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todayisafridaynight · 10 months

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#rgg #ryu ga gotoku #yakuza series #ryu ga gotoku 7 #yakuza like a dragon #yakuza 7 #tianyou zhao #snap sketches #did someone do this already God Probably but its too late i havent seen it so #anyway Normal Style Zhao Jumpscare he's not teeny what the fuck #wanted to draw zhao normally At Least Once before i died. lol.#ok i have class in like ten minutes im gonna stare at the wall until then bye

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gaytoddhoward · 30 days

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they should invent a period that doesnt make me the most miserable person on earth

#personal #vent #i will never ever ever be able to pass. by the time im able to get top surgery ill probably be like 30 and the earth will have already died #i will only ever be seen as a confused girl or maybe if im lucky as a feminine man . best case scenario someone looks at me and goes #'oh theyre definitely nonbinary' but i will NEVER just . be some guy. ill never just be a person . itll always either be a label or Girl.#im not going to be able to medically transition or fuckin . go out to meet my friends or anything until i move out and i wont #be able to move out for 3 years minimum . meanwhile everyone else will be getting time to spend together and being able to live on their own #and being able to advance in careers they actually like or at least arent completely fucking miserable in and ill probably be stuck at #FUCKING WALMART the entire time because nowhere else will give me the flexible hours i need for school #my most supportive family is always going to live an hour away from me and ill never truly be able to express myself or my frustrations at #home and even if i could i cant even put half of them into words online even when im really trying the correct words are never there #i get to just sit back and watch as my friends actively fuck up their lives but at least they get to make their own decisions #and then i feel awful on top of that because i shouldnt feel envy over my friends lives . we all have it fucked Especially those in my area #im just. so tired

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prolibytherium · 9 months

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First time watching Better Call Saul I was like, perpetually concerned they would make very boring choices for Jimmy/Kim's relationship so the thrill when they never Did That was just lifechanging for me

Like I initially was lukewarm about Kim's character because I was SO sure they were going to go the route where she's wholly reasonable/put-together/by the book. So that first scene where Jimmy runs her through a scam and he gives a out a fake name and you as the viewer are kinda thinking she's either just hesitantly playing along or entirely not into it, but then she calls herself 'Giselle' and starts riffing right along with him and you know she's not only playing along but 100% IN made me lose my mind. Rinse and repeat for basically the entire show

#bcs #They're legit probably my favorite fictional relationship of any tv show if not All Time #I think I'm too easily impressed by my expectations being like pleasantly subverted but whatever #Like I kept thinking they'd do a cheating subplot somewhere and NOPE or have her decide it's all too much and back out but NOPE #(or at least not until someone dies)#I LOVE that they made her just as weird and fucked up as Jimmy while constantly persuading herself she's still committed to her morals #and doing the right thing. It's such good stuff #BCS and BRBA impress me in particular just with the way it's being written as they go and turns out SO GOOD #Like the fact that Kim and Jesse respectively weren't even supposed to be major characters but turned out to be like #completely show-defining (largely due to the performances of their actors) is so cool #Or the fact that Gus was supposed to just be a background character initially???Which is honestly hard to believe #(Got through my like 10000th BRBA rewatch so I'm cycling through BCS again now)

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opens-up-4-nobody · 6 months

