. Uh, you’re s-...so perfect, please say it again...”

You giggled. “I love you.”

Jungkook sobbed, hiding his face from you for a moment. One of his hands gripped your shoulder as if he were afraid you would drift away.

“Oh, baby, I’m so sorry...I can’t believe I doubted you.” You awkwardly patted Jungkook’s shoulder, giggling some more to lift the mood of the room. He began babbling something about his “goddess” and how he “wasn’t worthy,” but you didn’t bother trying to understand.

“No, I should be apologizing...I should show you more often how much I love you, don’t you think?” You stood a little taller and got closer to his face, but quickly retreated when Jungkook nearly lost control of his breathing again. “I’m sorry, Jungkook. I just get so nervous around you sometimes...I’m going to try harder from now on to show you what I feel for you. Okay?” You grabbed his face again, pulling him to make eye contact with you so he could calm down.

His weeping turned into gleeful laughs with a snap. You let out a breath of relief, having successfully defused the bomb that is Jungkook and saving yourself from whatever it was Seokjin planned on having him do. That sour feeling, that lingering fear of Jungkook also came back stronger with a snap. You prayed he wouldn’t try to kiss you on the lips, knowing your acting skills weren’t yet ready to hide such a level of disgust.

“I don’t know what I was worried about. I should have known that you were just having trouble expressing yourself! Baby...you don’t have to hide how you feel about me. I’ve always known that we were soulmates.”

Jungkook has a dreamy look in his eyes that churns your stomach. You smile awkwardly as he leaned in closer and closer, vibrating with the excitement of receiving his first kiss from you. He even playfully tapped his chin with his finger when you had taken a moment too long. 

“J-Jungkook!” You pushed his chest lightly, giggling behind your hands. “Don’t do that...I’m shy, honey…” You looked down at your feet and playfully pushed him again, running off to the bedroom to cringe in private.

For the first time since setting foot in Jungkook’s apartment, a spark of hope ignited within you. Jungkook was completely weak at your slightest gesture. You took his breath away and made him stutter and sweat without even lifting a finger. Jungkook was aware of how deeply he could get under your skin, but he had no idea you knew how deeply you were already under his.

Jungkook called out your given name. “I love you!” He yelled from across the apartment.

You smiled before turning into the bedroom, leaving the door open for him to follow behind.

[thestarwrites]

When We Were Young

This is a little flashback fic to when Patho was dating new pro-hero Fatgum, Taishirou Toyomitsu.

Rated R.

This takes place 5 years before the start of "All Right, All Might" and is simply a little taste of what Keri and Taishirou were like together and how they broke up.

SO this is a bit of gratuitous smut, but Toyo is a little bit of a jerk - but remember. This is not the Fatgum we all know and love today. This is a 23 year old immature Toyomitsu. This is just the story of a couple of people who ultimately respect each other, just not working out.

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"Hey! Chai! My little gummy bear - where are you? I came home for lunch!" Taishirou looked around their apartment, frowning when he didn't see her anywhere in any of the rooms. He sighed and sat on a chair in the kitchen, "How can she not be home again? What the hell is she doing, why did we even get an apartment if no one is ever here..."

Keri and Taishirou had been dating since her sophomore year in Undergraduate courses and he was a new pro on the scene trying to make a name for himself. It had been almost three years, and they had finally been living together for six months.

The hero picked up his phone from his pocked, clicked on her contact and held the phone to his ear. After one ring it went straight to voicemail. Pulling back he grimaced at the screen - the photo of her he once thought was so cute now seemed to mock him - he hung up - but his text tone quickly chimed.

[Text:Chai] Whats up Toyo? I'm in the library.

[Text:Toyo] I came home for lunch. I wanted to surprise you babe.

[Text:Chai] Oh honey, I'm sorry. Finals are coming up and i need to make sure I get really good grades to get into the masters degree program. All of my studies would be useless unless I got in.

[Text:Toyo] You couldn't have studied at home?

[Text:Chai] I was distracted at home - besides, since when do you come home for lunch? Usually you're out doing hero work until late.

[Text:Toyo] Yeah well usually you're at the campus clinic talking to your mentor.

[Text:Chai] Why do you sound so mad??

[Text:Toyo] Oh i don't know, maybe because my girlfriend would rather talk to crazy people than her own boyfriend.

Half an hour went by with no response and he slammed his fist against the counter, "God DAMN it! I can never say the right things! How can she be mad! I'm doing everything I can to be a top pro!" He sighed and looked to the little cat-shaped candy dish she kept on the table, and he started eating some of the hard candies out of it.

Going back to the agency he was working for, he sighed, going about his patrols uneventfully for the rest of the day. With All-Might around, sometimes there were multiple days when no villain attacks happened. But when he saved people - did he get as much praise from his significant other? No. She was wrapped up in All Might's every interview, TV appearance, and victory. She had little figurines and posters of All Might around their apartment, she even still had the stupid doll she had on her dorm room bed when he met her. It was from when she was a kid. She was such a fangirl, it was pathetic honestly. All Might was old enough to be her dad, and here he was - her age, young, handsome, and with a potential to be a really great hero!

Fatgum sighed and looked down, he wasn't even in his full hero form today. He thought he and his longtime girlfriend could have a nice lunch and maybe fool around - lord knows they hadn't had sex in a while.

Keri came home around four to take a shower and get into some comfortable clothes. She sighed, her brain was so overworked with so many case studies, but she knew if she really wanted to achieve her goal of becoming a Hero Therapist, she had to work hard. She was also extremely angry with her boyfriend for saying she wanted to spend her time with crazy people. How dare he? She always supported him wanting to become a hero, she was trying to be a hero too - in her own way. But he didn't seem to think she was doing much of anything.

After she got out of the shower, she sat on her bed, wrapped in a towel, and she picked up her All Might doll, "All Might... you wouldn't think I'm wasting my time, would you... I'm sure if you were struggling you'd want to talk to someone about it." She hugged the old doll to her chest and sighed, "I know Toyo says I'm almost twenty-three and I shouldn't be still playing with dolls and stuff, but... lately I don't feel like I have anyone to talk to. Toyo has been so strange lately."

Sighing she gently kissed All Might on the forehead and set him back on the nightstand on her side of the bed, moving to get dressed.

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The door opened then, as she was standing in her bra and panties in the doorway.

Closing her eyes she tried to take a breath. It wasn't worth it. He was lashing out.

He walked into the bedroom, thinking to apologize, when he saw her in her underwear. Smirking he pushed his hood back, "Well well well... look at this delicious snack right in front of me."

Her cheeks flushed and she turned her head, "Welcome home, Toyo." She said softly.

Crossing the room to her he pulled her into his arms, "Were you waiting for me to get home, babe?"

"Course I was," she lied, putting a smile on her lips as he leaned in and kissed her.

"Mm... been thinking about how bad I've wanted to rail you into our bed lately... hm? You gonna be a good girl for me?"

"Yes," she blushed and bit her lip.

He smirked and when she turned to go to the bed he smacked her ass, "That's right little girl, get on the bed for me," he purred out as he started to take off his uniform, the bulge in his pants already evident, "You're so pretty, gummy bear."

She sat on the bed, waiting for him, at least he seemed to be in a good mood. He stood in front of her, his cock lolling out of his pulled down boxer briefs. Keri had to admit, he had a nice cock. It wasn't too long, but it was girthy and was uncut, he also kept himself trimmed. From all the junk food he ate though, his cum never tasted good.

"Be a good girl and open that pretty mouth for me," he smiled, running his fingers over her lips. As she opened them he chuckled and moved to smear his cock along her open lips, precum sticking against the pink flesh as he pushed his hips forward. Taishirou sighed and held her head tenderly. Whatever problems they had in their relationship, he was never cruel during sex. He did love her body, thought she was a goddess. And when she wasn't being so 'Difficult' he thought she was God's gift to the earth. But he had been thinking that less and less, "Oh that's it baby, take me in - good girl."

She moaned softly at the praise, sucking him off, until he pulled out of her mouth with a wet pop, a string of saliva still connecting her to his head, "Toyo - did I - not do well?"

"No- no baby you did perfect. I just want to be in you babe, hm?"

