#(sobs) thank you- AAAAAAAAA

[unriding]

SWEET EVIE!! omg happy happy birthday to you !! ♥️ i’m sorry if this a bit late, i’m not sure what timezone you’re in :’) i have so much to say but i feel like i could never adequately express how wonderful you are and i also don’t want this to get eaten .. what i will say is that i am so honoured to be able to call you my friend. you are so sweet and honest and pure and just so ! wonderful !! ever since i met you, you’ve always been so kind and supportive of everyone. you’re so thoughtful, always leaving such sweet tags or dropping by inboxes or giving gifts and you inspire me to be kinder as well :’) you make this place feel so much more comfortable and lively. i am always so happy to see you on the dash or in my notifs like yay ! evie’s here !! ^_^ it is so easy to see why everyone here and mr moze loves you so much! you are just so easy to get along with and talk to, so welcoming, like a ray of sunshine peeking through the clouds! i truly don’t think it would feel the same without you. you work so hard to make everyone feel special, but my only wish is that you show yourself the same love and kindness. i know that sometimes you may feel obligated to interact with everyone’s posts, or visit inboxes, or get things done for events and such, but i hope you know that just your presence is more than enough. we all care for you so much and i hope that you take care of yourself too! anyways, i apologize for being all over the place, but i just want to wish you a happy birthday again and i hope that you have a lovely time celebrating and getting spoiled by moze! 🍰🥹 i love you!!!

i wasn’t aware it was your birthday and i feel so horrible because had i known, i would’ve tried to prepare something better for you because you deserve nothing but the best 🥺 i scrambled to make this moevie moodboard before going to bed .. it’s not much, but i hope you like it, even if just a little bit ♡ my main focus the entire time was the beautiful white dress your s/i wears and i know you associate the two of you with these 🐦‍⬛🐕 emojis so i wanted to try and incorporate that as well! i know little to nothing about moze (anything i know about him is through you hehe) and i know i’ve missed out on a lot of moevie info while i was gone, so i hope this is okay ^^;

OH MY GOSH AWEA YOU SWEET SOUL !! 😭 forgive me for how long i have taken to respond to your ask !! i have actually already tried a few times heh, though it ended in failure — i deleted what i wrote because NOOO !! it is not doing her JUSTICE !!! /lh T T !!!

( my response is long .. no pressure to read ofc !! )

firstly oh my gosh, you were not late!! though … if you choose to read this super lengthy message heh, could i …. ask for your timezone perhaps? :> ✨

and for you to say honored .. to be my friend … ? awea !! please picture me reading this, looking at you, then this, then you again — because i am the one feeling this way about you!! i could never put my view of you into words because i literally don’t know how to describe you aside from saying “you’re so awesome” and “i love you” over and over! i have always loved you so much omg, you just … are the spitting image of kindness to me and it’s so difficult to convey that /pos !!!

you are the one so kind to your friends … i see this event you’re hosting! and i see the way you always comment on posts to cheer on your friends .. support them, see them, make sure they’re all doing well 🥺 i always imagine diluc to your side — smiling because his awea is so sweet!! and i too am smiling hehe … i wish you could see the little giggle i let out when you told me to go to sleep !! T T as soon as you liked the post, a part of me was already like .. uh oh! awea caught me! /pos

hehe — oh i adore you so much! i have told you many times how much i adore your aesthetic .. i really do always imagine you in a castle writing to me! i think of castles, i think of red flowers and pretty patterns and cats and diluc and — all things lovely! oh i love you so much, it is so frustrating that i don’t have the words to properly show you how fond i am of you ):

and for you to take notice of the guilt i have when im falling behind in posts and stuff is so sweet to me ): i remember i had made one post saying how guilt was starting to eat me alive, and i do remember you being the one to comment and reassure me ): it was not even intended to be a vent post — though i did feel so miserable and was trying to play it off as ,, lighthearted bahahhaa so i actually did tear up a lot when you had said that! /pos thank you ): this is what i mean by i feel so seen by you — and im sure many others feel the same way as i do! it is so clear to me that you genuinely love and cherish your friends — enough to notice all these tiny shifts in mood and .. you are so quick to help them i )):

it is easy for *me* to see why you are loved! if i ever saw you and diluc passing by, i would quite literally perk up and run over to you to ask for a big hug — i would be so excited lol!! i would be like “oh my gosh AWEEEAA !!!!!” siensjdjjdj

you say you would prepared something better had you known, but this is already ?! this took me many days to recover from /pos !!! 😭😭 you are too kind awea, i really hope you don’t mind if i keep this in a very special part of my phone ( and heart … and blog …… ) because oh )): thank you , thank you !!!??? 🥺🥺 making such a stunning moodboard when you are unfamiliar with moze is the kindest thing ever … i will sob into my hands …. let me properly freak out in tags lol! BUT AH ):

THANK YOU AWEA I LOVE YOU SO MUCH )): REALLY, THANK YOU SO MUCH ))):

[enhanced-operatives-division]

Handing you .. fanart of your Juniper mask >:] I promised to myself I'd draw this ever since you dropped the design it's SO COOL!!! i hope you dont mind!

