#(ooc: made this irl. am happy with results)

[alice-of-hightable]

Makin’ some lunch. Sweet’n’spicy chicken nuggets with some string fries, infused with good luck(ginger), abundance and nourishment(honey), prosperity and success(cinnamon), fidelity(chili), repelling negativity(cayenne), swift inception(paprika), grounding(salt), divination and protection(corn meal).

[ask-obt]

Isn't a Shinx/Luxio/Luxray tail tip supposed to be star shaped? Malachi does seem to have a different shaped tail tip just like at least one other member of his tribe. Am I just remembering my shapes wrong?

Malachi: Some Shinx lines like to style their tail fur that way, but my family and I always preferred the "natural" look.

// short and simple for malachi's answer here, but I wanted to add on an ooc bit to the end!

any longtime readers of OBT know that the comic has gone through several iterations over time, the style developing with it. back when the reboot started, I was really into integrating irl animal anatomy into my designs so they'd feel more "real"- hence the shinx line not getting rounded ears with star stamps on them.

but over time I've found I actually like to embrace design traits from the official art more... like how I'm much more willing to give characters cute little dot eyes which helps bring some of the more anatomically odd pokemon out of uncanny valley

but while this works for characters like chimecho, who showed up for the first time in the comic when I was already stylizing pokemon this way, Rune and Malachi have been there since the beginning, and went through a great deal of already drastic changes. I guess at the time this was all happening I thought changing certain design elements as well was a step too far? (I know people were already complaining about me rewriting and rebooting things and were certain i'd be trapped in that loop forever, but I swear the spirit of it was closer along the lines of "I just needed more time to revise the intro and let it cook since the rest of the story hinges on the opening". that is a ramble for another time lmao)

but the long and the short of it is that rune and malachi's designs (and consequently, all vulpix and shinx in the comic) are the result of a long game of telephone with myself. so most of malachi and rune's design elements (normal lion tail and ears with fluff for malachi, and eyes with a visible sclera vs no sclera for rune) do carry over into other members of their species

Dielle and Inigo would probably been impacted by this too, if their debut came sooner than it did! Dielle especially. for a while I considered making her head coin into a marking (because I guess in a world of dogs that breathe fire I thought a coin on a cat's forehead was too far):

and then made her coin into a headplate........... thing. it was a weird time for me

so this is where you'll find that for new characters in OBT, or when I do other art, such as commissions or just stuff for fun, I actually stick closer to the canon design elements. I like how they look, and I'm more confident drawing them without feeling weirdly conscious!

if I rebooted OBT again for some weirdfuck reason (hell will freeze over before i do that LMAO no more reboots i'm very happy where i am), and I still wanted to continue my game of "rune and malachi design telephone", they'd probably look something like this

though more realistically, i would take their designs/species back to the drawing board entirely. the only reason i would reboot at this rate is if someone gave me 1 million dollars and a fridge with an icemaker installed in it (the peak of luxury)

[pcssessicn]

☆ . · . miguel bernardeau, twenty-one, male, he / him . · . ☆ fitzwilliam 'fitz' phénix-alvarez lives in that huge mansion over there! no, not that one. look for white stucco walls & terracotta shingles and that’ll be it. the nhl defenseman has offered occasional glimpses of soft yellow walls and an impressive collection of plants in the background of social media posts, but all of that is nothing compared to seeing the opulence in person. they’ve remained protective as ever since moving to tercet court two months ago, but it seems like they might’ve gotten a little more mistrustful too. maybe that’s why they’re rumored to have such a distant relationship with everyone else who lives on this street. ☆ . · . ooc info: ollie, they / them, 21, est . · . ☆ career claim: cale ma/kar.

BASICS

Full name: Fitzwilliam Phénix-Alvarez Nickname: Fitz Birth date: September 29th Languages: English, Spanish, Quebecois Francois Hometown: 

PHYSICAL

Age: 21 Weight: 196 lbs Height: 6′2″ Body build: athletic, lean Eye color: grey-blue Faceclaim: Miguel Bernardeau Glasses or contacts: neither 

Tattoos: a raven in flight over his left shoulder blade, monochromatic vines winding up his left bicep

Scars: most predominantly a thin scar near the base of his neck where a skate slashed him when he was fourteen ; several other smaller scars of less note, especially on his hands --- much less noticeable

PERSONALITY

Good personality traits: observant, calculating, protective Bad personality traits: mistrustful, dishonest, aggressive 

Fitz comes across as very confident and in control, and at ease in his skin. The truth couldn’t be farther from it. He works hard to put forward the easy front he does --- and some days he can’t tell which one is more real. He has a dishonest smile that masquerades as honest, and a tendency to manipulate those around him when necessary to shed suspicion off himself. He can be almost charming at times, at least extremely amiable. Despite all this, Fitz is not rash or impulsive -- in fact everything he does is carefully calculated, though he goes to great lengths so it does not come across as so. The one place he feels truly effortless is on the ice.