Nodding she let him push her back to the bed, Taishirou was always the dominant one in their relationship. He had been her first everything, so she let him always set the pace, even if sometimes it made her uncomfortable. He settled over her and pushed her panties to the side, giving her slit an experimental swipe with his fingers, "A-ah!" she gasped softly.

Chuckling darkly he kissed her stomach - which made her flinch - "You're already so wet for me, gummy bear..." he gave another uncomfortable kiss to her stomach, "Why do you hate being kissed so much on your tummy?"

Keri blushed hard, "B-because, I told you... I don't like my stomach."

He sighed and pulled off her panties, "You're perfect the way you are," he tried to soothe her as he pulled off his own underwear, "Trust me."

She just nodded, she didn't believe him, but at least he was done kissing her soft flesh for now as he mounted her. Hooking her legs over his hips she closed her eyes. Somewhere, she was still mad at him, still mad that he was able to get her so hot for him when she didn't even want to talk to him. After the nth time of him belittling her career path. So in her mind - she allowed herself to imagine it was All Might on top of her. Calling her sweet names and fucking her with the gentle motion of a lover.

Fatgum pushed into her and bottomed out with a groan, he set a pretty fast pace- but not brutal. He was already too close from being in her mouth. Fucking her always felt strange. At first, it was exhilarating, because of her quirk, when she came undone, he could feel the high she felt. But now, it just freaked him out. He hoped to get off first so he could just not care about feeling what she felt while she was getting off, sometimes she could control it, but he didnt wanna take the chance. Something was off tonight though, she sounded more turned on than normal, and she kept her eyes shut as she held onto his hair and back. Her moans were absolutely sinful though, so he kept fucking her into the mattress.

He was just about to get his release when she gasped and clenched around his cock, achieving her own - usually she didn't cum from just vaginal stimulation - but suddenly, there it was. His eyes opened to see her body glowing pink as she came around him. And he could feel the bliss and the warmth and the wistfulness that came with her orgasm. Suddenly he pulled out, not having finished, "God DAMN it, Keri!"

She whimpered at the sudden loss of him and opened her eyes, panting, starting to calm down. She saw the look of uncomfortable disgust on his face and she felt so ashamed - and he started to feel it too, "I- I'm sorry Toyo--"

He felt terrible for making her feel terrible, but he was already here, "How many times have I told you! I don't want to feel what you're feeling! It fucks up my own orgasm!" He shouted at her.

She pulled the blanket up to cover herself and she looked down, tears spilling from her cheeks.

"God you're such a freak!" He yelled, "We can't just have a normal night fucking at home! - Why is THAT THING out? I thought it was in the closet!" He pointed to the Young All Might Doll beside the bed.

"I was just looking at it!" She was still panting, trying desperately to control her quirk.

Her felt her embarrassment, "If you love All Might so much, why don't you just go fuck him! He's so busy he won't even notice you're never home, and you don't care about hero work, and you just want to read your stupid books and talk to your stupid patients! He won't even notice you don't support him and you won't fix dinner most nights, and you complain when we have to go to hero events!"

Her face turned dark, "You know what Taishirou! Fuck you!" She cried, "You're so self-centered! I'm trying to become a hero in my own right and you never support me! All I do is support you!"

"You're trying to be a glorified therapist! Your quirk is annoying and stupid. Its not even good for anything!"

She closed her eyes, sending waves of guilt out toward him, "Get out. Get out of this room I'm packing all my things and going to my parents."

"What!? If you leave -- If you leave it's OVER, Keri!"

"Good! That's what I was planning on anyway!" She screamed and threw the bedside lamp at him, "GET OUT!"

He grunted and dodged the lamp, "You're just a stupid Kid, Keri! That's all you're ever gonna be!" He grabbed a pair of sweatpants and stormed out of the room, slamming the door. He went into the bathroom and she heard the shower turn on.

Sniffling she started to get dressed, crying as she packed all of her things into a suitcase. She would have to come and get the rest with her father at a later date. But for now she wanted to go. She filled her backpack with all of her school things and her laptop. She made sure to pack everything All Might she brought here, in case Toyo wanted to destroy any of it. She wouldn't let him.

Taking the key with her, so she would be sure to come back, she left him a note on the table before she also left the gummy bear plush toy he had gotten her for one of their first dates;

 Goodbye Toyo. I'll be back for the rest of my things. -Keri

Going home again was horrible. She cried in her room for hours, thinking someone she loved so much could hurt her like this. Eventually she turned on the news, hoping to catch a glimpse of All Might to keep her calm. She needed to hear that brave "I am here" so desperately.

But he wasn't on the news all day.

 In fact, he wasn't on the news for the next month...

[dadzawa-adopt-dabi]

secret baby ch13

(im so sorry for the wait! thank you for the patience! i really didnt mean to leave anything this long without a update.)

The hospital always brings back bad memories. Memories of being stuck lying to the nurses as they ask him where bruises and burns come from. He remembers a specialist being hired to heal his old scars from training and how frustrated the nurse had been when Dabi had told him the lie of the month. It's different now, he knows that and reminds himself to relax. Kiyoko will pick up on his distress and start fussing if he lets himself stew too long. The past is the past and while he can’t change it he can ensure Kiyoko won’t fear hospitals or grow up like he did.

“Dabi urameshi?” the receptionist calls for him and he raises his hand. He can’t follow after her right away but does his best to be quick when putting Kiyoko back in her brightly colored stroller and shoving her toy back into the diaper bag hanging off the handle. Kiyoko whimpers at the loss of her toy but since Dabi can’t run around after it when she decides to throw it he trades it for a pacifier.

Everyone else has a significant other with them in the waiting room. This visit isn’t for Kiyoko and Dabi hadn’t wanted to ask his babysitter to watch her again this early in the morning. It's just a checkup, his heat should be coming soon and he needs his scent patches refilled. Just a quick visit but it makes him feel lonely, knowing everyone else has someone else to rely on and that enji has wrecked something as simple as a checkup for him.

“Thank you for waiting” he mumbles and pushes Kiyoko through the door the receptionist is still holding open. Hawks and his ridiculous habit of holding open the club door or his apartment door spring to mind. Particularly his habit of bowing with a mischievous grin on his face as he did so. He must be feeling really sentimental today, every little thing seems to be tripping him up. Maybe it’s just the stress.

“It’s not a problem.” Maybe it's just Dabi but the smile on her face and the chirp in her voice feel strained. It’s not like he can help that he’s dealing with a baby on his own or that hero’s are all pieces of shit.

He needs more sleep if he’s going to be this irritable. He would give anything for just one night without waking up from nightmares. Kiyoko mostly sleeps throughout the night thankfully so he hasn’t had to calm her down as well as himself as he checks locks and searches the house for a flare of red. He steps into the room his receptionist gestures to and checks to make sure Kiyoko hasn’t lost her pacifier yet.

“Hello, I'll be your doctor for today, I understand that you're looking at a general checkup as well as a prescription?” she doesn't peer at Kiyoko in her stroller, Dabi having slammed the hood on it down when she walked into the room.

“For heats and for scent blockers.” it's going to be a little bit of a stretch to afford both prescriptions but he still has his ‘maid’ business going. He had resisted calling it a maid service at first, preferring home cleaning or something similar. But it really was just a maid service.

“Oh you won’t need suppressants for awhile” she let out a small laugh but stopped when Dabi didn’t join her. Her face quickly morphing into something more troubled. “Your file said that you gave birth to a healthy little girl about 6 months ago right?”

Dabi mirrors her frown and nods. That’s why the suppressants were so important right now. Every 8 months most omega’s went into heat. Some of course went through it more often and others less but Dabi’s had always been hard to track. Coming and going as they pleased with no pattern.

“Your body won’t enter heat for a while. Has no one explained this to you yet?” she questions gently while trying to get Dabi to hold eye contact with her.

“Not really I guess. I’ve never had a regular cycle and I wasn’t allowed birth control when I lived with my parents.” he stares at the shadow of Kiyoko in her stroller. If he had been on birth control he wouldn’t have had her. He doesn't regret becoming pregnant or running away with her but he wishes he had been on birth control all the same. He’s heard it could make his heats less painful but enji had believed he would start sleeping around and Rei hadn’t stood up for him.