I'M GOING TO CRY YOU'RE TOO KIND OH MY GOD,,,,,,i NEVER mind ppl drawing my designs Im honoured you liked it so much to DRAW IT???????? I'm grinning like a bastard this has made my day, thank you so so so much

[mikeyway-creates]

Sorry for taking so long and for the weak drawing (⁠〒⁠﹏⁠〒⁠)

The sibs

IDHSUD IM CRYING! WEEPING!!! SOBBING MY HEART OUT!!!!! THIS IS SO BEAUTIFUL I WANNA FRAME IT AND HANG IT ON MY WAAAALLLLLL!!!!!

First of all- it's free art, YOUR ART WHICH IS BEAUTIFUL!!! AND FREE SILKY FANART OF FLORIAN WHO I NEVER EXPECTED PEOPLE TO LIKE HER THIS MUCH WHAA!!!!(´Д` )

💕💕💕ﾟ+.ヽ(≧▽≦)ﾉ.+ﾟ💕💕💕

Secondly- I THINK SHES PERFECT AND AMAZING AND BEAUTIFUL AND THE ART IS BEAUTIFUL AND JUST AMAZING IM SO INLOVE WOWOWO IM LOSINFGSHVFIAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

Same dad- (Nack) two different other dads- (Clutch and Metal Sonic-🥺) OBSESSED!! I AM!!! OBSESSSSEDDD!!!!!!!

Words cannot fully describe my emotions rn, I'm genuinely losing my mind- THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!! For this BEAUTIFUL fanart for something so silky I made as a cure fankid- IM INLOVE AND OBSESSED AND FEEL WEIRD BECUSE IM SHOCKED AND IN AWE OH I LOVE HER THANK YOU!!!!!!!!

ME TO YOU!!!

[faffreux]

you don't know me and i don't know you really but i fawful and jolligig make me feel so many things!! your art and the way you talk about them feels so real and makes me happy to see fawful so loved and taken care of (i loved bowsers inside story as a kid but fawful kind of scared me back then) anyways your blog made me see him in a different light. he's lucky to have you!

OUGH. AAA. AAA. MY HEART. MY ASKJDASBD,ADA

ajksbdkadas

dasd.mvb,b........... e4878945ngmfdfg nnnnnnfjggdfjhg LITERALLY GOING TO CRY

[squuote]

oh jee-- i hope im not late! Happy birthday

[nerdydowntherabbithole]

guy. man, even.

HEEWJWEEFIEFLFHEFEF OH I AM GOING TO GRAB YOU WHAT IF I EXPLODE. WWAAGGHHH?

[axolotluv]

From someone who doesn't feel very motivated to shower often cause depression go brr, I learned it's really helpful to stop setting rules for urself (like I was supposed to shower in the morning I can't do it now)

If its the experience maybe you can do some things to make it more pleasant like play music or buy some bubbles (bubble baths have no age limit and I will stand buy this XD), or reward yourself after a shower to start building positive associations with it

Depression hits me hard in the self care section womp womp

I less have a problem with motivation, it's more of an issue with how physically difficult it is to shower with the household I live in and the people I share that bathroom with :(

I do wish the tub was big enough for a bath though hoolly shit would I love a bubble bath I should put 'big enough bath' on my list of things to look for in a future house

[hiddencarpet]

Hello i would like to share with everyone here a sweet Rytlock/Canach fic my dear friend wrote for my birthday years ago. I love it so much and it took me some time to convince said friend to finally post it online so please show it love!!

[arthur-lesters-facial-hair]

@holeodemony

Guess what, I finalised my fic GO READ IT (please n thank youuu)

[deliy-art]

Fem! Fyodor x Nikolai /short comic/

Just Fedya giving the poor Nikolai the silence treatment.