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#sorry im thinking abt death again #because it's weird to think that ive been in the room. maybe a meter away from someone as they died #that someone being my mom. its just weird. the time in the hospital feels like it happened in some dark little pocket universe detached from #time. a calm room and then the soft blips of a monitor then the nurse rushing in to say she'd passed #i dont kno y ppl use that phrase: passed on. i mean i do. it softens the topic. makes it sound peaceful. ive yet to use it. i just say she #died bc thats what happened. is that insensitive? i dunno. when i was home i realized that i come off as much stranger than i think. the way #my family see me doesnt fit how i see myself. i dont kno what to do with that. i dunno. theyre all together today #for an early easter. and im halfway across the country again. nose so stuffy ive had to mouth breathe for the last 3 days #and again. everything feels the same as it did before but also profoundly different. sometimes i cry in the mornings. or when i think abt #future vacations she wont be there for. bc in the end she quickly slipped away in a way that couldn't be described as peaceful until her #last half a day. and all i can think about in that tiny room is how scary it would be to lose control like that #and how its not fair and she didnt deserve to die only halfway through a lifetime. but its not about fair and its not about deserving.#sometimes bad things just happen. that's life. and now i own a book called motherless daughters. and now im standing with the countless #others who've lost their moms too early. ive already become aware of 3 ppl in my daily life who are in the same club #i keep thinking about this moment that happened between my parents at the hospital. apparently my dad was helping her get cleaned up and her #stomach was so bloated she looked like she had a bby in there. which my dad said. and my mom apparently said: but it's a baby no one want. i #dont kno y that upsets me so much. all the things i heard abt her being in the hospital before i got there upset me. and the rest of my #family was there to see it. so i have the least traumatic version of the story. and i got almost 27 years with her. except my sisters #probably got more time with her bc i spent so much time away. or maybe not. i dunno.#i dunno. im just sad that shes gone and sad that it was drawn out even a little bit. 6 days isnt long but im sure it felt like an eternity.#again not fair. nothings fair. 53 years of unfairness culminating in a tragedy. she would hate me characterizing it like that. she lived a #full life as they say. full with an asterisk on account of length #unrelated

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helpimstuckinafandom · 6 months

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JUSTICE FOR DAVINA CLAIRE I'M SO FUCKING SERIOUS FUCK OFF OH MY FUCKING GOD

#CAMI AND DAVINA GONE IN ONE EPISODE??!?!!??#YOU CAN'T BE FUCKING FOR REAL #(davina perma died an episode later both they both died in one episode right before that)#also this season has been slacking on marcel and the ep post-davina's death kicked him up several notches #he said all the shit i take issue with about the always and forever family bs #he hit that shit out of the park #also camille's death being all about comforting klaus fucking pissed me off #it was until she was scared right at the end that it was more about her #and her last words COULD have beenthe immortality line. but then they had to have her bolster klaus again instead #at least we got others mourning her after #but davina????#those bitchass ancestors forced her boyfriend to kill her then nearly shredded her soul #and she could've been resurrected. but of course fucking family came first #she had to die screaming for mercy alone as the ancestors tried to carve her soul from fucking existence #(and though i'm mad at elijah and freya for it it makes sense for them to do it #(what pissed me off was them and klaus then telling marcel that they were justified and he should just suck it up and understand)#(like no take the consequences let the man mourn)#(freya claiming family to kol too like girl i don't know you. and this 'family' loves you more than it ever loved me)#(y'all only love me on my deathbed)#(if being family means we kill each other's partners [which happens time and time again] then fuck being in this family)#like i don't actually want the mikaelsons dead. but also i hope super vampire marcel kills you all #hope kol gets away from you people because you are not family to him. you aren't.#but mostly davina. poor fucking davina #her and kol are my bonnie and enzo - finally finding someone who will choose them not just use them #only for death at the hand of allies #davina clair was an abused teenager you all used and who justifiably hated y'all #and she deserved more than to die like this. die basically three fucking times over still helping in the end #truly have not seen a witch this blatantly used and mistreated since the bonnie bennet #davina claire #the originals

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halfyearsqueen · 8 months

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rhaenyra is an ambitious woman but she does have her limits and kinslaying is at the very top of that list

#nothing is quite as horrifying for her as the prospect of it like .#like even AFTER luke died she was reluctant to attack the capital due to it like 😭#‘ no man is so accursed ‘ is something she very staunchly believes #and something she never really casts aside until after she’s lost four of her children #which . Is exactly what makes what Aemond does to luke so much of a jarring blow #like he didn’t just take her son from her #he killed his own blood #he broke the peace that was supposed to protect envoys and that speaks to a level of hatred that ?#if he had taken his eye that motive would’ve been something she could at least someone see where it was coming from #she would not have been okay with it but she could’ve at least seen a REASON #but he killed him #and that’s - the last thing she expected any of her half siblings to stoop to when she still ? wanted to believe in their innocence in this

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dyketubbo · 9 months

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i hate that suicide jokes have become so common i think its genuinely having the same effect as the popularization of shit like delulu where people are getting so used to joking about suicide that they dont take it seriously anymore. tip for the people if you see someone online being suicidal and you dont know how to help the very least you can do is not reply with some sort of "well THAT just happened" type of comment or even worse a joke or passive encouragement ala "well i cant stop you i guess' (and if you post active encouragement go fuck yourself).