“Birth control can help with that. It can also make heats less intense or painful if you experience either of those symptoms.” she sat down at her desk in the corner and swiveled her chair so she was facing him. “For now unless you have someone you feel comfortable leaving your baby with you won’t have to worry about it.”

“I have a babysitter I usually leave her with. Her other father isn’t in the picture and neither are my parents.” He feels like he should know this already, should know enough about his body to not request medication he won’t need at the very least.

“Your babysitter won't count. They would have to be family or like family in order for your insticts to calm down and for your cycle to restart.” a little plastic block on her waist goes off and after quickly checking it she shuts it off and puts it in a drawer.

“Wasn’t that important?” Dabi raises an eyebrow slightly amused.

“This is more important right now.” she waves it off. Like she truly believes that whatever caused her beeper to go off can wait. “Suppressants are more expensive than most people realize and you don’t need them right now.”

���Because I had Kiyoko?” His voice comes out quiet and unsure. He never had these kinds of talks about suppressants or children with his mother. By the time he had realized he needed someone to talk to it they hadn’t been getting along. He had been angry and bitter that she was still with enji. Then he had started going out and soon enough he was pregnant.

“Well yes and no. Omega’s have their own built in heat suppressant system. It's still mostly a mystery as to how our bodies do it but until you have some form of packbonds your body won’t send you into heat. Sometimes if a young omega frequently takes care of younger siblings or relatives their cycles will become irregular due to their ‘inner omega’ as we will call it, deciding that they are a primary caretaker and putting heats on the backburner. There is a bit of a tradeoff the longer you go without one and that is just that the first heat when you do go through it will be more intense than normal. Something that can be balanced out with birth control.”

Dabi spends an hour and a half asking any question he can think of to the doctor, eventually she gives him some websites to visit and has to end the appointment. She has other patients to see still and Dabi has taken up enough of her time. He leaves with the prescription for scent blocker pills and less frustration than he started out the appointment with. She also prescribed him soem light sleeping medication to help him sleep through the night. Kiyoko has almost always slept through the night and being such a light sleeper he has no worries about not waking up if she needs him.

At least now he won’t have to worry about going into heat on top of everything else. Now he just has to wait for Giran to give him a call and keep his own business afloat in the meantime. He just needed a little help, he can still raise Kiyoko on his own.

Dabi doesn't get his first job from giran right away like he half expects. He spends the first few days on edge until he realizes that it won’t do any good to stress out over. Focusing on Kiyoko helps him push the constant anxiety away. His home cleaning business eats up whatever time Kiyoko doesn't. He’s determined not to raise Kiyoko completely on crime. There is no telling how often he would get a job from Giran or if he will always be paid as fast as the last time. The biggest change Dabi can make right away is being pickier with his clients, dropping anyone who has been judgemental and anyone that has ever given him the creeps. Kiyoko no longer has to stay with his sitter, he is able to take her with him again, and it takes a lot of his tension away from him. He hadn't known exactly how much denying his instincts to keep her close had been weighing on him until he could obey them. His remaining clients are mostly people who just don’t have time to do the work themselves or the elderly are left. Combined with being able to actually sleep through the night he feels almost like he did when he was spending nights with Hawks. He feels almost like everything will turn out okay. It's strange after the months of worry and stress but Dabi embraces the change as best as can.

Kiyoko distracts him from his thoughts by reaching for her favorite toy that is just out of her reach where she is lying on a tummy time mat. She’s also taken to knocking anything she doesn't like away from her. Making a mess with food and toys constantly. She’s still on formula for the most part but he was given the okay at her 6th month checkup to let her start trying solid food.

“Yay! Good girl Kiyoko! You're getting so big!” Dabi cheers his daughter on as he eats his lunch while she turns herself over, still trying to reach the toy. Her wings flutter quickly and help her finish turning over. Dabi has the sinking feeling that she will eventually be able to fly with them.

 Kiyoko fakes a small cry at Dabi, wanting to be off the mat and be held instead. Being on the tummy - time mat makes her upset because it puts her dad being out of her sight. There’s no tears in her eyes when Dabi gives in and picks her up a few minutes later. It's hard to leave her on the mat when she cries.

“Crying for just any old reason? Uncle Natsou would call you a faker.  Uncle Shouto would probably just pick you up when I wasn’t looking.” He was still doing his best to include his family in her life even if she might never meet them. Talking about his siblings and referring to them as “Uncle” or “Aunt”.

The sound of coins jingling comes from his phone while Dabi is in the middle of bringing his fork back up to his mouth. It’s a notification sound he set for giran’s texts, the only person in his contacts that has a set ringtone. All other notifications come through set to a default tone. He flips his phone open and sets aside his food for the moment, appetite lost.

 ‘I'm Sorry to have your first job be on short notice but i need a message delivered to the manager of the auto dealership at the following location as soon as you can get there. Tonight preferably. Stop by the cafe to pick up the message.’ There is a large dollar amount at the end of the text. Dabi does a double take at the amount, that’s more than he was supposed to be getting paid per job. Another text is quick to follow, providing an explanation for the extra pay.  ‘for the extra trouble Sugar. Let me know when it gets done.’ 

Dabi winces at the pet name again but sends a simple ‘K’ back to Giran. The less he says the better. He texts his babysitter for the first time in over 2 weeks. Then starts going through his anxiety induced ritual of pacing the apartment and applying his scent blocker while he waits for her response. 

His sitter texts back when Kiyoko only has about five more minutes on the mat. He decides that's just enough time for him to check the windows and locks one last time. With everything secure he picks Kiyoko up and starts purring as he grabs her go bag, walking her down the hall.

“Dabi? It’s early, what do you want a babysitter for at this hour?” his babysitter grouches as they open the door still in their pajamas. It's actually almost noon but Dabi ignores both the time and her rudeness. He needs to stay on her good side so she will continue watching Kiyoko.

“I had something come up and I can't take Kiyoko with me.” He adjusts her bag as they think about it. “I know I usually give you more of a notice but i really have to go. I’ll pay you time and a half.” he tempts. Normally he would never offer but with the extra ay from Giran he can manage it this once.

“Do you know how long you are going to be gone?” they ask with a sigh as they hold out their hand for Kiyoko’s bag.

“I’m not sure but I’ll text you when i know more. I’ll be back by her bedtime at the very least.” Dabi gives Kiyoko a kiss on the head goodbye before handing her over. He waits until he’s a block away before he texts Giran that he is on his way.

@ruelukas22 @mostladylikeladythateverladied @xxsnowchildxx @i-like-to-shruggy

[drmichaelvohrer]

Pediatric Head Deformities

Pediatric Head deformities

Pediatric head deformities are often seen as unnecessary to treat as they would anyway disappear spontaneously. What if not….

Why does a baby’s head become a deformity?

The skull of a baby is a very thin bone which grows within the first year tremendously. The volume of the head doubles within the first 6 to 7 months of life. Dependent on gravity and weight load, the skull bone is shaped and flattened in the weight bearing areas, as long as the child is mainly lying in its bed.

Some head deformities even developed before birth or even during birth. Those usually become better within a short period after the child is born.

Since the 1990 the incidence of head deformities is increasing, as the prophylaxis campaign of sudden infant death demands to position babies on the back while sleeping. Especially it the head is pointy consequently the head will tilt and rotate to one side.  

In case a child is positioning on one side preferably the skull flattens on this side and the exact opposite side which shapes a parallelogram like pattern of the whole skull. This pattern is called Plagiocephaly (“Plagio” Greek=oblique).

In case the baby would permanently be positioned on the back of the head a flat dorsal head could develop. This is called Brachycephaly (brachy= short).

Sometimes babies have orthopedic conditions which force the head to tilt in a certain position e.g. if one of the neck muscles is too short or injured during birth. Then this restricted movement does not allow the child to symmetrically move or position the head.

In rare cases the growth plates in the child’s skull are fused or partially fused which causes the head consequently to grow into an asymmetric shape.

Is an oblique head a problem for the baby?

It is often said that the obliquity is just a cosmetic problem which does not make any significant problems to the children. Recent studies are showing an interesting relationship in between the development of the child itself as well as the head shape.

The question is always why a child takes one specific position to develop a head deformity. A certain number of children develop a head deformity secondary as their development does not necessarily follow the physiologic milestones. In these cases the child has a developmental disadvantage and as a result the head shape changes due to the developmental delay, for example the inability to turn to one side, or the inability to free itself out of a certain position.