I was bored and I decided to do this Fyolai short comic~

//She would keep ignoring him till he hugged her while sobbing desperately and pathetically//

Fyodor: "ok ok calm down—"

Nikolai: "AAAAAAAAA YOU CAN TALK! IT'S A MIRACL—"

*Fyodor punched his head lightly*

Fyodor: "don't joke about miracles you stupid Jolly.."

As always, thanks for all the support!!!

(Btw Fyodor's rats are paid actors—)

[iwaasfairy]

fairy come home the kids miss you

I’m just playing lmao I mean obviously we all miss you but I’m sure we’re all hoping you’re doing well!!! I just came to scream in your inbox because I saw a gangsta edit and immediately had to reread lenient AGAIN swear that fic is tattooed on my brain at this point it’s yummy shit and you deserve a fat wet kiss on the lips for it and every glorious thing you’ve ever written

I’m HOME IM HOME I MISSED YOUUUU n the kids MWUAH mwuah mwuah

aaAAAAAAA THANK YOUUUU when you sent this i went back and reread part of it too and it just reminded me how much i love writing and reading cest and big bro nico liVES IN MY HEART HES SOOOOOO!,,,,! SOsosososo so hot and sexy and he knows what he’s doing is wrong technically but he can’t care becauseeee he LOVES YOUUUUU he loves only his little sister <333 that fic is very important to me so thank you for reading and rereading baby

I guess I’ll use this as a little opportunity to update y’all on what I’ve been doing since I’ve been away

I watched the final part of aot and that ruined me for a bit,,, I no longer hate eren and Reiner and zeke and Levi and Connie CONNIEEE and Jean can all get up in my guts Pieck too and porco and Marcel too tbh gangbang needed, I rewatched haikyuu and jjk, I’m still obsessed with everything hq and I’ve been thinking thoughts about seijoh and tobio and ushi/semi and the twINSSSS and !!MmMMHHHH AND JJK Men are on my mind more than ever and

and also chilchuck dungeon meshi is my malewife (platonic) and I kin him so hardDDDD and and!! I’ve also rewatched chainsaw man and I didn’t get to talk about that show when it was going around on here but believe I am so abnormal about it rn fr like actually genuinely aki makes me cRY HE MAKES ME SOB N SPIT AND PISS I CAnt believe I don’t have an aki fic yet that’s actually so bad

[hiwelcometothemonstersancturary]

So, did Smilling Critters really die out here? Wouldn't there be some kind of way for them to still be alive, or for the prototype to revive them? It's because I would like to see them here in your AU, mainly I would like to see CatNap apologize to them and have an emotional meeting with all of them.

(besides, you have a great AU, I loved it the first time it was posted :D)

AAAAAAAAA, thank you so much!!! I'm glad you like my AU!

I have been going on and off about letting the other Smiling Critters have a permanent death in my AU or not, but I think that for the "main version" of the AU they will be gone. Permanent type of gone.

In my own headcanons, PickyPiggy ate the remains of CraftyCorn, Bubba Bubbaphant and KickinChicken. I still don't know if I prefer her to have been so hungry she ended up turning on her friends, or if an accident happened and she was so hungry she ate their bodies. Either way, she also tried to attack Bobby, with Hoppy and Dogday stopping it from happening and leaving her behind. Hoppy died during an accident while the trio was running from Catnap, and Bobby died soon after. Again, I don't know how she died: Either a broken heart from losing so many of her friends, or from a critical injury from trying to save Dogday.

I think most of their bodies if not all of them were claimed by the Prototype, so in theory they could be brought back. In practice, however, all of this started because Elliot Ludwig couldn't accept the fact his daughter would be gone and desperately wanted her to have a chance to live. Angel and Prototype both know Dogday and Catnap miss their friends, and the duo's ever-increasing guilt is only going to get worse as they process their trauma, but bringing their friends back from the dead is not the way to do it. Deep down Angel wants to try that, but they can't and shouldn't. And it hurts, yes, but they can't allow the cycle to continue.

... ON THE OTHER HAND. Good God do I wish I could bring these dumb critters back from the dead, or at least make it so that Catnap trapped everyone/sent them to the Playtime Co's equivalent of the shadowrealm or maximum security prison, and Angel has to save them and stitch them back together during chapter 4. OR, EVEN, everyone discovering the other critters were still alive when the authorities go in to investigate the factory and find them very malnourished, but still alive.

IN MY OPINION Picky would have a hard time eating, thanks to her trying to eat her own friends. She goes vegan because even the smell of meat makes her stomach curl, and she decides to try gardening around the isolated house. She can't look most of the other toys in the face due to trauma, but she's trying so hard.