He finds it hard to truly allow people close to him and to really see beyond the most superficial layers of himself. Furthermore, there is a deep-seated fear of not being enough and being forgotten ; he finds it easier to not let anyone close so there’s less chance of this happening.

THE STORY ( i rly was gunna try to write this nice and eloquently but... u get this instead 😔 )

— fitz was born to up and coming spanish actress reyna alvarez in chicago. the result of a messy one-night stand, but reyna ultimately decided to keep the baby. he is indeed named after fitzwilliam darcy from pride and prejudice bc his mother’s first breakout role was in a film adaptation of the book and she loved the book after reading it. how unfortunate for him.

— his birth father was never in the picture, but the man he would come to know as his father came into the picture a year or so after his birth. already one of the top architects in north america, paul robert phenix was in chicago for a conference and he and reyna fell in love. fitz has been told it’s was all very romantic. so then the happy family moved to pittsburgh where his father’s architecture firm was based.

— despite growing up with two parents who raked in a fair amount of cash, they made sure nothing was just given to fitz. they’d both had their humble beginnings and big believers in tough love, they made sure not to spoil their son. they did however make sure he was sheltered from the media when it poked around and the two things they did pay for without question were his education and sports.

— he started playing hockey when he was six after seeing a pens game on tv while they were out at dinner and knowing he just had to do it --- and never stopped. he got recruited to the us national team development program when he was sixteen and spent his last two years of high school in michigan living with a billet family most do who are with the program, which gave him a huge sense of “normalcy.” but really he was far from normal, his development taking great steps over those two years leading up to his draft year.

— queue the cale ma/kar career claim lads aka all the hockey development & logistics u can probably skip if u don’t care laksdjf: 

 one year before graduation and a draft, he vocally committed to playing at university of massachusetts - amherst. he went fourth overall to the la kings in the 2017 draft ( yeah technically irl that pick belonged to the avs but sh ), and proceeded to remain loyal to his commitment and play two years at umass despite his new top five prospect status. he was put into a first pair role from the start of his freshman year ( 2017-18 ), was a huge part in bringing the umass team up from the bottom of the standings. he plays for team usa in world juniors 2017 and 2018.

his sophomore year ( 2018-19 ), they make it all the way to the frozen four. fitz gets announced as the hobey baker winner and the day after they get knocked out of the tournament. not long after that he signs his entry contract with the kings and finishes out the season with them. he scores his first nhl goal on his first shot in game 3 of the first round of playoffs irl the kings don’t make playoffs but again shh. they get knocked out in the first round and fitz goes home and trains harder than ever.

he come back to kings training camp the next season ( 2019-20 ) more determined than ever to make the team. he does so out of camp and has an incredible rookie campaign. he gets injured in december and misses a few games but is back mid-january. fitz is given the calder ( award that goes to the best rookie in the nhl ) at the end of the season. technically cale hasn’t won this yet but we all know he will.

— la is a bustling city and fitz is a fan of one night stands : he just doesn’t feel like he has time for a relationship and hookups scratch that itch. he’s not an asshole about it, really. there is typically that understanding that this is a one time, no strings attached thing. but this one girl he sleeps with in march obviously does not get this memo and continues to not get the memo. she starts seriously stalking him in the following months and eventually he gets a restraining order against her ( use ur imagination kids ). he’s not really comfortable staying in his own apartment downtown for the time being though after he still sees her around. he stays with a teammate until the season ends, which then brings us to his connection to tercet court.

— paul robert phenix, now world reknowned architect, had a hand in designing several of the homes on tercet court, including one in the style of old money spanish mediterrianian villas that he designed with his wife in mind to be their new home. fitz’s mother had loved the house and moved in for a few years after the court opened but with her taking fewer roles up in the movie industry and getting exceedingly more lonely, she decided to embrace the more nomadic livestyle of her husband and moved out about a year and a half ago. since then the home stood vacant ( though certainly still cared for by several paid landscapers and maids ) until fitz’s dilemma arose a few months ago.