These children should be diagnosed properly and treated. Specific neurodevelopmental Physiotherapy can help these children developing their abilities. Very often then the head shape corrects within a reasonable timeframe.

Generally spoken we want to be as much symmetric as possible in the skull, as symmetry should be given in the eyes, ears, jaws, the basis of the cervical spine. Long term studies are still missing to scientifically confirm whether the oblique skull will really lead to increased numbers of orthodontic problems like crossbite or problems like migraine, cervical spine problems etc.

How can a pathologic head shape be diagnosed?

Your pediatrician or pediatric orthopedic doctor usually makes a complete examination of your child. Head shape, range of motion and development will be examined. Sometimes an ultrasound of the head helps to rule out more significant growth plate related deformities.

How can a plagiocephaly be avoided or treated?

There a different treatment options if you discover an obliquity of your child’s head. These are dependent on the individual age and development of the baby. Your pediatric orthopedic doctor or pediatrician can help you in the diagnosis and discuss with you the treatment options.

Positioning therapy, positioning of the bed in relation to room attractions and toys, alternate breastfeeding can help adapting the baby’s head rotation to both sides.

Daily “tummy time” under observation will strengthen the related neck muscles and decrease the load on the head and can prevent positional head deformities

There are certain either wedged or donut shaped pillows which can be placed under the mattress or the bedsheet to proper align the baby’s head. Here the actual guidelines to prevent sudden infant death do recommend a positioning therapy but do also explicitly restrict to put pillows in infant’s beds.

Specific developmental Physiotherapy (Bobath, Vojta) can help improving the baby’s milestone and motoric development.

In case the deformity will not improve up to a certain age a helmet therapy can guide the growth of the head to a proper alignment over time.

What does the helmet treatment do?

Individually measured and produced Helmets will guide the growth of the head without putting pressure to the physiologic growth. With the individual shape of these Helmets growth is distributed more in the areas which are more deficient in growth, so automatically the head shape corrects during further growth. The Helmet should be worn about 23 hours during a day in this time. In relation to any other therapy Helmets can correct Head deformities fast and safe

When is the best time to start a helmet treatment?

As the head grows significantly within the first year of life and the growth speed is less active after the first year it is an advantage to be finished with the helmet treatment at the age of about one year. To achieve an appropriate result your doctor might recommend the treatment depending on the clinical findings between the age of 6 to 8 months, to be finished with the treatment at the age of 1 year. A helmet treatment which is started too late might have to be continued for a longer period of time and might not be able to completely correct the head deformity.

Are there any risks or downsides involved in doing the helmet treatment?

Modern Helmets are ultra-lightweight, often 3D printed and extremely air ventilated, so that the possibility of sweating, skin irritation and pressure marks under the helmet can be minimized.

In case the insurance does not cover the cost there are expenses for the manufacturing of the helmet. These can vary dependent on the used materials and need for adaptions. Usually a specific maintenance of the helmet and usually digital head measurement follow up is included in the cost.

Summary:

The therapy of head deformities requires an early and stage related therapy which has a n excellent outcome if parents are involved and instructed. Prophylaxis of head deformities has a major impact on the development and is easy to do if instructed regularly. In case a deformity develops stage related therapy from adaption of daily habits, positioning, to physiotherapy and orthotic treatment with Helmets is a proven therapy pathway.

Dr. Michael Vohrer

Peadiatric Orthopaedic Surgeon

Circle Care Clinic

Plagiocephaly

mild                                       moderate                                            severe

Brachycephaly                                   asymmetric Brachycephaly

Plagiocephaly                                    Scaphocephaly

Plagiocephaly                                    Helmet function                                              

[austinhayesmd2]

Great Tips For Anyone Thinking about Cosmetic Surgery

Great Tips For Anyone Thinking about Cosmetic Surgery

Have you started to think about cosmetic surgery? There is so many information out there that it can be overwhelming. Luckily, this article provides an excellent collections of information you need to know about cosmetic surgery. Let it help you with your surgery decisions. Now you can go on to live the life you are dreaming of.

Make sure you do a little research on cosmetic surgery before you go under the knife. You are going to want to understand all that is involved with cosmetic surgery like costs, risks, and how you should prepare for the actual surgery. After a little research you can determine if cosmetic surgery is for you or not.

When contemplating cosmetic procedures requiring surgery, it is wise to request a fair number of before and after photographs prior to scheduling your operation. By assessing the true potential as well as the limitations of your chosen procedure, you will head into the process with realistic expectations of what is achievable, thereby avoiding possible disappointment.

Cosmetic surgery is normally a lot more painful than most people expect. This is because it generally involves sensitive body parts like facial features, or breasts. It is important to consider pain management beforehand. You can implement a good strategy ,when you are actually suffering. This includes friends, and family who can take care of you.

While it can be easy to overlook, make sure you investigate the surgery center in addition to the surgeon. The place that the procedure is going to be performed at should be licensed, or accredited. Discuss this with the doctor. If you find out that the center does not have one of these qualifications, rethink your decision to have your procedure performed there.

In addition to checking up on your surgeon, you also want to check out the clinic, or hospital where the surgery will be performed. Oftentimes this location will be unrelated to your practitioner. You will want to see if it maintains the standards that you demand.

It is very important to choose a cosmetic surgeon that has the proper certifications, to perform the procedures that you seek to get. A lot of doctors who are inexperienced in the type of service you want will offer their services to you. If you go with a doctor who has no experience, then you run the risk of the procedure not going well.

Liposuction

You should explore different alternatives to cosmetic surgery. For instance, if you are interested in changing the size of your breasts or getting a liposuction, a healthy diet and a lot of exercise could help you reach your goals and save a lot of money. Give yourself a few months to try different alternatives before getting surgery.

If you are getting a liposuction, or a similar operation, ask your surgeon if there is anything you can do after the operation, to keep your weight down. You will probably have to get some exercise every day. Adopt a healthy diet for the effects of your surgery to last.

Liposuction is a popular cosmetic procedure. A tube is placed in through a small cut and then suction fat out. The tube goes into the fat layer, and it works to dislodge the fat cells and vacuums them out. A surgeon may use a large syringe or a vacuum pump.

Make changes to your lifestyle, so that the results of your surgery last. A lot of liposuction patient gain weight right after the operation. Their body has to compensate, and replace the fat that has been removed. Ask your surgeon to refer you to nutritionist, or training instructors. You can make positive changes to your lifestyle.

Tummy Tuck

You should consider the following when you are considering a tummy tuck. To be a good candidate for this type of procedure, you should be close to optimum body weight. You might have some loose skin around the belly area caused by pregnancy, or rapid weight loss. A cosmetic surgeon will want you to be at your ideal weight, in order to have a successful procedure.

Make a plan for after the operation. If a major procedure is being performed, such as breast augmentation, rhinoplasty or tummy tuck, set up a plan for the time that follows the procedure. These are all procedures that require some significant after care and need to be planned accordingly. Take some extra time off of work and make sure to have someone help you during your recovery period.

When preparing for a tummy tuck procedure, make sure you have what you need for your recovery. Some things you should have on hand for after your surgery include cold compresses, cold therapy pack, and a medical compression garment. Make sure the garment is the one your doctor recommends.

Rhinoplasty

Rhinoplasty is a surgery that reshapes the nose. This surgery is just about the most common cosmetic surgery. The surgeon makes the nose bigger or smaller or totally changes the shape of the bridge or the tip of the nose. It can correct an injury, a birth defect or a breathing problem.

A cosmetic surgery to correct a nose is called rhinoplasty. Many of today's teens request a nose job to create the perfect nose. You may wish to consider having rhinoplasty for your teen if his, or her nose has been broken. The average cost for rhinoplasty in the United States is approximately $4,000.00. While this procedure seems high, the advantages of your teen's self esteem is worth it.

When considering cosmetic surgery, make sure that you include all of the costs involved, when checking to see whether you can fit it into your budget. Additionally, be aware that the same procedure can cost thousands more, depending upon where you live. For example, the cost for a rhinoplasty procedure ranges from $7,000 to $13,000 in New York City. It can cost significantly less in other parts of the country.

