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a little bit shy, but styled to die, everybody loves this goyle!
#oh to be a transgender french ghoul wearing a fancy dress#shes leaning on nothing shhhh#the trans colors on her dress are on purpose btw#still mad about the price. fuck you mattel#this took me a week bc school is stressful#monster high#monster high fanart#my art#rochelle goyle#fang vote#monster high dolls
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hi.
#i know most of you didn’t even realize i was gone#but man…#my mental health was like in a state of 📉📉📉 in the past 30 days like we love being mentally ill and fucking insane <3#it was mostly bc i panicked and started obsessing over possible water damage in my flat kind of out of nowhere#like it started when my landlord came to check my bathroom bc my downstairs neighbours had water stains on their ceiling back in july#which had been caused by their shower curtain apparently but i was already spiraling when my landlord told me so i was sure it was my fault#i was assuming it was bc of me bc i had sometimes been spilling some of my bathwater and i was like WHAT IF IT HAS GONE THROUGH THE FLOOR?#and it didn't help that it has been hot af and very humid in my apartment LIKE WELL OVER 25 DEGREES AND 60% HUMIDITY#anyways i couldn’t shake this not matter what i tried and my fucking insane brain made me think i was going to get arrested for like#flooding the whole building or for causing some sort of mold infestation#i had SO MANY panic attacks; i wasn't able to sleep; i wasn't able to eat; i was on edge and panicky basically 24/7 so fun fun fun :D#and i kept waking up in the middle of the night and HAD to go check my walls or the space below my kitchen#it was compulsory like i couldn't not get up and go check and tbh i would've thrown out all of my furniture if i could've to check for mold#(and shhhh i know how fucking insane this sounds but having a mentally ill brain that's anxious all the time does suck ass sometimes 🥲)#(the worst thing about it tho was that i was SO AWARE of how insane about this i was being and yet i couldn't stop losing my mind over it)#(also i was so ready to move tf outta here bc i couldn't handle being triggered 24/7 which is why my mom let me stay with her last week )#i was so out of it that i couldn't even let myself do the things i usually enjoy... like at all#like watching my shows or spending any ungodly amount of time on tumblr... or replying to messages i got from people who i love#ig this goes to show HOW bad this actually was for me mentally bc usually tumblr and my shows are like my safe place#anyways we finally had a leak detection dude come over today and we had him check the water levels in my walls#and he said everything is fine and he specifically told me i should stop worrying about any water damage BC THERE IS NO WATER DAMAGE#he also said that the weather has just been insanely humid this year so it's not surprising that the humidity levels are higher than usual#i’m still a bit scared about some possible mold but ig this is good enough for now#i am aware how ridiculous this must sound for anyone who's reading this now but couldn't let it go not even with meds so let me live pls :(#TLDR I WAS GOING THROUGH IT BUT I AM BACK I THINK AND I AM MOST LIKELY GOING TO START BOTHERING YOU WITH MY GIFS AGAIN <3#AND I JUST REALIZED I HAVEN'T EVEN SEEN ANY OF THE HEART KILLERS STUFF YET ASIDE FROM ONE OR TWO PICS LIKE :(#OH AND I NEED TO START WATCHING SUMMER NIGHT ;_;#sabrina talks#@AIRENYAH GIRL I AM SO SORRY I WILL PROBABLY REPLY TO YOUR MESSAGES LATER TODAY OR TOMORROW MORNING ;_;<3
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....why are the youtube comments so mad lol don't y'all like to have fun. don't we like to have fun here
#ari speaks#half of them are 'wahhh this is what happens when you make games WOKE' like. baby. shhhh. it's not dark fantasy enough for you???#like we are allowed to have varied opinions but also idk. dragon age has always had moments of being a lil silly. especially inquisition.#titsicles???? the nug king???? i'm attacking your holdfast with a goat????? cmon now.#we DO get a little silly here and i'm really not opposed to (well-placed) tonal irreverence in a world about to end.#bitch the world we are CURRENTLY living in is falling apart and i am also being a silly fucking guy because it's all i got.#if i lived in thedas irl i'd be in taverns getting tomatoes thrown at me for bad stand-up about kirkwall HAVE SOME FUN LIVE A LITTLE.#also bc it's been so long one has to imagine that they're also trying to grab some new fans here so it does not surprise me#that the trailer is not 'Boo Hoo Sad Times Dark Fantasy Game No. 49' (i say as an enjoyer of depressing dark fantasy)#esp when all of the prior promotional material has been very doom and gloom.#i don't think that just because the game is being marketed like this/that we're switching focus from solas that the game will be#sanitized and not dealing with any kind of fucked up lore and shit. i am holding out hope that we're going to get some cool opportunities#to play in a space that is def dark but can still give room to breathe.#anyway i do not actually giv a fuck (genuine not insulting) if the trailer did not make u excited das ok.#unless you're complaining that it's woke garbage now/so bad because g*ider is uninvolved. if thats the case you may fuck off.#sorry for the tag essay!