i know people are already addressing how suicide jokes are like self deprecation jokes where they just keep you stuck in a mentally unwell state but there should be more talk about how them becoming popular again is genuinely desensitizing people to suicidal ideation and even worse desensitizing people to actual suicide notes. take suicide seriously and if the person youre talking to tries to make it into a big joke either they really need help or theyre a really big asshole (and sometimes its both)

#mask mews #suicide tw #ESPECIALLY IN THIS FANDOM. BY THE WAY.#i dont care im tired of just staying quiet about it #ive talked several people out of suicide multiple times and our system nearly died to an attempt literally two months ago #there genuinely needs to be more discussion and training on how to respond to suicidal ideation #esp because theres so many people who will just call the cops and thats often NOT A GOOD RESPONSE #i know its a rough topic. i know so many people try to cope with humor #but its a serious topic and many many people will end up attempting and succeeding #because no one tried to stop them since they thought it was just a joke #its always 'just a joke' until its too late and you have someones suicide weighing on your conscious #quit fucking joking about it. and ftr drop the delulu and psychotic jokes while youre at it. good lord #i wish i could grab so many ccs by the shoulders and scream this in their faces until they got it #but i cant. so ill just hope it can get through to other fans at the very least

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sunaoteam · 2 years

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merlin pokemon au where arthur collects the knights instead of pokemons.

#someone draw it for me please #can you tell i got to s4 in my rewatch #let the shennanigans begin #at least until lancelot dies #merlin #merlin bbc #bbc merlin #knights of the round table #arthur pendragon #pokemon au #lol im sorry for the tag spam i just really want someone to draw it for me

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gu6chan · 4 months

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99% just my autism speaking here but something ive been noticing lately that im sorta kinda 😶 about is when ppl are like "I think you'll like this" but not bc they ACTUALLY think you'll like it, rather they just got into it and want you to also get into it so "I think you'll like this" is a nice personal hook. i love chill stuff as much as any other person ofc but given i don't divulge that EVER, what makes you think my berserk reading, made in abyss watching, drakengard playing ass would like YURU CAMP????

#gu6chan's musings #am i just taking the phrase too literally???? like i appreciate the thought but also.... what agitates me is the fact theres not any #when i say something among the lines of 'i think YOU'LL like this' or 'This made me think of you' like #its bc i think of THAT PERSON IN PARTICULAR or think THAT PERSON IN PARTICULAR would like it #again it's probably just autism brain taking figures of speech too literally but i HATE it bc it just makes me feel like #all the times i shared my interests meant nothinggggg typically i just ask 'neat; what makes you think ill like it?' and ppl start stumbling #and im like :(#whats rlly funny in this case is not only the fact i had only ever established my love of dark fantasy and mystery to this person #but they also flatout asked 'youre not really into modern media much are you' to which the answer was 'not much lol'#and i said the reasons i dont care for 'cute girls doing cute things' anime (re: k-on) is bc if i have the time to watch it then i at LEAST #wanna spend it watching a series that's???? not 'the point of it is to relax :)'??? i can sleep for that #anyways like 2 days later they said they said they think id REALLY like this new anime they've been watching lately and I was like 'oh?'#and it was yuru camp.... and internally i was like 'are you fucking kidding me' but on the outside i was like 'oh sweet what makes you think #id like it? id love some new media recommendations especially if they're newer shows bc ive been having SO MUCH TROUBLE trying to find #something interesting that isn't from 2008'#and they sent me a picture of the most generic anime girl ever and they're like 'it has really cute girls' and then i just wanted to kms #like.... this isn't bc you thought id like it; is it.....#wanted to die internally but i played it cool and was like 'oh no; i appreciate it thoughtfulness and all but i don't think this is for me'#also the time where someone recommended signalis to me and i was like 'oh?' and they were like 'YEAH its SO good the people who made it #were even INSPIRED off of Nier' KNOWING FULL WELL I DIDN'T LIKE IT AND THE AMOUNT MY ENTHUSIASM JUST DIED... i was like #'oh. well that will be a pass then' and they tried backpedaling like 'well it's not SUPER inspired; i didn't know you HATED nier :(' like #my past 15 posts on my twitter werent me realising that the game was absolute garbage and calling it the most regretful thing ive ever spent #money on during my attempted playthrough 😭 i was like 'thanks; but I'll pass' to which they then responded by promptly sending me #signalis memes i had absolutely no idea how to respond to WITHOUT making it seem like i was super annoyed so i was just kinda 😶 and didn't #reply and they were like 'sorry :(' and i was like 'haha it's okay! i just have absolutely no idea how to respond to this joke i dont #understand at ALL'#was probably one of the more awkward interactions ive ever had but genuinely speaking i was so INTERESTED until they brought up that it was #inspired by nier i literally psychically felt all the enthusiasm leaving my body from 'damn; i might actually have to look into this' to #'oh well that's a bullet dodged' did not trust the backtracking either....