— a few phone calls and a begrudging agreement to pay the extremely steep taxes on the place for the year ( again, tough love and fitz may be a pro-athlete but he’s still making less than a million a year with his entry level contract ), and fitz moved in about two months ago ( say mid-may ).

MISC

— tri-lingual. father is french-canadian and his mother is spanish. needless to say he grew up a little confused. that worked itself out soon enough though. uses he uses quebois french in-season kind of frequently to talk to a couple teammates. really only uses his spanish to talk to his mother and family.

— since moving in fitz has filled the mansion with plants. he absolutely does not seem like a plant guy but he is... absolutely loves it. his major at umass was kinesology bc he thought it would be the most helpful and knew he wasn’t going to graduate but he snuck in some out-of-major classes on horticulture. truly just likes plants a lot. they don’t judge him.

— probably set up his own puck shooting pad in the backyard. why not there’s enough space. he had to retrieve a couple pucks from the bottom of the pool though which has been good incentive to not miss the net lmao. he also has revamped one of the rooms in the house to have synthetic ice.

— runs in the morning before it gets hot. skates a few days of the week in the afternoon. home gym in the house is definitely a perk but he prefers to work out with others because it feels more productive.

— probably drives like. a range rover.

— offensive defenseman. likes to jump up in the rush and is good at break out passes as well as zone entry. earned his place quarterbacking the first powerplay towards the end of the season. he can be quite physical when he needs to be though and don’t ever go after his goalie. ( his nhl.com player page )

— he’s not a recluse by any means, but he has no desire to built connections in tercet court so probably hasn’t actively reached out. they’re likely to have met outside of the small community or if your character forcibly came and introduced themselves. or if they knew each other already mayhaps??

— oh and he’s bi. like really really bi. obv not advertised given his career path but he’s not having some crisis over it either. it just is. probably has a stack of nda’s next to the condoms ready to go at anytime alsdkfj.

OOC

hey lads. i’m ollie !! for those around for round 1.0 of this rp i played alya ( the sports photog ). i am back and this time going back to what i do best : playing hockey boys 😔😔😔.

[pearlescentdragon]

Rules

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Hi I am Dao , I am 30+ and I work and attend collage. I write as a hobby! I enjoy plotting or just doing things off the fly. I have no real pre-requisite for rp partners. Outside lets write! I am capable of para, multipara and novella. I never expect people to reach my word count. I am pleased to write with pretty much any level of literacy.

This is an original dragon character she has been my character for over eight years. She is very head canon based, she is heavily based off of both xianxia & Dungeons & Dragons. Her pages are likely going to be under constant construction as I add information. If you have any questions about her my asks are always open to you.

It should be noted that this blog will likely contain dark themes, due to her creation and if you are bothered by blood, darkness, violence, combat or serpentine actions. Please be wary. I will always tag anything I feel is Triggering with a [tw] You may ask me nicely, to tag something you find triggering-yelling at me will not get you anywhere but blocked. This is a hobby I write, I enjoy writing and I won't be bullied off my own blog. However, I will respect your needs an thus the offer to add a [tw-your trigger here] if you don't come at me like a warrior.

                -------------o|| TRIGGERS ||o-----------

My only trigger is terminal illness. I am pretty easy going but this is something I can't with.  to IRL issues and therapy.

                   ----------o|| IMAGES ||o----------

All my Images were screencapped by me. My icon was made by (me) and my coloring psd was made by (here)

                     ----------o|| ACTIVITY ||o----------

I am both a collage student and I work so I might be on but unable to post. I ask that you bear with me. RP is my hobby, not my job or my schooling. I will do my level best to get to replies as quickly as possible. My Discord is avaliable to those I role-play with.

      ----------o|| POSTS/REPLIES/BASIC RESPECT ||o----------

I am happy to write with anyone, I love to rp and I like to see what stories we can plot or just wing. I have no particular requirements for role playing with me. I equally enjoy random things as much as I do plotted ones. I am happy to create something for just the two of us.

I use icons when I write, I do not require you do the same.

I will always tag you in a post for you. I follow the tag pearlescentdragon. While this is not a you must do, I am asking that you add my tag in our posts. ( This is in case tumblr eats my alerts and I have to go find them. )

Do not God-mod me. My character information is meant to be OOC not everyone knows this about her.. In fact most do not even know she's a dragon. She is a natural shifter capable of staying in her humanoid for 24/7.