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sleeptober day 3 - hypnotize
you know you hypnotize me always
would you believe me if i said i drew this before the hypnosis drumeo video came out
couldn't decide which background i liked so
alt version - !!! possible eye strain warning !!!
i meant to put more detail on his hands but i got lazy and also it looked Strange and i didn't like it 👍
#cw eyestrain#sleeptober#sleeptober 2024#sleep token#sleep token fanart#sleep token art#ii sleep token#sleep token ii#vessel ii#i love drawing him#the shape language makes me want to kiss a chef#< ignore that#i originally drafted this post at like 11pm i was tired and my sense of humor was fucked#(it's still fucked but shhhh)#also. i do not know how to draw a drum set. i am unwilling to learn how to draw a drum set.#cabin's catboy cabin
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The REAL super duper party pony
#mlp#mlp g4#mlp art#mlp fanart#dj pon3#vinyl scratch#her headphones are fucked up#shhhh…. i was tired and im still tired
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Old thumbnails for posters I wanted to make
#on one hand I still wanna make some of these but. I’m lazy weh weh#my stuff#man i fucked up his badger cut I’m so sorry Tron I tried but I remember struggling so much#they’re thumbnails shhhh
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my brain likes to bounce between aus and lately the lottery is landing back on lights out. im having many thoughts and uhhhh am i changing some things Again? yeah
#well. perhaps not change so much as Add#and those additions tweak certain things methinks#im more confident in this au now that i Know its pretty canon divergent i think#i can get a little more funky with it#before i wasnt sure how aligned it was so i was hesitant to actually do anything with it#but now! now! i know#i can craft the main body of the 'plot' instead of defaulting to the aftermath#im changing around what happens when and If it happens at all#frank still bites it tho. he needs to. shhhh go to sleep frankie its ok you'll be fine#more confident in what to do with wally and where events go and just yeah everything in general#absolutely unprompted#might actually be able to whip up a concrete outline for that possible fic!#im also changing the aftermath so fucking much and im having Fun with it#new troubles for everyone! more distress in new ways for them!#and transformative experiences for certain others!
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holds out my hands. can i see 1 of ur dolls (ocs) /silly /nf
gently hands you captain and pyrite. they come as a pair do not separate /silly
#asks#god these fucking guys make me ILL /pos#uh honestly idk what to say but ive written a lot for them on my sideblog :)#its linked in my pinned if ur interested/nf#silly changeling made of sea foam. and captain#im still workshopping their lore shhhh /silly
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thinking about how gorgug + kristen perceive both their own deaths & each other’s, and how that impacts their relationship. bc i feel like freshman year kristen was too caught up in her newfound knowledge of the nature of her own god to truly clock & process gorgug’s internal revulsion of where he went after he died, & freshman year gorgug wasn’t familiar enough with the complexities of other people to truly lock onto the sorrow buried within the chaos of kristen’s upward/downward/sideways spiral until she was seemingly on the other side of it. & i wonder if they’ve ever really talked about it (unlikely), or if they’ve just cracked very few jokes that didn’t land and decided to never quite do the work & dig through that part of their relationship. but there’s a kinship there; kristen specifically singles out gorgug to tell him she died again, and gorgug apologizes that he wasn’t there with her this time. gorgug takes one of the finger bones off kristen’s newly/long-time decayed corpse to have an anchor to something in the world. despite the fact that they were in different places after death, having been together during it means everything.
anyways what i’m trying to say is i think they should talk about it.
#thinking WAY too hard about a comedy dnd show when half these moments are played for laughs#dimension 20#fantasy high#kristen applebees#gorgug thistlespring#me & the bestie when we both die a horrible death at age 14 & don’t know how to talk about it#me & the bestie when you said you thought you went to hell & i called it embarassing due to the culture of religious shame i grew up with#me & the bestie when death transformed me loudly with reckless abandon & death stole something from you you’ll never speak about#me & the bestie when i focus so much on what i gained to avoid what i lost and you quietly internalize your loss & cannot find the gain#when i died i asked for knowledge. when you died you cried wordlessly. i do not know which one of us is more broken.#kristengorgug my repressed besties#ok i’m done now but if ally & zac ever played a scene like this seriously i’d lose my fucking mind fr#sorry if this is like indecipherable but after fhsy they’re so clearly the two most repressed bad kids & that fascinates me#(in my opinion)#fabian still up there in 3rd place tho boy u r GAYYY u like MENNNNN#btw if any of this is wrong shhhh i haven’t done my pre-fhjy rewatch yet this is all from memory
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"dont worry we survived him last time" here's my mother's urn, you tell her
"don't worry abortion is states rights he can't touch that" cool cool my state already decided we can't have that either, and we can't get to a state that has it
"it's not official yet! lots of ballots haven't been counted" you do not understand the electoral college and I do not have the brainspace right now to spoon-feed you the information you could have easily found months ago.
