#(the miss in love rap)

[crybaby-bkg]

cw: Bakugou dies but comes back to life, “comes back wrong” trope, implied fighting, angst

When Bakugou died, you’re not sure how you went on living. Grief had taken over your life, sat you in the passenger side while it cruised off the highway into icy waters. And even then, you couldn’t find the energy to drown.

It’s why there’s a sudden uptick of energy when you’re promised to have him back. Some top scientists contact you months after his death, tell you to hurry down to the headquarters labs, come and rejoice for what you’re about to witness. And you’re horrified, to say the least.

“This isn’t my husband.” Are your first words when you walk in, watch the figure on the other side of the glass examine its own hands. It looks like your husband but—but his hair isn’t the right shade of blond all over. His nose bridge had a slight bump after a scuffle with a villain. He had a scar on his hand but—but it never looked like it was to sew a pinky beside the other fingers.

“Is that really my husband?” You ask next in disbelief, slowly entering the room. Bakugou’s head snaps up, his eyes a little brighter than you remember but—they hold so much emotion. So much memory, so much panic, so much guilt.

“I left you.” He mutters, his voice raspy and ragged, and you wonder if it’ll always be like this now. It makes you cry a little harder than it should, but you only embrace each other. He’s cold and his shoulders don’t hold the same mass and his back doesn’t carry the same scars. There’s one, jagged and rough, running down his back, and you think, you think that’s where they slipped a new spine in.

“Welcome back home.” You tell him, weeks after meeting him again, new and not totally—Katsuki. He’s stiff and he doesn’t immediately take off his boots when he enters, and it worries you. Makes you think if you’ve just let a stranger into your home, one that has stolen your dead husbands face. Makes you wonder if he’ll be as loving as Katsuki once was, or if he’ll become your monster looming over you with the guilt of not being able to rest anymore.

“I’ve missed you so much.” You whisper against his mouth one night, a little while after he’s moved back. You don’t know why you lay under him, why you let him nestle himself inside of you, why you let him hold you against his chest. Katsuki always ran his hands over your cheeks and neck whenever he held you like this, but this…man, only holds himself up with his hands resting beside your head. It’s alien, how he looks at you, how his hips are methodically measured with every thrust, how he kisses you every 8 seconds. You wonder if he’s more robot than Frankenstein monster.

“Why did you come back to me like this?” You ask him one night, barricaded in the bathroom away from him. You can hear his sobs on the other side, his pleading to be let in. He tells you he never wanted to come back if he had to be like this, that he’s sorry, please let him in, he misses the warmth of your skin, he’s never been so cold before, he’s never liked the cold.

“Is this considered cheating?” You ask yourself aloud one night, when Bakugou is forced back to the lab when he becomes too…un-Bakugou. To sleep with a man that is your husband in every way but? Your husband has been dead for a year now, and yet you stroke the chin of the man that tries so hard to be him everyday, but fails so miserably at it every time.

“I’ll come back to you right this time.” Bakugou promises to you when he’s strapped down to leave for the lab and before he’s sedated. But you don’t believe him—you never did. Your husband is dead, and this animated corpse has been nothing but a cheap mockery of everything you’ve lost and something you will never truly get back.

[dio-the-thot-exterminator]

"Her." - Cupcakke's Instagram July 3rd, 2023

[3416]

this truly separates the one sport athletes from the rest.... i love this team so dearly

[las-lunas-de-saturno]

-Todas las noches que duermo, en mis sueños invades...

[tojiscrack]

HELLO!! LIAR LIAR LOOKS SO INTERESTING IS THERE A TAGLIST? also ur name is SO cute omg

hiiiii!

there is a taglist, i’ll add ur user to my notes rn 😋 we have a new liar in our small community, everyone welcome her rn 😤

(stop it i’m blushing in public rn and i have a reputation to hold up and you’re ruining it 🙄🩷)

i try to keep my notes in order cuz i’m a weirdo who obsesses more over my readers than my readers obsess over my writing 🙂‍↕️

[fluffs-n-stuffs]

I LOVE THEM SO MUCH ACTUALLY I'LL MISS THEM 😭😭😭💖💖💖💕💕💕

[rapinvenaita]

Ti aspetterei pure di notte a un binario morto

durante la tempesta mi trovi al porto che ti aspetto

lo sai che non me lo scordo, te lo prometto

metto da parte tutto se so che vieni

[contro-correntee]

I'm going down down for you

[alitgblog]

I don't need to tell yall how great s2 was but I just keep thinking about how the writers absolutely captured the spirit of love island with the whole "pacifically" thing

like it's so small but that absolutely sounds like a conversation you'd hear on the show just hot people messing up basic things and making a fool of themselves momentarily

I don't wanna read too much into it but I feel like we're missing that silly banter between islanders. Lowkey maybe that's why characters like Hamish are so fun. Just very over the top saying some absolute bullshit, but it's more real than any of the other islanders only ever talking about their olympic swimming pool deep feelings.

[ihamtmus]

it's weird how jhope is Right There and he's like the Most Talented Person but some armys just. don't see him. should be studied

[trinalwilliams]

My sweet

All this time in curiosity

I’ve been missing you.

Tlw

[oceanwithinsblog]

episode 14 just gave me the hugest and weirdest adrenaline rush and headache in the history of me binge-watching tv shows

[lilidawnonthemoon]

10/10 🌅🌆

[dio-the-thot-exterminator]

Pretty in Beige 🤎 - Cupcakke Source: Twitter

[gojurt]