You will never see call out posts and I do not involve myself in politics or religious discussions. I will not slander or send hate mail to anyone. We need to be kind to each other.

Attempting to guilt me into things will result in me ignoring it.

I understand you might loose muse for a thread please let me know if this happens so I can remove the thread from my active threads. Thank you!

Please be kind, sending me hate mail I will laugh and hit delete SOOO fast.

If I post a meme and you want to reblog it--go for it. I am not bothered by you reblogging from me. Just please don't reblog all my memes because the sheer amount of alerts that will give me.

You can send as many ASKS  as you want as often as you want, it might take a bit for me to answer them all or if I can't think of a quick answer--I might hold onto it.

Answered Asks can be turned into threads if you want, as I often do this as well.

Anon's will be referred to as The Visitors.

I am a multi-verse/crossover/multimuse-multiship friendly, Indies, semi-selective role player this means unless otherwise noted, our rp is in its own Universe. I have verses shared with others where this is not the case. Unless you inquire into these, I will just make us one or use my default. Ships will always be in their own verses. As I am semi-selective in case I feel we would not vibe.

                             ----------o|| SHIPPING ||o----------

I have no problem with shipping but their must be chemistry there. I do not jump headlong into smut. It has to further the story. I will not write anything remotely romantic with anyone under 18yrs old and muses must be of age as well. It is alright for you to have a crush on my muse. It may or may not be returned depending on our interactions, our chats and our overall ability to write the characters together.

I will only consider a pre-established relationship with someone I am comfortable with and we have at least talked about it.

Anything that becomes risky will be tagged and under a cut the tag will be [Rated PG-17 to R]

      ----o|| THINGS I WON’T FOLLOW & REASONS TO UNFOLLOW ||o-----

Porn Blogs ( there are just so many of them )

If you spew hatred.

If I can not find your Roleplay Rules.

If You have no information on your Muse.

If your rules don't sparkle with me.

Once I follow you I am rare to unfollow anyone. However there are a few things to get me to do this. Pestering me for Replies. Guilt Tripping me Passive Aggressive Behavior

[moonstruck-ffxiv-blog]

(That pic has nothing to do with anything, it’s me that tried to make my irl cat as a miqo’te)

Moonstruck: I Like RP Partners to Know

I like to be called: Mael

My favorite colors are: I’m very fond of pastels, especially pink.

Gender: I’m confused about that.

One thing you should know about me (or several): I started RPing at 12-13 years old on those BBC-type of forums. At first, I was on other’s people, then I created my own. My high school friends, to this day, still remember my primary character I had for years: Chaos, a chthonic devil-god with two dicks and two vaginas, that fucked himself, to create the demonic race. In those years, I was OBSESSED with the idea of evil and was trying to find a solution or explanation to it. It was through my writing I considered what it was - mostly with that OC, which was the most repulsive character I could ever create. A funloving, whimsy, joker-type outside, but a beast of every sin inside. There was no filter when I was RPing him. He was cartoonishly evil, which was the point. I think.

Thank Sobek King of the Nile I outgrew my edgelord teenage years lmao.

I work a lot of myself, ameliorate skills, learning,... I don’t have much time for hobbies anymore. Because of that RP, as much as I like it, is taking a backseat and I have to pick my partners pretty carefully.

I don’t like public RP events, they are all organized the same way, I find lazy and boring. If I had to choose between a public event or the Quicksand, I will pick the latter. In both cases I will stand around touching my dick for 3 hours but at least at the Titsand can hook up with someone and write ERP. That alone makes it not a complete waste of my time.

I play piano and try to get back into dawing. I practice every day and I’m starting to see the result which makes me pretty happy.

My favorite food is Frank’s Red Hot Chicken Wings Sauce.

I’m currently working on a book and trying to be a professional writer. Wish me luck!

PS: If you make me tea I will be your friend forever.

One thing you should know about my muse(s)(Or several): I do have 15 OCs on FFXIV and I don’t feel going through the whole list. I’m lazy, please forgiving me. I’ll probably go through my “Big Fives” as I call them in my inner monologue.

Louis: Louis is an extension of my alienation and loneliness. How he feels about being different and not belonging to anywhere is how I feel myself lot of the time. I have troubling connecting and understand people and so does he.

