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i need daniel to be overcompensating for his insecurities so bad. 100 times more cocky and rude and aggressive and insensitive than he was as a human, falling back into old dangerous habits and vices, not just because now he has new energy and power and wealth to flaunt but because it's ALL he has, and he needs to cling onto it. play it up and revel in it so no one sees that underneath, he feels like a botched fledgling in the body of a sick, faded old man who maybe has no real idea why he was even made. that armand might think he failed in making him. that his maker didn't even really want him.
#i think vampirism isnt inherently torturous to him in any sort of moral way#but more in an inner self worth/image way#louis felt he was failing because he rejected/didn't enjoy human blood and death#i can see daniel being fine with killing but being insecure about the way he turned out/the way he is now#and his complicated connection with armand and what it all means for him. why he cares what he thinks or feels when he doesnt want to#but he does. and he has all these questions he needs him to answer#this sort of thing would be a way to connect him to louis further and also lestat now#louis who felt like a “botched vampire” for a long time and lestat who was immediately abandoned by his maker#and how lestat coped with what had been done to him by trying to fully embrace what he'd been turned into#anyway the bottom line is i think he should suffer and struggle with vampirism just as much as everyone else has in his own way#but he still has to be a massive insufferable asshole about it. and maybe get smacked around a bit because of it#iwtv#daniel molloy
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Wait, did you put a photo of Vil and Neige as kids in Eric’s office??
oh good, I was afraid that wasn't going to read properly and people would just be like "what is this supposed to be". :') but yeah! I like to think Eric was pretty fond of Neige as a kid! single dad sees orphan child approximately the same age as his own son and goes "hmm. okay, you guys are going to be friends now." (this did not go as well as he'd hoped.)
(also I do love how it's kind of a running joke that everyone loves Neige except for Vil, who's standing over in the corner and just seething with furious irrational hatred. someday maybe he'll find someone who doesn't think Neige is the best thing since cinnamon rolls.)
#art#twisted wonderland#vil: am i massively projecting my own hangups and insecurities onto someone who i would otherwise find only mildly annoying#vil: no it must be neige who is wrong#idk i just like neige a lot! he's sweet and i find him fascinating honestly#there's ONE offhanded comment about how oh yeah he's been orphaned since a young age and just never talks about it#he lives with a bunch of dwarves and cooks and cleans for them and this has been going on since he was like eight#like. hello?!#there's a whole backstory here that we're never going to get more than this single crumb of and frankly that makes it better#man if i had a nickel for every fandom about fairytale characters in high school#where i instantly fell in love with the snow white character#i'd have two nickels et cetera you know the rest
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people on this app telling me to be humble like I'm not fantastically skilled, genuinely hilarious, and also an absolute fucking smokeshow with massive honkers 🙄🙄
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uhhh drawing from today =] love these two sm
#scribbles#pokemon#pokemon kieran#pokemon carmine#idk how to tag pkmn stuff i hope im doin this right XD#pokemon dlc#pokemon scarlet and violet#eyestrain#<- just in case.?????? genuinely idk#furry designs cuz uhm…… its fun 🙃#pretty much the only reason ive ever had motivation to draw humans over the years is for. making object gijinkas#and over the summer i got like realllyyyyyy insecure over my Human Drawing Abilities + lost interest in that stuff for the time being#(does that make sense? my interest in object shows will probbaly never leave but its not like smthn im actively into / thinking abt like#how it was just a few months before. so im not as invested in drawing the characters or making gijinkas…….. plus furries are just more fun#to draw (for me at least XD#uh theyre coati nd badger hybrids or whatever cuz i just picked coati randomly and my sister really#wanted carmine to be a badger for some reason#sorry for the massive paragraphs uhmjhhbhh i never know how much to say on individual art posts#it feels weird posting on here whenever i randomly manage to pop back in . idk why it just does#like its weirdly nervewracking even tho it really shouldnt be??????#lately ive been realizing i fucking hate most formats of posting art. maybe that has smthn to do w it#idk sorry im ramvling t try and get myself to actually ppst this stupid thing cuz i like how it turned out#but also the thought of posting it is making me weirdly nervous i could just Not Post It but i like sharing stuff =(#okay whatever this sounds really stupid now that im typing it out bye
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#ignorelist#dsmp shipping#i think he is a massive power bottom but thats just what i think ok#this is a serious discussion#you can list your reason why anywhere rb or comment idgaf#I know he take it up the ass he's just insecure about it#i can feel it ok
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please please please anything from the pov of getaway... he seems like such a jealous and possessive guy, not that he'd show it lol
//FARK ACCIDENTALLY PUBLISHED THIS//
He wouldn't admit it, wouldn't ever even say it in his own helm, but Getaway hates seeing Rodimus hang all over you. He's not jealous. No reason to be! There's nothing that Rodimus has that Getaway doesn't have in multitudes. It's just that Rodimus, fake ass captain wannabe that he is, always feels so entitled to whatever he wants. Whatever crosses his fancy. It seems this extends to other people's conjunxes, if he is so inclined.