As mentioned in the introduction, there is a lot of information available about cosmetic surgery. It is up to you to make the right choices. Hopefully, this article has prepared you to do that. Whatever decisions you make, you are doing what is right for you, and things will turn out well. Austin Hayes, MD 10690 NE Cornell Road #324, Hillsboro, OR 97124 (503) 748-0069 https://www.drhayescosmeticsurgery.com/ https://portland-plastic-surgeon.business.site https://goo.gl/maps/pipo2t4BRU52 https://www.google.com/maps?cid=2077745265083462822 https://www.google.com/maps/place/Austin+Hayes,+MD+:+Breast+Augmentation,+Liposuction,+Tummy+Tuck+Surgery/@45.5337576,-122.8719202,17z/data=!3m1!4b1!4m5!3m4!1s0x0:0x1cd5a24f6b0cb4a6!8m2!3d45.5337576!4d-122.8697315

[friendlyspidercop]

just an hour

ps4 peter parker x reader (though it should do fine with any peter parker you’d like- ps4 spidey is just who i wrote it with in mind)

summary: peter understands that you need to study, but he also understands that his significant other needs a break. and also that he’s really missed you. 

- for @cartwheelandfaceplant , to whom i sincerely apologize for the angst. this one is fluff! 

you giggle into your phone, leaning back into your desk chair. “listen, pete, i have this exam to study for tomorrow, you know that i can’t-” 

“(y/n),” he exasperatedly interrupts from the other end of the call, “how long have you been studying for? seven hours now?” 

you roll your eyes, stretching your arms before you answer. “six hours and forty...” you check your watch. “forty-seven minutes, thank you very much.” 

you hear him laugh and you can just imagine the look that he dons on his face as he does so, eyes bright and loving. “c’mon, you need a break.” 

you pick up your pencil again, drumming it against your desk absentmindedly as you try to reign your attention back in long enough to actually absorb the information on the paper before you. 

“you’re one to talk,” you huff.

“okay, but which one of us has super awesome spidey powers that can keep us going for long periods of time?” 

“i hope you know that i’m rolling my eyes, peter,” you say through laughter. 

“yeah, i figured. but am i wrong?” 

the answer is obviously a blatant no, but your pride gets in the way of answering.

“one hour, (y/n), that’s all i’m asking,” peter continues. “one hour for you to rest and get some coffee with me- i promise that i’ll let you get back to studying after. we can even set a timer!” 

his proposition is sure enticing, but as you glance at your watch which reads 10:47 p.m., you wonder if you really have that kind of time. you bite your lip in contemplation. 

on one hand, you could use a break and hadn’t seen your boyfriend in a few days so you really did miss him, but on the other... this exam was really important and you couldn’t risk even an hour not studying, or at least you felt so. 

you hear peter web sling and narrow your eyes at the sound. “aren’t you pretty busy yourself? it’s late, spidey... you should wrap up early and rest.” 

you realize that this conversation with him is very roundabout, both of you worried and fussing over the other’s health, but you felt that your case was valid. he was always up worrying about either work or the well-being of the city; he deserved at the very least six hours of sleep. 

he sighs. “it’s actually pretty quiet tonight.” 

you smile at the thought of a restful night for new york- a restful night for him. 

a few moments of silence pass by.

“i’m going to get back to studying. i’ll call you tomorrow. get some rest, okay?” 

but he doesn’t answer as quickly as he normally does, and your brows furrow in concern. did he get caught up in a fight? you start getting worried until your thoughts are interrupted by a few knocks against your window. 

when you look to your window, you see your peter parker clad in his spider-man suit, mask pulled back so that you can see his face. he smiles gently. 

you roll in your chair over to the window and lift it, letting a gentle breeze flow in. you rest your chin in your palms, looking up at peter who dangles from a web upside down. 

“hey,” he says softly, reaching to touch your face. 

his suited fingertips caress the side of your face as he looks into your eyes lovingly. 

“i hope you realize that you don’t exactly have a choice here. i’m taking you out for a spidey break whether you like it or not,” he grins lopsidedly. 

you huff a sigh as if you were against the idea, but a smirk that appears on your face betrays that. 

your hand reaches up to touch his that is still holding your face, your smirk softening into a genuine, grateful smile. “alright. let’s go, spidey.” 

“plus, we can both- wait, really?” he asks, eyebrows lifting in surprise. “after that phone call, i honestly thought you’d take a lot of convincing.” 

you stand up from your chair and climb through the window, as he holds your hand to ensure your safety as you do so. “well...”

he maneuvers so that he’s right-side-up again and tugs his mask back down on his face. 

“what can i say? i missed my friendly neighborhood spider-man,” you coo as you wrap your arms around his neck, pressing a kiss against his cheek covered by the cool material of his mask.

he laughs, squeezing your side. “i missed you too.” 

with you secured to his side, peter is off, swinging through the city. 

a comfortable silence falls between the two of you, taking in the world around you. the bustling crowds below, the occasional mad car honkings, the lights. to you, it makes your problems feel small in comparison to everything that is going on in the world. it makes you realize that there is a lot more to your life than just that exam. 

for peter, this reminds him that this is the world he’s keeping safe for everyone and especially for you. 

eventually, peter slows to a stop and the both of you land gently on the ground before the coffee shop where both of you met. it had been your favorite up until you moved to another part of the city. 

at the sight of it, your heart warms and you laugh, looking up at peter, who you can tell his smiling widely by the way his mask stretches around his mouth. 

he opens the door for you, and you giggle yet again- you seem to do that a lot around him. you walk in, teasingly asking if he intended to order coffee in his spider-man suit. 

“well, yeah, it seems like i’ll have to. got a problem with spider-man paying for a lovely, local, beautiful young lady?” 

you smile, leaning into his side as the two of you take your spot in the surprisingly long line. 

“not at all.” 

ordering your coffee had definitely been a unique experience. the baristas all gawked at spider-man, who just seemed so out of place in the small coffee shop. even though you knew that the attention was on him and not you, it still felt uncomfortable to be in the limelight. peter, probably sensing your discomfort, squeezed your hand comfortingly and pulled you into his side. 

once the coffee came and peter pulled you by the hand outside of the shop, you could finally breathe a sigh of relief. you take a sip of the hot liquid, feeling it warm your whole body and awakening happy memories from the times that you and peter had just started becoming friends, full of tummy-aching laughter, lingering stares, and soft words of greeting and gratitude.

“sorry about that,” you hear your boyfriend say sheepishly. 

you turn and look up at him. he’s scratching the back of his neck, looking as if he’s looking at every feature on your face except for your eyes. you laugh gently, knowing he must feel bad. he’s peter parker, after all- hasn’t changed a bit since five years ago when the two of you had first met. 

“maybe i should have just driven you here or something...” he mumbles. 

“no, it’s alright. i love swinging around with you, anyway,” you smile brightly; a smile that still has the power to steal his breath and make the world fade away. he still believed, and probably would never stop believing, that you were the most stunning thing he’s ever laid his eyes upon. 

and the fact that you loved him both as peter parker and spider-man? amazing. 

“you had good intentions, parker,” you say. “always have and always will.” 

he laughs and you swear your heart rate elevates. “shall we head back?” 

you nod, wrapping your arms around his neck once more, holding your coffee in hand. his arm wraps around your wrist and with a thwip, the two of you are off back to your apartment. 

the way back there is unlike how it was leaving with peter. the fear for the exam that you had been feeling was starting to resurface and you dreaded the moment peter had to leave you. you just wanted to cuddle up with him and sleep and never leave the feeling of comfort that you always seemed to be in whenever he was around. but you knew that it was a selfish thought, so you stayed quiet, not wanting to tell him this. it can wait for a less busy time. 

when your apartment building is in sight, you feel your heart in your throat. oh, how you did not want to go back to studying. had it really been an hour since you left to take a “spidey break”? when was the next time that you’d be able to see him again? peter’s arm tightens around your waist, letting you know that perhaps he’s thinking the same thing. 

when peter gently sets you down inside your room, you set your coffee down on your desk before quickly running back to your window to bid him goodbye. 

he had taken off his mask and his arms were folded, resting on your window sill as his feet adhered to the side of the building, keeping him up. his head tilted as you both watched each other, eyes trying to commit to memory everything about the other at this moment. 