He’s a Nightkin and even if I initially present him as being “awkward and cute” don’t be mistaken. He is a killer and he is dangerous. He will exploit a weakness when he sees one. Yes, he will feel remorse about it but that won’t stop him for doing it.

Celestin: Hey do you know what happens when you shove one of those rockets you buy from the convenient store and you shove it into my ass? That character happens. His my own pride, exaggerated to the 9th degree;  he’s my salt and my anger. He’s the asshole I become when I get hurt.

Celestin is a very proud man (one could say he has some kind of god complex - which is not completely false) willing to go to unimaginable heights for his goals. He’s Machiavellian: the ends justify the means. It’s all a matter if the sacrifices he does is worth it…

Ezrien: He started as a joke character which I assume. He still got a LOT to do but bit by bit, I’m building him. I would really want to explore more his drug and alcohol addiction, to get GRITTY instead of always be joking with him. Still waiting for the good person to unpack this box of worms.

I really enjoy Ez, and I enjoy him more since I made him and Rochel cousin. They are excellent foils to each other and bring me a lot of joy.

Narcisse: My sad elf prince (tm) and my attempt to try to make a “Lawful Good” type of character. He’s a knight, living to serve other people and get rid of evil on this world. He has a very black/white worldview (which is his weakness) and he’s… well, he’s kinda of intolerant sometimes.

I still have to figure him a lot but I really love his aesthetic. I feel he’s missing, I don’t know what, and that spark of oompf is what holding me back to really enjoy him.

Ephraim: My baby. Oh, do I love Eph hahahaha. When I created him I was “okay dude, stop doing fucking egdelords all the time. No dark, break the mold.” And I succeeded! He’s the softest, gentlest necromancer I ever made -and at the same time, breaking the trope of the ever-so-dark necromancer.- I really like how I can switch my gear with him, he’s an extremely versatile character. Yeah, his backstory is sad and I can still make dark stuff with him but I can do comedy and absurd plots. Which I absolutely adore. When I RP with Cecilia and Ruruka, things get so dumb so fast. I love it.

First language: French. I’m foreign and I tend to use sentences that work in French but doesn’t in English. I do think the way I structure my writing work in my main language but sometimes is lost in translation. When I’m tired I tend to revert back more often to French which can be hilarious… or horrible.

RP blogs/Main Blog I only have this blog so uh that’s it folk

Age range:  under 13  |  14–17 | 18–22 | 23–25 | 26–29 | 30+ |  70+

Am I okay with NSFW?: yes | no | some nsfw  

I’m not particularly “shopping” for porn; I do have more sexually inclined characters than others (Ezrien, Narcisse.) I don’t mind ERP neither I mind people that do it (either regularly or casually). However, I do find it pretty pointless most of the time. What I mean by that is, the consequences of characters having sex will be the same whether you describe or not every moan and cum shot. IN ANY CASE, I’ll be honest, I did write a loooooot of smut in the past. While I don’t really do it anymore (I barely RP at all lmao), I’m not 100% closed to the idea to dip my toes back into it. It’s all a matter of what’s my mood today, what kind of char you got and who you are.

My favorite/most common thing to rp is: angst | fluff (maybe)| smut (a very soft maybe)  | crack (I don’t understand what this means in that context sorry) | action | plots | AUs (maybe, depends) | Violence | Darker themes | Yandere (yes, baby, please) | Comedy | Weird | Horror | Enigmas/Mystery

Yeah dude I added some of my own because I find there wasn’t enough

OC friendly?: yes | no | depends

RP blog: does contain ooc posts | doesn’t contain ooc posts | occasionally contains ooc | Aesthetic

tagged by @ssytxiv

tagging @corbelleterrechant @nerd-ology @lovelyflyingfiend @lichface @avwalya @lulu-ffxiv @housefortempsknight @garlean-nonsense @vashzeibel

[chacusha]

M, V, Z!

M - Name a character that you’d like to have for a friend.

This is quite hard! In real life, I don’t tend to seek out close friendships, and fiction-wise, I’m drawn to characters who are quite self-absorbed and have a lot of Issues, which makes them not very great friend material (but great fanfic material).

This is so random, but because I was reading fic for Disney’s Pinocchio recently, I think Pinocchio and Lampwick would both be great friends in different ways. Pinocchio would be an otherworldly nerd too pure for this world, which is a type I can appreciate IRL. Lampwick would be the outgoing extravert who adopts you as a best friend five minutes after meeting you, which is helpful for me since I tend to need to be actively welcomed and included in a friend group or I just become a wallflower.