Getaway isn't in a position to, but he would love to put Rodimus in his place. In front of the whole crew preferably, but in front of you especially. He wants to see the way Rodimus' carefree, arrogant grin drops and his brow furrows in confusion and embarrassment. He wants to make sure no one forgets who you are attached to. No one would ever have the gall to tell you "you're too good for him" ever again.
His digits drum against the bartop, leaning back in his stool with an arm thrown over the back. For now, he'll just plan. As much as he'd love to show Rodimus who deserves to be captain right now, he has bigger goals than to just embarrass the former prime. Mirage sends him a questioning glance, wiping down a glass until it gleams, streak-free, in the low lights.
Soon you'll be hanging on his arm with no competition in sight. Not that he has any doubts...
#theres a massive ego covering deep insecurities covering an even more massive ego#asks#txt#reader insert#transformers#reader imagine#transformers idw#tf idw#transformers mtmte#tf mtmte#getaway#tf getaway#mtmte getaway#idw getaway
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You said that if you dated Peter or Wade it would make you miserable. Which– Okay fair, Wade does have a history of purposely hurting the people he loves.
But what about Peter? Why do you think dating him would make you miserable?
because I’ll always know I had the option to climb a 6’8 cyborg and I passed that up for a sweaty little twunk that I perpetually have to remind to bathe (sorry peter)
#I don’t know. I don’t think peter is good boyfriend material. I think his insecurities would get exhausting.#Wade has bottomless patience. me… I don’t know. I don’t think I could. I’ve got my own stuff going on. I don’t want a Project.#peter is definitely a project. and he needs someone with shed loads of patience and perseverance.#me I just. I wanna have a good time. so. come to me my big beautiful time traveller. whisk me away.#take me to the beach. you can disappear after I don’t mind I’m not needy. just spend a beautiful romantic week with me.#sci speaks#I don’t really know what kind of person I’m compatible with really actually.#all my relationships have been. pretty short.#and I don’t think it’s any fault of my own really. and I don’t feel any loss over them at all. like at all. I wish I did. but I don’t.#a sci has so very thankfully never felt heartbreak.#but it makes me kind of question what kind of person I am when it comes to this sort of thing.#because I really don’t know.#I don’t know if I want commitment. I don’t even know if I want sex these days.#I … weirdly… am so devoid of yearning these days. like I feel content right now on my own. I don’t even feel lonely.#I used to yearn but I think I’ve moved past it. and I kind of just want to have a good time.#and that doesn’t even . involve a relationship or anything anymore. like I don’t think I want one actually. it feels like I’m Over it.#it’s kind of great because I’ve never felt so calm in a long time. all because I decided that I don’t. actually Need anything.#I don’t need anything more than what I have. and that’s brought me rest after So Long being restless.#but if a massive time traveller came and whisked me away on sexy adventures how could I say no
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Also ALSO I need to know what they’re going to do with Fjord’s accent. Because the teaser clip showed him speaking with his real voice, so the audience is going to know that the Texan Fjord voice is an act he’s putting on. How are they going to handle this? Are they maybe going to show him slipping into his real accent now and then? Are they going to give us any idea of why he’s doing this early on? I’m so curious!!!
#critical role#id like if they kept the vibe that fjord is hiding his voice for some big secret reason#and then it turns out nah. he just does it because of massive insecurity and self loathing and trying to be someone he’s not!!!#god i love fjord
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mumblemumble i rly wanna write my girls so if you’re interested in any of them lmk.
#i don’t have a TON but i do love them#im also massively insecure that im bad at them ~#so i never write them#but yolo#ooc**
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trying to be kind to my brain but it’s really really hard bc i hate it. soooo much at the moment
#it’s actually ruining my life um i had a really nice evening#and now i am unable to stop crying i’m just so fucking tired of feeling like this#and of being so insecure and anxious and making everything into a massive deal and just#being altogether way too much. like i don’t know what to do i figured out all this anxiety and ocd stuff on#youtube when i was fifteen and i’ve never really properly talked to anyone about it (esp the ocd) i’m just#hahaha so tired of it ruining my relationships and my mood and my life in general just ughh idk sorry guys love you all xx#i’m scared of it driving people away i’m so scared of annoying people and then just losing them. ughh anyway feeling stupid tonight#sorry about making this post i just sometimes like. need somewhere i can talk about this. i’m sorry love you guys <3333
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I’m really torn between attempting a comic adaption of the depths au or doing a fanfiction piece. One the one hand, I’ve wanted to do a full length comic for a while and the reception to linktober was really cool. On the other, I feel like I’m a stronger writer and I’m worried attempting a comic format will drag out the project and I’ll get exhausted by it. I also need to decide if I use procreate or CSP for a larger comic project. And like, decide if I feel comfortable enough with digital art. I’ve only been doing this for about a year. I still have a lot to learn. I really need to think on it.