“thank you so much for your help, spider-man. i don’t know what i would have done without my hero,” you say teasingly, running a hand through his hair. 

he beams, leaning into your touch. “glad to help. it’s what i do, after all.” 

the silence that falls between the two of you is bittersweet and the both of you want to stay like this forever. 

“peter?” 

he hums tiredly. 

“i love you. get some rest okay?” 

he grins boyishly at your words and you roll your eyes with a laugh because now he looks so energetic. 

“well after you say that, i feel like i can’t!” he lifts himself up easily and kisses your nose. “i love you too.” 

before you beg him to stay like you so desperately want to, you kiss him lightly on the lips and gently push him away, moving to close your window. 

“see you later, pete.” 

“i’ll call you,” he promises, pulling his mask down over his face. 

you blow him a kiss as you close the window which he pretends to catch and hold to his heart before he’s off, promising to meet with you again as soon as your schedules clear up. 

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Is the Keto Diet Right for You?

Are you interested in losing weight? Are you tired of diets that advocate low or no fats and crave your high fat meats? You may well be considering going on the keto diet, the new kid on the block. Endorsed by many celebrities including Halle Berry, LeBron James and Kim Kardashian among others, the keto diet has been the subject of much debate among dietitians and doctors. Do you wonder if the keto diet is safe and right for you?

What is the ketogenic diet anyway?

You must be aware that the body uses sugar in the form of glycogen to function. The keto diet that is extremely restricted in sugar forces your body to use fat as fuel instead of sugar, since it does not get enough sugar. When the body does not get enough sugar for fuel, the liver is forced to turn the available fat into ketones that are used by the body as fuel - hence the term ketogenic.

This diet is a high fat diet with moderate amounts of protein. Depending on your carb intake the body reaches a state of ketosis in less than a week and stays there. As fat is used instead of sugar for fuel in the body, the weight loss is dramatic without any supposed restriction of calories.

The keto diet is such that it you should aim to get 60-75% of your daily calories from fat, 15-30% from protein and only 5-10% from carbohydrates. This usually means that you can eat only 20-50 grams of carbs in a day.

What can you eat on this diet?

The diet is a high fat diet that is somewhat similar to Atkins. However, there is greater emphasis on fats, usually 'good' fats. On the keto diet you can have

Olive oil

Coconut oil

Nut oils

Butter

Ghee

Grass fed beef

Chicken

Fish

Other meats

Full fat cheese

Eggs

Cream

Leafy greens

Non-starchy vegetables

Nuts

Seeds

You can also get a whole range of snacks that are meant for keto followers. As you can see from this list, fruits are restricted. You can have low sugar fruits in a limited quantity (mostly berries), but will have to forego your favorite fruits as these are all sweet and/or starchy.

This diet includes no grains of any kind, starchy vegetables like potatoes (and all tubers), no sugar or sweets, no breads and cakes, no beans and lentils, no pasta, no pizza and burgers and very little alcohol. This also means no coffee with milk or tea with milk - in fact, no milk and ice-creams and milk based desserts.

Many of these have workarounds as you can get carbohydrate free pasta and pizza, you can have cauliflower rice and now there are even restaurants that cater to keto aficionados.

What are the benefits of the keto diet?

If you are wondering if this diet is safe, its proponents and those who have achieved their weight loss goals will certainly agree that it is safe. Among the benefits of the keto diet you can expect:

Loss of weight

Reduced or no sugar spikes

Appetite control

Seizure controlling effect

Blood pressure normalizes in high blood pressure patients

Reduced attacks of migraine

Type 2 diabetes patients on this diet may be able to reduce their medications

Some benefits to those suffering from cancer

Apart from the first four, there is not sufficient evidence to support its effectiveness or otherwise for other diseases as a lot more research is required over the long-term.

Are there any side-effects of this diet?

When you initially start the keto diet, you can suffer from what is known as keto flu. These symptoms may not occur in all people and usually start a few days after being on the diet, when your body is in a state of ketosis. Some of the side-effects are:

Nausea

Cramps and tummy pain

Headache

Vomiting

Diarrhea and/or constipation

Muscle cramps

Dizziness and poor concentrations

Insomnia

Carbohydrate and sugar cravings

These may take up to a week to subside as your body get used to the new diet regime. You can also suffer from other problems when you start the keto diet - you may find that you have increased urination, so it is important to keep yourself well hydrated. You may also suffer from keto breath when your body reaches optimal ketosis and you can use a mouthwash or brush your teeth more frequently.

Usually the side effects are temporary and once your body acclimatizes to the new diet, these should disappear.

How safe is the keto diet?

Just like any other diet that restricts foods in specific categories, the keto diet is not without risks. As you are not supposed to eat many fruits and vegetables, beans and lentils and other foods, you can suffer from lack of many essential nutrients. Since the diet is high in saturated fats and, if you indulge in the 'bad' fats, you can have high cholesterol levels upping your risk of heart disease.

In the long-term the keto diet can also cause many nutritional deficiencies since you cannot eat grains, many fruits and vegetables and miss out on fiber as also important vitamins, minerals, phytonutrients and antioxidants among other things. You can suffer from gastrointestinal distress, lowered bone density (no dairy and other sources of calcium) and kidney and liver problems (the diet puts added stress on both the organs).

Is the keto diet safe for you?

If you are willing to forego your usual dietary staples and are really keen to lose weight, you may be tempted to try out the keto diet. The biggest issue with this diet is poor patient compliance thanks to the carbohydrate restriction, so you have to be sure that you can live with your food choices. If you simply find it too difficult to follow, you can go on a version of the modified keto diet that offers more carbs.

However, the keto diet is definitely effective in helping you lose weight. According to a recent study many of the obese patients followed were successful in losing weight. Any problems that they faced were temporary. If you do not have any significant health problems except for obesity and have been unsuccessful in losing weight following any conventional diet, the keto diet may a viable option. You must be absolutely determined to lose the weight and be prepared to go on a restricted diet as specified. Even if you have any medical problems, you can take your doctor's advice and a nutritionist's guidance and go on this diet.

Another study that was carried out for a longer time showed that going on the keto diet is beneficial in weight loss and also results in reduced cholesterol levels with a decrease in the bad cholesterol and an increase in the good cholesterol.

Is the keto diet safe for you? Most doctors and nutritionists are agreed that the keto diet is good for weight loss over the short-term. As for the long-term, more studies are needed. Do keep in mind that obesity is not an apt choice as it comes with its own risk of health problems.

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When young children are having fun, it's hard to convince them to stop, even when they should take a toilet break. Replies like "Just five more minutes, please mommy?" and "Wait, I'm not finished yet!" are common, and sometimes parents just give in to a child's innocent persistence.

Unfortunately, a child's habit of withholding bowel movements can contribute to constipation, a common problem among children. Constipation happens when stools spend too much time in the colon – this causes the colon to absorb too much water, resulting in hard and dry stools that are difficult to push out from the body.

Over time, constipation can worsen, so it's important for parents to be on the lookout for warning signs. These include behaviours such as straining while passing stool or clenching buttock muscles which indicate efforts to withhold bowel movements. Other symptoms include stomach pain and cramping, urinary leakage which can be caused by build-up of stools pressing against the bladder, or stool in the underwear caused by stool building up and leaking.

What causes constipation?

A lack of fibre can cause constipation, as fibre helps to keep stools soft, easing bowel movements.

Some types of medicine can contribute towards constipation. Parents seeking a doctor's advice for their child's constipation should inform the doctor of any medication their child might be taking.

Withholding bowel movements causes stool to be pushed back into the rectum or anus, the lowermost part of the digestive tract. This causes muscles in the rectum and lower colon to stretch and become less effective. Meanwhile, the colon continues to absorb water from the stool, and it becomes hard, dry and difficult to pass. Children may withhold bowel movements for many reasons, from being stressed about toilet training to not wanting to interrupt their playtime, or because they are afraid of experiencing a painful bowel movement.

Medical conditions such as diabetes can disrupt the body's regular process.

Functional constipation occurs in children during three periods: during a significant dietary transition such as the introduction of solid foods; when they are being toilet trained and learning to control their bowel movements; when they start school and avoid using the bathroom at school for bowel movements.