I can’t really think of anyone in ASOIAF I’d really jibe with. Maybe Sam and other maesters-in-training because Nerds. From the various Star Trek series I’ve seen so far, I think I’d want to be friends with Julian Bashir the most – he’s personable, has a great sense of humor, and seems to actively put time into one-on-one relationships (e.g. with Dax, O’Brien, and Garak).

V - Which character do you relate to most?

Not a character, but I think the #1 most accurate depiction of me in media is Ditto:

Consider:

Mimicry - I’ve always thought I don’t have a distinctive art/writing style but that I’m good at mimicking styles and find it fun to do so. (However, Inktober has made me rethink this given that I drew like 20 different fandoms and somehow there is something similar to my drawings.)

Normal type - I have a strong self-conception of myself as mediocre – not outstanding in any way. Normal type Pokemon sounds very much my thing.

Facial expression - My default mood is “mildly happy”. That’s just the kind of person I am. Look at that face, that vapid smile. That face is my default mood.

I mentioned this already, but when I was younger, I also related a lot to various Blue Oni characters: people who tend to be calm, unemotional, muted, quiet, brainy, especially because I frequently had the experience that I didn’t really understand a lot of common life experiences or skills (like romantic attraction, making smalltalk, etc.). Spock, Rei Ayanami, and Jin (from Samurai Champloo) are examples (and still, I’m quite pleased when people compare me to those characters). But I think I’ve grown more passionate and social over time, so I don’t think these characters really capture my personality so well anymore. :/

Another related type is characters that are pompous, self-important, uptight, goody-two-shoes, “but the RULES!!” types. Good examples of this are Cogsworth, Zazu, Percy Weasley, etc. When I was younger, I related to the teacher’s pet instinct; as I get older, I frequently look back at my younger self and am like, “I was so full of myself!” (I mean that in a fond way.)

Z - Just ramble about something fan-related, go go go!

Have some random thoughts on Petyr/Sansa and dark / non-con pairings in general:

I realized yesterday that I’ve never really shipped or felt tempted to read/write Petyr/Sansa even though there’s a ship in another fandom that I DO enjoy a lot that is very similar to Petyr/Sansa (namely: it involves a character who has separated and isolated another character from her family/anyone who loves her and then relentlessly groomed that character to be exactly what they want her to be). What’s the difference between the two?

I think it’s this: I don’t actually have a good handle on Petyr’s characterization. As GRRM has written him so far, he’s a very enigmatic character, and I don’t have a good sense of what’s hiding under the generally genial facade. Is he a dark romantic, like so many of GRRM’s characters – a Heathcliff type? Is he a sociopath – callous about how his actions affect others – or sadistic – actively delighting in hurting others? Or is he a Magnificent Bastard type – smart, charming, and truly genial (just in a villainous way)? Is he a complicated mix of various of those types, for example someone who thinks he’s a Magnificent Bastard but really is a wounded spurned ex underneath? I think each of those reads results in a hugely different dynamic with Sansa. Lacking evidence, part of fandom is picking whatever characterization you like best, but the problem is, I can’t decide what I WANT Littlefinger to be. I have no strong mental image of who I think he should be, which makes it hard for me to attach a concrete dynamic to the Petyr/Sansa pairing.

By contrast, in the pairing in the other fandom, the abuser in it has VERY clear characterization, and it’s of the “absolutely sadistic” type. I’ve just realized that makes that character ideal for dark, non-con fanfic because you can go REALLY dark with the character and it doesn’t seem OOC or like character bashing (very unlikely to get fans of that character riled up because they know what they signed up for in liking that character!). In other words, the character functions as a really perfect all-purpose non-con plot device. I find that really fascinating! I never realized that some characters function that way for me.

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hello friends !! i am v v tired and emotionally distraught over the fact i was wrongfully terminated today but in more exciting news, this blog has officially turned ONE month old and i hit 200 followers today :-) thus, this calls for my first follow forever. i’ll also be prefacing it with a super cheesy blurb abt how much i love this blog and all of y’all, so buckle your seatbelts and get ready to go !!