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rabbithub · 5 months

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You know the line, 'to be loved is to be changed'? I think that would work for Fallen Angel!AU.

#like hear me out #essentially Doppio isn't loved too much earlier on as a child and a scapegoat for other older angels #and so he starts sneaking out of Heaven to find some semblance of love or at least someone who doesn't dislike him #then one day he sneaks into a younger Diavolo's room when the latter is hiding in his room and nearly suicidal #so Doppio does the rare and unwise thing and reveals himself and starts talking to Diavolo like #'hi are you okay can we be friends?'#and Diavolo (being a kid at this time) hesistantly agrees because- well why not?#and they were friends for a few years until Doppio ended up being told to 'help' in one of heaven's libraries #so he couldn't leave for years (also he saw the fire and thought Diavolo died) except for rare moments where he still sneaks out of heaven #eventually he finds the truth out that Diavolo is still alive and the villian is planning something bad #so Doppio essentially says 'fuck this I'm out' to the villian and straight up falls out of heaven #and he ends up at the burned out church Diavolo used to go to and Diavolo happens to be there too #it takes a few days but they catch up with each other #and Doppio realizes all that shit he's been told about falling is bullshit and he's gotten braver if not ballsier over the years #sure he can't return to heaven but he's with his childhood friend and that's more than goddamned worth it #sorry for the wall of tags but #i have feelings for these rose colored bastarss #Aus #Fallen Angel!AU

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anotheruntitledsong · 6 months

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i did like the hidden palace but (SPOILER if anyone hasn't read it?) i'm genuinely so annoyed at how Arbeely is handled like... I wish i could be sad but i'm just fucking irritated. I was overly invested in him and that's def why but i just feel like they did him dirty

#the golem and the jinni #i was scrolling goodreads and the take i kept seeing was 'oh I wish Arbeely could've had his family too bad the jinni FUCKED IT UP'#but idk that's just not how i read him. like thats not where i feel the problem is #his whole shtick is being content as the jinni's foil and like! things can change! but the way it's done leaves him totally unresolved #which in turn means the jinni's shit is also never getting resolved because there is like no way to #when Arbeely describes his future family in the first book it's all 'someday... vaguely...' and AGAIN! what you want can change!#and honestly it's really interesting and sad that he makes this sacrifice for the jinni #but it's a layer of complexity that like clashes with how little he is there for and how little the author's invested in him #and like the way the no marriage literally did not ruin his life at all... sure it sucked but the man is still like idk rich #what has continuously fucked with him throughout both books is that he wants (or at least spends half his page time thinking about)#emotional connection to the jinni in a human way #which is something the jinni cant\wont give him even though he's basically Arbeely's only close friend #(besides ig maryam who was rlly funny hinting at her dislike for the jinni like someone trying to get their friend to dump their toxic bf)#anyway the vibe in the first book is that he only thinks about wanting a wife when the jinni is being a dickhead #BECAUSE the jinni eases arbeelys loneliness by just being there because at the end of the day that's what humans need #but then it's made really weird in the second book by Arbeely getting 'trapped' by the jinni (and yet they just grow further apart)#which means that the only thing arbeely actually spent half his life discontent with and then literally died without is not a wife #it's emotional intimacy with the jinni. which is insane to me #arbeely is obviously already tragic but this seems TOO tragic entirely because the book doesn't give af about addressing it #if it was like a plot thing then all of the above would be fine and gutwrenching because it ties back into the jinnis self isolation #BUT IT'S NOT. like i get arbeely isn't that important to the plot but he was important to the jinni and the jinni was important to him #alsoo necessarily disclaimer i'm not trying to say he's in love with the jinni or anything like that #although a queer arbeely (divorced from the above idea) would also been interesting cuz I dont think the jinni has a grasp on homophobia #so idk theyd be keeping each others secrets (arbeely x the biscuit man? JOKE)#BUTTTT! I don't believe he needs romantic energy! him and the jinni having awful vibes up until arbeely's literal death is what bothers me #The jinni is a bad communicator ik but come on... not once? not even before the diagnosis? The jinni also thinks about how distant they are #could they not talk a little? for me? there are ways to do it within the bounds of their characters FOR SURE #im sure this is the point but i do dislike it either way. anyway sorry arbeely u remind me of my uncle #the hidden palace

