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patchworkcuddlebug · 28 days ago

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Is being a doll always a permanent arrangement? This one feels like one sometimes but other times has too much of its own ego to feel like one.

This one supposes that depends... ever since this one became, and it truly accepted that it wasn't a person, it's always felt like a doll. Even in the days where it felt less like a doll, or it had to pretend to be a person, it still knew deep down that it was a doll.

It depends on the individual, it thinks. This one has seen dolls with egos before (princess dolls), but just as many dolls that use their identity to celebrate their lack of ego.

So, this one thinks that one can become any kind of doll it pleases, ego or not! Then that one can become a person again if it's not comfortable. It could even oscillate!

#please do whatever makes that one comfortable!#helpful dolly #yknow this one has written about dolls that only become in the nighttime #and dolls that are only partially dolls; their other part being a witch #but never a doll that has become a person... hmm

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girlmetalsonic · 1 year ago

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something that is like the baseline of amys entire character to me is that shes lonely. shes clingy and physically affectionate in a way none of her friends really are, shes always getting pushed aside and left behind. yeah, she helps out people she doesnt know because shes a nice person, but also, she sees part of herself in them. she wont leave someone else behind because she knows the feeling —and more importantly, hates the feeling. if she doesnt have somebody to stand by her and be there for her, then shes going to be that person for everybody else. something something her obsession with sonic is really just like a manifestation of that desire for closeness with someone, and she thinks that romance is the only way to get that. idk... this hedgehog can have so many abandonment issues.

#me posts #amy rose #sth #sonic the hedgehog #and this is not to say at all that romance is the only way to have 'real' love or anything #just that yknow part of her breaking free of that would also be realizing that she just wants closeness with someone and it doesnt-#-have to be romantic #aroace amy could fit this i suppose and she just doesnt know it yknow. thats not my hc but i support their beliefs if that makes sense #she wants to be loved and she wants to love and she doesnt really get a big outlet for that so she shares it with everyone she sees #also i didnt wanna jam up the post but GAMMA!! this is partially abt gamma she helps him find out how to love and how to find joy in it-#-bc its what she wants for herself. she sees him and sees how completely alone he is and she wants to help him. idk idk something something #-when she was locked in the cell she saw part of herself staring back at her #gamma parallels to amy is SLEPT ON i stg i could make a whole other post about it #idk.. whenever im writing amy or just thinking abt how shed interact with others its always from the lens that she craves closeness with-#-others. she wants people to just stay for once.#does this make any sense. idk man im rambling here #my worst nightmare is characterizing her wrong its such a fine line and sometimes the words do not come out of my brain right #btw this is NOT me dissing amy i love amy. she is like top three favorite character.#important context: im typing this with amy firefox theme rn ok. ok im an amy fan.#she points at the minimize button like shes telling me to log off #jesus christ i just scrolled back up i love to put a whole other post in the notes dont i

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karatekamania · 3 months ago

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ridiculous little alien baby

#im procrastinating So Hard Sigh #anyway i think theyre like. born super fluffy. partially bc yknow they live on a cold planet #and then they lose their hair as they grow up #i cant decide whether their patterns would also carry over to their fur as well or whether theyd only be visible underneath #also their ears r really oversized #and like cats they dont open their eyes til a while after theyre born #this kind of makes me want to draw a pkt fanchild kinda where they adopt a lil sk kid maybe a relative of ziggy or smth #but i actually dont know if theyd want a kid im highkey projecting my desire to not have kids ever on them #like not every pairing has to form a nuclear family with kids guys #but maybe it would be cutes idk. joe gets to break whatever generationsl trauma was going on in his family

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elftwink · 10 months ago

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my gender has been legally changed for years all my paperwork done up I have a new birth certificate and everything and yet still every time I go into a new medical facility it says female on any of my paperwork. no it is never* medically necessary for them to know and yes it constantly causes confusion at the reception desk and literally every single time it's pointed out they cross it out and say oh no we'll get that fixed because it should match your legal gender. next time I get a printout and it says female. pleaseeeeeee I have a beard, all we're doing is confusing the staff at the lab when I get blood drawn

*never might be an exaggeration but certainly more often than not, its irrelevant. exactly why did my antibiotics prescription for an ear infection need to have my gender on it in the first place. and exactly why did the walk in clinic have me listed as female when supposedly my gender has been changed in the system as per my GP's assurance and also all the legal identification I gave them said M. I recognize that of transgender healthcare problems this one is pretty mild but like c'mon man...

#good idea generator #several senetences on this post arguably hashtag problematic and unnuanced #but this is not a post about trans healthcare generally its my complaining post about my life. yknow #same thing at my uni i went in and got my gender changed. 3 yrs later im on my student account #and im like hmm. now why does this say female #i only ever got THAT changed because my school swapped to self selection for gender LOL #partially my fault bc i dont bring it up. am always afraid to make it worse 🤪

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digitaldiseas3 · 6 months ago

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well that physics quiz went quite fucking awful

#here’s to hoping i got at least a C on it because jesus christ #at least it was multiple choice so i had a CHANCE of getting them right #if it weren’t for that i genuinely would’ve only gotten 1 right out of 6 lmfao #so. i feel good about 3 out of the 6 #and for the other three i just kinda messed with the numbers throwing shit together #until my calculator eventually spat out a number that was close enough to one of the options #on one though i literally just. couldn’t get it #the question was like ‘how fast does the car need to be going to successfully jump the gap’#and i chose the highest option and wrote ‘well if it’s going as fast as possible it’ll make the jump. the question isn’t asking-#-for the *minimum* velocity to make the gap’#so like. will i get partial credit for it? perhaps not. but i showed my work in my efforts to Try to actually solve it out #but. yknow. we will live

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radioprune · 4 months ago

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"trade" for the WIP asks!

hi maddie!! we have immediately stumbled upon adolescent/young adult spock telling kirk why he likes living on vulcan:

"While you owe no one a smile or exchange of pleasantries, and while chance encounters which, when elongated, delay the completion of one’s daily tasks, are considered rude, it is also of course logical to treat everyone with the utmost respect and compassion. Vulcan society operates under the assumption that there is an entire universe contained within every mind, every soul. Relationships are established and conducted on the basis of practicality and mutual consent. I would not trade that culture for one of insincere smiles and relationships of obligation.”