when i started this blog, i had no idea i would experience this much joy from writing and interacting with all of you !! i had rp'ed in the past in groups, indie, and 1x1, but this was my first time really entering the krpc, or for those of you don't know korean roleplaying community. i remember using kpop fcs in groups and often being ignored for not using a lot of the mainstream fcs in american pop culture. now that i have this blog, i feel so #blessed to be able to interact with others who use kpop fcs and have high-quality writing as well !! on a more personal note, this blog has really helped me keep in touch with my writing and overall self. writing has always been difficult for me bc i felt like it was so time-consuming (not like i have anything else to do) and obligatory especially within the tumblr community, but all of you have been so patient while i dealt with irl problems such as work and college !! as a result, it really encourages me to try my hardest and push myself as a writer to reply as efficiently as possible. occupying myself like this has kept my mind off of other things going in my life in a way that my own personal writing outside of tumblr couldn't do. it always took me back to the dark place where i was alerady at, a lot of relating to my own personal experiences. now i'm ngl, there's some self-insert here and there with my characters. wooyoung was created to help me sort out my alcoholc tendencies. but the stories themselves take on an entirely new light, your muses helping mine develop into BETTER characters and people overall. being able to create this growth not only encourages me as a writer, but as a person as well. i personally connect with my characters a lot even if they lead different lives than me and care for them as if they were real. even if i'm not always the strongest for myself, knowing that i have my muses, our threads, and a loving community keeps me grounded. i don't rly have many other ppl in my life, so to have the krpc supporting and interacting with me has given me the boost i need. thank you all so much for that. now onto the more fun stuff !!

@chimxrical​: although i touched upon it briefly in my other positivity post, you've helped both me and hongbin grow so much. ours was the first thread to truly grab me and push me beyond the standard threads that die out or don't grow very much. you always replied so quickly and it rly made me excited to see how interested you were in our thread as well. i never expected hongbin to grow to as much as he has thus far, only the construct "sugar daddy politician" in my mind when i first conceived him. he had an icy air as part of his job that i myself even couldn't penetrate through at first without meifen warming up to him. his interactions with her really unveiled to me the more intimate layers of his character, that he had a lot of pain and tenderness going on beyond his work. that he didn't always have to be as tough as his work made him, that it was okay for him to dive into the softer dimensions of his personality. i didn't go into hongbin x meifen with all the details that we know about him know like his schizophrenic mother and his strong notions of justice and making the world a better place. but the more he interacted with meifen, the more insight i began to gain into who he was and how deeply his details connected with me. hongbin and meifen's (and don't forget kyungri's) headcanons have always brought joy to me and i love thinking of how far hongbin and meifen will get together the more that our thread develops. and for you as a mun, you've always been SO patient and supportive. whenever i have questions or just want to share something with you, you welcome me with open arms. you have such a kind heart and it shows through all of your characters. thank you for always being there and your wonderful replies to our threads <3

@cxrrvptvs​: omg where do i begin ?? i love stanning exo with you and internally screaming over all of the angst between taeyong and jinwoo and all the fluff between sunghyun and dohyun. our muses just love each other very much and it's one of the best things that's happened like ?? your replies are always on point and i love all of your muses. you portray them so amazingly and i love it whenever you add a new one !! your threads with other ppl are so fun to read too tho i do kind of side eye like taeyong's jealous ass would but it's all good bc that's how multi-muse shipping works :-) hands down one of my favorite ppl to roleplay with and i can't wait to have a million more threads with you !!

@justlysts​: ahhh what a beautiful child (even tho you're older than me) i know i'm trash at replying to im's and just distance myself from ppl in general, but don't ever think you can't come tell me about your life. i know today you were salty abt those ppl you had to talk to for the concert tickets, but in any other case when u wanna talk lmao !! i don't have a job now so i'll have plenty of time to listen :-) appreciate yourself more bc i love your aesthetic and ur cute hair and korean styles. you have such a cute personality and i love u sending me a million guys to rate. i can tell you're going to go far in life as cliche as that sounds and i'm down to support you in whatever you decide to do.

@sekairph​: we've only known each other for a short time but we already fangirl over exo and wooyoung x kiara together and it's so wonderful. i love how much work you put into tumblr from your replies to your resources as a rph and your content is always on point !! i remember when u first messaged me and called me out for how much i reblog you like i honestly didn't even know i was reblogging all of it from you i'm just exo trash rip. your writing is so good and i love hearing insight on kiara with each reply, not strictly limiting into dialogue. our characters have sm natural chemistry and the plot we selected was so bomb like ?? you're so sweet and i wish you all the best and that you'll dream sweet dreams of sehun the next time you sleep. i can't wait to plot more in the future and see where kiara and wooyoung go !! his personality has really started to take more shape around her since i rly didn't know what i was doing with him at first lmao and it's helped me so much with his character so thank you for that :-)