"welp Dems--" lol. lmao, even
besties. Shut the whole fuck up please. For just one (1) day. Allow people to grieve a legitimate crisis jesus fucking christ
#us politics#do you even think. before you type/speak#or is it all just SHHHH YOUR GRIEF IS MELODRAMATIC AND MAKES ME UNCOMFORTABLE#im still a bit unsober and this is like the tenth angry post i shat out and this one is not going in drafts#bc fuck it#2024 elections
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jesus christ i was writing a fanfiction and literally involuntarily paused in the middle of writing this sentence LMAO
#i would be mega flipside posting rn but i went through all 5 stages of grief in the past week because of it soz#“dont you have two other completely different fics you need to update” shhhh this one is really funny i had to write it#class of 09#if you want to know on my opinion on flipside for whatever reason:#it was fine like not as good as the other games but still alright#the feet stuff is lowkey overhyped in the fandom and i found it funny in an absurdist way#absolute crime that 2/5ths of the game is feet route though#we couldve gotten a kelly or karen route but NOOOOOO we get jeffrey overdose ending and the other one i zoned out for half of fuck youuuu#btw fuck sbn3 im gonna ship the lesbians harder out of pure spite and love for the characters now
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guess who’s going crazy bc their pre-teen comfort anime is coming back
#lati speaks#growing up is when you want to either adopt ciel or hear him say the f word#and also either wanting to still fuck sebastian or just smoke weed with him and tell stories#i might write for black butler bc this is the show that got me into anime and it’s such a fucking acid trip#and yes i’m a month late shhhh lemme sizzle bro
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The Gargoyle
#Banesberry art#altoclef.exe#YEAHHHHHHH AMAJ ROLESWAP ART#I made this yesterday actually but shhhh#For those that dont know from our other post the roleswap is Clef & 173 and that is the whole concept of it#Also theyre both AroAce spec and queer as fuck#Happy pride month the gargoyle and the anomolous agent are gay for each other#Clef x 173#Rebar Antlers#SCP- SWAP AU#Scp au#Skipping Stones#Gargoyle!Amajor and Human!173#dr clef#dr alto clef#francis wojciechowski#scp 4231 b#< Amaj doesnt get the 173 number unfortunately#4231 still happens in this au but to the left cause hes a gargoyle#Feel free to ask us questions about the au :scheming:#scp 173#scp-173#scp#scp art#scp fanart#scp foundation#scp fandom#scp clef
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how am i meant to post about toxic yaoi under these conditions
#personal#hilson#like my GOD#shit is DIRE#i am going to spend a minimum of three days catatonic when this is over i'm so serious#need to write fic about wilson having an anxiety attack and house making the problem worse by fucking him in the office#and house is like “shhhh my dick will heal you. chillax babe.”#and wilson is still actively panicking but at this point he is so stressed that he just wants house to take care of him.#anyways i need to be committed probably genuienly but oh whale living free
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so did i ever tell you guys about the dream I had where lockwood and co got a second season and everything was the same except george was played by bertram from jessie and they were all badly greenscreemed into a jungle for the entirety of the show or did I forget
#they did the turn in the beginning of every episode like that bully busters video#it's been months I'm still thinking about this#also around halfway through Ali appears again and Cameron just stares at him for a good three seconds and then carries on acting#like no warning the angle changes and bertram is gone#I remember this so clearly they were literally so poorly edited in I'm crying#imagine the Lockwood and co show trio with the background poorly removed right#then stick them in the fucking middle of the screen#their feet aren't on the ground they're literally in the middle#and they continue acting like normal#that was over half the dream#and then they were in random other locations as dreams go and then they were gone but shhhh dream logic#they came back eventually#lockwood and co#lockwood and co netflix
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Reminding myself that I resolved not to delete any fics that have a bookmark on them😭
#there's this one frostmaster fic that must be TERRIBLE cos it fails on any metric but for some reason people bookmarked it#though the visible ones seem to be mostly people who bookmark literally everything they read so...#it has one (1) comment and like a thousand hits :|#i think it's not a bad fic! but apparently i am wrong about that :'(#BUT if there's one person out there who silently loves it i don't want to take it from them#i have invented a silent yet adoring audience in my head for fics that “don't do numbers”. between this and the “reason other than quality”#that i preemptively invent for any fic to flop i am left perhaps overly confident in my skillz but also a bit less worried about stats.#btw 'fair alfrida' didn't go too well either but i had fun writing it so fuck it i don't care (...much)#more positively: the frigga gen did v well and the sylki-on-sakaar one i fretted about for months does not actually repel readers!#and this year i feel like i'm doing fairly well despite posting a few quite niche fics :D#tbh some of my own fics are things i probably wouldn't click on cos they wouldn't seem like my jam from the summary/tags#and i beat myself up less about only writing short oneshots now that i've posted a couple of longer works as well#the sylki arranged marriage fic is on-track to be my second-longest fic ever (the bar was low but shhhh)#...as you can see i still put too much importance on length of fic even though i prefer reading shorter works meself :|#ANYWAY STATS BACK OFF NOW I THINK
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