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danidoesathing · 9 months

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😪😡📝 for the art ask game!

😪 a piece that was meant to be short but took on a life of its own

ive got one that im writing now that was originally based on a silly short premise but like. its no longer short and no longer silly. its now two chapters, absorbed another half baked wip i was writing and no one is having a fun time

😡 a paragraph/section that gave me a lot of trouble

the entirety of frankie's 2nd section in the love like ghosts fic. i love her but dear god she is SO hard to write. i had to redo that section like four separate times and had to entirely rewrite the premise twice. it killed me

📝 a line or paragraph i’m really happy with

He ain’t sure how he came across it. He didn’t have any plans on leaving the city tonight. There was a song back home and a girl without a dancing partner he let slip by, for no other reason than his own restlessness. He ain’t sure what he wanted to accomplish from wandering out in the dark, though he rarely has a plan for nights like these. He never sets out to discover something. Just got the urge to get lost on some old road that hasn’t been driven in years. It’s something that takes hold of him sometimes, and only tends to be remedied by indulging the habit. So, yeah, the body is a surprise.

#im including wips because. idk i can #i wanted to do one where it was like #'haha what if johnnie did survive and buck has to scramble to get this random guy to someone who actually knows what to do here'#and now its just. evolved into 'hey what if johnnie survived getting blackbrained but it was like how buck had it when he woke up'#which you know. still high and on the verge of death dealing with horrible hallucinations flicking back and forth through time etc etc #i repeat no one is having fun #at least until the second chapter and 'fun' isnt the right word more like. idk things kinda suck less now #kinship in 'we almost died/maybe did die and neither of us really know how to handle it. so lets not talk about it'#dani speaks #ask #asks

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freddieandersen · 1 year

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this weekend (at my grandmother’s 80th birthday party) I learned:

-she and my grandfather met at a high school square dance

-he broke up with his girlfriend to date her instead

-65 years later she and the ex are on the same town committee

#i reckon after 65 years the first girlfriend has gotten over it #but she did write my grandma a Nasty Letter (in 1959 or whatever)#it’s a little like playoff sports. when your team loses it sucks but it’s consolation if the team that beat you ends up winning the thing #your high school boyfriend broke up with you to date another girl? that’s unfortunate #they were married for like 60 years until he died? well at least he didn’t dump you for someone he broke up with a month later #tree.txt

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antinausea · 1 year

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diabetes tech is so annoying sometimes like dont get me wrong i love my dexcom & my tslim and im very very thankful that i have them and i understand its a privilege to have access to advanced medical technology

but a lot of the built-in “safeguards” are really annoying and frankly unnecessary for most adults. why is my ability to make my own medical decisions being infringed upon by the manufacturers of the devices that are supposed to be assisting us in our care? why can’t i override or change certain settings if i acknowledge the risk associated with that choice?