#and yknow. he's only partially totally bullshitting him <3 #thanks :-)#ask #leonardcohenofficial

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ridragon · 1 year ago

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while it is not a great idea, glancing at the eclipse for a few seconds without glasses will not permanently blind you, just don't look at it any longer than you would glance at the regular sun lmao.

#source: i kinda just did that last eclipse #but yknow. briefly. and it was only a partial

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gibbearish · 1 year ago

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everyones predicting garret will be this universe's charlie and possess the puppet which i don't disagree with. but also. would it not be an equally exciting twist if garret was still alive

#no one would call it bc afton just Doesnt Leave Survivors #im just saying if vanessas not the one getting successfully brainwashed into a murder machine..... maybe they just picked someone else #orrrr alternatively they could be saving a vanny thing for the future #obv that gets hard to justify bc yknow. if vanny is a thing afton programmed into her while raising her why wouldnt he #set her off in the climax #so im thinking smth like. what if the damage/coma? from the stabbing trips a wire in her head and makes her more susceptible #or obv he could grab her after reviving and just do it then which would also be an interesting turn #like hes like 'clearly you only survived me stabbing you as a sign i need to try again' or w/e #sorry got distracted there but !! alive brainwashed garret would be an interesting twist bc like. imagine #mikes reaction? vanessas bc obviously she feels like everything afton did is at least partially her fault???#having to free him? not being ABLE to free him?? him not wanting to be freed or not actually being brainwashed??#him potentially holding mike responsible for him getting kidnapped and being stockholmed into hating mike for it?#the possibilities are endless #also back on vanessa vanny that could also be a fun way to integrate princess quest and freeing her #even a nod to vr if you still want it to be the vr headset that lets afton into her head #fnaf movie spoilers #also how long do ppl usually tag spoilers for things i usually just do it until i get too annoyed by it to continue LMAO

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thegreatyin · 1 year ago

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alright arknightsblr. dawn of the final day one day before the 4.5 event confirmation etc etc. what're we thinking

#im hoping for holz content in any capacity. my 2nd hope is for that holz content to align with what makes me like his character :')#yin-thoughts #arknights #not really partial to the possibility of arturia personally bc i havent seen execalter's event story so i only vaguely know her deal #interested in the possibility of viv though #yknow actually hey how come final fantasy 14 news and ak news lined up to be right after eachother that's amusing lol

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doomednarrative · 1 year ago

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Y'know I act like I don't write enough but there is thousands upon thousands of words in my wips that might not ever see the light of publishing day for the rest of you but like. I Still Wrote Them. I actually do write more consistantly than I seem to think I do.

#i have a hard time finishing writing is the thing #the clarity for my ideas comes in waves #so sometimes i only have partial plots or short bursts of a story and thats it #and its frusterating to not have something In Full to show #but its not like. nothing either yknow?#its still something even if its only for me to see

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cambriancutie · 1 year ago

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anyway. in my awesome canon its russet in there and not dedf1sh and she doesnt know what an off the hook is

#partial lie. she does know off the hook but shes only a fan and not. yknow

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spamtoon · 11 months ago

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(Out of nowhere, you are approached by a familiar lightbulb-headed Cog.)

Ah, it's you, cat. Thinking you're oh-so-slick. Muttering and whispering under those raggedy whiskers of yours... Thinking I am unable to hear it all...

Well, you've simply underestimated my fantastic hearing. You probably want to know the reason why I'm here, taking a 'break' from my incredibly important scientific breakthroughs? It's quite simple, really!

(She gets close, and squints her eyes.)

I know what you are.

Farewell, now!

(She then leaves the way she came from.)

(Spam giggles immensely, covering her face... it always seems like she's giggling, isn't she? This lasts... at least thirty seconds. Longer than usual.)

And I know what I am too, Sparky! You broke through something, that's for sure. Really, broke through...

(She looks down, continuing to laugh nervously.)

You know, I find it odd you Havent tried to bulb blast me into the stratosphere by now. I mean knowing how you acted with Frostbite. Is there something peculiar about me that you perhaps can't quite track? Something about me that you... don't know what I am?

I know, I know, I'm talking to nobody again. But you were there when I had a moment today with the one the only Frostbite The Bravecog. You may be remaining. Lurking in the shadows. Knowing about these thoughts that I'm thinking.

(The giggling resumes, lasting far shorter this time.)

Your brother's a piece of fucking barp, by the way

(She braces for impact for a few seconds, wincing while smiling, before comically looking around to realize nobody's there. She sighs.)

Wow, okay maybe toony superhero show logic doesn't apply in this situation. Cool.

WAIT I JUST FUCKING REALIZED WHAT SHE MEANT but like. Dude if she meant that then what's the point I mean the whole ahh sellbot department barping knows unless you're Really low on the ladder. Heheh... maybe she did mean what I thought she meant.

Oh i'm so fucking screwed. What kind of bitch gets filament fever