@paidsoul​: honestly the realest person out here in this blue hell. even tho tumblr is a sensitive place, i appreciate how honest and firm you are in your convictions and don't make up bs excuses to get out of uncomfortable situations. idk i'm not articulating this the best, but i like how upfront you are rather than following the typical tumblr etiquette of "oh sorry love ahaha :-)!" and shit like that, ya feel ?? your muses' backstories always run me over with a bulldozer but like they're so good and well-thought out ?? like your angst has reasoning behind it rather than the tortured artist with no parents who gets drunk and paints a tree and thinks he's a fuckin rembrandt smh... ANYWAYS thank you for all the inspiration (sounds cliche, i guess life advice) you've given me and i'll take it to heart since someone needs to get thru to my problematic ass. i can't wait to get know you more as a person and also interact thru our threads and have lots of angst together !! also thanks for getting me into the supernatural vibe like fuck i love yanny so much already and deadass i'll probably add more spn muses in the future like a mermaid lmao or MAYBE a demon so i can have heart-wrenching backstories like you (tho i mean my human muses have some angst too like sunghyun and his dead mother) and make myself and partners in threads emotionally distraught.

@sxvrn​: okay side note i could have SWORE in our messages u told me your new url was supposed to be like based off 'salvation' but that the original url u thought of started a v or something and looked nothing like salvation lmao bc that's how i feel rn abt your url like i had to copy and paste it but i'm just HAPPY i found your new blog bc i never wanna lose our threads </3 continuing on that tho, i don't see it in my messages now tho and i checked both on mobile and the computer and all it says that you were worried abt changing it bc ppl might not find you but nothing's showing up about the salvation thing so i'm like mandela effect ?? ANYWAYS i'm happy i found your new blog so i could tag you in this (not so) little thing. i live for youngjae's problematic ass messing with sweet lil minsoo, as i've said at least a billion times before. a lot of this would probably be rehashing what i said in my last positivity post about you but idk you're just great ?? like bless you for not sleeping on kim minseok and keeping kuhn as a muse you are a good human being. whenever you post a starter in the tags, i'm always lurking on it like even before we starting talking ooc i kept reading them and thinking who is this amazingly creative person ?? i can't wait to see how your new blog and muses unfolds and i hope that you got over your case of writer's block !!

@grcviity​: i used to think snap threads were boring and then you happened and i'm obsessed now *exo voice* someone call the doctor. thank you for your quality snaps and using kihyun monsta x is gonna rise one of these days i tell you. i'm curious to see how our characters interact outside of snap lmao, but i'm sure it will be just as good, if not better. your muses are so god damn cute and so are you <3

@stcrgirls​: ayyy your personality is just so fun and so is yeuna tbh !! your replies are always a joy to read and kihyun and yeuna hit home with those feels omg. thanks for letting me tell u abt my college orientation and the lyft driver who i got into ko ko bop !! keep reppin' us pinays, girl, and btw that reminds me you're so pretty like who are you omg ?? your munday selfies were on point i was like damn girl you're mestizo. both pretty inside and out, i wish you all the best and can't wait to see how our threads grow together !!

ok so we're not here all night, here's some other lil cuties i wanted to give a shout-out to: @quietuptownx, @powerpuffs, @licnhrts, @mujehan,​ @ofwildblossoms, @dearcherryblossoms, @liquoidtears, @pxlimpsest, @rosevined, @niqhtowls, @slideivy, @realizcation, @bcrmuda, @likewinter, @honeyedsins, @shrinemade, @findmexsaveme, @flxrvl, @lawsqwad, @landrogynous, @blazedfires, @pvxilatc, @cacotheisms, @pinkbvbblegvm, @simpaticos, @tearedrops, @undersunrise, @lustrcvs, @fckxillusion, @fckfanxychild,

thank you once again to EVERYONE who made this possible, who continually supported me and waited for my turtle speed replies. thank you to mutuals who i don't talk to yet, but would love to. and even if i haven't followed you back, thank you a million times over. seeing my blog grow has gotten me so excited and given me some of my kick back in life (lmao i'm sixteen for god's sake not like my life's ending already) both as a writer as a person. honestly you all are the best for putting up with all of my exo spam and mun rants. thank you for all of the ask memes and love y'all send me regularly it means the world to me. i can't wait to see where this blog goes and meet even more friends :-)