#why does dexcom put banners i have to swipe away on top of my maps while i drive even though i have it set to temporary banners only?#why does my tslim have an alarm i can’t turn off that overrides my vibrate setting that goes off every 5 minutes at an extremely loud volume #when my cartridge is empty?#im an adult if i determine it is not urgent to refill my cartridge i shouldnt be punished with alerts i cannot snooze for more than 5 mins.#all of my alerts are set to vibrate only. this one is apparently not affected by that setting. it goes off every 5 minutes.#my blood sugar has been low enough for the past hour that my basal would be automatically set to 0 if there was insulin in my pump 🙄🙄🙄#also its wasteful for me to change my cartridge before its empty? its expensive given the cost of insulin and pump supplies?#like i understand it’s probably to protect the company from liability and litigation if someone doesnt refill their cartridge and goes into #DKA and/or dies but as an adult i should at least have the option to snooze it for more than 5 minutes or have it set to vibrate only when #im not asleep or something?????#what if i have a work meeting and ran out of time to change it beforehand??? is my only option to turn off my pump completely until i can #refill it?#what if i was in an earthquake and my cell phone died and my reservoir was empty but i still wanted to use my pump as a dexcom reciever?#do i and everyone around me during an emergency just have to suffer?#what about school shootings. or any situation where someone needs to hide from a dangerous person?#its just inconsiderate of the REALITY of the fact that people with diabetes live real lives that dont 1000000% revolve exclusively around #their diabetes every minute of every day until we die #its condescending and paternalistic and frankly doesnt prevent harm from befalling us.

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bigsnaff · 1 year

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My commander doesn't really have that parent-child bond with Aurene that's sort of set up through canon. I'd describe it more as a sibling relationship, at most? Cyna doesn't really have... much maternal instinct or manner to her. She's very blunt, forward, and prone to irritation and impatience.

In fact I'd almost describe her having a consistent disconnect with Aurene, to the point where it was likely a minor character arc wherein she felt conflicted in regards to fulfilling her duties as Aurene's "Champion". It was prophecy, it was destiny, she couldn't necessarily say no. But nonetheless, this "bond" that everyone kept saying she had with Aurene... she just didn't feel.

I don't think she disclosed this to anyone, though Aurene undoubtedly felt it. And if Aurene did view Cyna as a parent, it would make sense that she would go to such lengths to, in a way, prove herself to Cyna.

And maybe it was when Aurene was fatally impaled by Kralkatorrik's crystals after leaping to Cyna's defense that Cyna finally understood.

#guild wars 2 #gw2 #cyna crystalclaw #my characters #I think a huge part of it is that Cyna kind of... viewed Aurene akin to... a pet?#And I don't mean that in a degrading way. But it's kind of undeniable in the fact that's literally how the commander treated baby Aurene #when we first ''bonded'' with her after her hatching.#chastising her in a lighthearted way like a disobedient puppy. calling her to us in the same way. playing games and catch with her and #talking to her like a pet.#like lmao please hear me out. I'm genuinely not trying to call Aurene a pet. I'm just saying that we were treating her in that kind of #manner immediately after she hatched. she wasn't an infant to Cyna. she was a cute puppy dog. albeit a very powerful one. but nonetheless.#she understands fundamentally that this is not the case but she cannot get past this impression. at least until this puppy jumps to her #defense and dies for it.#her bond with Aurene will never be that of a parent-child. she doesn't feel that way nor does she want to.#but she cares for Aurene in a way that you only can when you would die for someone. which Aurene did. which Cyna did.

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thetorturedbolter · 1 year

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my mum forgot about my existence and left me out in the rain (literally) earlier tonight and then she got mad at me for being upset about it? like girl what

#so i was walking home earlier (it was dark already and it was raining go figure)#and i got a call from my mum and she was like #‘where tf are you?? we ate dinner without you because you refused to leave your room when we called you!!!!’#and i was like. “mother. i’m not at home??”#and she was just like “oh really? we didn’t notice! there should be some dinner left over for you!”#LIKE WHAT??? WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU DIDNT NOTICE???#I NEVER COME HOME LATE THAT SHOULVE AT LEAST RAISED SOME ALARMS????#BUT YOU DIDNT EVEN BOTHER TO CALL ME UNTIL YOU DECIDED MY ABSENCE WAS INCONVENIENCING YOU????#this never would’ve happened if my dad were at home #papa come back from your stupid business trip i miss you #someone in our town died under mysterious circumstances a few weeks ago #and you didn’t think it’s a big deal that i was wandering around on my own after dark??#this isn’t the first time she’s forgotten me somewhere but it’s really getting to me rn #maybe it’s because i had a bad pain day so this is just insult to injury #anyway rant over lol

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