Managing and preventing constipation

Parents can help to keep their child's tummy healthy and reduce the risk of constipation by making some changes in their child's diet and behaviour.

Introduce fibre into their daily diet. The Malaysian Dietary Guidelines for Children and Adolescents recommends two servings each of fruits and vegetables daily for children below the age of seven.5 Good high-fibre options include prunes, raisins, peas, beans, broccoli, leafy vegetables and whole grain cereals.

Give them plenty of water, especially when they are active or unwell. Children aged 2-3 years should drink up to two glasses per day while children four years and above require 6-8 glasses.

Encourage children to use the toilet regularly, such as after meals.

Try to include prebiotics and probiotics in their diet – prebiotics such as galactooligosaccharides (GOS) and fructooligosaccharides (FOS) help support the growth of healthy bacteria in the gut, known as probiotics, which in turn help support healthy gut functions.

If these measures don't help, or if the constipation gets worse, it's important to seek a doctor's advice. Overall, children need to be reminded to use the toilet regularly but remember that toilet training can be stressful for children and worsen constipation so it's important to make it part of a positive routine rather than a forced experience.

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Reverse Gum Loss Naturally

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Natural Remedies for Receding Gums

Receding gums is what takes place when the gum cells neighboring the teeth wears off. This receding bring about the reduced portion of the tooth to become much more detectable activating "areas" to develop between the tooth and gum line. These spaces permit toxins, germs, diseases and also fungis to increase and flourish in these locations, which then destroy the cells as well as bone construct. Over time, this creates teeth to end up being loosened and essentially fall out. Today read more about Reverse Receding Gums Naturally At Home

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As a result of the simple fact that gum disease as well as gum recession (receding gums) is an exceptionally sluggish and modern occasion, lots of people experiencing this issue do not definitely find what is actually developing until their teeth start to find yourself being extremely delicate. The 3 regular symptoms of receding gums are actually.

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• Tooth sensitiveness

• Teeth starting to seem larger than usual

• Discomfort or tooth aches

Restoring irritated and receding gums and getting those pearly whites healthy and balanced again is actually certainly of essential market value. When teeth end up being actually drop and also befall, it's at that point far too late. Fortunately you CAN reverse receding gums as well as gum disease without spending a lot of money on elegant dental treatments (which do not repair the rooting problem in any case).

Thus below is actually the leading 8 natural as well as natural home remedy for turning around receding gums as well as strengthening teeth. For finest end results, ensure to make use of all 8 in blend with each other - or even at the minimum required-- mix as a lot of all of them as you can. Additionally understand that it will take a minimum required of 12-18 months to totally reverse the operation. It is actually taken many years for this issue to set up so it's visiting spend some time to correct it. Patience is going to be actually required ...

Natural Treatment for Receding Gums: Oil Pulling.

This is actually the primary treatment used in ayurvedic medication for staying clear of as well as turning around receding gums and works a reward. Oil pulling is actually an incredibly powerful method to get rid of the harmful dangerous materials, bacteria and also cavity enducing plaque build-up that activate gum disease as well as dental caries. The oil likewise aids to eliminate harmful metals from the mouth and also lymphatic system, so it has a double whammy outcome.

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There are actually ONLY 2 sort of oil that ought to ever before be used for oil pulling ... natural sesame oil or even organic virgin coconut oil. Do not utilize commercially refined oils of any sort of kind! These harmful and smelly oils are unbelievably unsafe to your health and don't function anyways. And also always remember, both oils must be actually natural (essential).

Precisely what is actually truly good about oil drawing is it's easy to do as well as does certainly not occupy any type of extra opportunity. Only position a tbsp of either of these oils in your mouth and also swish it around for 20 minutes just before spitting out (do not swallow the oil). Initial thing in the morning as soon as you wake up on an unfilled tummy is actually the most beneficial time to accomplish this. And you may carry on with your normal morning routine (showering, etc) also so it does not interrupt anything. About the only factor you can not do is speak (very challenging to carry out with a mouth full of oil). When you eject the oil after your 20 minutes of swishing you'll additionally monitor its transformed a white colored shade. This is completely normal. Oh, as well as don't spit it out in the sink either. The oil can easily block drains pipes therefore remove it in the yard rather. Make certain you brush your teeth along with a natural toothpaste afterword.

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For ideal results, ensure to perform oil pulling every morning first thing upon waking up.

Natural Remedy for Receding Gums # 2: Vitamin C.

Many people are actually ignorant that vitamin C is in fact one of the absolute most crucial nutrients for healthy gums and teeth. It is actually important for collagen creation - the protein "glue" that holds tissues together. Vitamin C is additionally among the most effective bacterial greats, anti-inflammatory and also healing nutrients there is actually, which is actually why it works so effectively for turning around receding gums (besides alleviating inflamed, bleeding gums as well as tooth level of sensitivity). Moreover, vitamin C has even been labelled "the undetectable toothbrush" considering that it's therefore efficient at doing away with cavity enducing plaque as well as tartar build coming from teeth and also gums.

To utilize vitamin C adequately, there's a couple of things you must do.

Initially, guarantee you acquire the best kind of vitamin C! The majority of vitamin C supplements on the industry are acidic kinds, which truly harm your teeth. Regardless, calcium ascorbate is actually certainly not acidic therefore it's best for teeth as well as gums (it also is composed of calcium mineral for healthy teeth). The most effective approach to take/use calcium ascorbate for receding gums is actually each internally and also topically as a paste.

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For interior consumption, take about 1000 milligrams of calcium mineral ascorbate particle (mixed in water or even a smoothie mix) 3 times daily. The Vitamin C Foundation advises 3000 milligrams of vitamin C daily thus make certain you get this amount. To utilize topically, area around 1/2 a tsp of the powder on the gum surface areas as well as leave behind on for 10-15 mins just before rinsing. Do this when to two opportunities everyday for finest end results. The ascorbic acid performs have a little a metal taste, however it is actually fairly convenient. And it does not sting either, even on absolutely sore or left open gums.

If you're interested, this is amongst the finest ascorbic acid grains on the market.

Natural Treatment for Receding Gums # 4: Vitamin D and also Vitamin K2.

Vitamin D is actually one of the essential nutrients your physical body MUST possess everyday, nevertheless it is actually specifically important as well as plays a crucial functionality in the promotion of healthy gums, teeth as well as bone tissues. Without sufficient vitamin D the teeth can easily not stay secured properly to the bones, thus eventually they come to be loosened and fall out. Vitamin D is also a solid anti-inflammatory and is definitely amongst the most effective nutrients readily on call for lessening the distress, swelling as well as swelling connected with gum disease.

So see to it you acquire 20-30 moments of constant sunshine direct exposure everyday, or, take a top quality vitamin D3 supplement with featured K2 (for absorption).

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Natural Home Remedy for Receding Gums # 5: Great Fats.

Healthy and balanced excess fats are actually additionally significant for gum as well as teeth health. A current investigation study located that individuals who received better volumes of the omega-3's DHA and also EPA were actually 30% less probably to struggle with gum disease.3 This makes best feeling when you take into consideration that well-balanced excess fats like omega-3's are highly effective anti-inflammatories and the key reason for receding gums and swollen gums is actually swelling. This is an additional explanation oil pulling is actually thus reliable for receding gums and gingivitis. So it is important you eat lots of well-balanced fats every day coming from foods such as natural coconut oil, avocados, olives, fish oil or even fermented cod liver oil (the finest). You may never ever have a lot of of these great excess fats either therefore go nuts along with them!

Natural Cure for Receding Gums # 6: Green Tea.

Environment-friendly tea contains some extremely helpful anti-oxidants that are understood to assist combat gum disease and lower swelling. A Japanese study launched by the American Dental Association found that people who eat eco-friendly tea every day have healthier teeth and also gums than those that do certainly not. Environment-friendly tea is actually the best highly effective of all of them all and contains 137 opportunities additional anti-oxidants than common made eco-friendly herbal tea. Veggie tea is likewise rich in each the crucial nutrients required for well-balanced teeth and gums!

Natural Solution for Receding Gums # 7: Aloe Vera ...