Kickin picked beef with both Mommy Long Legs and Kissy Missy. MLL finds him to be a sort of "annoying little brother", and Kissy is always making an >:( expression with some of the things Kickin tries to do. His way of coping is via trying to fill himself with hobbies. He gets diagnosed with ADHD and surprises no one.

Bobby has abandonment issues, becomes Long Legs' and Kissy's best friend, and now they NEVER leave each other's side. Bobby tries romance books and movies, only to realize what really soothes her anxious mind is, ironically, horror. And Doom. Lots of Doom. She also takes responsibility in helping take care of the younger toys, and I think she's also the first to fully accept Catnap's apologies. She hugs him and he becomes close to crying, then she starts sobbing and they're both hugging each other and crying. Her right arm needs extensive treatment due to her getting it badly injured, though.

Craftycorn has a 50/50 chance of becoming an Youtuber or influencer and no one can't change my mind, girl is the queen of MySpace /j. But being serious, she, much like Bobby, has abandonment issues, but is also TERRIFIED of the dark thanks to Playtime. It also takes her a long time to go back into drawing, and an even longer time to pick up any red pencils. It reminds her of blood. This however does end with her finding out drawing horrifying creatures helps her cope with her anxiety! Second to forgive Catnap and acquires an habit of making outfits and trinkets for the other toys. Also she has to wear braces on her hands and is always grumpy when her hands (hooves?) start hurting.

Bubba... My baby. My poorest boy. Mentally speaking, he seems to be the most well-adjusted, until he finds out he keeps forgetting what he reads or studies. He tries to play it cool, to be a helping hand to poor Dogday and Angel, tries to learn everything from the other toys so he can start making plans on what he wants to do for this future, but he just. Can't think about a future. And a few months later it's 3AM and he can't stop crying and chewing on his own pillows, and he feels awful and he keeps forgetting things and why does every little thing bothers him SO much, his recovery has been going so well, why is it happening? And then the flashbacks happen, and oooh boy, he does NOT escape the PTSD and burnout diagnosis. Much like Craftycorn he's extremely grumpy about his symptons, but Bobby and Crafty are trying to help him be kinder to himself.

Hoppy would probably need at least an year or two to physically recover from her injuries. She hates the fact her legs got so badly hurt during her time at Playco, and for the first few weeks she's grumpy, very easily startled, and very mean to others. It takes her the longest to even look at Catnap without wanting to murder him. Catnap sometimes wishes she had never started to forgive him, because now the only one left to forgive him is himself. Also I think Hoppy is the second one hit with the ADHD diagnosis, surprising no one.

Also. Ahem. All of them are besties with Miss Delight, who helps some of them try to understand Catnap more. Our big feline is constantly worrying about hurting his friends again and his guilt is eating him from the INSIDE OUT, but at least Dogday is there to help him. Speaking of which!

Don't tell anyone but Dogday has been smoking and drinking. He's 21, tired, and therapy is a long process. He thinks he's hiding well from everyone else (he can't be a bad example to them!) until, again, 3AM hits and he sees Mommy Long Legs smoking and Catnap coming back from the Prototype's barn smelling like alcohol. So all three of them stare at each other like "...", until they hear something falling down inside.

Surprise surprise, it's a drunk Angel.

THANKFULLY. These bad habits will eventually go away as, again, they recover from the trauma and start finding healthier coping mechanisms. But until then everything is MESSYYYYYY

... Okay now I'm once again reconsidering the idea of bringing them back from the dead or not rip-

[lethality-of-dual-strike]

WHAT THE FUCK IM SCREAMING IM YELLING IM ABIHT TO EXPLODE 🎉 IM SOBBING PLEASE OLEASE PLEASE IM DYING THIS IS THE BEST THING EVER

HAIIII @lethality-of-dual-strike I have pixie postings for a few of your freaks ‼️‼️

((Ur freaks and 2 of mine self indulgently HEHEHEHE

I was gonna just scribble out Neo a warmup but I got carried away I LOVE ALL UR GUYS SO MUCHHH THWYRW ALL SO CUTIE PATOOTIE TO ME 🩷🩷🩷

My fatass lizard Norm is also in approval of neo 👍🩷

[riptide-pools]

Good day Ma'am, I made something for you hehe.

It's erm- my attempt at drawing Lord Crimson as well as my depiction of him. I hope that this message reaches you if not then *sobs* I apologize but I don't know how to use tumblr- I only created an account because I found out you're more active here than tiktok ;-; so uhh yeah that's all- Your ocs are so cool I desperately wish they were canon

FAN ART!