#I’m not digging for anything here#just kinda talking out loud#b!talks#I have a bad habit of turning an idea into a massive thing#and I’m starting a new job next week (yay!) but also it’s going to be an adjustment#feeling a little insecure I guess
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i wanna get back into my kieran wip but i feel like id need to restart it. there’s a different direction i had in mind and its not currently going that way 😪
#honestly i think i started rushing the plot along#bc i got insecure about how massively long my works always are#and i was like#i can make a concise story with this#but i ended up sacrificing plot and worldbuilding aspects i really liked#and now i miss it#i wanna change it
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MOST BULLIED SECTION OF THE FANDOM?!?!
#dragon age#hello?#yes this is apparently about solavellan I'm losing my mind#aren't you people like 70% of the fandom how are you the most bullied how do you have these massive insecurity complexes?#also why do you act as if you never get anything as if one of the next game's major characters isn't literally your boo#like??? that's not getting anything that's loads and loads of content of a character every dev loves#all just bc their romance didn't end happy in dai as if that was not just a story ongoing#sorry you people are just deeply annoying lmao#no you are not the most bullied section in the fandom lol
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feed your local feral rascal
hi >:)
im rimby and i have 14 euros on my bank account. that amount will not last more than a week given i have to spend it on food and bus fares to go to school.
i just need at least 100 euros to get by this month and hopefully next month i get paid and i will stop living under the poverty line. in school im the guy that doesn't eat that much bc well i cant.
oh and meds. i need those!
what do i do? yeah good question! its only something people that set up a crowdfunding do answer. well, im a experienced non published writer/poet that is writing a gay ass fanfic between two online bros here. i also have some poems on my ko-fi. and i stream stardew valley and DOOM (1993) and experimental stuff.
aight, well, that is it. if you can't donate have a pic of a possum, as per usual. take care, pals :]
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coffee pile
#trans#queer#donate if you can#signal boost#i need monies#swag#food insecurity#trans masc#going feral#crowdfunding#food#possum#late stage capitalism#fuck capitalism#linux#javascript#adobe sucks#sweden#mads mikkelsen#ikea shark#zoology#salazar#leibniz is daddy#gay#trojan horse#leviticus#peter dunn#massive attack#keynesian school of economics#dog park dissidents
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Does anyone have that post of that guy talking to their friend about how they assume they don't like them and the friend is like "that's mean why would you think that" bc I hate that post with a burning passion and need to see it so I can tell about it with my friends
#it pisses me off#bc that post sparked a massive source of insecurity for me#bc like#i cant fucking help my intrusive thoughts#and the post acts like its something you can just get over#and you should feel bad about having them#and ooooh i hate it#i need to be a more effective hater about it#help a girl out#monnie rambles
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grabs him by the scruff of his neck like a kitten
#ranma 1/2#not putting this in my art tag i just wanted to post Something#U EVER THINK ABT HOW HIS MASSIVE EGO IS TOTALLY FOR SHOW#like def the result of genma telling him hes the best martial artist in the world one moment then that he's a disappointment the next#and how ranmas secretly terrified ppl will notice hes only good at one thing and then will see how worthless he rlly is and abandon him#(im not saying hes worthless i just mean from his perspective)#and thats why he has a total breakdown in the moxibustion arc bc hes CONVINCED if he cant do martial arts then no one will want him around#its also why its so important that even tho she cant think of anything else he's good at akane still tells him to stay or at least#let her go with him#bc she values him bc hes a person and she enjoys spending time w him. its not abt what he can bring to the table or whatever#what he brings to the table is his kindness and humor and care for others around him!!#anyway that arc doesnt cure his ego by a longshot but it did open the door for him to trust akane way more and share his insecurities#the other half (lol) of this convo could totally be abt desperately trying to live up to being a Manly Masculine Man#but 99% of the time he expresses genuine confidence in himself and not just his abilities its in girl form#i already made a post abt that a while ago#ANYWAY SORRY FOR THE FUCKING ESSAY
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