Aloe Vera consists of some strong antibacterial and also anti-inflammatory brokers. An investigation study released in the Journal Society of Periodontology discovered that when an aloe Vera gel was conducted orally to 15 clients with several gum illness, the seriousness of their infections was actually lowered pretty considerably.

You can easily acquire several aloe vera Vera gels from several organic food stores or drug stores (medicine shops). Simply be sure precisely what you purchase is as close to "natural" as may be. Lots of brand specify they're natural, yet on closer analysis you uncover they consist of extra chemicals as well as artificial additives.

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Home Remedy for Receding Gums # 8: Utilize a Natural Toothpaste and also Mouthwash and Don't Over brush ...

Overbrushing and/or brushing teeth as well difficult is just one of the leading causes for receding gums and also gingivitis. It's especially important that when brushing your teeth you brush them meticulously in a round movement and also you merely comb the teeth and also certainly not the gums (simply over the gum pipes is actually perfect). Use a natural toothpaste and mouth wash to keep your teeth and gums healthy and in leading situation.

To create your quite own Do It Yourself homemade toothpaste, observe these guidelines ...

ACTIVE INGREDIENTS:

4 tablespoons of coconut oil

2 tbsps of baking soft drink

Twenty drops of cinnamon or even clove significant oil

20-30 trickles of peppermint critical oil

30 splashes of significant micronutrient

1 tbsp of xylitol powder or 10 droplets of stevia

Vacant toothpaste Tube

DIRECTIONS:

Consist of all active elements in to a dish as well as blend properly by hand or use a food processor.

Do away with the Do It Yourself homemade toothpaste and outlet in a glass jar with the top on. If it does start to dry out with time simply feature a percentage of water.

Comb your teeth using this toothpaste 2 to 3 opportunities daily.

To produce your very personal homemade mouthwash right here is actually precisely what you do.

Using a vital oil such as pepper mint, sage, clove or herbal tea plant oil, blend a few decrease in 1/4 to 1/2 a mug of good water. Gargle and also rinse your mouth through this mouth wash 2 to 3 times daily.

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Various Other Tips as well as Natural Remedies for Receding Gums:

To turn around and also ultimately cure your receding gums, listed below are actually a handful of additional critical ideas and also recommendations you might desire to follow.

- Don't Smoke: Aside from the health threats, routine smoking cigarettes decomposes your teeth and leads to bad blood circulation to the gums, causing inflammation as well as swollen gums.

- Do not Utilize Caffeine and Alcohol: Both of these leach minerals coming from teeth as well as bone tissues and also are bad for oral health as well as hygiene. Thus try and also maintain their intake to a downright lowest.

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Gum disease has actually additionally been actually linked to a 1.5 to 4 layer boosted risk for heart disease, coronary canal occlusion, as well as shock. The even more severe the gum disease, the much higher the threat. In one study, 85% of cardiovascular disease people possessed periodontal disease in comparison to 29% of people without heart concerns. Know more about How To Tighten Regrow Gums Naturally?

In yet another study of individuals along with high blood pressure, severe gum disease was actually connected with damage on the left side of the heart. Moreover, high cholesterol levels blood stream amounts have been actually connected with persistent gum disease. 

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Aside from the inflamed waterfall as a prime system of pathology, it interests keep in mind that the coronary arteries are the first arteries to be exposed to poisons coming from the oral cavity after blood stream leaves the mouth (carrying poisonous substances) as well as gets in the cardiovascular system through the venous body as well as departures the cardiovascular system. A reduced consumption of vitamin C has actually been connected with a greater danger of heart problem. Some ortho-molecular scientists right now think about coronary artery disease associated with focal scurvy at the coronary arteries, and also for good factors. Vitamin C, along with amino acid lysine and proline, are actually essential foundation of collagen. Failure of bovine collagen has actually been actually highly connected to inflammatory feedbacks resulting in plaque build-up as well as high LDL in the coronary canals. Reversing Gum Disease along with Vitamin C.

Lastly, it has been actually discovered that individuals that take in less than the advised regular allowance of vitamin C, 60 milligrams (regarding one orange), were one and also a half of opportunities very likely to build severe gingivitis than those that took in more than 180 milligrams daily. While merely 65 mg of vitamin C consumption a day is the only thing that is actually needed to prevent scurvy, this is actually hardly ample for optimal adrenal and also oral health.

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Those experiencing poor gum recuperation succeed with high doses of vitamin C. Vitamin C advertises bovine collagen formation and is a key think about injury recuperation. It is actually additionally one of the most effective natural anti-toxins on call. Vitamin C is a remarkable electron donor because of its own water-soluble residential or commercial properties and also thereby quickly bio-available to the cells. Toxic substances exhaust electron shops at the cell. Cell death happens when electrons are actually diminished. Having sufficient electrons inside the cell reverses potential cell death prompted through microbial poisons popular in the oral medical conditions.

Vitamin C is available in several types. Each type of vitamin C possesses its own residential or commercial properties and also characteristics. It is readily available in a variety of oral shipping systems at the same time, from capsule, tablet, fluid, intravenous, powder, to animated types. Absorption coming from the GI tract to hepatic circulation differs from 5-18%. A digestive tract endurance level is generally reached from 5,000- 10,000 mg, where benign diarrhea develops.

Due to the fact that over 80% of usual oral vitamin C goes through the intestinal tract unabsorbed, utmost bio-availability to the cell is drastically restricted. This has been a terrific obstacle. The electron gift as well as thereby toxin-reversal as well as antibacterial result of vitamin C may only be trusted when offered in very high dosages. Up until recently, intravenous management was the only possibility in delivering high enough doses to the tissues for turning around gum disease. 

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In the dental environment, IV vitamin C is actually offered by biologically oriented dentists just before dental surgery as a preventative anti-toxin. Such prophylactic dosages vary coming from 30 to 50 grams IV vitamin C sluggish infusion. This is actually a time eating procedure and also is costly.

Recently, the advance of nanotechnology and also liposomal encapsulation innovation supplies a substantially boosted oral fluid shipment unit with superior absorption coming from the small intestine. This cutting upper hand liposomal distribution unit drastically strengthens bio-availability and is actually easily the most ideal oral kind of vitamin C shipping available. This liposomal shipping unit is ideally fit for the out-patient setup because higher doses may be carried out quickly orally and also inexpensively. Due to the fact that absorption happens at the small intestine and also the tummy is actually bypassed, stomach irritability is marginal if whatsoever found. Looseness of the bowels is actually likewise significantly lessened given that the majority of the vitamin C is taken in as well as does certainly not remain in the GI tract.

Gum recession is actually quite popular, like diabetes or having higher cholesterol levels, but it is not ordinary or healthy and balanced. The good news is actually, it could be prevented coming from getting worse and even at times turned around! You do certainly not need to possess your gums retreat from your teeth.

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Much like diabetes or even high cholesterol levels, if gum recession is not alleviated, there can be significant outcomes. Left open origins may be conscious cold and can obtain cavities besides your gums receding. The gum product line is at times skipped when you brush as well as floss your teeth, leading to additional gingivitis as well as an aggravating condition, including mouth bone tissue reduction or periodontitis around the teeth. Jaw Bone Loss or Periodontitis.

What folks do certainly not understand, is as the gums recede, there is additionally bone loss! It is necessary to stop this gum recession as well as mandible bone reduction prior to the teeth are jeopardized or shed. Sometimes, gum recession is in fact an indicator of an even more significant trouble with the jaw bone tissue (periodontitis). Treatment.

PHYSICIAN Newhart makes use of a lot of various ways to treat gum recession. The Free Gingival Graft was introduced in 1961 as well as still works terrific! Note, that simply putting a white dental filling over the origin surface along with gum recession, carries out not cease the gums receding even more, however may help with sensitivity.

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The most up-to-date method to somewhat turn around gum recession is, the Chao Pinhole Surgical Technique. Dr. Newhart has actually acquired special training in this strategy from Dr. Chao in Alhambra, CA. This strategy performs not need any stitches but may only be utilized if there is no bone tissue loss in between the teeth.

The authentic Free Gingival Graft method is actually still extensively utilized through Dr. Newhart. This graft quits recession for the remainder of your life-time along with teeth and dental implants.

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Below are actually images of sophisticated gingival recession and severe bone reduction periodontitis and recession. Do certainly not let your gums retreat since you may stop it!

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