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS! AAAAAAAAA! I'm honored to think that you want my OC as canon :D

[giggly-squiggily]

HEY HEY HEYYY!!

(got inspiration from the person who requested miya twins with sibling!reader- it was js so sweet help-)

BUT AHFJEK i hc that suna just cares for his sibling an insane amount, like will cheer them up ANYTIME if they ask or not, like they're just so dear to him<33 like i feel like he can tell that they like tks just cause of how giddy and happy they get after, so like after a friend breakup or sum he js gives em light tks everywhere cuz they just need it🥺 AAAAAAAAA SCREAMING AT THE THOUGJT OF IT /pos (you know me-- lee reader pls :3 have a wonderful day friend)

(Headcanons to Dabbles: OFFICIALLY CLOSED)

AHHH! *does a little cartwheel* FRIEND! :D the way I immediately read that Hey Hey Hey as Bokuto This is so cute??? So sweet? So freaking- AHH! Suna being an endearing big brother is everything to me; this is perfection! I've gotcha covered!

CW: Angst, hurt/comfort, food

“Hey.” Suna pressed a icy cold can of your favorite drink against your cheek, making you squeak in surprise. “I got you something.”

“Oh?” You didn’t have the energy to sound excited, even as you took the can from him. Your voice was thick with tears, eyes stinging from the past hour shedding them. “Thank you.”

“But wait- there’s more.” Suna smirked as he reached into the bag he had, pulling out not just one, but two of your favorite drinks, alongside your favorite candies and chips. He even pulled out a gacha machine capsule, your favorite character looking back at you through the frosty plastic. “I thought of you.”

You smiled, shaking your head as you took the little figure from your grasp, turning it in your fingers. The gesture was so sweet, but at the same time so painful.

“Oh no- did I get the wrong one?” He blinked when you sobbed, falling into his shoulder. “(Y/N)?”

“N-No, you’re fi-ine. I just- I-” You couldn’t put it into words. How could you explain to him what happened without feeling like the pain in your chest would come up and suffocate you?

Suna hummed, taking in your teary expression before pulling you into his chest completely. “Hey, it’s okay. You don’t need to explain. Just- let it out.”

So you did. You wailed in his chest, crying like a lost child as he held you tightly in his arms. If he was soothing you, you couldn’t hear him, too caught up in your despair as he rubbed soothing circles in your back. Eventually, you were able to pull away, wiping at your face with a pitiful sniffle. “G-Got any tissues?”

“Yeah.” He reached into the bag, pulling out a box of them. Funny enough- in your favorite color.

“You really went for the theme, huh?” You laughed softly, cleaning up while he went to get you painkillers. Soon after, you were sitting beside him on the couch, nursing your drink and sniffing occasionally as he resumed his earlier actions. Occasionally, you twitched- giggling when his hands got close to your sides.

“Maybe you should laugh. Something about feeling better?” He tickled you again- keeping his touch light and feathery as you giggled and elbowed him in the ribs.

“Shuhuhuhut up. Maahhahybe? I dohohon’t know- suuhure!” You squirmed when he focused on a particularly ticklish spot, never sending you into mind consuming giggles but keeping you smiling. “I thihhiihhnk it’s worohohokrking?”

“I hope so- you’re the one getting tickled here.” Suna snickered as he gave your neck a twitch, earning a small squeal. “Did that help?” “Ahehahahahaha!” A few moments passed before you could answer, squirming up and away from him as you gasped for air. “Yooohohu..yehahhah, actuhahahlly. It did.” You were still rather upset, but not nearly as much as before. The unbearable feeling dulled to a twinge in your chest, helping you breathe once more. “Hey, yeah erm…”

“You don’t need to tell me.” He cut you off, waving a hand. “If you want to, I’ll listen, but don’t force yourself. Just- come sit for a while. Have some of these snacks. We’ll watch that show you love so much.”

You almost cried again, smiling brightly and running to your brother. “Suna, you’re the best!”

“And you’re annoying. Eat.” He shook the candy at you, relaxing when you took it.

You were grateful for your big brother more than ever.

[dragon-spaghetti]

i can't believe this. genuinely shaking and crying rn. i go on a break for a year and when i come back your art is presently slapping more than ever before. LOOK AT THE SHEER IMPROVEMENT. THE COLOURS. THE LINEWORK. THE ANATOMY. boy what the hell boy. i'm actually so thrilled for you <3 /gen /lh

RUNE!!!!!!!!

Glad to see you again omg!!!!!! SOBS THANK YOU?? SO MUCH?????? AAAAAAAAA