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Goin to bed mad realizing the encroaching rage has another cause: lmao out of weed again.
#me.#420.#therapy.#(I literally haven’t learned another way to cope with being mad#(and I’m always LOWKEY ANGRY#(like FUMING ON THE VERGE OF SNAPPING#(weed kept that from happening#(I’m sure there’s. literal medication for it. but ehhhhcckk….#(I don’t want to get back on anti depressants for sure#(but my emotions reemergence from the antidepresso brain fog has been AGGRESSIVE#(no straight up depression but shit makes me cry and shit makes me GROWL like I used to#(was on those pills for four years#(didn’t learn how to handle any of the emotions that forced me on them in the first place#(the emotional Dysregulation that had me mood dropping on the daily#(🏃🏻 eckk I need to sleep#(still#(it’s no depression relapse it’s just ‘wow I haven’t felt my feelings fully in a while I remember how much I HATED THEM’#(at least the cat seems to realize I’m upset and has sHUT HER FUCKING YOWL HOLE and laid down by my head#(had to kill two bugs. mad about tumblrs lack of function. generally back on my ‘every inconvenience feels like THE FINAL STRAW’#(read a post about how that’s certainly a sign that you’re struggling in more ways than one but lmao#(nothing can be done#(just like nothing can be done about this shitty websites UI#(which is the crux of all my frustrations#(a powerlessness that just makes me wanna TAKE POWER AND KILL SOMEONE WITH MY TEETH#(even though the consequences of such an action would set me up to be even more powerless#(hrgrhrhggg I just wanna bite someone JUST ONE BITE
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